How could he treat me like this!
Oh, you are really.He may be really too tired, you can't let him rest, right?Stop crying, Á!
Xinyu hugged her legs and sat on the bed to wipe her tears.
Qin Xuan handed her tissues on the side and gently stroked her head to comfort her.
Other roommates have long been accustomed to it and have put on headphones to work on their own business.
But he was busy just to hide from me!I was engaging in this kind of cold violence, which made me reflect myself... Xinyu sobbed in sadness, buried her in her knees and cried: You said he was right to "mental control"!
But don't!That's what I'm talking nonsense. If you really believe it, you're such a silly girl.Qin Xuan stroked Xinyu's long hair over and over again, and gently hugged her shoulders.
Then why didn't he say it clearly?I have firmly promised him that he would not make such mistakes again. If he was still dissatisfied with me, he could say it out and let me change it... Xinyu looked up at Qin Xuan and said sadly: But you said that he had promised not to break up with me, but he did not forgive me, and he was so cold, saying "It takes time" and what does it mean?
Oh, what are you thinking about?Could it be that he has a stable relationship with you?Qin Xuan asked back.
Even if I think randomly, it is because he treats me like this!He wanted me to reflect on myself, and he would forgive me until he became afraid of him... Isn't this mental control?Xinyu cried almost collapsed, tears stuck the eyelashes in her eyes together, and she still said aggrievedly: You don’t know how scared I was when I saw him these two times... He would never give me this feeling before!
Isn’t this because you love him? It’s because you love him too much that you can’t help but think too much.Relax, he won't control you!Qin Xuan gently rubbed Xinyu's shoulders and helped her wipe away the tears that were overflowing from the corners of her eyes.
Don't lie to me, you don't need to comfort me like this... Xinyu buried her face in her knees, her voice getting weaker and weaker.
Who lied to you?I can guarantee you that he is definitely not controlling you!I didn't know what he thought before, so I accidentally made a mistake. At that time, I reminded you that those words were unreliable, why did you really believe them?Qin Xuan made an excitement to Xinyu, but Xinyu just hugged her legs tightly, curled up in a ball, unable to listen to what she said.
She had no choice but to sigh, stroke Xinyu's head, and said: Oh, I understand what you two mean, and I blame me for not taking good care of my words and talking nonsense with you.Let’s do this, I’ll talk to Yan Qing, what do you think?
Xinyu raised his head and sobbed and asked Qin Xuan: What can you talk to him about?You are not familiar with each other...
Look at what you said, I'm familiar with you!You can't trust me?Um?Qin Xuan talked about Xinyu's messy bangs and tilted her head and smiled at her.
What if he blames you too Ah?He knew you had a lot of ideas for me... Xinyu asked.
You really can't believe me, baby?What kind of virtue does he have? Can he hide in front of me?You see, I won’t take off all his underwear for you?Qin Xuan straightened up and promised Xinyu with a slight comical look in her solemnity.
Xinyu was amused by Qin Xuan's behavior and burst into tears. She blushed and pushed her gently, saying: What a dirty person!
Then just settle Ah?Look, I'm doing you so much, can't you be my little wife Ah?Qin Xuan asked her with a smile.
Xinyu shyly pushed her at her again, and Qin Xuan took her hand and pulled her down on the bed and scratched her all over her body.
While playing, Xinyu's tears finally stopped a lot, and was temporarily rescued by Qin Xuan from his sadness.
At noon the next day, Qin Xuan immediately followed Yan Qing's class after class.
At this time, she just ran into a crowd who was rushing to the cafeteria for dinner. She finally found Yan Qing from the crowd, so she squeezed to him all the way, patted him behind him, and said: Are you very busy, handsome guy?
Yan Qing was stunned for a moment and saw that Qin Xuan was the only one behind him, so he said: So fast?
What's so fast?Qin Xuan asked.
Xinyu.She sent you so soon?Yan Qing answered expressionlessly.
Yes, it’s not thanks to you.Qin Xuan walked side by side with him towards the canteen and said: She cried so hard in front of me yesterday that I took the initiative to ask for it.
Then how is her condition today?Yan Qing asked.
You are not bad, but you still care about her, so my task will be much easier.Qin Xuan joked at him with a smile, making the atmosphere between the two relaxed, and also alleviated some of the little tension in his heart.
Yan Qing turned his head to look at her and asked: What is your mission?
how?Can't you guess this?I am not just acting as your translator and building a bridge for you.Qin Xuan answered.
How to translate?Yan Qing asked impatiently when she saw that she had not yet entered the subject.
Just think about your own conversations!You only care about how to solve the problem, Xinyu only cares about your attitude towards her, but you are not on each other's channel, so of course you can't communicate.Qin Xuan turned her head and looked at Yan Qing and said: You are like the difference in thinking between a pure boy and a pure girl.As a person with a neutral mindset, I have to get in the middle to help you translate!
Yan Qing glanced at her and said calmly: Then do you know what it means to scold me in the end yesterday?
Because she is too afraid of you!Because she is too scared and the attitude you show to her is so ambiguous, she will build a line of self-defense in her heart and would rather believe that she has done nothing wrong.Qin Xuan looked at Yan Qing's micro-expression carefully and said: Who told you not to say a word to make her feel at ease?
Yan Qing snorted from his nose and said: Then it seems that my fault is still mine?
Of course, it is not to say who is wrong. If you are so petty about each other's right and wrong, why are you still a couple?Qin Xuan said, staring at Yan Qing's reaction more seriously.
It's easy to say, but I didn't fascinate Xinyu with anyone.Yan Qing said coldly.
Alas... Qin Xuan laughed dryly, thinking that he finally encountered the thing he didn't want to be mentioned.
She looked at Yan Qing and saw that he was just looking ahead with no change in expression, so she asked: I ask you Ah, you... really think from the bottom of your heart that what Xinyu did to you that night... was considered a rape?
Yan Qing sighed, and the Adam's apple twitched up and down, without answering immediately.
He himself was also quite confused about this. On the one hand, Xinyu did not agree with him, but on the other hand, he knew that he could never have sex with Xinyu.
Although the law has a clear position on such things, it must follow his own heart.
The two walked all the way to the crowded canteen.Seeing that he hadn't spoken, Qin Xuan thought about it and whispered to him: What if I tell you that she actually... didn't do it with you that day?
What's the meaning?Yan Qing asked.
You have to ask her this.After you fainted that night, it took me several hours to go back to the hotel.As soon as she saw Xinyu, she cried and said to me something like "She can't do it" or "She's sorry for you".I don't know what it is... Qin Xuan answered.
Yan Qing fell into silence again.Seeing that he didn't say anything, Qin Xuan could only follow him silently to serve food.
Can I sit with you?Qin Xuan asked behind him.
Yan Qing did not answer, but sat down and said to her: I don’t want to say what kind of rape it is.
Qin Xuan smiled relaxedly, placed the food opposite Yan Qing, sat down, and asked: Then what are you most angry with her?
Yan Qing lowered her head, was silent for a while, and said: She reminded me of that woman.
Your mom?Qin Xuan asked.
Yan Qing looked up at her and said: It seems that Xinyu will tell you everything?
Qin Xuan smiled and said: It’s the responsibility of a good friend, you don’t have to be shy.
Yan Qing stared at Qin Xuan seriously and said: Xinyu can't be like that woman... Before I met her, I also lived in a single-parent family like her.Under normal circumstances, when ordinary people grow up in this environment, what they lack most is not care, but space.Because the elders in this family will be almost distortedly worried that their children will lack the care of their partners, so they will exert suffocating care for them for a long time.
Qin Xuan listened carefully and asked: That's why you said 'It takes time'?Because you are afraid of this feeling of suffocation that lacks freedom.
Yan Qing smiled, nodded, and said: That woman.When I was still in elementary school, she moved her home to the vicinity of the junior high school she wanted me to get into, so as to put pressure on me.When she arrived in junior high school, she asked me to take the high school entrance exam in the same way, and told me that she had even arranged college and work with her friends, forcing me to do everything according to what she had designated.Even she can't go home too late, and she has to "show her loyalty" to her during festivals.
Oh my God…and then?Qin Xuan asked.
Then... I was under too much pressure in the middle school entrance examination and did not do well, so I came here. Then, I met Xinyu... Yan Qing lowered his head, was silent for a while, then raised his head and said: That woman once made me afraid of women, and I even worried that she would arrange a marriage she wanted for me in the future, so she became afraid of marriage and love. But Xinyu, she is so cute, you can definitely understand it, right? She was like a ray of light, telling me that there are many things in the world that are worth pursuing, and it also made me realize the feeling of taking responsibility for the first time...
Qin Xuan was fascinated by the sound and savored it. She couldn't help laughing as she watched Yan Qing talk.
But after a while, Yan Qing's expression calmed down again.
Xinyu can't be like that woman, she must not.Yan Qing lowered his head and grabbed the dish, and took a few deep sucks.
Qin Xuan leaned forward, supported her hands on the table, and asked Yan Qing: Let me ask, have you seen two movies called "Female Addicts"?
Have seen it.Yan Qing looked up and replied: Xinyu pulled me to see it together, she... asked me to give it to her while watching...
oops!Needless to say, these details.Qin Xuan waved the chopsticks in her hand and said: I recommended this movie to her after learning that she was addicted to sex. Do you know which plot she likes the most?
Yan Qing shook her head and said: I don’t know.
She likes the ending the most.Qin Xuan paused for a moment, reached out and gestured: At the end of the video, all the men who had encountered the heroine took off their pants and tried to rape her while she was sleeping.After being noticed by the heroine, the man defended himself, 'But you have done it with so many people', and then the picture went black and a gunshot Xinyu said that it was the best gunshot she had ever heard in the movie.
Yan Qing did not move his chopsticks anymore, but he just lowered his head and thought without saying anything.
I believe Xinyu wanted to shoot her sexual addiction, and that was something tormenting her.
Qin Xuan sighed and said: I still remember the scene when I first learned this secret of her.It was a holiday, and all the sisters in our dormitory went home, leaving me and her.That day, she and I were having fun at the midnight snack stall outside the school until very late. When we arrived at the dormitory, both of us were almost drunk, so I fell asleep as soon as I fell asleep.
But I don’t know how long it took, but I was suddenly awakened by a...intermittent moan.I followed the sound in a daze and found Xinyu masturbating on the balcony... I was frightened because she happened to be having her period, but the drunk people couldn't notice it.So at that time, her lower body and hands were covered in blood, and a bright red area... The scene was really... not too much to eat!
Qin Xuan smiled embarrassedly, but Yan Qing just listened quietly without expressing any discomfort.
So Qin Xuan continued to say: I thought she was self-harm at the time, so I was so scared that I hurried to pull her hand, but I couldn't pull it.Then she suddenly cried and told me not to pull it, she couldn't help it.But I couldn't understand at the time, so I used more effort to pull her hand away.Then she cried and told me that she met a very gentle boy who treated her better than other men. She wanted to have sex with him and so on.Then I gradually realized that she had been tortured by secrets in her body, and she was waiting for someone to rescue herself from it...
Unfortunately, she couldn't wait.Yan Qing said silently.
Qin Xuan leaned forward, looked at Yan Qing seriously, and said: Because of this, you need unreserved communication.
As he said that, Qin Xuan handed a folded poster from her pocket and unfolded it to Yan Qing, saying: This weekend, you happened to write music reviews before. There was a music festival in the Central Plaza. Take Xinyu with you and let's go two to one.If there are obstacles, I will give you a guarantee. How about it?
Yan Qing looked at her, took the poster, glanced at it a few times, then put it in her pocket, and said to her: Before today, I would still see you as a witch.
Qin Xuan looked at him and smiled, knocked on the table, got up and left, turned around and said to him: One word is determined!
Oh, you are really.He may be really too tired, you can't let him rest, right?Stop crying, Á!
Xinyu hugged her legs and sat on the bed to wipe her tears.
Qin Xuan handed her tissues on the side and gently stroked her head to comfort her.
Other roommates have long been accustomed to it and have put on headphones to work on their own business.
But he was busy just to hide from me!I was engaging in this kind of cold violence, which made me reflect myself... Xinyu sobbed in sadness, buried her in her knees and cried: You said he was right to "mental control"!
But don't!That's what I'm talking nonsense. If you really believe it, you're such a silly girl.Qin Xuan stroked Xinyu's long hair over and over again, and gently hugged her shoulders.
Then why didn't he say it clearly?I have firmly promised him that he would not make such mistakes again. If he was still dissatisfied with me, he could say it out and let me change it... Xinyu looked up at Qin Xuan and said sadly: But you said that he had promised not to break up with me, but he did not forgive me, and he was so cold, saying "It takes time" and what does it mean?
Oh, what are you thinking about?Could it be that he has a stable relationship with you?Qin Xuan asked back.
Even if I think randomly, it is because he treats me like this!He wanted me to reflect on myself, and he would forgive me until he became afraid of him... Isn't this mental control?Xinyu cried almost collapsed, tears stuck the eyelashes in her eyes together, and she still said aggrievedly: You don’t know how scared I was when I saw him these two times... He would never give me this feeling before!
Isn’t this because you love him? It’s because you love him too much that you can’t help but think too much.Relax, he won't control you!Qin Xuan gently rubbed Xinyu's shoulders and helped her wipe away the tears that were overflowing from the corners of her eyes.
Don't lie to me, you don't need to comfort me like this... Xinyu buried her face in her knees, her voice getting weaker and weaker.
Who lied to you?I can guarantee you that he is definitely not controlling you!I didn't know what he thought before, so I accidentally made a mistake. At that time, I reminded you that those words were unreliable, why did you really believe them?Qin Xuan made an excitement to Xinyu, but Xinyu just hugged her legs tightly, curled up in a ball, unable to listen to what she said.
She had no choice but to sigh, stroke Xinyu's head, and said: Oh, I understand what you two mean, and I blame me for not taking good care of my words and talking nonsense with you.Let’s do this, I’ll talk to Yan Qing, what do you think?
Xinyu raised his head and sobbed and asked Qin Xuan: What can you talk to him about?You are not familiar with each other...
Look at what you said, I'm familiar with you!You can't trust me?Um?Qin Xuan talked about Xinyu's messy bangs and tilted her head and smiled at her.
What if he blames you too Ah?He knew you had a lot of ideas for me... Xinyu asked.
You really can't believe me, baby?What kind of virtue does he have? Can he hide in front of me?You see, I won’t take off all his underwear for you?Qin Xuan straightened up and promised Xinyu with a slight comical look in her solemnity.
Xinyu was amused by Qin Xuan's behavior and burst into tears. She blushed and pushed her gently, saying: What a dirty person!
Then just settle Ah?Look, I'm doing you so much, can't you be my little wife Ah?Qin Xuan asked her with a smile.
Xinyu shyly pushed her at her again, and Qin Xuan took her hand and pulled her down on the bed and scratched her all over her body.
While playing, Xinyu's tears finally stopped a lot, and was temporarily rescued by Qin Xuan from his sadness.
At noon the next day, Qin Xuan immediately followed Yan Qing's class after class.
At this time, she just ran into a crowd who was rushing to the cafeteria for dinner. She finally found Yan Qing from the crowd, so she squeezed to him all the way, patted him behind him, and said: Are you very busy, handsome guy?
Yan Qing was stunned for a moment and saw that Qin Xuan was the only one behind him, so he said: So fast?
What's so fast?Qin Xuan asked.
Xinyu.She sent you so soon?Yan Qing answered expressionlessly.
Yes, it’s not thanks to you.Qin Xuan walked side by side with him towards the canteen and said: She cried so hard in front of me yesterday that I took the initiative to ask for it.
Then how is her condition today?Yan Qing asked.
You are not bad, but you still care about her, so my task will be much easier.Qin Xuan joked at him with a smile, making the atmosphere between the two relaxed, and also alleviated some of the little tension in his heart.
Yan Qing turned his head to look at her and asked: What is your mission?
how?Can't you guess this?I am not just acting as your translator and building a bridge for you.Qin Xuan answered.
How to translate?Yan Qing asked impatiently when she saw that she had not yet entered the subject.
Just think about your own conversations!You only care about how to solve the problem, Xinyu only cares about your attitude towards her, but you are not on each other's channel, so of course you can't communicate.Qin Xuan turned her head and looked at Yan Qing and said: You are like the difference in thinking between a pure boy and a pure girl.As a person with a neutral mindset, I have to get in the middle to help you translate!
Yan Qing glanced at her and said calmly: Then do you know what it means to scold me in the end yesterday?
Because she is too afraid of you!Because she is too scared and the attitude you show to her is so ambiguous, she will build a line of self-defense in her heart and would rather believe that she has done nothing wrong.Qin Xuan looked at Yan Qing's micro-expression carefully and said: Who told you not to say a word to make her feel at ease?
Yan Qing snorted from his nose and said: Then it seems that my fault is still mine?
Of course, it is not to say who is wrong. If you are so petty about each other's right and wrong, why are you still a couple?Qin Xuan said, staring at Yan Qing's reaction more seriously.
It's easy to say, but I didn't fascinate Xinyu with anyone.Yan Qing said coldly.
Alas... Qin Xuan laughed dryly, thinking that he finally encountered the thing he didn't want to be mentioned.
She looked at Yan Qing and saw that he was just looking ahead with no change in expression, so she asked: I ask you Ah, you... really think from the bottom of your heart that what Xinyu did to you that night... was considered a rape?
Yan Qing sighed, and the Adam's apple twitched up and down, without answering immediately.
He himself was also quite confused about this. On the one hand, Xinyu did not agree with him, but on the other hand, he knew that he could never have sex with Xinyu.
Although the law has a clear position on such things, it must follow his own heart.
The two walked all the way to the crowded canteen.Seeing that he hadn't spoken, Qin Xuan thought about it and whispered to him: What if I tell you that she actually... didn't do it with you that day?
What's the meaning?Yan Qing asked.
You have to ask her this.After you fainted that night, it took me several hours to go back to the hotel.As soon as she saw Xinyu, she cried and said to me something like "She can't do it" or "She's sorry for you".I don't know what it is... Qin Xuan answered.
Yan Qing fell into silence again.Seeing that he didn't say anything, Qin Xuan could only follow him silently to serve food.
Can I sit with you?Qin Xuan asked behind him.
Yan Qing did not answer, but sat down and said to her: I don’t want to say what kind of rape it is.
Qin Xuan smiled relaxedly, placed the food opposite Yan Qing, sat down, and asked: Then what are you most angry with her?
Yan Qing lowered her head, was silent for a while, and said: She reminded me of that woman.
Your mom?Qin Xuan asked.
Yan Qing looked up at her and said: It seems that Xinyu will tell you everything?
Qin Xuan smiled and said: It’s the responsibility of a good friend, you don’t have to be shy.
Yan Qing stared at Qin Xuan seriously and said: Xinyu can't be like that woman... Before I met her, I also lived in a single-parent family like her.Under normal circumstances, when ordinary people grow up in this environment, what they lack most is not care, but space.Because the elders in this family will be almost distortedly worried that their children will lack the care of their partners, so they will exert suffocating care for them for a long time.
Qin Xuan listened carefully and asked: That's why you said 'It takes time'?Because you are afraid of this feeling of suffocation that lacks freedom.
Yan Qing smiled, nodded, and said: That woman.When I was still in elementary school, she moved her home to the vicinity of the junior high school she wanted me to get into, so as to put pressure on me.When she arrived in junior high school, she asked me to take the high school entrance exam in the same way, and told me that she had even arranged college and work with her friends, forcing me to do everything according to what she had designated.Even she can't go home too late, and she has to "show her loyalty" to her during festivals.
Oh my God…and then?Qin Xuan asked.
Then... I was under too much pressure in the middle school entrance examination and did not do well, so I came here. Then, I met Xinyu... Yan Qing lowered his head, was silent for a while, then raised his head and said: That woman once made me afraid of women, and I even worried that she would arrange a marriage she wanted for me in the future, so she became afraid of marriage and love. But Xinyu, she is so cute, you can definitely understand it, right? She was like a ray of light, telling me that there are many things in the world that are worth pursuing, and it also made me realize the feeling of taking responsibility for the first time...
Qin Xuan was fascinated by the sound and savored it. She couldn't help laughing as she watched Yan Qing talk.
But after a while, Yan Qing's expression calmed down again.
Xinyu can't be like that woman, she must not.Yan Qing lowered his head and grabbed the dish, and took a few deep sucks.
Qin Xuan leaned forward, supported her hands on the table, and asked Yan Qing: Let me ask, have you seen two movies called "Female Addicts"?
Have seen it.Yan Qing looked up and replied: Xinyu pulled me to see it together, she... asked me to give it to her while watching...
oops!Needless to say, these details.Qin Xuan waved the chopsticks in her hand and said: I recommended this movie to her after learning that she was addicted to sex. Do you know which plot she likes the most?
Yan Qing shook her head and said: I don’t know.
She likes the ending the most.Qin Xuan paused for a moment, reached out and gestured: At the end of the video, all the men who had encountered the heroine took off their pants and tried to rape her while she was sleeping.After being noticed by the heroine, the man defended himself, 'But you have done it with so many people', and then the picture went black and a gunshot Xinyu said that it was the best gunshot she had ever heard in the movie.
Yan Qing did not move his chopsticks anymore, but he just lowered his head and thought without saying anything.
I believe Xinyu wanted to shoot her sexual addiction, and that was something tormenting her.
Qin Xuan sighed and said: I still remember the scene when I first learned this secret of her.It was a holiday, and all the sisters in our dormitory went home, leaving me and her.That day, she and I were having fun at the midnight snack stall outside the school until very late. When we arrived at the dormitory, both of us were almost drunk, so I fell asleep as soon as I fell asleep.
But I don’t know how long it took, but I was suddenly awakened by a...intermittent moan.I followed the sound in a daze and found Xinyu masturbating on the balcony... I was frightened because she happened to be having her period, but the drunk people couldn't notice it.So at that time, her lower body and hands were covered in blood, and a bright red area... The scene was really... not too much to eat!
Qin Xuan smiled embarrassedly, but Yan Qing just listened quietly without expressing any discomfort.
So Qin Xuan continued to say: I thought she was self-harm at the time, so I was so scared that I hurried to pull her hand, but I couldn't pull it.Then she suddenly cried and told me not to pull it, she couldn't help it.But I couldn't understand at the time, so I used more effort to pull her hand away.Then she cried and told me that she met a very gentle boy who treated her better than other men. She wanted to have sex with him and so on.Then I gradually realized that she had been tortured by secrets in her body, and she was waiting for someone to rescue herself from it...
Unfortunately, she couldn't wait.Yan Qing said silently.
Qin Xuan leaned forward, looked at Yan Qing seriously, and said: Because of this, you need unreserved communication.
As he said that, Qin Xuan handed a folded poster from her pocket and unfolded it to Yan Qing, saying: This weekend, you happened to write music reviews before. There was a music festival in the Central Plaza. Take Xinyu with you and let's go two to one.If there are obstacles, I will give you a guarantee. How about it?
Yan Qing looked at her, took the poster, glanced at it a few times, then put it in her pocket, and said to her: Before today, I would still see you as a witch.
Qin Xuan looked at him and smiled, knocked on the table, got up and left, turned around and said to him: One word is determined!
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