Chapter 17 Crazy Desire

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Shuying lay softly in my arms, although there was no real physical integration, but we transcend morality, kissing, touching and contacting the body. This approach is almost no different from having sex.

Shuying lay in my arms satisfied, but my heart was full of contradictions

One is the brother who raised me, and the other is my beloved sister-in-law

Feeling that I am trapped in unprovoked space and struggling in it

I feel that I can't break free from this torture. First, I owe my brother the affection for raising me; second, I want to take care of Shuying for my brother; third, I feel that I slowly fall in love with my sister-in-law Shuying. My sister-in-law Shuying's charm makes me unable to resist. I am deeply obsessed with Shuying's appearance and body, and her devilish temptation...

All of this has become an unchangeable festival. Both me, my brother and sister-in-law are completely trapped in this death festival. Although my brother has no desire for men, he still has his own dignity.

I have crossed the boundaries and can no longer hide my desires

Shuying obviously knew what I was doing, she actually obediently cooperated with my debauchery and indulgence.

I felt confused and didn't know if what I did was right. I was obsessed with Shuying's body and released my unbearable desires. I couldn't relieve my panic and self-blame in my heart.

Although Shuying has not been fully satisfied with her physical body, the joy of her heart is something I can see. I continued to scrub her. In fact, it was not scrubing her. It was my intentional ravage. All my emotions that I could not relieve were vented on the plunder of her physical body.

Instead, she was satisfied with my wanton abuse. Her love for me turned into selfless love between men and women. She happily accepted what she did to me.

The crazy plunder of my hands and body, I still cannot meet the strong physical needs. Because my body has not been integrated into Shuying's body, my heart has no joy after being satisfied. On the contrary, my desire in my heart is increasing endlessly

I felt that I suddenly fell into a state of madness that I could not get rid of, and I was going crazy and lost my usual calmness. I couldn't feel that it was caused by my violation of morality, or because I had such madness in my heart.

When my parents passed away, I fell into such a madness. At that time, I felt very lonely and helpless, and I felt that the world abandoned me.

I peeked at the perverted village chief and woman having sex in the green gauze tent

I peeked at Gao Qinglin's daughter, Shanmei sisters taking a bath, and I felt satisfied while peeping.

I once saw their bodies when my mother took me to my daughter's bath that year. I still longed to see Shanmei's plump body. I like to watch her secretly touch her intoxicated expression when there was no one. Even when Shanmei was newly married, when his man was about to have sex with her, I didn't know what purpose he smashed his glass to pieces, which made the man unable to live a normal sex life with Shanmei. Later, when the man died, I felt guilty when the man died.

I seemed to have returned to those years. I felt that something was holding my heart. The more I grasped it, the more I wanted to explode, and to destroy the world.

I vented all my fears into Shuying's body. When I wiped Shuying with soap, I evilly ravaged Shuying's body.

I even had the urge to integrate myself into Shuying's body

Turning it into a child recently, lying in the warm embrace of mother again

My favorite is the woman's breasts, which are soft and tender. I remember that time I was sneaking to Shanmei's home. She wanted to see Shanmei's huge breasts. Shanmei's breasts were the largest among women in the whole village, as big as cow's breasts. When I saw Shanmei's breasts in my daughter's pond, I was deeply attracted by Shanmei's breasts. When my mother was not paying attention, she sneaked to Shanmei's side and stroked Shanmei's breasts with her own hands. Shanmei was already an adult woman who was twelve years old that year. She was touched by her ten-year-old brother Shanzi and didn't treat it as anything. Instead, she liked to hold me in her arms and press her breasts on my face.

From then on, I was so enthused that I became obsessed with women's breasts

That year, my father died in a car accident, leaving my brother and I to live.

I became a prodigal son after losing my parents. With the help of Gao Qinglin, my brother took over the stone farm. Although he was the boss and also an apprentice.

At that time, Gao Qinglin was the secretary of the village party branch of our village and replaced my father's job. He was 43 years old that year...

We brothers did not encounter much difficulty under the care of our uncle.

Although Gao Qinglin was the village secretary, he was still very poor in that era. His daughter Shanmei still did not get married when she was 24 years old.

My brother was grateful and supported the money he earned without reservation.

The death of my parents has had a huge blow to me. I didn’t like studying very much. Since then, I have become the top student in the class and the pride of my brother.

When I had nothing to do, I was pestering Shanmei, and was in her arms. Sometimes I even touch Shanmei's breasts. Shanmei was my younger brother and I became an orphan, so she loved me very much. She was not dissatisfied with my unfair approach. On the contrary, she was indulged in satisfying my rude request.

With the opening of national policies, Gao Qinglin began to be lucky and gradually promoted to deputy mayor. After more than ten years of struggle, he finally became the current mayor.

I often go to touch Shanmei's breasts, but over time it became a habit. Shanmei gradually improved her food and accommodation because of my family's care. Her face turned rosy and her figure became plump.

Every time I suck Shanmei's breasts like a breastfeeding child

Shanmei gradually replaced my mother's status. I knew I was escaping, escaping the helplessness and pain brought to me by my mother's death.

Because my brother wanted to run a quarry, he was boarded at Gao Qinglin's home.

Shanmei is very gentle and always let me sleep in her room, even though the four sisters, Shanmei, Shanxi, Shanxi, and Shanhua slept in one room

Because Shan Xing and I are similar in age, we can't find any other excuses every time

The four of them felt crowded when they sleep, and I was even more crowded. Fortunately, Shanmei always let me sleep beside her, and when others fell asleep, she hugged me in her arms.

Shanmei likes to take off her naked and sleep. Every time I enter her bed, I put my close-fitting clothes in her bed.

The naked Shanmei is in my age group that I don’t understand women, so it’s not tempting, but her breasts have amazing temptations to me. I kissed and sucked two huge breasts like a child. Every time the Shanmei is itchy, we just hugged and slept.

I am becoming more and more attached to Shanmei, but Shanmei is becoming less and less happy

The feeling of holding me every night made Shanmei find the joy of being a woman or even a mother. As the family situation improves, more people come to propose marriages.

Every time Shanmei goes on a blind date, she always asks me if she is okay when she comes back. I always deny it every time. Every time Shanmei turns her back to others as I say.

Shanzi, what kind of wife do you want to find in the future?

Sister Shanmei asked me, and I said without hesitation: Looking for Sister Shanmei like this, Sister Shanmei, you should be my wife, okay? OK, Sister Shanmei is Shanzi's wife, Shanzi grows up and goes to Sister Shanmei. Whenever this time, Shanmei will hold me in her arms and say such things

Every time I feel very warm, like lying in my mother's arms

I was twelve years old that year, and there was basically no boundary between men and women among children in rural areas. Although Uncle Gao Qingshan is not my biological uncle, it is also very good for me because of my family.

I live in the house of Shanmei sisters. I have passed by two years without loneliness and loneliness.

When I was fourteen, I had grown into a half-sized man and had a very good figure.