In the outskirts of Changbei City, there is a high-end bar.
Xiuhua sat alone in front of the bar, drinking alone, sad and moving.
After all, they are a beautiful beauty with a beautiful country. The unhidden strangeness immediately attracted many malicious men, one by one, just like seeing an oasis in the desert, and seeing the flying insects with lights at night, gathering around the bar one after another.
Some people are unreasonable and ask for the price as soon as they come up; some are too humane and they make her feel disgusted as soon as they get close; some are slutty, some are slick, and some are very thick-skinned, one comes and goes, always sticking to her like a bed bug.
She ignored it, but was very annoyed.
At the door of the bar, a capable man in a silver-gray shirt, straight body, and a Hermès belt tied around his waist slowly walked forward holding a phone while staring at the crowd in the bar hall.
Hello, I'm here.Send the photo to me.
photo?The mysterious woman on the other end of the phone smiled and said: No.You will know when you go in.
... The man's left half of his cheek twitched slightly, looking unhappy.
He did not refute, put down the phone, stood there and looked around, but still had no clue.
He had a gloomy face, ignored the hard performance of the resident singer, and stepped straight toward the inner courtyard connecting the bar hall with the shiny black leather shoes on his feet.
The transparent panoramic window is full of green plants, and various broad leaves are hidden in the thin dry ice mist. When you watch through the window, you feel like you are facing a lush tropical rainforest.
Fr êt Trpicale du Rwanda, this is the origin of the bar name.
The two automatic doors opened, and the sound of insects and water flowed into the face with a wave of heat.
The tropical courtyard is rectangular, with a starry sky ceiling fifteen meters high above, surrounded by a closed surroundings, like a large greenhouse.
The water nets at the bottom of the courtyard are intertwined, and a fully transparent tempered glass plank road winds in the middle. Tropical plants such as Sala trees, deer antler ferns, sausages, brown bamboos, scattered sunflowers, and rofu trees are planted on both sides of the plank road. The branches and leaves of Qiǎnquǎnquǎnquǎn form a beautiful and exotic landscape under the light amber spotlights. There is a hazy white mist floating under the plank road. Walking in it is like walking to a fairyland.
The man had no intention of stopping and enjoying the beautiful scenery of the exotic area. He walked quickly on the misty plank road and headed straight to the bartender rooms at the end of the courtyard, which were much quieter than the hall.
Sure enough, as soon as he stepped into a bartender room, he saw Xiuhua in the corner at the end of the bar.
After a little surprise, the man closed his eyes slightly and showed an intriguing expression on his face.
……
Xiuhua ignored the drinkers who were chatting with him and was still drinking alone.
When she was slightly drunk, she suddenly had a terrible idea and once again recalled the situation she accidentally saw in childhood.
It was in the early 1990s, and she had just remembered that her family still lived in the dormitory building of her father's factory.
There is a beautiful sister who has just given birth to a baby with a long braid on the back of her head. She looks very good when she smiles. She likes it very much and has a very sweet fragrance of locust flowers on her body.
One day she happened to meet, "Sister Huaihua" was actually hiding from her husband, and hiding in the dilapidated factory of the oil press factory with a strange man covered in the smell of wine lees, doing shameful things.
Even though it took many years, Xiuhua still remembered that scene.
Sister Huaihua's eyes were blurred. Her breasts, which should have been holy and fragrant, were held by a greasy big hand that had just been taken from the coal pile.
The milky white round breasts were squeezed left and right by big hands, shaking up and down, and the white milk overflowed the reddish-brown nipples, passing through the man's thick and black fingers, and splashing onto the dusty concrete floor.
Sister Huaihua looked up and panting, as if she was laughing, and as if she was crying. When she grew up, Xiuhua realized that that was called making a trick.
Looking back on the experience of Sister Huaihua later, Xiuhua often feels palpitations.
Many years later, the female family in the factory often used this matter as a topic of conversation after dinner. Some called her a slut, and some had deep sympathy for her.
Some people think that even if her husband is wrong, she shouldn't cheat. Some people say that she met someone wrong, which led to the tragedy that followed.
Xiuhua thinks what they said makes sense.When she was a girl, Xiuhua often warned herself that she should restrain herself and regain her etiquette and should be careful to choose her partner in her future life.
Her ideal is to experience many beautiful encounters, to know and fall in love with an unparalleled, gentle and upright man, and then to support each other in the long life, never betray each other.
Once upon a time, she thought that man was her husband.
I will never let you down, I will never let you down, the ideal love is beautiful, but the reality is heartbreaking.
When she was wandering, she had the terrible idea of putting herself into practice. Since you slandered me for having an adulterer, I'll find one...
This thought flashed by, she could only shake her head with a bitter smile, hold up her goblet with her jade hand, and tilt her head and drink it all.
Even if she cheated, she couldn't do it.
She couldn't imagine that she was being trashed by the disgusting thing of a man.
Disgusting husband, disgusting wedding night.
Now, she felt that everything about her husband was disgusting, including the little thing that came out of her belly back then.
Her mood became more and more upset until she saw a middle-aged man appearing in a bar and caringly drove away the flies around her for her.
The man was about in his early thirties, over 185 years old, and his body shape and temperament were very similar to her husband Xiuhua, who had not gained weight before, admitted that her husband back then was excellent at least in terms of appearance.
She couldn't help but turn her head to observe the man next door's strong side face as if he was cutting a knife and axe.
The man's eyes are very clean and he can't tell that he has any desires. The key is...
Xiuhua followed the direction of the man's seat and raised his high nose a few times. She unexpectedly found that she didn't hate it, and even liked the smell on him.
The man also turned around and smiled implicitly and politely. Xiuhua immediately raised her glass to greet him and expressed her gratitude.
Following the flow, the two of them started chatting slowly.
The conversation was unexpectedly speculative, and before I knew it, the two chatted for a long time.
Only then did Xiuhua notice that the light background music in the bar happened to be "Fly Me T The Mn", a soothing waltz tune that she loved when she was in school.
My mood gradually relaxed, my red lips gently pressed against the crystal cup, and I slapped my head and drank it all. The slender Lanxin knocked on the bartender with her jade hand, and she greeted the bartender and ordered the next glass of ‘Sex On The Beach’.
Like many kind and simple women, Xiuhua most wants the feeling of knowing each other, or it can be called a tacit understanding of the soul.
After more than ten years of marriage, school work, taking care of her parents-in-law, raising her son, food, clothing, housing and transportation and other trivial matters took up most of her time. She had to deal with her husband's annoying interpersonal relationships. She never complained because that was the true meaning of life and marriage.
The man in front of her gave her a feeling that she would meet too late. It was different from her best friend and only belonged to the opposite sex. So she thought of another possibility: youth is fleeting, youth is short, and the word cheating is very bad. At least it should not be a derogatory term for herself. I am correcting the mistakes in life, fundamentally pursuing happiness, and should not simply take revenge on anyone.
Yes, Ma Tiancheng.
The world is so big, there will always be a good man who is tens of millions of times stronger than you.
Even if time cannot go back, if God can give you a chance, Xiuhua is sure that the four-year-old girl would have left quietly and would never reveal the secret of Sister Huaihua.
With expectations for a better life in the future, Xiuhua began to expect the stranger beside her to pass her own test and look forward to experiencing the warmth that her husband had never had before.
She kept drinking while meeting her confidant and taking revenge on her husband, without realizing that she had fallen into a despicable trap for hunting for beauty.
The man was obviously a veteran. Taking advantage of the moment when Xiuhua lowered her head and laughed drunk, she waved her arm seemed to be casually above her wine glass and threw down the pills sandwiched between her fingers.
His technique was extremely skillful and swift. The moment Xiuhua raised his head, the pills had turned into finely rising air beads, completely blending into the light yellow carbonated bubbles in the wine glass.
By late at night, Xiuhua was already drunk and nodded when she heard the man going to take her home.
She followed the man and walked out of the bar. Without asking the destination, the man directly led her into a strange vehicle. She seemed to have lost her mind. Her cheeks were dizzy and flushed, her eyes were as if she was silky. Without thinking, she got into the open car door.
Fortunately, her sensitive sense of smell saved her this time.
The drunken nose swayed twice, and Xiuhua smelled exactly the same as a man in the car, and was much stronger, mixed with the pungent smell of some inferior perfume.
She felt deeply uncomfortable and a hint of awakeness emerged in her mind.
She was weak and weak. She collapsed on the leather chair in the back row and asked a few questions vigilantly before the car started. The man's excuse immediately made her realize the danger.
Xiuhua began to wonder whether the man's body and in the car would be sprayed with special perfume that could make women lose their minds?
The bridge of her high nose continued to shine. She carefully identified the smell in the car, and at the same time felt her brain and her body was extremely hot. She immediately forced herself to look at the man in the driving position ahead with a vigilant look on her face.
The lewd eyes in the rearview mirror did not escape the intoxicated eyes this time.
The mood of being deceived and played with was instantly bursting out. Xiuhua could no longer stop the disgust from inside to outside. She struggled to lift her loose and weak arm, pushed open the car door with all her might, and staggered to the ground.
The man said in surprise and immediately got out of the car, constantly making sweet words and pretending to be gentle, trying to trick her into the car again.
No need to worry, I can leave myself!Xiuhua waved her arm and blocked the man in front of her.
The man who wanted to do something wrong continued to entangle. Xiuhua was exhausted all over and was stunned and shouted loudly., and with all his strength, he swung the small bag in his hand and smashed it on the man's face!
roll!roll!!
She lay on the ground and hissed, like a crazy lion!
The roar attracted the security staff in the bar. When the man saw that he had lost the opportunity, he covered his head and cursed and retreated.
……
After more than ten minutes.
The man drove out a few blocks, stopped to the side of the road, and answered the phone that had been shaking.
Hello!
A woman's whispered voice came from the phone: What are you talking about?There is no woman you can't take?Um?
... The man was speechless.
Why don’t you talk anymore?...I'll ask you!What if she calls the police!
snort.The man sneered, "So what if you call the police, I didn't do anything."
You gave her medicine!
You know that medicine can't be found.And I have seen the location in the bar, but the surveillance camera cannot take a look.
I'll ask you what if I find it out!
The man gritted his teeth and rubbed his jaw on his side face, ...I said, it was impossible to find out the medicine.I also know the rules when I find out that I am and will not give you up!
Useless stuff!The woman snorted coldly and hung up the phone.
Hold!The man cursed angrily and smashed his hand to open his phone.
After a few crackling sounds, he raised his hand and pounded the steering wheel a few times, turned his head to look out the window, and gasped with glaring eyes and teeth.
……
The highway in the middle of the night is like a light path in the Milky Way, which looks quiet and mysterious, deep and distant.
Earlier, the responsible security guards protected Xiuhua back to their car and called the designated driver for her as she asked.
At this moment, Xiuhua was sitting quietly in the car, leaning against the window, looking at the lights flowing outside the window with her sad drunk eyes, and cursing herself for so many times.
The person I look forward to is a humble gentleman and a real man. He usually keeps a good boundary and will come to his side to drink when he needs it. But that guy just now is a stinky thing worse than a pig or a dog.
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and Xiuhua's wounded heart became even more painful.
It’s still because I have bad character, no wonder I can only attract flies.
At this moment, she thought of her husband.
I met my husband during the summer vacation of my junior year.
That year, she was eighteen years old and taught in a remote mountain village.The twenty-eight-year-old Ma Tiancheng also happened to perform his duties in that village.
Xiuhua still remembers the misunderstandings of her classmates and friends, saying that she looks like a piece of ice that is shining cold and a piece of iron with spikes.
She is hard to explain.
The cold side is simply because of the olfactory obsession with cleanliness, especially the men around you.
Deep down, she thought she was no different from other girls and was looking forward to beautiful love.
Back then, in the small mountain village with no roads, no electrical appliances, and even brick houses were rare, everything was very primitive, but in the beautiful scenery, Xiuhua's first impression of her future husband and the tall and thin young town cadre was very good.
Before gaining weight, Ma Tiancheng had a good appearance, knowledge and ability, and was able to be both physically and had a melancholy temperament.
Two cold young people were attracted to each other, and others were trying to match them intentionally or unintentionally, and finally helped them get together.
On the day her husband confessed, Xiuhua was deeply impressed.
It was a sunny afternoon in the mountains, and the air was particularly fresh.
On the small hill behind the dilapidated school building made of yellow mud, emerald green grass was in the mountains, and white clouds like marshmallows were floating in the blue sky.
A few bouquets of morning glory inlaid with purple skirts were wilted in the shadow of a large bluestone, with newly falling raindrops on the petals.
The warm breeze caressed, and the grass swayed green waves, and the rustling sound seemed to be whispering to the flowers.
Two young men sat side by side on the grass next to the bluestone.
The fragrance of the grass is refreshing.
The white shirt on my husband was as dazzling as the sunshine in the sky.
Without sweet words or vows, Ma Tiancheng looked at the broken school building made of mud walls under the hillside and softly spoke about the ideals of life.
He wants the children to go out of the mountains and change their destiny; he wants to do more practical things to let the poor people in the mountains live a good life; he does not want glory and wealth, but hopes that everyone around him can be safe and harmonious.
The overlap of ideals and beliefs made a sweet touch in Xiuhua's heart. So when she heard the saying "Would you like to work hard with me?", she rubbed her trouser legs excitedly with her hands, hid her pretty cheeks that were white and red in the sun into her knees, and nodded shyly.
Although her extremely picky sense of smell stubbornly persuaded her to calm down, she still resolutely chose to accept Ma Tiancheng.
Xiuhua wants love, just like the scenery in this mountain village.
As long as you meet the right person, you will marry him even if it smells bad.What's more, Ma Tiancheng is a normal man, and his body odor is not serious. He insisted on saying that she felt that she had a problem.
Another thing that Xiuhua likes her husband is that he respects him as much as a guest.
It was not until the grand Chinese wedding specially prepared for her by the elders that the couple held hands for the first time.
That day, the bride was wearing a phoenix crown and a red robe, and her hair was covered with fragrant clothes.
The beads and jades in the ceremony hall were shaking, making it very lively, with the men and guests dressed in the same clothes, and the women accompanied them were in a beautiful scenery.
That day, Xiuhua saw her most beautiful appearance.
That day should have been the happiest day since her life.
It's a pity...
Bedroom night.
Xiuhua was also looking forward to a passionate kiss, but she still overestimated her determination, frowned the carefully outlined Que Yue's eyebrows, and suddenly avoided her husband's lips.
Her husband is embarrassed and she is sorry.
...These memories make Xiuhua feel uncomfortable.
Perhaps from then on, my husband felt a grudge.
I always feel that my husband is not doing well, but how can I have a wife like myself?
We have to cover our noses on wedding nights, and we have to sleep in separate beds after the wedding half a month.
It took more than ten years for a man who had a strong self-esteem to do his wife. It is conceivable how uncomfortable he would be like Ma Tiancheng.
And I, where did I get the face to ask him if he had cheated.
if……
Xiuhua suddenly thought that if Tiancheng was waiting for me at home, I would admit my mistake with him.
If he was still angry with me, I wouldn't mind doing anything to make him happy, even if he asked me to lick his smelly and disgusting thing... I would definitely hold it back, I could do it.
Maybe I shouldn't wait for him to mention it. I should take the initiative. In any case, I will be a good wife in the future and never quarrel with him. I will hold him inside and out to satisfy his vanity.
……
It was already early morning when I returned home with all kinds of thoughts.
Looking at the empty room, Xiuhua's expectation was disappointed and sadness came from it.
She fell heavily on the sofa, looked up at the ceiling, and her mouth felt like a dying drunkenness.
Confusion and hesitation re-tort in the body as alcohol raged in the body, and the eyes that had lost their spirit kept gushing out of desolate tears.
...I'm so stupid.
Even though I know Ma Tiancheng, why do I still expect such a person?
After so many years of marriage, every time I quarrel, what I hear most is complaining. No matter whether it is right or wrong, he always complains about this and that. Even if he obviously does something wrong, he will not admit it. He will only show off his disgusting official power and perfunctory.
Think about it carefully, don’t say that he can speak well, he has never lowered his posture to himself, even if he hasn’t...
Yes, I'm sorry for him, and I don't want him to be a living widower either!
I have tried hard, but I really can't overcome it!
I explained to him seriously that night, and he also expressed his willingness to tolerate me, and I am very grateful for this.
For his sake, I followed him and gave in to him in everything, but he became more and more frugal and ignored me less and less.
When did that start to hate him?
Is it at the wedding carefully prepared by his parents that he saw that he was very cold to the poor relatives who came from Majia Village, and then he was particularly enthusiastic about the elders who were officials in his family?
Or did he know that he used the gold of his dowry to curry favor with his boss and asked him, and he said in pain that he wanted to survive in the officialdom, and such a method was inevitable?
He asked me to go to a relative's house for the matter he had transferred. I knew I was in the wrong, and although I was reluctant, I still went for him.
Maybe he never loved me, but just treated me and my family as a tool for his promotion.
I really don’t know how I endured such a hypocritical person for so many years?
He disgusted me with Wang Jinfu. I was still thinking about his good deeds and still want to apologize to him?Who knows what he did on my back? I can't handle it, and I've had a woman outside long ago.
It doesn’t matter what he wants to do, it’s better to live his own way.
But he is easy to find a caring mistress, where can I find a good man whom I like?
...The sadness of dying old age alone surged into my heart, and the helpless reality made Xiuhua even more sad.
If you can’t get divorced, you can’t find your close friend.She was still drunk and went to the cabinet to turn out the red wine, unscrew the bottle cap, and poured it into her throat.
I use alcohol to relieve my sorrows, and I feel sad more sorrowful since ancient times.
What kind of bullshit love, what kind of support each other?It’s better to drink until you are unconscious and be taken away by the man in the bar!
God wants me to hate men, so what do you want me to have this face and two balls of things in front of me and behind me?!
If I could cure that annoying cleanliness, I would rather be the slut who rolled around among men all day!
Hateful, annoying!I can't even cheat!
In an instant, the whole bottle of red wine entered his stomach. Thinking of the sadness, Xiuhua smiled foolishly with the intention of drinking.
Hoho Hehehe
She laughed at herself as a shallow woman, both physically and mentally ill.
After being over thirty years old, he is still like a little girl. He always has unrealistic fantasies about reality. There are still many good men in the world. The only problem is that he can't accept it. He insists on the idea of not being insignificant than being indiscriminate, but he can only be secretly hurt.
As she smiled, she cried again, cried so hard that she pounded her chest, her heartbroken. Her huge body seemed to have become a cunning little girl. She lay on the ground and rolled around without getting her beloved doll.
Sip!With an inexplicable long roar, she was so angry that she threw the wine bottle on the carpet. After a clang, she raised her hand and pounded the sofa again.
Bang!Bang!Bang!
……
Xiuhua had no impression of the later loss of composure. She only remembered that after the noise, her head hurt so much that she lay on the bed in a daze.
In her dream, she also felt dizzy and had an unbearable headache.
...It's so uncomfortable and I want to vomit.
Fortunately, in her dream, she met the perfect lover in her heart.
The breath in the love man's mouth is like the breeze after the summer rain.
He leaned gently in his ears, whispering words of comfort.
The warm lips are like colorful butterflies dancing among the green grass and red flowers, staying on their cheeks from time to time, leaving a hint of itchy warmth.
Xiuhua felt comfortable both physically and mentally.
She really wanted to kiss her lover, but she couldn't turn over in her dream and couldn't help but feel anxious.
She turned her head and looked at it...but this guy was actually a young husband.
Let’s look at the surrounding environment. The blue sky and white clouds and the green grass are all over the place, just like the small hill where my husband confessed to him.
However, this time there was no warm and sweet feeling.
She felt sad and lamentable, and even in her dream, she could not escape the shackles of her husband.
Oh shit!
Xiuhua rarely swears and is very restrained even when quarreling.
When she realized that this was a dream, a not very beautiful spring dream, especially in the dream, she was still fantasizing about reconciliation with her husband, and she couldn't help but say these words in her heart.
Suddenly, she felt an abnormal movement in her body.
...Not a dream?What a Ma Tiancheng?Could it be that he is back?
Xiuhua couldn't tell the difference between her mood at that time, whether she was more surprised or angry.
But she soon realized that touching her own people was not Ma Tiancheng.
The uncontrollable anger suddenly burst into his heart. Xiuhua suddenly turned over and stared at the villain in front of him, and pulled the little hand that was pressed against his waist into his hand.
Xiaoma was stunned for a moment, and her neck trembled hard. Mom... no, no...
After glancing at her son's crotch, her intoxicated eyes were full of anger. She raised her other arm high, stretched her hands straight, and a crisp sound fell on the terrified little face.
You beast!
mom!mom!I was wrong, I was wrong... I was wrong!
Bang!
Neither you nor your dad are good things!
Mom, don’t be angry!Me, I will never dare to do it again!
You dare!?
Sit and fuck!
mom!mom!!Amid the helpless wailing of the pony, his big hands fell like raindrops.
……
Two hours ago.
After a happy night, the foal was sleeping soundly, but was awakened by her mother who was drinking and making trouble in the middle of the night.
He got up and went out, and saw his mother lying in front of the sofa and rolling and pounding the ground, with an empty red wine bottle on the carpet next to him.
After a closer look, my mother was covered in alcohol, covered in fragrance and sweat, her hair was messy on her forehead and cheeks, and her face seemed to be steamed in a pot, as red as if she was Guan Erye.
……mom?What's wrong with you?
He had never seen his mother get drunk like this before.Seeing my mother slumped there like mud, I was very worried.
He thought of the feeling of feeling uncomfortable when he caught a cold two years ago.
That night, my mother sat by the bed, scooped a spoonful of cooked porridge, blew it a few bites, and then poked it hard, like a duck, forcibly stuffed it into her mouth, while chatting endlessly saying that she refused to obediently and put on her clothes.
If my mother lies on the ground like this, she might catch a cold.Although my mother in my memory is great and strong, she seems to have never been sick.
Mom, don't lie on the floor, get up quickly.
Woo...get out, get out!
The son's concern made Xiuhua feel drunk and disliked.
She was already deeply drunk, unable to see who the person in front of her was, and unable to tell where she was now.
Mom... You will really catch a cold like this, and it will be so difficult and uncomfortable if you catch a cold.
Get out...I'll tell you to get out!!!!
Xiaoma patiently advised that Xiuhua only regarded him as a pervert in the bar, whimpering and cursing, waving her weak arms to scratch his face.
Speechlessly, the pony quickly retreated and avoided.Xiuhua couldn't scratch her, and she turned over and retching a few times, and vomited a lot of wine.
She raised her head, with saliva mixed with alcohol hanging on the corner of her mouth, and her drunken eyes that were terriblely red and full of resentment. In a trance, she regarded Xiaoma as his father Ma Tiancheng, raised her empty fingers, pointed at Xiaoma's worried little face staggeringly, and cursed him as a beast.
The well-behaved Xiao Ma couldn't understand what was going on. She only understood from the insults that her mother was in a bad mood.
He was thinking about how to persuade him again, but when he saw the movements on his mother's hands, he was shocked!
AhAhAhAhDon’t Ah Mom!Come here quickly!He immediately bent over, grabbed his mother's arm and dragged it back, don't lie down over Ah!
Xiuhua sat alone in front of the bar, drinking alone, sad and moving.
After all, they are a beautiful beauty with a beautiful country. The unhidden strangeness immediately attracted many malicious men, one by one, just like seeing an oasis in the desert, and seeing the flying insects with lights at night, gathering around the bar one after another.
Some people are unreasonable and ask for the price as soon as they come up; some are too humane and they make her feel disgusted as soon as they get close; some are slutty, some are slick, and some are very thick-skinned, one comes and goes, always sticking to her like a bed bug.
She ignored it, but was very annoyed.
At the door of the bar, a capable man in a silver-gray shirt, straight body, and a Hermès belt tied around his waist slowly walked forward holding a phone while staring at the crowd in the bar hall.
Hello, I'm here.Send the photo to me.
photo?The mysterious woman on the other end of the phone smiled and said: No.You will know when you go in.
... The man's left half of his cheek twitched slightly, looking unhappy.
He did not refute, put down the phone, stood there and looked around, but still had no clue.
He had a gloomy face, ignored the hard performance of the resident singer, and stepped straight toward the inner courtyard connecting the bar hall with the shiny black leather shoes on his feet.
The transparent panoramic window is full of green plants, and various broad leaves are hidden in the thin dry ice mist. When you watch through the window, you feel like you are facing a lush tropical rainforest.
Fr êt Trpicale du Rwanda, this is the origin of the bar name.
The two automatic doors opened, and the sound of insects and water flowed into the face with a wave of heat.
The tropical courtyard is rectangular, with a starry sky ceiling fifteen meters high above, surrounded by a closed surroundings, like a large greenhouse.
The water nets at the bottom of the courtyard are intertwined, and a fully transparent tempered glass plank road winds in the middle. Tropical plants such as Sala trees, deer antler ferns, sausages, brown bamboos, scattered sunflowers, and rofu trees are planted on both sides of the plank road. The branches and leaves of Qiǎnquǎnquǎnquǎn form a beautiful and exotic landscape under the light amber spotlights. There is a hazy white mist floating under the plank road. Walking in it is like walking to a fairyland.
The man had no intention of stopping and enjoying the beautiful scenery of the exotic area. He walked quickly on the misty plank road and headed straight to the bartender rooms at the end of the courtyard, which were much quieter than the hall.
Sure enough, as soon as he stepped into a bartender room, he saw Xiuhua in the corner at the end of the bar.
After a little surprise, the man closed his eyes slightly and showed an intriguing expression on his face.
……
Xiuhua ignored the drinkers who were chatting with him and was still drinking alone.
When she was slightly drunk, she suddenly had a terrible idea and once again recalled the situation she accidentally saw in childhood.
It was in the early 1990s, and she had just remembered that her family still lived in the dormitory building of her father's factory.
There is a beautiful sister who has just given birth to a baby with a long braid on the back of her head. She looks very good when she smiles. She likes it very much and has a very sweet fragrance of locust flowers on her body.
One day she happened to meet, "Sister Huaihua" was actually hiding from her husband, and hiding in the dilapidated factory of the oil press factory with a strange man covered in the smell of wine lees, doing shameful things.
Even though it took many years, Xiuhua still remembered that scene.
Sister Huaihua's eyes were blurred. Her breasts, which should have been holy and fragrant, were held by a greasy big hand that had just been taken from the coal pile.
The milky white round breasts were squeezed left and right by big hands, shaking up and down, and the white milk overflowed the reddish-brown nipples, passing through the man's thick and black fingers, and splashing onto the dusty concrete floor.
Sister Huaihua looked up and panting, as if she was laughing, and as if she was crying. When she grew up, Xiuhua realized that that was called making a trick.
Looking back on the experience of Sister Huaihua later, Xiuhua often feels palpitations.
Many years later, the female family in the factory often used this matter as a topic of conversation after dinner. Some called her a slut, and some had deep sympathy for her.
Some people think that even if her husband is wrong, she shouldn't cheat. Some people say that she met someone wrong, which led to the tragedy that followed.
Xiuhua thinks what they said makes sense.When she was a girl, Xiuhua often warned herself that she should restrain herself and regain her etiquette and should be careful to choose her partner in her future life.
Her ideal is to experience many beautiful encounters, to know and fall in love with an unparalleled, gentle and upright man, and then to support each other in the long life, never betray each other.
Once upon a time, she thought that man was her husband.
I will never let you down, I will never let you down, the ideal love is beautiful, but the reality is heartbreaking.
When she was wandering, she had the terrible idea of putting herself into practice. Since you slandered me for having an adulterer, I'll find one...
This thought flashed by, she could only shake her head with a bitter smile, hold up her goblet with her jade hand, and tilt her head and drink it all.
Even if she cheated, she couldn't do it.
She couldn't imagine that she was being trashed by the disgusting thing of a man.
Disgusting husband, disgusting wedding night.
Now, she felt that everything about her husband was disgusting, including the little thing that came out of her belly back then.
Her mood became more and more upset until she saw a middle-aged man appearing in a bar and caringly drove away the flies around her for her.
The man was about in his early thirties, over 185 years old, and his body shape and temperament were very similar to her husband Xiuhua, who had not gained weight before, admitted that her husband back then was excellent at least in terms of appearance.
She couldn't help but turn her head to observe the man next door's strong side face as if he was cutting a knife and axe.
The man's eyes are very clean and he can't tell that he has any desires. The key is...
Xiuhua followed the direction of the man's seat and raised his high nose a few times. She unexpectedly found that she didn't hate it, and even liked the smell on him.
The man also turned around and smiled implicitly and politely. Xiuhua immediately raised her glass to greet him and expressed her gratitude.
Following the flow, the two of them started chatting slowly.
The conversation was unexpectedly speculative, and before I knew it, the two chatted for a long time.
Only then did Xiuhua notice that the light background music in the bar happened to be "Fly Me T The Mn", a soothing waltz tune that she loved when she was in school.
My mood gradually relaxed, my red lips gently pressed against the crystal cup, and I slapped my head and drank it all. The slender Lanxin knocked on the bartender with her jade hand, and she greeted the bartender and ordered the next glass of ‘Sex On The Beach’.
Like many kind and simple women, Xiuhua most wants the feeling of knowing each other, or it can be called a tacit understanding of the soul.
After more than ten years of marriage, school work, taking care of her parents-in-law, raising her son, food, clothing, housing and transportation and other trivial matters took up most of her time. She had to deal with her husband's annoying interpersonal relationships. She never complained because that was the true meaning of life and marriage.
The man in front of her gave her a feeling that she would meet too late. It was different from her best friend and only belonged to the opposite sex. So she thought of another possibility: youth is fleeting, youth is short, and the word cheating is very bad. At least it should not be a derogatory term for herself. I am correcting the mistakes in life, fundamentally pursuing happiness, and should not simply take revenge on anyone.
Yes, Ma Tiancheng.
The world is so big, there will always be a good man who is tens of millions of times stronger than you.
Even if time cannot go back, if God can give you a chance, Xiuhua is sure that the four-year-old girl would have left quietly and would never reveal the secret of Sister Huaihua.
With expectations for a better life in the future, Xiuhua began to expect the stranger beside her to pass her own test and look forward to experiencing the warmth that her husband had never had before.
She kept drinking while meeting her confidant and taking revenge on her husband, without realizing that she had fallen into a despicable trap for hunting for beauty.
The man was obviously a veteran. Taking advantage of the moment when Xiuhua lowered her head and laughed drunk, she waved her arm seemed to be casually above her wine glass and threw down the pills sandwiched between her fingers.
His technique was extremely skillful and swift. The moment Xiuhua raised his head, the pills had turned into finely rising air beads, completely blending into the light yellow carbonated bubbles in the wine glass.
By late at night, Xiuhua was already drunk and nodded when she heard the man going to take her home.
She followed the man and walked out of the bar. Without asking the destination, the man directly led her into a strange vehicle. She seemed to have lost her mind. Her cheeks were dizzy and flushed, her eyes were as if she was silky. Without thinking, she got into the open car door.
Fortunately, her sensitive sense of smell saved her this time.
The drunken nose swayed twice, and Xiuhua smelled exactly the same as a man in the car, and was much stronger, mixed with the pungent smell of some inferior perfume.
She felt deeply uncomfortable and a hint of awakeness emerged in her mind.
She was weak and weak. She collapsed on the leather chair in the back row and asked a few questions vigilantly before the car started. The man's excuse immediately made her realize the danger.
Xiuhua began to wonder whether the man's body and in the car would be sprayed with special perfume that could make women lose their minds?
The bridge of her high nose continued to shine. She carefully identified the smell in the car, and at the same time felt her brain and her body was extremely hot. She immediately forced herself to look at the man in the driving position ahead with a vigilant look on her face.
The lewd eyes in the rearview mirror did not escape the intoxicated eyes this time.
The mood of being deceived and played with was instantly bursting out. Xiuhua could no longer stop the disgust from inside to outside. She struggled to lift her loose and weak arm, pushed open the car door with all her might, and staggered to the ground.
The man said in surprise and immediately got out of the car, constantly making sweet words and pretending to be gentle, trying to trick her into the car again.
No need to worry, I can leave myself!Xiuhua waved her arm and blocked the man in front of her.
The man who wanted to do something wrong continued to entangle. Xiuhua was exhausted all over and was stunned and shouted loudly., and with all his strength, he swung the small bag in his hand and smashed it on the man's face!
roll!roll!!
She lay on the ground and hissed, like a crazy lion!
The roar attracted the security staff in the bar. When the man saw that he had lost the opportunity, he covered his head and cursed and retreated.
……
After more than ten minutes.
The man drove out a few blocks, stopped to the side of the road, and answered the phone that had been shaking.
Hello!
A woman's whispered voice came from the phone: What are you talking about?There is no woman you can't take?Um?
... The man was speechless.
Why don’t you talk anymore?...I'll ask you!What if she calls the police!
snort.The man sneered, "So what if you call the police, I didn't do anything."
You gave her medicine!
You know that medicine can't be found.And I have seen the location in the bar, but the surveillance camera cannot take a look.
I'll ask you what if I find it out!
The man gritted his teeth and rubbed his jaw on his side face, ...I said, it was impossible to find out the medicine.I also know the rules when I find out that I am and will not give you up!
Useless stuff!The woman snorted coldly and hung up the phone.
Hold!The man cursed angrily and smashed his hand to open his phone.
After a few crackling sounds, he raised his hand and pounded the steering wheel a few times, turned his head to look out the window, and gasped with glaring eyes and teeth.
……
The highway in the middle of the night is like a light path in the Milky Way, which looks quiet and mysterious, deep and distant.
Earlier, the responsible security guards protected Xiuhua back to their car and called the designated driver for her as she asked.
At this moment, Xiuhua was sitting quietly in the car, leaning against the window, looking at the lights flowing outside the window with her sad drunk eyes, and cursing herself for so many times.
The person I look forward to is a humble gentleman and a real man. He usually keeps a good boundary and will come to his side to drink when he needs it. But that guy just now is a stinky thing worse than a pig or a dog.
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and Xiuhua's wounded heart became even more painful.
It’s still because I have bad character, no wonder I can only attract flies.
At this moment, she thought of her husband.
I met my husband during the summer vacation of my junior year.
That year, she was eighteen years old and taught in a remote mountain village.The twenty-eight-year-old Ma Tiancheng also happened to perform his duties in that village.
Xiuhua still remembers the misunderstandings of her classmates and friends, saying that she looks like a piece of ice that is shining cold and a piece of iron with spikes.
She is hard to explain.
The cold side is simply because of the olfactory obsession with cleanliness, especially the men around you.
Deep down, she thought she was no different from other girls and was looking forward to beautiful love.
Back then, in the small mountain village with no roads, no electrical appliances, and even brick houses were rare, everything was very primitive, but in the beautiful scenery, Xiuhua's first impression of her future husband and the tall and thin young town cadre was very good.
Before gaining weight, Ma Tiancheng had a good appearance, knowledge and ability, and was able to be both physically and had a melancholy temperament.
Two cold young people were attracted to each other, and others were trying to match them intentionally or unintentionally, and finally helped them get together.
On the day her husband confessed, Xiuhua was deeply impressed.
It was a sunny afternoon in the mountains, and the air was particularly fresh.
On the small hill behind the dilapidated school building made of yellow mud, emerald green grass was in the mountains, and white clouds like marshmallows were floating in the blue sky.
A few bouquets of morning glory inlaid with purple skirts were wilted in the shadow of a large bluestone, with newly falling raindrops on the petals.
The warm breeze caressed, and the grass swayed green waves, and the rustling sound seemed to be whispering to the flowers.
Two young men sat side by side on the grass next to the bluestone.
The fragrance of the grass is refreshing.
The white shirt on my husband was as dazzling as the sunshine in the sky.
Without sweet words or vows, Ma Tiancheng looked at the broken school building made of mud walls under the hillside and softly spoke about the ideals of life.
He wants the children to go out of the mountains and change their destiny; he wants to do more practical things to let the poor people in the mountains live a good life; he does not want glory and wealth, but hopes that everyone around him can be safe and harmonious.
The overlap of ideals and beliefs made a sweet touch in Xiuhua's heart. So when she heard the saying "Would you like to work hard with me?", she rubbed her trouser legs excitedly with her hands, hid her pretty cheeks that were white and red in the sun into her knees, and nodded shyly.
Although her extremely picky sense of smell stubbornly persuaded her to calm down, she still resolutely chose to accept Ma Tiancheng.
Xiuhua wants love, just like the scenery in this mountain village.
As long as you meet the right person, you will marry him even if it smells bad.What's more, Ma Tiancheng is a normal man, and his body odor is not serious. He insisted on saying that she felt that she had a problem.
Another thing that Xiuhua likes her husband is that he respects him as much as a guest.
It was not until the grand Chinese wedding specially prepared for her by the elders that the couple held hands for the first time.
That day, the bride was wearing a phoenix crown and a red robe, and her hair was covered with fragrant clothes.
The beads and jades in the ceremony hall were shaking, making it very lively, with the men and guests dressed in the same clothes, and the women accompanied them were in a beautiful scenery.
That day, Xiuhua saw her most beautiful appearance.
That day should have been the happiest day since her life.
It's a pity...
Bedroom night.
Xiuhua was also looking forward to a passionate kiss, but she still overestimated her determination, frowned the carefully outlined Que Yue's eyebrows, and suddenly avoided her husband's lips.
Her husband is embarrassed and she is sorry.
...These memories make Xiuhua feel uncomfortable.
Perhaps from then on, my husband felt a grudge.
I always feel that my husband is not doing well, but how can I have a wife like myself?
We have to cover our noses on wedding nights, and we have to sleep in separate beds after the wedding half a month.
It took more than ten years for a man who had a strong self-esteem to do his wife. It is conceivable how uncomfortable he would be like Ma Tiancheng.
And I, where did I get the face to ask him if he had cheated.
if……
Xiuhua suddenly thought that if Tiancheng was waiting for me at home, I would admit my mistake with him.
If he was still angry with me, I wouldn't mind doing anything to make him happy, even if he asked me to lick his smelly and disgusting thing... I would definitely hold it back, I could do it.
Maybe I shouldn't wait for him to mention it. I should take the initiative. In any case, I will be a good wife in the future and never quarrel with him. I will hold him inside and out to satisfy his vanity.
……
It was already early morning when I returned home with all kinds of thoughts.
Looking at the empty room, Xiuhua's expectation was disappointed and sadness came from it.
She fell heavily on the sofa, looked up at the ceiling, and her mouth felt like a dying drunkenness.
Confusion and hesitation re-tort in the body as alcohol raged in the body, and the eyes that had lost their spirit kept gushing out of desolate tears.
...I'm so stupid.
Even though I know Ma Tiancheng, why do I still expect such a person?
After so many years of marriage, every time I quarrel, what I hear most is complaining. No matter whether it is right or wrong, he always complains about this and that. Even if he obviously does something wrong, he will not admit it. He will only show off his disgusting official power and perfunctory.
Think about it carefully, don’t say that he can speak well, he has never lowered his posture to himself, even if he hasn’t...
Yes, I'm sorry for him, and I don't want him to be a living widower either!
I have tried hard, but I really can't overcome it!
I explained to him seriously that night, and he also expressed his willingness to tolerate me, and I am very grateful for this.
For his sake, I followed him and gave in to him in everything, but he became more and more frugal and ignored me less and less.
When did that start to hate him?
Is it at the wedding carefully prepared by his parents that he saw that he was very cold to the poor relatives who came from Majia Village, and then he was particularly enthusiastic about the elders who were officials in his family?
Or did he know that he used the gold of his dowry to curry favor with his boss and asked him, and he said in pain that he wanted to survive in the officialdom, and such a method was inevitable?
He asked me to go to a relative's house for the matter he had transferred. I knew I was in the wrong, and although I was reluctant, I still went for him.
Maybe he never loved me, but just treated me and my family as a tool for his promotion.
I really don’t know how I endured such a hypocritical person for so many years?
He disgusted me with Wang Jinfu. I was still thinking about his good deeds and still want to apologize to him?Who knows what he did on my back? I can't handle it, and I've had a woman outside long ago.
It doesn’t matter what he wants to do, it’s better to live his own way.
But he is easy to find a caring mistress, where can I find a good man whom I like?
...The sadness of dying old age alone surged into my heart, and the helpless reality made Xiuhua even more sad.
If you can’t get divorced, you can’t find your close friend.She was still drunk and went to the cabinet to turn out the red wine, unscrew the bottle cap, and poured it into her throat.
I use alcohol to relieve my sorrows, and I feel sad more sorrowful since ancient times.
What kind of bullshit love, what kind of support each other?It’s better to drink until you are unconscious and be taken away by the man in the bar!
God wants me to hate men, so what do you want me to have this face and two balls of things in front of me and behind me?!
If I could cure that annoying cleanliness, I would rather be the slut who rolled around among men all day!
Hateful, annoying!I can't even cheat!
In an instant, the whole bottle of red wine entered his stomach. Thinking of the sadness, Xiuhua smiled foolishly with the intention of drinking.
Hoho Hehehe
She laughed at herself as a shallow woman, both physically and mentally ill.
After being over thirty years old, he is still like a little girl. He always has unrealistic fantasies about reality. There are still many good men in the world. The only problem is that he can't accept it. He insists on the idea of not being insignificant than being indiscriminate, but he can only be secretly hurt.
As she smiled, she cried again, cried so hard that she pounded her chest, her heartbroken. Her huge body seemed to have become a cunning little girl. She lay on the ground and rolled around without getting her beloved doll.
Sip!With an inexplicable long roar, she was so angry that she threw the wine bottle on the carpet. After a clang, she raised her hand and pounded the sofa again.
Bang!Bang!Bang!
……
Xiuhua had no impression of the later loss of composure. She only remembered that after the noise, her head hurt so much that she lay on the bed in a daze.
In her dream, she also felt dizzy and had an unbearable headache.
...It's so uncomfortable and I want to vomit.
Fortunately, in her dream, she met the perfect lover in her heart.
The breath in the love man's mouth is like the breeze after the summer rain.
He leaned gently in his ears, whispering words of comfort.
The warm lips are like colorful butterflies dancing among the green grass and red flowers, staying on their cheeks from time to time, leaving a hint of itchy warmth.
Xiuhua felt comfortable both physically and mentally.
She really wanted to kiss her lover, but she couldn't turn over in her dream and couldn't help but feel anxious.
She turned her head and looked at it...but this guy was actually a young husband.
Let’s look at the surrounding environment. The blue sky and white clouds and the green grass are all over the place, just like the small hill where my husband confessed to him.
However, this time there was no warm and sweet feeling.
She felt sad and lamentable, and even in her dream, she could not escape the shackles of her husband.
Oh shit!
Xiuhua rarely swears and is very restrained even when quarreling.
When she realized that this was a dream, a not very beautiful spring dream, especially in the dream, she was still fantasizing about reconciliation with her husband, and she couldn't help but say these words in her heart.
Suddenly, she felt an abnormal movement in her body.
...Not a dream?What a Ma Tiancheng?Could it be that he is back?
Xiuhua couldn't tell the difference between her mood at that time, whether she was more surprised or angry.
But she soon realized that touching her own people was not Ma Tiancheng.
The uncontrollable anger suddenly burst into his heart. Xiuhua suddenly turned over and stared at the villain in front of him, and pulled the little hand that was pressed against his waist into his hand.
Xiaoma was stunned for a moment, and her neck trembled hard. Mom... no, no...
After glancing at her son's crotch, her intoxicated eyes were full of anger. She raised her other arm high, stretched her hands straight, and a crisp sound fell on the terrified little face.
You beast!
mom!mom!I was wrong, I was wrong... I was wrong!
Bang!
Neither you nor your dad are good things!
Mom, don’t be angry!Me, I will never dare to do it again!
You dare!?
Sit and fuck!
mom!mom!!Amid the helpless wailing of the pony, his big hands fell like raindrops.
……
Two hours ago.
After a happy night, the foal was sleeping soundly, but was awakened by her mother who was drinking and making trouble in the middle of the night.
He got up and went out, and saw his mother lying in front of the sofa and rolling and pounding the ground, with an empty red wine bottle on the carpet next to him.
After a closer look, my mother was covered in alcohol, covered in fragrance and sweat, her hair was messy on her forehead and cheeks, and her face seemed to be steamed in a pot, as red as if she was Guan Erye.
……mom?What's wrong with you?
He had never seen his mother get drunk like this before.Seeing my mother slumped there like mud, I was very worried.
He thought of the feeling of feeling uncomfortable when he caught a cold two years ago.
That night, my mother sat by the bed, scooped a spoonful of cooked porridge, blew it a few bites, and then poked it hard, like a duck, forcibly stuffed it into her mouth, while chatting endlessly saying that she refused to obediently and put on her clothes.
If my mother lies on the ground like this, she might catch a cold.Although my mother in my memory is great and strong, she seems to have never been sick.
Mom, don't lie on the floor, get up quickly.
Woo...get out, get out!
The son's concern made Xiuhua feel drunk and disliked.
She was already deeply drunk, unable to see who the person in front of her was, and unable to tell where she was now.
Mom... You will really catch a cold like this, and it will be so difficult and uncomfortable if you catch a cold.
Get out...I'll tell you to get out!!!!
Xiaoma patiently advised that Xiuhua only regarded him as a pervert in the bar, whimpering and cursing, waving her weak arms to scratch his face.
Speechlessly, the pony quickly retreated and avoided.Xiuhua couldn't scratch her, and she turned over and retching a few times, and vomited a lot of wine.
She raised her head, with saliva mixed with alcohol hanging on the corner of her mouth, and her drunken eyes that were terriblely red and full of resentment. In a trance, she regarded Xiaoma as his father Ma Tiancheng, raised her empty fingers, pointed at Xiaoma's worried little face staggeringly, and cursed him as a beast.
The well-behaved Xiao Ma couldn't understand what was going on. She only understood from the insults that her mother was in a bad mood.
He was thinking about how to persuade him again, but when he saw the movements on his mother's hands, he was shocked!
AhAhAhAhDon’t Ah Mom!Come here quickly!He immediately bent over, grabbed his mother's arm and dragged it back, don't lie down over Ah!