If you ask Xu Zhuoran what he regrets the most, he will tell you two things: one is to let Xu Anqi leave two years ago, and the other is to let Xu Anqi come back two years later
If Xu Anqi had not left and there was no such damn fault between them, they might have lived happily until they were old.
But she left, came back, and then everything was out of control
He underestimated her lethality to himself
He admitted that if he was in love, he would lose his heart, and if he was indifferent, he would lose his ability to control. He had too much power towards Xu Anqi
He also knew it would be stupid to tie her up with a child, but even more stupid is that he was willing to try
He knew that Xu Anqi had realized that the two years she left was the most difficult scar between them. He could cooperate tacitly and never mention it, or tolerate his greed for her body, but he could not ignore the existence of the scar.
She really wanted to make up for it, so he induced her to use the most primitive method to show her determination to love him
Xu Anqi became pregnant shortly after the start of her sophomore year. She also vaguely knew that this was Xu Zhuoran's step-by-step plan, and she was happy to accept it.
If a child can be used to give them a reassurance, then she is willing, as long as he is willing, she is willing to give birth to him all the time
But what kind of child will give birth to such a blood relationship? The definition of medicine is ambiguous. There is another saying in biology that the better the better, the worse the worse. Examples are all of these animals. There is a gene that has a beautiful and strong combination of good genes in a litter of cubs, and there is one that has the inferiority to the four different types of people.
However, there is no clear probability that the superposition of the same gene in single-child animals will be more advantageous or worse.
Simply put, it is a big fortune, and what it is to encounter!
How can such an unreliable probability not make people feel worried?
Xu Anqi checked all kinds of records about inbreeding, but the more she looked, the more she became more and more afraid she became.
A healthy child may not be rare, but it is rare for chromosomes with the same gene to bind together without mutation!
Moreover, the unhealthy standard is not just about disability, but also the possibility of mentally retarded deformity is also extremely high.
This made Xu Anqi more and more afraid that the child in her belly was a monster
How could Xu Zhuoran not see her panic? It’s just that no matter how developed modern medicine is, it cannot diagnose the health of a human germ. All examinations will take three months before they can be started. This means that Xu Anqi may experience a miscarriage.
Although Xu Anqi doesn't know what the cost of miscarriage is, she is willing to gamble with Xu Zhuoran.
But they forgot to bet on luck, and good luck often goes against obsession
Sure enough, Xu Anqi had a miscarriage after three months. The doctor's diagnosis was that the embryo was not fully developed and he chose to fall off by himself. It was self-protection for the survival of the fittest. It did not cause much harm to the mother. It would not be a problem to take good care of her for a year or two before she was pregnant.
This is undoubtedly a teasing of gamblers, and it doesn't matter if you take a gamble.
And the gambling book has never stopped once, so it must be that it is only when you see the coffin that you are willing to cry.
Xu Anqi became pregnant again after half a year, but she still didn't last three months and had another miscarriage again. After being pregnant again a year later, she still had habitual miscarriage.
Others were studying and dating in college, but Xu Anqi kept trying to have children, just like an addicted gambler, losing everything and gambled with her life.
Xu Zhuoran started to have the idea of betting. When Xu Anqi had a second miscarriage, he no longer had a luxury. He was almost desperate when he was the third time.
Such a slip of the fetus is not Xu Anqi's physical condition, but the fragility of the living body itself!
The same is father's sperm and mother's blood, but they cannot be trustworthy. What else can this be done if it is God's will?
Such a blow is not bad for Xu Zhuoran. The most direct manifestation is that his sexual desire has been affected. Every time he sees Xu Anqi's expression eager to ejaculate and his dull and endure appearance after losing his child, he will not be able to control his weakness.
This is not a question of who is right or wrong, nor is it a question of whether to work hard or not, but a tragic helplessness that has to accept one's fate!
He knew N types of contraceptive methods, and there were many ways to have sex without having children, but Xu Anqi was stubborn and wanted only one child. The more he couldn't get it, the more he wanted it!
He even thought about giving her an IVF baby, but she cried and refused, saying that she didn't believe that the child that others put in her belly was his seed, so she asked him to ejaculate into her uterus every night, and asked him to block and not move!
Before such a request was entangled with the matter of whether to have a child or not, Xu Zhuoran was so willing to accept it, but now he just wants to escape!
He didn't want her to experience the empty joy of catching water from a bamboo basket. The double blow of her body and soul made Xu Anqi's withered eyes visible to her naked eyes. Her flower-like smile was no longer rosy, and her shiny eyes became dull.
Xu Zhuoran knew that if this continues, Xu Anqi would lose everything, including her right to be a woman. Her endometrium will fall off repeatedly and abnormally. If she doesn't repair it properly, she will soon be unable to be protected.
He regretted falling into such a situation with Xu Anqi. The only thing he could do now is to avoid her, give her time to repair her body, and give her space to find herself back
He sent Xu Anqi to a villa on the mountain and sent the best nutritionist and psychologist to accompany her. In fact, he treated her like a mental patient.
However, Xu Anqi knew her condition better than anyone else. She was just not convinced. Why couldn't she get pregnant?
The first time she had a miscarriage was because she was pregnant with her, and she had sex with Xu Zhuoran several times. The second time she accidentally braked too quickly and used too much force. The third time she was the most unfair. She put one leg on the sofa and sneezed on the ground, and her body was dying...
In short, there will be an accident every time, so she promises not to even get out of bed for the fourth time!
But Xu Zhuoran was obviously unwilling to let her get pregnant again. He wanted to wear a condom and she could break it. If he wanted to ejaculate elsewhere, she would cry and beg him to rub him into the cum, but now he deliberately avoided her and asked her to do what to do?
Xu Anqi also knew that she was too anxious. She really needed time to recuperate. She wanted to act again when Xu Zhuoran relaxed his guard.
So, after half a year of isolated life, Xu Anqi announced that she was fine
She told Xu Zhuoran that she was thinking about it, and she didn't want to force it. She wanted to live a good life with him.
Seeing that her complexion improved a lot and her spirits were much more relaxed, Xu Zhuoran agreed to move back to her previous apartment to live with him.
In order to show each other's sincerity that night, they negotiated seriously before going to bed.
The result of the negotiation is that contraception is the top priority, and you will not ejaculate unless you have a safe period!
Xu Anqi said she was in the safe period, but Xu Zhuoran did not dare to act rashly and insisted on ejaculating into her tight back door.
Three days later, Xu Anqi's aunt came to visit, which made Xu Zhuoran relax and waited for her, and went on a business trip with a rolling lust. He calculated the days and waited until he escaped his aunt and then came back to do a good job.
But what he didn't know was that Xu Anqi's aunt was artificial, and it was the bags of fresh blood she asked Tang Hailin to go to the hospital blood bank. How could she have deceived Xu Zhuoran?
Miss Tang Hailin, she is willing to do anything that can cause trouble for Xu Zhuoran, so she does not hesitate to use Tang Haitao's relationship to get 400CC blood type A. Even the blood type is matched with Xu Anqi. I don't believe him, Xu Zhuoran is not fooled.
She couldn't see Xu Anqi's miserable look that Xu Zhuoran was bullied by Xu Zhuoran, so she agreed to help. Of course, she didn't know that Xu Anqi was lying to Xu Zhuoran to relax her vigilance and go to bed, rather than lying to do not want to sleep with him uncontrollably as she said.
Whether it is one or two, Xu Anqi's cheating was successful.
She coaxed Xu Zhuoran to ejaculate in her uterus during ovulation for 5 consecutive days. In order not to make him suspicious, he tried all his tricks to make Xu Zhuoran quickly harden after ejaculation, so that he could block the semen just now for another round.
Xu Zhuoran was also drunk when he thought about her. He was far less controlful than her body. Once he went in, he would be too selfless.
Looking at Xu Anqi, who was beginning to turn red under her, his only rationality was scolding him for being useless. After healed, his scars forgot to hurt!
But he was just a few words of cursing. After her twitch stopped, he started charging again.
The sound calls her baby's heart and strives to penetrate her. Xu Zhuoran's heart is filled with unspeakable taste.
He couldn't quit his possessiveness in Xu Anqi's body, so he could only slap his body. The crazy indulgences these days made him determined to have surgery. He wanted to exchange his body's incompleteness for her stability
He really loves her so he doesn't want her to feel hurt, so he wants to feel for her, but Xu Anqi's stubbornness made him feel that it hurts how to pronounce it!
He and she were destined to be together in this situation. How could the stolen love bear fruit?
Sometimes he really wanted to let all this go back to the beginning. He never got involved with her and asked her to give birth to the child she wanted with!
But as soon as he got involved in her body, he wanted to ruin her, so that she could no longer think about that damn child!
That's right, it's true, not only their children, but also him and her!
This should be the punishment of challenging taboos and ignoring human ethics?
He is willing to bear it!
Xu Zhuoran realized that this was a punishment, but he did not realize that the punishment was still behind. Xu Anqi disappeared after stealing pregnancy. She was afraid that Xu Zhuoran would take her to have an abortion, because the doctor said that the more dangerous the month of pregnancy, she wanted to defend the child to the death, so she hid and she wanted to give birth to the child with her tenacity!
What’s funny is that she was too naive. It’s not that she could save the child if she was strong enough, but that their children were so fragile that they couldn’t survive!
With the help of Tang Haitao, Xu Anqi lived in a nearby town. She knew that it was easy for Xu Zhuoran to find her, but she was not sure whether he would come to see her. She knew that he couldn't bear to see her uncomfortable. She also knew that this child would be the key to maintaining their relationship. If she could give birth to a healthy child, all the problems would no longer exist and they would definitely live happily together!
But if not, she might lose it with Xu Zhuoran, because what Xu Zhuoran couldn't stand the most was her deception, and of course she also ran away.
But if there is a child to support her, she may still be forgiven by Xu Zhuoran
So she stole the child with her desperate bets, but what went against her wish was that she still couldn't save the child.
She overcomes the difficulties and survives the most difficult first three months, but during the routine examination of 6 months, she found out that the child was abnormal, very serious abnormality, spinal cracks, and the most hopeless deformity!
The hospital wanted her to stay for surgery at that time. They needed such a deformed fetus as a specimen. Of course, they were not so cruel that they told the mother directly that the truth was, so they asked her if her family had arrived. She answered decisively, and the doctor refused to tell her the situation. She only said that further examination was needed to let her contact her family as soon as possible.
Even if Xu Anqi is not sensitive, she can't notice the serious problem. The first thing she is to bear was fear. She only had the nanny that Tang Haitao hired for her. No one could discuss it. She hurriedly escaped from the hospital based on fear. When she left the hospital gate, she was hit by an ambulance that rushed into the door.
There are many eyeliners around her, including Xu Zhuoran and Tang Haitao. However, when Xu Zhuoran, who was beyond the reach, rushed over, Xu Anqi had already undergone surgery in the ward. Not only did she lose the child, but she also had the right to be a woman. Her uterus was removed.
She forced Tang Haitao not to tell Xu Zhuoran, she could only say that the child was not preserved.
Tang Haitao also agreed to play a show with her for Xu Zhuoran, but the condition was that she had to be well
When Xu Zhuoran stepped into the ward, Tang Haitao punched Xu Zhuoran with his greatest strength, and then asked him to get out, saying that Xu Anqi had taken over and he could not watch her ruined in his hands.
Xu Zhuoran said nothing and didn't even look at the person who was trying to do it. He just wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and asked Xu Anqi with his eyes, "Is this what you mean or what he meant?"
Xu Anqi nodded with tears in her eyes, and Xu Zhuoran turned around and left, but he thought that this trip would last for another three years without meeting!
If Xu Anqi had not left and there was no such damn fault between them, they might have lived happily until they were old.
But she left, came back, and then everything was out of control
He underestimated her lethality to himself
He admitted that if he was in love, he would lose his heart, and if he was indifferent, he would lose his ability to control. He had too much power towards Xu Anqi
He also knew it would be stupid to tie her up with a child, but even more stupid is that he was willing to try
He knew that Xu Anqi had realized that the two years she left was the most difficult scar between them. He could cooperate tacitly and never mention it, or tolerate his greed for her body, but he could not ignore the existence of the scar.
She really wanted to make up for it, so he induced her to use the most primitive method to show her determination to love him
Xu Anqi became pregnant shortly after the start of her sophomore year. She also vaguely knew that this was Xu Zhuoran's step-by-step plan, and she was happy to accept it.
If a child can be used to give them a reassurance, then she is willing, as long as he is willing, she is willing to give birth to him all the time
But what kind of child will give birth to such a blood relationship? The definition of medicine is ambiguous. There is another saying in biology that the better the better, the worse the worse. Examples are all of these animals. There is a gene that has a beautiful and strong combination of good genes in a litter of cubs, and there is one that has the inferiority to the four different types of people.
However, there is no clear probability that the superposition of the same gene in single-child animals will be more advantageous or worse.
Simply put, it is a big fortune, and what it is to encounter!
How can such an unreliable probability not make people feel worried?
Xu Anqi checked all kinds of records about inbreeding, but the more she looked, the more she became more and more afraid she became.
A healthy child may not be rare, but it is rare for chromosomes with the same gene to bind together without mutation!
Moreover, the unhealthy standard is not just about disability, but also the possibility of mentally retarded deformity is also extremely high.
This made Xu Anqi more and more afraid that the child in her belly was a monster
How could Xu Zhuoran not see her panic? It’s just that no matter how developed modern medicine is, it cannot diagnose the health of a human germ. All examinations will take three months before they can be started. This means that Xu Anqi may experience a miscarriage.
Although Xu Anqi doesn't know what the cost of miscarriage is, she is willing to gamble with Xu Zhuoran.
But they forgot to bet on luck, and good luck often goes against obsession
Sure enough, Xu Anqi had a miscarriage after three months. The doctor's diagnosis was that the embryo was not fully developed and he chose to fall off by himself. It was self-protection for the survival of the fittest. It did not cause much harm to the mother. It would not be a problem to take good care of her for a year or two before she was pregnant.
This is undoubtedly a teasing of gamblers, and it doesn't matter if you take a gamble.
And the gambling book has never stopped once, so it must be that it is only when you see the coffin that you are willing to cry.
Xu Anqi became pregnant again after half a year, but she still didn't last three months and had another miscarriage again. After being pregnant again a year later, she still had habitual miscarriage.
Others were studying and dating in college, but Xu Anqi kept trying to have children, just like an addicted gambler, losing everything and gambled with her life.
Xu Zhuoran started to have the idea of betting. When Xu Anqi had a second miscarriage, he no longer had a luxury. He was almost desperate when he was the third time.
Such a slip of the fetus is not Xu Anqi's physical condition, but the fragility of the living body itself!
The same is father's sperm and mother's blood, but they cannot be trustworthy. What else can this be done if it is God's will?
Such a blow is not bad for Xu Zhuoran. The most direct manifestation is that his sexual desire has been affected. Every time he sees Xu Anqi's expression eager to ejaculate and his dull and endure appearance after losing his child, he will not be able to control his weakness.
This is not a question of who is right or wrong, nor is it a question of whether to work hard or not, but a tragic helplessness that has to accept one's fate!
He knew N types of contraceptive methods, and there were many ways to have sex without having children, but Xu Anqi was stubborn and wanted only one child. The more he couldn't get it, the more he wanted it!
He even thought about giving her an IVF baby, but she cried and refused, saying that she didn't believe that the child that others put in her belly was his seed, so she asked him to ejaculate into her uterus every night, and asked him to block and not move!
Before such a request was entangled with the matter of whether to have a child or not, Xu Zhuoran was so willing to accept it, but now he just wants to escape!
He didn't want her to experience the empty joy of catching water from a bamboo basket. The double blow of her body and soul made Xu Anqi's withered eyes visible to her naked eyes. Her flower-like smile was no longer rosy, and her shiny eyes became dull.
Xu Zhuoran knew that if this continues, Xu Anqi would lose everything, including her right to be a woman. Her endometrium will fall off repeatedly and abnormally. If she doesn't repair it properly, she will soon be unable to be protected.
He regretted falling into such a situation with Xu Anqi. The only thing he could do now is to avoid her, give her time to repair her body, and give her space to find herself back
He sent Xu Anqi to a villa on the mountain and sent the best nutritionist and psychologist to accompany her. In fact, he treated her like a mental patient.
However, Xu Anqi knew her condition better than anyone else. She was just not convinced. Why couldn't she get pregnant?
The first time she had a miscarriage was because she was pregnant with her, and she had sex with Xu Zhuoran several times. The second time she accidentally braked too quickly and used too much force. The third time she was the most unfair. She put one leg on the sofa and sneezed on the ground, and her body was dying...
In short, there will be an accident every time, so she promises not to even get out of bed for the fourth time!
But Xu Zhuoran was obviously unwilling to let her get pregnant again. He wanted to wear a condom and she could break it. If he wanted to ejaculate elsewhere, she would cry and beg him to rub him into the cum, but now he deliberately avoided her and asked her to do what to do?
Xu Anqi also knew that she was too anxious. She really needed time to recuperate. She wanted to act again when Xu Zhuoran relaxed his guard.
So, after half a year of isolated life, Xu Anqi announced that she was fine
She told Xu Zhuoran that she was thinking about it, and she didn't want to force it. She wanted to live a good life with him.
Seeing that her complexion improved a lot and her spirits were much more relaxed, Xu Zhuoran agreed to move back to her previous apartment to live with him.
In order to show each other's sincerity that night, they negotiated seriously before going to bed.
The result of the negotiation is that contraception is the top priority, and you will not ejaculate unless you have a safe period!
Xu Anqi said she was in the safe period, but Xu Zhuoran did not dare to act rashly and insisted on ejaculating into her tight back door.
Three days later, Xu Anqi's aunt came to visit, which made Xu Zhuoran relax and waited for her, and went on a business trip with a rolling lust. He calculated the days and waited until he escaped his aunt and then came back to do a good job.
But what he didn't know was that Xu Anqi's aunt was artificial, and it was the bags of fresh blood she asked Tang Hailin to go to the hospital blood bank. How could she have deceived Xu Zhuoran?
Miss Tang Hailin, she is willing to do anything that can cause trouble for Xu Zhuoran, so she does not hesitate to use Tang Haitao's relationship to get 400CC blood type A. Even the blood type is matched with Xu Anqi. I don't believe him, Xu Zhuoran is not fooled.
She couldn't see Xu Anqi's miserable look that Xu Zhuoran was bullied by Xu Zhuoran, so she agreed to help. Of course, she didn't know that Xu Anqi was lying to Xu Zhuoran to relax her vigilance and go to bed, rather than lying to do not want to sleep with him uncontrollably as she said.
Whether it is one or two, Xu Anqi's cheating was successful.
She coaxed Xu Zhuoran to ejaculate in her uterus during ovulation for 5 consecutive days. In order not to make him suspicious, he tried all his tricks to make Xu Zhuoran quickly harden after ejaculation, so that he could block the semen just now for another round.
Xu Zhuoran was also drunk when he thought about her. He was far less controlful than her body. Once he went in, he would be too selfless.
Looking at Xu Anqi, who was beginning to turn red under her, his only rationality was scolding him for being useless. After healed, his scars forgot to hurt!
But he was just a few words of cursing. After her twitch stopped, he started charging again.
The sound calls her baby's heart and strives to penetrate her. Xu Zhuoran's heart is filled with unspeakable taste.
He couldn't quit his possessiveness in Xu Anqi's body, so he could only slap his body. The crazy indulgences these days made him determined to have surgery. He wanted to exchange his body's incompleteness for her stability
He really loves her so he doesn't want her to feel hurt, so he wants to feel for her, but Xu Anqi's stubbornness made him feel that it hurts how to pronounce it!
He and she were destined to be together in this situation. How could the stolen love bear fruit?
Sometimes he really wanted to let all this go back to the beginning. He never got involved with her and asked her to give birth to the child she wanted with!
But as soon as he got involved in her body, he wanted to ruin her, so that she could no longer think about that damn child!
That's right, it's true, not only their children, but also him and her!
This should be the punishment of challenging taboos and ignoring human ethics?
He is willing to bear it!
Xu Zhuoran realized that this was a punishment, but he did not realize that the punishment was still behind. Xu Anqi disappeared after stealing pregnancy. She was afraid that Xu Zhuoran would take her to have an abortion, because the doctor said that the more dangerous the month of pregnancy, she wanted to defend the child to the death, so she hid and she wanted to give birth to the child with her tenacity!
What’s funny is that she was too naive. It’s not that she could save the child if she was strong enough, but that their children were so fragile that they couldn’t survive!
With the help of Tang Haitao, Xu Anqi lived in a nearby town. She knew that it was easy for Xu Zhuoran to find her, but she was not sure whether he would come to see her. She knew that he couldn't bear to see her uncomfortable. She also knew that this child would be the key to maintaining their relationship. If she could give birth to a healthy child, all the problems would no longer exist and they would definitely live happily together!
But if not, she might lose it with Xu Zhuoran, because what Xu Zhuoran couldn't stand the most was her deception, and of course she also ran away.
But if there is a child to support her, she may still be forgiven by Xu Zhuoran
So she stole the child with her desperate bets, but what went against her wish was that she still couldn't save the child.
She overcomes the difficulties and survives the most difficult first three months, but during the routine examination of 6 months, she found out that the child was abnormal, very serious abnormality, spinal cracks, and the most hopeless deformity!
The hospital wanted her to stay for surgery at that time. They needed such a deformed fetus as a specimen. Of course, they were not so cruel that they told the mother directly that the truth was, so they asked her if her family had arrived. She answered decisively, and the doctor refused to tell her the situation. She only said that further examination was needed to let her contact her family as soon as possible.
Even if Xu Anqi is not sensitive, she can't notice the serious problem. The first thing she is to bear was fear. She only had the nanny that Tang Haitao hired for her. No one could discuss it. She hurriedly escaped from the hospital based on fear. When she left the hospital gate, she was hit by an ambulance that rushed into the door.
There are many eyeliners around her, including Xu Zhuoran and Tang Haitao. However, when Xu Zhuoran, who was beyond the reach, rushed over, Xu Anqi had already undergone surgery in the ward. Not only did she lose the child, but she also had the right to be a woman. Her uterus was removed.
She forced Tang Haitao not to tell Xu Zhuoran, she could only say that the child was not preserved.
Tang Haitao also agreed to play a show with her for Xu Zhuoran, but the condition was that she had to be well
When Xu Zhuoran stepped into the ward, Tang Haitao punched Xu Zhuoran with his greatest strength, and then asked him to get out, saying that Xu Anqi had taken over and he could not watch her ruined in his hands.
Xu Zhuoran said nothing and didn't even look at the person who was trying to do it. He just wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth and asked Xu Anqi with his eyes, "Is this what you mean or what he meant?"
Xu Anqi nodded with tears in her eyes, and Xu Zhuoran turned around and left, but he thought that this trip would last for another three years without meeting!