Chapter 18 Is it soft or it's useless

I arrived at the downstairs of Zhang Guo's house very early. Zhang Guo had just gotten up and asked me to leave first. He still needs to have a meal.

I think Mu Xiaobai should be able to go to school very early today, so I sent her a message, and Mu Xiaobai said he would wait for me at the entrance of the community.

When we arrived at the door, when we saw it, I felt that Mu Xiaobai seemed a little different today than before. It seemed that some people didn't say that when they met, they scolded me for being fat and asked her to wait for so long. But when they saw me coming, they walked straight ahead and I followed her behind.

Xiaobai, tell me what you have dreams

I really want to be Mu Xiaobai's first man, whether it is reality in life or in a dream, but unfortunately I have never had such a dream. This is also the first time Mu Xiaobai has appeared in my dream

I know that reality is impossible in life

Shut up, don't mention it anymore, it's disgusting to think about it

Mu Xiaobai looked at me and said viciously

I quickly didn't dare to speak. In fact, it is easy to subdue someone alone. If he is afraid of you for the first time, in many cases he will be afraid of you in the future, unless something happens later turns around.

When I arrived at the pancake stall, Mu Xiaobai didn't stop, but I really wanted to eat one, so I asked her if she wanted to eat it. Mu Xiaobai said: No, you can never be full of pigs, you can eat it.

I originally thought that if she didn't eat, I wouldn't eat it anymore, but Mu Xiaobai stopped and waited for me. During the process of making pancakes, I began to lean over and ask her, do you want to know what I dreamed of?

Stop listening. Mu Xiaobai blocked his ears, but this did not block my wish.

I told everything I dreamed of at night, and especially when I saw Mu Xiaobai's pussy, my salivation was described so much that I was full of imagination. When it came to the critical insertion, I said that I didn't know why it was soft, it was completely soft, and I couldn't insert it.

It seems that Mu Xiaobai didn't really listen. When he heard me say it wasn't inserted and it was soft, he suddenly took off his hands that were blocking his ears and smiled: I knew you were a fat man, right? Did I get rid of you yesterday? It's great that you will be my slave in the future!

I said: You can be a slave, but you have to be a sex slave. Then it turns out to be a kick.

Then I have urine now, how about it?

I said: Very Ah, as long as you dare to take it off, I will dare to drink it

Mu Xiaobai made a disgusting expression. Big pervert, fat man, do you have a bit of a homosexual tendency?

I said: Without Ah, at least I feel that my dick is hard, I want to fuck a woman rather than a man or be fucked by a man

I don't believe it, Fatty, you are definitely a pervert, I'll confirm it for you now

Mu Xiaobai made a very serious look, which made me laugh wildly. I said: If I am perverted, you will be perverted. We are just a pair of two.

We were chatting and laughing at the school. Every time we arrived at the school, we felt that the atmosphere was always so depressing and had no vitality at all. It was simply hell. Everyone seemed to be strangers. The classmates who were originally very good in the second year of high school are now guarding against each other like enemies.

On the contrary, people like me who are not up or down feel very comfortable. If you work hard, you may get into a good university. If you don’t work hard, you may not get into a university.

Actually, I am very confused. I don’t have much interest in college. I think many people become more hypocritical after going to college.

The boring morning finally passed, Suninger came, but Zhang Guo didn't come. I called Zhang Guo and he said he felt a little uncomfortable in the morning, so he was resting at home.

At noon, Suninger answered a call and told Mu Xiaobai that she had something to do and she would go back first. Mu Xiaobai and I guessed that it must be Zhang Guo's call to her. After all, she was the loneliest when she was at home. Zhang Guo's so-called illness must be pretending, and the most important purpose was to have sex with Suninger. After all, are young people who have just tasted the joy of sex?

But the one who is pity is me. The only one-time sex doesn't feel anything. The only feeling of licking Mu Xiaobai's pussy is not allowed to go deeper.

I looked at Mu Xiaobai and said: I want to fuck me too

Mu Xiaobai gave me a blank look and said, "I know there is a stray dog ​​near my house, do you want it? Please find him to solve it."

I said: At least you can find me a bitch. I know the dog next to you is a male dog.

Mu Xiaobai laughed and said: Isn’t that formally your hobby?

I was so angry that I didn't pay attention to her. This is how women were. If you ignore him, she would start paying attention to you. She came to me and poked me with her hand and said: Are you so angry?

I said yes, probably I turned around and ignored her after not paying attention to her

Is it okay to go to the small bridge in the park again then? Mu Xiaobai whispered to me

I know what she means, that was the first time she masturbated me

I turned around and looked at her, and she said: I knew you were pretending

I said: You said that no matter whether I am pretending or not, you are not allowed to regret it.

Mu Xiaobai said: Sister, do what she said, there is no main course in the afternoon, so we will go in the afternoon

I was actually very excited along the way, but I don’t know why my dick didn’t feel it or was not hard. I think maybe it wasn’t exciting.

When I arrived at the park, I saw no one everywhere. I took off my pants. Mu Xiaobai laughed when he saw my cock and said, "Why haven't you seen this small one day? Because it's atrophy, it looks very small."

I said: It's not exciting, it will get bigger in a while. I'm now exercising my dick every day, and I'll be so big that I'll scare you to death in a few months.

Mu Xiaobai said: Just brag, I'll just wait for you to scare me to death, and then I will take the initiative to sacrifice myself.

Then she touched my cock and started to stroke it, but no matter how I fantasized, my cock didn't react at all. Mu Xiaobai was so scared that he asked if he had done too much yesterday and was ruined by me. It really fulfilled the things in the morning. I was also very upset and said that I exercised every day, but after dreaming last night, I didn't see Mu Xiaobai's pussy was no longer hard.

Mu Xiaobai looked around and saw that there was indeed no one around. Our place was very hidden. It was usually impossible to find it if you didn't come down to the ground. Mu Xiaobai took off his pants and said, Fatty, then see if it can be hard to put your dick on me, but don't insert it, otherwise I will break it for you.

I hugged Mu Xiaobai and put my weak cock on Mu Xiaobai's pussy. As a result, my cock was still soft and I was so scared that I was about to cry.

Mu Xiaobai comforted me and said that maybe it was a sudden phenomenon, maybe tomorrow would be fine. If I really can't do it in the future, she would marry me and would not let me get married.

I said: Are you saying true?

She said with certainty that with Mu Xiaobai's promise, I felt that it would be better if I kept being impotent.

We all put on our pants and planned to go back. Suddenly we heard someone coming over. The man passed by the bridge and was calling. We wanted to wait for him to go out so that we would not be misunderstood. But this man actually sat on the bridge pier on the bridge and continued to call. Since we saw that there were no people around, the sound was not small. We listened really under the bridge.

The man seemed very excited, seemed to be stimulated. He kept shouting on the phone, saying that he was just a fucking idiot, he was useless to treat her so well, saying that he had not slept all night, he wrote a lot of things yesterday, and now he was really naive to think about it. Today he planned to leave the city and go to the south. No one would find him in the future. Today he would throw away all his past. Then Mu Xiaobai and I saw a diary thrown off the bridge, and then the man walked away in anger

When the man's voice completely left, Mu Xiaobai asked me to go over and take the diary, and opened the diary. We both looked at it seriously under the bridge.

The content of the diary is as follows:

To be honest, I didn't believe that the romance writer wrote about his girlfriend surrendering to others. I always felt that it was just some fantasy with a plot of a slut. In the past, I often watched these things.

But what happened later gave me a blow and understood what groundlessness is

Things started from the next semester of my sophomore year. At that time, I just died in high school. I paid the money when I was re-educating. I had to spend some effort to pass it.

But because I used to playing, I couldn't help it. In addition, the high-level mathematics thing is like a rune. I have a headache when I see it and want to go out for a walk. I believe many experienced buddies know the best.

Seeing the exam approaching, I was very anxious and started racking my brains to think of ways to pass. Apart from cheating, I really didn't think of a good way.

After a few days of drowsy life, a friend in the dormitory said that he had just seen a senior mathematics relief meeting on the school forum. Men and women tutored and helped each other, claiming that men and women were not tired of working.

As soon as I heard that I was having fun, I immediately signed up for a name, which agreed to be distributed once a week on the assembly.

On the weekend, I went to the grass next to a teaching building of the school as stated above. By the time I arrived, there were about 10 people there, but most of them were fucking males. I looked around for a while and wanted to leave, but then I thought, after all, multiple people were supervising it was a good thing, so I finally struggled for a while and sat down.

Seven or eight people came one after another, and this time there were 4 girls, but I didn't look at it anymore, thinking that this is the case in engineering.

But this is how it has attracted a lot of praise from many people, so I naturally have to praise it. If two people are in a group, no matter how good a woman is, she will be better than a male.

Everyone talked about it and then began to compare with each other who had the same fate. When they were having trouble, hey, comrades, I felt sad when I remembered that I was so angry that I couldn't help but lit a cigarette

Because I met her at that time

There were about 10 people coming here at this time.

I only remember that there were only two men, and the others were all girls. This time my quality was much better

There is a handsome guy who is the initiator of this time. He asked everyone to sit down and talked about his girlfriend because he met his girlfriend and someone was in charge of it. So when he thought of this method, he didn't remember what he said later.

I only know that there was a group of girls who were very beautiful at that time, at least I thought they were very beautiful at that time.

That day she wore a white T-shirt and tight jeans, but she wore a pair of black high-root shoes on her feet, which looked quite strange. At least I rarely saw jeans with high-root shoes; her figure also looked very slim, with breasts and buttocks, especially her breasts.

I was confused when I watched it, but I was teased by others. I blushed like something. She also looked at me and smiled.

Later, when I was allocated, I decided to draw lots. At that time, it was not counted as 30 people in the lead. I remember that there were two groups or three groups, and I had to have two men. I was nervous at that time, and I wanted to draw them, but I was afraid of drawing them.

Now that I think I don’t get it, there will be nothing to do next. I am still a person who believes in love.

But I did get her at that time. Others envied me and I was very happy.

I passed the high school mathematics incident later, and I still scored more than 90 points. After all, I don’t want to be embarrassed in front of her.

At that time, I sent text messages. I was just thinking about it. If you have the chance, I would go there. If you don’t have the chance, I would forget it.

But things went surprisingly smoothly. Later, she sometimes asked me to watch a movie and accompanied her to study, because she had more Kobe than me.

I just played like this for half a semester, and finally the summer vacation was on. I didn't realize I missed her very much, and sometimes I would send a text message to make fun of her.

One day I couldn't help but say I liked her and wanted to date her

She said she would see my performance at that time, but the implication was that she agreed.

I couldn't stay there anymore, so I went to school early, but she hadn't come yet

I kept calling her, she only said that her family wanted her to stay for a few more days, and I only called, and I could hear a few times the voices of a few men. She said it was a class reunion, and I was already idiotic at that time, so I didn't think so

Now I think about it, I'm afraid it's...

After that, we went together naturally, and finally rented a house outside to live together. From time to time, I would go out to work in a temporary job. It seemed very beautiful to earn some money to buy her things.

After living together, I wanted to sleep with her several times, but she didn't agree. I thought she was reserved and didn't force her.

When I was in my senior year, I finally couldn't resist my soft and hard work. After making some special preparations, the time I had been looking forward to it for a long time finally came.

She seemed very nervous and didn't moan much. In addition, it was my first time and I didn't understand. I was a little nervous. I knew nothing except knowing that she was not a virgin.

She said she had a boyfriend before, she grew up and gave him the first time in her freshman year. Later, because she was far away, she got separated and asked me if I would mind if I mind.

I was thinking about what era it was, of course I said it didn't matter

Then we will only be once a week. She said she didn't want to be too casual and was still young

As I gained more experience, I felt that she had not only had a boyfriend in the past. She couldn't realize her reaction in bed at first, but later she could feel that she had a deep skill, but she didn't want to dig out others' past too much. Moreover, she was also very nice to me, very caring, and she was also very good in normal times.

At that time, she went to live with her best friend two or three days a week. She kept doing this during her cohabitation. I couldn't say anything, I just thought they had a good relationship.

Before graduation, I discussed with her and got married after work was stable. She was very happy and said she wanted to have a ring. I was quite excited to assure her.

During the graduation dinner, a pretty good guy got drunk too much and even pulled me to say that my girlfriend had a problem and had something to do with many people. I was very angry at that time and almost broke up with friendship. Now I think about it, I really regret it, why don’t I ask more questions?

After getting the diploma, I had been working for a while. I took her back to meet her parents and said we were safe and got the certificate.

After work, we rented a house together. It was also very happy to live together. We discussed choosing a day to get the certificate after a while.

But the only bad thing is that she works overtime almost every day and comes back and says she is very tired when she goes shopping with her best friend on weekends. Now, thinking about it, she is really a pig-smart, but she also acts well.

It's the most difficult time to talk about

For a while, I finally started to be suspicious. The bitch always disagrees with having sex with me. I feel a little angry. I see her working overtime every day. Sometimes she blows her with her mouth. I feel that her oral sex skills are becoming more and more proficient, and the expressions during oral sex are also very different from before. I can even feel that she deliberately hides it, but she will always show it accidentally.

There were a few times when he sucked my balls, but then he stopped immediately, his panic expression flashed away