Chapter 19 Ren Beiyue: I always remember it in my heart.

Yao Zhu discovered it, of course she would.

Shanshan herself didn't feel it, but the changes in the past two months were very obvious, especially the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, which added many spring feelings that girls shouldn't have.

This purity is mixed with a little color, which is really too seductive.

Yao Zhu couldn't detect it.

She left Shanshan in the car and pulled my arm to the house, and she locked the yard and doors.

As soon as she stood in the room, she raised her hand and slapped me in the face.

I had already expected that I did not dodge and was slapped hard in the face.

I deserve it, no excuses or explanations.

If Yao Zhu is uncertain at all, she will no longer doubt my reaction.She took two steps back, still unable to believe the facts in front of her.

What did you do!Her eyes widened, her voice was gloomy and dangerous, aggressive, but she couldn't stop the hysteria.

I gritted my teeth, my blood was as if it was condensed by ice, and my heart was clamped by vis, feeling embarrassed and humiliated.

After Yao Zhu's questioning, he had to nod his head lightly.

This is even harder than I thought, but nothing can help now.

I knelt in front of her and could only say with a stingy bullet: It’s all my fault!

Yao Zhu's face turned ashen, her plump breasts fluctuated rapidly, and anger flashed in her eyes.She yelled: You bastard!

For a moment, I was frightened, but I didn't expect Yao Zhu to react so much.I knelt there blankly, not knowing what to do.

After Yao Zhu finished shouting, she tilted her body and sat on the chair, biting her fingers, making a heart-wrenching whimper, and her whole body was trembling.

Even on the day of my funeral, I was so hot that I almost raped her, and Yao Zhu was not so angry or desperate.

My heart was as if my heart was twisted. I slowly moved forward and placed it on her shaking shoulder. Until I confirmed that it did not cause her resistance, I patted her gently and said: Sister, I will handle this matter well, Shanshan one by one

Before I could finish my words, Yao Shan sat up with a fight and said sternly: Do Shanshan know?

She glared at me, a blue vein on her forehead swelled, and her thin lips kept twitching, as if she was ready to tear me to pieces at any time.

I quickly shook my head and said: She doesn't know, sister, I promised you that I will not tell her that I am her father.I didn't say anything to Shanshan.

I didn't lie, nor did I tell the whole truth.

Regarding the fact that I was her father, I almost revealed the truth to Shanshan.

I told her about my life experience and about her mother’s love affair, which were all for the most important facts, but I didn’t say the most important part.

I should do this, and there will be no chain reaction after saying it.

I'm shameless...I'm a bastard...I...ah, since Shanshan came to me, this sentence has almost become my catchphrase.

Yao Zhu was so angry that she raised her hand again, but when she saw me kneeling straight, she looked like she was beating and scolding me, she couldn't do it.

For a moment, I seemed to go back to that night eighteen years ago.

I bet a big mistake, knelt in front of my sister and confessed, confessed, and begged for forgiveness.

I kowtowed three times to Yao Zhu and said: Sister, I don’t want to do this... Shanshan never was with me when she was a child... Although I know now... she is already a big girl... I can’t control Ah...

Nowadays, I can't describe this as a bastard, but I also want Yao Zhu to know that it's Yao Zhu's fault that I can't treat Shanshan as my daughter.

Yao Zhu was in a state of turmoil, her cheeks were pale, and she immediately turned red, and her lips were covered with rows of teeth marks.

She cried heartbrokenly, and while crying, she took out a tissue to wipe the broken tears, nagging: How can you?How can it be?How can you do it?She is your daughter Ah!

I have never seen a strong and tough sister look like this. She could hold back and say nothing. Even though my father beat her nose and mouth, she could not say anything.

My heart softened. Regardless of whether my sister wanted to do it or not, I hugged her in my arms impulsively and said: Shanshan is so similar to you back then, I couldn't help it for a moment... Just like... that night, I couldn't resist.

I talked about Shanshan's situation at home in the past few months. Yao Zhu became more and more silent as she heard it. Until the end, she pushed away my hug and said tiredly: What should I do now?

I breathed a sigh of relief and sincerely admired Yao Zhu's ability to bear it.Accept reality so quickly and start planning the way to deal with it.I immediately said firmly: I listen to you.

You must break up, Shanshan can't see you again.You are going to disappear from her life!Yao Zhu said fiercely without hesitation.

No problem, I definitely won’t look for her. I agreed without hesitation, but paused and said: Shanshan…

Based on my understanding of Shanshan over the past few months, if Yao Zhu continued to hide the fact that I was her father, it would probably be difficult to stop Shanshan from coming to me.

I would say no to her, but I know that in a corner deep down, I still secretly look forward to seeing her again...not just seeing her.

If Yao Zhu told Shanshan the truth... my heart suddenly became heavy.

No matter what method I use to beg for forgiveness, once Shanshan knows that I am hiding the fact that it is her father, my trust in her heart will definitely collapse and I hate me for the rest of my life.

I lowered my eyes and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

If Shanshan gives up, will I really not fight for it?

Now I can't think of a definite answer, so I can only respond to the moves and adapt to the situation.

You want to fuck her.Yao Zhu sneered in anger with anger, seeing through my inner thoughts at first glance.

You saw Shanshan. Did she look a little wronged?I spread my hands and said carefully: That is my daughter, I always remember it in my heart.

I bet you always remember it, so excited!Yao Zhu's temple suddenly burst into blue veins.

She raised her hand and held her forehead, her tone was extremely disgusting: You, a disgusting pervert, have the face to blame me for hiding it from you and not letting you see her.

I spread my hands and said: Sister, I love you, I have always loved you.I always tell you this way, there is nothing to hide.You are right, I am a pervert, but I will not shirk responsibility.You know that I have fought for you and I am willing to save your life, but you have your own ideas. I respect your choice and have never been bothered even for an hour a day.Now, I will say that.I am willing to save my life for Shanshan, but she has her own ideas and I will follow her choice.

Yao Zhu was stunned for a moment and said tiredly: Ren Beiyue, I have a lot of reasons to hate your family.However, when I hated you the most, I only remember that you were my younger brother. I had saved steamed buns hidden in my pocket for me to eat. I climbed trees and picked flowers and wore them on my head. In the winter, I picked out a piece of ice from the river to relieve my swelling...

Yao Zhu's voice gradually disappeared, his eyes became confused, as if he had returned to the difficult time they spent together as children.

My heart was cut like a knife, and I choked and said: Sister, I will remember your kindness to me all my life.

Yao Zhu shook her head and said miserably: Beiyue, Shanshan is my daughter. I have used 18 years to protect her, but it only took you two months to ruin all this, not to mention my trust and love for you.

Shanshan is a good girl, and it is all your credit.Don’t make things difficult for Shanshan after you go back. It’s all my fault. My father’s fault is not only wrong.I raised my hand and slapped myself hard.

Yao Zhu cried and blocked me and whimpered: What's the use of doing these now!It was useless back then, and it was even more useless now!

I immediately grabbed her hand and sweared: Sister, I will never lie to you.This time you must believe me, and I will be careful to protect Shanshan.In the future, no matter who she thinks of me, I will only remember the goodness of you mother and daughter... Also, whether she and I will leave or stay here in the future is definitely my own choice, and I will listen to her.I won't hurt Shanshan, I will never.

Yao Zhu was silent for a long time, and before leaving, he said firmly: No matter what the future is, remember what you said today. If you break your promise, I will kill you!