Chapter 568 Not allowed to be happy

She was suffering from madness.

In a yard in Fengyang, a little eunuch who delivered food looked at Ma Enhui and muttered in a low voice.

Ma Enhui looked dull and sat in front of the table like a fool.Her body was very dirty, and she seemed to have not taken a shower and combed for many days, and her hair was messy.

What's even more strange is that she picked up an unpeeled orange and immediately put it in her mouth to chew it.

She ate the bitter and hard-to-bite orange peel, and the orange juice flowed from the corners of her mouth and chin, leaving all her neck.

What is the difference between this look and those who are born with dementia?

Next to the little eunuch, there was an old eunuch with pale hair and an old palace maid with wrinkles on her face.The old eunuch also looked at Ma Enhui carefully and turned around and said: Has this been reported?

The little one talked to the person above.But no one paid attention, and no one said he wanted to find a doctor.The little eunuch said.

He continued to whisper, "She has no relatives anymore," he heard that her family members were exiled to Liaodong and died.No one in the world cares about her life or death. She thinks that she thinks it’s meaningless to live like this.

Just you know a lot!The old eunuch said with a blank look.

The little eunuch seemed not to hear that he was blaming, and he whispered: This world is the way!She used to be the queen who was the mother of the world, alas...

Officials left behind in Fengyang ordered that people were not allowed to talk to people with special identities such as Ma Enhui.

Usually, eunuchs and palace maids come to this yard like mutes and don’t say a word; but seeing that Ma Enhui is crazy, everyone is much more comfortable.

The old eunuch thought for a while and asked: When did she become like this?

The little eunuch thought for a while and said: By the way, Wu Zhong had been here before.Wu Zhong had many acquaintances in Fengyang, and it seemed that he had taken care of someone. He would give some money every one or two months; the superiors also agreed.

Oh... The old eunuch glanced at Ma Enhui with a complicated expression.He said, "Let's go, you little guy, don't worry about your business and live long!"

The three of them packed up their things and left the main hall.

Ma Enhui still didn't move, but two lines of clear tears flowed silently to her face.

She picked up the orange in her hand in a daze and took another bite.

The bitter scent of the peel filled her mouth and between her teeth again.

But she still tasted the bitter taste with relish.

Compared to the life she has lived over the years, the bitterness is really good, at least it tastes good?

Since the fall of the Jianwen Dynasty, Ma Enhui has spent most of her life guarding the tomb in Fengyang.

As the little eunuch said just now, the left-behind officials in Fengyang and the people in the palace were forbidden to take care of Ma Enhui's palace maids and talk to her.

There is not even a book here, and no one speaks.During these days, the boring and dead atmosphere has always been shrouded in Ma Enhui.

She felt that time was still, and there was no difference between yesterday, today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow.

She often wanders between memories and reality, and sometimes she can't tell whether it is in memories or in awakening reality.

The little eunuch just now said a few casual words to Ma Enhui's heart... She has no relatives anymore, and no one cares about her life or death. She herself thinks it's meaningless to live like this...

However, after the eunuch Wu Zhong came the day before yesterday, Ma Enhui actually found that she wanted to live!

Wu Zhong quietly told her that King Zhu Gaoxu of Han led an army of 200,000 and wiped out the main force of the official army in Huguang (the news is inaccurate), and the world was shocked.

Subsequently, the official army, the British Duke Zhang Fu, the Navy General Chen Xuan, and the General Liu Sheng, all believed that the Han King was invincible and completely surrendered to the Han King's wrath; the generals then led the main force of the Navy and the remaining troops to surrender to the Han King!

At this point, the river water transport passage from Huguang to the capital was completely opened under the cannons and iron hooves of the Han King.

Hong Xi's court is over.

Zhu Gaoxu was about to lead his army into the capital and would he become the new emperor of the Ming Dynasty?

When Ma Enhui thought of Zhu Gaoxu's face, she only had that teenage face in her mind. Everything was too crazy, which was unexpected and unimaginable.

She could hardly imagine that the face of a young man full of tenderness and pity was so brave when she rode on the battlefield.

Perhaps all this is not surprising. When the Yàn palace violently overthrew the Jianwen court, the Gaoyang County Prince played a big role.

The greatest hero of the pseudo-dynasty of King Yàn will also retaliate against those traitors if they get angry!

At that moment, Ma Enhui's mood was very complicated and entangled.

She couldn't hide a sense of happiness...even hope.

In fact, Zhu Gaoxu is also an enemy!

His hands were covered with blood from the Jianwen Dynasty's official army; it was just an internal strife between the traitors. What reason did Ma Enhui be happy for one of them?

She strictly forbids herself to be happy.

But her desire to survive is indeed very strong!She suddenly didn't want to die, she didn't want to die very much, she wanted to survive!

Therefore, Wu Zhong revealed that Hong Xi Dynasty was about to end and after she learned the news, she soon realized the danger... If the emperor and queen in the palace remembered her in Fengyang, would she be executed?

That is very likely.

There is a reason why Ma Enhui smells danger.

First, the couple (Emperor and Empress) killed Ma Enhui's last son Wen Gui and the innocent child, for fear of Ma Enhui's revenge in the future.

Secondly, Ma Enhui had a chance to retaliate. She guessed that the Han King could escape from the palace and was related to the secret passage. The Han King might repay his kindness and release Ma Enhui.

However, even if Ma Enhui knew that there was danger, she had no choice but to pray that the people in the palace would forget her.

But what if she is remembered?Ma Enhui racked her brains and thought of a solution, which was to pretend to be crazy. Since she was crazy, she would certainly not be able to take revenge on others!

Whether it works or not, I really don't know.But this is the only way that Ma Enhuineng thought of. She is now like fish on the chopping board, and she has no ability to resist self-protection...

Live for revenge?

She really wants to take revenge, and wants those cruel and ruthless people to taste the pain of losing their loved ones!

But sometimes Ma Enhui seems to feel that her heart is not just hatred.She savored the feeling of strong desire to live carefully; vaguely, she felt reluctant to give up and unable to live.

But what is the difference between such a painful life and death? What's the joy of life and why is death?

There must be some hope and good things that make her nostalgic and make her feel the sunshine.

Ma Enhui didn't dare to think about it anymore. She wiped her tears, chewed the orange peel in her mouth, and secretly said: Don't think of that person, he is an enemy, and he shouldn't have thought of it.

There is no need to be a slight joy.