Lu Sheng and Lao Zuo are upstairs
The room above is Lao Zuo. Lao Zuo rarely comes to the store. He loves to play, has a unruly personality, does not play according to common sense, and is very casual and polite to affection. He comes to the store to give them employees a day off. According to his words, young people should enjoy life.
I heard that there is a beautiful little girl in our store recently. Ashen, don’t you explain it to me?
Lao Zuo is 31 this year. He looks less than 30 years old. His mentality looks young. He doesn't like being called too old. Those boys call him Lao Zuo. He knows that he won't get angry, and he is used to being big or small.
Lu Sheng sneered, it must be what the big-mouthed monkey said, he said: My tenant
Lao Zuo handed him a cigarette and said in a teasing voice: Why did I hear that you still carries that girl? Or did you take the initiative and fall in love?
Lu Sheng's eyes dimmed, are you in love?
He lit the smoke, the fire flashed twice, and the smoke slowly floated out of his mouth. He whispered: No, she is here to travel, she will go home after the trip, we are not from the same world
Lao Zuo also guessed a few points when he looked at his expression. Lu Sheng had never done any intimate actions with women before. Don’t mention taking the initiative, he was moved.
Lao Zuo advised: If you really like it, tell them earlier. How can she know if you don’t tell me? I heard from Fat Monkey that the little girl seems to like you too. For you, she stays in the store every day, maybe they are willing to settle in the island for you in the future.
Lu Sheng laughed at himself: I'm owing debt to fall in love with a little girl, Lao Zuo, that's not called love, that's fucking called imperfection
Lao Zuo paused, it was the fat monkey described it so beautifully that he almost forgot about Lu Sheng's current situation.
He owed hundreds of thousands of treatment fees. His father suffered from cancer and was still in the hospital for chemotherapy. He needed to use imported medicine every day. He was busy with his livelihood, worked during the day to make money, and went to the hospital to take care of his seriously ill father at night. Falling in love with a girl like Luan Yan is at most Gao Pan for others. It is a luxury to put it on Lu Sheng.
Lu Sheng blew up the ashes, and the self-deprecating corners of his mouth remained unabated. He was covered in mud and could not drag anyone into the water anymore. His Yanyan should be clean, find a family background, have received higher education, and have plenty of time to accompany her and spoil her to take care of her.
She deserves the best in this world, she shouldn't be with someone like him
After smoking a cigarette silently, Lao Zuo also stopped his thoughts and said: If you want to go to my place, please speak. Uncle Lu has always treated me well. As Sheng, don't meet me.
Lao Zuo is quite sad. He grew up eating a hundred families. He used to envy Lu Sheng the most. He was smart and beautiful since childhood. His neighbors all said that he would definitely have a future prospect, but no one expected that his mother would suddenly get sick two months before the college entrance examination and died soon after. His father fainted in grief. Then he found out the problem and never came out in the hospital.
It seems that no one can have a perfect life. Reality always has more or less defects, and no one can avoid it, and it cannot stop the unexpected arrival.
Lu Sheng twisted the cigarette butt and said: He has become more energetic recently. If you have time, go see him. I won’t say anything anymore. I have to go to the hospital.
Lao Zuo is not a rich man, he is already very interested in him. He is the highest-paid among all employees. Lao Zuo has helped all the places he can help. If Lao Zuo hadn't helped, he wouldn't know where he was. Lao Zuo didn't want him to go the wrong way, and he didn't want him to sell himself for money. He knew in his heart
After the two talked, Lu Sheng went downstairs
Sitting downstairs, Luan Yan disappeared, Lu Sheng was upstairs, not sure what happened downstairs, nor did Luan Yan have ever been here
He crossed Fang Manlin and didn't plan to communicate with her too much. Fang Manlin said: That little girl was here just now, she came to find you, I'll talk to her for a while
Lu Sheng stopped the trail: What are you talking about?
Your family affairs
Fang Manlin speaks and does things openly. She is not afraid of letting Lu Sheng know what she has done, but unfortunately, the expression she expected did not appear on Lu Sheng's face. He was still so calm and had no reaction at all. He looked at her coldly, as if what she did could not even make a joke.
Fang Manlin was upset again and said: Don’t you want to say anything?
Lu Sheng didn't want Luan Yan to learn about his family affairs. No one would want to show his embarrassment to the people he liked, but he was not afraid.
There is no reason, he just believes in Luan Yan
Lu Sheng clearly distinguished between likes and hatreds. Fang Manlin was not as pleasing to passers-by. He ignored Fang Manlin and walked out with big strides. Anyway, there was Lao Zuo in the store, so she would naturally clean up if she wanted to make trouble.
……
The hospital and the tattoo shop were not far away. It took about ten minutes to walk over. Lu Sheng soon arrived at the hospital.
The air is full of pungent smell of disinfectant. In fact, living in the hospital is very unfavorable for the patient. The patient who is in the same ward with his father has passed away. Staying in such a place can face death every day. People like Lu Sheng feel depressed, let alone his father
The only father Lu is in the ward. Lu Sheng said he wanted to hire a nursing staff, but he refused to let him go. He usually called a nurse during the day and was close to him. Lu Sheng ran to the hospital every day when he had time and went back and forth between the tattoo shop and the hospital.
Dad Lu Sheng tried to disguise himself as relaxed as soon as he entered the door
Lu's father opened his eyes and the pain made him unable to stand up at all. When he found out, he was in the late stage. He had been rescued since he entered the hospital, changing different treatment plans, and chemotherapy over and over again. Now his eye sockets are sunken, like a skeleton with a layer of human skin on a skeleton.
Dad, I'll push you down for a walk. Lu Sheng helped his father up and said
The sun shines brightly, the grass and trees around it are green and full of vitality. It can give people a breathing space than the dead ward.
Maybe he knew that he would look less when he looked at his son. Lu's father stared at his son silently. He was not like this before. He had many friends in school and smiled naughty and cheerfully. He was outstanding in everything. He was the most eye-catching boy among all the students.
He became too calm, forced to grow up overnight, forced to drop out of school, and shoulder all the burdens of his family. He was like his age, and should have studied in college. With his excellence, he could get into a prestigious university. He would have a better life and live the life he wanted.
If he hadn't gotten this disease, Lu's father would hold a grand school banquet for his son. In a few years, he would take his favorite girl home. The two families would discuss the marriage and discuss how to take care of their children after marriage. Life may be messy and there are constant trivial matters. This kind of ordinary and vulgar life is a luxury in their eyes.
It was him, the father who harmed his son
Lu's father closed his eyes guiltily, and he was angry and weak: Don't treat it
Lu Sheng thought it was a new patient who was clamoring to give up treatment and stimulated his father. He said: The doctors said that the situation is much better and he is in good spirits recently. Why don’t we change the ward and not live there?
He knew his own body. Lu's father shook his head and said: Give up, this is a bottomless pit. I don't want to treat it anymore. In this way, you can go to college again. I'm enough to live to this age. Your life is still long and you can't spend it all on me.
Lu's father turned his head, no one could see the other person's expression clearly, but he felt the powerlessness of life from the bottom of his heart. Lu Sheng was silent for a while and said: But you are my father
Reasonably everyone knows that there is no need for treatment, and no one has advised Lu Sheng, but this is his father who has lived with him for 19 years. He has treated him the best father since he can remember.
He is his only relative in this world
Lu Sheng no longer has his mother, he can no longer have his father
Lu's father knew, so he endured the pain of chemotherapy with his strong willpower and woke up several times of rescue. He didn't want to leave him alone, but death was placed in front of him, watching him step by step towards death. The longer he dragged on, the heavier this feeling of powerlessness was.
Lu's father didn't continue talking. He stopped the topic, but made his final plan in his heart. He said angrily: No paintings of your mother are allowed to be sold. You must keep the paintings she treasured most during her lifetime and not lose them.
Lu Sheng agreed: I've kept it all, I won't lose it.
Lu's father nodded: Push me back
The more vivid scenery there are, the more you can compare your own darkness. He is about to come to an end. Looking at this world again will only deepen your love.
Lu's father did not want Lu Sheng to accompany him in the hospital. After he got sick, he felt endless pain every day. He could not eat anything or sleep. He didn't want his son to see how painful he was in his life. He knew how sad it would be when Lu Sheng saw that scene but could not do anything. His life was like a handful of sand tightly in his hand. No matter how hard he tried, he could clearly feel the passing, slipping away from his fingers bit by bit.
After arriving at the ward, Lu's father made an excuse to drive Lu Sheng out. Lu Sheng could not resist his father, and was afraid of making him excited, so he just said he would come back later.
The room above is Lao Zuo. Lao Zuo rarely comes to the store. He loves to play, has a unruly personality, does not play according to common sense, and is very casual and polite to affection. He comes to the store to give them employees a day off. According to his words, young people should enjoy life.
I heard that there is a beautiful little girl in our store recently. Ashen, don’t you explain it to me?
Lao Zuo is 31 this year. He looks less than 30 years old. His mentality looks young. He doesn't like being called too old. Those boys call him Lao Zuo. He knows that he won't get angry, and he is used to being big or small.
Lu Sheng sneered, it must be what the big-mouthed monkey said, he said: My tenant
Lao Zuo handed him a cigarette and said in a teasing voice: Why did I hear that you still carries that girl? Or did you take the initiative and fall in love?
Lu Sheng's eyes dimmed, are you in love?
He lit the smoke, the fire flashed twice, and the smoke slowly floated out of his mouth. He whispered: No, she is here to travel, she will go home after the trip, we are not from the same world
Lao Zuo also guessed a few points when he looked at his expression. Lu Sheng had never done any intimate actions with women before. Don’t mention taking the initiative, he was moved.
Lao Zuo advised: If you really like it, tell them earlier. How can she know if you don’t tell me? I heard from Fat Monkey that the little girl seems to like you too. For you, she stays in the store every day, maybe they are willing to settle in the island for you in the future.
Lu Sheng laughed at himself: I'm owing debt to fall in love with a little girl, Lao Zuo, that's not called love, that's fucking called imperfection
Lao Zuo paused, it was the fat monkey described it so beautifully that he almost forgot about Lu Sheng's current situation.
He owed hundreds of thousands of treatment fees. His father suffered from cancer and was still in the hospital for chemotherapy. He needed to use imported medicine every day. He was busy with his livelihood, worked during the day to make money, and went to the hospital to take care of his seriously ill father at night. Falling in love with a girl like Luan Yan is at most Gao Pan for others. It is a luxury to put it on Lu Sheng.
Lu Sheng blew up the ashes, and the self-deprecating corners of his mouth remained unabated. He was covered in mud and could not drag anyone into the water anymore. His Yanyan should be clean, find a family background, have received higher education, and have plenty of time to accompany her and spoil her to take care of her.
She deserves the best in this world, she shouldn't be with someone like him
After smoking a cigarette silently, Lao Zuo also stopped his thoughts and said: If you want to go to my place, please speak. Uncle Lu has always treated me well. As Sheng, don't meet me.
Lao Zuo is quite sad. He grew up eating a hundred families. He used to envy Lu Sheng the most. He was smart and beautiful since childhood. His neighbors all said that he would definitely have a future prospect, but no one expected that his mother would suddenly get sick two months before the college entrance examination and died soon after. His father fainted in grief. Then he found out the problem and never came out in the hospital.
It seems that no one can have a perfect life. Reality always has more or less defects, and no one can avoid it, and it cannot stop the unexpected arrival.
Lu Sheng twisted the cigarette butt and said: He has become more energetic recently. If you have time, go see him. I won’t say anything anymore. I have to go to the hospital.
Lao Zuo is not a rich man, he is already very interested in him. He is the highest-paid among all employees. Lao Zuo has helped all the places he can help. If Lao Zuo hadn't helped, he wouldn't know where he was. Lao Zuo didn't want him to go the wrong way, and he didn't want him to sell himself for money. He knew in his heart
After the two talked, Lu Sheng went downstairs
Sitting downstairs, Luan Yan disappeared, Lu Sheng was upstairs, not sure what happened downstairs, nor did Luan Yan have ever been here
He crossed Fang Manlin and didn't plan to communicate with her too much. Fang Manlin said: That little girl was here just now, she came to find you, I'll talk to her for a while
Lu Sheng stopped the trail: What are you talking about?
Your family affairs
Fang Manlin speaks and does things openly. She is not afraid of letting Lu Sheng know what she has done, but unfortunately, the expression she expected did not appear on Lu Sheng's face. He was still so calm and had no reaction at all. He looked at her coldly, as if what she did could not even make a joke.
Fang Manlin was upset again and said: Don’t you want to say anything?
Lu Sheng didn't want Luan Yan to learn about his family affairs. No one would want to show his embarrassment to the people he liked, but he was not afraid.
There is no reason, he just believes in Luan Yan
Lu Sheng clearly distinguished between likes and hatreds. Fang Manlin was not as pleasing to passers-by. He ignored Fang Manlin and walked out with big strides. Anyway, there was Lao Zuo in the store, so she would naturally clean up if she wanted to make trouble.
……
The hospital and the tattoo shop were not far away. It took about ten minutes to walk over. Lu Sheng soon arrived at the hospital.
The air is full of pungent smell of disinfectant. In fact, living in the hospital is very unfavorable for the patient. The patient who is in the same ward with his father has passed away. Staying in such a place can face death every day. People like Lu Sheng feel depressed, let alone his father
The only father Lu is in the ward. Lu Sheng said he wanted to hire a nursing staff, but he refused to let him go. He usually called a nurse during the day and was close to him. Lu Sheng ran to the hospital every day when he had time and went back and forth between the tattoo shop and the hospital.
Dad Lu Sheng tried to disguise himself as relaxed as soon as he entered the door
Lu's father opened his eyes and the pain made him unable to stand up at all. When he found out, he was in the late stage. He had been rescued since he entered the hospital, changing different treatment plans, and chemotherapy over and over again. Now his eye sockets are sunken, like a skeleton with a layer of human skin on a skeleton.
Dad, I'll push you down for a walk. Lu Sheng helped his father up and said
The sun shines brightly, the grass and trees around it are green and full of vitality. It can give people a breathing space than the dead ward.
Maybe he knew that he would look less when he looked at his son. Lu's father stared at his son silently. He was not like this before. He had many friends in school and smiled naughty and cheerfully. He was outstanding in everything. He was the most eye-catching boy among all the students.
He became too calm, forced to grow up overnight, forced to drop out of school, and shoulder all the burdens of his family. He was like his age, and should have studied in college. With his excellence, he could get into a prestigious university. He would have a better life and live the life he wanted.
If he hadn't gotten this disease, Lu's father would hold a grand school banquet for his son. In a few years, he would take his favorite girl home. The two families would discuss the marriage and discuss how to take care of their children after marriage. Life may be messy and there are constant trivial matters. This kind of ordinary and vulgar life is a luxury in their eyes.
It was him, the father who harmed his son
Lu's father closed his eyes guiltily, and he was angry and weak: Don't treat it
Lu Sheng thought it was a new patient who was clamoring to give up treatment and stimulated his father. He said: The doctors said that the situation is much better and he is in good spirits recently. Why don’t we change the ward and not live there?
He knew his own body. Lu's father shook his head and said: Give up, this is a bottomless pit. I don't want to treat it anymore. In this way, you can go to college again. I'm enough to live to this age. Your life is still long and you can't spend it all on me.
Lu's father turned his head, no one could see the other person's expression clearly, but he felt the powerlessness of life from the bottom of his heart. Lu Sheng was silent for a while and said: But you are my father
Reasonably everyone knows that there is no need for treatment, and no one has advised Lu Sheng, but this is his father who has lived with him for 19 years. He has treated him the best father since he can remember.
He is his only relative in this world
Lu Sheng no longer has his mother, he can no longer have his father
Lu's father knew, so he endured the pain of chemotherapy with his strong willpower and woke up several times of rescue. He didn't want to leave him alone, but death was placed in front of him, watching him step by step towards death. The longer he dragged on, the heavier this feeling of powerlessness was.
Lu's father didn't continue talking. He stopped the topic, but made his final plan in his heart. He said angrily: No paintings of your mother are allowed to be sold. You must keep the paintings she treasured most during her lifetime and not lose them.
Lu Sheng agreed: I've kept it all, I won't lose it.
Lu's father nodded: Push me back
The more vivid scenery there are, the more you can compare your own darkness. He is about to come to an end. Looking at this world again will only deepen your love.
Lu's father did not want Lu Sheng to accompany him in the hospital. After he got sick, he felt endless pain every day. He could not eat anything or sleep. He didn't want his son to see how painful he was in his life. He knew how sad it would be when Lu Sheng saw that scene but could not do anything. His life was like a handful of sand tightly in his hand. No matter how hard he tried, he could clearly feel the passing, slipping away from his fingers bit by bit.
After arriving at the ward, Lu's father made an excuse to drive Lu Sheng out. Lu Sheng could not resist his father, and was afraid of making him excited, so he just said he would come back later.