Chapter 69 You, the deskmate (04)

So tears flowed out again.

Zhang Tao patted my shoulder:

Oh, Brother Yu, don’t think about the future. The most important thing now is to grasp the present, come, let’s drink!

Under Zhang Tao's leadership, the four of us sang while playing dice games. Of course, as their girls' privileges, Zhang Tao and I also explained that entertainment first and drinking second, how much we can drink is.

After drinking for a while, I became a little interested in this dice game. The more I played, the more I became more and more popular, maybe it was due to alcohol stimulation.

Taozi and I got into a fight. Neither of them convinced each other. The girls couldn't get involved. She sat on the other side and talked about topics that belonged to girls.

I don’t know how long it took, but we finished a piece of wine.

I remembered what Zhang Tao did, and I felt that he was not as honest and chic as he seemed.

Taozi, do you have anyone you like in school?

Zhang Tao looked drunk in the direction of Liu Huanhuan and the others. I was shocked and subconsciously said:

Squad leader!?

What are you asking me to do?Liu Huanhuan turned to look at me, and I immediately shut up. She looked at us suspiciously and then continued to chat with Wang Xinran about gossip.

I covered my mouth with my hands and asked in a low voice:

Do you like the squad leader Ah?

Zhang Tao did not answer me, but smiled indifferently, looking at the appearance, he felt three points of affection.

As the alcohol gradually got up, my mother's figure began to appear in my mind, remembering the dreamlike love that my mother had with me that night, and the ice and snowy fat ass that made me dream about.

I feel a little uncomfortable.

Zhang Tao shook an empty wine bottle and asked with his eyes narrowed:

Brother Yu...the other girl you mentioned is you still like now...

I was stunned for a moment, and then I remembered what Zhang Tao said. I turned around and looked at Wang Xinran. They didn't know what fun topics they talked about, and they couldn't stop smiling.

Wang Xinran's laughter like a wind chime was so weak and powerless under the accompaniment of the box.

I can deceive everyone, but I can't deceive myself.

So I remained silent.

Zhang Tao stared at me with his intoxicated eyes. After a long time, he said:

If you really like her, then let her know clearly. In fact, sometimes I think she is pretty good.

After saying this, Zhang Tao went to the bathroom.

Drunk, I understood these three people she represents.

A glass wine bottle on the table reflected my face, like a mirror, but it was never a mirror, but just a wine bottle.

So I think the face on the bottle is very distorted.

So I think the person in the bottle is very strange, so unfamiliar to my anger.

I shook my head and said: You are really disgusting.

I looked innocent in the wine bottle and said: How come I feel disgusted?

You keep saying that you love your mother, why do you still do something that makes her so sad?

That's not my fault. If you want to blame, you can only blame Viagra.

But you know that your mother will not leave you alone, and you still have to force her to make a choice. Mom already loves you enough, why are you still so cruel?

Because that love is not enough, because what I want is not just my mother's love, my mother is mine, her heart is mine, and her body can only be mine.

What about Wang Xinran?You said you want your mother, so where did you put her?

What does this have to do with me?It’s her who likes me, what does it have to do with me?What does it have to do with me?

I gritted my teeth and said: You are too much!

I was so angry that I grabbed the mouth of the wine bottle and smashed it to the ground.

I disappeared from the bottle.

Wang Xinran and Liu Huanhuan looked over together.

What's wrong?

I smiled bitterly and shook my head, saying: I'll go to the bathroom.

After leaving the private room and coming to the bathroom, I turned on the faucet and washed my face. My face was clear in the mirror on the toilet.

I said together inside and outside the mirror:

Apart from that matter, I have never disobeyed my mother, but this time it is different. Even if it hurts my mother, I will still hold my mother firmly in my palms, so don’t hurt more people anymore!

……

Zhang Tao came to the bathroom, and I looked at him and said: I think you made sense.

Zhang Tao was silent for a moment and said: Do what you want to do.

You help me.

good.

Back at the private room, Zhang Tao walked over and patted Liu Huanhuan on the shoulder. The latter asked in surprise: What are you doing?

Zhang Tao coughed and said: Squad leader, it’s a bit hot here. Let’s go out and have a breath.

Have you drunk too much fake wine?

Zhang Tao scratched the back of his head and winked at Liu Huanhuan, wanting to express his meaning. After Liu Huanhuan glanced at me, he suddenly realized:

Oh~ I'm really hot, let's go.

Only Wang Xinran and I were left in the private room.

Under the dark purple light, Wang Xinran's cheeks turned red a little again, and she asked shyly:

What are you calling them out?

Even though I had already rehearsed it in my mind, it was difficult to speak at this time. I sat next to Wang Xinran. She subconsciously retreated and her face turned redder:

Don't do it randomly!

I... It's hard for me to do, and I can't say the touching words I originally wanted to say and then break up.

In the end I just said: You can go to a better university.

Wang Xinran said: It’s okay for me.

I gritted my teeth: I don’t want to waste your youth anymore.

The blush on her face disappeared, her little face turned pale suddenly, and her small hands tightly clenched.

Why?

I squeezed out a smile and said: I am a bad person, you are a good person, good people and bad people cannot be together.

This joke is not funny at all.

This kind of thing is not funny at all, and I can't laugh it out.

People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless?

I believe that with her intelligence, I can understand what I mean.

Tears flashed in her big eyes. I didn't dare to look at her anymore and came to the singing stage silently.

Will you remember tomorrow?

The diary you wrote yesterday;

Will you still be thinking about it tomorrow?

You who used to cry the most...

Who married you, the sentimental

Who comforts you who loves to cry

Who has tied up your long hair

Who made your wedding dress

……

The days before have gone

I will have my wife, too

I'll show her photos, too

Tell her about you, who is in the deskmate

……

I don’t know what the development will turn out to be in many years, at least what I think now is that what I want is my mom, so I will do it to this extremely firm idea.

I jumped down the cliff, although this would be endless.

I pushed Wang Xinran away, who was unaware of it, to prevent her from being pulled down the cliff by me. This may be my last kindness that has been broken to the core.

Tonight, I drank a lot of wine.

Mom, I'm back!I opened the door and changed into slippers and shouted to the dark house. No one responded to me. Could it be that my mother was already asleep?

I came to my mother's bedroom door drunk. The door was open and my mother was not in the bedroom.

I looked at the time and it was already eleven o'clock.

My mother is not at home, so late, why haven’t she come back yet?

I called my mother.

Sorry, no one answered the call you made, please dial later.

how so?Could it be that my mother is in some danger?I started to think about it again, swaying back and forth anxiously in the living room for more than ten minutes, but finally decided to look for my mother.

As soon as I arrived at the door, before I changed my shoes, there was a knock on the door. I opened the door happily. It turned out that my mother was back!

But there is one more person.

Aunt Wang?

My mother was dressed in a professional outfit, half leaning against Aunt Wang, looking intoxicated, and smelling even louder than the alcohol on me. Aunt Wang smiled at me and said:

Xiaoyu, your mother, today... she had some wine with me today, so she came back a little late.

My head was dizzy and without careful consideration, I thanked Aunt Wang. I went out to help my mother into the house, but I didn't expect that she would push it away with her hand. Her eyes stared at me and said vigilantly:

Who are you?

I was surprised:

I am your son!

Mom let go of Aunt Wang, pointed at me shakingly and said:

You are not my son, my son is so obedient, not like you, he is just a... pervert.

Mom~Where am I a pervert?

You are not a pervert... Why... you put that thing at home...

It turned out that my mother recognized me. I stood there awkwardly, worried that Aunt Wang would hear something, so that would be over!

But Aunt Wang didn't change her expression, and she even felt sad.

I saw my mother holding a cube-shaped white box in her right hand. She subconsciously wanted to help her get it, but she was pushed away by her mother again.

What do you want to do...this is...a buy for my son...birthday cake...I won't give it to you...you go away!

After saying this, my mother's knees softened. I hurriedly held her delicate body. My mother leaned against me, squinted her eyes and lost her words and movements. She must have drunk too much.

But my mother held the birthday cake firmly in her hand.

Aunt Wang, thank you!

Aunt Wang shook her head, as if she was looking at me with pity, or maybe she was looking at her mother.

Xiaoyu has become an adult and will take good care of your mother in the future. She... is really hard.

I thought that Aunt Wang meant that my mother was very hard to take on the responsibility of our family alone. She nodded and said firmly:

Don’t worry, Aunt Wang, I will definitely... take good care of my mother.

Aunt Wang patted my shoulder and turned around and left.