Chapter 15 Shackles

He spoke for the third time: You... are not him.

My girlfriend didn't know how to tell him, so she said: OK, then tell me what kind of person is Dianfeng?

He seemed helpless when asked, but he couldn't ignore it completely, so he could only say: It's more annoying than you.

When my girlfriend heard this, she laughed and said: Then I will tell him to ignore you, just stay with me more.

Liuyun frowned and seemed to want to object, but after thinking for a while, he didn't speak.

My girlfriend seemed to feel the unfriendly gaze next to her. After a quick look, several girls around her stared at her, as if she was very dissatisfied with her behavior.

My girlfriend laughed in her heart, even if she could be jealous, she really didn't expect that, but she also liked to play a little, but instead wanted to deliberately stimulate him.

She leaned quietly against Liuyun's ear and said: Your admirers seem to hate me very much, they are obviously innocent.

After saying that, he continued to secretly observe the reactions around him.

Liuyun's body first moved a little to the side, as if she couldn't get used to her girlfriend's approaching, and then said: It has nothing to do with me...

My girlfriend raised her mouth and said: It's really not fun.

At this time, the class just started, so she continued to concentrate on the class.

At noon, I went to the student restaurant for dinner with my girlfriend. Of course, there were many people at noon. My girlfriend, who was ate some tofu, wouldn't mention it.

I asked how the class was just right, and my girlfriend said: Well... it's not bad, the teacher taught it very well.Oh, by the way, I also encountered Liuyun.

I raised my eyebrows and said: I guess he should ignore you.

My girlfriend smiled and said: You guessed it wrong, and he told me that he felt you were annoyed, so why don’t you spend more time with me and Lianlian in the future!

I frowned and said: This is not very similar to him. Are you always bothering him?

My girlfriend stuck out her tongue and said: You can guess this.

Then I told you about the process that just happened.

After listening to it, I laughed and said: I also know that I am a little bitch sometimes, but it is really abnormal for him to do so. If he hadn't agreed, I would have wanted to take him to see a psychologist.

After hearing this, my girlfriend showed a cute puzzled expression and said: Strange, I think you are quite normal!

I was stunned for a moment and said: I am normal, it’s not that I want to see a doctor.

She explained: I mean you are quite normal, but why are your friends stranger than each other? Nuomi talks so much that it is unbearable, while Liuyun is just the opposite.

I thought about it for a while and couldn't seem to refute it, so I had to say: Yes, I also think the girlfriend I have is not normal.

She said coquettishly: What do you mean!

I quickly said: Because you are so beautiful, of course it is not normal.

She looked at me with her soft eyes and said: You can speak.

After dinner, we went to the library to find a sofa to rest. My girlfriend put her little head on my shoulder and said: If I didn’t suggest that Lianlian be with you, what would you do?

I knew this problem should not be careless, so I thought about it carefully and said: No matter what, I will not give up on you. If Xiaolian wants to move out, I will stop it and feel very sorry for her. But according to her personality, I guess it was she who moved out, and then I gradually drifted away from her, but I can't say what happened now...

My girlfriend raised her head and looked at me deeply, and said: I was afraid when I thought about it later, but fortunately the end result was good.

I smiled and said: What are you afraid of?It was me who hid after she moved out, and she would still be with you often!

My girlfriend shook her head and said: But I feel that I owe her, and she may have a grudge in her heart. In short, it is difficult to be as good as before.

I smiled badly and said: If she really moved out, then I can be with you all day.In the past, every time I looked for you in high school, I had to find a way to save Xiaolian, but now it is a bit funny to think about it.

My girlfriend twisted me and said: No, no, since you are with her now, you should be fair. You are not allowed to say the words just now, and you cannot think so.

I thought about it for a while and said sincerely: Well... it's because I'm not good, I actually owe her a lot.

My girlfriend snorted and said: Just know.

I asked with some laughter and cry: Why do you feel that she is more important than me?

My girlfriend smiled playfully, her eyes bent into a crescent shape and said: Yes, if you don’t want me one day, I will be with Lianlian.

I hugged her slender waist and said: That day you may have to wait until the next life!Well, it's not right, it's for the next life.Oh...it's better for the next life.

My girlfriend pouted and said: But I read the book and said that men will say one thing and do one thing.

I looked at her tender cherry mouth, and my heart moved. I quickly kissed my girlfriend and said: Which one do you want to do?Is this the case?

I quietly reached into her clothes, touched the delicate skin and said: Xiaowei, you have changed color, and you actually do it in the library...

She whispered: Don't...This is...the library.

My little hands slightly pushed my chest, so I had to stop first.

My girlfriend beat me with her tender white little hands and said: You bad guy will only bully me.

Then he glanced at me and whispered in her soft voice: If you want, I'll be there for you today...

I instantly felt blood rushing to my head, and then said: Unfortunately, I have something to do today, there is nothing I can do.

My girlfriend asked curiously: What's wrong with you, why don't I know?

I said: I only thought of it in the morning. Today is Liuyun’s birthday. I want to go out for a walk with him.

My girlfriend bit her lower lip and said: Is he that important?

I smiled bitterly and said: You don’t understand, but I don’t understand it myself.

My girlfriend looked at me deeply and said: Then I want to go too.

I thought about it and said: Not very good, I might have to go to the bar with him today, and you have a choir practice today, right?

My girlfriend wrinkled her cute nose and said: It’s a branch chorus practice.Well, then you are not allowed to mess with the flowers, otherwise I will tell Lianlian.

I smiled bitterly and said: How dare I... I have you.

My girlfriend gave me a look that you know.

When I found Liuyun in the afternoon, he was actually lying on the grass and looking at the sky.

In the evening, I finally dragged Liuyun out. He looked up and found it was a bar. He turned around immediately. I could only hold him back and said: If you leave, we will break up with each other!

He frowned, as if thinking about which side is more important, and finally walked in slowly.

I knew I had a bad alcohol tolerance, so I ordered two glasses of rye beer, which was less likely to get drunk.

I pushed a cup in front of him. He was still the same temperament that was independent of the world, even in this noisy environment, or, in other words, it was even more obvious.

He picked it up and took a sip, raised his eyebrows, and put it back. Although he didn't say anything, I knew what he meant was that I had already drunk it, so that's it!

I said at this moment: No, I must finish drinking.

He had to pick it up and take a small sip... and drink it as he did. We probably have to drink it until tomorrow morning, but I can't force him.

His black clothes, handsome face and special temperament made some bold girls come up to pick him up, but he was still quiet, drinking sips at a time, ignoring the intention of paying attention.

I was secretly funny on the side, it was so pity that I kicked the iron plate.

But this is the time for me to play!

Just when one of the mature and sexy ladies was disappointed to leave, I stopped her: My friend is rather shy, he just dared not say it out.

I saw his brows frowned again, but at this time the woman had already beaten the snake and said with a stick: It doesn't matter, sister, I like this kind of brother the most.

Liuyun turned his head and said to me: You... are troublesome.

I felt that he was a little angry, so I had to touch his nose and say to the woman: Sorry, it seems that he doesn't have this interest today.

Just after the lady left, I felt a little angry and said: What's the problem with you?Yes, I'm a chubby, I want to say your birthday, I'm really... Forget it, let's go!

He said in pain: You... don't understand.

After more than two years, I heard these three words again, and I curled my lips and said: Only those who say nothing can understand.

At this time, he slowly said: Today is my...birthday, and also her death day.

I quickly pricked up my ears: Her?Men's and women's?Who is it?

He seemed to fall into memories and said: When I was a child, I was often bullied... Although she was a girl, she was always in front of me. When I grew up... I couldn't... protect her.

I let out a sigh of relief. I always knew that there was someone in his heart. Although I didn’t know who it was, it was a good thing that he was finally willing to say it out today.

This is really the most talked about since I met him. It seems that the hypnosis of the environment and alcohol should not be underestimated.

He continued: I watched her die with my own eyes, but I was powerless.I have been... I didn't like to talk since I was a child. I only did it in front of her... but it was too late... it was too late.

I didn't want to interrupt him, and listened quietly to him: My name is...Liuyun, but I... can't keep the clouds. Why?I ask you...why?

This is the first time I saw him so excited, his low voice was a little hoarse, but I didn't know what to say at this time. In addition, at least I now know that there is a word cloud in the girl's name, but he continued: She once... told me that boys... must be strong and cannot cry... so I have to hold it... I have to endure it until now...

I was secretly shocked when I heard this. Could it be that this guy said that after the girl passed away, he endured it for several years and didn't cry?

No, with his personality, it might be true.

At this moment, he slowly shed two lines of tears and said: I'm tired, I'm really tired, I can't bear it anymore, can you... forgive me?

I couldn't help but yell at him: Are you an idiot?Her meaning should be that when you were a child, you were bullied, you were told to be strong. How could you be like you? You are really crazy!

He said bitterly: Do you think I really don’t know?I don’t want to forget her, I can only... think about what she said, what she did..., but I found that no matter how I do it, her shadow is getting weaker and weaker.I was so scared, I was afraid... one day I woke up and I couldn't remember... what she looked like, even her voice.I can only do this...force myself, otherwise you can tell me, what should I do?

After listening to it, I was silent. I had never encountered anything like that, and I was not qualified to say that, but I just thought about what if...

When I encountered such a thing, my heart felt like it was getting stuck and I didn’t dare to think about it anymore.

I whispered: Sorry, I don't know you are...

He wiped away the tears silently, and then continued to drink the wine sips, and I also drank with him...

I had forgotten how we left the bar that day, and only remembered what he said and the tears he shed.

The next day, when I met him again, he had some changes that I couldn't say, and seemed to be slightly relieved from the shackles. He looked at me and said: Thank you.

I put it on his shoulder and said: If you are so bored in your heart, you are not afraid of getting sick.

He said lightly: Are you sick... Maybe...

I looked at him and said: Do you plan to have a girlfriend?With so many people chasing you, you can always find someone you like, right?

He looked into the distance and said: I... don't want to.

Forget it, the boat will naturally straighten when it reaches the bridge, so it is not my turn to worry about this kind of thing.

Later I told Xiaowei and Xiaolian about this. Xiaowei kept crying when she heard it, and Xiaolian's eyes were red.Xiaowei wiped her tears and said: He is so pity.

Xiaolian nodded from the side, and I sighed and said: There is no way, now I can only wait. When the time passes, he may think it out. After all, the dead are gone, and the coming can be pursued.

Xiaowei looked at me with tears in her eyes and said: If I were... Feng, would you do this too?

I said a little angry: What is your little head thinking?What does it mean to you do the same? You are not allowed to make such assumptions!Xiaolian, do you think so?

I'll find an allies quickly.

Xiaolian said slowly at this time: Actually, I want to ask too.

I held my forehead and said: You guys... well... I really gave me some headaches...

Xiaolian glared at me and said: If you don’t say it, forget it.

At this moment, I thought to myself, what are they thinking, how could anyone assume they are dead?

I really can't figure it out, but I had to answer: I can. When I think of that picture, my heart started to hurt, and I must not be able to accept it.And... it will be even more painful if it happens in front of you.

The two of them silently leaned their heads on me. At this time, I felt that it was unfair to be asked, so I asked back: What if it was me?

Xiaowei thought for a while, and her little face suddenly turned pale and said: Don’t scare me...

Hello, why didn’t you say that you scared me just now?Xiaolian pursed her lips and said: I won’t let you die.

Uh…so isn’t this a hypothesis?And you are too domineering. Can you say no?But I felt a warm feeling in my heart.