Tong Jiahui sat alone beside Bai Ying's bed and looked at Bai Ying's sleepy look very uncomfortable. She had cried twice. She had not dared to tell Lao Bai about this because she had a premonition that there were unusual secrets and reasons.
Since Zuo Jing stabbed Hao Jianghua and three swords, Tong Jiahui has always wanted to know the hidden feelings.
Later, Zuo Jing, who was on bail, suddenly divorced his daughter, which made Tong Jiahui even more suspicious. All the parties involved were kept silent. Later, Zuo Jing was sent to prison.
Tong Jiahui has been striking indirectly for the past year and paying attention to it. Although there are doubts, she cannot grasp the actual things. In fact, Tong Jiahui has known about Zuo Jing's interruption in prison, but she did not tell Bai Ying.
Tong Jiahui now regrets not sending people to keep a close eye on Zuo Jing. After Zuo Jing came out, she knew nothing except that woman. Although she met later, she could not get anything substantial from him.
If I had always known Zuo Jing's movements, I wouldn't have let Xiaoying take the child to Changsha alone. Maybe today's incident wouldn't have happened.
Before Tong Jiahui could ask her daughter about the situation this time, Bai Ying fell ill. Fortunately, Zuo Jing left her a phone number that she could contact. After contacting Zuo Jing, Zuo Jing said he was coming without hesitation. Now he had to wait for Zuo Jing to come.
Bai Ying seemed to have some movement at this time, but soon became quiet quietly again and Tong Jiahui was not ready to wait for Bai Ying to wake up and discuss, so she picked up her cell phone and dialed the phone...
It was almost noon when Zuo Jing arrived. Tong Jiahui had to go to the unit in the morning. She also needed to hand over her long vacation and report to the leader in person.
Zuo Jing went to Bai Ying's ward first, but Bai Ying still didn't wake up. Zuo Jing looked at Bai Ying sleeping quietly, with no trace of blood on her face. The pale skin on her face seemed a little crystal clear under the sunlight outside the window, looking like a sleeping beauty. Zuo Jing hadn't looked at Bai Ying so closely for a long time. He sat on the head of the bed and looked at the woman he once loved deeply. The only one he once thought, the love he once regarded as the goddess.
He tried hard to think about the situation that night. He just wanted to relive the good times of the past again at this moment, and his thoughts flew to a long time ago...
When Tong Jiahui pushed the door open and saw Zuo Jing looking at Bai Ying sleeping on the hospital bed, her face showed a look that she often saw before. Yes, when Zuo Jing and Bai Ying were together, they often looked at Bai Ying like this. Tong Jiahui was often relieved that her daughter had such a lover.
Tong Jiahui stood for a while and was noticed by Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing put away the expression on his face and turned into a cold and melancholy look when he met last time.
Aunt Tong, I just arrived. What happened? Where is the child? Can you see the child now?
Xiaojing, let's talk outside
Zuo Jing followed Tong Jiahui to a room outside. At this time, Bai Ying's ward had been replaced with a suite. Tong Jiahui asked Zuo Jing to sit down and pondered for a while and said: Xiaojing, don't worry, your child is in the ICU now, you can't go in. I will take you there later and I can only look through the glass. The doctor's report has come out. I have read it last night. I'm afraid you are anxious and I don't say it specifically. I will show you the report later. I will call the doctor over and tell you in person that Xiaoying is nothing big. She is just angry and has a high fever and is unconscious after being unconscious due to wind and cold. However, the fever has subsided this morning. There are a lot of her taking the child to Changsha to find you. Have you met? What happened in this? Why did all three of them become like this when they came back?
Let me show the report first. I am not in Changsha at all. I am at my mother's Hot Spring Villa. This time, Bai Ying and I didn't meet at all. Although I saw someone, I didn't speak.
Zuo Jing took the report that Tong Jiahui took out and read it
Tong Jiahui was thinking about Zuo Jing's words just now
After Zuo Jing looked at it for a while, she couldn't help but say: Why didn't you meet and talk? Xiaoying told me that this time I went to find you, but why didn't you talk after seeing it? And Xiaojing, you must explain to me what happened between you and Xiaoying today? I must understand now.
Tong Jiahui's momentum suddenly came up. Zuo Jing seemed to be stunned for a moment, ignoring Tong Jiahui, who was already a little angry, and just looked up at Tong Jiahui with a nervous expression and asked excitedly: What's going on with this critical illness notice? Is there any help from the child? Why is he so sick all of a sudden? What happened in the past year? Why did he tell me now?
Tong Jiahui hurriedly put away the tone of questioning just now. When she called, she did not tell Zuo Jing about the details. She just said that the child was seriously ill. She also knew that Zuo Jing could not stand this fact. She was the same when she heard it. I am afraid that Zuo Jing would be more anxious than she was at that time.
Xiaojing, don’t worry, this has been confirmed, I dare not sign the critical illness notice. I will tell you the truth on the phone because I am afraid that something will happen on your way and when you are not there, the child will be very healthy. He just went to Changsha and got sick, so I just wanted to ask you what happened in Changsha?
In other words, it's like this suddenly. Is there any treatment method? I want to go see the child now
Then come with me, I will notify the attending doctor to tell you
Zuo Jing stood muffled outside the glass with a few tears on his face. He didn't listen to the doctor's words just now, and there was no need to listen to it. All this was as expected, but at this time his mind was full of the little things he had with him and his children. He picked him up for the first time, took a shower for the first time, called him dad for the first time, and stood up for the first time...
At that time, I loved my children so much that Bai Ying was dissatisfied. When I was abroad, I thought of this pair of heart-wrenching babies the most...
In the end, they sent them to hell with their own hands, sad, despair and cold-blooded fear of themselves. Zuo Jing just wanted to find another knife and stab him a few times.
He had always been unable to understand why he became like this and attacked innocent children by any means. He had found many reasons to try to convince himself, and had also found many excuses to let the child go, but in the end he still took action
At this time, Zuo Jing slowly slid on the ground against the wall, covering his head with both hands and holding back his voice.
Zuo Jing in front of Tong Jiahui was extremely sad at this moment, and couldn't help but feel sad and burst into tears again...
After a long sadness, Zuo Jing raised his head and his eyes turned red. Tong Jiahui saw the sadness, anger and self-blame on Zuo Jing's face, and knew that he was on the verge of collapse or had collapsed.
Zuo Jing was indeed emotionally broken. He began to look around and search for something that could vent his emotions. A stainless steel trash can was kicked away by him and hit the wall. It made a loud noise.
Tong Jiahui hurried up and tried her best to hold Zuo Jing, who was so crazy that she wanted to rush into the ICU. With the help of the attending doctor and two nurses, she barely subdued Zuo Jing, who was like a crazy tiger, and finally Zuo Jing, who was pressed on the bench, roared wildly...
After Tong Jiahui's persuasion, Zuo Jing, who finally calmed down, signed the notice on the critical illness. At this time, Zuo Jing's eyes were covered with blood, and he couldn't tell anything was wrong. He signed his name very calmly.
After that, I read the notice carefully and handed it over to the doctor
After seeing that he signed the letter, the doctor began to discuss the follow-up treatment plan and current condition with Zuo Jing.
Just as the doctor talked endlessly about the treatment plan, Zuo Jing suddenly interrupted him.
Doctor, since it's just delaying time and it won't take a few days, I think I'd better give up
Mr. Zuo, I know you feel uncomfortable, but...
This disease must be very painful, right?
Yes, the pain of being too young is really a torture...
Since it is torture, I don’t want my child to be tortured like this all the time. Then give up. I really don’t want to let my child suffer from illness anymore... Is there any way to let the child... be able to... not so painful in the end?
If you insist on this, we will respect the opinions of our families
Tong Jiahui on the side was already in pain. She knew that Zuo Jing was right. She had thought about it before, but she couldn't bear to say this.
Xiaojing, please discuss with Xiaoying before making a decision? After all, can you delay for a few more days...
Then... wait until she wakes up... I'll discuss it with her then
After the attending doctor left, Zuo Jing said to Tong Jiahui who was still in a daze: It’s not that I’m cruel. I really can’t face the two children dying like I did just now, but I can’t do anything. This is a torment for me, and it also tortures for the children. I am willing to exchange my life for their lives. But this is possible, so letting them suffer less pain is also considered the last thing I can do for the children...
You did the right thing, I thought about this too... If Xiaoying wakes up later, you will tell her slowly, she is weak, I am afraid she will not be able to stand it...
I'm not going to tell her that I'm afraid she can't stand such a blow... She's weak after all...
Then...what are you going to say to her? In the end, she still needs to know
I want to wait until she is in better health. Now I am afraid that she will be too stimulated... I have lost control just now and I really don't dare to think about what will happen after she knows
OK, I think this is good, Xiaoying's body is still very weak now. If it is stimulated, it is really possible... By the way, Xiaojing has another more important thing, which is Lao Bai
That... I also thought that it would be best if I could hide it, but I think this matter would definitely not be hidden. I am afraid that at that time...
Yes, Lao Bai will definitely come tomorrow, maybe he will come later today. Now that things are like this, Lao Bai will definitely not be able to stand it when he knows it. So Xiaojing, tell me the truth, why did you and Xiaoying have to divorce at that time? Why did you stab Hao Jianghua three times for?
Tong Jiahui seemed to suddenly think of something, but she didn't know what she was thinking of?
She just felt that what happened now must be related to what happened before. She wanted to know the answer. She knew that Zuo Jing must have concealed all the truth, and the last few words were already terrified.
Seeing Tong Jiahui being angry at him, Zuo Jing felt guilty when asked for a while. At this time, he suddenly had the urge to tell Tong Jiahui everything. He felt that this woman would protect him and stand on his side, but he dared not bet, nor was he willing to gamble. Yes, after Lao Bai knew about this, he would definitely try his best to learn the truth of the matter. He would definitely not be able to withstand the means of a person like Lao Bai. In fact, it doesn't matter. If Lao Bai knew that no Hao family, including Li Xuanshi, could live, the matter would be simple. But he wanted to destroy the Hao family with his own hands, and he was not sure whether Lao Bai would hurt him. Besides, Bai Ying, as his daughter, would definitely be let go, he was unwilling to do so.
Don't force me, I won't say it. This is my promise to Bai Ying. If Uncle Bai knows, let him know. There is nothing to say now.
Zuo Jing! Don't show me this picture. I can see that there is something in your mind. What happened between you and Xiaoying? If you don't explain it clearly today, I will definitely ask Lao Bai to come forward to ask you when Lao Bai comes. That's not how he talks well at that time.
I won't say even if you force me with a gun
Xiao Jing, are you still unwilling to tell the truth? It’s all like this now, my two grandchildren have only been there for a few days. This is also your child. Lao Bai likes children so much, and now he wants... I can help you with what you say, why are you still keeping your mouth shut? Is the matter so shameful?
With Tong Jiahui's soft and hard work as well as the soft and hard work, Zuo Jing almost told the truth, but he still held back his words to the point where he said that.
Aunt Tong, you and Uncle Bai were both very nice to me before, and I am very grateful for your kindness. I know that you still treat me as your own child. It’s just this matter... I... Let’s do this, the child hasn’t been for a few days. When everything is over, I will definitely tell you everything. Now is not the time. I think it’s better to wait until Bai Ying wakes up and I will explain it to you in front of her.
Tong Jiahui pondered for a while, thinking that Zuo Jing had already made concessions. It would not be good if he was too tight now. Zuo Jing had lost control of his emotions before and could not put pressure on him any longer. This child is also a miserable person...
He just said that he was kind to him, but after he was imprisoned, he kept staring at him until he was released from prison and did not take good care of him. If the spirit of the old Zuo Zai Tian Zhiling knew about this, he would blame him, no, right?
Li Xuan’s poem!
Yes, why did Li Xuanshi forget this in-laws herself?
When Zuo Jing stabbed Hao Jianghua before, Tong Jiahui was surprised that their relationship was always harmonious, why did he suddenly get a knife? Zuo Jing is such a gentle and elegant person.
Later, Zuo Jing was imprisoned. Logically, Li Xuanshi did not do anything and tried to reduce Zuo Jing's guilt. Although the criminal case was irrevocable, it was not impossible to let Zuo Jing retreat.
Later, Li Xuanshi divorced Xiaoying and didn't even give a single fart, nor did she discuss with herself how to save her children's marriage.
After Zuo Jing was released from prison, he miraculously made up with Li Xuanshi again, and went to the Hao family to settle down. Then Xiaoying took the child and it became like this when she came back. It was really weird and bizarre.
Tong Jiahui passed it in her mind again. This time she felt a sense of danger and the smell of conspiracy. She couldn't help looking at Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing still looked sad. Then she turned her head to look at her daughter lying on the bed. Bai Ying was still lying quietly on the hospital bed. Her pale face was not a trace of blood. Bai Ying's beautiful and quiet face made Tong Jiahui feel a little strange. Then she turned to Zuo Jing's face. Tong Jiahui read melancholy and cold at this time. Why is this expression? By the way, Zuo Jing was looking at Bai Ying. When he saw Bai Ying's face, he would be like this. He had hatred for it. Tong Jiahui didn't know if he was right.
Well, since this is the case, I won’t force you. I just hope that you will keep your promises and Lao Bai’s place. I don’t guarantee that he can be as calm as me. In fact, I am not calm. But if Lao Bai gets angry, I don’t guarantee who will be fine who will be fine.
Just be it, I'm almost dead now. I think there's nothing in this world that can scare me.
Zuo Jing is telling the truth. He is really a little discouraged at this moment. He also wants to leave like Huang Junru. In fact, hurting others and hurting himself. Huang Junru is like this, why Zuo Jing is not
It's just to see who can last
Tong Jiahui resisted the idea of asking about Li Xuanshi's situation. She felt that Li Xuanshi must be the key figure. She is the child's grandmother. Zuo Jing has not notified her about the child's situation until now. There must be big problems here.
Now there is only one who can wait until the child...
No matter what method is used, the truth must be revealed. You can't let things go
Tong Jiahui, who was afraid that he could not hold on, had never told her that the last time Zuo Bai divorced had already made Lao Bai hospitalized for several days. Later, she concealed and concealed her and did not let Lao Bai know what happened later, so she did not make Lao Bai too suspicious. Now Tong Jiahui must conceal this matter temporarily.
But this matter is too big. How could it be hidden if the child leaves?
Only one step can be seen
Don’t be too sad, after all, I am still young, I... Xiaojing, I don’t know what to say, I think... I can’t comfort you now, I don’t want to say more, thinking that every second I have passed, the child is close to death, and my heart is like a knife cutting... Tong Jiahui burst into tears again
Mom...I...Stop talking...
Zuo Jing controlled his emotions for a while, but in the end he couldn't control himself and let him cry bitterly. After more than a year, this time he vented all the grievances and humiliation in his heart...
In the end, these two finally stopped crying
Xiaojing, you have called me again after more than a year. I hope you can still call me that in the future
It's getting late, so you go back and have a rest. I'll keep an eye on here. The children may be able to come out tomorrow morning, and come and pick them up together at that time... I think I can stay with them in the last few days.
Tong Jiahui thought about it, maybe let Zuo Jing take care of his daughter here. If this matter is over, maybe the two of them might...
Oh, forget it, I don’t think so much, I really should go out, the child must not be able to keep it, so the funeral needs to be arranged now, and this matter can only be done by myself
Okay, I'll go back first and prepare some things to bring them tomorrow. If you have nothing to do, try to rest as much as possible. Just now, you were overly sad. Be careful not to ruin your body. If Xiaoying wakes up, you can notify me as soon as possible.
Don't worry, I'm much better now, I'll pay attention
Then I'll leave...
The doctor came in just as Tong Jiahui went out and saw Zuo Jing bluntly saying: Mr. Zuo, we just had a meeting to study the child's condition and found that the condition has further aggravated. If you said, once the treatment is stopped, the child may pass from now on at any time. Even if you are optimistic, it will only take two days at most. Do you think about it again?
Zuo Jing was silent for a while, looked up and stared at the doctor with blood-covered eyes and said: Is it only two days... Then don't think about it, stop the treatment. Just living for two more days means suffering from two more days. It's impossible to turn the world back until the end. Thank you for your advice, stop.
The doctor turned his head after seeing Zuo Jing. He was experienced and knew that his family was right. Although he couldn't accept this calm and rational decision emotionally, he no longer talked to Zuo Jing and turned around and went out.
Zuo Jing, who had recovered his emotions, felt confused. He didn't know what to do next. The goal had been achieved, but he was a little helpless in the face of the Bai family's step-by-step pressure. He either told the truth or carried it to the end. However, the problem lies with Bai Ying. Bai Ying will definitely be deeply hit after waking up. Will Tong Jiahui see the problem when Bai Ying is out of control, or Bai Ying no longer intends to conceal everything and tell everything.
So……
Then Zuo Jing will not be able to control the development of the situation. Now if you want to find a way to deal with the Bai family's investigation, then Bai Ying will not let her wake up.
There is a small box inside Zuo Jing's leather bag, which contains a concentrated sleeping pill made by Huang Junru (this is a reality made up by me, but it may not be confirmed). There are five tablets in total, each of which is equivalent to eighty tablets of normal sleeping pills. Huang Junru made this like candy.
Zuo Jing reached into the bag and fumbled for a while. When he touched the box, he seemed to have been bitten by something and quickly retracted his hand.
Zuo Jing looked at his hand that had just escaped from his bag, as if the broken finger on his hand was bitten by the monster in the bag. The damn phantom limb pain suddenly appeared again, but this time it made Zuo Jing feel so painful that he was sweating heavily.
Zuo Jing shivered and pulled the zipper and threw the bag away. He sat on the sofa, gasping for breath. He took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but he remembered that the lighter was still in the bag, but at this time he didn't want to touch his bag, so he crushed the cigarette and threw it into the trash can.
There was only one way to think of another. Zuo Jing thought about it for a while. He had done his homework before, but he was not sure.
Forget it, I can only try it first, at worst...
At worst, in the end, I really can't do anything, so I'll give it my best
Zuo Jing had made up his mind, so he picked up a cup without hesitation and went to the bathroom to pour a little cold water. He took it back and poured it on Bai Ying's face. Bai Ying was suddenly awakened by the cold water. She opened her eyes in panic and wanted to look around, but at first glance, she saw a person she wanted to see Zuo Jing.
Zuo Jing took a towel to wipe Bai Ying's wet face clean, then walked to the end of the bed and shook the hospital bed a few times to raise Bai Ying's head a little.
Bai Ying saw Zuo Jing finishing everything and sitting next to her bed. Bai Ying couldn't help but ask: When did you come?
I've been here for a long time, it was your mother who informed me
Then...how did she find you?
My previous phone is now used normally, and I received the call as soon as I turned on it
How are the children? I fainted without hearing them clearly yesterday. Where are they?
The child was just infected with pneumonia and was in isolation and treatment. It might be avian flu. Maybe not. The doctor said it was nothing serious. I didn't even see the child when I went to see him. Now I can only stay here. It should be fine until tomorrow morning.
Zuo Jing didn't dare to say it too clearly. Bai Ying was a doctor and was afraid that Bai Ying would become suspicious if she lie too much.
That's so serious, it's all my fault that I didn't take good care of the child and let the child run around. Bai Ying started to sob in a blunt way.
You can't blame you for being so messy these days. Besides, it may not be possible. You have to pay attention to your health and don't fall ill together. Your mother will have to work hard.
Hearing Zuo Jing's rare words of concern for him, Bai Ying felt aroused in her heart and hurriedly grabbed Zuo Jing.
Husband, I was wrong before, I deserve to die of guilt, so don’t leave this time, okay? Let’s make up, we will be together when the child is cured. This time I went to Changsha to find you. Who knew that I never had the chance to talk to you, but I was very happy to see you.
Zuo Jing suddenly felt angry. Didn’t you come to Changsha to fuck Hao Jianghua a few more times?
Don’t I know that it’s been in the hot spring for so long?
If you hadn't been trying to get fucked, would I have the chance to attack my child?
What a shameless bitch. Zuo Jing buried his head very low so that Bai Ying would not see his expression
Bai Ying said to herself: My parents have always been worried about our divorce. My father really hopes that we can make up. If you agree, I think he will be very happy. You don’t know how many days my father was so angry when we divorced...
Zuo Jing really didn't know about this, and he was shocked
Was my dad hospitalized at that time?
Yes, it’s because of a heart problem, but fortunately nothing happened, but the doctor also said he should not be very happy and sad in the future. Think about it, it was all my fault, which made my father hospitalized. I beg you, husband? I will listen to you in the future. You can do whatever you want me to do, just don’t leave again. I only love you alone. At that time, I was obsessed with it. Now I will never do it again. I can do it for you in the future.
Now I can't think about this, I'd better wait for my child's illness to recover... Let's talk about it
Husband... Bai Ying looked at Zuo Jing resentfully. At this time, she really regretted what happened before. Zuo Jing has never told her parents about the ugly things she did.
But after the divorce, I still maintained a relationship with Hao Jianghua several times, but it was a fact that I did not break it. Moreover, I wanted to meet Uncle Hao again this time, and this time I went to Changsha. It was considered a breakup.
She also agreed to Uncle Hao’s several perverted gameplays. Anyway, she tried to satisfy Uncle Hao’s wishes for the last time. However, in the hot spring that day, Uncle Hao only achieved half of his wish. Later, the next day, Uncle Hao threw Bai Ying’s necklace, but in the end it was not completed.
Now Bai Ying is indeed preparing to never interact with Uncle Hao in the future, but Zuo Jing's attitude makes her elusive. She is not sure that Zuo Jing can forgive herself. This time the child is sick may be the last chance.
Xiaoying, don't do this...Okay, I promise you that after the matter is over, I will seriously consider this matter
That...is it true?
It's true. You think my mother and I have reconciled. I have considered the relationship with you. This time the child was seriously ill. I think I have a responsibility, so I want to take good care of the child in the future, but you have to give me more time. I believe you what you said and what you did. I have also been abroad for a long time before and I have never taken care of my family. I have something wrong with it.
Husband...I don't blame you, it's all my fault
Bai Ying leaned her body weakly on Zuo Jing's body. Zuo Jing stiffened for a moment but still didn't move, allowing Bai Ying to lean in his arms.
I haven't told my parents about the truth, but I will definitely ask you later. I think I should find a reason to make excuses. Whatever I say is, you just agree with it. Don't miss it.
Bai Ying felt happy for a while when she heard Zuo Jing call her parents, as if her illness had been much better. Bai Ying was in a good mood and suddenly thought of something
That, husband, I asked you, I saw a woman wearing a very expensive necklace in the imperial capital... Do you know who I am talking about?
Oh, I said, why did you change your hairstyle and color? It turns out that I have seen her. How can I say this? When I came out, I really need some emotional sustenance and physical comfort. I lived with her for a while. Since you have seen her, you should know what kind of woman she is. It is also worth paying a little price. So I bought the necklace for her, but when I bought it, I bought the same style as you.
Then have you always had me in your heart? Are you broken with her?
Zuo Jing said sorry to Ye Zi in his heart and replied: Of course it was broken, otherwise I would go back to Changsha, buying that expensive jewelry to give to her is a breakup fee. Even if we don’t make up, I won’t be with her.
Husband, I don’t blame you. Even if you contact her in the future, I won’t interfere with you. I…just don’t let my parents know.
Forget this, it will be broken. I won’t contact you in the future. I will come tomorrow morning. Then I will tell them about our affairs. Are you hungry? There is some porridge brought by my mother from home. I’ll give you some food.
Bai Ying watched Zuo Jing pour out the porridge from the thermos, then brought it over to take a spoon to feed it to herself. She felt so happy, but for a while, guilt and self-blame also surged into her heart. She choked and tears in her eyes and ate the porridge fed by Zuo Jing, while Zuo Jing signaled her not to think about it anymore and eat the food well.
After eating, Zuo Jing cleaned up, and Bai Ying recovered a lot of strength. Zuo Jing did not calm down for a day today, so he ate the remaining porridge of Bai Ying, which was considered to be something to put on his stomach.
Zuo Jing lay on the sofa after getting it done. It was already very late now. Zuo Jing quickly wanted to take a break while he was fine. Bai Ying lay silently on the hospital bed thinking about his thoughts. Zuo Jing was really exhausted and then a slight snoring sound came.
Bai Ying got out of bed and went to the bathroom. When she came out, she stopped by Zuo Jing. She squatted on the sofa and looked at Zuo Jing's face carefully. She hadn't seen Zuo Jing like this for a long time. Just now, she felt like she was back to the past. She remembered many things, including when she was with Uncle Hao later. Uncle Hao did bring a lot of happiness to herself at that time, but it was just physical stimulation and desire satisfaction. She once developed a certain relationship with Uncle Hao, but she gave up later. Maybe the relationship is still there, after all, there are children...
This is something that I will never be able to cut off from Uncle Hao for the rest of my life, and I will never meet again in the future...
I am sorry to Zuo Jing. If Zuo Jing can change his mind, I will use the rest of my life to compensate him. Bai Ying saw Zuo Jing's broken finger, and the finger root seemed to be trembling slightly. Bai Ying was crying with pain. She wanted to touch the finger root but didn't dare to touch it, as if it was the break between her and Zuo Jing. Once they touched the two, they would immediately have a painful collision again.
After lying on the bed, Bai Ying thought that if her mother came tomorrow, she would tell her what tonight and let her do Zuo Jing's work.
I just don’t know how Zuo Jing is going to explain the previous things. I have to be careful at that time and let things go...
Although Bai Ying slept for a long time, she was still in a bad mood. She fell asleep again after lying in bed for a short while. She had a dream. In the dream, Zuo Jing was waiting for the birth of the child. Later, Zuo Jing left and the child disappeared. She was anxious to search everywhere but couldn't find anyone. At this moment, the doorbell woke Bai Ying, who was covered in cold sweat. When she woke up completely from the dream, Zuo Jing had already opened the door.
The man knocking on the door was very quick and anxious. Bai Ying didn't hear it very clearly. Zuo Jing hurriedly walked with him and brought him to the door. The sound was very small, and then he was dead silent. This feeling made Bai Ying feel very bad. She struggled to get up and found her coat and went out. Bai Ying was still very familiar with the hospital where she worked, but she didn't know where to go to find Zuo Jing and the child. She had a premonition that it must be the child's business. Zuo Jing would leave in a hurry, so she must be in the rescue room.
Bai Ying went downstairs to the rescue floor, but did not dare to go up to ask, so she had to observe silently, but she had not seen Zuo Jing. Isn't it here? Zuo Jing told himself that the child was in isolation and treatment, so she didn't know where it was. Bai Ying still asked the nurse and asked. Seeing that it was Dr. Bai, the nurse soon helped to find out where the two children were.
ICU? Why is it in ICU?
Dr. Bai transferred this the day before yesterday. You were already ill at that time, but your mother should have known it. By the way, your lover also knew it and he went to see it. Did you just wake up?
Oh, yes, I'll go there right away
Can't the child do it?
Zuo Jing deliberately lied to himself, afraid that he would be overly sad if he couldn't accept this fact?
Bai Ying, who has worked in the hospital for many years, is used to birth, old age, sickness and death. Although she is her own child, she can still bear it. Excessive sadness is certain, but she has not yet reached the point where she cannot bear this stimulation. Maybe Zuo Jing is afraid that his body will be weak and cannot bear the blow.
Bai Ying wanted to see the child and Zuo Jing immediately at this moment. She was afraid that something would happen if she went too late. The premonition just now made her very scared and she didn't even dare to ask about the nurse's child's condition.
When she arrived, she saw Zuo Jing at first sight. Zuo Jing stood there and looked at her with a pale face. Two eyes shot towards her heart like swords, without any gentleness in the ward before.
How is the child? Even Bai Ying's voice made is unfamiliar
Zuo Jing didn't answer, she just shook her head. Bai Ying's strength just now disappeared without a trace. Her weak body could not bear such a blow. Fortunately, Zuo Jing grabbed her and did not let her fall to the ground like this. Zuo Jing kept talking to her, but Bai Ying didn't listen to a word, but just let Zuo Jing take her to the bench next to her and sit down. Zuo Jing didn't care about her, but met a doctor who came out. After saying a few words to Zuo Jing, he handed the two pieces of paper to Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing looked at it and handed it to Bai Ying who had already come back to his senses.
Bai Ying has come to her senses now. She already knows the child’s current situation, the worst result!
It must be the worst result!
Bai Ying herself has also handed over such paper to the patient's family. She has seen such scenes too many times, but she didn't expect that she would receive this paper today.
Bai Ying suddenly started to feel dizzy again, but Zuo Jing did not let her go
You see, you can sign the document if you have any problems, the doctor is still waiting there.
Why are you...why are you...so calm?
Bai Ying looked at Zuo Jing's face without expression and made an intermittent murmur sound from her mouth.
You'd better sign the letter first
Zuo Jing handed over a pen, Bai Ying took it and wrote his name tremblingly on it. One was quiet and the other was XiangXiáng.
Zuo Jing pulled the paper out of Bai Ying's hand, took it over and handed it to the doctor, and then came back and dragged Bai Ying from the stool, pulling Bai Ying, who was already sobbing, into the ward. The twins had already stopped breathing at this time, as quiet as they were asleep. This was the real quietness as if they were dead, and there was no sound at all.
Bai Ying, do you know? These two children shouldn't have come to this world
What are you talking about...
Bai Ying retreated hard, trying to break free from Zuo Jing's hand. Although Zuo Jing had two fingers missing, he still grabbed Bai Ying firmly.
Do you think I don't know anything?
No...no...
You still want to make peace with me, it's a joke. Will I make peace with these two evil races with a lewd and shameless woman like you? You dare to think too much. Bai Ying, I told you that I knew a year ago that the child died because he inherited the leukemia gene from the Hao family. The child was sent to the hospital and was out of salvation. This is a punishment for you. God couldn't see it and took them away. He didn't let me raise wild breeds for the rest of my life. He also asked them to be named Zuo.
You... no... I don't know, I don't know they are dead, the children are dead now, they are all dead...
Are you dead? Why did I hear the child calling mother just now? Did he call quietly? Or did he call XiángXiáng?
Why didn't I hear anything? Zuo Jing... Why did you look at me like this? I really didn't hear it... They are dead... dead
Bai Ying, who had retreated to the corner of the wall, was trembling all over, her face was so pale. She no longer dared to look at Zuo Jing's face. She seemed to hear a child calling her in her mind. She looked at the bodies of the two children on the hospital bed and remained silent.
Bai Ying, did you really not hear it? Why do I think you heard it? It was the dead children calling you. How pitiful they are. How could they be willing to bear the ugly things their mother did. Before they died, they were so lonely, and there was no relative around them, and their parents were not around.
I... should I die? Bai Ying suddenly said something from her mouth
After a while of silence, Zuo Jing's devilish voice sounded. Maybe it's right, your parents will come in a while. Then it's time for the truth to be revealed. I will tell her that the child is not mine. This is the reason for our divorce. Maybe there are many of your colleagues by your side at that time. At that time, your lewd and shameless true face will be known to everyone. If you are exposed in broad daylight, can you still have the face to live?
I... deserve to die
Do you deserve to die? All deserve to die! Li Xuanshi should die! Lao Dog should die! Xiao Dog should die! Those bitches should die! A few wild breeders should die! You Bai Ying should die the most!
Husband, should I really die?
Zuo Jing, who was so excited just now, was stunned when he heard Bai Ying's words and suddenly became gentle. Bai Ying seemed to be asking for his opinions, just like before, asking for his opinions on some things that needed to be decided together.
You...I deserve to die...
Bai Ying walked over slowly and looked at Zuo Jing's eyes. Zuo Jing suddenly felt that Bai Ying's gaze became very dim, as if he had lost his vitality.
I remember this is the ninth floor, and if I jump down, I will die...
Bai Ying slowly walked towards the window. When she passed the hospital bed, she did not look at the bodies of the two children. She only saw her pushing the sliding window to the maximum. Bai Ying stepped on the windowsill and looked back at Zuo Jing. At this time, Zuo Jing knew that she was on the windowsill three or four meters away, but she didn't dare to look at that position. He knew that Bai Ying was looking at him but didn't dare to look at Bai Ying.
Bai Ying kept muttering words in her mouth, and saw enough of the man who made her attached to her at this moment and looked at the world outside the window. It was already very bright at this time, and the familiar scenery outside the window made Bai Ying feel a little dazzled and fascinated.
I deserve to die, I deserve to die...
Bai Ying tried her best to climb up the window and threw her body heavily to the ground...
Since Zuo Jing stabbed Hao Jianghua and three swords, Tong Jiahui has always wanted to know the hidden feelings.
Later, Zuo Jing, who was on bail, suddenly divorced his daughter, which made Tong Jiahui even more suspicious. All the parties involved were kept silent. Later, Zuo Jing was sent to prison.
Tong Jiahui has been striking indirectly for the past year and paying attention to it. Although there are doubts, she cannot grasp the actual things. In fact, Tong Jiahui has known about Zuo Jing's interruption in prison, but she did not tell Bai Ying.
Tong Jiahui now regrets not sending people to keep a close eye on Zuo Jing. After Zuo Jing came out, she knew nothing except that woman. Although she met later, she could not get anything substantial from him.
If I had always known Zuo Jing's movements, I wouldn't have let Xiaoying take the child to Changsha alone. Maybe today's incident wouldn't have happened.
Before Tong Jiahui could ask her daughter about the situation this time, Bai Ying fell ill. Fortunately, Zuo Jing left her a phone number that she could contact. After contacting Zuo Jing, Zuo Jing said he was coming without hesitation. Now he had to wait for Zuo Jing to come.
Bai Ying seemed to have some movement at this time, but soon became quiet quietly again and Tong Jiahui was not ready to wait for Bai Ying to wake up and discuss, so she picked up her cell phone and dialed the phone...
It was almost noon when Zuo Jing arrived. Tong Jiahui had to go to the unit in the morning. She also needed to hand over her long vacation and report to the leader in person.
Zuo Jing went to Bai Ying's ward first, but Bai Ying still didn't wake up. Zuo Jing looked at Bai Ying sleeping quietly, with no trace of blood on her face. The pale skin on her face seemed a little crystal clear under the sunlight outside the window, looking like a sleeping beauty. Zuo Jing hadn't looked at Bai Ying so closely for a long time. He sat on the head of the bed and looked at the woman he once loved deeply. The only one he once thought, the love he once regarded as the goddess.
He tried hard to think about the situation that night. He just wanted to relive the good times of the past again at this moment, and his thoughts flew to a long time ago...
When Tong Jiahui pushed the door open and saw Zuo Jing looking at Bai Ying sleeping on the hospital bed, her face showed a look that she often saw before. Yes, when Zuo Jing and Bai Ying were together, they often looked at Bai Ying like this. Tong Jiahui was often relieved that her daughter had such a lover.
Tong Jiahui stood for a while and was noticed by Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing put away the expression on his face and turned into a cold and melancholy look when he met last time.
Aunt Tong, I just arrived. What happened? Where is the child? Can you see the child now?
Xiaojing, let's talk outside
Zuo Jing followed Tong Jiahui to a room outside. At this time, Bai Ying's ward had been replaced with a suite. Tong Jiahui asked Zuo Jing to sit down and pondered for a while and said: Xiaojing, don't worry, your child is in the ICU now, you can't go in. I will take you there later and I can only look through the glass. The doctor's report has come out. I have read it last night. I'm afraid you are anxious and I don't say it specifically. I will show you the report later. I will call the doctor over and tell you in person that Xiaoying is nothing big. She is just angry and has a high fever and is unconscious after being unconscious due to wind and cold. However, the fever has subsided this morning. There are a lot of her taking the child to Changsha to find you. Have you met? What happened in this? Why did all three of them become like this when they came back?
Let me show the report first. I am not in Changsha at all. I am at my mother's Hot Spring Villa. This time, Bai Ying and I didn't meet at all. Although I saw someone, I didn't speak.
Zuo Jing took the report that Tong Jiahui took out and read it
Tong Jiahui was thinking about Zuo Jing's words just now
After Zuo Jing looked at it for a while, she couldn't help but say: Why didn't you meet and talk? Xiaoying told me that this time I went to find you, but why didn't you talk after seeing it? And Xiaojing, you must explain to me what happened between you and Xiaoying today? I must understand now.
Tong Jiahui's momentum suddenly came up. Zuo Jing seemed to be stunned for a moment, ignoring Tong Jiahui, who was already a little angry, and just looked up at Tong Jiahui with a nervous expression and asked excitedly: What's going on with this critical illness notice? Is there any help from the child? Why is he so sick all of a sudden? What happened in the past year? Why did he tell me now?
Tong Jiahui hurriedly put away the tone of questioning just now. When she called, she did not tell Zuo Jing about the details. She just said that the child was seriously ill. She also knew that Zuo Jing could not stand this fact. She was the same when she heard it. I am afraid that Zuo Jing would be more anxious than she was at that time.
Xiaojing, don’t worry, this has been confirmed, I dare not sign the critical illness notice. I will tell you the truth on the phone because I am afraid that something will happen on your way and when you are not there, the child will be very healthy. He just went to Changsha and got sick, so I just wanted to ask you what happened in Changsha?
In other words, it's like this suddenly. Is there any treatment method? I want to go see the child now
Then come with me, I will notify the attending doctor to tell you
Zuo Jing stood muffled outside the glass with a few tears on his face. He didn't listen to the doctor's words just now, and there was no need to listen to it. All this was as expected, but at this time his mind was full of the little things he had with him and his children. He picked him up for the first time, took a shower for the first time, called him dad for the first time, and stood up for the first time...
At that time, I loved my children so much that Bai Ying was dissatisfied. When I was abroad, I thought of this pair of heart-wrenching babies the most...
In the end, they sent them to hell with their own hands, sad, despair and cold-blooded fear of themselves. Zuo Jing just wanted to find another knife and stab him a few times.
He had always been unable to understand why he became like this and attacked innocent children by any means. He had found many reasons to try to convince himself, and had also found many excuses to let the child go, but in the end he still took action
At this time, Zuo Jing slowly slid on the ground against the wall, covering his head with both hands and holding back his voice.
Zuo Jing in front of Tong Jiahui was extremely sad at this moment, and couldn't help but feel sad and burst into tears again...
After a long sadness, Zuo Jing raised his head and his eyes turned red. Tong Jiahui saw the sadness, anger and self-blame on Zuo Jing's face, and knew that he was on the verge of collapse or had collapsed.
Zuo Jing was indeed emotionally broken. He began to look around and search for something that could vent his emotions. A stainless steel trash can was kicked away by him and hit the wall. It made a loud noise.
Tong Jiahui hurried up and tried her best to hold Zuo Jing, who was so crazy that she wanted to rush into the ICU. With the help of the attending doctor and two nurses, she barely subdued Zuo Jing, who was like a crazy tiger, and finally Zuo Jing, who was pressed on the bench, roared wildly...
After Tong Jiahui's persuasion, Zuo Jing, who finally calmed down, signed the notice on the critical illness. At this time, Zuo Jing's eyes were covered with blood, and he couldn't tell anything was wrong. He signed his name very calmly.
After that, I read the notice carefully and handed it over to the doctor
After seeing that he signed the letter, the doctor began to discuss the follow-up treatment plan and current condition with Zuo Jing.
Just as the doctor talked endlessly about the treatment plan, Zuo Jing suddenly interrupted him.
Doctor, since it's just delaying time and it won't take a few days, I think I'd better give up
Mr. Zuo, I know you feel uncomfortable, but...
This disease must be very painful, right?
Yes, the pain of being too young is really a torture...
Since it is torture, I don’t want my child to be tortured like this all the time. Then give up. I really don’t want to let my child suffer from illness anymore... Is there any way to let the child... be able to... not so painful in the end?
If you insist on this, we will respect the opinions of our families
Tong Jiahui on the side was already in pain. She knew that Zuo Jing was right. She had thought about it before, but she couldn't bear to say this.
Xiaojing, please discuss with Xiaoying before making a decision? After all, can you delay for a few more days...
Then... wait until she wakes up... I'll discuss it with her then
After the attending doctor left, Zuo Jing said to Tong Jiahui who was still in a daze: It’s not that I’m cruel. I really can’t face the two children dying like I did just now, but I can’t do anything. This is a torment for me, and it also tortures for the children. I am willing to exchange my life for their lives. But this is possible, so letting them suffer less pain is also considered the last thing I can do for the children...
You did the right thing, I thought about this too... If Xiaoying wakes up later, you will tell her slowly, she is weak, I am afraid she will not be able to stand it...
I'm not going to tell her that I'm afraid she can't stand such a blow... She's weak after all...
Then...what are you going to say to her? In the end, she still needs to know
I want to wait until she is in better health. Now I am afraid that she will be too stimulated... I have lost control just now and I really don't dare to think about what will happen after she knows
OK, I think this is good, Xiaoying's body is still very weak now. If it is stimulated, it is really possible... By the way, Xiaojing has another more important thing, which is Lao Bai
That... I also thought that it would be best if I could hide it, but I think this matter would definitely not be hidden. I am afraid that at that time...
Yes, Lao Bai will definitely come tomorrow, maybe he will come later today. Now that things are like this, Lao Bai will definitely not be able to stand it when he knows it. So Xiaojing, tell me the truth, why did you and Xiaoying have to divorce at that time? Why did you stab Hao Jianghua three times for?
Tong Jiahui seemed to suddenly think of something, but she didn't know what she was thinking of?
She just felt that what happened now must be related to what happened before. She wanted to know the answer. She knew that Zuo Jing must have concealed all the truth, and the last few words were already terrified.
Seeing Tong Jiahui being angry at him, Zuo Jing felt guilty when asked for a while. At this time, he suddenly had the urge to tell Tong Jiahui everything. He felt that this woman would protect him and stand on his side, but he dared not bet, nor was he willing to gamble. Yes, after Lao Bai knew about this, he would definitely try his best to learn the truth of the matter. He would definitely not be able to withstand the means of a person like Lao Bai. In fact, it doesn't matter. If Lao Bai knew that no Hao family, including Li Xuanshi, could live, the matter would be simple. But he wanted to destroy the Hao family with his own hands, and he was not sure whether Lao Bai would hurt him. Besides, Bai Ying, as his daughter, would definitely be let go, he was unwilling to do so.
Don't force me, I won't say it. This is my promise to Bai Ying. If Uncle Bai knows, let him know. There is nothing to say now.
Zuo Jing! Don't show me this picture. I can see that there is something in your mind. What happened between you and Xiaoying? If you don't explain it clearly today, I will definitely ask Lao Bai to come forward to ask you when Lao Bai comes. That's not how he talks well at that time.
I won't say even if you force me with a gun
Xiao Jing, are you still unwilling to tell the truth? It’s all like this now, my two grandchildren have only been there for a few days. This is also your child. Lao Bai likes children so much, and now he wants... I can help you with what you say, why are you still keeping your mouth shut? Is the matter so shameful?
With Tong Jiahui's soft and hard work as well as the soft and hard work, Zuo Jing almost told the truth, but he still held back his words to the point where he said that.
Aunt Tong, you and Uncle Bai were both very nice to me before, and I am very grateful for your kindness. I know that you still treat me as your own child. It’s just this matter... I... Let’s do this, the child hasn’t been for a few days. When everything is over, I will definitely tell you everything. Now is not the time. I think it’s better to wait until Bai Ying wakes up and I will explain it to you in front of her.
Tong Jiahui pondered for a while, thinking that Zuo Jing had already made concessions. It would not be good if he was too tight now. Zuo Jing had lost control of his emotions before and could not put pressure on him any longer. This child is also a miserable person...
He just said that he was kind to him, but after he was imprisoned, he kept staring at him until he was released from prison and did not take good care of him. If the spirit of the old Zuo Zai Tian Zhiling knew about this, he would blame him, no, right?
Li Xuan’s poem!
Yes, why did Li Xuanshi forget this in-laws herself?
When Zuo Jing stabbed Hao Jianghua before, Tong Jiahui was surprised that their relationship was always harmonious, why did he suddenly get a knife? Zuo Jing is such a gentle and elegant person.
Later, Zuo Jing was imprisoned. Logically, Li Xuanshi did not do anything and tried to reduce Zuo Jing's guilt. Although the criminal case was irrevocable, it was not impossible to let Zuo Jing retreat.
Later, Li Xuanshi divorced Xiaoying and didn't even give a single fart, nor did she discuss with herself how to save her children's marriage.
After Zuo Jing was released from prison, he miraculously made up with Li Xuanshi again, and went to the Hao family to settle down. Then Xiaoying took the child and it became like this when she came back. It was really weird and bizarre.
Tong Jiahui passed it in her mind again. This time she felt a sense of danger and the smell of conspiracy. She couldn't help looking at Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing still looked sad. Then she turned her head to look at her daughter lying on the bed. Bai Ying was still lying quietly on the hospital bed. Her pale face was not a trace of blood. Bai Ying's beautiful and quiet face made Tong Jiahui feel a little strange. Then she turned to Zuo Jing's face. Tong Jiahui read melancholy and cold at this time. Why is this expression? By the way, Zuo Jing was looking at Bai Ying. When he saw Bai Ying's face, he would be like this. He had hatred for it. Tong Jiahui didn't know if he was right.
Well, since this is the case, I won’t force you. I just hope that you will keep your promises and Lao Bai’s place. I don’t guarantee that he can be as calm as me. In fact, I am not calm. But if Lao Bai gets angry, I don’t guarantee who will be fine who will be fine.
Just be it, I'm almost dead now. I think there's nothing in this world that can scare me.
Zuo Jing is telling the truth. He is really a little discouraged at this moment. He also wants to leave like Huang Junru. In fact, hurting others and hurting himself. Huang Junru is like this, why Zuo Jing is not
It's just to see who can last
Tong Jiahui resisted the idea of asking about Li Xuanshi's situation. She felt that Li Xuanshi must be the key figure. She is the child's grandmother. Zuo Jing has not notified her about the child's situation until now. There must be big problems here.
Now there is only one who can wait until the child...
No matter what method is used, the truth must be revealed. You can't let things go
Tong Jiahui, who was afraid that he could not hold on, had never told her that the last time Zuo Bai divorced had already made Lao Bai hospitalized for several days. Later, she concealed and concealed her and did not let Lao Bai know what happened later, so she did not make Lao Bai too suspicious. Now Tong Jiahui must conceal this matter temporarily.
But this matter is too big. How could it be hidden if the child leaves?
Only one step can be seen
Don’t be too sad, after all, I am still young, I... Xiaojing, I don’t know what to say, I think... I can’t comfort you now, I don’t want to say more, thinking that every second I have passed, the child is close to death, and my heart is like a knife cutting... Tong Jiahui burst into tears again
Mom...I...Stop talking...
Zuo Jing controlled his emotions for a while, but in the end he couldn't control himself and let him cry bitterly. After more than a year, this time he vented all the grievances and humiliation in his heart...
In the end, these two finally stopped crying
Xiaojing, you have called me again after more than a year. I hope you can still call me that in the future
It's getting late, so you go back and have a rest. I'll keep an eye on here. The children may be able to come out tomorrow morning, and come and pick them up together at that time... I think I can stay with them in the last few days.
Tong Jiahui thought about it, maybe let Zuo Jing take care of his daughter here. If this matter is over, maybe the two of them might...
Oh, forget it, I don’t think so much, I really should go out, the child must not be able to keep it, so the funeral needs to be arranged now, and this matter can only be done by myself
Okay, I'll go back first and prepare some things to bring them tomorrow. If you have nothing to do, try to rest as much as possible. Just now, you were overly sad. Be careful not to ruin your body. If Xiaoying wakes up, you can notify me as soon as possible.
Don't worry, I'm much better now, I'll pay attention
Then I'll leave...
The doctor came in just as Tong Jiahui went out and saw Zuo Jing bluntly saying: Mr. Zuo, we just had a meeting to study the child's condition and found that the condition has further aggravated. If you said, once the treatment is stopped, the child may pass from now on at any time. Even if you are optimistic, it will only take two days at most. Do you think about it again?
Zuo Jing was silent for a while, looked up and stared at the doctor with blood-covered eyes and said: Is it only two days... Then don't think about it, stop the treatment. Just living for two more days means suffering from two more days. It's impossible to turn the world back until the end. Thank you for your advice, stop.
The doctor turned his head after seeing Zuo Jing. He was experienced and knew that his family was right. Although he couldn't accept this calm and rational decision emotionally, he no longer talked to Zuo Jing and turned around and went out.
Zuo Jing, who had recovered his emotions, felt confused. He didn't know what to do next. The goal had been achieved, but he was a little helpless in the face of the Bai family's step-by-step pressure. He either told the truth or carried it to the end. However, the problem lies with Bai Ying. Bai Ying will definitely be deeply hit after waking up. Will Tong Jiahui see the problem when Bai Ying is out of control, or Bai Ying no longer intends to conceal everything and tell everything.
So……
Then Zuo Jing will not be able to control the development of the situation. Now if you want to find a way to deal with the Bai family's investigation, then Bai Ying will not let her wake up.
There is a small box inside Zuo Jing's leather bag, which contains a concentrated sleeping pill made by Huang Junru (this is a reality made up by me, but it may not be confirmed). There are five tablets in total, each of which is equivalent to eighty tablets of normal sleeping pills. Huang Junru made this like candy.
Zuo Jing reached into the bag and fumbled for a while. When he touched the box, he seemed to have been bitten by something and quickly retracted his hand.
Zuo Jing looked at his hand that had just escaped from his bag, as if the broken finger on his hand was bitten by the monster in the bag. The damn phantom limb pain suddenly appeared again, but this time it made Zuo Jing feel so painful that he was sweating heavily.
Zuo Jing shivered and pulled the zipper and threw the bag away. He sat on the sofa, gasping for breath. He took out a cigarette and wanted to light it, but he remembered that the lighter was still in the bag, but at this time he didn't want to touch his bag, so he crushed the cigarette and threw it into the trash can.
There was only one way to think of another. Zuo Jing thought about it for a while. He had done his homework before, but he was not sure.
Forget it, I can only try it first, at worst...
At worst, in the end, I really can't do anything, so I'll give it my best
Zuo Jing had made up his mind, so he picked up a cup without hesitation and went to the bathroom to pour a little cold water. He took it back and poured it on Bai Ying's face. Bai Ying was suddenly awakened by the cold water. She opened her eyes in panic and wanted to look around, but at first glance, she saw a person she wanted to see Zuo Jing.
Zuo Jing took a towel to wipe Bai Ying's wet face clean, then walked to the end of the bed and shook the hospital bed a few times to raise Bai Ying's head a little.
Bai Ying saw Zuo Jing finishing everything and sitting next to her bed. Bai Ying couldn't help but ask: When did you come?
I've been here for a long time, it was your mother who informed me
Then...how did she find you?
My previous phone is now used normally, and I received the call as soon as I turned on it
How are the children? I fainted without hearing them clearly yesterday. Where are they?
The child was just infected with pneumonia and was in isolation and treatment. It might be avian flu. Maybe not. The doctor said it was nothing serious. I didn't even see the child when I went to see him. Now I can only stay here. It should be fine until tomorrow morning.
Zuo Jing didn't dare to say it too clearly. Bai Ying was a doctor and was afraid that Bai Ying would become suspicious if she lie too much.
That's so serious, it's all my fault that I didn't take good care of the child and let the child run around. Bai Ying started to sob in a blunt way.
You can't blame you for being so messy these days. Besides, it may not be possible. You have to pay attention to your health and don't fall ill together. Your mother will have to work hard.
Hearing Zuo Jing's rare words of concern for him, Bai Ying felt aroused in her heart and hurriedly grabbed Zuo Jing.
Husband, I was wrong before, I deserve to die of guilt, so don’t leave this time, okay? Let’s make up, we will be together when the child is cured. This time I went to Changsha to find you. Who knew that I never had the chance to talk to you, but I was very happy to see you.
Zuo Jing suddenly felt angry. Didn’t you come to Changsha to fuck Hao Jianghua a few more times?
Don’t I know that it’s been in the hot spring for so long?
If you hadn't been trying to get fucked, would I have the chance to attack my child?
What a shameless bitch. Zuo Jing buried his head very low so that Bai Ying would not see his expression
Bai Ying said to herself: My parents have always been worried about our divorce. My father really hopes that we can make up. If you agree, I think he will be very happy. You don’t know how many days my father was so angry when we divorced...
Zuo Jing really didn't know about this, and he was shocked
Was my dad hospitalized at that time?
Yes, it’s because of a heart problem, but fortunately nothing happened, but the doctor also said he should not be very happy and sad in the future. Think about it, it was all my fault, which made my father hospitalized. I beg you, husband? I will listen to you in the future. You can do whatever you want me to do, just don’t leave again. I only love you alone. At that time, I was obsessed with it. Now I will never do it again. I can do it for you in the future.
Now I can't think about this, I'd better wait for my child's illness to recover... Let's talk about it
Husband... Bai Ying looked at Zuo Jing resentfully. At this time, she really regretted what happened before. Zuo Jing has never told her parents about the ugly things she did.
But after the divorce, I still maintained a relationship with Hao Jianghua several times, but it was a fact that I did not break it. Moreover, I wanted to meet Uncle Hao again this time, and this time I went to Changsha. It was considered a breakup.
She also agreed to Uncle Hao’s several perverted gameplays. Anyway, she tried to satisfy Uncle Hao’s wishes for the last time. However, in the hot spring that day, Uncle Hao only achieved half of his wish. Later, the next day, Uncle Hao threw Bai Ying’s necklace, but in the end it was not completed.
Now Bai Ying is indeed preparing to never interact with Uncle Hao in the future, but Zuo Jing's attitude makes her elusive. She is not sure that Zuo Jing can forgive herself. This time the child is sick may be the last chance.
Xiaoying, don't do this...Okay, I promise you that after the matter is over, I will seriously consider this matter
That...is it true?
It's true. You think my mother and I have reconciled. I have considered the relationship with you. This time the child was seriously ill. I think I have a responsibility, so I want to take good care of the child in the future, but you have to give me more time. I believe you what you said and what you did. I have also been abroad for a long time before and I have never taken care of my family. I have something wrong with it.
Husband...I don't blame you, it's all my fault
Bai Ying leaned her body weakly on Zuo Jing's body. Zuo Jing stiffened for a moment but still didn't move, allowing Bai Ying to lean in his arms.
I haven't told my parents about the truth, but I will definitely ask you later. I think I should find a reason to make excuses. Whatever I say is, you just agree with it. Don't miss it.
Bai Ying felt happy for a while when she heard Zuo Jing call her parents, as if her illness had been much better. Bai Ying was in a good mood and suddenly thought of something
That, husband, I asked you, I saw a woman wearing a very expensive necklace in the imperial capital... Do you know who I am talking about?
Oh, I said, why did you change your hairstyle and color? It turns out that I have seen her. How can I say this? When I came out, I really need some emotional sustenance and physical comfort. I lived with her for a while. Since you have seen her, you should know what kind of woman she is. It is also worth paying a little price. So I bought the necklace for her, but when I bought it, I bought the same style as you.
Then have you always had me in your heart? Are you broken with her?
Zuo Jing said sorry to Ye Zi in his heart and replied: Of course it was broken, otherwise I would go back to Changsha, buying that expensive jewelry to give to her is a breakup fee. Even if we don’t make up, I won’t be with her.
Husband, I don’t blame you. Even if you contact her in the future, I won’t interfere with you. I…just don’t let my parents know.
Forget this, it will be broken. I won’t contact you in the future. I will come tomorrow morning. Then I will tell them about our affairs. Are you hungry? There is some porridge brought by my mother from home. I’ll give you some food.
Bai Ying watched Zuo Jing pour out the porridge from the thermos, then brought it over to take a spoon to feed it to herself. She felt so happy, but for a while, guilt and self-blame also surged into her heart. She choked and tears in her eyes and ate the porridge fed by Zuo Jing, while Zuo Jing signaled her not to think about it anymore and eat the food well.
After eating, Zuo Jing cleaned up, and Bai Ying recovered a lot of strength. Zuo Jing did not calm down for a day today, so he ate the remaining porridge of Bai Ying, which was considered to be something to put on his stomach.
Zuo Jing lay on the sofa after getting it done. It was already very late now. Zuo Jing quickly wanted to take a break while he was fine. Bai Ying lay silently on the hospital bed thinking about his thoughts. Zuo Jing was really exhausted and then a slight snoring sound came.
Bai Ying got out of bed and went to the bathroom. When she came out, she stopped by Zuo Jing. She squatted on the sofa and looked at Zuo Jing's face carefully. She hadn't seen Zuo Jing like this for a long time. Just now, she felt like she was back to the past. She remembered many things, including when she was with Uncle Hao later. Uncle Hao did bring a lot of happiness to herself at that time, but it was just physical stimulation and desire satisfaction. She once developed a certain relationship with Uncle Hao, but she gave up later. Maybe the relationship is still there, after all, there are children...
This is something that I will never be able to cut off from Uncle Hao for the rest of my life, and I will never meet again in the future...
I am sorry to Zuo Jing. If Zuo Jing can change his mind, I will use the rest of my life to compensate him. Bai Ying saw Zuo Jing's broken finger, and the finger root seemed to be trembling slightly. Bai Ying was crying with pain. She wanted to touch the finger root but didn't dare to touch it, as if it was the break between her and Zuo Jing. Once they touched the two, they would immediately have a painful collision again.
After lying on the bed, Bai Ying thought that if her mother came tomorrow, she would tell her what tonight and let her do Zuo Jing's work.
I just don’t know how Zuo Jing is going to explain the previous things. I have to be careful at that time and let things go...
Although Bai Ying slept for a long time, she was still in a bad mood. She fell asleep again after lying in bed for a short while. She had a dream. In the dream, Zuo Jing was waiting for the birth of the child. Later, Zuo Jing left and the child disappeared. She was anxious to search everywhere but couldn't find anyone. At this moment, the doorbell woke Bai Ying, who was covered in cold sweat. When she woke up completely from the dream, Zuo Jing had already opened the door.
The man knocking on the door was very quick and anxious. Bai Ying didn't hear it very clearly. Zuo Jing hurriedly walked with him and brought him to the door. The sound was very small, and then he was dead silent. This feeling made Bai Ying feel very bad. She struggled to get up and found her coat and went out. Bai Ying was still very familiar with the hospital where she worked, but she didn't know where to go to find Zuo Jing and the child. She had a premonition that it must be the child's business. Zuo Jing would leave in a hurry, so she must be in the rescue room.
Bai Ying went downstairs to the rescue floor, but did not dare to go up to ask, so she had to observe silently, but she had not seen Zuo Jing. Isn't it here? Zuo Jing told himself that the child was in isolation and treatment, so she didn't know where it was. Bai Ying still asked the nurse and asked. Seeing that it was Dr. Bai, the nurse soon helped to find out where the two children were.
ICU? Why is it in ICU?
Dr. Bai transferred this the day before yesterday. You were already ill at that time, but your mother should have known it. By the way, your lover also knew it and he went to see it. Did you just wake up?
Oh, yes, I'll go there right away
Can't the child do it?
Zuo Jing deliberately lied to himself, afraid that he would be overly sad if he couldn't accept this fact?
Bai Ying, who has worked in the hospital for many years, is used to birth, old age, sickness and death. Although she is her own child, she can still bear it. Excessive sadness is certain, but she has not yet reached the point where she cannot bear this stimulation. Maybe Zuo Jing is afraid that his body will be weak and cannot bear the blow.
Bai Ying wanted to see the child and Zuo Jing immediately at this moment. She was afraid that something would happen if she went too late. The premonition just now made her very scared and she didn't even dare to ask about the nurse's child's condition.
When she arrived, she saw Zuo Jing at first sight. Zuo Jing stood there and looked at her with a pale face. Two eyes shot towards her heart like swords, without any gentleness in the ward before.
How is the child? Even Bai Ying's voice made is unfamiliar
Zuo Jing didn't answer, she just shook her head. Bai Ying's strength just now disappeared without a trace. Her weak body could not bear such a blow. Fortunately, Zuo Jing grabbed her and did not let her fall to the ground like this. Zuo Jing kept talking to her, but Bai Ying didn't listen to a word, but just let Zuo Jing take her to the bench next to her and sit down. Zuo Jing didn't care about her, but met a doctor who came out. After saying a few words to Zuo Jing, he handed the two pieces of paper to Zuo Jing. Zuo Jing looked at it and handed it to Bai Ying who had already come back to his senses.
Bai Ying has come to her senses now. She already knows the child’s current situation, the worst result!
It must be the worst result!
Bai Ying herself has also handed over such paper to the patient's family. She has seen such scenes too many times, but she didn't expect that she would receive this paper today.
Bai Ying suddenly started to feel dizzy again, but Zuo Jing did not let her go
You see, you can sign the document if you have any problems, the doctor is still waiting there.
Why are you...why are you...so calm?
Bai Ying looked at Zuo Jing's face without expression and made an intermittent murmur sound from her mouth.
You'd better sign the letter first
Zuo Jing handed over a pen, Bai Ying took it and wrote his name tremblingly on it. One was quiet and the other was XiangXiáng.
Zuo Jing pulled the paper out of Bai Ying's hand, took it over and handed it to the doctor, and then came back and dragged Bai Ying from the stool, pulling Bai Ying, who was already sobbing, into the ward. The twins had already stopped breathing at this time, as quiet as they were asleep. This was the real quietness as if they were dead, and there was no sound at all.
Bai Ying, do you know? These two children shouldn't have come to this world
What are you talking about...
Bai Ying retreated hard, trying to break free from Zuo Jing's hand. Although Zuo Jing had two fingers missing, he still grabbed Bai Ying firmly.
Do you think I don't know anything?
No...no...
You still want to make peace with me, it's a joke. Will I make peace with these two evil races with a lewd and shameless woman like you? You dare to think too much. Bai Ying, I told you that I knew a year ago that the child died because he inherited the leukemia gene from the Hao family. The child was sent to the hospital and was out of salvation. This is a punishment for you. God couldn't see it and took them away. He didn't let me raise wild breeds for the rest of my life. He also asked them to be named Zuo.
You... no... I don't know, I don't know they are dead, the children are dead now, they are all dead...
Are you dead? Why did I hear the child calling mother just now? Did he call quietly? Or did he call XiángXiáng?
Why didn't I hear anything? Zuo Jing... Why did you look at me like this? I really didn't hear it... They are dead... dead
Bai Ying, who had retreated to the corner of the wall, was trembling all over, her face was so pale. She no longer dared to look at Zuo Jing's face. She seemed to hear a child calling her in her mind. She looked at the bodies of the two children on the hospital bed and remained silent.
Bai Ying, did you really not hear it? Why do I think you heard it? It was the dead children calling you. How pitiful they are. How could they be willing to bear the ugly things their mother did. Before they died, they were so lonely, and there was no relative around them, and their parents were not around.
I... should I die? Bai Ying suddenly said something from her mouth
After a while of silence, Zuo Jing's devilish voice sounded. Maybe it's right, your parents will come in a while. Then it's time for the truth to be revealed. I will tell her that the child is not mine. This is the reason for our divorce. Maybe there are many of your colleagues by your side at that time. At that time, your lewd and shameless true face will be known to everyone. If you are exposed in broad daylight, can you still have the face to live?
I... deserve to die
Do you deserve to die? All deserve to die! Li Xuanshi should die! Lao Dog should die! Xiao Dog should die! Those bitches should die! A few wild breeders should die! You Bai Ying should die the most!
Husband, should I really die?
Zuo Jing, who was so excited just now, was stunned when he heard Bai Ying's words and suddenly became gentle. Bai Ying seemed to be asking for his opinions, just like before, asking for his opinions on some things that needed to be decided together.
You...I deserve to die...
Bai Ying walked over slowly and looked at Zuo Jing's eyes. Zuo Jing suddenly felt that Bai Ying's gaze became very dim, as if he had lost his vitality.
I remember this is the ninth floor, and if I jump down, I will die...
Bai Ying slowly walked towards the window. When she passed the hospital bed, she did not look at the bodies of the two children. She only saw her pushing the sliding window to the maximum. Bai Ying stepped on the windowsill and looked back at Zuo Jing. At this time, Zuo Jing knew that she was on the windowsill three or four meters away, but she didn't dare to look at that position. He knew that Bai Ying was looking at him but didn't dare to look at Bai Ying.
Bai Ying kept muttering words in her mouth, and saw enough of the man who made her attached to her at this moment and looked at the world outside the window. It was already very bright at this time, and the familiar scenery outside the window made Bai Ying feel a little dazzled and fascinated.
I deserve to die, I deserve to die...
Bai Ying tried her best to climb up the window and threw her body heavily to the ground...
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