I finally lived a peaceful life. This period can be said to be the most relaxing and wonderful time in my life. Xin'er and I finally no longer need to hide, but can be together openly
Although I know that in secret, people still say that Xin'er is just like flowers being placed on cow dung when she is with me, and even said that I am not even as good as cow dung, because cow dung can nourish flowers, but I am useless
But I don't care, because I understand my feelings, why bother clarifying them with others? Time flies so fast, and in a blink of an eye, the first semester exam is coming.
I am not worried about the exam at all, because except for talking about a love affair with Xiner, I always study hard all the time. The exam is just a platform for me to show my learning results.
After class that day, I was about to go to Xin'er for dinner, but was stopped by Teacher Bai outside the door: Xiaowei, if you have nothing to do in the afternoon, let's have a meal together?
Teacher Bai's discussion tone made me a little flattered. I haven't thanked him well for the last incident. Isn't this a good opportunity?
I quickly responded: OK, but I have a condition, I have to pay the money!
Teacher Bai smiled and said: OK OK, okay, you haven’t forgotten that Ah? Then I’ll go to the office to collect the things and come over. You can wait for me here!
I had already bit my teeth and was about to get some blood. I asked Teacher Bai to go to the big hotel for a good meal. But he insisted on not going and took me to a large food stall on the back street of the school.
Although this food stall is not expensive and the environment is not good, it tastes first-class, so it is very lively and is the favorite place for nearby residents and students to visit.
Teacher Bai and I found a relatively quiet seat in the noisy crowd and ordered a few local seafood stir-fry and some dishes. I originally wanted a few bottles of beer, but Teacher Bai had already prepared a 58-degree roasting knife.
I thought to myself, Bai Yulin is really a heavy-tasting Ah. Not only does it smoke so much, but it also has to drink wine so strongly.
Soon, the dishes were served one after another
I quickly poured two glasses of wine, then picked up one toast Bai Yulin: Teacher Bai, thank you so much for what happened last time. I will do this glass of wine first!
As I said that, I tilted my neck and drank a glass of wine
This wine is so strong that it is extremely difficult to put in. The hot liquid burns from the mouth to the stomach. I know wherever I drink it. For me, who doesn't drink often, it's a waste of time.
Looking at my painful expression, Teacher Bai smiled and killed the wine in his glass without even frowning.
After a few glasses of wine, both of them started talking and chatted all over the world for most of the day.
Teacher Bai, who has always been so proud of his words, may have said more tonight than he said the whole semester.
Before I knew it, it was getting late and the wine was already in full swing
Although Teacher Bai has a good alcohol tolerance, his face is already flushed. We were still talking about some funny stories about painters, but he suddenly said: Xiaowei, I'm leaving
This sentence surprised me a little. I asked in confusion: Leave? Where are you going?
Europe, my immigration application has been passed. I will leave after you finish the exam and may never come back. Teacher Bai said indifferently
I was very surprised and asked: Why do you leave at will? I have never heard you mention Ah before!
Teacher Bai took a sip of wine silently, but did not answer my question, but said: Remember what I told you when we first met, do I tell you my story if I have the chance?
I nodded and looked at him in confusion
Teacher Bai's eyes suddenly became a little loose, as if they were trapped in memories, and slowly spoke: I was born in a small rural village in the north. I had no parents since I was a child. I grew up eating a hundred families of food. People who have never experienced it will not understand the hardships.
He paused and continued: I was bullied since I was a child. Studying was my only way out. That is, at that time, painting became my biggest hobby, because it was the only way for me to release pressure. Later, with my unremitting efforts, I finally got into the county high school. I occupied the good policies at that time and successfully got into M University.
I heard from my classmates that Teacher Bai was a well-known figure in M University when he was a student. Now it seems that it is not a rumor.
At M University, I met the two most important people in my life. They are brothers and sisters. Their brother is Niu Hao and his sister is Niu Xuan. Their father is the former principal of M University and the current director of the Education Bureau. Niu Hannan and his others also have a younger brother named Niu Jing. You may know him.
Teacher Bai said here, deliberately paused
Niu Jing!?No, how could Teacher Bai have something to do with his brother and sister? I was even more excited
At that time, I had just arrived at M University, and I was a poor student. The tuition and food cost was all supported by the school. In today's words, I was a loser like you, while Niu Hao and Niu Xuan were the children of cadres and were unattainable.
Hearing this, I couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed. No teacher said that to students. I really don't treat me as an outsider. Besides, you are no longer the same as me. I'd be half handsome as you.
At that time, there were not many students smoking, and Niu Hao and I were one of them. Where did I have the money to buy cigarettes? They all saved money. They went to the street to buy the cheapest tobacco and then wrapped them in and smoked them. Niu Hao was different. He had a way to get foreign cigarettes. After a while, he and I became friends who could talk about everything.
It seems that there are only two people who are accustomed to smoking this cigarette before. I guess it is Niu Hao.
Teacher Bai looked at the cigarette box in his pocket and continued: Through Niu Hao, I met his sister Niu Xuan. Niu Xuan was the school beauty of M University at that time. We were called literary and artistic model at that time. She was the most ideal goddess in the minds of every boy. It is the same as the warmth of now, that is, your girlfriend.
I lowered my head shyly
Later, Niu Xuan and I fell in love, just like Qiong Yao's novel, but think about it, I am a loser who has reached the white and rich beauty, can his family agree? His father has always strongly opposed it and asked her to find a family with a good match, not someone like me who doesn't even have a family.
Teacher Bai started to feel sad
This kind of person who is a good match finally appeared. His parents are both cadres of the army. Niu Hannan is very satisfied, but Niu Xuan refused to Ah. She was the only one in her heart. She even said she was willing to elope with me. Later, Niu Hannan found me and said that as long as I leave Niu Xuan, I will stay in school as a teacher after graduation, and give me special allowances. If not, I will make me take care of myself and want a beauty. This problem was put in front of me. I have suffered enough since I was a child. A ready-made and good job is something I cannot ignore. So I betrayed my heart and made a wrong decision, which made me lose two people I love the most.
Teacher Bai stopped here, lit a cigarette, took a few sips, and I was eager to know what happened next.
I officially broke up with Niu Xuan. She didn't eat or drink for several days and nights, and she cried dryly. Afterwards, she was bleeding. Niu Hao always loved his sister very much, but he also knew that my brother was forced to do so, so he went to find the son of the cadre's house alone, trying to let him leave Niu Xuan, but the two of them were disagreeable. Niu Hao was accidentally pushed down from the upper floor by him and fell to death.
Although Teacher Bai's tone is very plain, the sadness revealed is even more obvious.
After graduation, Niu Hannan kept his promise. I became a teacher at M University. Niu Xuan, but I never saw her again. I just heard that she became very slutty and kept pretending to be a fool of herself. She also set up a 1944 club. After making enough money, she went to Europe alone. There was no news anymore, and even her family couldn't contact her.
After saying that, Teacher Bai sighed heavily
For more than ten years, the debt in my heart has been suppressed every day. I feel like a walking corpse, and even had the idea of suicide until your appearance changed my mind.
Teacher Bai looked at me with a wry smile
No wonder I think Teacher Bai has a weird personality and is also a famous lone hero in the school. It turns out that this is the reason.
Teacher Bai, don’t joke, what ability do I have to change you! I couldn’t help but say a little embarrassedly
If you want to talk about the loser, you are more loser than me, haha! But you have chased Wen Xin and know what you want. You love her without regrets. The courage in you gave me the idea of going to Europe to find Niu Xuan.
Teacher Bai said jokingly
Actually, I don’t have any courage. I just love Xin'er. I love you from the bottom of my heart and am willing to give up everything for her. But this may be what Teacher Bai lacks.
Although I don't know where she is, I must go find her. Even if I can only see her, it is the only reason for me to survive.
After Teacher Bai said that, his eyes finally gathered again
This is my story, I hope it won't become your story
Teacher Bai's meaningful words touched my heart
He continued: You and Lu Jiayan have been very close recently. You have grasped your own life. Some things may not be good, but you will never be able to find them if you lose them.
Unexpectedly, Teacher Bai was so concerned about me. Even the little ambiguous relationship between Lu Jiayan and I was seen by him. I hurriedly explained: Teacher Bai, it’s not what you think, in fact, we…
Before I could finish speaking, Teacher Bai waved his hand and interrupted me: I'm just giving you a little reminder as a senior. You don't have to be so nervous, I want to ask you something.
As he said that, he untied a pendant from his neck and handed it to me. It was a small pendant made of crystal. Two dolphins were entangled in a heart shape, revealing a faint water blue color, which looked very beautiful.
When I arrived in Europe, I don’t know if I could find her. This is our love token. Maybe one day she will return to her hometown and you happened to meet her. Remember to pass it on to her for me and tell her that I love her.
I don’t know if Teacher Bai has drunk too much, and has given me such a precious thing so easily. It’s not easy to meet someone in this vast crowd, let alone someone I have never met before. I couldn’t help but say: Teacher Bai, isn’t this reliable? Otherwise, you think about it again
Haha, you will understand when you reach my age. Fate is hard to explain
Then you leave a few more words, or write a note or something, I will keep it in good condition. I still said with concern.
If the hundred words you say express one meaning, then why say so much?
Teacher Bai doesn't look drunk, and I don't want to refuse anymore. I foolishly put the pendant in my pocket
Okay, let’s get to this day. When I leave, remember to come and see me off!
Teacher Bai smiled and touched my head, drinking the last drop of wine
……
Teacher Bai’s story did have a great impact. In the next few days, I deliberately or unintentionally avoided Lu Jiayan.
She was so smart, she noticed it easily
That day, Xin'er and Lu Jiayan were having dinner together. Lu Jiayan suddenly said to Xin'er: Sister, why are you so stingy these days? Are you afraid that your sister will eat your good brother?
Lu Jiayan's sudden indirect striking made Xiner confused, and I knew it clearly and couldn't help but feel nervous.
Xin'er looked at Lu Jiayan stupidly and said: Sister, what were you saying? Do you want to eat Xiaowei?
Xiner's stupid appearance made Lu Jiayan laugh: Silly sister, Xiaowei's meat is not Tang Monk's meat, so I don't want to eat it! But don't let him go, let him accompany me more, now I'm alone
It seems that Lu Jiayan didn't realize that it was my own intention to alienate her, and he thought it was Xin'er who was jealous.
I didn't dare to speak, but I just heard Xin'er answer: I can't bear to let go, as long as Brother Xiaowei is willing, I won't interfere.
Xin'er's generous moment made Lu Jiayan guess the truth. She glanced at me and said: Oh, I just said, why is my good sister so stingy? It turns out that someone doesn't like me!
Xin'er seemed more and more confused, and I quickly said: No, senior sister, I'm busy preparing for the exam recently, don't get me wrong
Oh? Is that so? Then you can read a book with me tonight? I have a few questions and I want to ask you for advice. Lu Jiayan said something in his words
I wanted to find an excuse to refuse, but Xin'er on the side said with a smile: OK OK OK OK, let's go together, Xin'er likes to be with you the most
Xin'er didn't notice the secret fight between Lu Jiayan at all, and she still looked innocent
I had no choice but to agree, but I couldn't help but worry about what Lu Jiayan would ask me for advice?
At 7 o'clock in the evening, I arrived at the study room as promised, but Xin'er was not seen. Only Lu Jiayan was waiting for me.
I walked to her side and sat down. She looked very happy.
Senior sister, where is Xin'er? I couldn't help but ask
I've got some questions from Xin'er's little silly button. Just two people can study it. Lu Jiayan replied with a smile
I suddenly felt a little nervous. Although Lu Jiayan talked to me in the past month, this is a very ambiguous attitude, today is obviously different from the past.
Xiaowei, what do you think love is? For example, when you were with Xiner? Lu Jiayan spoke first
I honestly replied: Yes, it's just a very relaxed and sweet feeling
Lu Jiayan glanced at me and said: Haha, that's what I felt when I was with you.
My face turned red after a flash. What does Lu Jiayan mean? Before I could react, she continued: Xiaowei, I like you
Is this a confession? It's too sudden! I quickly answered: Senior sister, it's not possible...
Lu Jiayan suddenly gently held my hand, showing the shyness of a little girl I had never seen on her face: Xiaowei, do you know, actually, I have always had a good impression of you, the simplicity and innocence on you deeply attracted me before, I told you that your sincerity and love for Xin'er touched me, I really hope that there is a man like you who loves me since I was a child, I have nothing to lack, and I have whatever I want. Even if I can buy gold and silver mountains, I can only find that I can't buy it with money, that is, love, I have had several boyfriends before, but they just value my power. Only you, let me know what pure love is
Lu Jiayan's words revealed the reason why she, a rich and beautiful woman, could look down on me, a loser.
I was flattered, but nervously didn't know how to explain. After all, in my life, I have never been confessed by Qiu Xiner's childhood sweetheart girlfriend. Besides, I am a girl with impeccable appearance and family background in front of me. I couldn't help but say in panic: Senior sister, I'm not as good as you said, don't make fun of me.
Lu Jiayan grabbed my hand and held it tighter. She said seriously: Although I missed Gao Shuai when I was blind, I have 100% confidence in you. You are a good man.
My heart was beating, and my face was so hot that it was about to melt away, but I still said firmly: Senior sister, it really doesn't work. You know I already have Xin'er
A hint of displeasure flashed across Lu Jiayan's face, and she said: I know I am not as beautiful as Xin'er, and my figure is not as good as hers, but what I have may be something you will never work hard for the rest of your life.
I naturally know what Lu Jiayan said
She continued: I know this is a bit sudden, I will give you time to consider it. I have a sea view villa outside the school. I will wait for you tonight. If you have thought about it, come and find me.
As he said that, Lu Jiayan let go of my hand, smiled at me, and left
After Lu Jiayan left, my heart was still surging. What the hell is I lucky? The goddess actually came to confess to me?
No, no, I must not betray Xin'er, but Lu Jiayan's smile is really beautiful...
This is how people are. The more they don’t have, the more they want it. But after they really have it, they don’t know how to cherish it. This is called cheapness.
This sentence may be the most suitable for Lu Jiayan. She has been living a wealthy life since she was a child. No one would ever say anything to her. She never got what she wanted.
But I am different. I have cherished every toy I have since I was a child, because I knew that I broke it, my parents might never buy it for me again. So I know what cherishing means. So after calming down, I know how I should tell Lu Jiayan.
When we arrived outside Lu Jiayan's villa, this luxurious building highlighted the owner's identity
Although the house is not big, it is very unique. It has everything, such as grass, swimming pool, and garden, which makes me stunned by the fact that I have never seen the world.
I rang the doorbell nervously, and an old man who looked like a housekeeper came over and opened the door for me, and said enthusiastically: Is it Mr. Li? The lady has been waiting upstairs for a long time, please!
Walking into the house, my eyes were blurred by the luxurious decoration and luxurious crafts, and the look of the loser was undoubtedly revealed.
The old man didn't wonder what I did, but led me to the third floor, Lu Jiayan's luxurious suite: Sir, it's here. If you have any questions, please give me instructions. I'll go down first.
Although the door was hidden, I still knocked on the door politely. After all, I have to have some quality wherever I go.
With Lu Jiayan's voice coming in, I gently pushed open the door and walked in
The inside of the room is ten times more luxurious than downstairs, with gold and silver everywhere, which is dazzling, just like the princess' bedroom in the movie
And her master was lying halfway on the wide sofa, savoring the red wine in her hand carefully
At this time, Lu Jiayan untied his iconic ponytail, covered with charming hair, and only wore a thin and transparent purple pajamas on it, with many broken diamonds on it, which looked expensive, and the faintly visible body and two beautiful legs exposed outside were even hard to buy even if they were rich.
The brilliance emitted by Lu Jiayan made me unable to look directly. I walked in calmly, stood aside, and didn't dare to raise my head.
Lu Jiayan held a wine glass with one hand and his chin with the other leaned against the armrest of the sofa. Mèi looked at me with silky eyes and said: Xiaowei, don’t be so nervous. Actually, this is the first time I have been here. I usually live in the dormitory, but my mother insists on making such a place for me, alas!
But Lu Jiayan said he didn't want the place he was in his life. I really don't understand the rich world
Don't stand stupidly, come here to drink. I have treasured this bottle of Lafite for many years and the taste is good. Don't you give it a try?
Lu Jiayan's voice relaxed me a lot
It’s not that it’s not true to stand like a fool. I walked stiffly to Lu Jiayan, sat far away on the other end of the sofa, and said: Senior sister, I’ve thought about that…
Before I could finish speaking, Lu Jiayan moved over from the other side, put his legs directly on my legs, and said: No hurry, let's drink something first. He said that, handed me a glass of wine.
Lu Jiayan's bold moves scared me. This is not the reserved and conservative girl Ah in Gao Shuai's mouth, but she looks like a charming young woman.
Looking at the beautiful legs in front of me, I swallowed quietly, and took the wine glass without even moving, but my brother stood up in a hurry
In order to hide my nervousness, I didn't care about it, picked up the valuable red wine and drank it like drinking water. Lu Jiayan looked at me with a smile: Haha, isn't that bad?
I wiped my mouth and said: Not bad
Before I finished speaking, a burst of pleasure came to me. It turned out that Lu Jiayan had already stepped on my naked jade foot on the tent that was standing high and rubbed back and forth while I was not paying attention.
The delicate naked feet were covered with bright red nail polish. Just looking at them was enough to make people crazy, not to mention that it was still on my life.
I suddenly bounced off the sofa and said with a breath: Senior sister, don't do this, I'm here to tell you something
When will you say something different? Seeing that you are so nervous, let me help you relax first!
As he said that, Lu Jiayan deliberately let half of the shoulder straps on his pajamas slide off, revealing the lace bra and large pieces of breasts.
Faced with such fatal temptation and extremely provocative language, I tried my best to remain calm and directly expressed my purpose: Senior sister, I came to tell you that we cannot. How can I deserve you so outstanding? Besides, Xin'er is the only one in my heart!
I thought that as soon as this was said, Lu Jiayan would definitely be furious. After all, there shouldn't be many people who dare to reject her.
However, Lu Jiayan stood up, put it on my shoulder, and said to my ear: Don’t say anything worthy or not, and if you don’t try it, how can you know who is better, Xin'er or me?
Lu Jiayan deliberately said good words very seriously. Of course I know what she said good things.
I didn't dare to anger Lu Jiayan, so I let her lie on my shoulder, and then said: Senior sister, I don't mean that. Xin'er and I are not only physically connected, but also in love with each other sincerely
You stinky men just like to be serious. Isn’t Xin'er the big breasts fascinating you? Although mine is not as big as hers, it feels not bad either. Don’t you want to touch it?
As he said that, Lu Jiayan lifted his pajamas from bottom to top, and a pair of plump breasts wrapped in half a cup bra appeared in front of me.
Lu Jiayan didn't lie. Her pair of jade breasts was probably between B and C cups. Although they were not as exaggerated as Xiner's F-CUP, they also looked eye-catching on her well-proportioned and slender body.
Although I feasted my eyes, Teacher Bai's sad face suddenly appeared in my mind. I hope my story will not become your story
This sentence also sounded repeatedly in my mind. I knew I could no longer hesitate anymore. I must be more determined: Senior sister, please respect yourself. As far as I know, you should still be a virgin. Why do you have to be a slander for me? Isn’t it the creed you have always adhered to? Isn’t it that I have always said that Xin'er is the only person in my heart, and I will only love Xin'er in my life. It is impossible for me and you to be as good as you. I will definitely find that Ruyi Langjun.
My loud words made Lu Jiayan stunned, but I was frightened. How could I afford to provoke this young lady in front of me? Will my unceremonious words bring about a disaster?
Lu Jiayan stayed for a while before slowly sitting back on the sofa, wrapped her exposed body with a large towel, regaining her usual reserve and conservativeness, and said slowly: Xiaowei, actually, I already know that it was the result, but I really don’t want to give up. I have never liked someone so much. It’s not that I don’t respect myself, but because I have already decided to give you the first time. Even if we can’t get married in the future, I will not regret it, because you are qualified to take it away in my heart.
Lu Jiayan's voice suddenly became a little low, and tears flowed out. She continued: Xiaowei, I will always like you silently, and I will sincerely wish you and Xin'er. I just hope that you can share a little of my love for Xiner and I will be content.
Lu Jiayan's words couldn't help but move me. This strong woman who calls the wind and rain is so weak in front of me, and her feelings are so innocent. I can't express it in my heart. I quickly comforted her: Learn... Jiayan... I'm so sorry, although we can't be lovers, we can also be the best friends. I will treat you like Xin'er. No matter what difficulties you have, I will stand up as soon as possible. If you have any worries, you can also tell me that I will become your most solid backing.
My words made Lu Jiayan cry. She suddenly hugged me tightly, her soft lips pressed on my mouth, kissing me wildly. I was at a loss for a moment and let her go.
Xiaowei, thank you. Maybe you said it is right, but before that, I decided that you were my lover. You should not regret what you said just now. You should treat me like Xiner...
Lu Jiayan blushed and lowered her head, wiped the tears from her face
I don't know if Lu Jiayan looks too beautiful or the atmosphere at that time made me unable to control myself, I actually took Lu Jiayan's face with the courage and gave her a kiss on the forehead.
……
After coming out of Lu Jiayan's mansion, my heart is still as surging as a tide
I was lucky enough to make a goddess willing to give everything for me. You know, she is Ah, a figure at the top of the pyramid. I don’t know how to deal with my future relationship with Lu Jiayan. Thinking of Teacher Bai, I can’t help but feel sad.
At this time, my phone rang. When I saw that it was Xin'er called, I answered it and Xin'er's somewhat anxious voice came from inside: Husband, have you seen Sister Yan? She hasn't even returned to the dormitory now, nothing will happen, right?
Xin'er really cares about Jiayan, but I can't tell her that I know Ah. Jiayan wanted to seduce me to bed just now, so she could only pretend to be stupid: It's okay, Xin'er, the senior sister may have had sex late and stayed in the hotel directly. She is so capable and can't do anything, don't worry!
Xin'er was silent for a while, and suddenly said happily: Oh! I understand!
I was a little surprised and asked: What do you know?
Xin'er said mysteriously: Husband, I tell you don't tell others. Today, Sister Yan came to ask me shyly, what do men like? How to seduce men? What should you pay attention to when having sex? Hehe, I guess she found someone she likes and will spend the romantic first night tonight!
When I heard this, I couldn't help laughing secretly. It turned out that everything Lu Jiayan did tonight was taught by Xiner. No wonder she was abnormal and had a strange move. This girl took great pains for me!
What kind of virtue I can do!...
The exam is over, and I achieved the best results in the class as I wish. Xin'er is also good. Although she still failed the cultural course, she performed outstandingly in her professional courses. After all, the East is not bright, the West is bright.
And my relationship with Xiner and Lu Jiayan has also gone further, as close as sisters. Of course, Xiner doesn't know the deeper relationship between me and Lu Jiayan, and I don't know how to deal with the relationship with Lu Jiayan. Let's take one step first.
The day after the exam, I got up very early. Bai Yulin agreed to ask me to send him, but I have not been able to contact him these days, and I don’t even know his flight number.
Maybe Bai Yulin drank too much that night and had forgotten what he said, but I didn't know what I couldn't put down. I squeezed into the subway early to the airport
Looking at the vast crowd in the airport, I suddenly felt that finding him was as difficult as he asked me to find Niu Xuan.
I don't know why I stayed at the airport for a long time, smoking cigarettes outside the door, looking at the people coming and going, just like seeing the passers-by in my life
After smoking a pack of cigarettes, I still didn’t see Bai Yulin’s figure. I was a little disappointed and wanted to leave. After walking a few steps, I heard a familiar voice coming from a distance: Xiaowei! Please help me with your work! I will call you when I get there! Goodbye!
I turned around and looked at Bai Yulin who was alone from a distance. The thin figure was still so familiar.
I followed him and smiled faintly and shouted: Bai Yulin, I forgot to tell you something, three of you are used to smoking your choking cigarettes! Goodbye!
I don't know how many passersby will be in a person's life
Although some people will only appear like a flash of cereus in your life and then disappear, they will leave you with a lot of memories
This may be a farewell that will be unsuccessful after a fight
Although I know that in secret, people still say that Xin'er is just like flowers being placed on cow dung when she is with me, and even said that I am not even as good as cow dung, because cow dung can nourish flowers, but I am useless
But I don't care, because I understand my feelings, why bother clarifying them with others? Time flies so fast, and in a blink of an eye, the first semester exam is coming.
I am not worried about the exam at all, because except for talking about a love affair with Xiner, I always study hard all the time. The exam is just a platform for me to show my learning results.
After class that day, I was about to go to Xin'er for dinner, but was stopped by Teacher Bai outside the door: Xiaowei, if you have nothing to do in the afternoon, let's have a meal together?
Teacher Bai's discussion tone made me a little flattered. I haven't thanked him well for the last incident. Isn't this a good opportunity?
I quickly responded: OK, but I have a condition, I have to pay the money!
Teacher Bai smiled and said: OK OK, okay, you haven’t forgotten that Ah? Then I’ll go to the office to collect the things and come over. You can wait for me here!
I had already bit my teeth and was about to get some blood. I asked Teacher Bai to go to the big hotel for a good meal. But he insisted on not going and took me to a large food stall on the back street of the school.
Although this food stall is not expensive and the environment is not good, it tastes first-class, so it is very lively and is the favorite place for nearby residents and students to visit.
Teacher Bai and I found a relatively quiet seat in the noisy crowd and ordered a few local seafood stir-fry and some dishes. I originally wanted a few bottles of beer, but Teacher Bai had already prepared a 58-degree roasting knife.
I thought to myself, Bai Yulin is really a heavy-tasting Ah. Not only does it smoke so much, but it also has to drink wine so strongly.
Soon, the dishes were served one after another
I quickly poured two glasses of wine, then picked up one toast Bai Yulin: Teacher Bai, thank you so much for what happened last time. I will do this glass of wine first!
As I said that, I tilted my neck and drank a glass of wine
This wine is so strong that it is extremely difficult to put in. The hot liquid burns from the mouth to the stomach. I know wherever I drink it. For me, who doesn't drink often, it's a waste of time.
Looking at my painful expression, Teacher Bai smiled and killed the wine in his glass without even frowning.
After a few glasses of wine, both of them started talking and chatted all over the world for most of the day.
Teacher Bai, who has always been so proud of his words, may have said more tonight than he said the whole semester.
Before I knew it, it was getting late and the wine was already in full swing
Although Teacher Bai has a good alcohol tolerance, his face is already flushed. We were still talking about some funny stories about painters, but he suddenly said: Xiaowei, I'm leaving
This sentence surprised me a little. I asked in confusion: Leave? Where are you going?
Europe, my immigration application has been passed. I will leave after you finish the exam and may never come back. Teacher Bai said indifferently
I was very surprised and asked: Why do you leave at will? I have never heard you mention Ah before!
Teacher Bai took a sip of wine silently, but did not answer my question, but said: Remember what I told you when we first met, do I tell you my story if I have the chance?
I nodded and looked at him in confusion
Teacher Bai's eyes suddenly became a little loose, as if they were trapped in memories, and slowly spoke: I was born in a small rural village in the north. I had no parents since I was a child. I grew up eating a hundred families of food. People who have never experienced it will not understand the hardships.
He paused and continued: I was bullied since I was a child. Studying was my only way out. That is, at that time, painting became my biggest hobby, because it was the only way for me to release pressure. Later, with my unremitting efforts, I finally got into the county high school. I occupied the good policies at that time and successfully got into M University.
I heard from my classmates that Teacher Bai was a well-known figure in M University when he was a student. Now it seems that it is not a rumor.
At M University, I met the two most important people in my life. They are brothers and sisters. Their brother is Niu Hao and his sister is Niu Xuan. Their father is the former principal of M University and the current director of the Education Bureau. Niu Hannan and his others also have a younger brother named Niu Jing. You may know him.
Teacher Bai said here, deliberately paused
Niu Jing!?No, how could Teacher Bai have something to do with his brother and sister? I was even more excited
At that time, I had just arrived at M University, and I was a poor student. The tuition and food cost was all supported by the school. In today's words, I was a loser like you, while Niu Hao and Niu Xuan were the children of cadres and were unattainable.
Hearing this, I couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed. No teacher said that to students. I really don't treat me as an outsider. Besides, you are no longer the same as me. I'd be half handsome as you.
At that time, there were not many students smoking, and Niu Hao and I were one of them. Where did I have the money to buy cigarettes? They all saved money. They went to the street to buy the cheapest tobacco and then wrapped them in and smoked them. Niu Hao was different. He had a way to get foreign cigarettes. After a while, he and I became friends who could talk about everything.
It seems that there are only two people who are accustomed to smoking this cigarette before. I guess it is Niu Hao.
Teacher Bai looked at the cigarette box in his pocket and continued: Through Niu Hao, I met his sister Niu Xuan. Niu Xuan was the school beauty of M University at that time. We were called literary and artistic model at that time. She was the most ideal goddess in the minds of every boy. It is the same as the warmth of now, that is, your girlfriend.
I lowered my head shyly
Later, Niu Xuan and I fell in love, just like Qiong Yao's novel, but think about it, I am a loser who has reached the white and rich beauty, can his family agree? His father has always strongly opposed it and asked her to find a family with a good match, not someone like me who doesn't even have a family.
Teacher Bai started to feel sad
This kind of person who is a good match finally appeared. His parents are both cadres of the army. Niu Hannan is very satisfied, but Niu Xuan refused to Ah. She was the only one in her heart. She even said she was willing to elope with me. Later, Niu Hannan found me and said that as long as I leave Niu Xuan, I will stay in school as a teacher after graduation, and give me special allowances. If not, I will make me take care of myself and want a beauty. This problem was put in front of me. I have suffered enough since I was a child. A ready-made and good job is something I cannot ignore. So I betrayed my heart and made a wrong decision, which made me lose two people I love the most.
Teacher Bai stopped here, lit a cigarette, took a few sips, and I was eager to know what happened next.
I officially broke up with Niu Xuan. She didn't eat or drink for several days and nights, and she cried dryly. Afterwards, she was bleeding. Niu Hao always loved his sister very much, but he also knew that my brother was forced to do so, so he went to find the son of the cadre's house alone, trying to let him leave Niu Xuan, but the two of them were disagreeable. Niu Hao was accidentally pushed down from the upper floor by him and fell to death.
Although Teacher Bai's tone is very plain, the sadness revealed is even more obvious.
After graduation, Niu Hannan kept his promise. I became a teacher at M University. Niu Xuan, but I never saw her again. I just heard that she became very slutty and kept pretending to be a fool of herself. She also set up a 1944 club. After making enough money, she went to Europe alone. There was no news anymore, and even her family couldn't contact her.
After saying that, Teacher Bai sighed heavily
For more than ten years, the debt in my heart has been suppressed every day. I feel like a walking corpse, and even had the idea of suicide until your appearance changed my mind.
Teacher Bai looked at me with a wry smile
No wonder I think Teacher Bai has a weird personality and is also a famous lone hero in the school. It turns out that this is the reason.
Teacher Bai, don’t joke, what ability do I have to change you! I couldn’t help but say a little embarrassedly
If you want to talk about the loser, you are more loser than me, haha! But you have chased Wen Xin and know what you want. You love her without regrets. The courage in you gave me the idea of going to Europe to find Niu Xuan.
Teacher Bai said jokingly
Actually, I don’t have any courage. I just love Xin'er. I love you from the bottom of my heart and am willing to give up everything for her. But this may be what Teacher Bai lacks.
Although I don't know where she is, I must go find her. Even if I can only see her, it is the only reason for me to survive.
After Teacher Bai said that, his eyes finally gathered again
This is my story, I hope it won't become your story
Teacher Bai's meaningful words touched my heart
He continued: You and Lu Jiayan have been very close recently. You have grasped your own life. Some things may not be good, but you will never be able to find them if you lose them.
Unexpectedly, Teacher Bai was so concerned about me. Even the little ambiguous relationship between Lu Jiayan and I was seen by him. I hurriedly explained: Teacher Bai, it’s not what you think, in fact, we…
Before I could finish speaking, Teacher Bai waved his hand and interrupted me: I'm just giving you a little reminder as a senior. You don't have to be so nervous, I want to ask you something.
As he said that, he untied a pendant from his neck and handed it to me. It was a small pendant made of crystal. Two dolphins were entangled in a heart shape, revealing a faint water blue color, which looked very beautiful.
When I arrived in Europe, I don’t know if I could find her. This is our love token. Maybe one day she will return to her hometown and you happened to meet her. Remember to pass it on to her for me and tell her that I love her.
I don’t know if Teacher Bai has drunk too much, and has given me such a precious thing so easily. It’s not easy to meet someone in this vast crowd, let alone someone I have never met before. I couldn’t help but say: Teacher Bai, isn’t this reliable? Otherwise, you think about it again
Haha, you will understand when you reach my age. Fate is hard to explain
Then you leave a few more words, or write a note or something, I will keep it in good condition. I still said with concern.
If the hundred words you say express one meaning, then why say so much?
Teacher Bai doesn't look drunk, and I don't want to refuse anymore. I foolishly put the pendant in my pocket
Okay, let’s get to this day. When I leave, remember to come and see me off!
Teacher Bai smiled and touched my head, drinking the last drop of wine
……
Teacher Bai’s story did have a great impact. In the next few days, I deliberately or unintentionally avoided Lu Jiayan.
She was so smart, she noticed it easily
That day, Xin'er and Lu Jiayan were having dinner together. Lu Jiayan suddenly said to Xin'er: Sister, why are you so stingy these days? Are you afraid that your sister will eat your good brother?
Lu Jiayan's sudden indirect striking made Xiner confused, and I knew it clearly and couldn't help but feel nervous.
Xin'er looked at Lu Jiayan stupidly and said: Sister, what were you saying? Do you want to eat Xiaowei?
Xiner's stupid appearance made Lu Jiayan laugh: Silly sister, Xiaowei's meat is not Tang Monk's meat, so I don't want to eat it! But don't let him go, let him accompany me more, now I'm alone
It seems that Lu Jiayan didn't realize that it was my own intention to alienate her, and he thought it was Xin'er who was jealous.
I didn't dare to speak, but I just heard Xin'er answer: I can't bear to let go, as long as Brother Xiaowei is willing, I won't interfere.
Xin'er's generous moment made Lu Jiayan guess the truth. She glanced at me and said: Oh, I just said, why is my good sister so stingy? It turns out that someone doesn't like me!
Xin'er seemed more and more confused, and I quickly said: No, senior sister, I'm busy preparing for the exam recently, don't get me wrong
Oh? Is that so? Then you can read a book with me tonight? I have a few questions and I want to ask you for advice. Lu Jiayan said something in his words
I wanted to find an excuse to refuse, but Xin'er on the side said with a smile: OK OK OK OK, let's go together, Xin'er likes to be with you the most
Xin'er didn't notice the secret fight between Lu Jiayan at all, and she still looked innocent
I had no choice but to agree, but I couldn't help but worry about what Lu Jiayan would ask me for advice?
At 7 o'clock in the evening, I arrived at the study room as promised, but Xin'er was not seen. Only Lu Jiayan was waiting for me.
I walked to her side and sat down. She looked very happy.
Senior sister, where is Xin'er? I couldn't help but ask
I've got some questions from Xin'er's little silly button. Just two people can study it. Lu Jiayan replied with a smile
I suddenly felt a little nervous. Although Lu Jiayan talked to me in the past month, this is a very ambiguous attitude, today is obviously different from the past.
Xiaowei, what do you think love is? For example, when you were with Xiner? Lu Jiayan spoke first
I honestly replied: Yes, it's just a very relaxed and sweet feeling
Lu Jiayan glanced at me and said: Haha, that's what I felt when I was with you.
My face turned red after a flash. What does Lu Jiayan mean? Before I could react, she continued: Xiaowei, I like you
Is this a confession? It's too sudden! I quickly answered: Senior sister, it's not possible...
Lu Jiayan suddenly gently held my hand, showing the shyness of a little girl I had never seen on her face: Xiaowei, do you know, actually, I have always had a good impression of you, the simplicity and innocence on you deeply attracted me before, I told you that your sincerity and love for Xin'er touched me, I really hope that there is a man like you who loves me since I was a child, I have nothing to lack, and I have whatever I want. Even if I can buy gold and silver mountains, I can only find that I can't buy it with money, that is, love, I have had several boyfriends before, but they just value my power. Only you, let me know what pure love is
Lu Jiayan's words revealed the reason why she, a rich and beautiful woman, could look down on me, a loser.
I was flattered, but nervously didn't know how to explain. After all, in my life, I have never been confessed by Qiu Xiner's childhood sweetheart girlfriend. Besides, I am a girl with impeccable appearance and family background in front of me. I couldn't help but say in panic: Senior sister, I'm not as good as you said, don't make fun of me.
Lu Jiayan grabbed my hand and held it tighter. She said seriously: Although I missed Gao Shuai when I was blind, I have 100% confidence in you. You are a good man.
My heart was beating, and my face was so hot that it was about to melt away, but I still said firmly: Senior sister, it really doesn't work. You know I already have Xin'er
A hint of displeasure flashed across Lu Jiayan's face, and she said: I know I am not as beautiful as Xin'er, and my figure is not as good as hers, but what I have may be something you will never work hard for the rest of your life.
I naturally know what Lu Jiayan said
She continued: I know this is a bit sudden, I will give you time to consider it. I have a sea view villa outside the school. I will wait for you tonight. If you have thought about it, come and find me.
As he said that, Lu Jiayan let go of my hand, smiled at me, and left
After Lu Jiayan left, my heart was still surging. What the hell is I lucky? The goddess actually came to confess to me?
No, no, I must not betray Xin'er, but Lu Jiayan's smile is really beautiful...
This is how people are. The more they don’t have, the more they want it. But after they really have it, they don’t know how to cherish it. This is called cheapness.
This sentence may be the most suitable for Lu Jiayan. She has been living a wealthy life since she was a child. No one would ever say anything to her. She never got what she wanted.
But I am different. I have cherished every toy I have since I was a child, because I knew that I broke it, my parents might never buy it for me again. So I know what cherishing means. So after calming down, I know how I should tell Lu Jiayan.
When we arrived outside Lu Jiayan's villa, this luxurious building highlighted the owner's identity
Although the house is not big, it is very unique. It has everything, such as grass, swimming pool, and garden, which makes me stunned by the fact that I have never seen the world.
I rang the doorbell nervously, and an old man who looked like a housekeeper came over and opened the door for me, and said enthusiastically: Is it Mr. Li? The lady has been waiting upstairs for a long time, please!
Walking into the house, my eyes were blurred by the luxurious decoration and luxurious crafts, and the look of the loser was undoubtedly revealed.
The old man didn't wonder what I did, but led me to the third floor, Lu Jiayan's luxurious suite: Sir, it's here. If you have any questions, please give me instructions. I'll go down first.
Although the door was hidden, I still knocked on the door politely. After all, I have to have some quality wherever I go.
With Lu Jiayan's voice coming in, I gently pushed open the door and walked in
The inside of the room is ten times more luxurious than downstairs, with gold and silver everywhere, which is dazzling, just like the princess' bedroom in the movie
And her master was lying halfway on the wide sofa, savoring the red wine in her hand carefully
At this time, Lu Jiayan untied his iconic ponytail, covered with charming hair, and only wore a thin and transparent purple pajamas on it, with many broken diamonds on it, which looked expensive, and the faintly visible body and two beautiful legs exposed outside were even hard to buy even if they were rich.
The brilliance emitted by Lu Jiayan made me unable to look directly. I walked in calmly, stood aside, and didn't dare to raise my head.
Lu Jiayan held a wine glass with one hand and his chin with the other leaned against the armrest of the sofa. Mèi looked at me with silky eyes and said: Xiaowei, don’t be so nervous. Actually, this is the first time I have been here. I usually live in the dormitory, but my mother insists on making such a place for me, alas!
But Lu Jiayan said he didn't want the place he was in his life. I really don't understand the rich world
Don't stand stupidly, come here to drink. I have treasured this bottle of Lafite for many years and the taste is good. Don't you give it a try?
Lu Jiayan's voice relaxed me a lot
It’s not that it’s not true to stand like a fool. I walked stiffly to Lu Jiayan, sat far away on the other end of the sofa, and said: Senior sister, I’ve thought about that…
Before I could finish speaking, Lu Jiayan moved over from the other side, put his legs directly on my legs, and said: No hurry, let's drink something first. He said that, handed me a glass of wine.
Lu Jiayan's bold moves scared me. This is not the reserved and conservative girl Ah in Gao Shuai's mouth, but she looks like a charming young woman.
Looking at the beautiful legs in front of me, I swallowed quietly, and took the wine glass without even moving, but my brother stood up in a hurry
In order to hide my nervousness, I didn't care about it, picked up the valuable red wine and drank it like drinking water. Lu Jiayan looked at me with a smile: Haha, isn't that bad?
I wiped my mouth and said: Not bad
Before I finished speaking, a burst of pleasure came to me. It turned out that Lu Jiayan had already stepped on my naked jade foot on the tent that was standing high and rubbed back and forth while I was not paying attention.
The delicate naked feet were covered with bright red nail polish. Just looking at them was enough to make people crazy, not to mention that it was still on my life.
I suddenly bounced off the sofa and said with a breath: Senior sister, don't do this, I'm here to tell you something
When will you say something different? Seeing that you are so nervous, let me help you relax first!
As he said that, Lu Jiayan deliberately let half of the shoulder straps on his pajamas slide off, revealing the lace bra and large pieces of breasts.
Faced with such fatal temptation and extremely provocative language, I tried my best to remain calm and directly expressed my purpose: Senior sister, I came to tell you that we cannot. How can I deserve you so outstanding? Besides, Xin'er is the only one in my heart!
I thought that as soon as this was said, Lu Jiayan would definitely be furious. After all, there shouldn't be many people who dare to reject her.
However, Lu Jiayan stood up, put it on my shoulder, and said to my ear: Don’t say anything worthy or not, and if you don’t try it, how can you know who is better, Xin'er or me?
Lu Jiayan deliberately said good words very seriously. Of course I know what she said good things.
I didn't dare to anger Lu Jiayan, so I let her lie on my shoulder, and then said: Senior sister, I don't mean that. Xin'er and I are not only physically connected, but also in love with each other sincerely
You stinky men just like to be serious. Isn’t Xin'er the big breasts fascinating you? Although mine is not as big as hers, it feels not bad either. Don’t you want to touch it?
As he said that, Lu Jiayan lifted his pajamas from bottom to top, and a pair of plump breasts wrapped in half a cup bra appeared in front of me.
Lu Jiayan didn't lie. Her pair of jade breasts was probably between B and C cups. Although they were not as exaggerated as Xiner's F-CUP, they also looked eye-catching on her well-proportioned and slender body.
Although I feasted my eyes, Teacher Bai's sad face suddenly appeared in my mind. I hope my story will not become your story
This sentence also sounded repeatedly in my mind. I knew I could no longer hesitate anymore. I must be more determined: Senior sister, please respect yourself. As far as I know, you should still be a virgin. Why do you have to be a slander for me? Isn’t it the creed you have always adhered to? Isn’t it that I have always said that Xin'er is the only person in my heart, and I will only love Xin'er in my life. It is impossible for me and you to be as good as you. I will definitely find that Ruyi Langjun.
My loud words made Lu Jiayan stunned, but I was frightened. How could I afford to provoke this young lady in front of me? Will my unceremonious words bring about a disaster?
Lu Jiayan stayed for a while before slowly sitting back on the sofa, wrapped her exposed body with a large towel, regaining her usual reserve and conservativeness, and said slowly: Xiaowei, actually, I already know that it was the result, but I really don’t want to give up. I have never liked someone so much. It’s not that I don’t respect myself, but because I have already decided to give you the first time. Even if we can’t get married in the future, I will not regret it, because you are qualified to take it away in my heart.
Lu Jiayan's voice suddenly became a little low, and tears flowed out. She continued: Xiaowei, I will always like you silently, and I will sincerely wish you and Xin'er. I just hope that you can share a little of my love for Xiner and I will be content.
Lu Jiayan's words couldn't help but move me. This strong woman who calls the wind and rain is so weak in front of me, and her feelings are so innocent. I can't express it in my heart. I quickly comforted her: Learn... Jiayan... I'm so sorry, although we can't be lovers, we can also be the best friends. I will treat you like Xin'er. No matter what difficulties you have, I will stand up as soon as possible. If you have any worries, you can also tell me that I will become your most solid backing.
My words made Lu Jiayan cry. She suddenly hugged me tightly, her soft lips pressed on my mouth, kissing me wildly. I was at a loss for a moment and let her go.
Xiaowei, thank you. Maybe you said it is right, but before that, I decided that you were my lover. You should not regret what you said just now. You should treat me like Xiner...
Lu Jiayan blushed and lowered her head, wiped the tears from her face
I don't know if Lu Jiayan looks too beautiful or the atmosphere at that time made me unable to control myself, I actually took Lu Jiayan's face with the courage and gave her a kiss on the forehead.
……
After coming out of Lu Jiayan's mansion, my heart is still as surging as a tide
I was lucky enough to make a goddess willing to give everything for me. You know, she is Ah, a figure at the top of the pyramid. I don’t know how to deal with my future relationship with Lu Jiayan. Thinking of Teacher Bai, I can’t help but feel sad.
At this time, my phone rang. When I saw that it was Xin'er called, I answered it and Xin'er's somewhat anxious voice came from inside: Husband, have you seen Sister Yan? She hasn't even returned to the dormitory now, nothing will happen, right?
Xin'er really cares about Jiayan, but I can't tell her that I know Ah. Jiayan wanted to seduce me to bed just now, so she could only pretend to be stupid: It's okay, Xin'er, the senior sister may have had sex late and stayed in the hotel directly. She is so capable and can't do anything, don't worry!
Xin'er was silent for a while, and suddenly said happily: Oh! I understand!
I was a little surprised and asked: What do you know?
Xin'er said mysteriously: Husband, I tell you don't tell others. Today, Sister Yan came to ask me shyly, what do men like? How to seduce men? What should you pay attention to when having sex? Hehe, I guess she found someone she likes and will spend the romantic first night tonight!
When I heard this, I couldn't help laughing secretly. It turned out that everything Lu Jiayan did tonight was taught by Xiner. No wonder she was abnormal and had a strange move. This girl took great pains for me!
What kind of virtue I can do!...
The exam is over, and I achieved the best results in the class as I wish. Xin'er is also good. Although she still failed the cultural course, she performed outstandingly in her professional courses. After all, the East is not bright, the West is bright.
And my relationship with Xiner and Lu Jiayan has also gone further, as close as sisters. Of course, Xiner doesn't know the deeper relationship between me and Lu Jiayan, and I don't know how to deal with the relationship with Lu Jiayan. Let's take one step first.
The day after the exam, I got up very early. Bai Yulin agreed to ask me to send him, but I have not been able to contact him these days, and I don’t even know his flight number.
Maybe Bai Yulin drank too much that night and had forgotten what he said, but I didn't know what I couldn't put down. I squeezed into the subway early to the airport
Looking at the vast crowd in the airport, I suddenly felt that finding him was as difficult as he asked me to find Niu Xuan.
I don't know why I stayed at the airport for a long time, smoking cigarettes outside the door, looking at the people coming and going, just like seeing the passers-by in my life
After smoking a pack of cigarettes, I still didn’t see Bai Yulin’s figure. I was a little disappointed and wanted to leave. After walking a few steps, I heard a familiar voice coming from a distance: Xiaowei! Please help me with your work! I will call you when I get there! Goodbye!
I turned around and looked at Bai Yulin who was alone from a distance. The thin figure was still so familiar.
I followed him and smiled faintly and shouted: Bai Yulin, I forgot to tell you something, three of you are used to smoking your choking cigarettes! Goodbye!
I don't know how many passersby will be in a person's life
Although some people will only appear like a flash of cereus in your life and then disappear, they will leave you with a lot of memories
This may be a farewell that will be unsuccessful after a fight
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