Chapter 44

I walked around the maze-like corridor of the building, walked for a few minutes, and finally walked into the hall at the gate.

My mind was still blank, and my previous memory almost disappeared under extreme panic

What if I tell the truth at this moment?

It's very simple. Others will think I'm crazy because my testimony from all other witnesses is different. Everything that happened just now was my imagination after I went crazy.

Hou Shusheng hit Chen Guoxing with a rubber baton, and no drop of blood flowed out, whether it was human or physical evidence, it was impossible to prove that what happened just now had happened.

After a while, I even thought, those I just now weren't really fantasized about in extreme anger, right?

Yao Jinzi

I turned around and saw Xi Zhanyu in front of me, she was still wearing the gorgeous and sexy costume of the performance, her beautiful face was painted with peach blossom makeup, which was so beautiful that it was indescribable under the golden light.

Xi Zhanyu I walked over, feeling a little excited, and almost hugged her

She asked me: Are you okay?

I'm fine, I'm fine...what did those policemen do?

They recorded the audio for me and let me go

so

Is there anything?

Nothing, nothing, it's over, it's over

All over?

It's over, it's okay, it's okay

I sent Xi Zhanyu home. It was too late. Her companions all went to celebrate the celebration banquet again. She didn't have time to take off her makeup and change her clothes, so she had to walk with me on the street in ancient costume.

But there is no one on the street, it doesn't matter

We walked shoulder to shoulder. Sometimes I wanted to hold her hand, but after thinking about it, I felt it was not possible.

How should I face her?

Be friends with her?

That's self-deception

I like her. When I ran to save her, I immediately figured it out. I just like her. I already like her. It's already a fact.

So can I still pretend to be her friend? It is impossible. It is irresponsible to do things like this. This will hurt her and Shuang'er.

Now there is only one correct way, which is to cut off the relationship between me and her

Cut off with determination, do something responsible like a man

We walked on the street without saying a word. The moonlight was beautiful tonight, and there was some breeze and it was fragrant on Xi Zhanyu. I could smell it from time to time

She sweated a lot when she danced, and her body felt seductive.

My instinct wants to lick her whole body and suck every inch of her skin, but I am not an animal, I don’t act on instinct, I have reason, my reason tells me: Send Xi Zhanyu home, then tell her your thoughts calmly, then leave her, never see her again, return to Shuang'er, and let everything return to normal

I sent her downstairs in silence, and she said to me: Can you accompany me up there?

No, I shake my head, no

I want to accompany you

No

Am I beautiful?

Xi Zhanyu, I'm leaving

Am I very beautiful? I want to accompany you, accompany me, I'll give it to you

No, Xi Zhanyu, no

I'll give it to you, and then...you can forget tonight, it doesn't mean anything

No, Xi Zhanyu, no

I won't go to find you, I won't affect you, I won't tell others, I won't tell Hu Shuang'er, no one knows

Xi Zhanyu I looked at her and wanted to hug her: I can't do this, I shouldn't do this, I...

Are you planning to leave me?

I......, yes

You won't see me again in the future?

I'm sorry, I'm not good to us, I'm not good, I'm not good, you don't have to cherish me, nor do you have to think of me, you will soon see it, no one will come to harass you in the future, you can start over, the world is big, right?

I'm incoherent and don't know what to say

I understood, she said: Then, can I give it once in the end?

No, Xi Zhanyu, you are very good, but we can't do this

Can I kiss me one last time?

No

Really no, if I kissed, I would never let her go

Am I not pretty enough?

Xi Zhanyu, it's not this question, you know, you are very beautiful, you are as beautiful as a fairy now, but it's not this question, I already have Shuang'er, I'm sorry to her, I have many promises to her, I can't do something that I'm sorry for her, I'm not good, I'm really not good, you're just confused for a while, maybe you'll figure it out tomorrow morning, Yao Jinzi is not good at all

I like you

I know, but... maybe you won't like me tomorrow, I'm not worthy of your liking

It's better not to come tomorrow

We, we can only face it bravely. What will pass, what will pass will pass, I must leave you

do you like me?

Of course I like you

No

You don't like me?

I don't like you, I don't like you, maybe you don't really like me, we're just blinded, that's all I don't like you Xi Zhanyu, I don't like you

so

This is nothing

You will never see me again?

No, I will not see you again, this is nothing, I will not see you again, but I hope you are happy, I think, as long as you are brave, you will find your own happiness, and will definitely

I see

Do you understand?

I see

you,

You won't see me again, don't worry

I won't see you again?

Well, you won't see me again, I won't affect you again, and Hu Shuang'er

……real?

real

so……

Yao Jinzi

Um

Bye now

Well...goodbye

I felt so sad that I couldn't stay here anymore, so I could only nod and turn and leave

I didn't dare to look back, so I kept walking, until the pain in my heart could not be suppressed, so I stopped and looked at the moon in the sky foolishly