Chapter 5

After waking up, I felt that today I suddenly felt clear as if all my confusion was suddenly unraveled, and my direction suddenly became very clear

I understood what I should do, so I happily looked for my mother and shared with her my unreasonable joy

After we happily finished breakfast together, I walked to school almost half a step bigger than usual.

I seem to have returned to the previous completely immersive learning and review state

Not only is the daily study not boring, I can also find many interesting things from it

When I find something interesting or think of something funny, I will write it down

After returning home, I told my mother about these funny things one by one.

I think it's interesting and meaningful to record these things. I think these things that are done for my mother are very meaningful to me.

In the past, my mother's world center was me, and in the future, I want her to be my world center

Soon, the result of the composition competition came out

The article I wrote casually reached the final. The Chinese teacher was so happy that he kept talking about it in the class. Looking at the passionate eyes of the classmates around me, I felt a little uncomfortable, and suddenly I regretted participating in this competition.

However, I still follow the teacher's arrangements and prepare for the subsequent rematch.

After I got home, I shared this with my mother. Seeing how happy she looked, I also felt that what I did was meaningful. Maybe I didn’t want to participate in this competition, but if this thing can make her happy, then it will definitely make sense for me to do this.

In the next few days, the teacher arranged a few composition topics he predicted and asked me to write them by myself. After writing them, I gave them to him and asked him to help me modify them.

Because I know my mother wants to do this, I still actively cooperate with the teacher's requirements and continue to complete the exercises.

Practicing these questions is actually meaningful to me.

Although I have already had my own ideas on how to write an essay. Basically, I can write an essay with good scores based on a fixed routine.

Although I have never like argumentative essays very much, I must admit that my own argumentative essays are indeed pretty good. It's very strange. There are some things that you don't like, but you are just good at.

Many things that have no reason are no reason

It was another weekend to meet Dr. Hong. After the communication, she sent me a message alone, saying that her mother's condition had stabilized and there were signs of improvement.

I'm so happy, but there's no right for sharing this kind of thing

So, quietly hid this joy in my heart

Looking forward to the day when my mother recovers completely

After returning home, maybe after communicating with Dr. Hong in the afternoon, she was a little tired. After cooking with me, she was already yawning while eating.

Mom, go wash and rest first, I will clean up later. I will take the initiative to tell her, she nodded

OK, I don't know what happened today, I'm really sleepy

She must be very tired, so she slapped a few sips of food and said she was going to wash up. She brought a fragrant wind to me, and then patted my shoulder.

Thank you Guai Xixi, I'm going to rest

Finally, she added that she would go shopping with your godmother tomorrow, which means she would probably come back later tomorrow.

Then she quickly returned to her bedroom. Not long after, I heard the sound of washing up in her bedroom

The sound of water flowing for a short time, and then I heard the sound of her brushing her teeth

During this period, I heard someone calling her, but she didn't answer the phone

After a while, I heard the sound of her lying on the bed

When I finished cleaning up the dishes, I glanced at her bedroom and saw that the door was covered with a steady breathing sound inside.

I smiled

Hurry up and pack up your things, and after you finish packing, go and read the book

After I washed the dishes, I suddenly received a call from my father

I have something to tell your mother, but I sent her a message and she didn't reply. She called her but didn't answer. Is there anything she has to do? My father's calm voice came from the other end of the phone

I'm a little surprised. Someone called my mother before, probably because of this.

What's the matter with her rest? If you are not in a hurry, please contact me tomorrow. I will reply to my father indifferently

My father said um, and after talking a few more words, he said that he was going to communicate with the person involved about the case, so he hung up the phone

After answering the phone, I was a little surprised. What happened to my mother? I seemed very tired today and didn’t even look at my phone?

She has to go out tomorrow, I don't know if the phone is charging

Thinking of this, I walked directly to the door of her bedroom and gently pushed open her door.

Here you can hear her steady breathing more clearly

I glanced around and saw her phone on the dressing table. It was not charged, so I walked over and charged the phone.

Because I was worried that someone would call her later, I adjusted the silent mode of my phone by the way.

Then prepare to go back to your room to rest

Then, he accidentally slid his eyes over his mother

Now, my eyes seemed to be on her

She was wearing a loose suspender, the color was similar to the flesh, but she hung it on her fair body, which made her look too white.

The key is that the suspender is a little transparent. When she was lying down, her pair was very full and firm. I swallowed gently

Two villains in my heart were talking, one said, "My God, is my mom so beautiful?" I really want to take a few more glances.

Another villain said on the side, indeed, my mother is really good-looking, and I think I should take a few more glances.

The clothes are not the key. I can see two grapes gently pushing the flesh-colored suspender on the clothes.

This is not the most important thing, but more importantly, this suspender has been lifted up by her, and the part of her belly to the bottom of her breast has been fully displayed in front of me.

Those two southern hemispheres were showing off to me through the flesh-colored suspenders, how full, how fair, how firm I am

I felt that I was not only swallowing, but I seemed to have a nosebleed

Licking my lips, I want to walk out quickly

The two little people in my heart are repeating

I had no choice but to lead another villain, the other villain, first despised the other two villains, and then said, let me take a look below, the following should look better

This is, the two villains before also turned around and looked at the new villain.

I pursed my lips tightly

Huwawa, Huwawawa

I could hear my heavy breathing. I quickly covered my nose, warned myself in my heart, and took a look down and left

I understand now, what I saw before was not the most critical

The most important thing is that the mother is hanging between her legs is a pair of white briefs

Her briefs were very white, almost the same as her skin color.

The white briefs, in the middle, had a small zipper, and this zipper is now...

Pulling state

That is, my mother's belly button was down, and large areas of white skin were exposed in front of me.

This is definitely not possible

Can't continue watching

So I walked up to her and gently pulled the blanket next to her. Finally, I clearly saw that a few black curly hair had already emerged from the zipper of the white briefs.

Provoking me arrogantly

After I covered my mother with the blanket, I looked like a defeated soldier

Flee in panic

Walking out of her bedroom, I gently closed the door for her

After calming down, I was ready to go back to my bedroom to review

Suddenly, I found that my steps were actually a bit difficult. I found that my disobedient clone was already tightly pressing my jeans, pushing my jeans up a very obvious tent.

I didn't think much, I slapped myself in the face and went back to my bedroom

Open the book and ready to read it. Then, I found that I was really bleeding from my nose, and the bleeding was dripping on my book.

I quickly found a tissue to block my nose, then went to the bathroom, patted the back of my neck and forehead with cold water.

I found that my hands were also covered with blood.

After busy cleaning up, I returned to my desk and had no time to read.

I recited the words casually, but I didn't have the shape of a word in my heart, and I didn't have the position of half a letter in my mind.

It is clearly the poem by Li Qingzhao in my heart

There was a gust of wind and rain in the evening. After washing the flames, the sheng springs were all over, but the diamond flowers were lightly made up, the thin silk gauze was shining with the thin ice skin, and the snow was fragrant and fragrant. Tanlang said: Tonight, the gauze kitchen pillow is cool.

I remember the translation should be the transparent pajamas with crimson thin gauze are hazy, the snow-white skin is looming, and the intoxicating fragrance is coming.

Although the weather is a little cold, I clearly feel it's a bit hot

The stick below still hurts, so I changed into sports shorts and threw the jeans and underwear on the stool beside the bed.

I can't calm down my mind, and I can't calm down my breathing

I know I probably couldn't fall asleep tonight and forced myself to start conceiving the problem of writing. I don't know how long I've been asleep

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Where did you get to the dream, but that experience

Although it is somewhat clear, I also feel in my dreams that I am overlapping my memory and dreams.

Winter break in high school

It's been a while since the foreskin surgery, and the wound has healed long ago

After watching the movie with Duan Meilin at home, I naturally took her home.

We both have that meaning. The young man and woman are in love with each other. Naturally, we want to give up ourselves or have each other.

So, holding milk tea in my hands, holding two hands one by one and one behind and one behind, and entered my bedroom

Although the following things have passed for a long time, they now seem very clear in the dream.

Stepping into the bedroom, she began to look around, looked at the poster sticking to the wall, looked at the guitar leaning against the corner of the wall, and stood behind her, watching her randomly looking at the room

When she finished reading it, when I turned to look at me, I held her hand while taking her to the desk.

Then I opened the desk drawer and took out the things inside one by one. It was a gift from Duan Meilin, an NBA star Curry bracelet, watch, and a book introduced by Tsangyang Gyatso...

I took it out one by one and shared it with her one by one. At what time and under what circumstances did she give me these gifts? I felt different when I received the gifts.

How did I protect these precious treasures? I said, while not forgetting to look into her eyes

There were a little crystal clear in her eyes, and I showed a knowing smile

Under what circumstances will you see the stars in a person's eyes?

It is when this person's eyes, this person's heart is filled with you and filled with you and stuffed with you.

The thought suddenly came to my mind to hug her tightly

But I stopped

Let me sing a song for you

OK Wave I heard all the expectations from her voice

I took out the guitar from the bag and when I finished tuning with the tuner, I saw that her eyes were always on me.

I clipped the adjustable clamp to the second guitar

Then, with a slightly low voice, humming

My throat was almost hot, and I started to turn on the guitar

The sparrow outside the window talks too much on the telephone pole.

You said this very summery

The pencil in the hand goes back and forth on the paper,

I will use a few lines to describe who you are mine

I paused for a moment and wanted to see her expression clearly

You want to know the taste of saury.

The fragrance of first love is sought back by us

That warm

The sunshine is like fresh strawberries,

You said you couldn't bear to eat this feeling

Change the tone and keep singing

My love overflows like rain,

The fallen leaves in the yard are thick with my longing.

A few words of right and wrong cannot cool down my enthusiasm.

You appear on every page of my poem

It rained all night, and my love overflowed like rain

The windowsill butterflies are like beautiful chapters flying in the poem,

I will continue to write about loving you forever at the end of the poem.

You're the only thing I want to know

After singing this passage, I continued to sweep the strings while staring at her with my eyes

It rained all night, and my love overflowed like rain

The windowsill butterflies are like beautiful chapters flying in the poem,

I will continue to write about loving you forever at the end of the poem

You are the only thing I want to know,

The plump rice ears are happy this season,

And your cheeks are like ripe tomatoes in the field,

You suddenly told me that Qilika's name is beautiful.

But I just want to kiss your stubborn mouth

When I finished singing, I didn't have time to put down the guitar and say something

She had already rushed over, her hands tightly around my neck

Chen Junxi Wave I heard the sound of sweetness in my ears and sweetness in my heart. Although it was a bit coquettish, I really like this sound very much.

Looking at her affectionately, smile gently

She suddenly closed her eyes and handed her lips

This is not the first time I kissed her, but this time I feel different from the usual secret kiss.

She seemed very devoted and gentle, and seemed to want me to fall into the Romantic ocean with her today

We are each other's first love, and the kissing skills are practiced on each other. I understand all the moves she can do, and my skills are all within her mastery.

So, when she sticks out her tongue, I know that I will determine based on her strength whether I should gently purse her tongue with her upper and lower lips or stick out her tongue and tangle her tongue.

Either stick out your tongue to tease, or explore each other's mouths randomly

Two young teenagers who are full of love for each other begin to breathe in this romantic atmosphere

She moved to my bed step by step with my eyes closed

First, we cooperated to raise our hands and take off our clothes

Although it was winter vacation, I felt that it was as beautiful as summer

I don't know if Duan Meilin feels the same as me

After taking off her underwear, she lay gently on the bed

I took off my clothes in a few seconds, then knelt gently on the bed, bowed my body, and continued the unfinished kiss.

The warm breath hit each other's faces. Although it was winter, I clearly felt that we were all blushing.

Like an apple's cheek, it's too hot when touched

As she kissed, her pants were taken off. She was like this, and so was mine.

Two people, she has one more than me

I was wearing boxers, and she was wearing a set of pink underwear

Looks full of girlishness, as cute as Duan Meilin herself

Moved down with her, we all leaned against the pillow

She looked at me with her bright eyes on her face

I was tilting my head, both expecting and excited, and obviously I didn't kiss enough. A cute girl like Duan Meilin might be satisfied with it after being kissed for a long time.

She looked down with embarrassment and looked down at the tent between my legs. Although she had never experienced it, she knew what was going on.

I held her hand and slowly placed it on my restless body. She was a little hesitant at first. I felt her hesitation for a moment, and then, she held it decisively.

Her eyes were still looking at my eyes. When she held her lower cock, I saw her pupils suddenly open and her cherry mouth opened slightly.

I felt a little embarrassed to see her reaction

However, I'm sorry, it's only a moment. My hands have climbed onto the pink bra. I like this pink very much. This pink makes Duan Meilin's skin look too fair and fair.

The air conditioner at work makes this room just right, and I seem to be immersed in this moment

Love among teenagers is pure and free of impurities

Have instinct, but also want to devote one's heart

While my hands were moving on her, she was not willing to be outdone and explored her chest and abdominal muscles without any worries

The other hand is still kneading the cock

When I felt the beauty, I couldn't help but hug her and start a new round of kissing battle

After kissing for a long time, I really felt that my lower body was so hard that I couldn't stand it. She knew what I wanted. I knew she was ready to give me what I wanted.

I turned over and lay down next to me, took off my boxer pants in a few seconds.

Carefully, she gently took off her underwear as if she was cutting a complete apple skin with a knife, and then she cooperated to untie her bra

Seeing that a small piece of underwear was already wet, the strange knowledge I learned before told me that we were all ready

Seeing her lying nervously, her eyes closed slightly, I kissed her eyes naturally, and said softly in her ear.

Hold the glans that was almost reaching the navel with your hands, and prepare to slowly send it to the gentle and soft place

Actually, she is nervous, and I'm not relaxed

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In my dream, I suddenly felt something abnormal was happening

Yes, it is indeed abnormal. What is the abnormality?

I shouldn't have dreams like this

It seems like my mother is sitting next to me and watching me

It is both ashamed and blamed myself for not being like this, and even this dream should not appear.

It's strange that I feel twisted in my dreams

I obviously want to release my lower body, but my brain tells it is wrong, even if it is a dream

finally

I've woken up

This dream is something that happened before

Later, because my glans was too big and could not be inserted into Duan Meilin's peach garden, she wanted me to stab it in, but she had not even completely entered the glans and the urethra part of her glans, so she had already cried out.

Naturally, we both prepared to give our plans and end it up

Sitting on the bed, looking at my lower body in a daze. In a trance, I seemed to see those who kissed me, hugged me, caressed me, and looked at me shyly under me, all of whom turned into mother's appearance

Because I saw my mother's seductive look before going to bed, my body instinct guided me to have this dream I had memory. I was analyzing it rationally, as I was making excuses for my mistakes.

I shouldn't dream of Duan Meilin

There was a voice in my mind telling me that no one should enter my dream except my mother

Swallowed, looking at the giant stick that had not stopped between the legs, many past events appeared in my mind, as if montage was flashing one after another

Sleepless tonight

The next day, I went to school early in the morning and felt a little guilty and didn't dare to meet my mother.

Return to the normal class status

Review, memorize words, do questions

Also, under the guidance of the Chinese teacher, I forgot to write many articles to practice compositions. I just hope that this composition competition will end soon, which will make me less tormented.

Many things, as long as they take a long time, will make people feel boring and boring

I am an impatient person, the easier it is to occupy me with this boredom

Maybe there is one thing that I will always be patient

Smile, put my mother's figure in my heart, and focus on the rhetorical techniques taught by the teacher

The get out of class is finally over

On the way home, I was thinking about how I should talk to my mother if she came home

After all, last night, I...

Because the school is not far from home, I have already walked into the house soon

But my mother hasn't come back yet, it's already late

I didn't care about what happened last night, so I called her directly

Her voice on the other end of the phone was as normal as before, but it seemed to have a tone that I couldn't figure out.

But when she heard that she was about to get home, she felt nothing was wrong

It's not difficult to continue studying math problems assigned by the math teacher on the desk, but I'm just trying to solve them with new solutions.

I don't know how long it took to study, but the phone rings

I picked up my phone and saw that I was a little surprised that I had not been in contact for a long time. The screen of the phone was Ye Yifan.

This fate is basically connected to me. Every time I communicate with him, I feel that it is more or less inspiring.

He was busy attending an academic project before he came back from abroad, so he spent his time on it.

He learned from his godmother about my recent situation. Our relationship is very strange. We have no brothers and sisters, but we should belong to that kind of relationship, not brothers, but better than brothers.

After chatting with him, he knew my situation, asked me about my future plans, and then recommended me a book on basic thinking and logic.

He is a person with a very strange idea, and it is somewhat difficult for people to keep up with his rhythm. I don’t know if this is a common problem of genius.

He knew my current situation, and he would not say anything comforting and encouragement, but would just make suggestions that he thought were useful.

Then, on the phone, when I asked about his situation

He introduced that the academic project is still smooth, the project is not difficult, it just takes time.

In his opinion, that so-called academic project is not difficult, it only takes time to accumulate

Then I heard him introduce his future direction, and I was confused.

But he vaguely heard that he is going to study abroad in the future

What's the reason? The reason is that he met his true love in this academic exchange

I was a little confused because I knew he was a special person and was also very special when choosing a lover.

When I was in my first year of high school, he told me that he was a bisexual

Because I know him well, his rules of dealing with things allow him to answer my questions calmly

I asked if it was a man or a woman?

He naturally told me that it was a man, and that my godfather and my godmother already knew about this situation, and I was the third person to know about it.

After hearing his introduction of some of his college experiences, it seemed that there was nothing to say, so he took the initiative to hang up the phone

He did not introduce me to the precautions for the college entrance examination, because he did not take the college entrance examination. He had already gone to college through independent enrollment at the end of the first year of high school. At that time, I was about to enter high school.

So damn smart!

He is a little funny and hilarious. He is indeed different from ordinary people. He is smart enough, but he likes people and is special enough.

Maybe it's not special, but the person he likes happens to be a man

I don't know why, when this thought came to my mind, I seemed to be hit by something

Is there any thought that gradually took root and sprouted in my mind? Maybe it was not the root and sprouted, but the branches covered by wind and sand finally got rid of the burial of the sand and protruded the stubborn buds again.

Speaking of Ye Yifan, I remember that we often got together to play for a while.

At that time, he especially liked to pull me to watch horror movies, and I didn't feel anything

Interestingly, when he was watching horror movies, he said that red is pretty good

Under his influence, I gradually felt that the feeling of long-haired women wearing red skirts was not fear, but beauty, the kind of beauty that would make people feel moved by others

So, in my first dream, the woman who couldn't see her face clearly was wearing a red dress

He is a unique person. He has gradually shown that when he was a child, he was calm enough when he exchanged families with me, unlike me who were trapped by fear and fear.

When he communicated with my godfather and mother, he was always very calm, as if he was communicating with ordinary friends, and I was respectful to my father and always felt that I couldn't explain clearly to my mother.

Ye Yifan is mature, and I am the one who still needs time to grow up

Ye Yifan is rational, and I am the one who has to spend a lot of time sorting out his emotions

Ye Yifan is a genius, and I am the one who studies hard because I don’t accept that he is so powerful. Even if I try my best, I still can’t stand it.

After learning that he had found his own happiness, I just felt happy for him

In my opinion, it is his freedom for whoever he likes. I think as long as he can make himself happy, he will do nothing wrong.

He recommended several books to me before by placing orders on shopping software.

I'm going to go to the bathroom, my mother is already in her bedroom

I originally thought about going over and saying hello, but thinking about what happened last night, I was a little uneasy.

While she was hesitating at her door, she walked out

She was a little surprised as I was staring at her door

Soon I said: I've been back for a while, and I saw you calling before, so I didn't go to your room

How is today?

Today is very good. Mom hasn't been so happy for a long time. Her face with a hint of fatigue suddenly smiled.

Shopping heals, I understand this

I told her about the composition I wrote today, and she mentioned a few interesting sentences. She nodded while listening and discusses with me about the sentences.

Seeing that the time was almost over, she asked me to go back and rest earlier

When I was about to walk to the door of my bedroom

Xixi, I heard her hesitant voice

Um?

I think Xixi can take time to meet friends more, especially girls. My mother thinks Xixi knows too few girls.

A feeling of discomfort in my heart

I don't have time to review

Don't want to continue this topic anymore, walk into your room and close the door and rest

I heard my mother's sigh vaguely, but maybe it was my own illusion

While lying on the bed toss and turns, I saw the elegant bristles that were shining in front of me last night.

I clenched my fists and stopped my restless thoughts

Take a deep breath, I did not summarize today's math problems, and did not re-reflect the English words I memorized today in my mind

I was thinking about a question, I don’t know why, but I felt that my mother was a little strange today. Her behavior and her words made me feel that something special happened.

After thinking about it, I can only meet my godmother

Did my godmother tell her something?

It should be that my godmother told her about Ye Yifan coming out?

This is very likely

Will this have any impact on your mother?

My mother has always been an enlightened person, and she has always been able to accept new ideas. She asked me to know girls more, maybe because she was afraid that I would come out?

I'm a little confused about this

How could I never like boys? Although I don’t like Jia Baoyu

But I agree with his words very much

My daughter is made of water, and my man is made of mud. When I see my daughter, I feel refreshed. When I see the man, I feel foul smelly.

Although I don't like Jia Baoyu who is addicted to the gentle hometown, I want Chen Junxi who is lying in Li Leyou's arms.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile

Play a song of pure music you like and prepare to go to bed

I made a decision before going to bed and throw away everything Duan Meilin gave me tomorrow