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Chapter 4

10days ago Urban Novels 9
Memories are beautiful and bitter...

My heart has been completely captured by Xue Jiao, the kind girl.

What is love?

Love is fate, love is touching, love is tolerance, love is sincere promise for a lifetime

What is love?

Love is a foolish wait, love is a quiet miss, love is a foolish dedication, love is silent support, love is sweet happiness

What is love?

It is a new investment, a selfless devotion, a pure baptism, a brave dedication, and a desperate pursuit

When your life reaches a certain level, look back and you will naturally understand what love is

After my careful consideration, I made a choice of love

When Xuejiao celebrated her 18th birthday, she took her back to my hometown...

A small town with a backward and underdeveloped economy

I have had enough, and I can't bear it, the sadness when I parted, the longing for separation from two places

I want to be by her side at all times, protect her, love her, and make her happy life

I want to give her a safe harbor with a pair of strong arms

This is my love promise

When I told Xuejiao about my decision, she cried, with tears of happiness and tears of happiness. We promised each other that we would never be separated.

Life has to continue, you can't just lie in bed for the rest of your life and face all your difficulties together in life together

Xuejiao got up first and told me, Husband, you're hungry, there's something to eat in the kitchen, I've already prepared it in the stew pot in the kitchen

Then he said, I want to go out

I asked: Where to go?

She: Since I promised to leave with you, I will go back to the unit to explain my work. The boss took good care of me at the beginning. I can't just leave without saying goodbye. Even if I resign, I will tell my boss.

As he spoke, Xuejiao was already wearing clothes

I was busy getting up and said: I'll go with you.

She: No, get up and eat something quickly

Wait for me to come back

Me: Then be careful on the way and come back early

She, Yes, I know my husband

Then I kissed my face, then turned around and walked out

Looking at Xue Jiao's departure, she looks forward to a bright future

I thought to myself, we will never be separated again, I am thirsty, hungry, tired, and sick, and will have her by my side, accompany me, and love me

We're until we get old...

As I thought to myself, get up, I can't lie down anymore. I turned over and found my clothes and put on my clothes. I walked out of our bedroom, entered the bathroom and started washing.

With a click, the bathroom door opened. I washed my face with my back to the bathroom door. I had foam on my face before I could rinse it. I turned around and saw a person standing behind me.

I said: Baby (Xuejiao) is you? Why are you back so soon

Which figure didn't say anything, suddenly hugged me from behind

From the smell of perfume and plump body, I feel that this person is not Xue Jiao

No need to think about it, there is only one answer, this person is Yingzi

Me: What are you going to do?

Yingzi: No answer

I quickly washed away the foam on my face and wiped it dry with a towel. Only then did I see clearly that it was not my Xuejiao Yingzi at this time. She hugged her face from behind and couldn't see clearly.

Yingzi, let go quickly and let Xuejiao meet you

Actually, I'm quite worried. If Xue Jiao sees it, it's over.

But my worry is unnecessary, Xue Jiao can't come back at this time

It's also destined that the story between Yingzi and me is inevitable

Many years later, looking back at that time, if she had rejected her completely, what would it be like today?

But I chose to accept

Sometimes this is how people are doing multiple-choice questions

Especially when it comes to choosing the most critical turntable in life, there are many choices, up, down, or middle, and other choices.

In fact, no matter who you choose, you have to believe in fate

Yingzi: He spoke to me in a hoarse voice, do you know? Brother Kai, I like you

I know, don't do this, let go first, I'm talking

Yingzi held my hands tighter and tighter. The force of my hands made me feel a little breathless. Her two huge breasts were pressing against my back

Makes me feel very comfortable

I don't want to forcefully spread her hands, for fear of hurting her

I don't, I'm going to hold you, Brother Kai, listen to me, do you know what I said?

I kept silent, just thought that I had agreed and thought, and let her continue to talk about the matter between us sooner or later.

She said with tears in her eyes, since she met you for the first time, although it was a little embarrassed, I think you are quite fun and stupid, especially your eyes moved me

You look handsome, sunny, and shy

From that time on, I felt good about you

I always feel that there will be stories between us.

I have also had ideological struggles, and I also know that doing this will make you very sorry for the beautiful girl and should not compete with her for a man.

But I still can't control my feelings

I can also see that you have a good impression of me. My face and figure are not inferior to Xue Jiao at all. Why do you only like her? Do you ignore my existence?

To be honest, when Yingzi said that she was not inferior to Xue Jiao, I thought of it. She had compared her with Xue Jiao. In addition to having a plump figure and a coquettish look, in terms of personality, are the two completely different in terms of appearance and form, or are they really not much different

But it's just about the appearance

I find it funny. Can this silly girl think that she can conquer the man she likes with a proud figure?

I admit that Yingzi's body really makes me impulsive, and I'm still a little obsessed, but I don't have her place in my heart for the time being.

She continued, do you know? We all drank too much the night before yesterday. Although we drank a little high, I knew everything in my heart.

I listened quietly to her crying, and she paused for a few seconds and continued to say

I want to test you whether it means that to me. You repeatedly avoid and hide from me at the dinner table

I remember that day I saw you and Jiaomei on the bed

Do you know? How I wish the woman lying under you was me

Yingzi continued to cry and said, "I didn't give up, I waited for you to lie on the sofa and found that you were asleep. I took the initiative and voluntarily gave you my body."

I've got you, I feel so happy

I regretted it while being happy, I regret not having sex with you

Running back to the house from the sofa, I lay quietly on the bed without closing my eyes all night, and I don’t know how to face you and the beautiful girl.

When you push the door gently, I...

I really hope you can force the door to open, but you didn't, so I left. I judged that you have feelings for me

(The girl is very confident) I... I was about to explain, but I was blocked by Yingzi's little hand

She: Brother Kai, I understand in my heart that Xue Jiao is the first priority in your heart

I don't ask for anything else, I will leave a little bit of space for me in your heart, and I will be content

Then...

Woo...

Crying loudly

When I heard Yingzi's crying, my heart...

It hurts like being stabbed by a needle. I didn't expect that I am a little man who is not outstanding and not handsome enough

I asked myself, what can I do? I am favored by two beautiful girls

I'm really flattered

Yingzi cried and said, "In the past year, I have never met a man who is really good to her."

In her mind, I'm the first

Later I found out that she was taken care of by her grandparents.

When she was three years old, her mother ran away with a man. Her father felt very frustrated and committed suicide by drinking medicine. She had never felt the love of her parents since she was a child.

Brother Kai, I remember when I was having lunch yesterday, my stomach was really uncomfortable. If you hadn't called me, I wouldn't have wanted to face you, and I wouldn't have been able to show my love in front of me

I really don't want to see such a scene

I'm afraid that I can't disguise myself well, can't control myself, and will do stupid things

But in the end, I mustered up the courage to face you

You made me a cup of hot sugar water, I took it in my hand and drank it in my mouth, my heart was so warm

I believe you are a careful and good man

How envious am I when I see Jiaomei happy with the gift you gave her?

I really hope there is a man like you who treats me as well.

But I don't, really...

Yingzi was twitching at this time. I also opened her hands, turned around and hugged her in my arms. She also hugged my waist tightly. I stroked her hair to comfort her. At the same time, I also asked myself, what's wrong with me?

Is it sympathy?

Is it touched?

Yingzi is not my favorite person. As she cried and confessed, I felt a little distressed and moved.

Slowly, the twitched and weakened. I hugged her and told her gently, telling her that I like her a little

But I don't want to be with Xuejiao and her back, so I will be unfair to Xuejiao and her

No good results either

Yingzi: I pushed it away and said seriously, I don’t care, as long as you like me a little bit, I will be content and then swear that I will be willing even if I don’t see the light.

Then he threw himself into my arms and said to her, Yingzi, it's not good for us, Xue Jiao is coming back soon, I don't want her to misunderstand us

As we were talking, my phone rang. I let Yingzi go and strode away from the bathroom.

I picked up the phone and saw that it was Xue Jiao who called me.

Me: Baby, why haven’t you come back yet?

Jiao: Husband Ah, I will not be able to go back tonight

Me: What's going on? Didn't you agree to come back after an explanation?

Xuejiao explained that she had been taking leave a few days ago and did not go to work. The boss found someone to temporarily replace her job. The newcomer was not skilled in business.

Her boss hopes she can work overtime for more than one day and bring new people

When she thought that the boss was usually very nice to her, she agreed

Me: Oh, so that's how it is, then when will you come back?

Jiao: Maybe after nine o'clock in the evening

Me: That's too late, I'll pick you up

Jiao: No, it’s not convenient to have too many cars

Me: I'm afraid you're not safe

Jiao: Husband, don't worry, I will be safe at home, wait for me, I have a reward

Me: Yes, then you come back early, I'll wait for you

Jiao: OK, I understand, husband, Bobolang, I hung up the phone

After hanging up the phone, I felt a urge to pee because I was holding Yingzi and was rubbing her fleshy body just now. My cock had already started to look up. I was holding it up and I didn't let him get up, otherwise I would have put Yingzi on the ground formation long ago.

Although my little brother has not completely softened now, he feels like he wants to pee.

My washing was not done yet, and I returned to the bathroom again, but Yingzi was still inside. At this time, she was sticking out her big butt and taking care of her crying face.

Me: Yingzi, have you washed it? I want to give you some convenience.

Yingzi: Brother, you pee, I wash mine and then add another sentence

Not that I haven't seen it

Me: Uh, I thought to myself, Yingzi said nothing wrong, the embarrassment and love experience she encountered twice before and the experience of love

She is already very familiar with my cock

Even if she is familiar with her, I am a little unnatural

I said, no, I can't hold it in anymore

Regardless of whether she is there or not, she turned around and took out my water gun and started shooting happily

The water in the toilet is rustling

I thought, it's so comfortable

While I was enjoying the comfort, Yingzi quietly came behind me. While I was feeling well, one hand suddenly grabbed the root of my cock from behind me.

With her attack, a lot of urine shot outside the toilet

There was also a little residual liquid that made her move

I exclaimed, what are you going to do

Yingzi had changed her smile. Although she was smiling, her eyes were still red and swollen, and she looked at me and said, "What are you not doing?" She said indifferently, just to see what Zhang, who had fucked my little brother, looked like.

When she said this, my face turned red. Indeed, my little brother, who was not very strong, had been in and out of her sister and had also ejaculated.

But rationally told me that I can't be teased by her like this

Me: Yingzi, don't let go...

Yingzi ignored me and continued to caress her with her hands. Although she said she wanted to let her go, her body was out of control and let it stroke her. The little brother became bigger and thicker.

Yingzi smiled and said to me, Brother, your Niu Zi is so big, do you want to...

Although I like girls to swear when having sex, when I use Yingzi to praise Niuzi, I look a little shy, and I am more excited when I am shy.

I said, no... Before I could say anything, Yingzi's little mouth had already taken my cock into her mouth and began to lick it

At this time, my fire was completely teased by her

I knew Xuejiao would have to come back very late, so I also dispelled all the previous concerns

No longer reserved, possessiveness is already the first. I held her head with both hands and fucked her butt back and forth.

To be honest, Yingzi's oral activities are really comfortable

No tooth scraping at all, and deep throat

It was too young at that time, I had little experience, and I didn't understand it very much

If I want to put it now, I really suspect that she is a chicken.

As we deepened our relationship, Yingzi also gave me the answer I wanted

Yingzi suddenly spit out my cock, squatted wherever she looked at me playfully and said, Brother, do you want it any more?

Me: Don’t stop...Ye Yingzi heard what I said and asked, don’t you want it?

Me: Don't tease my brother, baby, hurry up, I mean no, but I mean I don't want to stop, and I'm also cunning, haha...

Yingzi pouted and scolded, "Stinky cock, smelly man... Why are you pretending? She gently hit the angry cock with her hand

At my plea, Yingzi once again put my dick in her mouth and tried hard to eat it

I was so excited that I pulled out Yingzi's cock, and with both hands, I picked up Yingzi who was squatting on the ground, put her on the edge of the washing machine, and stretched out her hand and pulled her down. Yingzi cooperated with me to remove her pajamas.

She hurriedly raised one leg, spread her hips, freed up a hand, and used her fingers to peel off her vulva labia, leaking out the bright red tender hole inside so that I could see clearly and aim it so that I could fuck it.

I held the thick cock in my hand and rubbed the slightly opened pussy with my glans. The glans was already covered with her vaginal fluid. I squatted down, adjusted the angle of my penis, pressed the glans against the pussy mouth, held her waist with one hand, raised her other leg with the other hand, and inserted it into it with a strong butt.

Very hot in the cavity

Then, Yingzi moaned, Ah... lighter...

Yingzi said Ah, and I kissed her mouth. As I twitched, a mercy sound came from my nose, and then hugged my neck tightly and kissed her passionately.

I separated her pajamas, stroked her smooth and tender shoulders, and finally grabbed her two oversized breasts and rubbed them. The two of them finally separated Yingzi: Brother, you're so deeply... Well...

Begin to moan and wake up

Me: Baby, your pussy is so tight. You said with a heavy breath, pinching her slim waist with your hands, and your big cock is thrusting quickly in her vagina.

After fucking like this for a while, I was a little tired. Although it was very exciting on the washing machine, I wanted to change my individual position

So, I pulled out my big cock and I suddenly got up. Yingzi begged, don't... don't pull it out.

I reached out and took off my clothes and pulled Yingzi sitting on the washing machine

Let her hold the toilet with both hands and stick out her butt

Yingzi cooperated very well. I put my hands on her crotch and fucked her from behind, so that my penis could be penetrated deep into the innermost part of her vagina every time.

Yingzi: Ah...Brother...You are too hard, hurry...Fuck me...Ah...Brother...Do you fuck my pussy? Do you like to fuck my pussy? Do you like to fuck my pussy?

Me: It's so good...Ah...I'm dead...Ah...I like...

Yingzi: Ah...Is my butt bigger than a cute girl? Ah...

Me: Both of you are very big

Yingzi: Whose breasts are bigger?

Me: They are all very big, I simply go back

Yingzi: Which one do you prefer to fuck

Me: I didn't answer her question directly. I used the default two to reply to her. I like to fuck you both, you are even more sexy.

I fucked Yingzi for almost 10 minutes in this position before I pulled Yingzi up again, hugged her and left the bathroom, and went to her for me. Although it was the first time I entered her room, I didn't observe carefully and put her on the bed. Then I started to fuck Yingzi's pussy in the most traditional position. Puchi... Puchi...

Every time you insert, you can hear the clear sound of water. Yingzi must be very happy now.

Brother...You fuck Ying'er so comfortable...Ah...too hard,Ah...Ah...After all, your cow is so long

I'm screaming because Yingzi keeps moaning

Just thrust in and out for hundreds of times, gradually increasing the speed, and I tried very hard every time

Brother, no...

I want to call your husband, and I will let you fuck my pussy alone in the future. OK

I'm back, so fast, so fast... so comfortable, so hot... I'm about to arrive... God... I'm here... Yingzi started talking nonsense, this is her sign of being about to climax

I'm going to ejaculate. As I said that, I thrust my body, pressed my butt tightly between Yingzi's legs, and shot the semen into Yingzi's vagina.

Ah...so hot! So comfortable...Brother...No...husband...oh...lost...Yingzi's hands clutched my back tightly, his legs crossed my butt, his body trembled quickly, and he had an orgasm

We hugged me for a few minutes, and my cock became soft. I turned over and lay on the bed. I was so tired that I was sweating all over.

Yingzi, this slut, then lie on me with her plump body, her two oversized breasts were squeezed against my chest, and I stroked her sweaty spine and played with her plump butt.

She also rubbed her plump body back and forth on me. Since she was holding her up and down in a position of a woman, the thinned white semen flowed along Yingzi's vaginal opening and all over my cock, making me sticky

No one spoke first, just stroking each other's body quietly, savoring the passion just now

I also asked myself why I feel indescribable pleasure and happiness with Yingzi, but more exciting. What are you asking?

Have the joy of stealing

The fun of having an affair lies in a steal, not in love

Therefore, the old Chinese saying says that a wife is not as good as a concubine, a concubine is not as good as a steal, and a steal is not as good as a steal. This artistic conception lies in the fact that it is between getting and not getting, which mobilizes people's appetite and desires, and makes people's itchy flesh appear and makes you feel a little itchy, but you can't scratch it happily, and you are thinking about it all day long.

To be honest, I like women to actively seduce men, especially sluts like Yingzi. When she conquers a man with her eyes, body, and technology, I think few men can resist her temptation

She is a flirting expert, I was conquered by her in bed

As for her past, it must be much richer than my Xuejiao

It turns out that it is indeed the case

I also know that I'm sorry for Xue Jiao having sex with Yingzi.

Some things happen, but there is no regret medicine

It's just a matter of thought, and a moment of selfish desire

From that day on, I started to take two boats for a long distance, even three or four...

I spoke first and broke the quiet atmosphere. Yingzi, we really can't do this in the future. I already have Xue Jiao. You also know that Xue Jiao is in my heart and no one can replace her.

Yingzi: I understand, I understand, I like you, I can no longer control myself

Me: But the biggest harm to you is Ah. At the same time, it is not fair to Xuejiao. I continued, I admit that I have a bad physical relationship with you and I am also a little obsessed with your physical body.

Yingzi: As long as you have it in your heart, I don't care about anything

Does she really care? Are she really willing to share a man with other women? Are she really asking for nothing?

The answer is no, this woman has not really fully controlled the man, when everything is right...

I pondered for a moment and told her seriously, and told her that Xuejiao and I were about to leave the city and start a new life

She asked me, where to go? Can I take her away? I can't answer her or promise her. At that time, I thought I could only bless her silently, hoping that she could live a happy life.

She cried when she heard the news that we were leaving. She could tell that she was crying sadly and sadly

My heart seems to be torn, and it feels very uncomfortable

Although she has tens of millions of reasons not to let go, nothing is beyond her control and control.

I know I can't take her with me

As the crying gradually faded, Yingzi, who was lying on me, began to become dishonest. As her teasing, her brother woke up again

In this way, we started another hand-to-hand combat and learned a lot of sex postures in her

I've sent her to the high point again and again

Finally we reached the peak together

Everything was calm, we hugged each other and savored the madness again

I lay on the head of the bed, smoking a cigarette, and began our heart-to-heart communication with Yingzi.

Imyoji's mouth was comfortable? Eun Youngji asked, would you miss me? I kissed her forehead with my lips, and I will never forget it in my life.

Yingzi: If possible, would you take me with you?

I can't give her an answer, nor can I give her a bitter smile

Yingzi understood, and knew that this would be the result, so she stopped asking such a stupid question

I quickly changed the topic, and I asked Yingzi laughingly, can the little fairy tell me if she asked something?

Yingzi: Ask, as long as I know, I will not hide it from you

Me: I really asked, you think it clearly, if you don't want to answer, I won't force you

Yingzi: It's so annoying, talk about it quickly

Me: I have a doubt, in bed, your performance is crazy, but the skills are good, is it rich in sexual experience?

Yingzi obviously didn't expect me to ask this question. She was shocked and stared at me with her big eyes and said, "Brother, do you dislike my past Ah? Do you think I'm very sexy and abused?

Me: I quickly explained, no, no, I shaved her little nose with my fingers and said, "Silly, you're thinking too much."

Yingzi looked at me with confusion, really didn't?

Me: Really not, I continued, I just want to know what the girl I like is like

Just want to know more about you

Yingzi: Really? I'm back: Really

Yingzi thought about it for a while, and then said to me very seriously, Brother, do you really want to hear it?

Looking at Yingzi's eyes with tears in her eyes, I felt sorry for me and I regret not exploring her past, but everything was too late to say.

Although I didn't give her positive affirmation, she knew from my eyes, I want the answer

Yingzi wiped away her tears, thought for a while, and then began her narrative

Yingzi: I am a child who grew up in a rural family

My biological mother ran away with a bricklayer in the neighboring village when I was three years old. My father felt very wronged and cowardly, so he took medicine and committed suicide by taking it in anger.

Leave me and my grandparents who are so young

Because of the loss of a child in his old age, grandparents were old and almost followed them.

Fortunately, there were relatives and villagers at that time, and the elderly grandparents did not fall down and took on the responsibility of raising me. They pulled me up with shit and pee.

When I was 7 or 8 years old, the children around me often bullied me, calling me a child without a father or a mother, calling me a coward, and mom a broken shoe, and there are many very ugly and very bad words.

I'm ah, I don't understand Ah

Although I was scolding and beating with them, no one helped me, so I often went home and cried. My grandma saw me, but Pity also cried with me.

When I am older, I am tall and tall. If anyone is scolding me or bullying me, I will fight with them.

Once, a little boy from a neighbor's house was smashed into the head with a stone

Grandma took me to the neighbor's house to apologize

Since that incident, no one in the village dares to bully me again

Children are children, what can they understand

There are still many kind-hearted people in the village. I know that we are very good at taking good care of our home.

My grandparents have a good reputation in the village

Especially my dead father has a good reputation

The villagers can be my home

Know the actual situation of our family

All are willing to help us

Everyone helps plant my land, harvest and sell it

As the New Year is coming, what are the gifts from neighbors?

The village committee also helped my family apply for difficulties subsidies from the civil affairs department.

Now think about it, if there were no care and help from the villagers, the state would have given us subsidies.

Not alive today

Actually, when I heard this, I wanted to say something, but I still held back and didn't disturb her story. I hugged her and listened quietly.

Brother, I am a 9-year-old first grade of elementary school and I am one year older than the children around me.

You also know that the family has a small source of income and is poor. I don’t have to pay for my schooling, although I didn’t have to pay the tuition at that time.

But there are also costs for books, transportation, education, etc.

Also, home is far away from school, and going to and from school is also a problem

The county's poverty alleviation cadres couldn't stand it and thought that I was such a smart and beautiful little girl, so why didn't I get education?

The county leaders asked Murakami to apply for subsidies for students in need in the education department, and communicated with the school to solve problems such as food, accommodation, transportation, etc. The morning, middle and evening meals were the responsibility of the school’s teachers, and they lived with a female teacher who lived on the school. As for the issue of going home on Saturdays and Sundays, the village cadres were responsible for picking up and dropping off the meals.

I usually live in school like this. My school problem was solved and I started my primary school study life.

I am very sensible and very serious in studying. Since I have never experienced preschool education, I still struggled at the beginning. Fortunately, I worked hard enough and followed everyone.

The teachers and classmates also like me

The primary school in the village is not big, with 6 classes, one grade and one class

The female class teacher taught us in the grade 1-4. When it was the fifth grade, the original female teacher got married. The teacher’s husband used various relationships to transfer her back to the city. The school changed us a new teacher. A male teacher who had just graduated from university taught us.

That is, he looks 24 or 5 years old, tall and thin, wearing glasses, very scholarly

We all like him very much

I was 13 years old that year. Due to my multi-faceted care, I grew fatter and my skin turned white and better. I became taller and more than 1.4 meters tall. My body developed very quickly. My family didn’t have money to buy new clothes for me. They were all given by neighbors, relatives, and kind-hearted people.

It doesn't fit very well if you wear big or small

I'm very happy to be able to wear clothes given by others

Some clothes will be worn by then, but some will be smaller after a few times.

Especially the two pieces of meat on the chest are developing very quickly, and no one sells me a bra, so I let it develop freely, getting bigger day by day, bigger than some girls of eighteen or nineteen years old, and bigger than the female teacher who lives with me

One day when I was taking a shower, I found some sparse hairs under me, black, thin, and soft to the touch.

I thought I was sick and frightened me. I was quite scared anyway

I remembered something. Before the female teacher was transferred, she took me to take a shower. She had black hair under her. Later, she found that there were no symptoms, so she felt relieved.

It turns out that when I lived with the female teacher, some women could tell her that she could help me

The female teacher was very nice to me and took good care of me, just like her own sister.

But at that time the female teacher returned to the city and couldn't find someone to talk to

After the female teacher left, I was the only one living there. Although I was a small person, I was quite brave.

Because I have grown up, my dormitory is in the middle, and there are people living in the two dormitories on the left and right. The outermost one is the old couple who sees the doorman in the house, and the other is the new male teacher who lives by himself

They usually take good care of me. I see that I have something delicious and ask me to eat, and give me some clothes, shoes, etc.

Yingzi continued, Brother Kai, I said my heart, I have received a lot of care and help from kind people in those years, and I am sincerely grateful to them.

I'm a grateful person

Whoever treats me well will I pay them double the reward

If one day I have money, I will repay the people who have helped me

Or help those in need

Hearing Yingzi say this to me, I began to feel a little shocked by what happened to Yingzi.

I didn't expect that this girl's fate would be so hard, with so many disasters and difficulties. Although she had suffering, she was not discouraged and could still grow in suffering. I sincerely admire her!

Think about Xuejiao and I. We are both flowers in the greenhouse, with a happy childhood, and we have the love of our parents since childhood. Yingzi What does she have? How did her childhood survive?

She is strong inside, but how could she have come to this day if she is not strong? Then Yingzi told me a lot of things that she is unknown to me, and even Xuejiao doesn't understand.

I listened quietly, Brother Kai, our male head teacher always looked at me when he was in class. His eyes were very wrong when he looked at me. Sometimes he would stare at me with his eyes during class. At that time, he didn't understand. Anyway, when he saw me, I blushed and my heart beat very quickly

I still like him a little

The teacher often takes me to his dormitory to give me some homework

In fact, he doesn't give me a lecture every time he goes, just to do his homework or something. In fact, I have already studied well and I don't need to make up for it.

There is also a TV in his room, who can finish his homework and watch TV

I don't have a TV at home and I have watched it very little since I was a child, so I am willing to go to him every day.

At that time, I didn't understand

When watching TV, I hold me with those big hands, and occasionally touch someone's breasts with my hands.

Put your hands on the base of my thighs

I dare not move, nor his hands move randomly

Actually, I enjoy it very much

After all, I am a girl. I have never felt the love of my parents since I was a child, and I have never even hugged her in my impression.

Maybe it was a baby, but I don't have any impression of it

After all, Teacher Li was a young man with a strong spirit at that time

Sometimes I feel something on my butt pushing me

Sometimes I find that the pants behind my butt are wet, but I don't understand, so what's going on

Later, our relationship took a step further. One morning I woke up and suddenly started crying. He thought I had something to do and rushed into my room. When he saw me sitting on the bed, crying.

He said anxiously, Yingzi, don't be afraid, don't cry, there is a teacher here

But he looked at my bed and understood

Comfort me and said, stop crying Yingzi, smiled and said, you have grown up

I don't understand what he meant, either

Tell me not to move around and wait on the bed, he will come back soon

So he told the old lady next door about my situation, and then went outside to buy a bunch of sanitary towels.

When the old lady told me that she had grown up, she also briefly introduced me to some knowledge about women's menstrual affairs.

Then I realized that it is normal to bleed below

The first thing to do is to use the pads is awkward and I dare not walk, for fear that something flowing from below will be brought to my pants.

The first time I met a man who was so kind to me, my girl's heart was also very happy. When I moved, I felt good to him.

I just feel like he and I like the feeling of her holding me and watching TV

(In recent years, one thing is often reported in the news media, that is, most animals are role models for girls. They have one thing in common. Most of the girls who have been abused are not well supervised by adults. Whether they are single-parent families or family members are not around, etc.) From this, I started to go to his dormitory more and more frequently. I ran to him if I had something to do, not only at night, but also at noon, and sometimes I stayed until very late. I like the feeling of him holding me and watching TV, especially when I used my big hands to slide around on me, and I also deliberately put them on him.

(It seems that Yingzi has learned to seduce men since she was a child) How could he stand it? Once, he probably couldn't stand it. His hand suddenly held my breasts and reached into my clothes to touch my breasts. He pinched and pinched them. Seeing that I couldn't resist, he even kissed my nipples and my little mouth with his mouth, and even put it into my pussy to touch my pussy.

Take off my pants, play with my pussy with my fingers and kiss it with my mouth

I also said that I had big breasts and I liked me so much. At that time, I didn't understand Ah, but I just thought it was fun. His nipples and underneath were itchy and wet.

He also asked me to help him with his hands

Every time I go back, I find my shorts wet, which makes me clean my pussy and shorts every time. As long as I go to the teacher, I slept very sweetly that night I came back.

As I listened, my big cock became hard again. I interrupted Yingzi and said, Yingzi, look...

Brother, yes!

Brother Kai, your cow has also become bigger, so let me help you with it too. As he said that, his little hand tightened my big cock and gently stroked it up and down, thinking that it was so fucking comfortable

Yingzi continued, Brother Kai, our teacher's Niuzi is not as big as yours. His size is two smaller, nor is it as thick as yours. He will kiss me and touch me, and ask me to rub his Niuzi. His Niuzi is not as hard as yours. Now thinking about it, I am actually very grateful to the teacher because he has never really fucked me with his Niuzi.

Every time I use a semi-soft and hard cow to wrap my mouth, I don't know how to do it either.

He asked me to watch pornographic movies, but I don't know where he got it from

Let me learn the movements after reading them

I don't like to do this, but when I think about how good he is to me, even if the teacher's dick is slutty and smelly, I will endure it for his happiness.

Sometimes he would let me eat the liquid that the beef urinated. It was so disgusting, white and sticky, with a little fishy smell, and a little like bean sprouts.

At first I didn't know what it was, but I thought the teacher was sick, but later I accidentally found out which man's semen was

Sometimes he would use Niu Zi to fuck someone's pussy symbolically, but he never fucked him. He would ejaculate his semen outside my pussy. I also asked the teacher why he didn't go deeper, and the teacher didn't tell me why.

Now I understand, he is afraid that I will lose my virginity

(I thought to myself, if this silly girl wanted me to be your teacher, your virginity would have been gone long ago) We have maintained this relationship for more than two years, and then I went to junior high school and never saw him before.

I asked, "Besides having such an experience with the teacher, have you also had other men?" Who did you give your first time?"

Yingzi then said that in junior high school, many boys liked me and wrote many courtship letters to me, but I rejected them.

Brother, you also know that my teacher and I have such a bad relationship

The mind is much more mature than the children of the same age and has experienced a lot

What these uninformed children can understand

He continued to say that there are many new things in the town in junior high school, so he has broad knowledge. His grandparents are also old and have no energy to discipline me, so I don’t have to worry about me.

That's it, I started to go wrong

I learned to skip classes, fight, I learned to smoke secretly, went to an Internet cafe and booked a night, etc.

Often hang out with people outside the school, I went to entertainment venues that I shouldn't have gone to at my age

When I saw this colorful world, my heart was dispersed and I was no longer in my studies. I was soon discovered by the school and fired me.

Grandpa and grandma also advised me that at that time, I was in adolescence, and I couldn't listen to what they said. In this way, I was getting further and further in my normal life trajectory.

There is no way to look back

Later, I met a famous elder brother in society. He was in his thirties. He fell in love with me and insisted on pestering me.

At first I didn't agree to him, after all, I was a little afraid of such people. Although I was a mess, I didn't want to deal with such people too deeply.

Once, I went to sing for a little sister to celebrate her birthday. Everyone was very happy at the song bar and drank a lot of wine. Coincidentally, this venue was followed by the big brother of society.

Seeing me go, I told us sisters in front of me that he would give up this order.

My little sisters were all happy to see me knowing this big brother and advised me to tell me that my big brother is famous, etc. In fact, those little sisters know nothing about it.

Later, I got drunk and didn't know what happened. I was taken to the hotel by my elder brother in a daze. When I was drunk, I was raped by him. When I woke up, I found the blood under me. I cried and made a fuss and thought about going to sue him, but Ling Jing thought, can I beat him?

So I gave up

The man was very calm and told me that he would be responsible, and then he gave me five thousand dollars and a key to the building.

I've never seen so much money, and my heart is shaken.

That's it, I gave it to him for the first time and followed him. I was less than 16 years old that year

As a woman, she has a strong vanity and thinks that her elder brother is famous. She has delicious food and drinks and money to spend every day. She is surrounded by her. Wherever she goes, she will call her elder sister-in-law.

I also handed over a fund for his business to manage.

He loved me very much at that time, and I didn't ask anything I bought. As long as I was happy, I would not stop my money from spending it casually.

Good days didn't last long, just a few months after we dated, this big brother was arrested by the public security organs because he had participated in a serious injury case before. I was so anxious that I also tried to spend money to get the people out.

After I inquired, I realized that there is a small matter in the injury case.

If it is a small matter, spend some money and people will be released

The big brother also has a deep strength and background behind him

Unlucky, he was caught up with the special anti-gang and evil campaign organized by the state to be the key target of arrest.

His affairs are so big, so scary that even the person behind the elder brother can't save him

Later, I was taken away by the public security organs and investigated for a month. I didn't find any crimes involved in me.

I'm just her lover, everything has nothing to do with me

Just suffered a little grievance

The people were released, the money was confiscated, and the temporary nest was taken away

It really goes with that sentence, if a tree attracts wind, the tree falls and the money scatters

Soon, the elder brother was sentenced to death for suspected gangs, pornography, drug, gambling, rape, robbery, injuring other people's bodies, hiding guns, controlling knives, etc....

I gave him my last trip, it wasn't that I loved him because I was pregnant with his baby at that time

The body was taken by his wife, I am not qualified, even if there is one, I will not do it.

Everything is over. I originally planned to be born. After thinking about it, I am still a child, so I have no intention or energy to take care of a baby. I also think of my mother. How cruel she abandoned me. I don’t want to be a mother like her.

After thinking about it, she shouldn't be left behind, so she went to the hospital for a job.

When I was with my elder brother in society, he bought me a lot of gold and silver jewelry worth about 60,000 yuan. When I was investigating and paying off the funds involved, I didn't say it or hand it over, and I hid it down.

I worked in the pawnshop for more than 40,000

After my body recovered, I left the city and came to this place now

In order to survive, I have to find a place where I can work to earn money to support myself. I have worked as a waiter in a restaurant and sing in the karaoke bar. Yingzi was busy with me for fear of misunderstandings. She had never been a lady like that.

Have worked as a shopping guide in the mall, etc.

It was when he was a shopping guide that he met her current man, a man who was in his thirties and was generous.

Also the owner of a private property

The man fell in love with her beauty and began to approach her with various reasons and pursue her. Later, he thought about it. If he wanted to gain a foothold in this city, he had to find a strong support. In this way, he walked together under the circumstances of each of his needs.

Hearing this, I also thought of a very realistic problem, that is, how difficult it is for people to survive in this society.

Especially for a helpless woman who wants to gain a foothold in this society, she not only has to rely on her own perseverance, but having perseverance is not enough.

The most important thing is to rely on external factors to succeed

But behind the success is full of dirty and bitterness

The man arranged her to work in his company and gave her a job that was not tired and stable. Yingzi also knew that the man had a family. The man gave Yingzi some money and asked her to rent a single apartment and become the man's lover.

But this man has a family and can't accompany her or take care of her all the time, so she makes trouble

No result in a quarrel

In this way, Yingzi began to be disinterested in this man

She also saw it clearly and understood that no man can be reliable, and she was very disappointed.

I also began to let myself go, playing one-night stands from time to time, and living a life of asking men for money when I have no money, and promiscuous when I need it.

Until I met me

Now I finally know the answer I want

After listening to Yingzi's narrative, I felt very heavy. I felt that Yingzi had been walking hard all the way. I couldn't imagine how a girl under the age of 19 came. From her story, I could feel that her heart was so strong that I, a 25-year-old man, could not understand and feel.

Although the story is very erotic, it is more heartbreaking

Facing her true feelings, I was silent and began to think about how the relationship between Yingzi and I should develop.

Should we continue or go our separate ways

I'm confused

If it continues, what should we do in the future? The relationship between Yingzi and me, Xuejiao and me, and Yingzi and Xuejiao.

I think this relationship is very messy

I swear to take Xuejiao with me in the morning, but now I feel a little shaken and subtle.

If I hadn't heard Yingzi's story before, maybe nothing would have been so difficult to make a decision...

But I have already inspired the desire to possess and protect Yingzi in my heart

I really hope I can be an ancient person, and it will be less troublesome to marry three wives and four concubines

But fuck, I am a modern person. The reality is that I don’t allow me to marry two at the same time, unless no one is married, and I will take two boats.

But can they live in peace?

The answer is obviously no

There is such an old saying that goes well, one mountain cannot withstand two tigers.

I'm thinking it's too big

or……

Unless you secretly date Yingzi, you won't be discovered by Xue Jiao

It's not realistic enough to think about it

First, is Yingzi willing to be a concubine?

It's not willing to be a little girl

Secondly, where is there an airtight wall in the world?

If you have a deep relationship, you will definitely lose your feet

Third, how should Xuejiao deal with and solve the problems she found?

One is to leave me?

Second, accept it?

Is it possible?

The fourth...

The fifth...

Sixth...

wait……

After thinking about it, I don’t think about it anymore. The more I think about it, the more painful my head hurts. Let’s take one step first.

If I continue to struggle with this issue, I think I will meet with the King of Hell in advance

On the bed, we hugged each other and thought about our own thoughts. I spoke first and told her some of my preliminary thoughts.

First, I asked her to think clearly, there would be no good ending when I was with me

Second, Xuejiao and I will leave here tomorrow, so we can't take her with us for the time being

Third, if you want to be with me, you must cut off all contact with the people you used to.

Stay away from the existing life

Fourth, I will bring her to me when the opportunity is mature

Fifth, if you want to be with me, you have to feel wronged and you cannot make your relationship public

If she wants, wait for my news

After hearing this, I told her not to answer me immediately and told her to think about it carefully

She also understood what I meant and started thinking

I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower

Change into dry clothes

Sitting in the living room smoking a cigarette, waiting for her answer

After looking at the time, it was already past 4 o'clock in the afternoon

I thought it was this time

After thinking about it, Yingzi and I were having sex in bed and told each other for nearly 9 hours.

Fortunately, Xue Jiao is not at home

hehe……

My stomach started to rumbling and kept calling me. I was hungry, so I went to the kitchen to find the food left by Xue Jiao. I sat at the dining table and ate it for a while and filled my stomach.

After a while of rest, I went back to Xuejiao's room and started to sort out the clothes and boxes I wanted to take away.

Some of them were Yingzi who heard my movements and took the initiative to help me sort them out

Two people work quickly

We communicated very little throughout the process

Soon, it took less than 2 hours to sort it out

We're all tired, too

Sitting on the bed and resting, I handed Yingzi a bottle of water and said, "Drink it, drink it quickly."

Yingzi said, I'm a little hungry, do I have any food at home?

I'm embarrassed to say, girl, my brother was too hungry just now and ate all the food in it.

Let's go out and eat, I suggest you

Yingzi returned, no, it’s time, and Jiaomei is coming back soon. Seeing that we are not at home, Jiaomei should misunderstand

I thought about it, Yingzi said

I said again, "That's it, do you like instant noodles?"

Yingzi said, as a response

I'll make a bowl for you, but before she could speak, I've already walked out

To be honest, I can also make instant noodles. I took out a bag of instant noodles, a sausage and two eggs in the refrigerator. Then I found a clean pot, added one-third of water, turned on the gas stove and boiled the water, then turned off the heat, beat the eggs in a bowl or a larger spoon, and beat them one by one, don't beat them together.

Then blanch the beaten eggs with hot water first. The effect of this is that the egg white will solidify quickly, that is, the skin of the egg white is scalded with boiling water.

Then peel the sausage and cut it into small pieces of different sizes with a knife, or slices, and leave it for later use

Turn on the stove again, continue to heat the water, put the dough, seasonings, and sausages into the pot and cook them together, and you can eat them in two minutes.

The name I gave the noodles is Love Pulp Ham Noodles

hehe……

Soon the noodles I cooked were ready, and I turned around and wanted to call Yingzi. When I turned around, I realized that this girl was standing at the door and smiling at me with tears in my eyes.

In fact, she had been behind me and watched me busy

Maybe it was touched, tears kept spinning in her eye sockets. Seeing this scene, my heart also shed tears.

Baby, don't stand stupidly, eat now

I found a pair of chopsticks and handed it to her. Some of them were hungry and I was a little anxious to eat. I said I was so hot, so slow down!

They started eating Xiligulu without caring about it. After a while, the bowl of soup and water came to an end.

After eating, she licked her lips with her tongue and said, "It's so delicious, this is the best instant noodles I've ever eaten."

I came back with a smile, you are too exaggerating

Yingzi said

Brother, let's make instant noodles for me every day in the future

I thought to myself, was this a hint that I agreed to my request?

I'll think carefully without me

Yingzi touched her stomach and said, "I'm full."

After looking at the time, it was almost eight o'clock in the evening. Then Yingzi suggested picking Xuejiao up

I thought about it, so I agreed

After a brief cleaning, Yingzi and I left the community one after another and walked to the place where Xue Jiao worked.

In fact, Xue Jiao has only two stops to work, and it takes only 20 minutes to walk.

We decided to walk

Walking side by side, no one reads the mouth first

In the autumn of the north in mid-September, the weather has become very cool. Fortunately, there is sunshine during the day, but the temperature is not high.

It's already cool at night

Yingzi wears very little, so I gave her the coat

Yingzi opened his mouth first, brother, then paused and said, I've thought it through clearly

I stopped and listened quietly

She said seriously, you are right, and there are still many problems that we need to face and solve together.

Yingzi took a deep breath and continued, Brother, I promised your request

As long as you like me and as long as you can be by your side silently, I will be willing to do so even if there is no result.

I held her in my arms and hugged her tightly, she cried

I was crying very embarrassed and happy

I just hugged her and continued to move forward

To be honest, I was not surprised when Yingzi told me about her decision

What I pay more attention to is whether she can leave her current life?

Can you really change for me?

At that time, I was still quite suspicious

In fact, it is normal for men to doubt such a woman. After all, she has a very disgraceful past and has a great impact on me.

Although I like her, to put it bluntly, I prefer her slut and rogue.

But in the days that followed, I really felt her wholehearted sincerity and love