In the 1247th year of the Gregorian calendar, western Henan was at the bottom of the valley of vengeance.
Miss Long, I really...I really don't want to give you any guilt, and you...have you forgiven me?
By the pond in the deep valley, a beautiful young woman wearing white clothes, except for her black hair, with a beautiful face and elegant face, looking at her beloved son who was happily playing with sand, but the scene that made her suffer four years ago appeared in her mind. The Taoist priest Yin Zhiping, who had a white face, long eyebrows and handsome eyes, and a beautiful appearance, blocked the fatal blow of the King of Golden Wheel for him. When she was in danger, she begged herself to forgive his sins. At that time, she hated and pityed him.
Unlike him, Ah Xiu'er has thick eyebrows and big eyes, looks upright and has a three-point look, just like General Zhao Zilong in the Three Kingdoms Script circulating in the market. He will definitely be a majestic man when he grows up!
, she shook her head and muttered to herself.
This beautiful woman is naturally the number one beauty in the martial arts world, Xiaolongnu, the fairy of Zhongnan. It turns out that she is twenty-seven years old this year. In order to make her lover Yang Guo live four years ago, she jumped from the Valley of Jueqing on the seventh day of the 12th month of that year, and fell into the pool in a daze. When she floated up, the water flowed into the ice cellar and led to another quiet valley bottom. There were no birds and beasts here, but the pool was rich in aquatic products, and the sun was visible at the bottom of the valley, and fruits were produced, and fruits were endless.
After living here for several days, Xiaolongnu's poisonous attacks, her whole body was burned, and her headache was split. She really couldn't support her. I remembered that on the evening of the wedding night in the ancient tomb, Yang Guo taught her to sit on the cold jade bed to transport her meridians. Although she could not drive away the poison, she could slightly reduce her annoyance and suffering.
There was a thousand-year-old black ice at the bottom of the pond, and there was also a bone-permeable cold. So she used the method of holding back the breath that had been practiced in the ancient tomb, sneaking back to the ice cellar, and retracing the meridians there, which could actually relieve the pain. She thought that if she had the opportunity to escape, she could see her lover again, accompany him for the rest of her life, and end her life, so she felt a tenacious desire to survive and stopped her idea of self-determination.
After falling to the bottom of the valley, Xiaolongnu often felt dizzy, fatigue, nausea, vomiting, gastrointestinal gas and other discomforts. She thought it was one of the symptoms of toxic attacks, so she didn't take it to heart. Unexpectedly, one month after falling to the bottom of the valley, her lower abdomen slightly erected. At first, he was puzzled, was it because she had a good appetite recently and had eaten more food, and was overwhelmed?
It was not until later that her belly became bigger and bigger that she realized that she was pregnant.
At this time, her first reaction was joy, because she was confused about the love between men and women, and she heard that only women would get pregnant if they did that kind of intimate thing between men and women. She recalled her past experience and had only had close contact with Yin Zhiping and Yang Guo. Yin Zhiping was defiled by her a year and a half ago, and after she met Yang Guo a few months ago, she kissed and hugged her every day after she met a few months ago. A Xiu must be the crystallization of her love with Yang Guo.
Thinking of God pitying himself and letting him have a lovely little life born with his lover at the bottom of this lonely valley to accompany him, relying on him and keeping warm with him, she felt that this was a great comfort.
God will treat me well!
From then on, Xiaolongnu carefully circulated the Jade Girl Heart Sutra every time she expelled poison, carefully caring for the fetus in her abdomen to avoid being affected. Even if she endured great suffering, she was willing to do so.
Later, Xiaolongnu accidentally discovered that several jade bees were flying from the clouds and mist on the top of the valley, and immediately built a beehive to attract peace.
Later, more and more jade bees were.
She took honey, coupled with the white fish in the pond, which actually reduced the pain. Unexpectedly, this jade bee honey mixed with white fish in the cold pond was a good agent for repelling poison.
If you take it for a long time, the number of toxicities in the body will gradually decrease and increase intermittently.
At first, it occurred once or twice a day, then once a few days, and then every few months. The impact on me was very small, and my life at the bottom of my life finally got better.
After the pain of the poison of love flowers, Xiaolongnu is increasingly looking forward to the early birth of the baby in her belly. Although her Jade Girl Heart Sutra can make her clear-hearted and have few desires, it is always better to have a relative who keeps her bloodline to accompany her than to be alone in this isolated valley.
So she counted the life in her belly with expectation, and finally gave birth to a baby boy seven months after falling to the bottom of the valley. Xiaolongnu spent a lot of effort to name him. She had adapted to this peaceful and peaceful life at the bottom of the valley. Although her life was very simple, she had hoped for a beautiful future and had happiness in her hardships. Everything around her was beautiful.
Looking at the beautiful scenery, her beloved son, who represents the crystallization of love, she gave her beloved son a single name and word "Show" and hoped that the child would become successful in the future. Like his father Yang Guo, she is a hero who stands tall and upright.
After being born, Axiu was extremely well-behaved, neither crying nor making a fuss. She stared at Xiaolongnu happily every day, allowing Xiaolongnu to enjoy the unparalleled sense of happiness as a mother. She hugged her beloved son every day and screamed obediently. In addition to practicing martial arts, she often enjoys teasing her beloved son, and sometimes even deliberately calls from a distance. Xiaokoue comes to her mother to hug her.
When Axiu took a trembling step and was about to approach him, Xiaolongnu deliberately stretched out her foot to trip him. Looking at her son's grievance and holding back her cry, she hugged him tightly in her arms and comforted her softly.
Take out sweet fruit or toys from your sleeve to make him happy.
A Xiu was also very close to his mother. The happiest thing he had was being held in his arms and breastfeeded. Ordinary children stopped breastfeeding before they were one and a half years old. However, A Xiu was extremely greedy for her mother's milk. In addition, there was no rice grain at the bottom of the valley to make paste for Ai's son to feed her. Xiaolongnu's staple food was the white fish in the pool. He was worried that the thorns of the white fish would jammed her son's throat, so he thought that when she could eat the fish by herself, she would break the weaning for three years.
This year, Ah Xiu was already three years old. She could have smooth conversations with Xiaolongnu, and was extremely smart and had an independent thinking ability early on.
Just yesterday, Ah Xiu stared at her curious eyes and asked: Mom, where did I come from?
Xiaolongnu thought that every child would ask her mother this question, so she gently touched his little head and smiled sweetly: Ah Xiu was born from her mother's belly.
A Xiu asked again: Why did my mother have me in her belly, not fish or bees?
This child is quite good at thinking, and he should be a smart man when he grows up.
Just as Xiaolongnu wanted to blurt out: Of course, it was your mother who kissed your father and you had you!
She suddenly realized that Ah Xiu actually didn't look much like Yang Guo.
Yang Guo's face is clear and handsome, with sword eyebrows entering his temples and phoenix eyes showing affection. A Xiu has thick eyebrows and big eyes, with a straight look and three-pointed look. At first, Xiaolongnu thought that A Xiu was still young and her face had not grown up. She thought she would be fine if she grew up and would be like Yang Guo, so she didn't care too much.
Unexpectedly, when A Xiu asked this yesterday, Xiaolongnu stared at A Xiu's face carefully and found that his appearance was getting bigger and bigger. She suddenly felt panic and responded: A Xiu was my mother who dreamed that the gods came to earth, and later she became pregnant with you!
A Xiu knew that her mother loved her since she was a child, and she never thought that her mother would lie to him. She immediately believed it and threw herself into Xiaolongnu's arms, raised her childish arms and hugged her slender waist, rubbed against her soft chest, and said happily, "Hehe, I'm a god who has come down to earth!"Mom, Ah Xiu will definitely repay her kindness when she grows up and protect you!
Good boy, then mom waits for you to grow up quickly.
Xiaolongnu was mixed with all kinds of feelings at this moment, and she barely squeezed out her smiling face to cater to her.
Today, Xiaolongnu gave up practicing martial arts that she never stopped practicing every day to leave the deep valley, and recalled the past before jumping off the cliff with melancholy and frown.
Those who had contact with her recalled it, and just now she remembered Yin Zhiping. Except for the appearance she thought at the beginning that was different from Ah Xiu, although she and Yin Zhiping had been intimate, it was almost two years since Ah Xiu was born at that time. People all said that there was no baby in ten months, so Yin Zhiping was definitely not Ah Xiu's father.
The person who once made him both pity and hated him is so beautiful and knowledgeable. If he hadn't had this entanglement with him, he would have married a beautiful wife and had a bunch of cute children.No, right? He is a monk. Unless he returns to secular life, he will never be able to marry and have children. He will definitely be a master who teaches and saves suffering and saves suffering.
Thinking of the cute person in my memory who was infatuated with her, Xiaolongnu felt a little sad.
Xiaolongnu is a kind-hearted woman. This type of person would rather remember the kindness of others to her, just as she always remembers her deep affection for her, so she has a deep affection for Yang Guo. In order to make Yang Guo live, she would rather jump out of this deep valley of affection and endure the pain of being isolated from the world; her senior sister Li Mochou robbed her master's mind, but she remembered that the two had a friendship with each other and never thought about seeking revenge for her. Her senior sister burned herself to death at the death, and she also mistook her to ask her to come out of the fire; she and Yang Guo once resented Guo Jing and Huang Rong because of misunderstandings, but still remembered their kindness. They would rather die of poisoning than take their beloved daughter Guo Xiang to find Qiu Qianchi for antidote.
Therefore, over time, her hatred for Yin Zhiping's defiled her back then was not as heavy as before.
After finishing his memories of Yin Zhiping, Xiaolongnu changed her mind and said: People often think of the pregnancy for ten months. When was the day when I was born in Axiu three years ago? Seven months ago, I jumped from this Jueqing Valley. Eight months ago, Guo'er and I got married in the ancient tomb. Nine months ago, Guo'er and I met Xiao Xianger in Xiangyang. Ten months ago, I met Guo'er in the Jueqing Valley again.Why am I in the Valley of Remorse?I was rescued by Gongsun Zhi, why did he save me?That's because I was separated from Guo'er, lost my soul and lost my mind, and became obsessed with practice.Ah!
Xiaolongnu suddenly thought about whether it was possible that she was violated by Gongsun Zhi when she was in a coma. The reason why she had not suspected Gongsun Zhi before was that since Gongsun Zhi saved her back to Jueqing Valley, he pretended to be a gentleman and was polite to her. The two had never had physical contact.
But Xiaolongnu didn't think about what happened when she was in a coma.
In other words, it is very likely that A Xiu was Gongsun Zhi invaded him while he was in a coma.
Thinking of this, her heart was shocked and she called A Xiu in front of her: Good boy, your face is covered with mud. Come here quickly, mom will wipe it for you.
When A Xiu heard her mother calling her, she happily walked over with her calf and jumped over. As usual, she obediently threw herself into Xiaolongnu's arms and called sweetly: Mom, Mom...
Xiaolongnu held Axiu's head, pretending to wipe his face, looked at his face carefully, and felt ache in her heart: He is indeed Gongsun Zhi's child!
In my memory, Gongsun Zhi had thick eyebrows and big eyes, broad face and heavy face, and a slight look similar to A Xiu. The remaining three points were A Xiu who inherited half of his pretty appearance, so although A Xiu also had a square face, he was three-pointer.
Xiaolongnu was in a very upset at this moment. She wiped A Xiu randomly, and then she planned to get up and leave, wanting to be alone.
But A Xiu hugged her and refused to let her leave, and said coquettishly: Mom, A Xiu is hungry and wants to have a meal.
After saying that, he reached out to touch Xiaolongnu's bulging breasts.
That was a signal that he wanted to eat milk.
Xiaolongnu's mind was full of thoughts. Axiu was not her and Yang Guo's child!She felt extremely painful and needed to calm down at this moment, thinking about how to face the mother-son relationship that caught her off guard.
So Xiaolongnu forced herself to support her inner depression and gently touched Axiu's head and said softly: Good boy, mom is a little uncomfortable now. She wants to take a rest by herself. There are fresh wild fruits picked by her mother in the morning on the table in the room. You can eat some to satisfy your hunger first.
A Xiu thought that the love poison on her mother's body had occurred again, so she raised her chest and hugged Xiaolongnu's jade neck, imitating her mother to comfort herself, and pretended to be full of courage and said softly to her mother: Mom, don't be afraid, have A Xiu accompany her mother.
After saying that, he ran into the house with his calf, took out a sweat towel, wet it with water, and ran back to wipe the sweat on Xiaolongnu's face. He did this when Xiaolongnu's love poison attacked last month.
Xiaolongnu looked at Ah Xiu's sensible appearance and felt ache in her heart: Although he is not a child of a young man, he is the remaining flesh and blood left over from my ten months of pregnancy, and the mother and son are connected with each other.Can I still not recognize him?
He gave birth to him with great expectations, and he accompanied him through the long days and nights of the three years. The mother and son leaned on each other and kept warm with each other. Without his company, can they still survive the situation as calmly when they were tortured by the poison of love?
Thinking of this, a warm feeling surged in her heart, her beautiful eyes were filled with tears, and she looked at her beloved son in front of her, and she was actually crazy.
After a while, she said softly: Good boy, mom is getting better, don't wipe it for mom.
But A Xiu raised her head and asked in confusion: Why do you cry if your mother doesn’t feel any more pain?
Xiaolongnu stroked her beloved son's head and said gently: Ah Xiu has grown up and will feel sorry for her mother. She is crying happily.
A Xiu was so happy that she was encouraged by Xiaolongnu, so she said obediently: I will always feel sorry for my mother in the future!
A Xiuzhen’s mother’s good child!Xiaolongnu hugged A Xiu even tighter.
Since Xiaolongnu learned that Axiu was not Yang Guo's child, she began to be afraid that Yang Guo would suddenly find this place.
She thought, if one day Yang Guo suddenly appeared in front of the mother and son, what should she say at that time?
Guoer, I'm sorry, I gave birth to someone else's child. We mother and son have been dependent on each other for more than ten years. His biological father is dead. Please don't mind, okay?
Or: A Xiu, my mother and Uncle Yang are actually unforgettable lovers. When you grow up, you should go to the world alone.Because my mother wanted to be with Uncle Yang, she would have many children with him.
Xiaolongnu is a sentimental woman. She and Yang Guo were mostly separated by her and were mostly because she was sensitive and had too many concerns. She was not a generous and straightforward person, nor could she be honest with her. In the end, she caused too many misunderstandings with Yang Guo and was separated from each other, which made people sigh.
People always want to show their best side to their lovers, and Xiaolongnu is no exception. She thinks that she will not let Yang Guo know that she has other people's children, which is always better than letting him know.
If I could leave here early before Yang Guo found them on his sixteenth anniversary, and then tell A Xiu the truth about his father, let A Xiu understand her difficulties, not get along with her in public, and let A Xiu go around the world alone, and then I could stay with Yang Guo.
This is good for everyone. In Yang Guo's eyes, I am still covered with snow on the mountain and the bright moon in the clouds. I can also be with Guo'er happily, and I will be good for A Xiu. I don't have to face a stepfather who has no feelings at all. Since everyone is happy, it is my best choice.
Her ideas are all because A Xiu is an obedient and good child, and she has never disobeyed herself since she was a child: He is such a kind-hearted and understanding child. He will definitely understand his own difficulties and wish his mother a blessing, well, I will definitely!
Xiaolongnu comforted herself in this way.
Since Xiaolongnu figured out the joints, she suddenly realized that the first thing she thought was that she should have the precautions of mother and son with Axiu. If the two were so close before Axiu was three years old, and even had to be together in bathing, then Axiu had been accustomed to relying on herself for a long time and was reluctant to leave the Valley of Revenge with herself, which may have a strong rebellious resistance, which will affect the relationship between the mother and son.
So Xiaolongnu stopped breast milk shortly afterwards and dressed more dignifiedly.
He also let Axiu take a shower and sleep alone, while he sleeps in his clothes on the rope hanging in the house, and takes a shower separately from Axiu at a distance.
When Axiu was five years old, Xiaolongnu began to teach Axiu to recognize words and practice martial arts, so that he could have the ability to settle down after leaving the valley. He was a sensible child, and his mother would study hard when she told him what he did.
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Time flies, spring goes, autumn comes.
In the blink of an eye, a few more years have passed. A Xiu has grown into an eleven-year-old handsome boy. He is 140 cm tall this year, but he is still 170 cm taller than his mother.
On this day, he was practicing sword with the wooden sword made by Xiaolongnu by the pool, and saw that he was as strong as a stunning geese and as gentle as a dragon.
Sword flowers were raised towards the direction of the pond water, causing ripples on the water surface, and the fish in the water immediately scattered.
If you want a warrior who understands swordsmanship to see, this swordsmanship is just a pretty good-looking one, not useful.
These two moves are well practiced by the stars sinking into the sea and crossing the river source through the rain!Xiaolongnu couldn't help but praise when she saw the move A Xiu had just used.
When A Xiu saw her mother coming behind her, she stopped moving and turned around and asked Xiaolongnu with a confused expression: Mom, do I have room for improvement in this Yishan sword technique?
Xiaolongnu shook her head and smiled: No, you have learned it completely and practiced very well.
A Xiu continued to ask: This swordsman has been practicing for six years.But why can't even eat a bee or a fish?
Xiaolongnu walked to Axiu, gently stroked Axiu's head, and said softly: This set of Yishan sword technique is the most suitable for self-cultivation and shaping, but it is not very valuable for practical combat.
A Xiu looked confused, why did mom let her child learn this kind of simplicity?
Xiaolongnu sighed: Axiu, do you know why you want to learn martial arts?
A Xiu said seriously: The child follows his mother's teachings. He learns martial arts first, to strengthen his body, and to fight and defend himself when fighting with others.
Xiaolongnu nodded: Very good, mom lets you learn this Yishan sword technique and there is no way to do it.
Seeing A Xiu's confused look on his face, Xiaolongnu continued: A Xiu can be roughly divided into two types of kung fu in this world, one is external skill, and the other is internal skill.External skills are our innate ability. With the help of weapons and external force, we will cause damage. The military formations in the world and the soldiers and swords meet, all of them will hurt people with external force. The Yishan sword technique taught you is external skill. This set of sword techniques is insufficient because the sword techniques that my mother is good at are all used based on internal skills. My mother has never had the opportunity to learn external skills, such as Dugu Jiujian of Huashan School.
A Xiu continued to ask: Then how did this Yishan sword technique come from?
Xiaolongnu said with a sad look: That was what my mother thought of when you were a child, dancing a sword alone.
A Xiu asked again: What does Yishan mean?What a strange name.
Xiaolongnu sighed with a reverent expression: Yishan is the word "Li Shangyin, a talented man in the previous dynasty. His mother likes the poems he wrote very much. Do you know "Chongle Youyuan" that my mother asked you to recite a few days ago?
A Xiu stood upright and said with her head held high, saying: Xiang Wanyi was uncomfortable, so she drove to the Kunoyuan.The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it is almost dusk.
Xiaolongnu said happily: Good boy, let’s talk about external skills, and continue to talk about internal skills. Internal skills are the martial arts system pioneered by a senior surnamed Jin. Unlike external utilitarian blades that hurt people, you need to first calm your mind and calm your energy to accumulate internal forces in your own dantian, then open up the meridians in all parts of the body, activate your own internal forces to exert their force through the meridians in all parts of the body to the point where they exert force, and finally use internal forces to hurt people.
A Xiu sighed: Although she doesn’t understand what her mother is talking about, she still feels that her mother is talking about so powerfully.
Xiaolongnu continued: The advantage of internal strength is its great power, which can easily cleanse muscles and marrow, and can even prolong life after high-level. Legend has it that Lu Dongbin was originally a mortal. By practicing internal strength, he has reached the advanced level and has achieved immortality.
However, due to the limitations of the inner sea of the Dantian, internal strength is limited. Therefore, after using internal strength, you need to collect the spiritual essence of the surrounding environment for recovery. Each warrior has different talents, and the speed of internal strength recovery is also different.
Therefore, the internal strength shortcomings are also obvious and are not suitable for long-term combat. So you see that no country in the world allows internal strength experts to fight on the battlefield. Most of them are used to spy on intelligence and undercover spies.
The mainstream schools of people in our Central Plains are Yin, Yang and Hunyuan. Yin is mostly practiced by women, and their characteristics are continuous and feminine. The Jade Girl Heart Sutra and the remnants of the Nine Yin Sutras practiced by mothers are Yin exercises.Most of the male practices are practiced by men, and their characteristics are that they are strong and powerful, and they are not good at it... No, the eighteen dragon-subduing palms practiced by the great hero Guo Jing are male exercises, while Hunyuan combines the advantages of the two. The exercises that are in the middle are mostly seen in Taoist martial arts, such as the Zixia Gong of the Huashan School, and also have toxic internal skills. They often require insects and poisons as mediums, but they will be at the cost of harming their own bodies. Most righteous people are disdainful of learning, which is common in southern Xinjiang and not common in the Central Plains.
A Xiu continued to ask with doubts: The child still understands that external skills are fighting each other in one move. How can the two internal skills masters compete with each other?
Xiaolongnu continued: It depends on who has stronger internal energy in his body. The current internal energy system is divided into seven levels.From shallow to deep, they are first level of first level of practice, second level of excellence, third level of extraordinary, fourth level of success, fifth level of peak, sixth level of extreme, and seventh level of transformation. Most warriors with ordinary qualifications are in the two realms of initial learning and excellence. Those with good qualifications and continuous study can reach the two realms of extraordinary and great success. Those with extraordinary talent can reach the top level, and those with extraordinary talent can reach the top level, and opportunities to reach the realm of extreme realm. As for the realm of transformation, they have never seen it in the world today. I only heard that Lu Dongbin, who has never lived in the age of immortality, has reached the realm of transformation.
A Xiu asked with anticipation: What level has the mother’s internal skills reached?
Xiaolongnu said regretfully: My mother suffered misfortune before entering the valley. She was poisoned several times, and her body was affected. She was wasted her age. Now she is thirty-five years old. She has only learned the Yin exercises of the Jade Girl Heart Sutra and the remnants of the Nine Yin Sutras. The total Yin Qi and energy have only been practiced to reach the peak.
A Xiu praised: That's also very powerful, that only a talented person can understand. Mom, if a master of internal skills has several kinds of energy in his body, how can he distinguish between the superiority and inferiority?
Xiaolongnu continued: There are very few people who practice several types of qi and energy at the same time, because after learning one and then learning something else, they will be repelled by the original qi and energy in the body, and the progress will be slow, and even the original qi and energy disappear. Therefore, unless you get special opportunities, ordinary warriors will not learn a variety of mental methods.If two internal power masters with several types of qi and energy fight head-on, only if all qi and energy levels in their bodies are higher than those of the opponent can cause damage to the opponent. The damage level is the difference in total qi and energy between the two sides, and the damage category is the type of qi and energy with the highest number of winners than those of losers.Because the internal force contained in the Qi Sea in each person's dantian is limited, the level of Qi and Power will be reduced in a short time after using internal force. You need to use time to restore the original level. The speed of each warrior recovers the internal force level is different. If the recovery is slow, it is easy to be attacked by others. As the saying goes, a hero cannot defeat the four hands. This is what it means.A Xiu, don’t be taken advantage of by others in the future. Do you remember?
A Xiu nodded, but asked in confusion: The child remembers his mother’s instructions, but I don’t understand what you said just now, but it feels that it is a very important thing. I have to write it down carefully. Can mother give an example?
Xiaolongnu thought for a while and said seriously: For example, if I already have five-level Yin Qi and energy in my body, if I have the opportunity to obtain the second-level Successful Hunyuan Qi and energy, then the total Qi and energy level in my body will be five plus two to get seven.If A Xiu has a level 4 positive, level 3 extraordinary Hunyuan, and level 1 first-level Yin Qi and Qi, then the total level of the total Qi and Qi in your body is four plus three plus one to get eight.We are competing with internal strength head-on. Your total energy level is higher, and the total difference is level one. The one that is higher than me is the most positive energy, so you will cause me level one positive damage.
A Xiu quickly shook his head like a rattle. The child will never hurt his mother, never!
Xiaolongnu smiled gently, "Good child, mom believes in you, mom just made an example."
A Xiu continued to ask: My mother's negative skills have reached the peak, why don't you teach me?
Xiaolongnu sighed, you were born with a pure yang body, which is most suitable for practicing the strong and powerful male exercises, but my mother only perineurized with the Jade Girl Heart Sutra and the remnants of the Nine Yin Sutras, and will not teach you the male exercises.If you learn the positive exercises in your physique, you will get twice the result with half the effort. If you learn other exercises, you will get half the result with half the effort with half the effort with half the effort with half the effort.A Xiu, you are only 11 years old. In the future, let’s leave the valley and leave here. Mom will take you to find the world’s positive internal skills masters and learn the positive exercises.
Then I silently thought to myself, of course I couldn't find it.
At this moment, Axiu said anxiously: I don’t want to go out to learn martial arts with others. As long as I can be with my mother, I will be slower if I learn slowly. It doesn’t matter!
Xiaolongnu said softly: Good boy, the world outside is very wonderful. There are beautiful mountains and rivers in the Central Plains, small bridges and flowing waters in the south of the Yangtze River, blue seas in the east sea, vast grasslands in the north, and wilderness in the west, each with its own beauty.
The "Climbing the Journey to the Yuan" you recite just now describes the sunset in the wilderness. Isn't it beautiful?She talked about the outside world, and remembered her past when she traveled with Yang Guo, and she didn't feel crazy.
Ah Xiu continued to shake her head like a rattle. These may be beautiful, but these are not what I want. I just want to be with my mother forever!
Xiaolongnu smiled and shook her head and said: When the child grows up, she always leaves her mother. Look, I haven’t stayed with my mother now. You will understand this principle when you grow up!
Ah Xiu was holding his hands tightly at this moment, with tears as big as beans. Can I not grow up?
Xiaolongnu stroked his head and said softly: There is no child who will never grow up. Aren’t you growing taller every day?Alas, good boy, why are you crying?
A Xiu said in a trembling voice: Woo... I thought about being separated from my mother in the future, and I felt so uncomfortable, Woo... I can't bear to part with my mother...
Xiaolongnu looked loving, good boy, you will never see you after leaving your mother. Mom will go to find you for a while, just like you went to collect wild fruits in the forest. When you see you come back late, I will go to find you. When you grow up, it will take longer to collect wild fruits. Mom has been looking for you for a longer time. Do you understand?
A Xiu nodded, and the two of them had their own thoughts, so A Xiu did not continue practicing swords and washed up early.
My mother must not love me anymore, so she told me that she wanted me to leave her.At night, A Xiu, who was extremely aggrieved, shed tears and gritted her teeth, afraid of crying.
No one told him why the child had to leave his mother when he grew up. A Xiu had no guidance from his father since childhood, but only the mother's care. Of course, he didn't understand why the child had to leave his mother when he grew up. That was because ordinary fathers couldn't stand the child and still swayed in front of his parents when he grew up, which affected the love between the two. He had long driven the child out and started his own family. The child knew the opposite sex of the same age outside, and when he developed love, he gradually became no longer dependent on his mother.
So his little head could only think that it must be that Xiaolongnu didn't love him and wanted him to leave him.
Xiaolongnu didn't know how to tell A Xiu that she already had a husband, and she married her lover in the ancient tomb a month before jumping off the cliff, but her lover was not A Xiu's father. After all, when A Xiu was three years old, she told A Xiu that A Xiu was pregnant because she dreamed that the gods came down to earth, and A Xiu has always believed it to be true over the years.
If the real reason is mentioned at this moment, it will definitely cause the mother and son to have a gap too early. Let’s wait until they leave the valley. Ordinary and quiet days are always better than depression and torment. Just when she was very sad, she heard Ah Xiu whimpering in her dream. Mom, where are you?Do you want Axiu?Woo...I want mom...
Xiaolongnu's heart aches. In the past eleven years, she had never mentioned leaving Jueqing Valley with A Xiu. The two of them depended on each other and lived a safe and contented life. I believe he was willing to accept it. Today, she accidentally mentioned leaving here because of practicing martial arts, which caught him off guard. Although this day was coming sooner or later, when he was still young, he knew that Xiaolongnu felt a little guilty, so he jumped off the sleeping rope, came to A Xiu, hugged him gently in his arms, and said gently: Good boy, mom is here, don't be afraid.
I don’t know if I felt the comfort of Xiaolongnu, Axiu gradually calmed down from the nightmare and fell asleep peacefully after a moment.
At this moment, Xiaolongnu held Axiu's hand, looked at her son's handsome face, and said softly: Good boy, mom will teach you negative internal skills tomorrow.
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Two more years have passed. In the past two years, Xiaolongnu taught Axiu's Jade Girl's Heart Sutra and the basic mental methods of the remnants of the Nine Yin Scriptures. He finally learned the Yin Skills to the state of first practice.
Because she was worried that A Xiu would not be willing to leave her when she was separated in the future, she made up her mind and deliberately kept a distance from A Xiu. A Xiu saw it in her eyes and the pain in her heart, but she could only accept it silently.
In the past two years, Xiaolongnu has imagined countless scenes of separation from A Xiu: she and A Xiu left the valley early before the 16th year of Yang Guo’s appointment. A Xiu threw herself into her arms and begged her not to leave her; or A Xiu pretended to smile and said irresponsibly that she wished her mother and her sweetheart to grow old together and leave alone; or Yang Guo really should love herself unforgettably. On December 7th of the 16th year of the appointment, she fell from the sky, like a god, stepping on colorful auspicious clouds to rescue herself. Xiaolongnu told the truth again, this was the child of her and Gongsunzi. From then on, she and Yang Guo had another thorn planted by others in her heart, and she said to Yang Guo again:Sorry, Long'er can't give you all the love. Look, I have someone else's child. His name is Axiu. He is a kind-hearted, kind-hearted and caring for his mother. I will give him some love. If we have new children in the future, he will only get less love from me!
However, none of these scenes she had imagined happened. Many years later, when she recalled Ah Xiu's thirteenth birthday, she still made her heart turn and linger.
The stars sink to the bottom of the sea and see them when the window is seen, and the rain crosses the river and looks across the seat.
If Xiaozhu Ming is determined again, she will grow to the crystal plate for a lifetime.
Xiaolongnu, who had just found a way to get out of the valley from where she was lost, returned home in a depressed mood and heard the sound of chanting poems in the room.
Li Shangyin's poem "Bicheng" is her favorite poem. She specially figured out two sword moves for this. She was curious and came to the house. When she saw that she had made a small wooden board for A Xiu, A Xiu only wrote the seven-character poem "Bicheng", and the homework she assigned to A Xiu was full of two hundred words. She was a little angry, thinking that A Xiu was angry with her and she was a little ignorant of him recently, or that he had been a little lazy about his homework.
So he looked stern and frowned: A Xiu, where is your homework?
When Ah Xiu saw her mother coming, she looked unhappy.
Then he lowered his head and admitted his mistake. Mom, I'm sorry, the child copied the poem "Bicheng" of "Yishan Poetry Collection". He thought about understanding the meaning of it, but he couldn't figure it out for a long time, so he delayed the time of doing his homework.
Xiaolongnu said patiently and seriously: Then tell me if you have any doubts.
A Xiu said in confusion: This poem describes the scenery, the stars in the sky, the sea, the long river, the rain, pearls, crystals, and jade plates. These scenery are all beautiful, but they are all connected together. I don’t know what thoughts senior Yishan wants to express.
Xiaolongnu was angry at this time and hummed: That's because you have read less. I teach you how to memorize poetry and learn words on weekdays. You are too lazy and devoted to martial arts. I recently realized that the poem is in the clouds and mountains.
A Xiu said ashamed: The child knew he was wrong. Although the child didn’t understand what this poem was talking about, he felt very sad when he saw the sentence that grew up with the crystal plate. What is worth spending a lifetime?
Xiaolongnu felt sad in her heart. He was still young, of course she didn't understand. When she told him now, he didn't understand either.
If he had a lover like Guoer in the future, he would know.
Today she found a way to find the valley but couldn't get it. She was a little depressed, so she said in an impatient tone: Forget it, it doesn't matter if you don't understand Yishan's poems. His poems are a bit obscure and difficult to understand. There are too many allusions in search of chapters, and I don't understand them very much.It is because his affairs are not very straightforward that different people have a lot of understanding of his poems. Do you still remember the song "Chongle Youyuan"?‘The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it’s near dusk’, let’s talk about what this poem means.
A Xiu frowned and recalled, and replied for a moment: Senior Yishan was sighing that the sunset on the Leyouyuan was very beautiful, but this beauty was a bit short and fleeting, and disappeared after dusk.
Xiaolongnu sighed: You understood this way at the beginning, thinking that this poem was a bit sad, the years were fleeting, and the years were filthy, but later I heard from the elders who had learned a lot about me telling me that in the late Tang Dynasty, the two words "something" meant. In this way, this poem was saying, "Look, this boundless, brilliant, and radiant, illuminating the earth like the setting sun in the golden world is really great beauty, and this beauty is particularly amazing and intoxicating at this moment of dusk!The meanings of the two interpretations are very different. The former is sad when feeling sad, but the latter is optimistic and transcendent.
A Xiu was shocked and nodded obediently, and was also amazed.
Xiaolongnu continued: This kind of writing is also available in his "Jinse". Can you recite that poem?
A Xiu thought about it again and recited it stumbled: This feeling can be remembered, but it was already lost at that time.
Xiaolongnu asked with an expectant look: How do you understand?
A Xiu replied: If it were the past, I would understand why I only remember the scene now? It was just that I was confused and did not know how to cherish it at that time, and focused on expressing regret. But if I followed my mother's teachings, I was saying that this melancholy feeling could not be found in the present memory. Even at that time, I had lost my heart and lost my soul. Senior Yishan wanted to say that this sad mood has never changed from beginning to end, and the pain has not yet arrived.It seems that the poems of senior Yishan are indeed a bit obscure and difficult to understand.
The two were saddened by Li Shangyin's poem. They were silent for a while. Xiaolongnu remembered the previous homework and frowned and said: Can you finish your homework today?
A Xiu lowered her head and said ashamed: It's too late.
Xiaolongnu said sternly: What should I do if I can’t finish it?
Ah Xiu buried her head lower, and the child was willing to accept the punishment.He knew that his mother was also trying to be strict with him, so he stretched out his hand as usual and let Xiaolongnu corporal punishment with wooden strips.
Xiaolongnu tried to climb up the cliff from the bottom of the valley today, but the cliff was too steep. Although her skills had almost recovered, she could not climb up without any effort. She spent too much physical strength during the day, so she felt a little tired at this time, and a feeling of fatigue surged in her heart. She thought that the sixteen-year period was getting closer and closer. Before she found a way to go out early, she felt a little anxious and bored. She felt a little bored but no one could complain. She closed her eyes and said: If you are wrong, you are wrong. I hope you don’t make excuses in the future. You should go out and think about your mistakes. I am a little tired today and want to be alone.
Xiaolongnu closed her eyes and looked at A Xiu who turned around and went out. Unexpectedly, A Xiu has grown very fast in the past two years, both of whom are 160 cm tall. I don’t know if it was because she learned the negative exercises or because she ate too much more meals every day.
She thought casually, but she didn't expect that the next time she saw A Xiu, it was on the battlefield in Ezhou two and a half years later.
My mother must have hated me. She would not have done this before. Even if she beat me, I would persuade me to tell me where the mistake was. Then I would apologize sincerely with tears in my heart. The two of them reconciled. Another day, I would send my mother the fresh wild fruits or beautiful flowers I picked to make her happy.
A Xiu felt very aggrieved. He held back his tears and came to the huge rock beside the pool. There was a small hole here, which was his own little world. Every time he was sad, he came here alone and muttered to himself in the small hole. As long as he said what he was in his heart, he felt better and cheered up again. If he smiled and went to his mother to make her happy, he stepped on the stone. He didn't expect that some moss had grown on it for many days. In addition, it was dark, and the road under his feet was not clear. So he slipped under his feet and fell from the high place on the rock above the pool to the pool. Unexpectedly, a strong undercurrent surged from the rock above the pool, rolled him down. A Xiu was unable to struggle and allowed the torrent to wrap him into the hidden underwater secret passage. Without waiting for him to make a sound, he had completely submerged into the water. Suddenly, the water surface returned to calm, as if nothing had happened...
If my mother finds out that I am gone, will she be sad?Ah Xiu felt that he was getting colder and colder, and thought so before he completely lost consciousness.
Miss Long, I really...I really don't want to give you any guilt, and you...have you forgiven me?
By the pond in the deep valley, a beautiful young woman wearing white clothes, except for her black hair, with a beautiful face and elegant face, looking at her beloved son who was happily playing with sand, but the scene that made her suffer four years ago appeared in her mind. The Taoist priest Yin Zhiping, who had a white face, long eyebrows and handsome eyes, and a beautiful appearance, blocked the fatal blow of the King of Golden Wheel for him. When she was in danger, she begged herself to forgive his sins. At that time, she hated and pityed him.
Unlike him, Ah Xiu'er has thick eyebrows and big eyes, looks upright and has a three-point look, just like General Zhao Zilong in the Three Kingdoms Script circulating in the market. He will definitely be a majestic man when he grows up!
, she shook her head and muttered to herself.
This beautiful woman is naturally the number one beauty in the martial arts world, Xiaolongnu, the fairy of Zhongnan. It turns out that she is twenty-seven years old this year. In order to make her lover Yang Guo live four years ago, she jumped from the Valley of Jueqing on the seventh day of the 12th month of that year, and fell into the pool in a daze. When she floated up, the water flowed into the ice cellar and led to another quiet valley bottom. There were no birds and beasts here, but the pool was rich in aquatic products, and the sun was visible at the bottom of the valley, and fruits were produced, and fruits were endless.
After living here for several days, Xiaolongnu's poisonous attacks, her whole body was burned, and her headache was split. She really couldn't support her. I remembered that on the evening of the wedding night in the ancient tomb, Yang Guo taught her to sit on the cold jade bed to transport her meridians. Although she could not drive away the poison, she could slightly reduce her annoyance and suffering.
There was a thousand-year-old black ice at the bottom of the pond, and there was also a bone-permeable cold. So she used the method of holding back the breath that had been practiced in the ancient tomb, sneaking back to the ice cellar, and retracing the meridians there, which could actually relieve the pain. She thought that if she had the opportunity to escape, she could see her lover again, accompany him for the rest of her life, and end her life, so she felt a tenacious desire to survive and stopped her idea of self-determination.
After falling to the bottom of the valley, Xiaolongnu often felt dizzy, fatigue, nausea, vomiting, gastrointestinal gas and other discomforts. She thought it was one of the symptoms of toxic attacks, so she didn't take it to heart. Unexpectedly, one month after falling to the bottom of the valley, her lower abdomen slightly erected. At first, he was puzzled, was it because she had a good appetite recently and had eaten more food, and was overwhelmed?
It was not until later that her belly became bigger and bigger that she realized that she was pregnant.
At this time, her first reaction was joy, because she was confused about the love between men and women, and she heard that only women would get pregnant if they did that kind of intimate thing between men and women. She recalled her past experience and had only had close contact with Yin Zhiping and Yang Guo. Yin Zhiping was defiled by her a year and a half ago, and after she met Yang Guo a few months ago, she kissed and hugged her every day after she met a few months ago. A Xiu must be the crystallization of her love with Yang Guo.
Thinking of God pitying himself and letting him have a lovely little life born with his lover at the bottom of this lonely valley to accompany him, relying on him and keeping warm with him, she felt that this was a great comfort.
God will treat me well!
From then on, Xiaolongnu carefully circulated the Jade Girl Heart Sutra every time she expelled poison, carefully caring for the fetus in her abdomen to avoid being affected. Even if she endured great suffering, she was willing to do so.
Later, Xiaolongnu accidentally discovered that several jade bees were flying from the clouds and mist on the top of the valley, and immediately built a beehive to attract peace.
Later, more and more jade bees were.
She took honey, coupled with the white fish in the pond, which actually reduced the pain. Unexpectedly, this jade bee honey mixed with white fish in the cold pond was a good agent for repelling poison.
If you take it for a long time, the number of toxicities in the body will gradually decrease and increase intermittently.
At first, it occurred once or twice a day, then once a few days, and then every few months. The impact on me was very small, and my life at the bottom of my life finally got better.
After the pain of the poison of love flowers, Xiaolongnu is increasingly looking forward to the early birth of the baby in her belly. Although her Jade Girl Heart Sutra can make her clear-hearted and have few desires, it is always better to have a relative who keeps her bloodline to accompany her than to be alone in this isolated valley.
So she counted the life in her belly with expectation, and finally gave birth to a baby boy seven months after falling to the bottom of the valley. Xiaolongnu spent a lot of effort to name him. She had adapted to this peaceful and peaceful life at the bottom of the valley. Although her life was very simple, she had hoped for a beautiful future and had happiness in her hardships. Everything around her was beautiful.
Looking at the beautiful scenery, her beloved son, who represents the crystallization of love, she gave her beloved son a single name and word "Show" and hoped that the child would become successful in the future. Like his father Yang Guo, she is a hero who stands tall and upright.
After being born, Axiu was extremely well-behaved, neither crying nor making a fuss. She stared at Xiaolongnu happily every day, allowing Xiaolongnu to enjoy the unparalleled sense of happiness as a mother. She hugged her beloved son every day and screamed obediently. In addition to practicing martial arts, she often enjoys teasing her beloved son, and sometimes even deliberately calls from a distance. Xiaokoue comes to her mother to hug her.
When Axiu took a trembling step and was about to approach him, Xiaolongnu deliberately stretched out her foot to trip him. Looking at her son's grievance and holding back her cry, she hugged him tightly in her arms and comforted her softly.
Take out sweet fruit or toys from your sleeve to make him happy.
A Xiu was also very close to his mother. The happiest thing he had was being held in his arms and breastfeeded. Ordinary children stopped breastfeeding before they were one and a half years old. However, A Xiu was extremely greedy for her mother's milk. In addition, there was no rice grain at the bottom of the valley to make paste for Ai's son to feed her. Xiaolongnu's staple food was the white fish in the pool. He was worried that the thorns of the white fish would jammed her son's throat, so he thought that when she could eat the fish by herself, she would break the weaning for three years.
This year, Ah Xiu was already three years old. She could have smooth conversations with Xiaolongnu, and was extremely smart and had an independent thinking ability early on.
Just yesterday, Ah Xiu stared at her curious eyes and asked: Mom, where did I come from?
Xiaolongnu thought that every child would ask her mother this question, so she gently touched his little head and smiled sweetly: Ah Xiu was born from her mother's belly.
A Xiu asked again: Why did my mother have me in her belly, not fish or bees?
This child is quite good at thinking, and he should be a smart man when he grows up.
Just as Xiaolongnu wanted to blurt out: Of course, it was your mother who kissed your father and you had you!
She suddenly realized that Ah Xiu actually didn't look much like Yang Guo.
Yang Guo's face is clear and handsome, with sword eyebrows entering his temples and phoenix eyes showing affection. A Xiu has thick eyebrows and big eyes, with a straight look and three-pointed look. At first, Xiaolongnu thought that A Xiu was still young and her face had not grown up. She thought she would be fine if she grew up and would be like Yang Guo, so she didn't care too much.
Unexpectedly, when A Xiu asked this yesterday, Xiaolongnu stared at A Xiu's face carefully and found that his appearance was getting bigger and bigger. She suddenly felt panic and responded: A Xiu was my mother who dreamed that the gods came to earth, and later she became pregnant with you!
A Xiu knew that her mother loved her since she was a child, and she never thought that her mother would lie to him. She immediately believed it and threw herself into Xiaolongnu's arms, raised her childish arms and hugged her slender waist, rubbed against her soft chest, and said happily, "Hehe, I'm a god who has come down to earth!"Mom, Ah Xiu will definitely repay her kindness when she grows up and protect you!
Good boy, then mom waits for you to grow up quickly.
Xiaolongnu was mixed with all kinds of feelings at this moment, and she barely squeezed out her smiling face to cater to her.
Today, Xiaolongnu gave up practicing martial arts that she never stopped practicing every day to leave the deep valley, and recalled the past before jumping off the cliff with melancholy and frown.
Those who had contact with her recalled it, and just now she remembered Yin Zhiping. Except for the appearance she thought at the beginning that was different from Ah Xiu, although she and Yin Zhiping had been intimate, it was almost two years since Ah Xiu was born at that time. People all said that there was no baby in ten months, so Yin Zhiping was definitely not Ah Xiu's father.
The person who once made him both pity and hated him is so beautiful and knowledgeable. If he hadn't had this entanglement with him, he would have married a beautiful wife and had a bunch of cute children.No, right? He is a monk. Unless he returns to secular life, he will never be able to marry and have children. He will definitely be a master who teaches and saves suffering and saves suffering.
Thinking of the cute person in my memory who was infatuated with her, Xiaolongnu felt a little sad.
Xiaolongnu is a kind-hearted woman. This type of person would rather remember the kindness of others to her, just as she always remembers her deep affection for her, so she has a deep affection for Yang Guo. In order to make Yang Guo live, she would rather jump out of this deep valley of affection and endure the pain of being isolated from the world; her senior sister Li Mochou robbed her master's mind, but she remembered that the two had a friendship with each other and never thought about seeking revenge for her. Her senior sister burned herself to death at the death, and she also mistook her to ask her to come out of the fire; she and Yang Guo once resented Guo Jing and Huang Rong because of misunderstandings, but still remembered their kindness. They would rather die of poisoning than take their beloved daughter Guo Xiang to find Qiu Qianchi for antidote.
Therefore, over time, her hatred for Yin Zhiping's defiled her back then was not as heavy as before.
After finishing his memories of Yin Zhiping, Xiaolongnu changed her mind and said: People often think of the pregnancy for ten months. When was the day when I was born in Axiu three years ago? Seven months ago, I jumped from this Jueqing Valley. Eight months ago, Guo'er and I got married in the ancient tomb. Nine months ago, Guo'er and I met Xiao Xianger in Xiangyang. Ten months ago, I met Guo'er in the Jueqing Valley again.Why am I in the Valley of Remorse?I was rescued by Gongsun Zhi, why did he save me?That's because I was separated from Guo'er, lost my soul and lost my mind, and became obsessed with practice.Ah!
Xiaolongnu suddenly thought about whether it was possible that she was violated by Gongsun Zhi when she was in a coma. The reason why she had not suspected Gongsun Zhi before was that since Gongsun Zhi saved her back to Jueqing Valley, he pretended to be a gentleman and was polite to her. The two had never had physical contact.
But Xiaolongnu didn't think about what happened when she was in a coma.
In other words, it is very likely that A Xiu was Gongsun Zhi invaded him while he was in a coma.
Thinking of this, her heart was shocked and she called A Xiu in front of her: Good boy, your face is covered with mud. Come here quickly, mom will wipe it for you.
When A Xiu heard her mother calling her, she happily walked over with her calf and jumped over. As usual, she obediently threw herself into Xiaolongnu's arms and called sweetly: Mom, Mom...
Xiaolongnu held Axiu's head, pretending to wipe his face, looked at his face carefully, and felt ache in her heart: He is indeed Gongsun Zhi's child!
In my memory, Gongsun Zhi had thick eyebrows and big eyes, broad face and heavy face, and a slight look similar to A Xiu. The remaining three points were A Xiu who inherited half of his pretty appearance, so although A Xiu also had a square face, he was three-pointer.
Xiaolongnu was in a very upset at this moment. She wiped A Xiu randomly, and then she planned to get up and leave, wanting to be alone.
But A Xiu hugged her and refused to let her leave, and said coquettishly: Mom, A Xiu is hungry and wants to have a meal.
After saying that, he reached out to touch Xiaolongnu's bulging breasts.
That was a signal that he wanted to eat milk.
Xiaolongnu's mind was full of thoughts. Axiu was not her and Yang Guo's child!She felt extremely painful and needed to calm down at this moment, thinking about how to face the mother-son relationship that caught her off guard.
So Xiaolongnu forced herself to support her inner depression and gently touched Axiu's head and said softly: Good boy, mom is a little uncomfortable now. She wants to take a rest by herself. There are fresh wild fruits picked by her mother in the morning on the table in the room. You can eat some to satisfy your hunger first.
A Xiu thought that the love poison on her mother's body had occurred again, so she raised her chest and hugged Xiaolongnu's jade neck, imitating her mother to comfort herself, and pretended to be full of courage and said softly to her mother: Mom, don't be afraid, have A Xiu accompany her mother.
After saying that, he ran into the house with his calf, took out a sweat towel, wet it with water, and ran back to wipe the sweat on Xiaolongnu's face. He did this when Xiaolongnu's love poison attacked last month.
Xiaolongnu looked at Ah Xiu's sensible appearance and felt ache in her heart: Although he is not a child of a young man, he is the remaining flesh and blood left over from my ten months of pregnancy, and the mother and son are connected with each other.Can I still not recognize him?
He gave birth to him with great expectations, and he accompanied him through the long days and nights of the three years. The mother and son leaned on each other and kept warm with each other. Without his company, can they still survive the situation as calmly when they were tortured by the poison of love?
Thinking of this, a warm feeling surged in her heart, her beautiful eyes were filled with tears, and she looked at her beloved son in front of her, and she was actually crazy.
After a while, she said softly: Good boy, mom is getting better, don't wipe it for mom.
But A Xiu raised her head and asked in confusion: Why do you cry if your mother doesn’t feel any more pain?
Xiaolongnu stroked her beloved son's head and said gently: Ah Xiu has grown up and will feel sorry for her mother. She is crying happily.
A Xiu was so happy that she was encouraged by Xiaolongnu, so she said obediently: I will always feel sorry for my mother in the future!
A Xiuzhen’s mother’s good child!Xiaolongnu hugged A Xiu even tighter.
Since Xiaolongnu learned that Axiu was not Yang Guo's child, she began to be afraid that Yang Guo would suddenly find this place.
She thought, if one day Yang Guo suddenly appeared in front of the mother and son, what should she say at that time?
Guoer, I'm sorry, I gave birth to someone else's child. We mother and son have been dependent on each other for more than ten years. His biological father is dead. Please don't mind, okay?
Or: A Xiu, my mother and Uncle Yang are actually unforgettable lovers. When you grow up, you should go to the world alone.Because my mother wanted to be with Uncle Yang, she would have many children with him.
Xiaolongnu is a sentimental woman. She and Yang Guo were mostly separated by her and were mostly because she was sensitive and had too many concerns. She was not a generous and straightforward person, nor could she be honest with her. In the end, she caused too many misunderstandings with Yang Guo and was separated from each other, which made people sigh.
People always want to show their best side to their lovers, and Xiaolongnu is no exception. She thinks that she will not let Yang Guo know that she has other people's children, which is always better than letting him know.
If I could leave here early before Yang Guo found them on his sixteenth anniversary, and then tell A Xiu the truth about his father, let A Xiu understand her difficulties, not get along with her in public, and let A Xiu go around the world alone, and then I could stay with Yang Guo.
This is good for everyone. In Yang Guo's eyes, I am still covered with snow on the mountain and the bright moon in the clouds. I can also be with Guo'er happily, and I will be good for A Xiu. I don't have to face a stepfather who has no feelings at all. Since everyone is happy, it is my best choice.
Her ideas are all because A Xiu is an obedient and good child, and she has never disobeyed herself since she was a child: He is such a kind-hearted and understanding child. He will definitely understand his own difficulties and wish his mother a blessing, well, I will definitely!
Xiaolongnu comforted herself in this way.
Since Xiaolongnu figured out the joints, she suddenly realized that the first thing she thought was that she should have the precautions of mother and son with Axiu. If the two were so close before Axiu was three years old, and even had to be together in bathing, then Axiu had been accustomed to relying on herself for a long time and was reluctant to leave the Valley of Revenge with herself, which may have a strong rebellious resistance, which will affect the relationship between the mother and son.
So Xiaolongnu stopped breast milk shortly afterwards and dressed more dignifiedly.
He also let Axiu take a shower and sleep alone, while he sleeps in his clothes on the rope hanging in the house, and takes a shower separately from Axiu at a distance.
When Axiu was five years old, Xiaolongnu began to teach Axiu to recognize words and practice martial arts, so that he could have the ability to settle down after leaving the valley. He was a sensible child, and his mother would study hard when she told him what he did.
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Time flies, spring goes, autumn comes.
In the blink of an eye, a few more years have passed. A Xiu has grown into an eleven-year-old handsome boy. He is 140 cm tall this year, but he is still 170 cm taller than his mother.
On this day, he was practicing sword with the wooden sword made by Xiaolongnu by the pool, and saw that he was as strong as a stunning geese and as gentle as a dragon.
Sword flowers were raised towards the direction of the pond water, causing ripples on the water surface, and the fish in the water immediately scattered.
If you want a warrior who understands swordsmanship to see, this swordsmanship is just a pretty good-looking one, not useful.
These two moves are well practiced by the stars sinking into the sea and crossing the river source through the rain!Xiaolongnu couldn't help but praise when she saw the move A Xiu had just used.
When A Xiu saw her mother coming behind her, she stopped moving and turned around and asked Xiaolongnu with a confused expression: Mom, do I have room for improvement in this Yishan sword technique?
Xiaolongnu shook her head and smiled: No, you have learned it completely and practiced very well.
A Xiu continued to ask: This swordsman has been practicing for six years.But why can't even eat a bee or a fish?
Xiaolongnu walked to Axiu, gently stroked Axiu's head, and said softly: This set of Yishan sword technique is the most suitable for self-cultivation and shaping, but it is not very valuable for practical combat.
A Xiu looked confused, why did mom let her child learn this kind of simplicity?
Xiaolongnu sighed: Axiu, do you know why you want to learn martial arts?
A Xiu said seriously: The child follows his mother's teachings. He learns martial arts first, to strengthen his body, and to fight and defend himself when fighting with others.
Xiaolongnu nodded: Very good, mom lets you learn this Yishan sword technique and there is no way to do it.
Seeing A Xiu's confused look on his face, Xiaolongnu continued: A Xiu can be roughly divided into two types of kung fu in this world, one is external skill, and the other is internal skill.External skills are our innate ability. With the help of weapons and external force, we will cause damage. The military formations in the world and the soldiers and swords meet, all of them will hurt people with external force. The Yishan sword technique taught you is external skill. This set of sword techniques is insufficient because the sword techniques that my mother is good at are all used based on internal skills. My mother has never had the opportunity to learn external skills, such as Dugu Jiujian of Huashan School.
A Xiu continued to ask: Then how did this Yishan sword technique come from?
Xiaolongnu said with a sad look: That was what my mother thought of when you were a child, dancing a sword alone.
A Xiu asked again: What does Yishan mean?What a strange name.
Xiaolongnu sighed with a reverent expression: Yishan is the word "Li Shangyin, a talented man in the previous dynasty. His mother likes the poems he wrote very much. Do you know "Chongle Youyuan" that my mother asked you to recite a few days ago?
A Xiu stood upright and said with her head held high, saying: Xiang Wanyi was uncomfortable, so she drove to the Kunoyuan.The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it is almost dusk.
Xiaolongnu said happily: Good boy, let’s talk about external skills, and continue to talk about internal skills. Internal skills are the martial arts system pioneered by a senior surnamed Jin. Unlike external utilitarian blades that hurt people, you need to first calm your mind and calm your energy to accumulate internal forces in your own dantian, then open up the meridians in all parts of the body, activate your own internal forces to exert their force through the meridians in all parts of the body to the point where they exert force, and finally use internal forces to hurt people.
A Xiu sighed: Although she doesn’t understand what her mother is talking about, she still feels that her mother is talking about so powerfully.
Xiaolongnu continued: The advantage of internal strength is its great power, which can easily cleanse muscles and marrow, and can even prolong life after high-level. Legend has it that Lu Dongbin was originally a mortal. By practicing internal strength, he has reached the advanced level and has achieved immortality.
However, due to the limitations of the inner sea of the Dantian, internal strength is limited. Therefore, after using internal strength, you need to collect the spiritual essence of the surrounding environment for recovery. Each warrior has different talents, and the speed of internal strength recovery is also different.
Therefore, the internal strength shortcomings are also obvious and are not suitable for long-term combat. So you see that no country in the world allows internal strength experts to fight on the battlefield. Most of them are used to spy on intelligence and undercover spies.
The mainstream schools of people in our Central Plains are Yin, Yang and Hunyuan. Yin is mostly practiced by women, and their characteristics are continuous and feminine. The Jade Girl Heart Sutra and the remnants of the Nine Yin Sutras practiced by mothers are Yin exercises.Most of the male practices are practiced by men, and their characteristics are that they are strong and powerful, and they are not good at it... No, the eighteen dragon-subduing palms practiced by the great hero Guo Jing are male exercises, while Hunyuan combines the advantages of the two. The exercises that are in the middle are mostly seen in Taoist martial arts, such as the Zixia Gong of the Huashan School, and also have toxic internal skills. They often require insects and poisons as mediums, but they will be at the cost of harming their own bodies. Most righteous people are disdainful of learning, which is common in southern Xinjiang and not common in the Central Plains.
A Xiu continued to ask with doubts: The child still understands that external skills are fighting each other in one move. How can the two internal skills masters compete with each other?
Xiaolongnu continued: It depends on who has stronger internal energy in his body. The current internal energy system is divided into seven levels.From shallow to deep, they are first level of first level of practice, second level of excellence, third level of extraordinary, fourth level of success, fifth level of peak, sixth level of extreme, and seventh level of transformation. Most warriors with ordinary qualifications are in the two realms of initial learning and excellence. Those with good qualifications and continuous study can reach the two realms of extraordinary and great success. Those with extraordinary talent can reach the top level, and those with extraordinary talent can reach the top level, and opportunities to reach the realm of extreme realm. As for the realm of transformation, they have never seen it in the world today. I only heard that Lu Dongbin, who has never lived in the age of immortality, has reached the realm of transformation.
A Xiu asked with anticipation: What level has the mother’s internal skills reached?
Xiaolongnu said regretfully: My mother suffered misfortune before entering the valley. She was poisoned several times, and her body was affected. She was wasted her age. Now she is thirty-five years old. She has only learned the Yin exercises of the Jade Girl Heart Sutra and the remnants of the Nine Yin Sutras. The total Yin Qi and energy have only been practiced to reach the peak.
A Xiu praised: That's also very powerful, that only a talented person can understand. Mom, if a master of internal skills has several kinds of energy in his body, how can he distinguish between the superiority and inferiority?
Xiaolongnu continued: There are very few people who practice several types of qi and energy at the same time, because after learning one and then learning something else, they will be repelled by the original qi and energy in the body, and the progress will be slow, and even the original qi and energy disappear. Therefore, unless you get special opportunities, ordinary warriors will not learn a variety of mental methods.If two internal power masters with several types of qi and energy fight head-on, only if all qi and energy levels in their bodies are higher than those of the opponent can cause damage to the opponent. The damage level is the difference in total qi and energy between the two sides, and the damage category is the type of qi and energy with the highest number of winners than those of losers.Because the internal force contained in the Qi Sea in each person's dantian is limited, the level of Qi and Power will be reduced in a short time after using internal force. You need to use time to restore the original level. The speed of each warrior recovers the internal force level is different. If the recovery is slow, it is easy to be attacked by others. As the saying goes, a hero cannot defeat the four hands. This is what it means.A Xiu, don’t be taken advantage of by others in the future. Do you remember?
A Xiu nodded, but asked in confusion: The child remembers his mother’s instructions, but I don’t understand what you said just now, but it feels that it is a very important thing. I have to write it down carefully. Can mother give an example?
Xiaolongnu thought for a while and said seriously: For example, if I already have five-level Yin Qi and energy in my body, if I have the opportunity to obtain the second-level Successful Hunyuan Qi and energy, then the total Qi and energy level in my body will be five plus two to get seven.If A Xiu has a level 4 positive, level 3 extraordinary Hunyuan, and level 1 first-level Yin Qi and Qi, then the total level of the total Qi and Qi in your body is four plus three plus one to get eight.We are competing with internal strength head-on. Your total energy level is higher, and the total difference is level one. The one that is higher than me is the most positive energy, so you will cause me level one positive damage.
A Xiu quickly shook his head like a rattle. The child will never hurt his mother, never!
Xiaolongnu smiled gently, "Good child, mom believes in you, mom just made an example."
A Xiu continued to ask: My mother's negative skills have reached the peak, why don't you teach me?
Xiaolongnu sighed, you were born with a pure yang body, which is most suitable for practicing the strong and powerful male exercises, but my mother only perineurized with the Jade Girl Heart Sutra and the remnants of the Nine Yin Sutras, and will not teach you the male exercises.If you learn the positive exercises in your physique, you will get twice the result with half the effort. If you learn other exercises, you will get half the result with half the effort with half the effort with half the effort with half the effort.A Xiu, you are only 11 years old. In the future, let’s leave the valley and leave here. Mom will take you to find the world’s positive internal skills masters and learn the positive exercises.
Then I silently thought to myself, of course I couldn't find it.
At this moment, Axiu said anxiously: I don’t want to go out to learn martial arts with others. As long as I can be with my mother, I will be slower if I learn slowly. It doesn’t matter!
Xiaolongnu said softly: Good boy, the world outside is very wonderful. There are beautiful mountains and rivers in the Central Plains, small bridges and flowing waters in the south of the Yangtze River, blue seas in the east sea, vast grasslands in the north, and wilderness in the west, each with its own beauty.
The "Climbing the Journey to the Yuan" you recite just now describes the sunset in the wilderness. Isn't it beautiful?She talked about the outside world, and remembered her past when she traveled with Yang Guo, and she didn't feel crazy.
Ah Xiu continued to shake her head like a rattle. These may be beautiful, but these are not what I want. I just want to be with my mother forever!
Xiaolongnu smiled and shook her head and said: When the child grows up, she always leaves her mother. Look, I haven’t stayed with my mother now. You will understand this principle when you grow up!
Ah Xiu was holding his hands tightly at this moment, with tears as big as beans. Can I not grow up?
Xiaolongnu stroked his head and said softly: There is no child who will never grow up. Aren’t you growing taller every day?Alas, good boy, why are you crying?
A Xiu said in a trembling voice: Woo... I thought about being separated from my mother in the future, and I felt so uncomfortable, Woo... I can't bear to part with my mother...
Xiaolongnu looked loving, good boy, you will never see you after leaving your mother. Mom will go to find you for a while, just like you went to collect wild fruits in the forest. When you see you come back late, I will go to find you. When you grow up, it will take longer to collect wild fruits. Mom has been looking for you for a longer time. Do you understand?
A Xiu nodded, and the two of them had their own thoughts, so A Xiu did not continue practicing swords and washed up early.
My mother must not love me anymore, so she told me that she wanted me to leave her.At night, A Xiu, who was extremely aggrieved, shed tears and gritted her teeth, afraid of crying.
No one told him why the child had to leave his mother when he grew up. A Xiu had no guidance from his father since childhood, but only the mother's care. Of course, he didn't understand why the child had to leave his mother when he grew up. That was because ordinary fathers couldn't stand the child and still swayed in front of his parents when he grew up, which affected the love between the two. He had long driven the child out and started his own family. The child knew the opposite sex of the same age outside, and when he developed love, he gradually became no longer dependent on his mother.
So his little head could only think that it must be that Xiaolongnu didn't love him and wanted him to leave him.
Xiaolongnu didn't know how to tell A Xiu that she already had a husband, and she married her lover in the ancient tomb a month before jumping off the cliff, but her lover was not A Xiu's father. After all, when A Xiu was three years old, she told A Xiu that A Xiu was pregnant because she dreamed that the gods came down to earth, and A Xiu has always believed it to be true over the years.
If the real reason is mentioned at this moment, it will definitely cause the mother and son to have a gap too early. Let’s wait until they leave the valley. Ordinary and quiet days are always better than depression and torment. Just when she was very sad, she heard Ah Xiu whimpering in her dream. Mom, where are you?Do you want Axiu?Woo...I want mom...
Xiaolongnu's heart aches. In the past eleven years, she had never mentioned leaving Jueqing Valley with A Xiu. The two of them depended on each other and lived a safe and contented life. I believe he was willing to accept it. Today, she accidentally mentioned leaving here because of practicing martial arts, which caught him off guard. Although this day was coming sooner or later, when he was still young, he knew that Xiaolongnu felt a little guilty, so he jumped off the sleeping rope, came to A Xiu, hugged him gently in his arms, and said gently: Good boy, mom is here, don't be afraid.
I don’t know if I felt the comfort of Xiaolongnu, Axiu gradually calmed down from the nightmare and fell asleep peacefully after a moment.
At this moment, Xiaolongnu held Axiu's hand, looked at her son's handsome face, and said softly: Good boy, mom will teach you negative internal skills tomorrow.
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Two more years have passed. In the past two years, Xiaolongnu taught Axiu's Jade Girl's Heart Sutra and the basic mental methods of the remnants of the Nine Yin Scriptures. He finally learned the Yin Skills to the state of first practice.
Because she was worried that A Xiu would not be willing to leave her when she was separated in the future, she made up her mind and deliberately kept a distance from A Xiu. A Xiu saw it in her eyes and the pain in her heart, but she could only accept it silently.
In the past two years, Xiaolongnu has imagined countless scenes of separation from A Xiu: she and A Xiu left the valley early before the 16th year of Yang Guo’s appointment. A Xiu threw herself into her arms and begged her not to leave her; or A Xiu pretended to smile and said irresponsibly that she wished her mother and her sweetheart to grow old together and leave alone; or Yang Guo really should love herself unforgettably. On December 7th of the 16th year of the appointment, she fell from the sky, like a god, stepping on colorful auspicious clouds to rescue herself. Xiaolongnu told the truth again, this was the child of her and Gongsunzi. From then on, she and Yang Guo had another thorn planted by others in her heart, and she said to Yang Guo again:Sorry, Long'er can't give you all the love. Look, I have someone else's child. His name is Axiu. He is a kind-hearted, kind-hearted and caring for his mother. I will give him some love. If we have new children in the future, he will only get less love from me!
However, none of these scenes she had imagined happened. Many years later, when she recalled Ah Xiu's thirteenth birthday, she still made her heart turn and linger.
The stars sink to the bottom of the sea and see them when the window is seen, and the rain crosses the river and looks across the seat.
If Xiaozhu Ming is determined again, she will grow to the crystal plate for a lifetime.
Xiaolongnu, who had just found a way to get out of the valley from where she was lost, returned home in a depressed mood and heard the sound of chanting poems in the room.
Li Shangyin's poem "Bicheng" is her favorite poem. She specially figured out two sword moves for this. She was curious and came to the house. When she saw that she had made a small wooden board for A Xiu, A Xiu only wrote the seven-character poem "Bicheng", and the homework she assigned to A Xiu was full of two hundred words. She was a little angry, thinking that A Xiu was angry with her and she was a little ignorant of him recently, or that he had been a little lazy about his homework.
So he looked stern and frowned: A Xiu, where is your homework?
When Ah Xiu saw her mother coming, she looked unhappy.
Then he lowered his head and admitted his mistake. Mom, I'm sorry, the child copied the poem "Bicheng" of "Yishan Poetry Collection". He thought about understanding the meaning of it, but he couldn't figure it out for a long time, so he delayed the time of doing his homework.
Xiaolongnu said patiently and seriously: Then tell me if you have any doubts.
A Xiu said in confusion: This poem describes the scenery, the stars in the sky, the sea, the long river, the rain, pearls, crystals, and jade plates. These scenery are all beautiful, but they are all connected together. I don’t know what thoughts senior Yishan wants to express.
Xiaolongnu was angry at this time and hummed: That's because you have read less. I teach you how to memorize poetry and learn words on weekdays. You are too lazy and devoted to martial arts. I recently realized that the poem is in the clouds and mountains.
A Xiu said ashamed: The child knew he was wrong. Although the child didn’t understand what this poem was talking about, he felt very sad when he saw the sentence that grew up with the crystal plate. What is worth spending a lifetime?
Xiaolongnu felt sad in her heart. He was still young, of course she didn't understand. When she told him now, he didn't understand either.
If he had a lover like Guoer in the future, he would know.
Today she found a way to find the valley but couldn't get it. She was a little depressed, so she said in an impatient tone: Forget it, it doesn't matter if you don't understand Yishan's poems. His poems are a bit obscure and difficult to understand. There are too many allusions in search of chapters, and I don't understand them very much.It is because his affairs are not very straightforward that different people have a lot of understanding of his poems. Do you still remember the song "Chongle Youyuan"?‘The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it’s near dusk’, let’s talk about what this poem means.
A Xiu frowned and recalled, and replied for a moment: Senior Yishan was sighing that the sunset on the Leyouyuan was very beautiful, but this beauty was a bit short and fleeting, and disappeared after dusk.
Xiaolongnu sighed: You understood this way at the beginning, thinking that this poem was a bit sad, the years were fleeting, and the years were filthy, but later I heard from the elders who had learned a lot about me telling me that in the late Tang Dynasty, the two words "something" meant. In this way, this poem was saying, "Look, this boundless, brilliant, and radiant, illuminating the earth like the setting sun in the golden world is really great beauty, and this beauty is particularly amazing and intoxicating at this moment of dusk!The meanings of the two interpretations are very different. The former is sad when feeling sad, but the latter is optimistic and transcendent.
A Xiu was shocked and nodded obediently, and was also amazed.
Xiaolongnu continued: This kind of writing is also available in his "Jinse". Can you recite that poem?
A Xiu thought about it again and recited it stumbled: This feeling can be remembered, but it was already lost at that time.
Xiaolongnu asked with an expectant look: How do you understand?
A Xiu replied: If it were the past, I would understand why I only remember the scene now? It was just that I was confused and did not know how to cherish it at that time, and focused on expressing regret. But if I followed my mother's teachings, I was saying that this melancholy feeling could not be found in the present memory. Even at that time, I had lost my heart and lost my soul. Senior Yishan wanted to say that this sad mood has never changed from beginning to end, and the pain has not yet arrived.It seems that the poems of senior Yishan are indeed a bit obscure and difficult to understand.
The two were saddened by Li Shangyin's poem. They were silent for a while. Xiaolongnu remembered the previous homework and frowned and said: Can you finish your homework today?
A Xiu lowered her head and said ashamed: It's too late.
Xiaolongnu said sternly: What should I do if I can’t finish it?
Ah Xiu buried her head lower, and the child was willing to accept the punishment.He knew that his mother was also trying to be strict with him, so he stretched out his hand as usual and let Xiaolongnu corporal punishment with wooden strips.
Xiaolongnu tried to climb up the cliff from the bottom of the valley today, but the cliff was too steep. Although her skills had almost recovered, she could not climb up without any effort. She spent too much physical strength during the day, so she felt a little tired at this time, and a feeling of fatigue surged in her heart. She thought that the sixteen-year period was getting closer and closer. Before she found a way to go out early, she felt a little anxious and bored. She felt a little bored but no one could complain. She closed her eyes and said: If you are wrong, you are wrong. I hope you don’t make excuses in the future. You should go out and think about your mistakes. I am a little tired today and want to be alone.
Xiaolongnu closed her eyes and looked at A Xiu who turned around and went out. Unexpectedly, A Xiu has grown very fast in the past two years, both of whom are 160 cm tall. I don’t know if it was because she learned the negative exercises or because she ate too much more meals every day.
She thought casually, but she didn't expect that the next time she saw A Xiu, it was on the battlefield in Ezhou two and a half years later.
My mother must have hated me. She would not have done this before. Even if she beat me, I would persuade me to tell me where the mistake was. Then I would apologize sincerely with tears in my heart. The two of them reconciled. Another day, I would send my mother the fresh wild fruits or beautiful flowers I picked to make her happy.
A Xiu felt very aggrieved. He held back his tears and came to the huge rock beside the pool. There was a small hole here, which was his own little world. Every time he was sad, he came here alone and muttered to himself in the small hole. As long as he said what he was in his heart, he felt better and cheered up again. If he smiled and went to his mother to make her happy, he stepped on the stone. He didn't expect that some moss had grown on it for many days. In addition, it was dark, and the road under his feet was not clear. So he slipped under his feet and fell from the high place on the rock above the pool to the pool. Unexpectedly, a strong undercurrent surged from the rock above the pool, rolled him down. A Xiu was unable to struggle and allowed the torrent to wrap him into the hidden underwater secret passage. Without waiting for him to make a sound, he had completely submerged into the water. Suddenly, the water surface returned to calm, as if nothing had happened...
If my mother finds out that I am gone, will she be sad?Ah Xiu felt that he was getting colder and colder, and thought so before he completely lost consciousness.
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