Note: This chapter is Xia Yuhan's perspective
Yueyue left a little earlier than I thought.
Worship every month.
I looked at the familiar face and smiled at me, then turned around and walked into the elevator entrance with my suitcase.
...Remember to think of me.
Although I had been mentally prepared for a long time, when I watched Yueyue's figure disappear at the elevator entrance, I still felt a sudden slump in my heart, as if a piece of flesh and blood was dug out and filled with confusion.
Perhaps it is because the time when Yueyue left was too close to the time when he and I confessed, and it is too far from the time when he expected to leave.
In the morning, after breakfast, Yueyue confessed his thoughts to me, but before I could start preparing lunch, he was called away by a phone call.
So, I have no time to prepare enough.
Well, that must be the case.
I stood blankly at the door, looking at the empty corridor at the door, empty.
Turning his head, turning back to the room, and closing the door.
The room I just cleaned up after I got home from the date yesterday. At first glance, it didn’t seem messy. Although the tiles on the floor were not as smooth as those of the ones I had just cleaned, there were not many stains and dust left on it.
I usually do housework by myself every day, for no other reason, but because this is the home where Yueyue and I live together, I hope that the home of both of us can be a little cleaner.
...But now that Yueyue has left, do I still have to clean up?
I always feel inexplicably lazy... I raised a smile on my face with a hard time and walked towards the room with a wry smile.
Logically speaking, it is almost time to start preparing lunch, but today I really don’t have much energy... I just touch it.
Anyway, there will be no problem if you eat less...
I walked through the living room, took out the key to the house from my clothes, threw it onto the table, and then I didn't even have the strength to take off my clothes, and I threw myself on the bed softly.
There was still a faint warmth on the wide double bed. Just yesterday, I went out for a date with Yueyue and slept together at night. The warm embrace brought a sense of peace of mind that seemed to be wrapped around my body.
I closed my eyes.
Why did Yueyue leave so early? I only found out later.
Yueyue found Lin Ye for help, but this fool completely underestimated the energy of the Dong family and estimated the work efficiency of the government agencies based on previous experience, but did not think about the impact of the Dong family's intervention.
Even I know that people like my Xia family and Linye’s Dong family must have many invisible conveniences in daily life, which is the modern privileged class. However, Yueyue’s fool clearly said it very well when he wrote the article, but he didn’t realize how simple his thoughts were.
...or...
I buried my cheeks deeply into the pillow that Yueyue usually pillows, trying to absorb the smell of the boy I knew and liked from here.
...or in other words, it is really what Yueyue said, because the status gap between our two identities and status is too big, so...
Different births, different growth environments, and different contacts between people will lead to certain differences in their personalities, views, actions, and language. There are only similar people in the world, but it is impossible for the same people to exist.
Yueyue's serious expression and her frank expression gradually emerged in her mind. It is difficult for people to understand each other, especially for people with a larger gap, the more difficult it is to intersect life, and it is difficult to have common language, and it is more difficult to understand and accept each other.
Why do nouveau riche groups appear? This is because their personality and ability do not match the wealth and status they hold. This is how human communication is. Changes in identity must follow the change of mentality and the improvement of ability, otherwise they will only be praised and fall more miserably.
If you want to wear a crown, you must bear the weight first.
To me, you are the crown I want to embrace, so I must also have the ability to bear this weight.
I've said so much, just to explain one thing
Yuhan, I like you very much. All my thoughts from the bottom of my heart are to be better with you and to support you all the time. I don’t want to be left behind by you or protected by you in my arms. I just want to be the man who can move forward side by side with you, and then openly marry you home.
Yueyue's voice seemed to be still echoing in my mind, and I suddenly felt my cheeks buried in the pillow were a little hot.
What a... stupid guy.
I took a deep breath from the pillow.
The person you like confesses your thoughts with yourself... In fact, I am still a little happy inside.
I have always been the one who takes the initiative in my daily life and I attack. Yueyue’s passive attitude once made me wonder if he really likes me.
So, when he revealed his heart, when I realized how much he cared about me, it really felt that my heart was almost about to pop out of my chest.
However, Yueyue’s thoughts made me feel at a loss.
The things he said were all issues that I had never considered.
So, I was really confused at that time, as if I had no idea what Yueyue was saying, nor did I know what the meaning of his expression was. I just felt deeply uneasy in my heart, afraid that the final outcome was something I could not bear.
but……
It's really... Yueyue, you are like you more, willn't it make me like you more...
Although I have to be separated from the person I like for a while, with the help of the Dong family, I guess Yueyue will not be able to come back after using it for a long time.
For the future of the two people, although such an ending made me feel a little uncomfortable, it was barely acceptable.
The most important thing is!I finally confirmed the true intentions of the big fool!
Although I, Xia Yuhan, have been dating the boy I like for a year, and have even been in bed, playing a lot of postures and ways of playing.
However, during this year's experience, almost all the situations were taken by me.
Yueyue is very kind and gentle to me. He often hugs me, and he will also rub his ears with me. He will also say he likes me when doing it, but his attitude is too passive. Although he is very intimate with me, I still feel that there seems to be a little bit of a very weak distance between us, which is preventing us from going further.
Yueyue has always controlled the distance between us.
I undoubtedly like him.
But Yueyue, this idiot, has always kept our relationship from the perspective of a couple, controlling the sense of distance, and making our relationship unable to go further.
Sorry... I used to be because of my simple inferiority complex and... I actually liked something like me for a perfect and cute girl like you... I had a faint surreal feeling, so I have never been able to accept you completely.
Maybe, this attitude makes you feel uneasy...
But Yuhan, I really, very, very much, very much like you.No, it should be said that it is love, Yuhan, I love you.
I remembered the apology and confession that came after Yueyue's faint voice just now.
His eyes were so pity-like, like a little puppy who was worried about his owner being injured; and the clear and direct confession was too exciting, so I felt soft-hearted and my head was gone, so I directly forgave him...
Oh no, I didn't forgive him!
Yueyue, this idiot, dared to make me uneasy for a whole year because of this boring reason!
Fortunately, I specially found Lin Ye to learn the skills of serving men, and I also learned so many shameless ways to play in bed... to tie up the body and mind of this fool...
As a result, everything was just because of this stupid guy's reason for thinking about everything was so boring!
When I thought of the various techniques I had learned before in order to make Yueyue happy, the shame that surged from the bottom of my heart immediately made my cheeks hot.
I couldn't help but hug the pillow on my face and bury my cheeks deeper and deeper into the pillow.
I must make that idiot look good when he looks back!
Damn it, it’s all Yueyue.
The feelings in my heart were so turbulent that I couldn't help but mumble.
I obviously don't want to be separated from you...
Yueyue's frankness looks so serious, so I couldn't help but become serious when I listened. I believe what he said was true, and his thoughts were all for our own good, so I restrained my feelings and finally let Yueyue leave the house...
I don't want to be separated from you at all...
I obviously like you so much...
...Month and month...Month and month...
……
When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark.
There was still a strange feeling on my cheeks, which was a little uncomfortable. I subconsciously raised my hand and wiped it. The brain lock machine that I had just woken up started for a long time before finally reacting. This strange and familiar feeling was the residual tears.
I looked at the fingertips that had been wiped over my cheeks. There was no trace of water on my cheeks. The feeling was just left after the tears were evaporated.
Usually, my mind is awake very quickly after waking up. The education I received at home has made me develop the habit of using my brain all the time. But today, my mind seems to be resisting admitting something and has not started to move.
Mo...the familiar ceiling.
I mumbled, subconsciously turned my face to look beside me, the empty quilt was the only one. The strange touch from around me reminded me of one thing, Ah, I haven't taken off my clothes yet...
For me, it is really a strange thing to go to bed without taking off my clothes and go to bed without changing my pajamas.
I touched the pillow and decided to stay in the crib for a while with an unprecedented decision.
The thoughts in my head were a little confused, and I was too lazy to sort out my thoughts, so I let my thoughts fly aimlessly to a place where I don’t know where it was.
Until the ringtone of my cell phone interrupted my distraction.
I struggled to get up from the quilt, reached out and touched my phone, and without looking at it, I clicked and answered: Hello, who?
Huh?Yuhan Why is your voice weak?Are you feeling uncomfortable?
Month!
I was shocked, my body was covered in fatigue suddenly disappeared, and I got up and sat up from the bed. I, I, I, Ah.
...Miss, have you eaten the screws?
I couldn't help but spat: No, I just woke up, my head was a little confused, so I was a little confused when I spoke.Well, my health is getting better now.
Ha...I remember Yuhan, you don’t have the habit of taking a nap?
I suddenly want to go to bed, can't it be fine
I held my cell phone close to my ears, staring at my feet, watching my white toes bend... one hook... one hook... another hook, but you, Yueyue... why did you suddenly call me?
Oh, I just got off the plane and thought of saying hello to you.
Yes, I dragged the tone, so Ah.
Well... OK, that's not the reason.The sound on the other end of the phone was a little noisy, but Yueyue lowered her volume and whispered, "Actually, I miss you, I want to hear your voice, and then just got off the plane... so I called."
...Well... Yueyue has a lot of noises on your side. I can't even hear what you just said. Can you make a little sound?
This is a lie. My hearing is very good. Although Yueyue lowers my voice, I can still clearly distinguish his voice in the noisy environment.
Hey...
Say it again!I didn't hear it clearly!
OK, okay, Yuhan... I miss you, I want to hear your voice, so I couldn't help but call you.
I, I can't control the corners of my mouth... No, I can't laugh out loud...
No, Yueyue, you are really noisy, what are you thinking about?I really can't hear what you're talking about
……
The voice across the phone was like giving up on oneself, almost half-sniffing: I miss you!I want to hear your voice!I want to see your face!I want to appreciate your cute expressions!I want to be close to you!I miss you so I can't help but want to call you
Ah, he said more this time.
I couldn't help but burst into laughter: No, I still can't hear what you are saying Yueyue, please say it aside
Hey, you have actually heard my voice a long time ago!?
Ah, was discovered?
What a ghost!You heard my voice and you still made me shout Ah so many times!What kind of shame is this??
I don’t want to listen to it several times.
You don’t want to have no silver here, my dear lady!
You shout so loudly won’t it really be more eye-catching?
...I'm sorry, I'm already watched by a bunch of people. I'm feeling ashamed now. I want to live on a different planet.
You can come to me if you change the planet. Our family also has investments in the moon base. Then we will go to the alien planet to live together~
...No, I just talk casually, I'll be exempted from going to an alien planet.
I couldn't help laughing.
Yueyue, if you want to see my face, you can make a video call.
It's not very convenient outside... I don't even want other passers-by to see your beautiful appearance now, let's talk about it when you arrive at the hotel.
Oh...oh~~~I don't want other passers-by to see my face~~~~Yueyue, your possessiveness is so strong~~~~
Hum... Hum, anyway, you are destined to be my person in your life. Miss, you can't escape from my palm!
So confident?
Anyway, if you run away with someone else, I will chop the man up and then grab you back.
Yueyue, why have you become a sick person??A man with a cute attribute is not cute at all
The jokes on weekdays made me feel at this moment suddenly calm down. I leaned against the head of the bed, half-sitting and half-lying, chatting casually with the person on the phone.
After a long time, he suddenly said: Speaking of which, Miss, have you had lunch?
...Ah, no.
...I remember when I went out, it was almost dinner time, right?
...Yes.
You Ah... Forget it, today's situation is special, so I will forgive you mercifully. If you dare to eat less or not eat in the future, see how I will teach you a lesson when I come back!
Well, Yueyue, how do you teach me Ah a lesson?
Don't worry, it's definitely a lesson you don't like.
Well, then I'm a little scared... I get it, I'll eat seriously.By the way, Yueyue, what are you talking about coaxing a child? I'm not a child.
But you didn't have lunch.
Don't always keep picking up which pot is not open. Is there a special reason?
Okay, okay, there are special reasons, I believe you, so if you dare not eat next time, I will definitely give you a good punishment when you come back!
Yueyue, your tone is too perfunctory...
Where is it.The voice across the phone suddenly paused, Ah, I'm at the hotel, I'll settle my luggage first, and I'll make a video call to you.
Ah...Okay, then I'll wait for you~
The high-spirited emotions in my heart fell down again and again with the sentence. I felt that my response was a bit motivated, so I tried to rise at the end to make my tone look more energetic.
Well, remember to eat.
I know.
Yu Han.
Um?
I like you.
Yueyue left a little earlier than I thought.
Worship every month.
I looked at the familiar face and smiled at me, then turned around and walked into the elevator entrance with my suitcase.
...Remember to think of me.
Although I had been mentally prepared for a long time, when I watched Yueyue's figure disappear at the elevator entrance, I still felt a sudden slump in my heart, as if a piece of flesh and blood was dug out and filled with confusion.
Perhaps it is because the time when Yueyue left was too close to the time when he and I confessed, and it is too far from the time when he expected to leave.
In the morning, after breakfast, Yueyue confessed his thoughts to me, but before I could start preparing lunch, he was called away by a phone call.
So, I have no time to prepare enough.
Well, that must be the case.
I stood blankly at the door, looking at the empty corridor at the door, empty.
Turning his head, turning back to the room, and closing the door.
The room I just cleaned up after I got home from the date yesterday. At first glance, it didn’t seem messy. Although the tiles on the floor were not as smooth as those of the ones I had just cleaned, there were not many stains and dust left on it.
I usually do housework by myself every day, for no other reason, but because this is the home where Yueyue and I live together, I hope that the home of both of us can be a little cleaner.
...But now that Yueyue has left, do I still have to clean up?
I always feel inexplicably lazy... I raised a smile on my face with a hard time and walked towards the room with a wry smile.
Logically speaking, it is almost time to start preparing lunch, but today I really don’t have much energy... I just touch it.
Anyway, there will be no problem if you eat less...
I walked through the living room, took out the key to the house from my clothes, threw it onto the table, and then I didn't even have the strength to take off my clothes, and I threw myself on the bed softly.
There was still a faint warmth on the wide double bed. Just yesterday, I went out for a date with Yueyue and slept together at night. The warm embrace brought a sense of peace of mind that seemed to be wrapped around my body.
I closed my eyes.
Why did Yueyue leave so early? I only found out later.
Yueyue found Lin Ye for help, but this fool completely underestimated the energy of the Dong family and estimated the work efficiency of the government agencies based on previous experience, but did not think about the impact of the Dong family's intervention.
Even I know that people like my Xia family and Linye’s Dong family must have many invisible conveniences in daily life, which is the modern privileged class. However, Yueyue’s fool clearly said it very well when he wrote the article, but he didn’t realize how simple his thoughts were.
...or...
I buried my cheeks deeply into the pillow that Yueyue usually pillows, trying to absorb the smell of the boy I knew and liked from here.
...or in other words, it is really what Yueyue said, because the status gap between our two identities and status is too big, so...
Different births, different growth environments, and different contacts between people will lead to certain differences in their personalities, views, actions, and language. There are only similar people in the world, but it is impossible for the same people to exist.
Yueyue's serious expression and her frank expression gradually emerged in her mind. It is difficult for people to understand each other, especially for people with a larger gap, the more difficult it is to intersect life, and it is difficult to have common language, and it is more difficult to understand and accept each other.
Why do nouveau riche groups appear? This is because their personality and ability do not match the wealth and status they hold. This is how human communication is. Changes in identity must follow the change of mentality and the improvement of ability, otherwise they will only be praised and fall more miserably.
If you want to wear a crown, you must bear the weight first.
To me, you are the crown I want to embrace, so I must also have the ability to bear this weight.
I've said so much, just to explain one thing
Yuhan, I like you very much. All my thoughts from the bottom of my heart are to be better with you and to support you all the time. I don’t want to be left behind by you or protected by you in my arms. I just want to be the man who can move forward side by side with you, and then openly marry you home.
Yueyue's voice seemed to be still echoing in my mind, and I suddenly felt my cheeks buried in the pillow were a little hot.
What a... stupid guy.
I took a deep breath from the pillow.
The person you like confesses your thoughts with yourself... In fact, I am still a little happy inside.
I have always been the one who takes the initiative in my daily life and I attack. Yueyue’s passive attitude once made me wonder if he really likes me.
So, when he revealed his heart, when I realized how much he cared about me, it really felt that my heart was almost about to pop out of my chest.
However, Yueyue’s thoughts made me feel at a loss.
The things he said were all issues that I had never considered.
So, I was really confused at that time, as if I had no idea what Yueyue was saying, nor did I know what the meaning of his expression was. I just felt deeply uneasy in my heart, afraid that the final outcome was something I could not bear.
but……
It's really... Yueyue, you are like you more, willn't it make me like you more...
Although I have to be separated from the person I like for a while, with the help of the Dong family, I guess Yueyue will not be able to come back after using it for a long time.
For the future of the two people, although such an ending made me feel a little uncomfortable, it was barely acceptable.
The most important thing is!I finally confirmed the true intentions of the big fool!
Although I, Xia Yuhan, have been dating the boy I like for a year, and have even been in bed, playing a lot of postures and ways of playing.
However, during this year's experience, almost all the situations were taken by me.
Yueyue is very kind and gentle to me. He often hugs me, and he will also rub his ears with me. He will also say he likes me when doing it, but his attitude is too passive. Although he is very intimate with me, I still feel that there seems to be a little bit of a very weak distance between us, which is preventing us from going further.
Yueyue has always controlled the distance between us.
I undoubtedly like him.
But Yueyue, this idiot, has always kept our relationship from the perspective of a couple, controlling the sense of distance, and making our relationship unable to go further.
Sorry... I used to be because of my simple inferiority complex and... I actually liked something like me for a perfect and cute girl like you... I had a faint surreal feeling, so I have never been able to accept you completely.
Maybe, this attitude makes you feel uneasy...
But Yuhan, I really, very, very much, very much like you.No, it should be said that it is love, Yuhan, I love you.
I remembered the apology and confession that came after Yueyue's faint voice just now.
His eyes were so pity-like, like a little puppy who was worried about his owner being injured; and the clear and direct confession was too exciting, so I felt soft-hearted and my head was gone, so I directly forgave him...
Oh no, I didn't forgive him!
Yueyue, this idiot, dared to make me uneasy for a whole year because of this boring reason!
Fortunately, I specially found Lin Ye to learn the skills of serving men, and I also learned so many shameless ways to play in bed... to tie up the body and mind of this fool...
As a result, everything was just because of this stupid guy's reason for thinking about everything was so boring!
When I thought of the various techniques I had learned before in order to make Yueyue happy, the shame that surged from the bottom of my heart immediately made my cheeks hot.
I couldn't help but hug the pillow on my face and bury my cheeks deeper and deeper into the pillow.
I must make that idiot look good when he looks back!
Damn it, it’s all Yueyue.
The feelings in my heart were so turbulent that I couldn't help but mumble.
I obviously don't want to be separated from you...
Yueyue's frankness looks so serious, so I couldn't help but become serious when I listened. I believe what he said was true, and his thoughts were all for our own good, so I restrained my feelings and finally let Yueyue leave the house...
I don't want to be separated from you at all...
I obviously like you so much...
...Month and month...Month and month...
……
When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark.
There was still a strange feeling on my cheeks, which was a little uncomfortable. I subconsciously raised my hand and wiped it. The brain lock machine that I had just woken up started for a long time before finally reacting. This strange and familiar feeling was the residual tears.
I looked at the fingertips that had been wiped over my cheeks. There was no trace of water on my cheeks. The feeling was just left after the tears were evaporated.
Usually, my mind is awake very quickly after waking up. The education I received at home has made me develop the habit of using my brain all the time. But today, my mind seems to be resisting admitting something and has not started to move.
Mo...the familiar ceiling.
I mumbled, subconsciously turned my face to look beside me, the empty quilt was the only one. The strange touch from around me reminded me of one thing, Ah, I haven't taken off my clothes yet...
For me, it is really a strange thing to go to bed without taking off my clothes and go to bed without changing my pajamas.
I touched the pillow and decided to stay in the crib for a while with an unprecedented decision.
The thoughts in my head were a little confused, and I was too lazy to sort out my thoughts, so I let my thoughts fly aimlessly to a place where I don’t know where it was.
Until the ringtone of my cell phone interrupted my distraction.
I struggled to get up from the quilt, reached out and touched my phone, and without looking at it, I clicked and answered: Hello, who?
Huh?Yuhan Why is your voice weak?Are you feeling uncomfortable?
Month!
I was shocked, my body was covered in fatigue suddenly disappeared, and I got up and sat up from the bed. I, I, I, Ah.
...Miss, have you eaten the screws?
I couldn't help but spat: No, I just woke up, my head was a little confused, so I was a little confused when I spoke.Well, my health is getting better now.
Ha...I remember Yuhan, you don’t have the habit of taking a nap?
I suddenly want to go to bed, can't it be fine
I held my cell phone close to my ears, staring at my feet, watching my white toes bend... one hook... one hook... another hook, but you, Yueyue... why did you suddenly call me?
Oh, I just got off the plane and thought of saying hello to you.
Yes, I dragged the tone, so Ah.
Well... OK, that's not the reason.The sound on the other end of the phone was a little noisy, but Yueyue lowered her volume and whispered, "Actually, I miss you, I want to hear your voice, and then just got off the plane... so I called."
...Well... Yueyue has a lot of noises on your side. I can't even hear what you just said. Can you make a little sound?
This is a lie. My hearing is very good. Although Yueyue lowers my voice, I can still clearly distinguish his voice in the noisy environment.
Hey...
Say it again!I didn't hear it clearly!
OK, okay, Yuhan... I miss you, I want to hear your voice, so I couldn't help but call you.
I, I can't control the corners of my mouth... No, I can't laugh out loud...
No, Yueyue, you are really noisy, what are you thinking about?I really can't hear what you're talking about
……
The voice across the phone was like giving up on oneself, almost half-sniffing: I miss you!I want to hear your voice!I want to see your face!I want to appreciate your cute expressions!I want to be close to you!I miss you so I can't help but want to call you
Ah, he said more this time.
I couldn't help but burst into laughter: No, I still can't hear what you are saying Yueyue, please say it aside
Hey, you have actually heard my voice a long time ago!?
Ah, was discovered?
What a ghost!You heard my voice and you still made me shout Ah so many times!What kind of shame is this??
I don’t want to listen to it several times.
You don’t want to have no silver here, my dear lady!
You shout so loudly won’t it really be more eye-catching?
...I'm sorry, I'm already watched by a bunch of people. I'm feeling ashamed now. I want to live on a different planet.
You can come to me if you change the planet. Our family also has investments in the moon base. Then we will go to the alien planet to live together~
...No, I just talk casually, I'll be exempted from going to an alien planet.
I couldn't help laughing.
Yueyue, if you want to see my face, you can make a video call.
It's not very convenient outside... I don't even want other passers-by to see your beautiful appearance now, let's talk about it when you arrive at the hotel.
Oh...oh~~~I don't want other passers-by to see my face~~~~Yueyue, your possessiveness is so strong~~~~
Hum... Hum, anyway, you are destined to be my person in your life. Miss, you can't escape from my palm!
So confident?
Anyway, if you run away with someone else, I will chop the man up and then grab you back.
Yueyue, why have you become a sick person??A man with a cute attribute is not cute at all
The jokes on weekdays made me feel at this moment suddenly calm down. I leaned against the head of the bed, half-sitting and half-lying, chatting casually with the person on the phone.
After a long time, he suddenly said: Speaking of which, Miss, have you had lunch?
...Ah, no.
...I remember when I went out, it was almost dinner time, right?
...Yes.
You Ah... Forget it, today's situation is special, so I will forgive you mercifully. If you dare to eat less or not eat in the future, see how I will teach you a lesson when I come back!
Well, Yueyue, how do you teach me Ah a lesson?
Don't worry, it's definitely a lesson you don't like.
Well, then I'm a little scared... I get it, I'll eat seriously.By the way, Yueyue, what are you talking about coaxing a child? I'm not a child.
But you didn't have lunch.
Don't always keep picking up which pot is not open. Is there a special reason?
Okay, okay, there are special reasons, I believe you, so if you dare not eat next time, I will definitely give you a good punishment when you come back!
Yueyue, your tone is too perfunctory...
Where is it.The voice across the phone suddenly paused, Ah, I'm at the hotel, I'll settle my luggage first, and I'll make a video call to you.
Ah...Okay, then I'll wait for you~
The high-spirited emotions in my heart fell down again and again with the sentence. I felt that my response was a bit motivated, so I tried to rise at the end to make my tone look more energetic.
Well, remember to eat.
I know.
Yu Han.
Um?
I like you.
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