Chapter 5: The Edge of Out of Control

Stop talking, stop talking, I beg you, mom, stop talking, stop talking, woo

Qin Dawei cried like a child, regret and anger kept burning his sensitive heart, and he could hardly breathe because of pain. At this moment, he just wanted to take out a knife, cut the sixteen scums into pieces, and then cook it into a pot of soup and swallow it with bones.

At this moment, Qin Dawei completely forgave his mother in his heart, and felt deeply self-blame and hatred. He hated why he was so useless. When his mother needed him the most, he had no ability to protect her. After learning that his mother was in charge of the flesh and blood business, he accused her indiscriminately and fantasized about her. What is the difference between his seemingly ridiculous actions and those beasts that caused heavy trauma to his mother.

The boundless hatred drowns Qin Dawei's heart. At this moment, he wishes that fire rains from the sky will burn out this world full of sins. He cannot think about the humiliation his mother has suffered. He only thinks that even a slight slightest, he has a kind of pain in his heart. He wishes that he could die immediately.

After talking about this unbearable past with tears, it seemed as if it had unbearable heavy stone in my heart. This secret was hidden in my heart for too long and too heavy. Now I finally told my son that although I felt a little tired of breathing, I felt indescribable relaxation in my spirit. Yang Yufen gradually came back to her senses and looked down at her son who was crying in tears. He knew that he felt sorry for him. He couldn't help but love him. He gently stroked his head and smiled bitterly: Dawei, Mom knows that you will know what I am doing now sooner or later, but I really didn't expect you to know so early. If possible, I really miss you forever and live happily. As long as you are happy, Mom will be satisfied.

Mom! Qin Dawei called out with deep sobs

Yang Yufen gently wiped away the tears from her son's cheek with her fingers, and then said: Dawei, mom has only one hope now, that is, you can study hard, get into a good university, and then study abroad, and make a name for yourself from now on, and be proud of your ancestors. In this way, even if your mother dies, you can rest in peace.

Qin Dawei shook his head desperately when he heard his mother's words, and said loudly: No, I don't go to college, I don't study abroad, I don't go anywhere, I'll just guard you at home, wuwu, whoever dares to bully you again, I will kill him even if I try my best!

At the end, he had murderous aura on his face, his eyes wide open, and his eyes were as fierce as a beast protecting his cub

Don't talk nonsense. Yang Yufen hurriedly interrupted her son and said, "You must study hard and find a good way out in the future. You are all the hope of your mother. I don't allow you to give up halfway."

Qin Dawei raised his head silly when he heard this, stared at his mother's serious expression and shook his head bitterly and said in a panic: No, I can't let you do that anymore, I can't stand it, I really can't stand it, Mom, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you more than anyone in this world, I really can't accept you doing that kind of thing again, I can't stand it, Ah

Hearing the emotions in his son, Yang Yufen was really touched in her heart, and nodded repeatedly and said: I know, I know, Dawei, Mom promised you that you will never do that again, and you will never do it again.

While saying that, she subconsciously hugged her son's tears in her arms and pillowed on her towering chest. This was the most intimate action she had made to her son before. The origin was a sentence her son said in his childhood that his mother's chest was soft and it was so comfortable to pillow. So later, Yang Yufen often made a cushion on her chest for her son to rely on. It was not until she found out that her son masturbated with her underwear. This intimate action was forcibly terminated by her.

Feeling the softness and plumpness of his mother's chest, Qin Dawei, who was sad and angry, had no idea about lust. After learning about his mother's selfless efforts, he had no reason to convince himself to act like a beast. Even if he just thought about it, he felt that it was a blasphemy of mother's love. Although his mother was engaged in the most lewd job, her heart was holy and noble than anyone else. When she remembered the time when she stole her mother's underwear and masturbated, it happened that her mother had just started a flesh-and-skinned business. Not only did she not understand her mother's pain, but she brought her more troubles. She was simply worse than a beast.

Thinking of the bastards he did, Qin Dawei couldn't help but slap himself twice in the face. The two slapped him with all their strength, and he slapped his eyes and half of his cheeks instantly swelled, which really scared Yang Yufen.

What are you doing? Yang Yufen hugged her son tightly with heartache, touched his swollen cheeks with love, and complained with heartache, Mom didn't blame you, don't want to do this

Qin Dawei didn't explain much, so he could only say with apology and regret: But I just can't forgive myself, sorry, mom

Yang Yufen looked at her son in love, shook her head and sighed: Silly child, you did nothing wrong, why should you apologize? It was my mother who said sorry, and I also want to thank you for forgiveing ​​me, do you know? When I saw you leaving without looking back tonight, I wanted to die.

After hearing this, Qin Dawei couldn't help but feel scared. If he hadn't helped to look back and take a look, if he hadn't pounced out in time, it might have been the farewell of their mother and son tonight. Thinking of that terrible moment, he couldn't help but let out a cold sweat, hurriedly hugged his mother tightly, and said in panic: Mom, promise me, don't leave me forever, okay? Please

I empathized with the reluctance of his son, Yang Yufen's heart was wiped out. She nodded heavily. Seeing that his son was still reluctant and panic, he knew that he might be afraid of what had happened before, so he gently stroked his son's head and cheered up and said jokingly: Dawei, don't look at you being so attached to your mother now, and when you are in the future, you will be annoyed by your mother.

No, I only like my mother. Qin Dawei blurted out without thinking

Hearing this, Yang Yufen was stunned. Even after blushing, she couldn't help but remember her son's secretly masturbating with her underwear. At that time, she had just started a business with flesh and blood. She was under great psychological pressure. After accidentally finding that her son masturbated with her underwear, she was both disappointed and sad, so she scolded him mercilessly. Since then, she has no courage to be too close to her son, and her son seems to be scared. She is serious when she gets along with her on weekdays, and the rules make each other feel strange. She doesn't know how long she hasn't heard her son say that she likes her mother.

Now that I finally heard this heartwarming sentence again, Yang Yufen suddenly felt her nose sore and swollen, and she was so moved that she wanted to cry. She finally stopped the love in her heart, and responded with love full of love: Silly son, mom likes you too

Hearing his mother's words, Qin Dawei seemed to have returned to his childhood. At that time, he always stuck to his mother, asking for hugs and caresses. The mother and son were intimate and had endless happiness and satisfaction, but as they grew older, the feeling became less and less. Although they were unwilling to accept it, they also understood that this was the price that they had to pay for growing up. However, unexpectedly, after a fierce emotional conflict broke out, he miraculously retrieved the lost happiness and satisfaction from his mother's arms.

Leaning on my mother's plump thighs, quietly enjoying this long-lost intimacy, this feeling is really precious. Maybe after today, I will never have it again in my life.

Mom, I really like the feeling of just lying on your legs like this, it's so warm and comfortable

Qin Dawei finally couldn't help but feel excited and whispered his inner thoughts in a tone of self-talking. Although he prefers to lie on his mother's chest and pillowing on his soft and plump breasts, he is not a child after all, and he can never catch up with some things after they pass.

Although her son's voice was very small, Yang Yufen still listened to her ears without saying a word, and her face couldn't help but show her joy. The eighteen-year-old son in front of her seemed to have suddenly become that naughty and cute little boy. The strong maternal desire fluctuated violently in her chest. The son missed the happy time of childhood, and the exhausted mother also missed the most carefree days.

You, you have liked to stick to your mother since you were a child, but you didn't expect that you would still be like this when you grew up. Yang Yufen looked at her son pamperedly, touched his short hair with a pity, and said with a smile, "Forget it, who called me your mother? If you like it in the future, will mom let you lie down like this?"

OK, thank you mom

Qin Dawei said with surprise that his mother's reaction was definitely beyond his expectations. He had always thought that after the masturbation incident, he and his mother would never return to the past. For this reason, he regretted his impulse in the past few years, so he did not expect his mother to agree to his intimacy with him. But he never expected that his mother would agree to his seemingly inappropriate request.

Looking at her son's surprise, Yang Yufen, who was still a little shy in her heart after she said it, also felt the joy of being empathetic. In the past two years, Yang Yufen also secretly reflected on whether she was too rough when dealing with her son's masturbation incident. Although the conflict between mother and son ended with her victory, the price was that there was an irreparable gap between mother and son. The son alienated herself out of guilt and awe, which made her both regret and helpless. However, she did not think she was wrong at the time. The son masturbated with her mother's underwear, which was undoubtedly a blasphemy of masturbation against mother's love and a sounding the horn of incest. In Yang Yufen's view at that time, this was a principled mistake that cannot be made.

However, after several years of flesh-and-skin business, Yang Yufen's psychology has undergone earth-shaking changes. After contacting various people and various unheard secrets before, she discovered that in her opinion, mother-son incest, which was contrary to human ethics, was not the occasional social habit she always thought, but like a cancer, tenaciously rooted in the dark side of society. Especially in the prostitute industry, although it is very common, it is definitely not a minority of behaviors. Most prostitutes with sons are more or less taken advantage of by their sons. Kissing and touching breasts is not worth mentioning. Oral sex is the norm, and there are many who break through the bottom line. Among them, the couple she is most familiar with is the mother and son. The two of them are the black son and the son.