Chapter 4 Unbearable to look back

In the middle of the night, there was silence everywhere. The knock on the door seemed extremely noisy and harsh, which scared the people in the room. After hesitating for a while, a girl's questioning came from the door.

who?

I, Qin Dawei, replied with a cold face

Ah, cousin, why are you coming back suddenly? Wait, I'll open the door for you

The door was opened by a beautiful girl in cartoon pajamas, about fourteen or fifteen years old, she was the most pure age. Her beautiful facial features were as delicate as porcelain dolls. She was paired with sleepy eyes and hair scattered on her shoulders, as cute as a Cute girl who walked down from the 2D world.

Seeing Sister Fen also appeared outside the door, the girl's expression was even more surprised and said in confusion: Auntie, did the night shift end so early tonight?

Sister Fen was embarrassed when she heard this, and secretly looked at her son. Sure enough, she was covered with a layer of frost.

Qianqian, go to bed first. My mother and I have something to say that it is not easy to get angry in front of my cousin. Qin Dawei walked into the door and said coldly

oh

The girl obviously also saw that something seemed to have happened between her aunt and her cousin. Although she was curious, she didn't dare to ask too much when she saw her cousin's serious expression. She had to go back to the master bedroom with doubts.

Sister Fen followed her son into the house. Seeing her son walking towards his own bedroom without saying a word, she hurriedly bent down and took off her shoes, held the furniture on the wall, and limped over. At this moment, her son was angry, and no matter how much pain she felt, she could only grit her teeth and endure it.

Since the start of high school in September and my son Qin Dawei changed to school, this bedroom has been vacant most of the time. However, due to Sister Yu Fen's frequent cleaning, the room is still clean and spotless.

Close the door Qin Dawei said to his mother who followed in

Sister Fen said, not only closed the door, but also locked the security. Then she sat opposite her son in a worried mood, lowering her head and not daring to look at him like a primary school student who had made a mistake.

The mother felt guilty and dared not look at her, but Qin Dawei did not have this concern. Instead, she took this opportunity to look at her mother with complicated eyes unscrupulously. There is no doubt that the mother is extremely beautiful. Even if she put aside the subjective assumption that every son thinks that the mother is the most beautiful mother, she is still a beautiful woman with outstanding appearance.

Sister Fen is full name Yang Yufen. She is already thirty-eight years old and is born with a natural beauty. She is charming. When she was young, she was a super beauty with beauty. Time has changed. Not only did the years not leave too many traces on her body, but it brought her a mature style and charm that a girl could not have. If Qianqian, who just opened the door, was a green and beautiful green apple, then Yang Yufen was undoubtedly a red apple that was extremely ripe. You can smell the mellow fragrance that drifted everywhere without taste. It was like aging wine.

After the two of them were silent for a while, Qin Dawei, who did not dare to stare at his mother's convex body, suppressed the irritability and desire in his heart. His throat squirmed slightly, and asked slowly in a slightly hoarse voice: You, I said before, let me listen to your explanation, OK, I will give you a chance to explain, let me tell me

When she heard her son's words, Yang Yufen couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. She was afraid that her son would ignore her, or even abandon her shoes, and regarded her as a passerby. However, judging from the two things that her son flew to save her and worked hard to carry her upstairs tonight, she still had weight in her son's heart. As long as he was willing to listen to his explanation, there would be a chance to save everything, but how should she explain it? When she thought of her son arresting her tonight, she felt guilty and didn't know where to start.

Seeing that my mother was in deep thought, Qin Dawei raised his eyebrows unhappily and said: If you haven't thought about what to say, then I'll ask directly.

Her son's words inspired Yang Yufen, who was in a mess. She nodded silently and quietly waited for the choice of fate.

You, uh, how long have you been in this industry? Qin Dawei asked reluctantly.

This question is not difficult to answer. Almost every day after entering the industry is counted, I hope to escape from the sea of ​​suffering as soon as possible

Three years, nine months and twenty-three days Yang Yufen replied in a low voice

Qin Dawei was annoyed when he heard this. Even if he had one a day, his mother had been fucked by at least a thousand people. Thinking of the scene where his mother was pressed under more than a thousand men and raped her wildly, Qin Dawei couldn't help but clenched his fists. After finally suppressing his anger, he said coldly: You can remember clearly, hum

Yang Yufen smiled bitterly when she heard this: Of course she knew that she was just like the age of life.

Haha... Qin Dawei said coldly, "Life is like a year?" I'm afraid you are happy about it."

Originally, he wanted to say more vicious words to stimulate his mother, but thinking about the other party's identity, he swallowed those words.

Even so, when she heard her son's sarcasm, Yang Yufen was still sad. Thinking of her giving up all her dignity and unreserved efforts, she was incomparable to her son's indifference and confusion. She was so ashamed and angry that she couldn't help but she burst into tears.

Why cry

Qin Dawei shouted in a low voice, "Is it reasonable for you to do such shameless behavior? Are you worthy of my dad and me?"

Thinking of the humiliation he received tonight, Qin Dawei's eyes suddenly turned red

Yang Yufen felt even more uncomfortable when her son's harsh words made her cry and choked: I know, I'm sorry for you father and son, but, but, my mother did all this for you.

Nonsense, when will I let you go to a prostitute?

Qin Dawei jumped up angrily, pointed at his mother and shouted loudly. This frustration caused the tone to suddenly rise, and his whole voice broke, and his face and neck were flushed.

Realizing that his voice was too loud, Qin Dawei quickly lowered his voice, stared at his mother with resentment and whispered: Tell me clearly, when will I force you to be a prostitute

Yang Yufen also knew that it would be impossible not to say everything tonight, so she had to raise her head and sit up straight, looking at her furious son with tears in her eyes, and slowly said: Dawei, do you still remember your uncle's incident?

Qin Dawei was stunned when he heard this. Unexpectedly, his mother first talked about other people's affairs, nodded and said angrily: Of course, I know, but what does that matter have to do with what we said

Yang Yufen said bitterly: That incident has been exactly four years now.

Qin Dawei thought about it and it seemed that it was indeed four years ago. At that time, my uncle owed a lot of debts due to a business failure and had no choice but to go out to sea and run away. As a result, the creditor blocked the door every day to force his aunt to pay off the debt. The woman was so scared that she even sneaked away with her daughter as a hostage. The creditor had no choice but to invest the debt-chasing object to his family. Later, after mediation, the debt-chasing storm suddenly subsided, and then her cousin Qianqian was taken over to live together.

Seeing his son's thoughtful expression, Yang Yufen said with a wry smile: Dawei, do you still remember those people who blocked our door?

Qin Dawei nodded, frowned and thought: Didn’t it all go away later? There are faults and debts, and it’s not us who owe money. Didn’t the court all come to mediate?

He was deeply impressed by what happened back then. After all, he was also scared by those gangsters who were like gangsters at that time.

Yang Yufen shook her head and said slowly: It's not that simple. Those people agreed to mediation on the surface, but they still kept collecting debts in private. You and Qianqian were still young at that time, so they threatened you two and would chop their hands and feet at any time. I, a woman, were really afraid, so I had no choice but to promise to help your uncle pay off the debt.

What?

Qin Dawei looked at his mother in surprise and said in disbelief, "I remember, there are three to four million."

Yang Yufen closed her eyes in pain, as if she had returned to the darkest days four years ago, muttering: Even the interest is 4.37 million yuan in total

Qin Dawei was stunned when he heard this number. Such a large amount of money could not be paid even if he lost all his money. At that time, although his mother had a job as a chef, her monthly income of two or three thousand yuan was only enough to support her family's livelihood. Not to mention more than four million, the family's savings might not even have 40,000 yuan.

Finally came back to his senses in surprise. Seeing his mother's sad expression, Qin Dawei suddenly understood that four years ago, her mother paid a price to avoid harm from her and her cousin. The reason why she fell to this point today must be forced by this matter. It is ridiculous that she was not only ignorant of all this, but she didn't know how much pressure her mother had been in the past few years. Instead, she used the most malicious mentality to doubt her mother, and even had evil thoughts. In an instant, regret, self-blame, anger, confusion and other emotions came one after another, making Qin Dawei stupid. He never expected that the development of the matter was completely different from what he imagined.

Without seeing the expression of his son, Yang Yufen muttered to herself with her eyes closed: More than four million, even if I was demolished and sold, I couldn't get it all. There was no way, so I had to sell your uncle's house to pay more than 400,000 yuan, and then set up a stall to make money. But in one month, the money I made was not enough to pay interest. On the day of repayment, I desperately begged the creditors to give up for some days. As a result, hehe, those bastards agreed, hehe, but,

Stop talking, please don’t say it again!

Qin Dawei suddenly screamed in fear. His tears could no longer be suppressed. His knees softened and he knelt in front of his mother. He hugged his mother's crumbling body and his thoughts flew around. The past four years ago, which had become somewhat blurred suddenly became clear. He remembered that one night four years ago, his mother said to do things, but it was not until the next afternoon that he returned home sickly and ignored anyone when he closed the door. He didn't come out of the room until the third day. He lost weight and was extremely haggard. At that time, he was foolish and thought that his mother was sick. It was not until now that he realized that his mother must have suffered inhuman abuse that night.

As if he hadn't heard his son's voice, Yang Yufen slowly opened her tears, looked at the ceiling empty, and continued slowly, but every word he said was like a sharp knife, stomping on Qin Dawei's heart.

Sixteen people, one after another, no matter how I beg or scolded, those people seemed to be unable to hear it, pressing me under my body again and again, it hurts, it hurts, and the painful body seems to be not my own. In the end, I was numb and completely lost consciousness. I could only vaguely feel the shadow shaking. When I woke up, I was the only one in the room, and there was no place in my body without pain. The filth and disgusting body was disgusting, but what was even more painful was in my heart. Those people wrote silly words on my body. After I got home, I wiped it all day and night, and my skin was broken, but the words on my body could be wiped off, but the words on my heart could not be wiped off.

At the end, Yang Yufen was already crying. If her son hadn't hugged her tightly, she would have been unable to hold on to her crumbling body and collapsed to the ground. Over countless nights, she was awakened countless times by the unforgettable nightmare. No matter how long it took, as long as she remembered it, it seemed as if it had just happened, and it made people fall into hell.