In his sophomore year, Shen Maofan gradually felt guilty. This guilt mainly comes from his hesitation and entanglement about the postgraduate entrance examination and returning home.
As a first-class university in China's architecture major, he has long had the idea of taking the postgraduate entrance examination under the influence of seniors and teachers.
The postgraduate entrance examination means staying in City A for another three years and may not necessarily return to City C for work in the future.
How can this kind of big event in life be a joke? Even though Shen Maofan is a boy who likes to joke and has a cheerful personality, he slowly looks at the fork and choice in front of him.
He attended many postgraduate entrance examination lectures held by colleges. He had many professional courses in his sophomore year and was busy with his studies. The number of chats between the two people tended to decrease every day. Lin Xiaoyu also had more classes. Several times, Shen Maofan sent a message at 12 noon. She would reply after more than two hours. It was not like when she first started her freshman year, she had to flirt with him every few minutes.
When did she feel that there was nothing to talk to with him? She can't remember it
Every day, there are almost repeated dialogues. Both of them know many things about each other. They deliberately pulled the corners of their mouths when talking on the phone, and the strange feeling of relief after putting down their phones.
Every time I discuss something similar and report my whereabouts to each other is actually a very tiring thing, not to mention that this has lasted for nearly 600 days each time. Even the words "Good Morning" when I woke up early in the morning gradually could not save this boring and separated relationship.
Lin Xiaoyu felt that after returning from the summer vacation, his hands and hugs seemed to be full of worries, and he was not aware of the taste. Something seemed to have made a mistake in the gears.
She chatted with him in a pleasing manner, and as she chatted, she gradually felt her cheeks sore. She remembered that this soreness would only appear when she smiled foolishly and dealed with her distant relatives she didn't know.
It's strange that life has changed
So, after Lin Xiaoyu heard his idea of taking the postgraduate entrance examination, she was extremely calm.
Lin Xiaoyu finally realized that he was completely different from her. Maybe she was content with the status quo and he strived to be the best. He could see it three years ago.
Next to the river water that was soaked by the hot summer temperature, Lin Xiaoyu lay on the sway and looked down at the water. There was no slight wavy on his face under the ripples.
She has no right to interfere in his major life events, this is his own choice. Even if she really wants to tell him, it would be great if you can graduate from college and come back to work directly. My mother likes you very much. We can be an ordinary couple in this small town and work together for future life together.
But she didn't say it, or, she subconsciously felt that it was actually unnecessary, she felt very tired
It’s not that they don’t love him, but distance and time are really swords that test emotions. Maybe their shields are not particularly strong.
Shen Maofan had apologies on his face. When he was feeling complicated, he could only hear Xiaoyu saying lightly:
What?
You should be very busy taking the postgraduate entrance examination, right?
It's Ah, there are a lot of classes in the next semester
Will you come back after graduating from graduate school?
Xiaoyu learned all the answers from his delayed expression, and she laughed at herself: I can understand, after all, my life event should be put first.
He suddenly realized that his girlfriend was no longer what she used to be. She put everything on her face. She also had the sentimentality and wetness of a girl.
But I just want to stay here. She said softly, "The future will be so far away, I don't want to wait."
Shen Maofan remembered that after saying that, Xiaoyu's face flashed with confusion. She smiled faintly. The river lamp lit up half of her face, and the trembling corners of her mouth was reflected in a very clear way.
She said: Long-distance relationship is still too tiring, it would be better if we break up
***
September school season is coming again, the autumn wind is gradually rising, rolling the fallen leaves and golden osmanthus on the university campus. After the osmanthus flowers bloom briefly, the osmanthus trees become ordinary again. What withered with flowers is Lin Xiaoyu and Shen Maofan, which has been in a long-distance relationship for two years.
Life seems to have nothing to change without Qiong Yao's style of being desperate, making a vow of success, the axle of life is still ordinary, spinning forward
However, some of the small habits in love have not been changed yet
For example, when you wake up every morning, you don’t know what you should do first
The chat interface has no usual top-up, and the chat software has become optional
When he heard the homonym of Xiaoyu, he would still look up silently from the book. The series of formulas and characters in the textbooks were transformed into their past memories, and they kept appearing in their minds like movies.
However, this was just a short time of confusion after the breakup. This relationship began to be suppressed by studies, internships, and work, sinking into the water and gradually cooling down.
They live a peaceful life, laugh and play with friends, care about their well-being with their parents, and work hard for their future
People who return to being single always have more time for themselves. Shen Maofan will sit on the shore of Wuya Lake on campus to ponder in his spare time.
If Shen Maofan had made a new choice many years later, would he still leave his hometown and go to the distant north to study at Jiaotong University in City A? He thought he would still do it.
When filling out the application form, he swore that even if it was a long-distance relationship, the two of them could last for a long time. He claimed that he could find a balance between dreams and love.
Even in the end, they failed
In his opinion, this relationship was a scar in his heart, covered with fallen leaves. If you don't usually open the fallen leaves, the scar is buried well.
The fallen leaves were really uncovered, but the scars that had scabs began to hurt again. This melancholy was not a heart-wrenching pain, but a helpless sigh
In his best youth, he knew and fell in love with a sunny girl. He could still vaguely recall the blessing words of his brothers, the ruts of the mountain bikes, the days when he flirted with that girl, and the heartbeat when he first tasted human affairs
Shen Maofan thought carefully. Compared with Chen Muyang and the others, the relationship between him and Lin Xiaoyu is better, but he lost to distance and time.
Or, it's really less exhausting
He values dreams, she values stability, he goes to study in other places, she stays in the local area to study
Later, he asked Chen Muyang after a class reunion, was it your real idea to go to S City to work hard? Or did you follow him because your sister was going there?
Half and half, Chen Muyang said, maybe it was because there were too many acquaintances here, and she and I had no choice but to go to another place together, but S City is indeed a good place suitable for hard work.
What if she doesn't go?
Then I won’t go Chen Muyang shrugged, smiled indifferently, and said nothing if it’s not the case.
Shen Maofan disdains, you are a sister who controls dog licking, a person who doesn't pursue it
What a big deal I have to thank two people in my life. Behind her and her dad are you brothers
Look at how old you are, just my life, I am old-fashioned
Song Yiran actually likes your love
As Shen Maofan spoke, he suddenly sighed, how did you two persist until now?
Wouldn't you be tired of it?
Is it the longer the unpopular relationship?
Maybe
It's really indefinite
As a first-class university in China's architecture major, he has long had the idea of taking the postgraduate entrance examination under the influence of seniors and teachers.
The postgraduate entrance examination means staying in City A for another three years and may not necessarily return to City C for work in the future.
How can this kind of big event in life be a joke? Even though Shen Maofan is a boy who likes to joke and has a cheerful personality, he slowly looks at the fork and choice in front of him.
He attended many postgraduate entrance examination lectures held by colleges. He had many professional courses in his sophomore year and was busy with his studies. The number of chats between the two people tended to decrease every day. Lin Xiaoyu also had more classes. Several times, Shen Maofan sent a message at 12 noon. She would reply after more than two hours. It was not like when she first started her freshman year, she had to flirt with him every few minutes.
When did she feel that there was nothing to talk to with him? She can't remember it
Every day, there are almost repeated dialogues. Both of them know many things about each other. They deliberately pulled the corners of their mouths when talking on the phone, and the strange feeling of relief after putting down their phones.
Every time I discuss something similar and report my whereabouts to each other is actually a very tiring thing, not to mention that this has lasted for nearly 600 days each time. Even the words "Good Morning" when I woke up early in the morning gradually could not save this boring and separated relationship.
Lin Xiaoyu felt that after returning from the summer vacation, his hands and hugs seemed to be full of worries, and he was not aware of the taste. Something seemed to have made a mistake in the gears.
She chatted with him in a pleasing manner, and as she chatted, she gradually felt her cheeks sore. She remembered that this soreness would only appear when she smiled foolishly and dealed with her distant relatives she didn't know.
It's strange that life has changed
So, after Lin Xiaoyu heard his idea of taking the postgraduate entrance examination, she was extremely calm.
Lin Xiaoyu finally realized that he was completely different from her. Maybe she was content with the status quo and he strived to be the best. He could see it three years ago.
Next to the river water that was soaked by the hot summer temperature, Lin Xiaoyu lay on the sway and looked down at the water. There was no slight wavy on his face under the ripples.
She has no right to interfere in his major life events, this is his own choice. Even if she really wants to tell him, it would be great if you can graduate from college and come back to work directly. My mother likes you very much. We can be an ordinary couple in this small town and work together for future life together.
But she didn't say it, or, she subconsciously felt that it was actually unnecessary, she felt very tired
It’s not that they don’t love him, but distance and time are really swords that test emotions. Maybe their shields are not particularly strong.
Shen Maofan had apologies on his face. When he was feeling complicated, he could only hear Xiaoyu saying lightly:
What?
You should be very busy taking the postgraduate entrance examination, right?
It's Ah, there are a lot of classes in the next semester
Will you come back after graduating from graduate school?
Xiaoyu learned all the answers from his delayed expression, and she laughed at herself: I can understand, after all, my life event should be put first.
He suddenly realized that his girlfriend was no longer what she used to be. She put everything on her face. She also had the sentimentality and wetness of a girl.
But I just want to stay here. She said softly, "The future will be so far away, I don't want to wait."
Shen Maofan remembered that after saying that, Xiaoyu's face flashed with confusion. She smiled faintly. The river lamp lit up half of her face, and the trembling corners of her mouth was reflected in a very clear way.
She said: Long-distance relationship is still too tiring, it would be better if we break up
***
September school season is coming again, the autumn wind is gradually rising, rolling the fallen leaves and golden osmanthus on the university campus. After the osmanthus flowers bloom briefly, the osmanthus trees become ordinary again. What withered with flowers is Lin Xiaoyu and Shen Maofan, which has been in a long-distance relationship for two years.
Life seems to have nothing to change without Qiong Yao's style of being desperate, making a vow of success, the axle of life is still ordinary, spinning forward
However, some of the small habits in love have not been changed yet
For example, when you wake up every morning, you don’t know what you should do first
The chat interface has no usual top-up, and the chat software has become optional
When he heard the homonym of Xiaoyu, he would still look up silently from the book. The series of formulas and characters in the textbooks were transformed into their past memories, and they kept appearing in their minds like movies.
However, this was just a short time of confusion after the breakup. This relationship began to be suppressed by studies, internships, and work, sinking into the water and gradually cooling down.
They live a peaceful life, laugh and play with friends, care about their well-being with their parents, and work hard for their future
People who return to being single always have more time for themselves. Shen Maofan will sit on the shore of Wuya Lake on campus to ponder in his spare time.
If Shen Maofan had made a new choice many years later, would he still leave his hometown and go to the distant north to study at Jiaotong University in City A? He thought he would still do it.
When filling out the application form, he swore that even if it was a long-distance relationship, the two of them could last for a long time. He claimed that he could find a balance between dreams and love.
Even in the end, they failed
In his opinion, this relationship was a scar in his heart, covered with fallen leaves. If you don't usually open the fallen leaves, the scar is buried well.
The fallen leaves were really uncovered, but the scars that had scabs began to hurt again. This melancholy was not a heart-wrenching pain, but a helpless sigh
In his best youth, he knew and fell in love with a sunny girl. He could still vaguely recall the blessing words of his brothers, the ruts of the mountain bikes, the days when he flirted with that girl, and the heartbeat when he first tasted human affairs
Shen Maofan thought carefully. Compared with Chen Muyang and the others, the relationship between him and Lin Xiaoyu is better, but he lost to distance and time.
Or, it's really less exhausting
He values dreams, she values stability, he goes to study in other places, she stays in the local area to study
Later, he asked Chen Muyang after a class reunion, was it your real idea to go to S City to work hard? Or did you follow him because your sister was going there?
Half and half, Chen Muyang said, maybe it was because there were too many acquaintances here, and she and I had no choice but to go to another place together, but S City is indeed a good place suitable for hard work.
What if she doesn't go?
Then I won’t go Chen Muyang shrugged, smiled indifferently, and said nothing if it’s not the case.
Shen Maofan disdains, you are a sister who controls dog licking, a person who doesn't pursue it
What a big deal I have to thank two people in my life. Behind her and her dad are you brothers
Look at how old you are, just my life, I am old-fashioned
Song Yiran actually likes your love
As Shen Maofan spoke, he suddenly sighed, how did you two persist until now?
Wouldn't you be tired of it?
Is it the longer the unpopular relationship?
Maybe
It's really indefinite
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