On March 13, 2010, Rashen remembered that it was the first rainy day after the autumn of Sydney that year.
Lin Anxian took her to finish the transcript from the police station. When she came out with her, she happened to run into Fu Yun who was getting off the car.
The driver walked around to the back seat, opened the door, raised the new umbrella sideways, and handed it to his boss.
Fu Yun took it with a cold face and said nothing. He raised his umbrella to open the rain curtain. He first turned his head and ordered around him. After mentioning it, he looked back and decided to look at the road.
When she saw the person coming to her was the mother and daughter. She suddenly stood in front of the stairs, her eyes unconsciously following their slow pace, slowly moving downwards.
Eight years have passed, and to this day, Rashang can still recall some of the details.
She remembered that day Fu Yun was wearing a houndstooth tweed jacket, with complete accessories between his ears and neck, and his hair was meticulously combed, which was the exquisiteness and decency of the superiors.
Even though the drizzle was hazy, Fu Yun's eyes were narrowed slightly, but her eyes still looked sharp. Once they looked at each other, they could not raise the courage to look back with him.
When the three of them passed by, the always arrogant woman took the initiative to speak out for the first time and called them to stop them.
Fu Yun spoke calmly and said warmly that he wanted to speak with one step, without involving anything else.
But before Luo Shengsheng could reply, he was suddenly interrupted by Lin Anxian who was angrily inserted, and he responded sternly to her many scoldings, accusing her of not understanding the education of her children.
After Luo Shengsheng returned home that day, he received a call from lawyer Fu that night. The other party's dialect was filled with coercion and temptation, and was full of humiliation, and his attitude was very uncomfortable.
But even so, she agreed to the Fu family's request. While Lin Anxian was going to the hospital to take care of Luo Xiaoyun, she sneaked into Fu Yun's car. Under the witness of the police and lawyers, she signed the document called understanding with trembling hands.
In fact, if you ask about your original heart, Luo Shengsheng never had the idea of letting Song Yuanzhe go to jail.
He is not that bad, at least not as bad as Lin Anxian thinks.
After doing that night, they lay on the bed, hugging each other and chatting a lot.
Song Yuanzhe knows compassionately. Whether he is sincere or not, he said in the end, "Just try it, just act like a relationship." She nodded and chose to believe it.
However, the next morning, when Luo Shengsheng woke up, he ran into a large group of people who suddenly broke into the door. He saw Lin Anxian slapped Song Yuanzhe in front of the police, and heard his mother's aggressive spitting...
Her first reaction was fear, retreat, not wanting to admit her self-deprecating in public, and repent and promised to immediately draw a clear line with Song Yuanzhe and stand on the other side of punishment and criticism of him.
What happened after signing the letter of understanding suddenly turned into a lantern-like quick release in Rashen's mind. Various pulls and various unbearables were performed one after another, making her unwilling to think about it again.
This is sometimes the butterfly effect of life
There was no life-and-death blood hatred at the beginning. The cause might be just a late return, a slap, a curiosity, or a little bit of a young man's spirit, and a greed and admiration that is hard to speak of with the girl.
However, they are all ordinary things in the world, but they are mixed with resentment, misunderstandings explain misunderstandings, and after evading, indulging and escaping, the malice is infinitely amplified, and finally ending like today.
In this story...
It seems that no one is at fault, but no one is at fault.
……
After Luo Shengsheng was criticized by him, he was dull for a long time before finally picking up his words:
What does it mean to pretend to be a victim?
Song Yuanzhe, what have you regarded me as over the years?I was only eighteen years old at that time. I was deceived, seduced and raped overnight, and then I was repeatedly seduced by you and abandoned again.Because of these entanglements, I was humiliated by your mother as a bitch. I suffered from depression and was forced to leave school. I taught my mother and brother to constantly blame themselves, bringing them endless disappointment...
I have never chosen to escape all these mistakes, and I have suffered hardships. You asked me to ask myself, but from beginning to end, have you heard me complain to others?Do you still want me to deal with it better?How can you show off so that you don’t torture others?Only by making a breakdown as easy as you said, is it just like nothing happened?
Apart from death, Song Yuanzhe, except to erase all traces of my existence, I really can't think of any better way to do it better...
Speaking of this, Rashen, who was holding his tears, seemed to have figured out something, and suddenly burst into laughter:
Oh, I figured it out
When she heard that she was going to die, Song Yuanzhe felt trembling in an instant. Before she could finish her speech, she immediately asked without hesitation:
What to figure out?
You have been taking revenge for so many years, right?Just because of my cowardice at the beginning, you left a stain on being a bad person, you have to be a slander, right?
The man was slightly stunned.
I don't.
You have... I have never understood why you always come to me later, smiling, pretending to be okay, and then try every means to coax me to sleep, and then I hug another new lover and show off in front of me...
At that time, you said you didn't care, and I didn't think too much about it.
Seeing her crying, Song Yuanzhe hurriedly defended himself in panic and reached out to hug her subconsciously, but was blocked by Luo Shengsheng and pushed him back.
She turned her head and avoided the two of them, held back tears, and continued softly:
Do you know why I said I don’t care?
Why?
Because I know that if I care and admit that I like you, then the cat and mouse game between you and me will come to an end immediately.You will never come to pester me because you are unwilling to do anything, but will trample on my liking without any scruples, and then declare that the whole world that I was purely my climbing and I was Rashang who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was not afraid of it.
This passage of confession has complex meanings and complex meanings. When the words fall behind, the air stagnates for a moment while each is speechless.
Haha, isn't it?Song Yuanzhe suddenly laughed. For some reason, after years of accumulation, the darkness in his heart was revealed like this. He suddenly felt relieved: If you admitted it from the beginning, these things that happened later would not have happened. I would not have experienced betrayal, and Luo Xi... would not have died of illness in prison. Are you right?
Song Yuanzhe, you are really good at shirking responsibility!Luo Shengsheng smiled angrily: He took everything away. He was obviously the worst, but he insisted on catching my selfish thoughts in the past and putting all the charges on me.I am sophistry and righteous, is it true that I really thought that I had not grown up and was still the silly girl who was at the slaughter of others when I was eighteen years old?
Don't beautify yourself, and you'll be guilty of the victim.If you really want to talk about the past, in terms of law, you just seduced me, and my mother did nothing wrong!If you recall those comforting words you said after that night, wouldn’t you laugh at yourself?Yes, I want to pay for cowardice and ignorance, so what about you, shouldn’t you be punished if you are impulsive?
Song Yuanzhe, look in the mirror, you are the one who is "wronged by others". He used to be a rapist, but now he is a murderer. All the bad roots of human nature are fully reflected in you.As long as you die sooner, I can guarantee that everyone can live better!
silence.
She wants him to die.
There is wind outside the window, and cumulus clouds blew to block the sunlight.
The man's dull face gradually turned gray with the room. He looked at her and suddenly felt very strange.
Now, do you want me to die?
Otherwise?
Success, I was wrong.
It was too late for you to admit your mistake... I could forgive you no matter what you did before, because I like you and couldn't bear to see you depressed, afraid that you would be sad, afraid that you would fall.But what about you?What else do you give me back besides keeping your life down?
Son, I was wrong, I knew I was wrong.
Actually, do you know, I love you very much...
Upon hearing that she said she loved him, Song Yuanzhe was stunned and suddenly felt joy on his face.
Life, I
But that's all the past.
After saying this, while the other party was in a daze, Luo Sheng bent down and dodged, walked away directly, and fled to the other side that Song Yuanzhe could not restrain.
She picked up the gun on the ground, took out the bullets from her pocket, unboxed the box, stuffed it, and loaded it.Use him to teach her the posture, raise it with one hand, and calmly aim at the direction where the man is.
Song Yuanzhe, now you either get out or I shoot, choose the same one.
The other party did not respond.
Don't delay time, I don't want to cause death at home.
Then you shoot.
Luo Shengsheng was stunned.
Just when she didn't know what to pick up, the sound of the vehicle stopping suddenly came outside the door. Through the front window of the living room, judging from the front of the car, it was possible to see clearly that it was a taxi and parked at her door. However, due to the perspective, the back seat was blocked by the wall and it was impossible to tell who was carrying it down.
As I drove away with the car, the sound of footsteps gradually became louder until I stopped in front of the door and was replaced by a few dong dong knocks.
The two indoors were a little scared at the same time. They exchanged expressions tacitly with each other. Luo Sheng compromised, hid the gun on his back, and walked towards the entrance step by step.
In the cat's eyes, the man stood sideways outside, lowered his head and raised his feet, rubbing the mud that was stained with when he walked on the sole of his shoes.
He didn't bring any big luggage, but just carried an old Keepall in his hand. He looked at the watch impatiently, then shook his hand and prepared to knock on the door again.
Pick.
The clouds blew away as the wind blew, and the sunny shone through the open door gap, gradually spreading in.
Sorry, I'm late.
It is Cheng Nianzhang's voice.
Depressed, tired.
At this moment, he was standing in the light, his thin clothes swelled up in the wind, appearing gracefully, like a hero, coming from the sky.
All the repressed grievances were finally unbearable when I saw him.
Luo Shengsheng didn't care whether he was holding a gun in his hand, and directly opened his arms, wrapped his head tightly, buried his head in the man's chest, and began to cry unscrupulously.
Lin Anxian took her to finish the transcript from the police station. When she came out with her, she happened to run into Fu Yun who was getting off the car.
The driver walked around to the back seat, opened the door, raised the new umbrella sideways, and handed it to his boss.
Fu Yun took it with a cold face and said nothing. He raised his umbrella to open the rain curtain. He first turned his head and ordered around him. After mentioning it, he looked back and decided to look at the road.
When she saw the person coming to her was the mother and daughter. She suddenly stood in front of the stairs, her eyes unconsciously following their slow pace, slowly moving downwards.
Eight years have passed, and to this day, Rashang can still recall some of the details.
She remembered that day Fu Yun was wearing a houndstooth tweed jacket, with complete accessories between his ears and neck, and his hair was meticulously combed, which was the exquisiteness and decency of the superiors.
Even though the drizzle was hazy, Fu Yun's eyes were narrowed slightly, but her eyes still looked sharp. Once they looked at each other, they could not raise the courage to look back with him.
When the three of them passed by, the always arrogant woman took the initiative to speak out for the first time and called them to stop them.
Fu Yun spoke calmly and said warmly that he wanted to speak with one step, without involving anything else.
But before Luo Shengsheng could reply, he was suddenly interrupted by Lin Anxian who was angrily inserted, and he responded sternly to her many scoldings, accusing her of not understanding the education of her children.
After Luo Shengsheng returned home that day, he received a call from lawyer Fu that night. The other party's dialect was filled with coercion and temptation, and was full of humiliation, and his attitude was very uncomfortable.
But even so, she agreed to the Fu family's request. While Lin Anxian was going to the hospital to take care of Luo Xiaoyun, she sneaked into Fu Yun's car. Under the witness of the police and lawyers, she signed the document called understanding with trembling hands.
In fact, if you ask about your original heart, Luo Shengsheng never had the idea of letting Song Yuanzhe go to jail.
He is not that bad, at least not as bad as Lin Anxian thinks.
After doing that night, they lay on the bed, hugging each other and chatting a lot.
Song Yuanzhe knows compassionately. Whether he is sincere or not, he said in the end, "Just try it, just act like a relationship." She nodded and chose to believe it.
However, the next morning, when Luo Shengsheng woke up, he ran into a large group of people who suddenly broke into the door. He saw Lin Anxian slapped Song Yuanzhe in front of the police, and heard his mother's aggressive spitting...
Her first reaction was fear, retreat, not wanting to admit her self-deprecating in public, and repent and promised to immediately draw a clear line with Song Yuanzhe and stand on the other side of punishment and criticism of him.
What happened after signing the letter of understanding suddenly turned into a lantern-like quick release in Rashen's mind. Various pulls and various unbearables were performed one after another, making her unwilling to think about it again.
This is sometimes the butterfly effect of life
There was no life-and-death blood hatred at the beginning. The cause might be just a late return, a slap, a curiosity, or a little bit of a young man's spirit, and a greed and admiration that is hard to speak of with the girl.
However, they are all ordinary things in the world, but they are mixed with resentment, misunderstandings explain misunderstandings, and after evading, indulging and escaping, the malice is infinitely amplified, and finally ending like today.
In this story...
It seems that no one is at fault, but no one is at fault.
……
After Luo Shengsheng was criticized by him, he was dull for a long time before finally picking up his words:
What does it mean to pretend to be a victim?
Song Yuanzhe, what have you regarded me as over the years?I was only eighteen years old at that time. I was deceived, seduced and raped overnight, and then I was repeatedly seduced by you and abandoned again.Because of these entanglements, I was humiliated by your mother as a bitch. I suffered from depression and was forced to leave school. I taught my mother and brother to constantly blame themselves, bringing them endless disappointment...
I have never chosen to escape all these mistakes, and I have suffered hardships. You asked me to ask myself, but from beginning to end, have you heard me complain to others?Do you still want me to deal with it better?How can you show off so that you don’t torture others?Only by making a breakdown as easy as you said, is it just like nothing happened?
Apart from death, Song Yuanzhe, except to erase all traces of my existence, I really can't think of any better way to do it better...
Speaking of this, Rashen, who was holding his tears, seemed to have figured out something, and suddenly burst into laughter:
Oh, I figured it out
When she heard that she was going to die, Song Yuanzhe felt trembling in an instant. Before she could finish her speech, she immediately asked without hesitation:
What to figure out?
You have been taking revenge for so many years, right?Just because of my cowardice at the beginning, you left a stain on being a bad person, you have to be a slander, right?
The man was slightly stunned.
I don't.
You have... I have never understood why you always come to me later, smiling, pretending to be okay, and then try every means to coax me to sleep, and then I hug another new lover and show off in front of me...
At that time, you said you didn't care, and I didn't think too much about it.
Seeing her crying, Song Yuanzhe hurriedly defended himself in panic and reached out to hug her subconsciously, but was blocked by Luo Shengsheng and pushed him back.
She turned her head and avoided the two of them, held back tears, and continued softly:
Do you know why I said I don’t care?
Why?
Because I know that if I care and admit that I like you, then the cat and mouse game between you and me will come to an end immediately.You will never come to pester me because you are unwilling to do anything, but will trample on my liking without any scruples, and then declare that the whole world that I was purely my climbing and I was Rashang who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was the one who was not afraid of it.
This passage of confession has complex meanings and complex meanings. When the words fall behind, the air stagnates for a moment while each is speechless.
Haha, isn't it?Song Yuanzhe suddenly laughed. For some reason, after years of accumulation, the darkness in his heart was revealed like this. He suddenly felt relieved: If you admitted it from the beginning, these things that happened later would not have happened. I would not have experienced betrayal, and Luo Xi... would not have died of illness in prison. Are you right?
Song Yuanzhe, you are really good at shirking responsibility!Luo Shengsheng smiled angrily: He took everything away. He was obviously the worst, but he insisted on catching my selfish thoughts in the past and putting all the charges on me.I am sophistry and righteous, is it true that I really thought that I had not grown up and was still the silly girl who was at the slaughter of others when I was eighteen years old?
Don't beautify yourself, and you'll be guilty of the victim.If you really want to talk about the past, in terms of law, you just seduced me, and my mother did nothing wrong!If you recall those comforting words you said after that night, wouldn’t you laugh at yourself?Yes, I want to pay for cowardice and ignorance, so what about you, shouldn’t you be punished if you are impulsive?
Song Yuanzhe, look in the mirror, you are the one who is "wronged by others". He used to be a rapist, but now he is a murderer. All the bad roots of human nature are fully reflected in you.As long as you die sooner, I can guarantee that everyone can live better!
silence.
She wants him to die.
There is wind outside the window, and cumulus clouds blew to block the sunlight.
The man's dull face gradually turned gray with the room. He looked at her and suddenly felt very strange.
Now, do you want me to die?
Otherwise?
Success, I was wrong.
It was too late for you to admit your mistake... I could forgive you no matter what you did before, because I like you and couldn't bear to see you depressed, afraid that you would be sad, afraid that you would fall.But what about you?What else do you give me back besides keeping your life down?
Son, I was wrong, I knew I was wrong.
Actually, do you know, I love you very much...
Upon hearing that she said she loved him, Song Yuanzhe was stunned and suddenly felt joy on his face.
Life, I
But that's all the past.
After saying this, while the other party was in a daze, Luo Sheng bent down and dodged, walked away directly, and fled to the other side that Song Yuanzhe could not restrain.
She picked up the gun on the ground, took out the bullets from her pocket, unboxed the box, stuffed it, and loaded it.Use him to teach her the posture, raise it with one hand, and calmly aim at the direction where the man is.
Song Yuanzhe, now you either get out or I shoot, choose the same one.
The other party did not respond.
Don't delay time, I don't want to cause death at home.
Then you shoot.
Luo Shengsheng was stunned.
Just when she didn't know what to pick up, the sound of the vehicle stopping suddenly came outside the door. Through the front window of the living room, judging from the front of the car, it was possible to see clearly that it was a taxi and parked at her door. However, due to the perspective, the back seat was blocked by the wall and it was impossible to tell who was carrying it down.
As I drove away with the car, the sound of footsteps gradually became louder until I stopped in front of the door and was replaced by a few dong dong knocks.
The two indoors were a little scared at the same time. They exchanged expressions tacitly with each other. Luo Sheng compromised, hid the gun on his back, and walked towards the entrance step by step.
In the cat's eyes, the man stood sideways outside, lowered his head and raised his feet, rubbing the mud that was stained with when he walked on the sole of his shoes.
He didn't bring any big luggage, but just carried an old Keepall in his hand. He looked at the watch impatiently, then shook his hand and prepared to knock on the door again.
Pick.
The clouds blew away as the wind blew, and the sunny shone through the open door gap, gradually spreading in.
Sorry, I'm late.
It is Cheng Nianzhang's voice.
Depressed, tired.
At this moment, he was standing in the light, his thin clothes swelled up in the wind, appearing gracefully, like a hero, coming from the sky.
All the repressed grievances were finally unbearable when I saw him.
Luo Shengsheng didn't care whether he was holding a gun in his hand, and directly opened his arms, wrapped his head tightly, buried his head in the man's chest, and began to cry unscrupulously.
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