Chapter 21

Li Changjiang broke his silence and said calmly and gentlely: Xu, tell me the truth, do you still miss him?

Liuxu trembled in fear and said in panic: Changjiang, you...you...me...I...I don't know what you are talking about?

Li Changjiang hugged his wife's hand and kissed his wife's hair. He said frankly: Xu, I know you still miss him in your heart. You don't have to deny it, and don't worry. I know what we are saying. We have the courage to face the past. Do you have no courage to face the present? I am not forcing you to admit it, I want to hear you tell me the truth.

Liu Xu was inexplicably moved when she heard her husband ask him so frankly, and felt extremely happy for having such a husband.

The one who is hurt is the husband. What reason do you have to be unable to tell the truth to your husband?

What you need now is not whether your husband can forgive himself, but understand himself

Gently said to my husband: Changjiang, can you hug me tightly? I don’t know how to tell you, afraid of hurting you, afraid of having a shadow in your heart, afraid of being too unfair to you, your tolerance makes me feel even more ashamed, Yes, I sometimes miss him, especially when it’s sex, he will appear in my mind. I didn’t mean it. Really, Changjiang, I, I don’t know why this is happening, but I just can’t control me, I told you, the feeling of having sex with you, yes, yes, fucking me, I’m sorry to Changjiang, I often feel that I don’t deserve to be your wife, not worthy of your love, I have had a heart of dying, but I really can’t bear to you, our home and joy, and even more so can’t bear to your love for me

Li Changjiang felt relieved when facing his wife's confession, and he breathed a sigh of relief: Xu, I know you often wake up at night, and secretly sighed that I had been entangled and felt uncomfortable, and I didn't want to say it out loud. The more you hide it, the sadder I felt. Do you know what made me say it out with courage? It's my parents

Liu Xu raised her head in confusion and said: Mom and Dad? I don’t understand.

Li Changjiang told Liu Xu about where he happened to his parents in the morning.

Liu Xu was completely shocked and opened her mouth wide: Ah? So that's how it is, how can it be? Why does it happen? It turned out that the manager and mother were so incredible that he was really too late. He was a good person Ah

Li Changjiang sighed and said: Yes, they are all good people. Will I go to see them together one day?

Liu Xu nodded vigorously and said: Yes, I should go, I should go, I will accompany you

After saying that, I couldn't help but shed tears

Li Changjiang comforted his wife well, calmed down his thoughts and said: Xu, I don’t understand one thing very well, don’t mind, it’s just that you have sex with me, what’s the difference between you and Brother Jun fucking you?

Liu Xu's face was flushed and she shyly pinched her husband and said: Bad guy, do you really want to know? Then I tell you, having sex with you, I feel like I am melted by your love, very happy, Brother Jun fucked me, it feels like burning, very, very, very enjoyable

After saying that, he lay shyly in her husband's arms, and refused to look up again, but just murmured: Changjiang, I'm sleepy, pat me to sleep

Li Changjiang said thoughtfully, patted the willow catkins gently, and slowly fell asleep

The new day has begun. The four of them are busy taking stock of the goods and are about to close the door. Lingzi teased Li Changjiang from time to time and said: Uncle Li, you are really manly, you are almost perfect.

Li Changjiang said inexplicably: What a mess, count it quickly, naughty ghost

In the afternoon, Liu Xu and Jun Ge were whispering something. Lingzi came to Li Changjiang and said: Well, it's just a little bit, Uncle Li is perfect.

Li Changjiang couldn't help but say: Little girl movie, what do you mean, Ah, what's the point is just a little bit, make it clear

Lingzi said seriously: Uncle Li is a tolerant and inclusive heart

Li Changjiang was shocked and said in a hurry: What are you tolerant or not? What do children know?

My face turned a little red without feeling it, Brother Jun's voice came over: Xiao Li, come here

Li Changjiang walked over and asked Brother Jun: What's the matter with Brother Jun?

Brother Jun said: Xiao Liu just now told me that our old manager is almost out of reach, and I have to go and see, he is kind to me! When will you go, don't forget to call me

Li Changjiang glared at Liu Xu and could only say: OK, I'll call you then

Brother Jun shook his head and walked out in a sigh. Lingzi followed his father in confusion and asked: Dad, where are you going? Who are you talking about? Wait for me

Brother Jun said: I want to go, I want to go

Seeing that their father and daughter had gone far away, Li Changjiang turned around and said to Liu Xu: Who told you to tell Brother Jun, you said, how can we take him there, let him know at my mother's house, let him know the relationship between the manager and my parents, what do you mean?

Liu Xu quickly explained: Changjiang, I told him that the manager had liver cancer and was almost out of reach. I was stupid. Can I tell him something else? Oh! Why did I forget? My parents took the manager home. I'm sorry, Changjiang, what should I do? Ah? I blame me.

Li Changjiang said helplessly: Forget it, let’s talk about it then. Today we will go to our parents first. It depends on the situation. You, it’s really

After everything was packed up, locked the store door. Li Changjiang and Liu Xu had a complicated mood and went to the mall to buy a lot of things. They came to the community where their mother's house was. When they met her mother who came back from buying vegetables, they hurried over to say hello.

Li's mother came when she saw Liuxa

The face turned red: Xiaoliu is here too, go upstairs, eat here today

After saying that, go upstairs with your son and daughter-in-law

When I opened the door, I heard a voice from the bedroom: No, you regret chess, Ah, you are drawing a car!

Another voice said: Why do you want to draw a car? Don’t you keep your legs!

Lele's voice sounded at the same time: This game doesn't count, there is a game, whoever loses will buy KFC

Li's mother shouted to the bedroom: What are you competing for? The Yangtze River and Willow Cats are here

After saying that, he shook his head and walked towards the kitchen with the dishes.

The door opened, and Lele rushed out first: Mom, why did you come? Mom, I miss you all the time

After saying that, he threw himself into Liu Xu's arms and acted coquettishly

When Li's father and manager appeared in front of Li Changjiang and Liu Xu, both the manager and Li Changjiang were embarrassed.

Liu Xu was shocked. The manager looked very old and thin. In just two months, he seemed to have become a different person.

I felt sad and almost burst into tears

Li’s father said calmly: You are here and you all know each other. I won’t introduce you. Let’s sit down!

Li Changjiang gritted his teeth and said to the manager: Uncle, you are in better health, please pay attention to rest. Today, Liu Xu and I were just looking at you.

The manager said excitedly: Thank you and Xiao Liu, I can stand it. With your father and mother taking care of you, I... I have no regrets when I die.

Li’s mother said from the kitchen: What’s the point of death? The Chinese New Year is coming soon, so don’t say unlucky words

The manager quickly said: Yes, yes, don’t say it, just sit down!

After they all sat down, Liu Xu said a few words to the manager. She felt a little embarrassed, so she got up and went to the kitchen to work with her mother-in-law.

The remaining three men were chatting. When talking about the company, the manager said with emotion: The real world is getting worse. The current leaders regard people as relatives and don’t want to do their job well. They are better than the other ones. Alas! Wang Jun is doing well with you. Ah, I originally planned to retire and mention him as the manager. Who would have thought, ah!

Li Changjiang also sighed and said: He wants to see you come. He heard that you are sick and he is very sad.

After saying that, he glanced at his father

My father thought about it and said: Then you can call him over and have a meal together!

He also said to his kitchen wife: Ask Wang Jun to come and have dinner together, do you cook more dishes

Li's mother thought for a while and said: OK! I have to know sooner or later, let him come over, Changjiang, call me!

After a while, Brother Jun and Lingzi came with all kinds of gifts.

When you entered the door, you held the manager's hand and shed tears excitedly: Manager, you have to take care of yourself! You are so sick, why didn't you say Ah earlier

The manager was also very excited when he looked at this formerly capable subordinate: It's okay, I don't matter, thank you for watching me

Everyone sat together and talked about what happened, each with their own feelings, fortunately, Brother Jun did not ask the manager why he was here, which also saved everyone from embarrassment.

In a peaceful and joyful atmosphere, after dinner, the four of them got up and prepared to go home. Liu Xu wanted to take Lele away. This child just didn't do it. He said that he would listen to Grandpa Wang's story, so he could only do it.

On the way back, Lingzi insisted that Liu Xu and Li Changjiang go to the house for a while. There was no way, Li Changjiang and Liu Xu could only go to Junge's house.

Liu Xu and Lingzi were chattering in the bedroom, Brother Jun and Li Changjiang were in the living room, chatting while drinking tea. Brother Jun looked at Li Changjiang, hesitated for a while, and couldn't help asking: Xiao Li, how did the manager and your parents know each other? I don't have the nerve to ask at home, I don't know if it's convenient, can you tell me?

Li Changjiang was silent for a while, thinking to himself, sooner or later, he would know, why should he hide it?

Just talk about my parents' affairs with Brother Jun simply

After hearing this, Jun brother sat there silently, bowing his head and silently, his expression was extremely complicated

Li Changjiang looked at Brother Jun and said: You know everything, I want to hear what you think?

Brother Jun was silent for a moment and said in a low voice: I am not qualified to comment, but I really admire them. To this point, it is not something that ordinary people can do. I have never dared to see your parents. I have no shame after all, Liu Xu and I, no, it is me who did something shameful. Although you forgave me, I have never been able to forgive myself. I owe you too much. What I want to say is that greatness, how many grudges are no longer important at this moment. Seeing their calm and peaceful smiles is something that has been experienced for more than 20 years and more than 20 years of insight that they have had their understanding of feelings, family and marriage. We cannot do it.

Li Changjiang nodded and said: Yes, I am not ashamed of my mother and manager, nor am I ashamed of my father accepting them in such a way. Their feelings are sincere, especially now, I think my parents' actions are greater, which may be related to what we have experienced?

Brother Jun nodded unnaturally, and he felt a little uncomfortable when facing the experience mentioned by Li Changjiang.

At this time, Liu Xu and Lingzi came out and sat on the sofa. Lingzi said to her father and Uncle Li: What are you saying? Let's listen to it too

Brother Jun and Li Changjiang coughed unconsciously, and the atmosphere became a little awkward.

Reiko said in confusion: What's the matter? It's so serious, what's the big deal? I'm an adult, but you're like children. What else can't be said explicitly between our two families?

Li Changjiang thought seriously and finally made up his mind to say it out loud. What's the need to cover it up?

Did fate connect the two families together, and escape?

Instead of being stuck in your heart, it is better to say it out loud so that everyone can understand it.

After taking a sip of tea, I stared at the teacup and said: Okay, today I will say it. We all have the right to know what happened to us. We also ask Brother Jun and Liu Xu to talk about it. Since what happened last time, the three of us have not had a formal talk together. Due to various circumstances, we dare not face Lingzi today. Let’s meet honestly. Liu Xu and I were saved by Brother Jun. We have experienced the test of death. We don’t need to live with our burdens on our backs. I have thought a lot about these two days. I don’t think about what it will be like when I get old one day, so today I will take this opportunity to give myself an explanation! Brother Jun, you guys will talk about it today!

Jun Ge and Liu Xu were both silent. The three of them were talking face to face, especially Reiko was there, and she really didn't know how to speak.

Lingzi broke the silence and said: Dad, Aunt Liu, I agree with Uncle Li's point of view. I know that Dad can't let go of Aunt Liu, I can't let go of Uncle Li, Aunt Liu, nor can I let go of Uncle Li, you are all afraid of breaking the balance between you again. First of all, I want to say that you are all good people, ordinary good people, Dad, have you said that you think you have thought of destroying their family with Aunt Liu? Have you ever had any bad intentions? Aunt Liu, have you ever thought of leaving Uncle Li? Have you ever thought of abandoning your husband and son?

Liu Xu and Jun Ge said in unison: No, absolutely no

After saying that, he looked at Li Changjiang in shame and looked at him with a look of his eyes slightly closed, and he didn't say anything.

Lingzi continued: Yes, so I think that Aunt Liu and Uncle Li's life is like being in honey, only sweet, but when you are tired of sweet life, you will know that life still has bitterness. This bitterness makes you feel very annoying. In turn, you will know that the preciousness of sweetness will cherish sweetness more. At the same time, that bitterness remains deeply in your mind, and you will not deny that it is often savored. Am I right?