After a moment of silence, I stammered and said: I will...I will be kind to my mother, I will...I will be loyal to my mother, I will take good care of my mother, I...
OK!My mother interrupted me with a voice, and looked at me with a sarcastic look: Even if you can't even speak properly, you still want to act as a man to take care of me?
Although my mother's words made me feel very upset, I couldn't find any reason to refute them.
After a long silence, my mother held her forehead and said: I think it's time to re-examine our relationship.
What's the meaning?I felt nervous. My mother looked up at me and sighed, killing her heart: I used to be too indulging you, which led to you still holding even more unrealistic fantasies than before. If this continues, you will never turn over.
You said it too seriously. At this point, aren’t we still doing well?
My mother closed her eyes and smiled weakly. For some reason, when I saw her appearance, I felt a sense of nameless fire in my heart, and at the same time, a huge sense of powerlessness came.
I gritted my teeth and said: Mom, no matter how much you escape, you can't change the established facts that have happened to us.
My mother opened her eyes, her eyes as sharp as a knife. I did not dodge and continued: Since all this is not a dream, I never thought of treating it as a dream. You are worried that my future will be destroyed because of this, but everything in my future is built around you. If my future is not like you, it will no longer have any meaning.
Mom sighed: You are in a great year of youth blooming, so why should you focus your time and energy on a middle-aged woman like me?
I forced myself to smile and said: You are so humble. Which young girl dares to say that she is more beautiful than you? Anyway, in my opinion, you are a celestial girl descending to earth and the most beautiful woman in the world.
My mother didn't seem to be happy because of my compliments, and shook her head and said: Everyone has a day when people are old and ugly. I am already forty. In another five years, or in another ten years, your so-called beauty will no longer exist. When you look at today, how naive your thoughts are.
Hearing this, my heart surged, I leaned forward and held my mother's hand, and said loudly: Mom, even in forty years, you will still be the most beautiful woman in my heart. If you are unwilling to accept me for this reason, then you are too worried.
You can speak softly!My mother shook my hand away and looked out the window, whispering: As you said, are you really going to waste with me like this?
I shook my head and replied: This is not a waste, in my opinion, it is meaningful and my lifelong pursuit.
Then you are too ignorant.Mom sighed and said: I will leave you one day, and then how should you face it?
No matter how much I say this day, it will take decades. I am not greedy, and it is enough to be able to live with my mother for decades.
My mother's face suddenly dimmed, and soon she returned to her original state. She smiled and said: But I don't want to spend my whole life on you, and I also want to pursue my own happiness.
I felt a little heartbroken and clenched my fist and said: Mom, don’t you say that if I am happy, you will be happy? I will be happy with my mother. Similarly, I will bring happiness to my mother.
Mom said: What you call happiness will eventually fail to reality. Mom paused and continued: Think about it, if you can go to the end with Wang Xinran, get married and have children, and spend your whole life safely, isn’t this happiness?
Speaking of this, my mother's eyes were a little wet, maybe because she thought of something.
But... I was extremely bitter, with tears in my eyes and said: I really can't turn back. Mom, I can't accept the days without you, I can't accept the future without you.
My mother's eyelids trembled continuously, her expression was extremely complicated. She held my hand and said softly: Son, mom is old, I can't stay with you until I'm old. You must learn to face the world independently from me, but whether I'm by your side or not, I will always look at you and love you.
Mom's hands are cold, and mom's words are warm.
I always feel that my mother's words reveal an inexplicable sadness. I held my mother's jade hand with my back hand, and said tremblingly and stubbornly: I don't want to leave you... I want you to stay with me... I want my mother to accept me...
My mother kept staring at me, with pity in her eyes.
Empty, loneliness, discomfort... A series of negative emotions surged into my heart, and even at this time, my sense of security was so lacking that I had never felt before.
I let go of my mother's hand and tightly clamped her neck. My mother did not make any objection and let me hug her tightly.
My mother's delicate body is very soft and gentle, and her whole body exudes a charming body scent.
I could feel the softness brought by a thin layer of knitted clothes on her chest, as if it melted my hot body.
Everything that happened before was screened in my mind, from the night I sneaked into my mother to the night I accidentally ate Viagra, and then to the hotel in Suining overnight, all the reality of all this turned into a dream that could never be forgotten.
My friend once said: It is also an alternative to greed for a person's body to this point.
Selfish love is also like, and perverted love is also like love.
What if this is not love?
The sound of heartbeat kept slashing into her ears, and I whispered in her ear: Mom, I really want to take out my heart and show you.
As before, my mother did not respond to my confession and whispered: If you were not my son, maybe things would have gone differently.
I said affectionately: It is said that my son was my mother’s lover in her previous life. Perhaps it was because you owe me too much in her previous life, and I came to collect debts in this life.
It's Ah... Mom sighed and said: Actually, I would comfort myself like this many times.
My mother's words were full of sarcasm and had deep meaning.
Every time I am so close to my mother, the desire in my body will become manic, as if I want to swallow my reason. A strand of my mother's hair is scratched on the tip of my nose, it is very itchy and itchy to my heart.
There is also the soft pair on my chest that made me unable to control myself and squeeze. The amazing elasticity and size made my whole body stiff.
My mother seemed to feel my strangeness and reached out to push her hand on my chest.
stand up!
My mother's orders were like those hands, pale and powerless, and could not stop me from the slightest.
The softness and warmth of my mother's body make me want to combine every hair and every blood with her.
OK!My mother interrupted me with a voice, and looked at me with a sarcastic look: Even if you can't even speak properly, you still want to act as a man to take care of me?
Although my mother's words made me feel very upset, I couldn't find any reason to refute them.
After a long silence, my mother held her forehead and said: I think it's time to re-examine our relationship.
What's the meaning?I felt nervous. My mother looked up at me and sighed, killing her heart: I used to be too indulging you, which led to you still holding even more unrealistic fantasies than before. If this continues, you will never turn over.
You said it too seriously. At this point, aren’t we still doing well?
My mother closed her eyes and smiled weakly. For some reason, when I saw her appearance, I felt a sense of nameless fire in my heart, and at the same time, a huge sense of powerlessness came.
I gritted my teeth and said: Mom, no matter how much you escape, you can't change the established facts that have happened to us.
My mother opened her eyes, her eyes as sharp as a knife. I did not dodge and continued: Since all this is not a dream, I never thought of treating it as a dream. You are worried that my future will be destroyed because of this, but everything in my future is built around you. If my future is not like you, it will no longer have any meaning.
Mom sighed: You are in a great year of youth blooming, so why should you focus your time and energy on a middle-aged woman like me?
I forced myself to smile and said: You are so humble. Which young girl dares to say that she is more beautiful than you? Anyway, in my opinion, you are a celestial girl descending to earth and the most beautiful woman in the world.
My mother didn't seem to be happy because of my compliments, and shook her head and said: Everyone has a day when people are old and ugly. I am already forty. In another five years, or in another ten years, your so-called beauty will no longer exist. When you look at today, how naive your thoughts are.
Hearing this, my heart surged, I leaned forward and held my mother's hand, and said loudly: Mom, even in forty years, you will still be the most beautiful woman in my heart. If you are unwilling to accept me for this reason, then you are too worried.
You can speak softly!My mother shook my hand away and looked out the window, whispering: As you said, are you really going to waste with me like this?
I shook my head and replied: This is not a waste, in my opinion, it is meaningful and my lifelong pursuit.
Then you are too ignorant.Mom sighed and said: I will leave you one day, and then how should you face it?
No matter how much I say this day, it will take decades. I am not greedy, and it is enough to be able to live with my mother for decades.
My mother's face suddenly dimmed, and soon she returned to her original state. She smiled and said: But I don't want to spend my whole life on you, and I also want to pursue my own happiness.
I felt a little heartbroken and clenched my fist and said: Mom, don’t you say that if I am happy, you will be happy? I will be happy with my mother. Similarly, I will bring happiness to my mother.
Mom said: What you call happiness will eventually fail to reality. Mom paused and continued: Think about it, if you can go to the end with Wang Xinran, get married and have children, and spend your whole life safely, isn’t this happiness?
Speaking of this, my mother's eyes were a little wet, maybe because she thought of something.
But... I was extremely bitter, with tears in my eyes and said: I really can't turn back. Mom, I can't accept the days without you, I can't accept the future without you.
My mother's eyelids trembled continuously, her expression was extremely complicated. She held my hand and said softly: Son, mom is old, I can't stay with you until I'm old. You must learn to face the world independently from me, but whether I'm by your side or not, I will always look at you and love you.
Mom's hands are cold, and mom's words are warm.
I always feel that my mother's words reveal an inexplicable sadness. I held my mother's jade hand with my back hand, and said tremblingly and stubbornly: I don't want to leave you... I want you to stay with me... I want my mother to accept me...
My mother kept staring at me, with pity in her eyes.
Empty, loneliness, discomfort... A series of negative emotions surged into my heart, and even at this time, my sense of security was so lacking that I had never felt before.
I let go of my mother's hand and tightly clamped her neck. My mother did not make any objection and let me hug her tightly.
My mother's delicate body is very soft and gentle, and her whole body exudes a charming body scent.
I could feel the softness brought by a thin layer of knitted clothes on her chest, as if it melted my hot body.
Everything that happened before was screened in my mind, from the night I sneaked into my mother to the night I accidentally ate Viagra, and then to the hotel in Suining overnight, all the reality of all this turned into a dream that could never be forgotten.
My friend once said: It is also an alternative to greed for a person's body to this point.
Selfish love is also like, and perverted love is also like love.
What if this is not love?
The sound of heartbeat kept slashing into her ears, and I whispered in her ear: Mom, I really want to take out my heart and show you.
As before, my mother did not respond to my confession and whispered: If you were not my son, maybe things would have gone differently.
I said affectionately: It is said that my son was my mother’s lover in her previous life. Perhaps it was because you owe me too much in her previous life, and I came to collect debts in this life.
It's Ah... Mom sighed and said: Actually, I would comfort myself like this many times.
My mother's words were full of sarcasm and had deep meaning.
Every time I am so close to my mother, the desire in my body will become manic, as if I want to swallow my reason. A strand of my mother's hair is scratched on the tip of my nose, it is very itchy and itchy to my heart.
There is also the soft pair on my chest that made me unable to control myself and squeeze. The amazing elasticity and size made my whole body stiff.
My mother seemed to feel my strangeness and reached out to push her hand on my chest.
stand up!
My mother's orders were like those hands, pale and powerless, and could not stop me from the slightest.
The softness and warmth of my mother's body make me want to combine every hair and every blood with her.