Chapter 21 Lost

On the street, I was floating aimlessly like a lonely ghost, my mind was filled with negative emotions, and Viagra's medicinal effects disappeared.

Everything just happened was like a dream, like a dream and a illusion. I didn't want to believe that all this was true, but the cold air at night reminded me at any time. I inserted into my mother's body and was caught by my mother.

This fact that I have to admit makes me feel like I am in a biting cold ice cellar. This time, my mother will not forgive me...

Beep!

You don't have eyes when walking!Before I knew it, I walked into the middle of the road. The driver of the car that was blocked by me stuck out and stuck out the window and sweared. I didn't care at all, and continued to walk with my legs dragging.

Neuropathy!The driver cursed and drove around me. At this moment, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind. If I were hit and killed by a car like this, I would not have to face all this. This thought was like a devil holding my hand and returning to the middle of the road.

Not long after, a dazzling light shot from the distance of the road. I didn't dodge and my mind went blank.

Scream-The rapid brake made the car slide in front of me from a distance and stopped. The door opened and walked down a middle-aged uncle. He thought he was scolding again, but he didn't expect that the middle-aged uncle asked in a concerned tone:

Kid, what's wrong?

kid?I was a 16-year-old boy after all, but at this time I was not in the mood to care about these things, just shook my head weakly.

The uncle took out a cigarette and lit it, took a puff and spit out a circle of eyes, and said:

It depends on your young age. How big setbacks have you encountered turned into this?

I continued to shake my head, unable to say a word. The things I was facing could no longer be described as setbacks. The uncle squinted his eyes and said:

It is normal for you to be unable to think about something at your age, but you must remember that life and death are not important in anything.

I nodded thoughtfully and turned around and said:

Thanks.

The uncle smiled, turned around and returned to the car and drove away.

It's Ah, no matter what, I can't transcend life and death. If I don't even fear death, how can I not face everything that follows?

My mood was a little better, and at least I no longer thought of going to die. So I came to the lake of Luoyuehua in a daze, hoping to use the beautiful night scenery to relieve the depression in my heart.

As I walked, a black shadow ran towards me. It was not until a few meters in front of me that I recognized that the black shadow was Taozi.

Brother Yu?

Zhang Tao was wearing short-sleeved shirts and stopped in front of me in sweat. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, why would he meet this stupid pussy every time he was depressed?

At this time, I was in a very complicated mood. I wanted to talk to someone and think of myself as a quiet person. But I could never tell anyone about this. I ignored him and walked straight forward.

Zhang Tao kept following and asked with concern:

What's wrong?

I ignored it, looked down at the tip of my shoes and walked alone. Zhang Tao kept leaving him and asked tentatively:

A broken heart?

A broken love?

In fact, the word "Lovebreakage" can describe my mood, but what I was thinking about is my mother. I did such an unforgivable thing to my mother. When I thought of this, my mood became even lower. I sighed heavily and stopped in place.

Zhang Tao was careless on the surface, but in fact he was very careful. Seeing that I was so decadent, he patted my shoulder and comforted him:

Actually, although Wang Xinran is pretty, I don’t think she is a good girl. It’s reasonable that she dumped you, and there is no need to be too sad.

...Zhang Tao mistakenly thought that Wang Xinran and I had broken up, so I couldn't help but smile bitterly and said:

Not her.

Not her?What's the meaning?Zhang Tao was puzzled, and I couldn't explain this matter, but just sighed heavily. Zhang Tao tilted his head and thought for a while, then said in surprise:

What do you mean you have an affair with other girls and then have a conflict with that girl?

I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't expect that Zhang Tao was so smart in this regard, and he guessed the key point at once, although... the matter is really more complicated than his thoughts.

At this time, I also wanted to find someone to chat, so I said:

Almost...that's what it means.

Zhang Tao immediately jumped away when he heard this, pointed at me and was shocked and angry, and said:

I didn't expect you to be a scumbag!Step on two boats!

I was so amused and crying. In fact, Zhang Tao scolded me correctly. I was not only a scumbag, but also did something ruthless, and this matter could only be buried deep in my heart.

I found a row of stone benches next to me, and I signaled us to sit down and chat. After sitting down, I pondered for a moment and said:

If it was really what you said, what should I do?

Zhang Tao did not answer this. He looked at the lake and asked:

What did you think?

I shook my head, I didn't know how to talk about this matter at all. Looking at the dark lake again, I felt more and more anxious. Perhaps because of fear, the hot tears rolled down involuntarily.

Time seemed to have stopped, and Zhang Tao didn't say anything anymore. I supported my face with both hands, sobbing in silence, and tears kept rolling like a flood that broke through the valve.

I felt that I had been patted twice on my back and looked at Zhang Tao with tears on my face. The latter looked very concerned and said:

Drink, will you go?

drink wine?

Since I was a child, I have basically never touched wine. In addition to not being that smell, it is more because my mother is not sure. But now, I have fucked my mother. Although I just fucked her for a while, this cannot change this fact.

Perhaps only when I get drunk can I escape this fact for the time being, so I nodded and said:

Can.

I am very unfamiliar with the bar. I have never been to such a place before. I just stepped into the bar entrance and walked into the city like a country bumpkin. On the other hand, Zhang Tao walked to the bar counter and said a few words to the waiter as if he was very familiar with it, and took me to a quiet corner.

Because he came to express his feelings, the bar he brought me to was clear, the lights were dim and the atmosphere was quieter.

After a while, the waiter brought a box of wine named Wusu. Zhang Tao skillfully took out a bottle, filled a cup and handed it to me, and then poured a cup for himself.

A drink in the middle!

I raised my glass and touched it, put it to my mouth and tasted it, unlike the astringent mouth I imagined, so I swallowed the whole glass of beer in one breath.

Come again!Zhang Tao seemed very heroic, took out a bottle of beer and poured it all over, and tossed it with me again.