Chapter 53

After a while, Liu Yàn came to Niu Ben's office again, holding a bag in his hand, went to the opposite Niu Ben's desk, threw the bag on the table, sat opposite Niu Ben, and looked at Niu Ben and said angrily: Benniu, are you hiding something from Sun Jie?

Niu Ben said: We just went out for a meal. What's wrong? Do you have to report this to you in advance?

Liu Yàn said: So why did Sun Jie blush when we were talking?

Niu Ben said: Don’t bite people like a mad dog, okay? A girl’s house is hurt by your actions just now. You should apologize to others.

Liu Yàn's tears flowed down and he said tremblingly: Stupid, how could you treat me like this? I gave all my heart to you. If you do that, I will die.

Niu Ben looked at Liu Yiàn for a long time and said: Liu Yiàn, I am a dignified man. We two have nothing to do at the moment, but it’s nothing to do. You have no right to interfere with my personal freedom. If you think I really don’t meet your requirements, you can choose freely. I have not forced you anything. You don’t have to use death to threaten me at any time. My purpose is to find a partner who lives with gentleness and consideration, not to doubt each other every day or quarrel every day.

Liu Yàn cried for a long time and said: Stupid Niu, I actually don’t want to argue with you. But when I see you and other girls, I feel so uncomfortable. I know you annoy me, and I want to be gentle to you, but you want to give me a chance. Now when you see me, I’m in a hurry. I’m in the mood to face you. Stupid Niu, just now, it’s all my fault. I’ll tell Xiao Sun, don’t be angry, I’ll come to you at night and let’s talk to you.

Niu Ben saw Liu Yin crying and tears streaming down his eyes. He said good things to himself with such soft and gentle words. He suddenly felt moved. He took Liu Yin's hand and said: Liu Yin, we lack communication, and we will talk well when we meet in the future. I know you feel uncomfortable, but you think about it for me. Now I have a lot of things to say to you. We originally said that we will say this weekend, but you see, we will go out the day after tomorrow, so we can only wait to come back and find some time. I have an arrangement tonight. I will call you after I get home, okay?

After hearing Niu Ben's words, Liu Yàn stopped crying, and looked at Niu Ben with tears in his face and said: If you treat others so well, they will not doubt you. Okay, let's have a rest tomorrow. I will accompany you out to buy something, and my aunt wants to buy you clothes and give me all the money. I also want to buy something for you. Let's go out and have a look tomorrow, okay?

Niu Ben said: OK, have you paid the money?

Liu Yàn opened the bag and said: Not yet, I'll deliver it to you first.

Niu Ben said: Take me with me. I have no use of the 2,000 yuan my aunt brought for me. Besides, I still have to bring public funds this time, so I can’t bring too much.

Liu Yàn said tenderly: You need money now, you can take it, it’s not enough, I still have it here, mine is yours, just say it.

Niu Ben said: You go wash your face and go and send it quickly. It’s getting late.

Liu Yàn put Niu Ben's 1,000 yuan on the table, stood up and walked around Niu Ben, kissed Niu Ben's cheek and said: Drink less wine in the afternoon, I'll leave first.

Niu Ben looked at Liu Yàn's back and felt a little pain in his heart. What should he do? He wanted to live seriously and honestly, but life did not give himself the right to freedom. If he was a playboy, he could spread love all over the world and not be responsible for a certain woman, the current situation was exactly what he wanted.

But I just had a stubborn mind, and decided to be a silly truth, and didn't want to hurt every girl. Under this kind of mentality, when dealing with emotional problems, things went against my wishes, and more girls were hurt, and in the end I didn't even know what to do.

At this moment, he determined that one of Liu Yàn and Yao E had to be hurt. After making this judgment, the balance in his heart didn't even have to think and quietly turned to Yao E. Then Liu Yàn must be the victim of his emotional incident. He originally planned to tell Liu Yàn this weekend, but he was going to go out when he met.

Niu Ben knew that this matter could not be explained clearly in a few words. He expected that it would be a heartbroken and painful and intense scene. Can Liu Yàn accept this blow?

He judged that with Liu Yàn's personality, he would not give up easily. Huang Xiaojuan was there later and would try his best to protect Liu Yàn. He was not sure how to handle this matter well.

But when the agreed time was about to come, the uneasiness in his heart became tightly aggravated. This time he went out and postponed the appointment time, which seemed to give him a chance to relax temporarily. But facing Liu Yàn's tenderness just now, his heart was once again confused. He even thought that he disappeared in front of Yao Yu and Liu Yàn, perhaps to resolve this emotional crisis.

This kind of escaped idea made him think of death, but he soon felt that the idea was ridiculous. As a man, he was actually lost in the emotional vortex he set. It was not worth dying, and he could only be despised and pityed by people.

So what should I do?

Is there a perfect solution? Niu Ben once again remembered his dream in Yao Ei's house. If his current speech was regressed to 200 years, then he could have taken Liu Yàn and Yao Ei legitimately, and there was no need to be so worried. At this time, he envied the feudal society. Under the inference of this theory, he had some insights and understanding of the rich nobles and corporate bosses in real society and mistresses. In the past, he hated and opposed this idea.

Now when he turned around and sympathized with these bizarre emotions, there was a new contradiction in Niu Ben's understanding of feelings. Is he a good person or a bad person? If he is a good person, he thinks he should pay the main responsibility for the current emotional problems. If he is a bad person, where is he wrong? If he is a serious analysis, it seems that he does not have a particularly great emotional responsibility.