The origin and death of people in this life is destined to be no one can escape. The deep and shallow relationships in this life come and go with the wind...
Tong Xin once resented the heavens, but thanked God for destroying Tong Xin's seemingly beautiful illusory love, and gave him a true emotion of his own.
People often say that time is the best medicine to cure emotional pain, but after time has passed, the passing time has not diluted the pain deep in a man's heart.
Tong Xin tried countless times to forget that evil past. He did it and tried hard, but he could not erase the world he had truly lived in his past.
A woman who is unfaithful to love is not worthy of cherishing and retaining by men. Her betrayal of love not only tramples on a man's fragile dignity, but also pushes herself into an abyss that will never be restored.
Tong Xin has been avoiding the unbearable past, and he is even more reluctant to mention the woman who hurt him the most and betrayed his oath.
When a woman's emotions and desires are separated from the normal trajectory of life, when a woman is unrestrained and devoted to another man's arms, what does this mean? It means that she no longer loves the man in front of her, and it means that she has betrayed her original oath and can never look back.
The deeper love is, the deeper hatred will be. Only when you have experienced it yourself will you understand the true meaning of this sentence
Tong Xin is a man who is very dedicated to his feelings. In his eyes and heart, there is only one shadow of a woman, that is his beloved wife. As long as he loves her, no one can shake the position of his wife in his heart.
But it is such a good man who is crazy about love and loyal to love, but has experienced a heartbreaking emotional torture.
In fact, Tong Xin is not a ruthless man. When his wife betrayed and lies again and again, when all efforts and fantasies were shattered, he was desperate and his heart died. He broke out completely in anger and awakening, and even used the most extreme way to end his absurd and humiliating marriage.
But at the moment when he raised the knife, Tong Xin saw the fear, regret and desire to survive. At that moment, he softened his heart. He knew that he still loved her
Now, the past is no longer back, and time cannot flow back with fantasy. Maybe another way will make each other relieved.
****** ******
The story begins with Tong Xin graduating from university fifteen years ago... That year, he was 25 years old
In the summer of 2003, Tong Xin ended his four years of college life. He was about to enter society and began to be confused in the face of the pressure of survival in front of him.
Seeing the good guys around you who usually get together, they all began to show their magical powers and their abilities. With the introduction and arrangement of relatives and friends, they all went to positions they were willing or unwilling to, but were treated relatively well.
Tong Xin, born in a small city in Northeast China, not only does not have the family background and relationships like his classmates, but even his desire to stay in the city has become a problem.
To be honest, Tong Xin is reluctant to leave this city, and he is reluctant to part with this city. After all, there is no place where he has the best memories of four years.
In the past four years, Tong Xin has also worked very hard. In order not to disappoint his parents' expectations for him and stick to his childhood dreams, he did not rely on the monthly living expenses sent by his parents. Instead, he worked hard to complete his studies while using short-term work during the winter and summer vacations to relieve the pressure on his parents.
He loves this coastal city. The city's beauty and prosperity, the strong humanistic atmosphere, and the colorful life make him stay for it everywhere.
If he wants to stay, he must work hard. Even if he suffers, he must persist.
In order to realize the dream in my heart, Tong Xin kept running around the talent exchange market and putting on his resume without any highlights. After several weeks of tossing and waiting, he finally ended up in the sea due to the major he studied and market demand.
The collision of reality and helplessness shattered the bubble of fantasy, and then made Tong Xin completely awake. Just when he let go of all fantasies, he ushered in a dawn that could change his fate in the second half of his life.
That year, the country introduced a new policy for fresh graduates: the country called on fresh graduates to volunteer to teach in poor and remote mountainous areas, with a period of 5 years. After the expiration, priority can be given to arranging work in cities.
Such information is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for Tong Xin, who has no background, no background and is preparing to find another way out. Not only will he arrange his destination after the teaching is completed, but he can also realize his dream for many years.
With the encouragement and support of parents, Tong Xin finally decided to register for the event
What surprised Tong Xin was that the whole school confirmed that there were only two students who participated in teaching, one was him, and the other was a girl named Liu Mengyao, a dance major in the art college of the same school.
It is precisely because Tong Xin chose this opportunity that he met the wrong person at the right time and the right person at the wrong time.
Tong Xin originally thought that the girl named Liu Mengyao would be from a small city like him and had children with no family background, but when he had contact with Liu Mengyao, he realized that his judgment was biased.
At that time, he couldn't understand why a beautiful girl with a wealthy family gave up the superior life in the city and chose a difficult teaching environment. Later, he understood and also knew a lot of why.
In fact, just before he and she boarded the train heading west with him, Tong Xin only knew that the other party was a girl from the same school, but he didn't know anything about the other party.
The first time the two met was on a train heading to the west. When Tong Xin first saw Mengyao, he was amazed by the beautiful girl in front of him.
Long hair like a waterfall, elegant dress, standard melon-shaped face, smart almond eyes, concave and beautiful figure, and a steady and cool temperament
Tong Xin's heart was shocked by the girl in front of him. He felt like there were countless little rabbits dancing around. With the company of beautiful women, his originally negative emotions became active. He was glad that he made the right choice and felt that his trip would never be so dull.
On the day of travel, the haze was very serious. The gray color of the sky was rich and could not be melted no matter what. It was within sight. It seemed that even the bleakness of autumn was stalemate in the thick haze, which made people feel a little breathless.
Mengyao's appearance is a bright color in this suppressed color
Exquisite and clean eyebrows, fresh and natural makeup, and a quiet face with a smile
In the train box, they just sat opposite each other. Except for the simple communication before seating, there were few words and eyes in the remaining time. Many times when Tong Xin looked at her, she turned her head or lowered her head.
Only when Tong Xin doesn't look at her will she secretly look at the tall and handsome boy opposite her, and then quickly lowered her eyes before Tong Xin turned her eyes, leaving only her long trembling eyelashes.
A girl's guardianship and vigilance against strangers has built an invisible wall between them.
Love is a beautiful landscape in life, especially on university campuses
In adolescence, college students who entered the difficult high school have no pressure of their studies, no control of their parents, no teacher's jingling, just like a bird opening a bird cage, flying freely in the blue and pure sky
With the maturity of sexual physiology and sexual psychology, longing for love and wanting to fall in love has become a common psychological state among college students.
During the four years of college, Tong Xin longed for love like his peers, but he never dared to get involved in campus love. He devoted the best time in his life to study and survival. It was not that he did not like love, nor did he want to pursue love, nor did he mean that he was a man without emotional seeds. But in the face of many pressures, love was so luxurious and even out of reach for him.
He knows a truth that when love and matter are intertwined, it will turn into a cruel reality.
Tong Xin once resented the heavens, but thanked God for destroying Tong Xin's seemingly beautiful illusory love, and gave him a true emotion of his own.
People often say that time is the best medicine to cure emotional pain, but after time has passed, the passing time has not diluted the pain deep in a man's heart.
Tong Xin tried countless times to forget that evil past. He did it and tried hard, but he could not erase the world he had truly lived in his past.
A woman who is unfaithful to love is not worthy of cherishing and retaining by men. Her betrayal of love not only tramples on a man's fragile dignity, but also pushes herself into an abyss that will never be restored.
Tong Xin has been avoiding the unbearable past, and he is even more reluctant to mention the woman who hurt him the most and betrayed his oath.
When a woman's emotions and desires are separated from the normal trajectory of life, when a woman is unrestrained and devoted to another man's arms, what does this mean? It means that she no longer loves the man in front of her, and it means that she has betrayed her original oath and can never look back.
The deeper love is, the deeper hatred will be. Only when you have experienced it yourself will you understand the true meaning of this sentence
Tong Xin is a man who is very dedicated to his feelings. In his eyes and heart, there is only one shadow of a woman, that is his beloved wife. As long as he loves her, no one can shake the position of his wife in his heart.
But it is such a good man who is crazy about love and loyal to love, but has experienced a heartbreaking emotional torture.
In fact, Tong Xin is not a ruthless man. When his wife betrayed and lies again and again, when all efforts and fantasies were shattered, he was desperate and his heart died. He broke out completely in anger and awakening, and even used the most extreme way to end his absurd and humiliating marriage.
But at the moment when he raised the knife, Tong Xin saw the fear, regret and desire to survive. At that moment, he softened his heart. He knew that he still loved her
Now, the past is no longer back, and time cannot flow back with fantasy. Maybe another way will make each other relieved.
****** ******
The story begins with Tong Xin graduating from university fifteen years ago... That year, he was 25 years old
In the summer of 2003, Tong Xin ended his four years of college life. He was about to enter society and began to be confused in the face of the pressure of survival in front of him.
Seeing the good guys around you who usually get together, they all began to show their magical powers and their abilities. With the introduction and arrangement of relatives and friends, they all went to positions they were willing or unwilling to, but were treated relatively well.
Tong Xin, born in a small city in Northeast China, not only does not have the family background and relationships like his classmates, but even his desire to stay in the city has become a problem.
To be honest, Tong Xin is reluctant to leave this city, and he is reluctant to part with this city. After all, there is no place where he has the best memories of four years.
In the past four years, Tong Xin has also worked very hard. In order not to disappoint his parents' expectations for him and stick to his childhood dreams, he did not rely on the monthly living expenses sent by his parents. Instead, he worked hard to complete his studies while using short-term work during the winter and summer vacations to relieve the pressure on his parents.
He loves this coastal city. The city's beauty and prosperity, the strong humanistic atmosphere, and the colorful life make him stay for it everywhere.
If he wants to stay, he must work hard. Even if he suffers, he must persist.
In order to realize the dream in my heart, Tong Xin kept running around the talent exchange market and putting on his resume without any highlights. After several weeks of tossing and waiting, he finally ended up in the sea due to the major he studied and market demand.
The collision of reality and helplessness shattered the bubble of fantasy, and then made Tong Xin completely awake. Just when he let go of all fantasies, he ushered in a dawn that could change his fate in the second half of his life.
That year, the country introduced a new policy for fresh graduates: the country called on fresh graduates to volunteer to teach in poor and remote mountainous areas, with a period of 5 years. After the expiration, priority can be given to arranging work in cities.
Such information is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for Tong Xin, who has no background, no background and is preparing to find another way out. Not only will he arrange his destination after the teaching is completed, but he can also realize his dream for many years.
With the encouragement and support of parents, Tong Xin finally decided to register for the event
What surprised Tong Xin was that the whole school confirmed that there were only two students who participated in teaching, one was him, and the other was a girl named Liu Mengyao, a dance major in the art college of the same school.
It is precisely because Tong Xin chose this opportunity that he met the wrong person at the right time and the right person at the wrong time.
Tong Xin originally thought that the girl named Liu Mengyao would be from a small city like him and had children with no family background, but when he had contact with Liu Mengyao, he realized that his judgment was biased.
At that time, he couldn't understand why a beautiful girl with a wealthy family gave up the superior life in the city and chose a difficult teaching environment. Later, he understood and also knew a lot of why.
In fact, just before he and she boarded the train heading west with him, Tong Xin only knew that the other party was a girl from the same school, but he didn't know anything about the other party.
The first time the two met was on a train heading to the west. When Tong Xin first saw Mengyao, he was amazed by the beautiful girl in front of him.
Long hair like a waterfall, elegant dress, standard melon-shaped face, smart almond eyes, concave and beautiful figure, and a steady and cool temperament
Tong Xin's heart was shocked by the girl in front of him. He felt like there were countless little rabbits dancing around. With the company of beautiful women, his originally negative emotions became active. He was glad that he made the right choice and felt that his trip would never be so dull.
On the day of travel, the haze was very serious. The gray color of the sky was rich and could not be melted no matter what. It was within sight. It seemed that even the bleakness of autumn was stalemate in the thick haze, which made people feel a little breathless.
Mengyao's appearance is a bright color in this suppressed color
Exquisite and clean eyebrows, fresh and natural makeup, and a quiet face with a smile
In the train box, they just sat opposite each other. Except for the simple communication before seating, there were few words and eyes in the remaining time. Many times when Tong Xin looked at her, she turned her head or lowered her head.
Only when Tong Xin doesn't look at her will she secretly look at the tall and handsome boy opposite her, and then quickly lowered her eyes before Tong Xin turned her eyes, leaving only her long trembling eyelashes.
A girl's guardianship and vigilance against strangers has built an invisible wall between them.
Love is a beautiful landscape in life, especially on university campuses
In adolescence, college students who entered the difficult high school have no pressure of their studies, no control of their parents, no teacher's jingling, just like a bird opening a bird cage, flying freely in the blue and pure sky
With the maturity of sexual physiology and sexual psychology, longing for love and wanting to fall in love has become a common psychological state among college students.
During the four years of college, Tong Xin longed for love like his peers, but he never dared to get involved in campus love. He devoted the best time in his life to study and survival. It was not that he did not like love, nor did he want to pursue love, nor did he mean that he was a man without emotional seeds. But in the face of many pressures, love was so luxurious and even out of reach for him.
He knows a truth that when love and matter are intertwined, it will turn into a cruel reality.
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