Chapter 177 The Secnd Renaissance

It turns out that in some cases, escaping is shameful and useless.

The last attempt was finally a little bit apart, and it was entirely because you were allowed to push and stop it.

The other party lowered his head and his eyes, as if he was asking something but said nothing.You don't open your face and turn your eyes away and just mutter in a low voice. It's not appropriate.

What's not suitable.You thought there would be this problem, so you hurriedly added that you are not a child, you are still on the street.

Maybe Oh, maybe not.

You are not sure.

My heartbeat was so noisy that I couldn't adjust my breathing rate, so I leaned against my arms and walked silently for a while, and I was like a drowning person who had just been salvaged. I buzzed in my ears, brain, chest, and lower abdomen.

Ecstasy is comparable to the rest of the disaster.

But if the person who finally decided to jump into the river and commit suicide after thinking about it, after being rescued, looking at the dirty water spitting out of his face and not digested in his stomach, and holding up his wrinkled hands, can it be considered a success?

Should you be ecstatic?

One day, when I woke up, I found myself dressed and stood in the station waiting for the tram.

It’s not that I didn’t wake up and sleepwalking, but that the previous series of movements were like the walking corpse and had no impression.

Wearing a dark gray suit, my back shirt was just wet with the first drop of sweat, my feet were the most commonly worn commuter leather shoes. I tried it and had a pleat on my knee skirt and forgot to iron it.

The sun is very bright and the wind is very good. The sky is very blue and the clouds look very comfortable.

The opposite train roared away, blowing his hair in a mess, and the yellow-green prompt screen on the platform scrolled through the next arrival message.

Not far away, there seemed to be a new drink in the vending machine. There were simple drawings of fruit little man jumping up with his eyes on the packaging bottle. Rows of oval flashing buttons, green and red, rotated in sequence, and noisy.

You hear the commuter train you are waiting for on the radio and enter the station two minutes later. You hear the creaking of the tracks, and you see the large chunks of gravel sand between the tracks, as if leaping and vibrating.

After a while, two long queues of people had already been lined up on both sides of the car door.On weekdays when no one can get up, they are all fully automatic walking zombies.

So I thought of jumping from here.

It will definitely be a grand farewell.

This is the Yamanote line of the Duxin Ring Line, which is recognized as the best choice for suicide holy place, comparable to the Shinobu Hachima.

After all, I have been so many years without causing trouble for others and I have carefully curled up my life. When I die, I can't help but want to cause a big trouble for all the wage earners in Tokyo for one hour and thirty minutes!

It will be accompanied by the exclamation of the person who looked up inadvertently, and the blood will be scattered by the galloping front of the car, and the sticky and rotten plasma will be splashed on the body on the glasses of the mobile phone and the livestock who are waiting for the bus.

They will run away in exclamation, fall to the ground, roar with heart-wrenching roars, and vomit, taking out their mobile phones and post videos of your body to their Internet account with emjis with hands clasped. Then there will be a trade union that will stand up and there will be an influential large account calling for attention to the mental health of workers. Then there will be more influential large accounts that will require rationalization of work hours. Then there will be more and more people dig out all the information you have in your body and add examples to your arguments. It is said that it is a huge Internet parade for a week, but in fact it is just an hour and thirty minutes to clean up.

Tens of thousands of commuters on the entire line had to honestly open the certificate and hand it over to their boss who was either bald or big-bellied.

Sometimes in many cases, I don’t have a careful planning or the chance to wear the shoes I love the most.

It’s just because the sun is very sunny and the wind is very good. The sky is blue and the clouds look very comfortable. Ah might as well jump down today.

Humans are very willful animals.

What should I do if time stagnates and I am always trapped in the unmanned wasteland at midnight?

You stand in the half-height wild grass, you can't see a star in the sky, and your legs and arms are sharply slid out of your small mouth without bleeding.

He was aimless, seeing everything and not seeing anything.

You know you're waiting for a train, waiting for a bright fire.

No matter who comes first, both will inevitably take you far away.

You want to be clear about the direction of your journey, you need to understand the price of burning, you are hesitant and confused, but this is not important, you know that the world will eventually go far away.

You turned the ring between your fingers, you followed the queue into the right train, you pulled a wrinkled mid-skirt, you stared at the narrow gap between the platform and the vehicle, you said maybe see you next time.

Maybe see you next time.

Just found it out of your pocket.He pinched your ring, his eyes stayed on the light white marks on his ring finger, and said, sorry, but there was no embarrassment in his tone,

Are you doing well now?He asked this when you took the lilac ring.

I was silent and went back and walked back twice, and the fires in the deserted wilderness soared into the sky.