Chapter 10 Regret and Decision

Last time I just said that my sister was touched by me and went out to pour the bath water. I took off all my clothes and lay on the bed. At that time, my mind was full of the scene where my sister was touched by me just now. I don’t know what I want to do to my sister next. I just felt impulsive. I don’t want to end like that.

So I was hard on my lower body. My little brother held the sky high at 90 degrees and watched the TV. He was very excited to wait for my sister. My grandmother and the others slept very early, not afraid of waking them up. After a while, my sister came in. As soon as she came in, she saw me naked little brother, blushing. She seemed to know that what happened just now was not over. She glared at me, walked to the foot of the bed and sat down and watched the TV. My sister pretended to me. I first closed the door, then sat behind my sister, stretched out her hands and hugged her sister. My sister nodded, leaned in my arms without any resistance. I hugged my sister, put my hands into my sister's clothes, rubbing my sister's belly. Although my sister was facing the TV, her eyes were blurred. I gently stroked her hands slowly and slowly walked up the two fruits.

My sister moaned softly, lowered her head and looked at my hand that was causing trouble. I felt not happy enough. The other hand grabbed the hem of my sister's clothes and lifted it up. My sister did not stop me, but cooperated with me to take off her clothes. Finally, my sister was naked and her lower body was paired with underwear. I hugged her left and right, shaking the white rabbit, pinching her nipples and gently kneading her. My sister was soft after a while.

I almost carried my sister to the bed and let her lie flat on the bed. I turned over and knelt on my sister, with both hands on both sides of my sister's hands. I stared at my sister's body. My sister looked at me with a red face. My sister was about to say something, so I kissed her between my sister's two jade rabbits. My sister called out, I ignored her, and touched her chest with both hands, rubbed and kissed her, and then took the right nipples in my mouth. Now my sister couldn't bear it anymore, and her body trembled. She didn't say anything, and she didn't stop me. I knew my sister should be very comfortable, so she started to work hard, sucking her constantly, and she used her tongue to tease her hard nipples from time to time, and even bit her teeth gently with her teeth.

I did this for a while, my sister was already blushing, and a layer of sweat oozed out of her body, and her whole body became hot. I thought it was time. My mouth left her nipples and started licking down. My sister's belly was squinting before. She said it was very sensitive. When I kissed my sister, my sister couldn't bear it anymore. She grabbed my head and pulled my hair up. I didn't stop because I knew my sister was very comfortable. I grabbed my chest with both hands and kneaded hard. I kept kissing my sister's belly and squinted. Finally, it felt almost done. So I raised my head and looked at my sister and found that my sister was breathing heavily. I looked down at my sister's underwear. I didn't know if my sister would be willing to let me take off her underwear. I really wanted to see what my sister looked like under her.

In the end, before I could ask my sister, my hands were inserted directly under my butt, and my body pressed forward on my sister's body, kissed my sister's neck, and kept kneading my sister's round and tender butt. My sister held my back with both hands. At this time, I secretly hooked my sister's underwear with my fingers and gently pulled it down. My sister noticed immediately. She grabbed my hand and looked at my sister's eyes eagerly. My sister didn't dare to look at me. After a while, my sister let go of her hand, and I immediately pulled down her underwear. At this time, I stood up straight and gently spread my sister's legs apart. Finally, I saw the scenery in my sister's black forest.

My sister's labia majora are similar to my mother's color, dark brown, but they look very tight. I knew no one had visited me at a glance. I felt that my nose bleeding was about to stay. I looked up at my sister. My sister closed her eyes at this time, and her body seemed to be trembling slightly. I was shaking too. I stretched out my trembling hand and gently stroked my sister's mons pubic, pressed against my sister's pubic hair, gently stroked her. Then I pulled my hand down and touched my sister's labia. My sister shook, grabbed my hand, opened her eyes and looked at me. I didn't continue to touch, just looked at my sister.

My sister looked at me and said softly: Xiaoyu, is it almost done?

At that time, I didn't know if I really wanted to continue. My mind was also dizzy, but when I heard my sister stop me, I thought it would be better to listen to my sister, but I didn't want to be done like this. I lay next to my sister and told her softly in my ear that I felt so uncomfortable. Before my sister could respond, I put my sister holding my hand and putting it on my little brother. My sister shook it, but she didn't avoid it.

I felt that there was a chance, so I put my sister's hand in a ring shape and put it on the stick-like shape of my unreasonable force. Then I held my sister's hand and started to stroke it. My other hand held my sister's breasts close to me, and my mouth was not idle either. I kissed the top of the other side and put half of my head on it.

My sister didn't push me away, and my hand didn't let go. I let go of the hand that was holding my sister. Sure enough, my sister still didn't let go, but she didn't move. Seeing this, I let go of my mouth and looked at my sister and said softly, "I feel uncomfortable, please help me."

After hearing this, my sister blushed, but after hearing what I said, she started to stroke me. There was a burst of comfort from my lower body. I returned my sister to continue to suck her mouth. The empty hand was a big white rabbit, constantly stimulating them, constantly touching, rubbing and pinching, and my sister also helped me stroke faster and faster. I thought if I touched my sister's bottom at that time, I would definitely find that the bottom was definitely wet.

Finally, under the gentle and rapid stroke of my sister's little hand, I couldn't help but ejaculate, and sprayed it on my sister's hand, belly, and my sister's black pubic hair. I originally arched my body and leaned against my sister. After ejaculation, I suddenly lost my strength, but I couldn't press on my sister, so I turned to my sister's left, and my head was only resting under my sister's chest. I squinted my eyes and looked at the white objects I ejaculated on my sister's pubic hair. I smelled the smell in the air, and felt very warm and comfortable. I fell asleep as soon as my head tilted.

I woke up shortly after sleeping for a long time. When I woke up, I found my sister sitting beside me. She seemed to be crying. I could hear my sister choking sound in a daze. My sister should have been cleaned up. The air was gone. The smell just now. My sister had put on her underwear, but I was still naked. I called my sister and she answered me. The voice seemed to be very low. I knew it was because we crossed the line just now. After all, this was the first time for the two of us that we had such an intimate contact. I was still confused and felt that I was a little too brave. After all, she was my sister

Almost all of them were sneaky before. Today, I did so boldly and did so many dirty things. If others knew about it, it would be great. I suddenly felt panic in my heart, and there was also the emptiness of some men after ejaculation. I knew that people ignored the consequences when they were desireful, and always regretted it afterwards. My sister was also driven by the atmosphere at that time. She loved me and loved me. The feeling of loving me made her unable to stop the behavior I did to her. She must have woken up and regretted it.

At that time, I didn't know what to say. Looking at my sister's helpless look, I suddenly felt disgusting. The ugly desire made me do evil to my sister. What's the use of rushing afterwards? What shocked me was that I saw my sister squatting there, regretting and crying, but showing her curves. My lower body showed signs of revival. At that time, I didn't know what was going on. I couldn't understand my appearance. Is my desire so strong?

At that time, I didn't know why I was like this, and I only understood it later. But at that time, I was really upset with myself. I pinched my penis hard, and the pain made it weak. When my sister saw me like this, she thought I was going to do something stupid. She immediately grabbed my hand and told me not to do something stupid. If I get hurt there, something will happen.

I didn't dare to look at my sister, but just lowered my head and said to my sister, I'm sorry...

My sister was silent for a while and said, it's okay

However, at that time my sister didn't say anything to me that I couldn't do anything like this in the future, and I just breathed a sigh of relief to get my sister's forgiveness. In fact, at that time I was just led by my own dissatisfaction. I didn't seriously think about the consequences of doing these things, nor did I think about what impact this kind of thing would have on the relationship between me and my sister. I used my sister's love for me to do something extraordinary to her.

But in fact, if I had thought about it carefully at that time, if my sister hadn't really indulged me and allowed me, these things wouldn't have happened from the beginning. Of course, my sister would have been very uneasy and hesitant, otherwise she wouldn't have cried. But sometimes, I would never know what I wanted in my heart. Even if I didn't say it or do it, I would never know, even if I used some extreme behavior.

But no matter what, after doing this today, I have not done anything beyond the relationship between my sister and sister for a long time. On the one hand, I am afraid that this behavior will hurt my sister, and on the other hand, I feel a little disgusted with myself, a disgusting feeling, and I feel that somewhere inside me is abnormal. This abnormal feeling often makes me feel panic

This is not the kind of guilty feeling, but an even more indescribable emotion. I can't curb this feeling, especially after I saw me crying, this feeling of being indifferent has become very clear, and it was caused by my deviant behavior, so I dare not tell anyone that my sister and mother didn't know it. In fact, from that time on, I gradually began to deviate from the path of normal people. I think I knew it in my heart at that time. I may be really abnormal. It doesn't seem to take any special courage to admit this, because it may be like this. What is important may be the cause of this situation, but since it has happened, the reason or something is no longer important.

The next day I got up very early, of course because I basically didn't sleep. I thought about it all night and felt that I could no longer do anything bad to my sister. My sister is now an important period of college. I can't let my sister be influenced by me. She is one of the few good colleges in our village. The whole family has great expectations for her.

I didn't wake up my sister, so I went out quietly. After eating the breakfast made by my grandmother, I ran out to play quietly. That day, I ran to the highest mountain in the village and wandered alone for a long time. When I returned to my grandmother's house, I was about to have lunch. When I came back, I saw my sister sitting on the table. My sister blushed when she saw me, but fortunately she didn't look particularly strange. That was because I knew it would be fine. I had to keep it like this in the future.

I called out my sister and sat down. When I was having a meal, my grandmother kept picking up food for me. My grandmother loved me very much. Maybe the family members were more or less guilty about me leaving them. I think my mother might be the most guilty of this. Of course, some things cannot be said, and time will always undermine everything.

When I was about to finish my meal, my grandmother's phone rang. It turned out that it was my mother calling. She said she would come tomorrow. I know that when my mother comes back, we usually live in another home of our house. I haven't been to that place for a long time. Maybe it's because I want to erase it in my memory. But what's very interesting about people is that their memories cannot be controlled. Sometimes I can't forget it, but sometimes I forget it in the blink of an eye.

On the phone, my mother told us to clean the place first and sleep there tomorrow. So after lunch, my sister and I brought a few cleaning tools to our home when we were young. I remember that there had never changed. The small pond behind the house is still there.

But after all, no one lived there for a long time, and there was dust everywhere. My sister and I cleaned it up for an afternoon before we could get it clean. I basically didn't talk to my sister in the afternoon, but I knew my sister was also taking care of me, so after cleaning, I talked to my sister and asked her if she was very tired. My sister seemed very happy to see that I was willing to talk to her, so she started chatting with me. She told me that she didn't want to come here very much, after all, some bad things happened here before.

I saw that my sister seemed very tired, so I walked over and pressed her shoulder. In fact, I didn't have any special thoughts at that time, because I had made up my mind to stop being ill of my sister, but my sister didn't seem to think so. She probably thought I wanted to do something to her again, so she hesitated for a while, but I didn't think so much. When I walked behind my sister, I started to press my shoulders. When my hand touched my sister, my sister shook, but at that time my sister did not stop me, but acquiesced my behavior. If I was smart enough at that time and had not made up that determination, I should be able to realize what the acquiesced here represents.

Of course I said before that, since then, I haven't done anything to my sister for a long time, so I really just massaged my sister for a while and stopped. After stopping, I asked my sister how she felt, was she still sour, etc. My sister didn't seem to expect me to stop like this, just nodded. I saw that the time was almost over, so I told my sister to go for dinner. My sister nodded and went back to my grandmother's house with me.

On the way back, my sister seemed to want to say something to me, but in the end I didn't say it. I just walked in front of my sister heartlessly. I felt that it was good just now and that I should have the respect for my younger brother. After all, I love my sister very much. I silently cursed myself in my heart that I had done bad things to my sister before. I felt that my whole body became clearer and my walking became much lighter. How could I think of what my sister who was walking behind me at that time was thinking?

Back at my grandmother's house, my sister and I were very tired. After dinner, we watched TV for a while and then went to bed. This time I slept far away from my sister. I consciously slept a little far away from my sister. My sister seemed to notice this. She didn't say anything, but just slept with her back to me.

When I was sleeping in a daze that night, I seemed to feel someone touching my face, but I didn't wake up, and I didn't know what my sister was doing when she touched my face. When I woke up the next day, I didn't ask my sister, and my sister just talked and laughed to me as usual. At that time, I thought that my sister should have known my thoughts. I breathed a sigh of relief and thought that she would be able to return to normal in the future, but that might be just my wishful thinking.

My mother arrived very early the next day. At that time, my mother would always spend half a month in the summer vacation. I should have said this before. Our hometown is cold in winter and cold in summer, which is a good place to escape the summer. Even now, we will stay in our hometown for a while in summer. That day, our family is having a happy life. When you grow up, you will find that fewer and fewer days will be like this.

That night we left my grandmother's house to spend the night at the place where my sister and I cleaned it. However, that night, because there were only two bedrooms in our house, I should have slept alone, but the bed in that room had not been cleaned and there was only one mat, so we were all on a mat that day, spread on the floor, and the electric fan hanging on the top was broken, so we could only ride the electric fan on the floor. Fortunately, the floor was cool enough, otherwise we wouldn't be able to sleep.

I slept next to me that night and my mother slept in the middle. This was something I consciously made. I wanted to stay away from my sister as much as possible. I was afraid that if I was close to my sister, I would be sperm and do something bad. But at that time I didn't realize a problem. In addition to my sister, there was a woman in our family, a woman who could really make me unable to curb my crazy thoughts. I realized this during this summer vacation.