The sky gradually slashed the earth and became dark!
When the last ray of sunlight was also engulfed by the horizon, he appeared
It's you?
Once upon a time, whenever he appeared in front of me, he always brought me endless pain, the kind of pain that seemed to immerse a human soul in strong sour every time it made me feel uneasy
I have seen his face clearly. He looks exactly the same as me. He is my inner demon.
Now, he appeared again, standing by the dug hole, looking at me coldly, and I also looked at him calmly.
No pain, no sorrow, no feeling of depression in the past that I could vent my stomach
There was nothing, we were just looking at each other silently
Watch, watch, until the sky turns white again
When the first ray of sunlight in the morning hit my eyes, which stimulated me to squint my eyes instinctively, he suddenly turned around and began to go down the mountain, as he looked at me.
Am I still alive?
In addition to surprise, I jumped out of the pit, but unexpectedly found that my physical condition was unexpectedly good: the corpse spots on my hand were missing, and the two extreme forces in my body were flowing peacefully with each other, and my physical condition was so good that I couldn't be better.
Hello?
I looked up, looked at him, shouted at him, trying to say something to him, but he ignored me and just kept his head down the mountain
Wait a minute!
I was shouting behind me and chasing. No matter how I accelerated, the distance between me and him could not be shortened.
He went down the mountain, walked through the field, and walked forward. I was not far or near behind, and I could never shorten the distance and chased me around a mountain village.
This is the village I am very familiar with, the village I once wanted to live in seclusion with Anda and Sheila.
Daxiu!
What surprised me the most was that at the entrance of the village, I actually saw Princess Ruyue
She stood at the entrance of the village with her big belly, her right hand was stroking her lower abdomen, her left hand was raised, and her face was filled with a gentle smile that I had never seen before, calling him over
He walked to Ruyue and gently hugged her shoulders, his movements seemed to be gently caressing a delicate porcelain
You are almost born, so don’t run around!
When he whispered to Ruyue and asked about her well-being, I watched from the side, like outsiders, no one noticed my existence
Immediately afterwards, more familiar faces appeared, including the adoptive father, Anda, Sheila, Sister Melia, Little Princess, Rosa, Xuezhi and many others, whether they were dead or alive, all the people I loved were here, standing at the entrance of the village, warmly welcomed the man's return, surrounding him, and laughing loudly, everyone's face was very happy, everyone's face was very happy
I looked at all this quietly, and tears fell again ticklingly.
I understand, I finally understand, it turns out that the inner demon who has been tortured me to death for the past twenty years is not a inner demon.
In fact, his true face is the love in my heart, my yearning for those beautiful things, and the thing I abandoned after knowing the truth that day. He is the goodness in my heart!
And I am the monster made up of hatred, resentment, and fear of facing my true self, and fear of admitting my wrong cowardice!
He is not an inner demon, I am the real inner demon, and the real inner demon is actually me!
I really shouldn't be here!
I figured it out, understood, and let it go!
I smiled sadly and decided to leave here
The laughter here is so beautiful and harsh. My filthy existence should not continue to stay here to pollute the world.
I turned around and wanted to leave silently, but suddenly a hand was put on my shoulder. I knew it was his hand.
I turned my head and wanted to say something to him. I was about to say something, but I was surprised to find that I was surrounded by these loved ones, and he was gone. Sheila, Anda, Ruyue, surrounded by the faces of the people I once loved...
The nightmare that tortured me for twenty years is over!!
With a dream of happiness, I woke up
It's dawn, no, now is the real dawn
When I opened my eyes and rubbed my loose eyelids, a few birds sang and flapped their wings and flew out from me. At the same time, there were several hot excrement left, which sprinkled me all over.
I raised my right hand, and stroked the tip of my index finger on the back of my left hand, pulling out an old wound, and blood flowed out immediately.
In the past, such scars would heal themselves quickly in an instant, but now his healing speed has been many times slower
It has completely disappeared!
The gift that Sheila left to me, the final reply magic that had protected me for twenty years, has completely disappeared at this time
Although this power forced me to live shamelessly for twenty years, she was the gift Sheila left to me, something that proved that she had existed
Now that he has disappeared, the feeling of loss still makes me feel extremely uncomfortable
Forget it, what should be lost will always be lost. It is better to return to the dust if you have withered flowers!
Some messages slowly poured out from my chest like fermentation and began to fill my brain. They were the memories of the great demon Lucifer during his lifetime.
The message he hid in his heart began to open to me after I unlocked the Gas lock
So that's the truth...
The secret I had been looking forward to for a long time was finally revealed. The truth surprised me, but I didn't feel the urgency of holding her in my arms immediately.
Because I know that I owed too much debts in the past, and I have more important things to do
I decided to go back immediately and do something that must be done, but before that, I have to say goodbye to my daughter and grandson first
When I returned to the village, it caused a small commotion.
Soon I discovered the cause of the commotion in the strange eyes of everyone: my waist-length white hair had completely returned to its black shiny.
My return surprised my daughter and Little Wright. From my daughter's satisfied smile, I knew I didn't need to explain too much
I stayed here for two more days, and during this period, I met Little Witt's father, a simple and reliable young man
I heard that I am his wife's father who has been separated for many years. He is very enthusiastic about me. I feel relieved that my daughter can marry him.
In order not to affect their lives, I concealed my true identity
My daughter and son-in-law went to worship the graves of Alisha and her husband. They were wrapped in the hill behind the small mountain village. An ordinary piece of loess and a stone tablet buried the only one-night stand with me.
When I left this small mountain village, I cut off the scary hair, buried the nightmare of the past twenty years in this mountain village, and then returned to Berdah
When the last ray of sunlight was also engulfed by the horizon, he appeared
It's you?
Once upon a time, whenever he appeared in front of me, he always brought me endless pain, the kind of pain that seemed to immerse a human soul in strong sour every time it made me feel uneasy
I have seen his face clearly. He looks exactly the same as me. He is my inner demon.
Now, he appeared again, standing by the dug hole, looking at me coldly, and I also looked at him calmly.
No pain, no sorrow, no feeling of depression in the past that I could vent my stomach
There was nothing, we were just looking at each other silently
Watch, watch, until the sky turns white again
When the first ray of sunlight in the morning hit my eyes, which stimulated me to squint my eyes instinctively, he suddenly turned around and began to go down the mountain, as he looked at me.
Am I still alive?
In addition to surprise, I jumped out of the pit, but unexpectedly found that my physical condition was unexpectedly good: the corpse spots on my hand were missing, and the two extreme forces in my body were flowing peacefully with each other, and my physical condition was so good that I couldn't be better.
Hello?
I looked up, looked at him, shouted at him, trying to say something to him, but he ignored me and just kept his head down the mountain
Wait a minute!
I was shouting behind me and chasing. No matter how I accelerated, the distance between me and him could not be shortened.
He went down the mountain, walked through the field, and walked forward. I was not far or near behind, and I could never shorten the distance and chased me around a mountain village.
This is the village I am very familiar with, the village I once wanted to live in seclusion with Anda and Sheila.
Daxiu!
What surprised me the most was that at the entrance of the village, I actually saw Princess Ruyue
She stood at the entrance of the village with her big belly, her right hand was stroking her lower abdomen, her left hand was raised, and her face was filled with a gentle smile that I had never seen before, calling him over
He walked to Ruyue and gently hugged her shoulders, his movements seemed to be gently caressing a delicate porcelain
You are almost born, so don’t run around!
When he whispered to Ruyue and asked about her well-being, I watched from the side, like outsiders, no one noticed my existence
Immediately afterwards, more familiar faces appeared, including the adoptive father, Anda, Sheila, Sister Melia, Little Princess, Rosa, Xuezhi and many others, whether they were dead or alive, all the people I loved were here, standing at the entrance of the village, warmly welcomed the man's return, surrounding him, and laughing loudly, everyone's face was very happy, everyone's face was very happy
I looked at all this quietly, and tears fell again ticklingly.
I understand, I finally understand, it turns out that the inner demon who has been tortured me to death for the past twenty years is not a inner demon.
In fact, his true face is the love in my heart, my yearning for those beautiful things, and the thing I abandoned after knowing the truth that day. He is the goodness in my heart!
And I am the monster made up of hatred, resentment, and fear of facing my true self, and fear of admitting my wrong cowardice!
He is not an inner demon, I am the real inner demon, and the real inner demon is actually me!
I really shouldn't be here!
I figured it out, understood, and let it go!
I smiled sadly and decided to leave here
The laughter here is so beautiful and harsh. My filthy existence should not continue to stay here to pollute the world.
I turned around and wanted to leave silently, but suddenly a hand was put on my shoulder. I knew it was his hand.
I turned my head and wanted to say something to him. I was about to say something, but I was surprised to find that I was surrounded by these loved ones, and he was gone. Sheila, Anda, Ruyue, surrounded by the faces of the people I once loved...
The nightmare that tortured me for twenty years is over!!
With a dream of happiness, I woke up
It's dawn, no, now is the real dawn
When I opened my eyes and rubbed my loose eyelids, a few birds sang and flapped their wings and flew out from me. At the same time, there were several hot excrement left, which sprinkled me all over.
I raised my right hand, and stroked the tip of my index finger on the back of my left hand, pulling out an old wound, and blood flowed out immediately.
In the past, such scars would heal themselves quickly in an instant, but now his healing speed has been many times slower
It has completely disappeared!
The gift that Sheila left to me, the final reply magic that had protected me for twenty years, has completely disappeared at this time
Although this power forced me to live shamelessly for twenty years, she was the gift Sheila left to me, something that proved that she had existed
Now that he has disappeared, the feeling of loss still makes me feel extremely uncomfortable
Forget it, what should be lost will always be lost. It is better to return to the dust if you have withered flowers!
Some messages slowly poured out from my chest like fermentation and began to fill my brain. They were the memories of the great demon Lucifer during his lifetime.
The message he hid in his heart began to open to me after I unlocked the Gas lock
So that's the truth...
The secret I had been looking forward to for a long time was finally revealed. The truth surprised me, but I didn't feel the urgency of holding her in my arms immediately.
Because I know that I owed too much debts in the past, and I have more important things to do
I decided to go back immediately and do something that must be done, but before that, I have to say goodbye to my daughter and grandson first
When I returned to the village, it caused a small commotion.
Soon I discovered the cause of the commotion in the strange eyes of everyone: my waist-length white hair had completely returned to its black shiny.
My return surprised my daughter and Little Wright. From my daughter's satisfied smile, I knew I didn't need to explain too much
I stayed here for two more days, and during this period, I met Little Witt's father, a simple and reliable young man
I heard that I am his wife's father who has been separated for many years. He is very enthusiastic about me. I feel relieved that my daughter can marry him.
In order not to affect their lives, I concealed my true identity
My daughter and son-in-law went to worship the graves of Alisha and her husband. They were wrapped in the hill behind the small mountain village. An ordinary piece of loess and a stone tablet buried the only one-night stand with me.
When I left this small mountain village, I cut off the scary hair, buried the nightmare of the past twenty years in this mountain village, and then returned to Berdah