The skillful tea art of tea artists once again fully demonstrated the cultural heritage of ancient China. People who have not yet entered the tea have been soaked in the pores of their bodies by the fragrance of tea. The skylight shines on the winter sun, which makes Zuo Jing feel very comfortable, and they relax.
Huang Junru picked up the tea bowl, smelled a sip of the fragrance and drank it all, then looked at Zuo Jing and Zuo Jing and smiled: This is not drinking, we have to do it together.
As he said that, he drank the tea in his hand. Huang Junru saw that the tea artist had left, so he became serious and wanted to speak. Unexpectedly, Zuo Jing spoke first.
Not good news, otherwise you wouldn't have come here in person
I saw the photo of Hao Jianghua you sent me, it's very relieved! There are 30,000 US dollars here, please help me with Wang Shiyun
Zuo Jing took a stack of US dollars handed over by Huang Junru, put it in his bag and continued to wait for Huang Junru's next article.
Of course, if you don't have to go there for this money, you should know what I'm going to say to you since you are mentally prepared.
Let me say it, since she refuses to see me, then I will not guess it randomly, it is better to hear it as a truth
Ye'er is married, she lives in my city. We often meet because of Yue Liang. She has just given birth to a girl and her life is very happy and peaceful.
I won't bother her, I just want to know her situation, so I couldn't help calling you that day. Before I heard her news, I had a premonition that I had completely lost her. I didn't expect that she even had a child, and in fact, I was not worthy of her.
She asked me to tell you, let go of everything you should put down. If you really can't let go, don't let go. If you have been resentful about what has happened, you will never be happy in your life. I am the same as you. At that time, I still made up my mind to Wang Shiyun. Although I have always regretted that I should have given her more compensation, life is not easy. I now have two children to raise.
Then do you want to see her?
How is she doing now?
Basically, the drug addiction is gone, and my body is recovering well. I talked to her once. She said she had no confidence to return to society to start a new life. I found someone to arrange for her to do a logistics job in the drug rehabilitation center, and she didn't come out to live in the staff dormitory inside.
Huang Junru focused on the rising heat of the tea bowl in his hand, and then gently placed it on the tea table.
Forget it, I've let it go now. Even if I feel guilty sometimes, I'm just guilty...
Brother Huang is more free and easy than me! It’s not like I always go to be stubborn, I always hesitate when it’s time to let go. You tell Ye Er... I’ll forget it... By the way, I’m getting married, I just got the certificate today, I’ll show you
Zuo Jing handed Huang Junru and Huang Junru looking at the smiling photos of Zuo Jing and He Xiaoyue.
Great, really great! The bride is very beautiful! I'll come when you do your business
Just get the certificate and there are no elders at home, so it doesn’t matter.
By the way, Ye'er said that the house in the capital will be given to you. Here are a few powers of attorney for handling the procedures. You can transfer the property by signing it. Don't make it difficult for me to do it. This is what Ye'er meant. If you don't want me to go back and be scolded by my wife, it might be unfavorable to do things.
Zuo Jing sighed, took it over and took it away.
The two sat and chatted for a day. When Huang Junru left, Zuo Jing kept standing at the door and watching his back. Huang Junru was reborn and Ye Er had a good home. It is unknown where he went.
Zuo Jing went to Tong Jiahui for dinner in the evening. Now Tong Jiahui has moved out of the courtyard. After all, Lao Bai is gone. Although no one cares about this matter, Tong Jiahui, who was of much different level at that time, was embarrassed to keep dominating the house and it was really inconvenient to live there now.
They also purchased a second ring house before and have been renovated there. It is just right for two bedrooms and two living rooms to live in.
Bai Ying came to open the door for Zuo Jing with her belly. Zuo Jing never took the key here.
Zuo Jing came to cook for the mother and daughter. Tong Jiahui watched TV in the living room and ignored Zuo Jingai. Bai Ying helped him in the kitchen. Not long after, Zuo Jing made several dishes and served them on the table.
Mom, I made it today...
The procedures are completed?
Tong Jiahui interrupted Zuo Jing's words, and Zuo Jing realized that it was because of this. Bai Ying was not bad yet, so she started to jealous first.
Mom, didn't you know everything in advance? It's just a formality. If Xiaoying hadn't gotten pregnant, there was no need to find outsiders. I'm afraid of trouble.
Then are you going back today?
Zuo Jing was convinced by Tong Jiahui. I really don’t understand this woman’s thoughts. Do I really want to live here and sleep on the sofa in the living room?
Bai Ying seemed to be deaf about the conversation between the two and was eating her own meal. Since she learned about the matter between Zuo Jing and Tong Jiahui, she has rarely talked to Zuo Jing, except for some very important things.
She does whatever Zuo Jing asked her to do. She also listened to Tong Jiahui's words, but she rarely communicated with others. She rarely watched TV at home, but just did housework. Zuo Jing felt sorry for her and asked her to do less while pregnant, so she took care of the mother and mother every day.
In the evening, Tong Jiahui called Zuo Jing to her room
Xiaojing, look at her now, it makes me very worried
Is this antenatal depression?
Nonsense, Xiaoying just couldn't accept our affairs, and now she didn't talk to me much. In her eyes, I am the same woman as her. She cheated in marriage and was pregnant with adulterers. Whether you are an adulterer or you, a bastard, you made me do something that I'm sorry for Lao Bai. That day you... you bastard!
Tong Jiahui beat Zuo Jing hard for a few times, and then she spoke with a crying voice. Zuo Jing had no choice. It was simply that Tong Jiahui had prenatal depression and her temper became very strange.
OK OK OK OK OK OK OK OK OK I'm bad. It's causing you to get pregnant and Xiaoying ignore you now. You'd better be careful. Don't be impulsive. Where is the baby in your belly
Zuo Jing held Tong Jiahui in his arms, but was pushed away by Tong Jiahui in a short while.
I don't care! Everything started because of you. Today, you have to solve this matter no matter what, otherwise let's take a look
I...there is a solution, but I haven't figured it out yet...
You have a way, I know you have a way, but you haven't decided whether to really accept Xiaoying from now on. Xiaojing, I understand what you mean. I just deliberately got angry with you and wanted to force you. If so, I will give you a few more days.
Then I'll sleep here at night?
You think beautifully. If Xiaoying doesn't want you to sleep with her, then go back and sleep with your wife.
Zuo Jing was choked by Tong Jiahui again and said nothing
He didn't go to find Bai Ying when he went out. He knew that if he wanted to sleep with Bai Ying, Bai Ying would not refuse, but he really didn't think about it as he said just now.
In the evening, he asked He Xiaoyue to come out and have a midnight snack. Zuo Jing didn't know that he just wanted to ask He Xiaoyue's opinion on Li Xuanshi's current situation, or because he was in a bad mood after seeing Huang Junru during the day and wanted to relieve him. In short, He Xiaoyue finally slept with him.
The two took off their clothes and twisted together. When Zuo Jing inserted, He Xiaoyue screamed as usual, but this time it stimulated Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing did not control his strength or use any skills. He just thrust hard in He Xiaoyue's vagina, as if Zuo Jing had lost control of his body. He Xiaoyue changed his posture several times and did not ejaculate. In the end, He Xiaoyue couldn't stand it.
Zuo Jing, why don’t you get me there? I’m already a little numbing. Are you crazy today? Even if you get crazy, it’s time to come out.
Zuo Jing saw He Xiaoyue sticking her butt up high, and a little chrysanthemum was shaking in front of her eyes. He had not had any woman's asshole before. Ye Er, Xu Lin, Bai Ying, and Wu Tong had all done it. It was the first time with He Xiaoyue. Zuo Jing changed a condom and put his glans on He Xiaoyue's anus.
The place where the glans touched felt warm. He Xiaoyue was a butterfly pussy. She had been fucked too many times before and was a little loose, but her anus was still very tight. Zuo Jing took some effort to insert the glans into it.
Past anal sex experience told him that he should move slowly a few times at this time, and Zuo Jing did the same.
Gently thrust a few times and went deeper into it. Every time he went deeper into He Xiaoyue's body, he would relax, but he would feel nervous.
She rarely had anal sex with Hao Jianghua before, and she would pull it out after a few times each time. Moreover, Hao Jianghua's penis was so big that He Xiaoyue couldn't bear it.
Zuo Jing's size is very suitable, and the way to insert is gentle and gradual. When he inserted it to the end, He Xiaoyue felt the same fulfillment and pleasure as vaginal sex. When Zuo Jing pulled it out, she would feel relaxed for a while. When inserted, she would be stimulated by this fulfillment and screamed out again.
Ah...ah...
Zuo Jing's speed increased. The wrinkles in He Xiaoyue's rectum were different from those in the vagina. It was like having two women. Zuo Jing inserted it dozens of times and then moved to He Xiaoyue's vagina to continue to fuck him a few times. He found that there was more vaginal fluid in the vagina than when he fucked the pussy just now. After the water was touched on the cock and fucked the ass, it played a lubricating role. Zuo Jing fucked back and forth, thinking that one day it would take Xu Lin to fly together. It would be great to have sex like this.
Thinking of the slutty Xu Lin, Zuo Jing couldn't help it anymore, and he ejaculated all the time after he loosened his penis.
After ejaculation, Zuo Jing entered the sage state and allowed He Xiaoyue to take off his condom and clean it up.
Zuo Jing lit a cigarette and listened to the sound of He Xiaoyue taking a bath.
He thought that Bai Ying cheated and loved him all day long. Why did this woman do this?
Zuo Jing had actually figured out this problem for a long time, but he could not help but think about it when he was old. This is the same as how much a married man loves his wife, he still couldn't help staring at her when he saw a beautiful woman outside. This is human nature. Bai Ying's nature is like this, and this is the main reason why Zuo Jing can't completely accept Bai Ying anymore.
After Zuo Jing finished smoking his second cigarette, the fragrant He Xiaoyue had already arrived beside him.
Husband! I don’t care. Anyway, I am your legal wife now. Even if it’s only this day, I will be a good couple with you.
Zuo Jing didn't say anything, stretched out his hand and hugged He Xiaoyue in his arms.
You are much more addicted to smoking now. You know that you have a lot of things hidden in your heart, but your body is another matter. There are still many people who will rely on you in the future.
It’s all Li Xuanshi told you. Do you think I am the same person as Hao Laogou?
No matter what kind of person you are, I will follow you in the future. I will be your ex-wife and your children in the future. You can't ignore me.
Why are you becoming like this now? Haven’t you paid back all the money? You should know that you are richer than me now, and my huge family business has been almost done. From the beginning, I knew that everything was a loss in the end, but if I really did nothing and went away, I couldn’t stand that breath
Isn’t many people living just for one breath? At least this is not the evil you do first. Your evil is forced out by the evil. Should people swallow their anger and escape after being humiliated? That is a cowardly behavior, and this is also the reason why I like you now. Even if you lose more, as long as you win in the end, even if it is a tragic victory, it is a victory. The future of the winner will bring back all the lost and even more Zuo Jing. You don’t have many things you dare not think about before. You have a high education, and the social circle of alumni is there. Wealth and other things are at your fingertips.
It seems that you have thought about a lot of things during this period. I have too many things to carry and don’t want to add a little heaviness. I am going to open a restaurant in a strange city, live a peaceful life, no longer pursue anything, and protect everything I have.
Zuo Jing fell asleep in a short while, He Xiaoyue didn't sleep and kept looking at the man lying beside her for a long time
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Bai Ying came to the door of Tong Jiahui's room. After thinking for a long time, she didn't go in and was hesitating. She heard Tong Jiahui's voice.
Come in, I've been waiting for you for a long time
Bai Ying quickly pushed open the door and came in. Tong Jiahui was already sitting inside the quilt. Although there was heating, Bai Ying, who was thin, was still a little cold. Tong Jiahui pulled her into her quilt.
Look at you! If you have any questions, just come in and say it directly. Do you really want to ignore me for the rest of your life?
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I know what you are going to say. I have told you many times. This has happened. I could never let others know about it in my life, but why did I make such an ugly person?
I know you are still for me, but...but you don't have to do this, and...
I don't want this child, but Zuo Jing wants it, I let him choose it, he chose the child. If there is no one with my belly, I'm afraid you can't keep him Xiaoying. If you are like before, I think it's better to let him go.
Mom, how could I still be like before!
I'm not talking about that, but you have the right attitude towards him. You have changed a lot and you know the price of making mistakes. Now Zuo Jing has nothing to do with you. I blamed me before, and I hated Li Xuanshi too much. I must kill her. As a result, Zuo Jing, the Hunan man, has aroused the stubbornness of Zuo Jing. It's also all your fault that you were too bastard before. Now you can only rub him, circumvent him, and use his conscience and sense of responsibility Xiaoying! My mother has put herself in, which makes him lower his head. I haven't had it again afterwards, and I will never have it again in the future. This is OK!
If there is, he will save him from looking for other women outside all day long. If He Xiaoyue is so mean, what should he do if he is with him?
What are you talking nonsense? Do you really think I am a woman like Li Xuanshi? Or you were there before... OK OK, Xiaoying has everything gone, and my mother will not go to make up the old debts and let go of Xiaojing. There will be a process. You don’t have to worry about He Xiaoyue, she doesn’t have the courage. I arranged the matter of her child going to school in the imperial capital. This is foolproof.
Mom, I'm not angry with you two, yes, I was also angry before, but I was not qualified to be angry with Zuo Jing in the next year. He has nothing to do with me. I still miss the past period and was with him every day. Although he didn't pay much attention to me, he also took care of me and slept with me. I was like I was back in the past, so as long as he could come back, I could accept anything.
Then why don’t you talk to him when he is at home? If this continues, he will really leave
He won't leave, aren't you still there...
Xiaoying! You still care about this matter, and I won’t explain anything. I have done everything I should do, and I have told you the arrangements of things. Now, tell me, can you accept it?
I can accept it, if Zuo Jing has no problem...
Xiaoying, I tell you, Zuo Jing will have another hurdle to pass soon. I am very worried that something will happen to him now, so Xiaoying is a crisis and an opportunity this time. If you can grasp it, Zuo Jing will be able to truly return to you, and mom will help you
After listening to Tong Jiahui's words, Bai Ying went back to her room thoughtfully...
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Two days later, Zuo Jing sent Huang Junru to the airport. When they parted, Huang Junru asked Zuo Jing again.
Do you really have nothing to say to Ye Zi? I will never contact you again even if I come back after I leave.
I... Forget it, I had broken up with her once, and now there is no need to bother too much, as this will only add to each other's worries.
Huang Junru wanted to speak but stopped, but he still said it
I have a photo of her and her daughter here... Do you want it...
Zuo Jing handed the trolley box in his hand to Huang Junru as if he hadn't heard it
If you can let go of Ye'er, it means you can also let go of everything in the past. Now I will feel at ease with you
Zuo Jing was moved when he looked at Huang Junru's sincere expression. It turned out that there were still people in this world who cared about him.
Then you really don't go and see...
Huang Junru reached out to interrupt Zuo Jing's words
The truth is the same. I believe she can get out by herself. If I go there, it will disturb her mood. Besides, my daughter will always grow up one day, so everyone has hope, right?
Seeing a passenger plane soaring into the sky, Zuo Jing had not yet walked out of his friend's melancholy of parting, He Xiaoyue's phone call over there urged him to the hospital.
When Zuo Jing arrived at the hospital, he found that Tong Jiahui had arrived. He was sitting on the bench at the delivery room and handed her a few pieces of paper. When he saw Zuo Jing coming, Tong Jiahui handed it to Zuo Jing.
You're here just right, I think only you can sign these things
The doctor next to him was wearing a mask, and he couldn't see his expression from his eyes. When he saw Zuo Jing coming, he said: You are a family member. Look at these things. The situation is very urgent now. The mother is in danger and her health is also very poor. The fetus is in good condition, but this time the surgery is required.
Zuo Jing read several reports carefully, and his heart suddenly fell to the lowest point.
He finally understood what Tong Jiahui meant to let him choose once. Before he knew it, the pen in Zuo Jing's hand seemed to be heavier than a thousand pounds. In this steep spring season, the sweat on his forehead actually dripped on the paper.
He wanted to look up and whistle at the sky, but he felt that he could not move. A slightly bloated but very soft body leaned against him
Zuo Jing relaxed, but he was still nervous and couldn't control himself.
Xiaojing, your current choice is very important. I don’t want to force you, but I want to tell you, I am waiting for you to make a choice. I have always been looking forward to the future. I really want to have a brand new future.
Zuo Jing turned around and looked at Tong Jiahui who was as gentle as water to her. She hugged her waist from behind like her wife, her abdomen was tightly attached to her, and the biological flesh inside was sandwiched between the two of them.
I will get everything, as long as Tong Jiahui can be satisfied
And all this is natural, but Zuo Jing really finds it difficult to make up his mind to sign this word now
Xiaojing, everything I do is for you and Xiaoying, and the children in my belly and Xiaoying are all your children. I think Li Xuanshi is already mentally prepared. She has done too many wrong things in her life. This is her only chance to redeem. Do you not even give her this opportunity to let her live in self-blame and regret forever in the future?
Tong Jiahui's voice made Zuo Jing feel dizzy. Although he was still a little clear, he didn't want to wake up. So what if he was sober?
If you are rational, you can still sign this word, so you will be drowsy. Zuo Jing wishes you could drink a few bottles of white wine at this time, drink yourself out of pieces, and sign under the fragments. Maybe you won’t have this memory in the future.
The doctor nodded to Zuo Jing after holding Zuo Jing's signature notice
I know, Mr. Zuo, we will try our best to keep the child
The doctor's voice was very familiar. Zuo Jing looked up at him. He nodded to Tong Jiahui and turned to the operating room. Seeing that the operating room door was closed, Zuo Jing finally suppressed the urge to stand up. Tong Jiahui's hand had not been loosened. Tong Jiahui's arm, which did not have much strength, tied Zuo Jing to the bench like a solid iron chain.
He Xiaoyue accompanied Bai Ying for examination and came to the operating room. She was a little surprised to see Tong Jiahui holding Zuo Jing, but Bai Ying continued to walk towards the two of them as if nothing had happened. He Xiaoyue looked carefully and found Tong Jiahui's bulging belly, which was exactly the same as Bai Ying's.
I immediately understood everything, and it was ridiculous to think about it. I could do my previous daydream once, so why bother with it? This man will never belong to me.
When Tong Jiahui saw them coming, she let go of Zuo Jing and asked Bai Ying to accompany her here. She asked He Xiaoyue to take her to have a pregnancy test, while Bai Ying sat down next to Zuo Jing.
Zuo Jing no longer thought about anything at this time, but just kept watching the closed door of the operating room. He would rather his heart be confused than his mind was blank now.
With a gentleness within reach, Zuo Jing didn't know that the people around him had changed to Bai Ying. Bai Ying snuggled into Zuo Jing's arms. She knew that this man was so fragile at the moment, and he had no cold blood, tenacity, and tolerance as before.
She remembered that when Zuo Jing learned that his father had passed away, she was also pale and expressionless, holding herself in her arms without moving.
Bai Ying has guessed what happened today, and Li Xuanshi may be leaving
She has done so many things that are sorry to Zuo Jing in her life. When Zuo Jing came to take revenge, she always chose to protect herself and evade responsibility. In the end, she was pregnant with her own son because she could not suppress her inner lustful desire. However, she did not want to end up like this because of this child in the end.
Maybe Li Xuanshi can live longer without children, but Zuo Jing will never attack Li Xuanshi no matter what.
In fact, Zuo Jing still cared about himself very much. That day, he sat on the roadside and saw that although he was drunk, his concern in his eyes could not be concealed. Later, he was so rough in his sex with himself, and always played some tricks that made him shame and torture. When he accepted it in a submissive way, Zuo Jing's face showed unbearable pity, conquering pride, and sexual pleasure satisfaction.
husband……
Zuo Jing couldn't help but respond: What's wrong? Xiaoying
Relax, I'll be with you
Zuo Jing looked at the woman beside him and felt mixed feelings, everything seemed to have returned to the original point
Lost a lot, I still let Bai Ying return to her side and got Tong Jiahui
I have been entangled with the Bai family all my life, and the original family has completely disappeared
I have nothing now and don’t even have much money. If you don’t have a good life with me, I won’t be nice to you like before.
I don't care. As long as I can be by your side, I can find a job, and you don't have to do anything in the future. I can accept the matter of serving you, your children, and your mother at home. If you like He Xiaoyue and Xu Lin, I can accept them.
Stop talking, Xiaoying's things have passed. If I can accept you, you don't need to feel guilty about my past mistakes. It would be better to not be together. I'm sorry to your father, so if you want to let go, everyone will let go together.
Bai Ying nodded cryingly, Zuo Jing helped her wipe the tears from her face. At this time, the door of the operating room opened, and the baby's loud crying reached the ears of the two.
Are the family members here?!
Zuo Jing and Bai Ying immediately met
Seven pounds, one ounce, a girl is very healthy
Zuo Jing did not care about the child like Bai Ying, but looked at the doctor with a nervous look on his face and lowered his voice and said to him: You go in and meet her. After that, he took the child away.
Li Xuanshi lay on the bed dyingly. When she saw Zuo Jing coming in, her face immediately shining.
Xiao Jing, it's a girl. Finally, you did the right thing, saved the child, and finally let me do something worthy of you to atone for my sins.
Don't move, I'll be here to accompany you
Xiaoying is here too, I... It's great that I can see you together...
mom……
Xiaoying can still call me mom, I really have no face to accept it, but I am so happy that Xiaojing I have been dreaming about you before, dreaming of your marriage, your father and I bless you, I will see Xuanyu immediately, I don’t know if I should cover my face and see him, but I am afraid that I won’t see him with my face. I miss him so much, I want to see him immediately
Zuo Jing choked and couldn't say anything. Li Xuanshi reached out to his face and stroked it.
If you can forgive me before I leave, I can leave with peace of mind Xiaoying... I am not qualified to ask for anything. I just want to wish you a smoother future and a safe journey to the end of Xiaojing. Can our daughter bring the word Xuan in her name? This is my only wish. I miss Xuan very much...
Zuo Jing nodded and grabbed Li Xuanshi's hand that was touching on her face
You have to take good care of her. Although I haven't seen her, I think she must be as beautiful and cute as Xuanxuan. I can't bear to leave you...I'm sorry...I...
Li Xuanshi's speech was already intermittent and indifferent tone, and the hand held in Zuo Jing's hand began to be as powerless as losing her vitality.
Bai Ying was already crying, Tong Jiahui outside the door turned around and stopped watching the scene inside.
Xiaojing, it’s great to keep looking at you...but...but...but I don’t seem to see clearly...
Zuo Jing put his face in front of Li Xuanshi. Li Xuanshi tried her best to look at the world with her last strength and was silent...
Death is like water disappearing into the water
Surrounded by sadness, Zuo Jing sat against the wall on the floor of the operating room, allowing himself to burst into tears. Through tears, he watched several nurses remove the equipment on Li Xuanshi's body, watched the doctor cover Li Xuanshi with white cloth, and watched the nurse push Li Xuanshi's body out of the operating room...
Bai Ying and Tong Jiahui helped Zuo Jing up and left the place. He Xiaoyue called Xu Lin to help drive them home. She calmed down her mood. In fact, she couldn't do it.
He Xiaoyue looked at the baby in the warm box with tears. This poor child had no mother as soon as she was born. She was sleeping like a little angel at this time, and her facial features looked exactly carved from the same mold as Zuo Jing. Her daughter looked like a father.
He Xiaoyue thought that perhaps losing her mother would not be a bad thing for her fate...
Huang Junru picked up the tea bowl, smelled a sip of the fragrance and drank it all, then looked at Zuo Jing and Zuo Jing and smiled: This is not drinking, we have to do it together.
As he said that, he drank the tea in his hand. Huang Junru saw that the tea artist had left, so he became serious and wanted to speak. Unexpectedly, Zuo Jing spoke first.
Not good news, otherwise you wouldn't have come here in person
I saw the photo of Hao Jianghua you sent me, it's very relieved! There are 30,000 US dollars here, please help me with Wang Shiyun
Zuo Jing took a stack of US dollars handed over by Huang Junru, put it in his bag and continued to wait for Huang Junru's next article.
Of course, if you don't have to go there for this money, you should know what I'm going to say to you since you are mentally prepared.
Let me say it, since she refuses to see me, then I will not guess it randomly, it is better to hear it as a truth
Ye'er is married, she lives in my city. We often meet because of Yue Liang. She has just given birth to a girl and her life is very happy and peaceful.
I won't bother her, I just want to know her situation, so I couldn't help calling you that day. Before I heard her news, I had a premonition that I had completely lost her. I didn't expect that she even had a child, and in fact, I was not worthy of her.
She asked me to tell you, let go of everything you should put down. If you really can't let go, don't let go. If you have been resentful about what has happened, you will never be happy in your life. I am the same as you. At that time, I still made up my mind to Wang Shiyun. Although I have always regretted that I should have given her more compensation, life is not easy. I now have two children to raise.
Then do you want to see her?
How is she doing now?
Basically, the drug addiction is gone, and my body is recovering well. I talked to her once. She said she had no confidence to return to society to start a new life. I found someone to arrange for her to do a logistics job in the drug rehabilitation center, and she didn't come out to live in the staff dormitory inside.
Huang Junru focused on the rising heat of the tea bowl in his hand, and then gently placed it on the tea table.
Forget it, I've let it go now. Even if I feel guilty sometimes, I'm just guilty...
Brother Huang is more free and easy than me! It’s not like I always go to be stubborn, I always hesitate when it’s time to let go. You tell Ye Er... I’ll forget it... By the way, I’m getting married, I just got the certificate today, I’ll show you
Zuo Jing handed Huang Junru and Huang Junru looking at the smiling photos of Zuo Jing and He Xiaoyue.
Great, really great! The bride is very beautiful! I'll come when you do your business
Just get the certificate and there are no elders at home, so it doesn’t matter.
By the way, Ye'er said that the house in the capital will be given to you. Here are a few powers of attorney for handling the procedures. You can transfer the property by signing it. Don't make it difficult for me to do it. This is what Ye'er meant. If you don't want me to go back and be scolded by my wife, it might be unfavorable to do things.
Zuo Jing sighed, took it over and took it away.
The two sat and chatted for a day. When Huang Junru left, Zuo Jing kept standing at the door and watching his back. Huang Junru was reborn and Ye Er had a good home. It is unknown where he went.
Zuo Jing went to Tong Jiahui for dinner in the evening. Now Tong Jiahui has moved out of the courtyard. After all, Lao Bai is gone. Although no one cares about this matter, Tong Jiahui, who was of much different level at that time, was embarrassed to keep dominating the house and it was really inconvenient to live there now.
They also purchased a second ring house before and have been renovated there. It is just right for two bedrooms and two living rooms to live in.
Bai Ying came to open the door for Zuo Jing with her belly. Zuo Jing never took the key here.
Zuo Jing came to cook for the mother and daughter. Tong Jiahui watched TV in the living room and ignored Zuo Jingai. Bai Ying helped him in the kitchen. Not long after, Zuo Jing made several dishes and served them on the table.
Mom, I made it today...
The procedures are completed?
Tong Jiahui interrupted Zuo Jing's words, and Zuo Jing realized that it was because of this. Bai Ying was not bad yet, so she started to jealous first.
Mom, didn't you know everything in advance? It's just a formality. If Xiaoying hadn't gotten pregnant, there was no need to find outsiders. I'm afraid of trouble.
Then are you going back today?
Zuo Jing was convinced by Tong Jiahui. I really don’t understand this woman’s thoughts. Do I really want to live here and sleep on the sofa in the living room?
Bai Ying seemed to be deaf about the conversation between the two and was eating her own meal. Since she learned about the matter between Zuo Jing and Tong Jiahui, she has rarely talked to Zuo Jing, except for some very important things.
She does whatever Zuo Jing asked her to do. She also listened to Tong Jiahui's words, but she rarely communicated with others. She rarely watched TV at home, but just did housework. Zuo Jing felt sorry for her and asked her to do less while pregnant, so she took care of the mother and mother every day.
In the evening, Tong Jiahui called Zuo Jing to her room
Xiaojing, look at her now, it makes me very worried
Is this antenatal depression?
Nonsense, Xiaoying just couldn't accept our affairs, and now she didn't talk to me much. In her eyes, I am the same woman as her. She cheated in marriage and was pregnant with adulterers. Whether you are an adulterer or you, a bastard, you made me do something that I'm sorry for Lao Bai. That day you... you bastard!
Tong Jiahui beat Zuo Jing hard for a few times, and then she spoke with a crying voice. Zuo Jing had no choice. It was simply that Tong Jiahui had prenatal depression and her temper became very strange.
OK OK OK OK OK OK OK OK OK I'm bad. It's causing you to get pregnant and Xiaoying ignore you now. You'd better be careful. Don't be impulsive. Where is the baby in your belly
Zuo Jing held Tong Jiahui in his arms, but was pushed away by Tong Jiahui in a short while.
I don't care! Everything started because of you. Today, you have to solve this matter no matter what, otherwise let's take a look
I...there is a solution, but I haven't figured it out yet...
You have a way, I know you have a way, but you haven't decided whether to really accept Xiaoying from now on. Xiaojing, I understand what you mean. I just deliberately got angry with you and wanted to force you. If so, I will give you a few more days.
Then I'll sleep here at night?
You think beautifully. If Xiaoying doesn't want you to sleep with her, then go back and sleep with your wife.
Zuo Jing was choked by Tong Jiahui again and said nothing
He didn't go to find Bai Ying when he went out. He knew that if he wanted to sleep with Bai Ying, Bai Ying would not refuse, but he really didn't think about it as he said just now.
In the evening, he asked He Xiaoyue to come out and have a midnight snack. Zuo Jing didn't know that he just wanted to ask He Xiaoyue's opinion on Li Xuanshi's current situation, or because he was in a bad mood after seeing Huang Junru during the day and wanted to relieve him. In short, He Xiaoyue finally slept with him.
The two took off their clothes and twisted together. When Zuo Jing inserted, He Xiaoyue screamed as usual, but this time it stimulated Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing did not control his strength or use any skills. He just thrust hard in He Xiaoyue's vagina, as if Zuo Jing had lost control of his body. He Xiaoyue changed his posture several times and did not ejaculate. In the end, He Xiaoyue couldn't stand it.
Zuo Jing, why don’t you get me there? I’m already a little numbing. Are you crazy today? Even if you get crazy, it’s time to come out.
Zuo Jing saw He Xiaoyue sticking her butt up high, and a little chrysanthemum was shaking in front of her eyes. He had not had any woman's asshole before. Ye Er, Xu Lin, Bai Ying, and Wu Tong had all done it. It was the first time with He Xiaoyue. Zuo Jing changed a condom and put his glans on He Xiaoyue's anus.
The place where the glans touched felt warm. He Xiaoyue was a butterfly pussy. She had been fucked too many times before and was a little loose, but her anus was still very tight. Zuo Jing took some effort to insert the glans into it.
Past anal sex experience told him that he should move slowly a few times at this time, and Zuo Jing did the same.
Gently thrust a few times and went deeper into it. Every time he went deeper into He Xiaoyue's body, he would relax, but he would feel nervous.
She rarely had anal sex with Hao Jianghua before, and she would pull it out after a few times each time. Moreover, Hao Jianghua's penis was so big that He Xiaoyue couldn't bear it.
Zuo Jing's size is very suitable, and the way to insert is gentle and gradual. When he inserted it to the end, He Xiaoyue felt the same fulfillment and pleasure as vaginal sex. When Zuo Jing pulled it out, she would feel relaxed for a while. When inserted, she would be stimulated by this fulfillment and screamed out again.
Ah...ah...
Zuo Jing's speed increased. The wrinkles in He Xiaoyue's rectum were different from those in the vagina. It was like having two women. Zuo Jing inserted it dozens of times and then moved to He Xiaoyue's vagina to continue to fuck him a few times. He found that there was more vaginal fluid in the vagina than when he fucked the pussy just now. After the water was touched on the cock and fucked the ass, it played a lubricating role. Zuo Jing fucked back and forth, thinking that one day it would take Xu Lin to fly together. It would be great to have sex like this.
Thinking of the slutty Xu Lin, Zuo Jing couldn't help it anymore, and he ejaculated all the time after he loosened his penis.
After ejaculation, Zuo Jing entered the sage state and allowed He Xiaoyue to take off his condom and clean it up.
Zuo Jing lit a cigarette and listened to the sound of He Xiaoyue taking a bath.
He thought that Bai Ying cheated and loved him all day long. Why did this woman do this?
Zuo Jing had actually figured out this problem for a long time, but he could not help but think about it when he was old. This is the same as how much a married man loves his wife, he still couldn't help staring at her when he saw a beautiful woman outside. This is human nature. Bai Ying's nature is like this, and this is the main reason why Zuo Jing can't completely accept Bai Ying anymore.
After Zuo Jing finished smoking his second cigarette, the fragrant He Xiaoyue had already arrived beside him.
Husband! I don’t care. Anyway, I am your legal wife now. Even if it’s only this day, I will be a good couple with you.
Zuo Jing didn't say anything, stretched out his hand and hugged He Xiaoyue in his arms.
You are much more addicted to smoking now. You know that you have a lot of things hidden in your heart, but your body is another matter. There are still many people who will rely on you in the future.
It’s all Li Xuanshi told you. Do you think I am the same person as Hao Laogou?
No matter what kind of person you are, I will follow you in the future. I will be your ex-wife and your children in the future. You can't ignore me.
Why are you becoming like this now? Haven’t you paid back all the money? You should know that you are richer than me now, and my huge family business has been almost done. From the beginning, I knew that everything was a loss in the end, but if I really did nothing and went away, I couldn’t stand that breath
Isn’t many people living just for one breath? At least this is not the evil you do first. Your evil is forced out by the evil. Should people swallow their anger and escape after being humiliated? That is a cowardly behavior, and this is also the reason why I like you now. Even if you lose more, as long as you win in the end, even if it is a tragic victory, it is a victory. The future of the winner will bring back all the lost and even more Zuo Jing. You don’t have many things you dare not think about before. You have a high education, and the social circle of alumni is there. Wealth and other things are at your fingertips.
It seems that you have thought about a lot of things during this period. I have too many things to carry and don’t want to add a little heaviness. I am going to open a restaurant in a strange city, live a peaceful life, no longer pursue anything, and protect everything I have.
Zuo Jing fell asleep in a short while, He Xiaoyue didn't sleep and kept looking at the man lying beside her for a long time
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Bai Ying came to the door of Tong Jiahui's room. After thinking for a long time, she didn't go in and was hesitating. She heard Tong Jiahui's voice.
Come in, I've been waiting for you for a long time
Bai Ying quickly pushed open the door and came in. Tong Jiahui was already sitting inside the quilt. Although there was heating, Bai Ying, who was thin, was still a little cold. Tong Jiahui pulled her into her quilt.
Look at you! If you have any questions, just come in and say it directly. Do you really want to ignore me for the rest of your life?
…………
I know what you are going to say. I have told you many times. This has happened. I could never let others know about it in my life, but why did I make such an ugly person?
I know you are still for me, but...but you don't have to do this, and...
I don't want this child, but Zuo Jing wants it, I let him choose it, he chose the child. If there is no one with my belly, I'm afraid you can't keep him Xiaoying. If you are like before, I think it's better to let him go.
Mom, how could I still be like before!
I'm not talking about that, but you have the right attitude towards him. You have changed a lot and you know the price of making mistakes. Now Zuo Jing has nothing to do with you. I blamed me before, and I hated Li Xuanshi too much. I must kill her. As a result, Zuo Jing, the Hunan man, has aroused the stubbornness of Zuo Jing. It's also all your fault that you were too bastard before. Now you can only rub him, circumvent him, and use his conscience and sense of responsibility Xiaoying! My mother has put herself in, which makes him lower his head. I haven't had it again afterwards, and I will never have it again in the future. This is OK!
If there is, he will save him from looking for other women outside all day long. If He Xiaoyue is so mean, what should he do if he is with him?
What are you talking nonsense? Do you really think I am a woman like Li Xuanshi? Or you were there before... OK OK, Xiaoying has everything gone, and my mother will not go to make up the old debts and let go of Xiaojing. There will be a process. You don’t have to worry about He Xiaoyue, she doesn’t have the courage. I arranged the matter of her child going to school in the imperial capital. This is foolproof.
Mom, I'm not angry with you two, yes, I was also angry before, but I was not qualified to be angry with Zuo Jing in the next year. He has nothing to do with me. I still miss the past period and was with him every day. Although he didn't pay much attention to me, he also took care of me and slept with me. I was like I was back in the past, so as long as he could come back, I could accept anything.
Then why don’t you talk to him when he is at home? If this continues, he will really leave
He won't leave, aren't you still there...
Xiaoying! You still care about this matter, and I won’t explain anything. I have done everything I should do, and I have told you the arrangements of things. Now, tell me, can you accept it?
I can accept it, if Zuo Jing has no problem...
Xiaoying, I tell you, Zuo Jing will have another hurdle to pass soon. I am very worried that something will happen to him now, so Xiaoying is a crisis and an opportunity this time. If you can grasp it, Zuo Jing will be able to truly return to you, and mom will help you
After listening to Tong Jiahui's words, Bai Ying went back to her room thoughtfully...
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Two days later, Zuo Jing sent Huang Junru to the airport. When they parted, Huang Junru asked Zuo Jing again.
Do you really have nothing to say to Ye Zi? I will never contact you again even if I come back after I leave.
I... Forget it, I had broken up with her once, and now there is no need to bother too much, as this will only add to each other's worries.
Huang Junru wanted to speak but stopped, but he still said it
I have a photo of her and her daughter here... Do you want it...
Zuo Jing handed the trolley box in his hand to Huang Junru as if he hadn't heard it
If you can let go of Ye'er, it means you can also let go of everything in the past. Now I will feel at ease with you
Zuo Jing was moved when he looked at Huang Junru's sincere expression. It turned out that there were still people in this world who cared about him.
Then you really don't go and see...
Huang Junru reached out to interrupt Zuo Jing's words
The truth is the same. I believe she can get out by herself. If I go there, it will disturb her mood. Besides, my daughter will always grow up one day, so everyone has hope, right?
Seeing a passenger plane soaring into the sky, Zuo Jing had not yet walked out of his friend's melancholy of parting, He Xiaoyue's phone call over there urged him to the hospital.
When Zuo Jing arrived at the hospital, he found that Tong Jiahui had arrived. He was sitting on the bench at the delivery room and handed her a few pieces of paper. When he saw Zuo Jing coming, Tong Jiahui handed it to Zuo Jing.
You're here just right, I think only you can sign these things
The doctor next to him was wearing a mask, and he couldn't see his expression from his eyes. When he saw Zuo Jing coming, he said: You are a family member. Look at these things. The situation is very urgent now. The mother is in danger and her health is also very poor. The fetus is in good condition, but this time the surgery is required.
Zuo Jing read several reports carefully, and his heart suddenly fell to the lowest point.
He finally understood what Tong Jiahui meant to let him choose once. Before he knew it, the pen in Zuo Jing's hand seemed to be heavier than a thousand pounds. In this steep spring season, the sweat on his forehead actually dripped on the paper.
He wanted to look up and whistle at the sky, but he felt that he could not move. A slightly bloated but very soft body leaned against him
Zuo Jing relaxed, but he was still nervous and couldn't control himself.
Xiaojing, your current choice is very important. I don’t want to force you, but I want to tell you, I am waiting for you to make a choice. I have always been looking forward to the future. I really want to have a brand new future.
Zuo Jing turned around and looked at Tong Jiahui who was as gentle as water to her. She hugged her waist from behind like her wife, her abdomen was tightly attached to her, and the biological flesh inside was sandwiched between the two of them.
I will get everything, as long as Tong Jiahui can be satisfied
And all this is natural, but Zuo Jing really finds it difficult to make up his mind to sign this word now
Xiaojing, everything I do is for you and Xiaoying, and the children in my belly and Xiaoying are all your children. I think Li Xuanshi is already mentally prepared. She has done too many wrong things in her life. This is her only chance to redeem. Do you not even give her this opportunity to let her live in self-blame and regret forever in the future?
Tong Jiahui's voice made Zuo Jing feel dizzy. Although he was still a little clear, he didn't want to wake up. So what if he was sober?
If you are rational, you can still sign this word, so you will be drowsy. Zuo Jing wishes you could drink a few bottles of white wine at this time, drink yourself out of pieces, and sign under the fragments. Maybe you won’t have this memory in the future.
The doctor nodded to Zuo Jing after holding Zuo Jing's signature notice
I know, Mr. Zuo, we will try our best to keep the child
The doctor's voice was very familiar. Zuo Jing looked up at him. He nodded to Tong Jiahui and turned to the operating room. Seeing that the operating room door was closed, Zuo Jing finally suppressed the urge to stand up. Tong Jiahui's hand had not been loosened. Tong Jiahui's arm, which did not have much strength, tied Zuo Jing to the bench like a solid iron chain.
He Xiaoyue accompanied Bai Ying for examination and came to the operating room. She was a little surprised to see Tong Jiahui holding Zuo Jing, but Bai Ying continued to walk towards the two of them as if nothing had happened. He Xiaoyue looked carefully and found Tong Jiahui's bulging belly, which was exactly the same as Bai Ying's.
I immediately understood everything, and it was ridiculous to think about it. I could do my previous daydream once, so why bother with it? This man will never belong to me.
When Tong Jiahui saw them coming, she let go of Zuo Jing and asked Bai Ying to accompany her here. She asked He Xiaoyue to take her to have a pregnancy test, while Bai Ying sat down next to Zuo Jing.
Zuo Jing no longer thought about anything at this time, but just kept watching the closed door of the operating room. He would rather his heart be confused than his mind was blank now.
With a gentleness within reach, Zuo Jing didn't know that the people around him had changed to Bai Ying. Bai Ying snuggled into Zuo Jing's arms. She knew that this man was so fragile at the moment, and he had no cold blood, tenacity, and tolerance as before.
She remembered that when Zuo Jing learned that his father had passed away, she was also pale and expressionless, holding herself in her arms without moving.
Bai Ying has guessed what happened today, and Li Xuanshi may be leaving
She has done so many things that are sorry to Zuo Jing in her life. When Zuo Jing came to take revenge, she always chose to protect herself and evade responsibility. In the end, she was pregnant with her own son because she could not suppress her inner lustful desire. However, she did not want to end up like this because of this child in the end.
Maybe Li Xuanshi can live longer without children, but Zuo Jing will never attack Li Xuanshi no matter what.
In fact, Zuo Jing still cared about himself very much. That day, he sat on the roadside and saw that although he was drunk, his concern in his eyes could not be concealed. Later, he was so rough in his sex with himself, and always played some tricks that made him shame and torture. When he accepted it in a submissive way, Zuo Jing's face showed unbearable pity, conquering pride, and sexual pleasure satisfaction.
husband……
Zuo Jing couldn't help but respond: What's wrong? Xiaoying
Relax, I'll be with you
Zuo Jing looked at the woman beside him and felt mixed feelings, everything seemed to have returned to the original point
Lost a lot, I still let Bai Ying return to her side and got Tong Jiahui
I have been entangled with the Bai family all my life, and the original family has completely disappeared
I have nothing now and don’t even have much money. If you don’t have a good life with me, I won’t be nice to you like before.
I don't care. As long as I can be by your side, I can find a job, and you don't have to do anything in the future. I can accept the matter of serving you, your children, and your mother at home. If you like He Xiaoyue and Xu Lin, I can accept them.
Stop talking, Xiaoying's things have passed. If I can accept you, you don't need to feel guilty about my past mistakes. It would be better to not be together. I'm sorry to your father, so if you want to let go, everyone will let go together.
Bai Ying nodded cryingly, Zuo Jing helped her wipe the tears from her face. At this time, the door of the operating room opened, and the baby's loud crying reached the ears of the two.
Are the family members here?!
Zuo Jing and Bai Ying immediately met
Seven pounds, one ounce, a girl is very healthy
Zuo Jing did not care about the child like Bai Ying, but looked at the doctor with a nervous look on his face and lowered his voice and said to him: You go in and meet her. After that, he took the child away.
Li Xuanshi lay on the bed dyingly. When she saw Zuo Jing coming in, her face immediately shining.
Xiao Jing, it's a girl. Finally, you did the right thing, saved the child, and finally let me do something worthy of you to atone for my sins.
Don't move, I'll be here to accompany you
Xiaoying is here too, I... It's great that I can see you together...
mom……
Xiaoying can still call me mom, I really have no face to accept it, but I am so happy that Xiaojing I have been dreaming about you before, dreaming of your marriage, your father and I bless you, I will see Xuanyu immediately, I don’t know if I should cover my face and see him, but I am afraid that I won’t see him with my face. I miss him so much, I want to see him immediately
Zuo Jing choked and couldn't say anything. Li Xuanshi reached out to his face and stroked it.
If you can forgive me before I leave, I can leave with peace of mind Xiaoying... I am not qualified to ask for anything. I just want to wish you a smoother future and a safe journey to the end of Xiaojing. Can our daughter bring the word Xuan in her name? This is my only wish. I miss Xuan very much...
Zuo Jing nodded and grabbed Li Xuanshi's hand that was touching on her face
You have to take good care of her. Although I haven't seen her, I think she must be as beautiful and cute as Xuanxuan. I can't bear to leave you...I'm sorry...I...
Li Xuanshi's speech was already intermittent and indifferent tone, and the hand held in Zuo Jing's hand began to be as powerless as losing her vitality.
Bai Ying was already crying, Tong Jiahui outside the door turned around and stopped watching the scene inside.
Xiaojing, it’s great to keep looking at you...but...but...but I don’t seem to see clearly...
Zuo Jing put his face in front of Li Xuanshi. Li Xuanshi tried her best to look at the world with her last strength and was silent...
Death is like water disappearing into the water
Surrounded by sadness, Zuo Jing sat against the wall on the floor of the operating room, allowing himself to burst into tears. Through tears, he watched several nurses remove the equipment on Li Xuanshi's body, watched the doctor cover Li Xuanshi with white cloth, and watched the nurse push Li Xuanshi's body out of the operating room...
Bai Ying and Tong Jiahui helped Zuo Jing up and left the place. He Xiaoyue called Xu Lin to help drive them home. She calmed down her mood. In fact, she couldn't do it.
He Xiaoyue looked at the baby in the warm box with tears. This poor child had no mother as soon as she was born. She was sleeping like a little angel at this time, and her facial features looked exactly carved from the same mold as Zuo Jing. Her daughter looked like a father.
He Xiaoyue thought that perhaps losing her mother would not be a bad thing for her fate...
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