Chapter 11 Yao Shan: This is not true, it is not true.

From my eighteenth birthday, I spent every night in my uncle's bed.

This morning, I was in a bad mood because my mother would come to pick me up and leave.

She finally realized that her daughter should fulfill her obligation to be a mother from the end of the college entrance examination to the admission to college.

She specially asked the company for a day off and would take me to purchase and accompany me to report to college the next day.

I am very excited about the upcoming college life, after all, it is the goal of studying hard for eighteen years.

Although I can't escape, I'm still a student, but it's a new beginning in my life.

I will have more control over my life, no longer have the strict schedule of boarding schools, no need to force myself to learn subjects I hate, let alone say goodbye to countless exams.

These are the moments I have been waiting for for eighteen years, and the only variable is Ren Beiyue.

Fortunately, the university is not far from Xun Village, so if we want, we can meet on weekends or during winter and summer vacations.

I will never tell my mother because I promised Ren Beiyue that I would strictly cover the secret between the two.

Ren Beiyue's attitude is relatively conservative, and he always emphasizes that everything is as I wish from beginning to end.

I don't think he pays much attention to my existence, maybe because he is a veteran who has been in battle and I am just a fledgling newcomer.

I don’t know what the future will be, nor when I will meet other men I love.

However, from the current state of mind, I don’t want this separation to be the end of the relationship between the two.

After the crops are harvested, can you come to see me when the farm is slack?I asked Ren Beiyue tentatively and handed him the cooked porridge.

Ren Beiyue came back from the field and I had prepared a delicate breakfast.This is the last meal we had together, and I sincerely hope it is just the last meal in the near future.

There is no slack farming now. After harvesting crops, you have to repair and maintain a large number of agricultural machinery. When it is a little warmer, you should quickly clear the moisture and weed. The farming time will not wait for anyone.

Ren Beiyue was wearing short-sleeved arms, and his exposed arms were dark and strong.He is naked all day, which will make me feast my eyes.However, Ren Beiyue knew that my mother would come to pick me up today, so she put on some clothes to cover it.

His cell phone rang out a prompt to receive a new message, and Ren Beiyue was quickly immersed in what all adults were doing: swiping their phones.

I don’t know where there are so many things to see and so many things to say.

He ate the whole breakfast while looking at his phone, his fingers moving quickly, and his phone kept ringing.

I didn't ask the answer I wanted, and was very depressed. I stood beside him and sat quietly, stop talking.

I was about to leave, and Ren Beiyue did not show any reluctance. I also hoped that before my mother came, the two of them would be gentle and plan their future meeting time and place.

Ren Beiyue chatted with his mobile phone for more than ten minutes and finally realized my existence.

Judging from my angry look, I knew I had neglected me.

He smiled, took me into his arms and kissed my forehead, and asked: Are you packing up all the things?

Wow, can't wait to drive me away?I stuck to Ren Beiyue, put my arm around his neck, and deliberately bit his ear.

Ren Beiyue felt pain and held my face and looked up and down, revealing my very familiar obsessive gaze.

As usual, I was already lying on the table and being bullied by him, but this time he was very restrained. Maybe my mother was coming to pick me up. He just kissed me lightly and murmured: What crazy words are you saying!

Look, you didn't deny it!You just want to drive me away?I'm so kind to you!I bit Ren Beiyue's lips again and stretched my tongue into his mouth and stirred it.

I have been working with Ren Beiyue for more than a month, and I have been familiar with this.

I'm good to you too!Ren Beiyue's hand covered my breasts and kneaded them hard.

I would have screamed in pain before, but now my breasts are used to his strong strength.

No matter how roughly the man was kneading, he didn't feel pain. Instead, he ignited the flames accumulated in his body and released his sexual desire more vividly.

I want you to be better for me!I was panting, my crotch rubbing against his thighs.

Is this how?

Ren Beiyue's hand slid between my thighs, and his fingers danced on his clitoris through his underwear.

I moaned long, and my legs spread a little further, so that his fingers could push away his underwear and put his fingers into the entrance of my vagina.

After a moment, I twisted my body and rode on his hand and burst into orgasm.

A golden light in front of me, warmth enveloping me.

I couldn't bear to leave you, I couldn't help but say my thoughts, lowered my head and saw his crotch, and said: You're hard again.

Ren Beiyue laughed and said: I'm very glad you like it, and you'll be safe in a while.

I jumped off his legs and knelt in front of him.I bit my lip, put my face in front of his tent, and slid my tongue out and licked his erection through my pants.

Before leaving, I must do something to let Ren Beiyue remember me.

Although he is young and has no experience and does not feel good enough to think he is irreplaceable, he always has to work hard to make it easier for him to forget me, an 18-year-old girl.

I mean, when I think of my name, I don’t have blood relationships in my mind.

Are you sure?Ren Beiyue immediately understood and asked in a low voice with a flash of eyes.

I shrugged and freed his erection from my pants, and walked and saw.

I held his erectile rod with one hand, held Dandan with the other and gently massaged it, then opened my mouth to wrap the top of the erectile.

Ren Beiyue's legs trembled, and he patted my shoulder not long after, and said: You'd better take your time.

Well, I mumbled as I held his root firmly with one hand and continued to swing my head and suck.

Ren Beiyue's big hand covered my head, fixed me in place, and began to move my hips.

I needed a little time to get used to the feeling, and although his movements weren't rude, I retching a few times.

My nails were digging deep into Ren Beiyue's skin. My mouth had never been so full before, and I felt particularly uncomfortable when my glans was pressed against my throat.

Fortunately, Ren Beiyue’s speed is not fast, and he hopes that we are all enjoying it, not just him.

However, the gentleness did not last long. Ren Beiyue fixed my head and the speed of swaying my hips gradually accelerated.

Just as I almost couldn't breathe, his erection buried deep in my throat, throbbing in my mouth, and then the hot semen rushed into my throat, feeling clearer than in my vagina.

Ren Beiyue picked me up, not caring about my mouth full of his semen, constantly kissing my lips, neck, shoulder blades and chest, and then leaning my forehead against my forehead.

I don't know how long this will last, but I'm so grateful for everything you do.Ren Beiyue's face was full of love.

I want to thank you too. I held Ren Beiyue's cheek with both hands. After thinking about it, I felt something was wrong. I continued: I'm just going to school, not forever.You can come to see me, and I will come to see you too... unless... you don't want me to come to you.

Ren Beiyue shook his head, don’t say stupid words, I will always welcome you.

Ren Beiyue didn't seem to be lying to me, but his expression was very strange.

His brows frowned slightly, obviously full of thought.

There is no question of worrying about what we have done, but it seems that we are no longer looking forward to our future meeting.

I couldn't interpret Ren Beiyue, so I could only bit my lower lip and said: Ren Beiyue, I won't tell my mother, I will definitely keep our secret.

Don't worry, no matter how things develop, I will be responsible for it. Ren Beiyue hugged me.

His voice was hoarse, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he said: Now, hurry up and clean up, your mother will come to knock on the door and pick you up soon.

It's Ah, the summer vacation is finally over, and my mother called to confirm the time she came to pick me up early in the morning.

She wanted to buy a lot of daily necessities for my college life and sent me to school to register.

Although I can't bear to bear it, I know I can't delay any more.

I once mentioned Ren Beiyue to go with me, but he shook his head and said no.

I guess after these things happened, he felt a little stressed to see his mother.

When my mother's car drove to the gate of the yard, I couldn't help but feel nervous.

When I was washing up in the morning, I spent a long time observing myself in the mirror, looking left and right without feeling any changes from before.

Whether our relationship is tense or we are caring for you, my mother is the closest person in this world, and she undoubtedly knows me very well.

Will she realize that I am no longer a virgin?

Will you notice that my first man is her younger brother?

Hi, mom, I cheered up and ran to the door to greet her.

Hi Shanshan!Mom hugged me and asked happily: Are you doing well here?

My mother's face was rosy and she was in a happy mood. It seemed that she had been having a very comfortable life in the past two months.

We always contact each other on our mobile phones every now and then. She is very satisfied with my college entrance examination, university, and major, and is very proud of me.

I completely understand that the key to maintaining harmony between mother and daughter with my mother is to keep a close eye under the same roof. It is not suitable for us to get along day and night.

very good.I reached out to pick up the duffel bag and followed my mother to the front of the car, and couldn't help feeling nervous.

I deliberately hide such an important thing. If my mother finds out in the future, will she be very hurt?

The answer is yes.

However, I must conceal it, and common sense also knows that what happened to Ren Beiyue and me is unfair. The fewer people know, the better.

And if you take a step back, it will be even more embarrassing to find out. After all, she and Ren Beiyue have also slept.

The mother and daughter have to be honest when they don’t say anything, right?

Has Shanshan caused you trouble, Beiyue?My mother walked to the gate of the yard and started chatting with Ren Beiyue who was standing beside her.

Ren Beiyue shook his head and said nothing.

While my mother turned her back to me, I secretly looked at Ren Beiyue, and his eyes also fell on me.

The topic of the two of them is about me, and it should be natural to put your eyes on me, right... right?

Ren Beiyue and his mother talked about the crop harvest and what happened to the villagers in Xun Village. Most of the time his mother listened to Ren Beiyue.

When my mother turned her face and looked at me again, her expression became awkward.

Neither happy nor angry.

From her eyes, I saw a complex and indescribable emotion.

My heart sank, my head buzzed, and I felt something was wrong.

No, I didn't do anything suspicious. Can mom discover our secret so quickly?Where is the filling exposed?

Mom, let’s go quickly. The sun will come up later, and we must die of heat.I pretended to be calm and urged my mother to get on the road as soon as possible.

My mother slowly walked up to me, staring at me with her eyes tightly.I lowered my head guiltily and did not dare to look directly at her, but opened the car door and sat in the passenger seat.

My mother stopped me from closing the car door, and suddenly she looked cold.

I didn't expect my mother to change her face so quickly. She became more and more panicked, restless, and didn't even dare to raise her head. She murmured: What's wrong?mom?Ah?I……

You stay here, I'll be back later.After saying that, my mother closed the car door, turned around and came to Ren Beiyue, pulled him into the yard, and slammed the door.

No matter what they said, it was obvious that my mother didn't want me to hear it.

It didn't take long for her to suffer in the car. I had been suffering in the car for about half an hour. My mother returned to the car and started the car without even looking at me.

I was sitting next to her and felt at a loss, and I didn't dare to let out.

The excitement on my mother's face still had not faded, but she didn't say anything along the way.

After returning to the city, her mood gradually subsided and she took me to buy a lot of daily necessities needed to go to college.

In fact, college is not far from home, so I can take the subway for an hour.

It's almost no different from boarding in middle school, I can cook it myself.

However, my mother seemed very persistent. I wondered if Ren Beiyue mentioned my emotional breakdown when I was in the college entrance examination. My mother was using her own hands to express her guilt and concern for me.

In fact, from my mother's perspective, if she is really willing to reflect on her, she can't blame us all.

After all, she first threw me to Ren Beiyue because she thought I was annoying.

It can be said that we were together was completely caused by her.

I wanted to contact Ren Beiyue and ask what he and his mother said, but Ren Beiyue has been very silent.

I couldn't find a suitable opportunity to call him, so I could only make up my mind to chat with Ren Beiyue no matter how late the night when I went to bed.

After finally staying up until evening, I couldn't wait to say good night to my mom and go back to my room.

Unexpectedly, my mother pushed the door and followed in. Looking at the expression on her face, I secretly complained, knowing that what should come is coming, and now she is going to show off with me.

Shanshan, what happened in the countryside in the past few months?My mother's opening remark was quite calm, and I think it had been brewing for a day.

Even so, I caught me off guard and my face turned pale.I asked myself the 100th time today, where was it exposed?Why is my ability to keep secrets so vulnerable?

It wasn't what you thought. I hesitated for a second, finally plucked up the courage, and asked in a low voice: Mom, Ren Beiyue and you are not brothers, right?

Ah?My mother was caught off guard and her face changed immediately. She didn't expect me to say this and asked back without answering: Where did you hear it?Also, did you call Ren Beiyue?

Before I could speak, she said in a cold voice: Don’t mention this kind of rumor again in the future.

There is no rumor. I have met Grandma Wu in the village and have also been to her house.Grandma Wu is so kind to Ren Beiyue, and I really see it.I curled my lips and said in a pretty good manner: Oh, mom, Ren... Uncle is a good person, you must have trusted him, otherwise you wouldn't have sent me to him, right?Now, we know that my uncle and I have no blood relationship, so you don’t have to make a fuss.I took a step back and said, I was just eighteen years old, and I wasn't picking my husband on a blind date. There was nothing to be nervous about.

My mother reached out and slapped me hard, scolding: How could you speak like you, you are shameless or sexy!

You are the same, I covered my hot cheeks and almost blurted out.If I hadn't promised Ren Beiyue to keep the secret, I would have been unable to hold back my impulse and loudly expose the incident between her and her uncle Chunfeng.

Mom, my uncle is very nice to me.He took great care of me and did not bully me.I raised my voice, and although I tried my best to suppress myself, my voice was very excited.

My mother's face turned pale and couldn't speak for a long time. Then she said angrily: Stop talking, you are not allowed to look for him again in the future.

Seeing that I was still arguing, my mother said firmly: I am your mother!I said no, it just won’t!Don't mention this matter anymore. You should quickly destroy the little thoughts in your heart and completely eliminate them.This is really ridiculous!

I remained silent and stopped talking, but I didn't agree.

My mother is just angry now, and it will be fine if she gets angry after a while.

I'm already in college and I'm eighteen years old, so of course I can choose who to be with.

As long as I want, my mother can't stop me.

Of course, Ren Beiyue’s attitude is the key now.

I couldn't help but feel a glimmer of hope in my heart. If my mother tried to convince me, it would be impossible to say whether her mother and Ren Beiyue protested.

We have discussed this matter a long time ago. Ren Beiyue always said that if something happened, he would protect me and make sure that I would welcome him when I went to see him.

No one can tell what will happen in the future, but he will always let me choose.

I always felt inconsistent when I heard it in my ears. While saying that he was responsible for everything, he was shirking away the responsibility.

Now I finally understood what Ren Beiyue meant. My eyes couldn't help but glance at the phone placed on the desk. I couldn't wait to contact Ren Beiyue and told him that my mother couldn't change my decision.

This look was obviously seen by my mother. Her expression was extremely contradictory and her breathing became obviously rapid. Finally, she said: You would still go to him, right?

I didn't want to hide it now. I rubbed my cheeks and my mother slapped me with a scorching pain.

I made up my mind and said: Mom, I can't see what the big deal is.Putting aside that he is your younger brother, and he is also his younger brother in name, Ren Beiyue is a good man in any way.When I was with him, you can at least rest assured that he liked me and was kind to me, and would not bully me, right?In the future, when you get married to your little boyfriend, I will definitely hope that the less I appear in front of you, the better.Isn’t Ren Beiyue the best place to go?Otherwise, you won’t send me to his house this summer vacation.

The first time I was so moved with my mother, I felt that my thoughts were clear and considerate, and I felt quite proud. I hope my mother could empathize with it.

My mother laughed instead of anger, and she smiled a little hysterically. I didn’t expect my mother to be so weird, so I had to ask carefully: Mom?

He is your father.Mom's laughter stopped abruptly and she suddenly said.

When I heard my mother's words, I was as shocked as a bolt from the blue, my head roared, and my heart was like a storm tumbling, and my body softened and I sat on the bed.

This...what is going on?I...dad?...Didn't my dad divorce my mom early and abandon us and fly away!

I got drunk, and Ren Beiyue happened to be by my side. He is your biological father.My mother was concise and obviously reluctant to mention this past story to me.

I was confused in my mind, and only more questions really popped up.There are many such things online, and I have seen them even more bizarre, but once they happen to me, I have no idea how to accept them.

My face was ashes, my nose was sore, and my tears kept rolling around in my eyes. I guess it was my mother's lie to break up our relationship, but she was still unwilling to accept such a reversal.

I cried and said: What are you making up!mom!This is not true, it is not true.I like Beiyue, I want to be with him!

Shanshan, calm down!Mom couldn't help but shed tears, but her eyes were extremely firm. I'll send you to Xuncun, but I didn't expect you to develop like this.Ren Beiyue clearly knows who you are, but he still treats you like this.You can imagine how bastard this person is!Listen to your mother, don’t be stupid anymore.I forgot about this person and this matter in the future.You are only eighteen years old and have a great youth. Don’t waste your time and feelings on this person!

I wanted to agree with my mother, I wanted to say sorry to her, and I wanted to listen to her, but all I really did was crying, crying and shouting, I wanted to ask him, I wanted to ask him.This is not true...

My mother stood up and walked towards the door, pulled the door hard, and forgot to open the door handle for the first time.

Just before she left my room, she turned her head and said tiredly: You can tell that you like him, nothing I say now is useless.OK, there are two roads ahead of you, either don’t be confused anymore, forget that man, and just pretend that nothing has happened.Or you can continue and be influenced by him from now on to see what will happen to you in the end!