Chapter 198

Until the next day, I didn't sleep for almost the whole night.

The phone was charging as it was approaching the morning, but I didn't turn it on.

I couldn’t sleep all night. In the past, I couldn’t sleep all night because of overtime work.

I looked at the misty sky, turned on my computer, then printed a piece of paper with text, put it in the drawer, picked up my phone and walked out of the office, while my colleagues were not at work.

But when I just walked out of the door, I saw a car waiting at the door of the research institute, which was Li Xinyao's car.

Because the car has a black crystal sun film, I can't see it inside.

Click... As the door of the back seat opened, I saw Li Tianping, and he sat in the back seat.

I have been waiting for you for a long time, so I haven't had breakfast yet, let's go for breakfast together... Li Tianping said to me, he looked a little haggard at this time, and maybe he didn't have a good rest this night.

After thinking for a while, I got into the car and some things need to be broken with Li Tianping.

It was only after I got into the car that I realized that Li Xinyao was driving, and there was another person and a woman sitting in the passenger seat at this time.

Go to my house, have some breakfast, and talk at the same time... Li Xinyao started the car and said, while Miaomiao kept sitting in front of me. At this time, she lowered her head and didn't say anything, just playing with her nails, and she could hear the sound of her nails pulling.

I nodded and didn't say anything. At this time, I felt very tired and almost didn't sleep all night.

I made an appointment today, going to the villa to pack my things in the morning, and going through the divorce procedures with Miaomiao in the afternoon.

But that's good. After all, after the incident was exposed, Miaomiao and I hadn't talked sincerely and frankly once, just think this is the last time.

The breakfast was ready, soon... After the car drove into Li Xinyao's yard, Li Xinyao said to us, and then began to prepare breakfast.

I'm not hungry, you can eat... After walking into Li Xinyao's yard, I said to Li Xinyao, when I entered Li Xinyao's villa, I didn't see the shadow of the wolf boy, maybe I was resting yet.

I'm not hungry either... Miaomiao also said to Li Xinyao at this time, her voice was tired and gentle. Looking at her, she seemed to have not slept all night.

Eat a little bit, even if it's a bite... Li Xinyao began to take out breakfast and milk from the refrigerator and said.

Should I talk here or find a separate room to talk... I sat directly on the sofa at Li Xinyao's house and said to Miaomiao. Hearing my words, the huge living room fell into silence.

Miaomiao was bare-faced at this time. After looking up at me, she lowered her head sadly, looking a little at a loss.

Let's be here... Li Xinyao said first at this time, and brought four sandwiches at the same time and Li Tianping walked over with milk tremblingly.

OK... Actually, there is nothing to talk about.I left the house with nothing, and everything was pre-marital property.I will only take away my personal belongings, and I will not move the rest... At this time, I said to Miaomiao in front of me, Li Xinyao and Miaomiao were sitting together, and Li Tianping and I were sitting together.

After hearing my words, Miaomiao's body trembled, her eyes were straight at me, and then there was a light of tears. Finally, she lowered her head and kept wiping her tears.

Chen Nan...does he have to reach this point?Li Xinyao quickly supported Miaomiao and comforted her, and said to me at this time, with no anger or sternness in his tone, only a trace of helplessness and hard work.

It's Ah, there's really no need to do this. You're angry. In my impression, you're not such an impulsive person... Li Tianping wasn't as arrogant as before, but said cautiously.

It's Ah. If it were me in the past, I could have continued to maintain my marriage with Miaomiao in a hypocritical way.Even if it is just an open marriage, it is like living a life with you.She does what she wants to do, and I do what she wants to do, and I don’t interfere with each other, why not do it?

I smiled and said with a hint of self-deprecating.

After hearing what I said, Li Xinyao and Li Tianping looked at each other, then nodded.

But later I found out that it was not the real me. Maybe I had already gotten married to Miaomiao, so I didn’t know how to cherish it.But now... I might be really understanding myself, but it's just that it's too late.

I didn't say too much, I spoke a little more concisely, because every second I faced with Miaomiao now, I was full of entanglement and pain.

What's the point of your decision like this?What's more you will only lose, why bother?Li Xinyao said helplessly at this time.

I just want to follow my heart now...

I shook my head with a wry smile. At this time, Miaomiao wiped away her tears and looked up at me.

Can you give up on the child in your belly?I looked at Miaomiao and said to her. At this moment, I still treated her with a smile and treated her gently as before.

After hearing what I said, Miaomiao's body stiffened a little, and then her eyes were a little free.

You can't give up, but it's not your fault either. Who can't let me give you a child?You have the right to be a mother, so I don't blame your choice.Instead of watching each other in pain, it is better to let go of each other and let each other be free.Maybe you can't explain to your mother after I leave.But this may be accomplished by a lie. Today you can pick up the old man first. I just took away my personal belongings. There will not be many things, so the old man will not find any flaws.One or two hours should be enough, just finish the procedures in the afternoon...

I continued to speak at this time, but Miaomiao still said nothing. She looked at me biting her lower lip. Now facing me, she didn't say too much.

Chen Nan, you have already got what you want, and you have to give up and gain. If you want to get what you want, you have to give up something.Do you really get what you want and abandon Miaomiao?

At this time, Li Xinyao saw that I was not in the air and said with some questioning. Li Tianping sighed beside him, and Miaomiao leaned against Li Xinyao's arms and lost all his strength.

She was pregnant, and she didn't have a good rest last night and didn't have breakfast, so she couldn't bear it anymore and her face was pale at this time.

What did I get?Wolf Child's Research Report?Here, I haven't posted it...

I took a deep breath, then took out the report and USB flash drive from my shoulder bag, and then placed it on the coffee table.

Also, I got the position of Li Tianping, but I had printed the resignation report before I came, right in the drawer.When it's time to go to work, I will hand over the resignation report to the director... I continued to talk to Li Xinyao. At this time, Li Xinyao and Li Tianping looked at each other, and Miaomiao started crying again, leaning on Li Xinyao.

My two decisions caught them off guard.

Admittedly, I made a lot of wrong decisions, but I have paid the price now and paid for my wrong actions.I don’t want everything anymore. I’m not coercing you anything. This is a decision I’ve made.It will not be changing, and you also understand my temper.To be honest, I regret it, but so what?The mistake is not on Miaomiao alone, I should say that my mistakes are more.Miaomiao is a woman with seven emotions and six desires, but I... cannot be worthy of her at all.Whether in family, I am not as rich as hers.In career, my salary is not as good as hers.Emotionally, I am not as rich as her.Children, I can't give it to her.In fact, when I am with me, she should be the one who owe the most.

I will not harm her, I will not blame her, and I will only bless her in the future.Now you can be a mother and have emotional and physical companionship. This is the life I should give you.It's like the sand in your hand. Since you can't hold it anymore, it's better to lift it.Since I can't give you what you want, it's better to let you go, right?

I said to Miaomiao at this moment, and said with a smile. I held back my tears. At this moment, I seemed to have a trace of relief. I put down all the things I cared about before. Is this extraordinary?

I don't hate you, I don't hate others, I only hate myself, I used to be obsessed with it.If time could never come once, I would not have made so many wrong decisions.

I packed up my bag, and Li Tianping and Li Xinyao also dissuaded me, but I resolved them one by one, and there was no room for anything at all.

Yaoyao, help me find a reason to pick up my mother... An hour later, Miaomiao wiped away her tears and then said to Li Xinyao, and she also smiled at this time.

Li Tianping and Li Xinyao looked at each other, then nodded weakly.