When Lin Meng and I appeared outside a room in a hotel in a neighboring city, Lin Meng looked at me thoughtfully: Xu Nanqiao, I know you are very entangled and painful, but your decision is correct
I pulled my numb scalp weakly and collapsed on the wall in pain. Apart from the wall, I knew that Taozi was inside.
She was serious and wanted to elope with me very seriously. In order to prevent Lin Meng from being tracked down, she even used fake ID information and asked me to find her on the phone. She also said that from then on, she would be home to me everywhere, but...
But I can't let go of everything, I don't have the courage to be as firm as her, let alone Lin Meng found my family and everything about me. I don't want to live in the darkness all the time. That day, I saw Lin Meng in the hotel was the only time I saw her take off her proud and cold mask. Even if she was a masochistic S, even if she was an unscrupulous businessman, when Tao Zi left, she still had a fragile side of a woman.
A woman's sixth sense is accurate. On the second day after Tao Zi told me the address, Lin Meng blocked me at my house and pulled me into the car regardless of the eyes of my family. This time, Lin Meng might have lost her composure, but only once, she returned to the arrogant strong woman. Her strong aura made me breathless, threatening and intimidating. Moreover, Xiao An and Yu Qiu need her. Without her operation, Yu Qiu might have to be in prison for the rest of her life. What would happen if an unhelpful addict was in a cell in the desolate skyrim?
There is also Xiao An, and even my job, my family, everything is explaining the simplest truth.
Lin Meng is more suitable for Taozi than me. In other words, Taozi needs Lin Meng more
Of course I knew how much courage Tao Zi had to escape with me. Later I realized that I failed a woman and became an indecisive scumbag. Every time I was so entangled, I couldn't see my feelings clearly, and I couldn't understand other people's feelings. So I was worried about gains and losses and feared that I had developed to this point.
Ahahah!
Two seconds after the door opened, Tao Zi's scream of collapse came from the room. At that moment, my heart suddenly died. I buried my face in my knees, and I didn't even dare to get up and see Tao Zi's expression. Then there was a long and painful silence. I sat in the aisle outside the door like a fool, smoking one after another, pain and guilt spreading like the stamina of white wine. Finally, I heard Tao Zi's sobs faintly, but I unexpectedly discovered that I also twisted. When I knew that I had completely lost Tao Zi, I seemed to hear my heartbreaking voice.
Tao Zi can be ignorant, you can't
This is Lin Meng's words, but I admit that I regretted it again at that moment. What is the principle of going to him? What is the sensible thing about going to him? Shouldn't two people fall in love with each other and be together at all costs?
The door was gently brought up, Lin Meng walked out with a complicated expression, staring at me blankly, her hands were shaking slightly, and she could see that she was trying to endure the excitement, but maybe she saw the expression of death, so she didn't vent, I threw away the cigarette butt on my hand: I want to see her again
Lin Meng shook her head. If I want to completely give up Tao Zi, maybe I should disappear at this time, but I don’t want to leave the worst impression on Tao Zi. Hahaha, I actually want to be a saint, and pray for her forgiveness with those rules and difficulties.
Bang!
The door was pushed open, my heart sank, and I didn't even have the courage to raise my head
Hearing her gentle footsteps, right beside her, Lin Meng was silent, strangely quiet. I originally thought Tao Zi would slap me like crazy, kick me, and scold me, but there was no simple and clean ending. In her eyes, she saw the pair of black high-heeled boots she was wearing. She squatted quietly in front of me. When she squatted down, the pink long coat was wrapped in black and shiny leather chest.
The last message she sent me before I came on my phone
I bought good things, you are here, feed you hehehe
She seems to be looking forward to a bright future for both of us, and now...
I finally plucked up the courage to look up at her. The familiar expression made people frightened. At that moment, I suddenly had an illusion, Yu Qiu...
Yu Qiu squatted in front of me, grabbed her hands and pinched my arm. She exerted force to the extreme in an instant. Her facial features gradually became ferocious in silence. I ended the pain without saying a word. After a few short seconds, it suddenly ended. She took a deep breath: It's time for us to recognize the reality, right?
My heart twitched suddenly, and I tried hard to squeeze out a smile: Lin Meng is more suitable for taking care of you than me, no matter...
Pa finally slapped over in the face: Go ahead and you are!
Then, she got up and left. I rubbed my numb face and held my body silently from the wall. When I was taking out the cigarette, I found my hands trembling. I wanted to cry but couldn't cry. The most embarrassing ended. I shook my head and suddenly smiled bitterly. I didn't know why I had squatted for too long, but my calves were trembling when I walked.
It's so embarrassing, Xu Nanqiao
……
It's the beginning of the year. On the third day of returning to work in the company, Lin Meng asked me to go to the office to find her.
When a card was thrown in front of me, I was stunned and looked at her
Not much money, but it should be enough for you to make a fortune for a while. I will take it with me
Lin Meng's eyes actually showed charity and pity
I looked confused and she didn't know how I got through these days. I didn't reach out to get the card because I had a cold and my throat was a little hoarse: Didn't you say that I can continue to be your slave to Taozi in the future? What does it mean now?
Lin Meng blinked: I don't think Tao Zi can still accept you now
So? I feel my face gradually twisting
Xu Nanqiao, in fact, it’s all my fault. I overestimated you and underestimated you, and I finally got to this miserable scene now. However, Tao Zi has been hurt and you can’t save it. Leaving is your best choice.
Lin Meng is actually right. If Tao Zi and I were just a simple master-slave relationship, then it would be irrelevant to be abandoned or leave actively. But we have played too much. In fact, to a certain extent, Lin Meng has been tolerant enough in dealing with this relationship. At least he gave me some money. For me, it is actually the best compensation, but I suddenly collapsed.
Only by losing can I know how to cherish it. People are so despicable. I began to miss Taozi day and night, but I still can't figure out what kind of feelings I have for her. My face twisted: But I still want to see her, even if I see her every day, I will do nothing.
Lin Meng frowned and stared at me for a long time, hit the nail on the head: After all, you don’t have the courage to go on with her, you just want to enjoy me and her at the same time with joy. Xu Nanqiao, you are too selfish, you have chosen your own path, who will you show me now?
I tore my hair upset. Lin Meng's words made me even more desperate. She stuffed the card into my pocket: Don't come to me in the future. I hope our relationship will be good to you and Tao Zi.
When the words were said, my soul seemed to have been pulled away, and stood up like a wood. When I was halfway through, I suddenly collapsed again
I knelt down: Lin Meng! I beg you! I don’t want anything anymore! I just want to be your slave! Is it okay?! I’m your slave, will I keep me in captivity? I don’t want anything anymore! I just want to see Tao Zi! Really!
Lin Meng looked up and glanced at me, and her expression turned completely cold: Do you know what you are talking about?
I have been incoherent and my emotions that I suppressed for a long time finally broke out: I know! Lin Meng! I am your dog! Is it OK! A real dog!
Anger finally burst out from Lin Meng's eyes: Fart! Xu Nanqiao, are you crazy? Are you still an individual!
I was really crazy and kowtowed to her desperately: I am not a human, I am just a dog! I just want to be your dog! Shouldn’t slaves in SM be despicable?
Lin Meng took a deep breath, as if she wanted to scold her, her expression suddenly frozen.
Of course I didn't notice it, and a person slowly walked over from behind me
From Lin Meng's eyes, she saw the clues. When she subconsciously turned her head and looked over, her blood surging in an instant. Tao Zi stood in front of the door. I blinked, just like a dream. Her eyes were filled with viciousness and resentment.
That was Yu Qiu's eyes
It seemed as if he saw a poisonous snake staring at him in front of the iron fence in the cell.
Then Tao Zi's face gradually sneered, as if every part was emitting the ultimate temptation. After losing it, she realized that she was so beautiful and tempting, with every frown and smile, whether it was exquisite and refined dress or the pair of wedge boots worn on her feet, when she was obsessed with someone to the extreme, she really wanted to be a part of her body. Now I have this illusion, even if she was the insole under her feet, she could do whatever she wanted.
Do you want to be a slave? She walked slowly, and the curve of the corners of her mouth became more and more obvious.
I was so excited that I hadn't relieved yet, especially after seeing her, Lin Meng opened her mouth and stopped talking.
Show sincerity Ah, perform well, I can plead with Lin Meng to accept you
Her tone became frivolous and ethereal. I couldn't help it. I moved my knees and pounced on her waist: Taozi! Let me be your dog!
She didn't move. When my eyes turned red, she suddenly moved. With a dull bang, my chin was kicked hard by her knees. I suddenly ran away. I screamed and let go of my hand. Then I kicked the cold soles of my boots hard at my face. It hurts so much!
It seemed that the corner of my mouth was knocked to death by teeth. I whimpered, opened my mouth and spit out a mouthful of blood. I looked up in a mess and was kicked a little dazed
She saw the blood in my mouth and her expression became excited: Who asked you to touch me? Are you worthy? Dog stuff!
I wiped my mouth, my chest undulated, and the kicked position on my face felt a scorching pain.
Then she spitted on my face, and she looked down at me with mockery and disdain on her face: I will kill you, it’s a waste of coward! Do you still want to be my dog?
That extremely twisted face made my heart twitch: OK! I'm going to do it!
OK, haha, I'll wait for you, Xu Nanqiao said that, she left until the door slammed, and my body trembled like a conditioned reflex
When he looked back at Lin Meng, Lin Meng shook his head: You are such a fool Ah!
……
I quit my job and wasted a lot of effort. Then I sublet the house I had just renewed for two years and hung up my car in the second-hand car market. There were some messy and trivial matters that I had nothing to deal with. Xiao Zhao suddenly contacted me and heard something from Lin Meng. He persuaded me to never be impulsive when doing things. I even owed the mood of speaking, so I was slapping him out of the way.
Early March, the first month after spring
The sun was very sunny that day, I walked downstairs to the apartment where Lin Meng was and took a deep breath
An unknown fear came. I don't know what path I chose, but I am really determined to go all the way to death.
I pulled my numb scalp weakly and collapsed on the wall in pain. Apart from the wall, I knew that Taozi was inside.
She was serious and wanted to elope with me very seriously. In order to prevent Lin Meng from being tracked down, she even used fake ID information and asked me to find her on the phone. She also said that from then on, she would be home to me everywhere, but...
But I can't let go of everything, I don't have the courage to be as firm as her, let alone Lin Meng found my family and everything about me. I don't want to live in the darkness all the time. That day, I saw Lin Meng in the hotel was the only time I saw her take off her proud and cold mask. Even if she was a masochistic S, even if she was an unscrupulous businessman, when Tao Zi left, she still had a fragile side of a woman.
A woman's sixth sense is accurate. On the second day after Tao Zi told me the address, Lin Meng blocked me at my house and pulled me into the car regardless of the eyes of my family. This time, Lin Meng might have lost her composure, but only once, she returned to the arrogant strong woman. Her strong aura made me breathless, threatening and intimidating. Moreover, Xiao An and Yu Qiu need her. Without her operation, Yu Qiu might have to be in prison for the rest of her life. What would happen if an unhelpful addict was in a cell in the desolate skyrim?
There is also Xiao An, and even my job, my family, everything is explaining the simplest truth.
Lin Meng is more suitable for Taozi than me. In other words, Taozi needs Lin Meng more
Of course I knew how much courage Tao Zi had to escape with me. Later I realized that I failed a woman and became an indecisive scumbag. Every time I was so entangled, I couldn't see my feelings clearly, and I couldn't understand other people's feelings. So I was worried about gains and losses and feared that I had developed to this point.
Ahahah!
Two seconds after the door opened, Tao Zi's scream of collapse came from the room. At that moment, my heart suddenly died. I buried my face in my knees, and I didn't even dare to get up and see Tao Zi's expression. Then there was a long and painful silence. I sat in the aisle outside the door like a fool, smoking one after another, pain and guilt spreading like the stamina of white wine. Finally, I heard Tao Zi's sobs faintly, but I unexpectedly discovered that I also twisted. When I knew that I had completely lost Tao Zi, I seemed to hear my heartbreaking voice.
Tao Zi can be ignorant, you can't
This is Lin Meng's words, but I admit that I regretted it again at that moment. What is the principle of going to him? What is the sensible thing about going to him? Shouldn't two people fall in love with each other and be together at all costs?
The door was gently brought up, Lin Meng walked out with a complicated expression, staring at me blankly, her hands were shaking slightly, and she could see that she was trying to endure the excitement, but maybe she saw the expression of death, so she didn't vent, I threw away the cigarette butt on my hand: I want to see her again
Lin Meng shook her head. If I want to completely give up Tao Zi, maybe I should disappear at this time, but I don’t want to leave the worst impression on Tao Zi. Hahaha, I actually want to be a saint, and pray for her forgiveness with those rules and difficulties.
Bang!
The door was pushed open, my heart sank, and I didn't even have the courage to raise my head
Hearing her gentle footsteps, right beside her, Lin Meng was silent, strangely quiet. I originally thought Tao Zi would slap me like crazy, kick me, and scold me, but there was no simple and clean ending. In her eyes, she saw the pair of black high-heeled boots she was wearing. She squatted quietly in front of me. When she squatted down, the pink long coat was wrapped in black and shiny leather chest.
The last message she sent me before I came on my phone
I bought good things, you are here, feed you hehehe
She seems to be looking forward to a bright future for both of us, and now...
I finally plucked up the courage to look up at her. The familiar expression made people frightened. At that moment, I suddenly had an illusion, Yu Qiu...
Yu Qiu squatted in front of me, grabbed her hands and pinched my arm. She exerted force to the extreme in an instant. Her facial features gradually became ferocious in silence. I ended the pain without saying a word. After a few short seconds, it suddenly ended. She took a deep breath: It's time for us to recognize the reality, right?
My heart twitched suddenly, and I tried hard to squeeze out a smile: Lin Meng is more suitable for taking care of you than me, no matter...
Pa finally slapped over in the face: Go ahead and you are!
Then, she got up and left. I rubbed my numb face and held my body silently from the wall. When I was taking out the cigarette, I found my hands trembling. I wanted to cry but couldn't cry. The most embarrassing ended. I shook my head and suddenly smiled bitterly. I didn't know why I had squatted for too long, but my calves were trembling when I walked.
It's so embarrassing, Xu Nanqiao
……
It's the beginning of the year. On the third day of returning to work in the company, Lin Meng asked me to go to the office to find her.
When a card was thrown in front of me, I was stunned and looked at her
Not much money, but it should be enough for you to make a fortune for a while. I will take it with me
Lin Meng's eyes actually showed charity and pity
I looked confused and she didn't know how I got through these days. I didn't reach out to get the card because I had a cold and my throat was a little hoarse: Didn't you say that I can continue to be your slave to Taozi in the future? What does it mean now?
Lin Meng blinked: I don't think Tao Zi can still accept you now
So? I feel my face gradually twisting
Xu Nanqiao, in fact, it’s all my fault. I overestimated you and underestimated you, and I finally got to this miserable scene now. However, Tao Zi has been hurt and you can’t save it. Leaving is your best choice.
Lin Meng is actually right. If Tao Zi and I were just a simple master-slave relationship, then it would be irrelevant to be abandoned or leave actively. But we have played too much. In fact, to a certain extent, Lin Meng has been tolerant enough in dealing with this relationship. At least he gave me some money. For me, it is actually the best compensation, but I suddenly collapsed.
Only by losing can I know how to cherish it. People are so despicable. I began to miss Taozi day and night, but I still can't figure out what kind of feelings I have for her. My face twisted: But I still want to see her, even if I see her every day, I will do nothing.
Lin Meng frowned and stared at me for a long time, hit the nail on the head: After all, you don’t have the courage to go on with her, you just want to enjoy me and her at the same time with joy. Xu Nanqiao, you are too selfish, you have chosen your own path, who will you show me now?
I tore my hair upset. Lin Meng's words made me even more desperate. She stuffed the card into my pocket: Don't come to me in the future. I hope our relationship will be good to you and Tao Zi.
When the words were said, my soul seemed to have been pulled away, and stood up like a wood. When I was halfway through, I suddenly collapsed again
I knelt down: Lin Meng! I beg you! I don’t want anything anymore! I just want to be your slave! Is it okay?! I’m your slave, will I keep me in captivity? I don’t want anything anymore! I just want to see Tao Zi! Really!
Lin Meng looked up and glanced at me, and her expression turned completely cold: Do you know what you are talking about?
I have been incoherent and my emotions that I suppressed for a long time finally broke out: I know! Lin Meng! I am your dog! Is it OK! A real dog!
Anger finally burst out from Lin Meng's eyes: Fart! Xu Nanqiao, are you crazy? Are you still an individual!
I was really crazy and kowtowed to her desperately: I am not a human, I am just a dog! I just want to be your dog! Shouldn’t slaves in SM be despicable?
Lin Meng took a deep breath, as if she wanted to scold her, her expression suddenly frozen.
Of course I didn't notice it, and a person slowly walked over from behind me
From Lin Meng's eyes, she saw the clues. When she subconsciously turned her head and looked over, her blood surging in an instant. Tao Zi stood in front of the door. I blinked, just like a dream. Her eyes were filled with viciousness and resentment.
That was Yu Qiu's eyes
It seemed as if he saw a poisonous snake staring at him in front of the iron fence in the cell.
Then Tao Zi's face gradually sneered, as if every part was emitting the ultimate temptation. After losing it, she realized that she was so beautiful and tempting, with every frown and smile, whether it was exquisite and refined dress or the pair of wedge boots worn on her feet, when she was obsessed with someone to the extreme, she really wanted to be a part of her body. Now I have this illusion, even if she was the insole under her feet, she could do whatever she wanted.
Do you want to be a slave? She walked slowly, and the curve of the corners of her mouth became more and more obvious.
I was so excited that I hadn't relieved yet, especially after seeing her, Lin Meng opened her mouth and stopped talking.
Show sincerity Ah, perform well, I can plead with Lin Meng to accept you
Her tone became frivolous and ethereal. I couldn't help it. I moved my knees and pounced on her waist: Taozi! Let me be your dog!
She didn't move. When my eyes turned red, she suddenly moved. With a dull bang, my chin was kicked hard by her knees. I suddenly ran away. I screamed and let go of my hand. Then I kicked the cold soles of my boots hard at my face. It hurts so much!
It seemed that the corner of my mouth was knocked to death by teeth. I whimpered, opened my mouth and spit out a mouthful of blood. I looked up in a mess and was kicked a little dazed
She saw the blood in my mouth and her expression became excited: Who asked you to touch me? Are you worthy? Dog stuff!
I wiped my mouth, my chest undulated, and the kicked position on my face felt a scorching pain.
Then she spitted on my face, and she looked down at me with mockery and disdain on her face: I will kill you, it’s a waste of coward! Do you still want to be my dog?
That extremely twisted face made my heart twitch: OK! I'm going to do it!
OK, haha, I'll wait for you, Xu Nanqiao said that, she left until the door slammed, and my body trembled like a conditioned reflex
When he looked back at Lin Meng, Lin Meng shook his head: You are such a fool Ah!
……
I quit my job and wasted a lot of effort. Then I sublet the house I had just renewed for two years and hung up my car in the second-hand car market. There were some messy and trivial matters that I had nothing to deal with. Xiao Zhao suddenly contacted me and heard something from Lin Meng. He persuaded me to never be impulsive when doing things. I even owed the mood of speaking, so I was slapping him out of the way.
Early March, the first month after spring
The sun was very sunny that day, I walked downstairs to the apartment where Lin Meng was and took a deep breath
An unknown fear came. I don't know what path I chose, but I am really determined to go all the way to death.
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