postscript

In fact, this confession (23) should be considered the last post of my holiday trip. Apart from the death of a private detective, there is nothing else worth mentioning in Taipei.

And I didn't want to tell Zhu Wan-se about this

However, everything I experienced and experienced there always lingered in my heart, and I couldn't let go of it for a long time.

It's all closely related to what happened when I and Derek were on the plane, in Manila, and in Taipei, and it's impossible to solve it.

So I thought: Since confession means telling the secret that cannot be known to others in my heart; then why not just be more cheerful and tell them, and tell them all to Zhu Guanqi!

Really, it's quite embarrassing to talk about these things after all, and it's pretty unspeakable.

Especially, I think I think I am not a reputation and dirty behaviors; I tell you that everyone will definitely say that I am a lewd woman; in the end I think I am extremely despicable and worthless

And I am willing to let the people of the world know, what does it mean except to bring humiliation to yourself?

What can be proved?...

When I think of this, I am very frustrated

Fortunately, Zhu Guanfeng provided me with a new view and way of thinking: a person can always be addicted to the past, the glory of the past, or hidden in the secret of the dark shadow, unable to extricate himself, and at the same time forget to pay attention to the present and the new future; he also forgot to be brave enough to look forward and think about the direction he should strive for.

That is: for yourself and for others' good, we should strive for progress; develop our minds and take enthusiasm to do more and more meaningful things, take steps, and move towards a better life...

Confession is only a link in seeking progress; with it, I can get the opportunity to reflect, analyze, and understand myself; then after review, find lessons and continue to correct me, I can only be self-replenished and maintain upward confidence and perseverance

Although this kind of words sound like a slogan, but in fact it may not be possible, it is always worth working hard because I do hope, hope for more beautiful tomorrows!

Yang Xiaoqingqi International Women's Day on March 8, 2001 in Silicon Valley, California