Chapter 28

Su Xiangnan

It's fine

Xue Xue repeated these two sentences, her gentle voice was like the notes knocked out by a pianist's fingertips, and she perseveredly drilled into Su Xiangnan's ears.

He was sweating all over his body without realizing it

Even though the weather was so cold, he seemed to have just finished playing the ball from the sun, with fine and dense beads of sweat coming out of his pores from his forehead, cheeks, and neck.

Although there were towering walls covering the cold wind in winter and the temperature was less than ten degrees, Xue Xue was afraid that Su Xiangnan would catch a cold while staying here, so she helped him up with force.

Can you? Come on, put it on my shoulder and said, Xue Xue pulled Su Xiangnan's hand across his neck, okay?

Su Xiangnan nodded

After gradually easing from the despair, Su Xiangnan gradually recovered her strength.

He thinks he's useless

But I have to admit that someone protects himself and supports himself... It's really good

However, they did not go home directly

Xue Xue went to the convenience store to buy two cups of hot cocoa, one of which was given to Su Xiangnan.

They found a free seat and sat down

Sorry, after taking the hot cocoa handed over by Xue Xue, Su Xiangnan said in a hoarse voice that I just... lost my composure.

Hum? Why do you say sorry? Hearing this, Xue Xue's long eyelashes trembled slightly, her apricot eyes widened slightly, and then she lowered her eyelids. Even if she wanted to say sorry, I should say it

Su Xiangnan was stunned

Those things should be your scars

Removing other people's scars is a very immoral thing. My mother told me this

Xue Xue opened the cup lid

So, I should say sorry to you, not you should say sorry to me

Her tone was too serious

So serious that Su Xiangnan smiled

The laugh came out from his throat and even his chest vibrated.

I don't know when it has accumulated into a cluster, and the heavy depression on my chest seems to have found a break and vent it with all my heart

Even the clerk couldn't help but look at them

Xue Xue also laughed with him, and finally felt relieved.

In fact, until just now, Xue Xue was nervous. After all, Su Xiangnan's condition was really worrying, as if he had lost his soul. He was obviously next to him, but he didn't know where to go.

Fortunately, it looks much more normal now

Although it was a bit regretful that I could not crack Su Xiangnan's inner demon this time, Xue Xue also knew that this matter was in a hurry. Besides, the matter was more complicated than what she originally speculated.

The boundary between victim and perpetrator is blurred, and even if it is not the original intention, the facts still exist.

All reasons just sound like excuses

I think……

I think I should be braver

Su Xiangnan snatched in front of Xue Xue

Swallowed the comfort that had been spinning around the tip of his tongue, Xue Xue looked at Su Xiangnan. The boy's beautiful side face was blurred by the heat coming out of the hot cocoa. Despite this, his eyebrows and eyes were still clear and neat, revealing a clean youthful aura.

Perhaps because she was sweating just now, Su Xiangnan's face turned paler than usual. She looked like a fragile item under the lighting of the incandescent lamp, so exquisitely that she could not find even a little flaw.

I can't go back to the past and change those mistakes, but I think I can work hard in the future to avoid making the same mistakes again

Su Xiangnan said slowly, Xue Xue listened quietly

Actually, did he really make any mistakes?

At that time, he was just a child who didn't understand anything, believed in his mother, and admired his father. After hearing Su Lin's words, he introduced himself to a woman who didn't know her identity on the other end of the phone as if she was standing on the podium. Is there anything wrong with him?

Lin Youfeng, who cheated on him, and Su Lin, who interfered in other people's marriage, was wrong, but can the unintentional mistakes he made by an ignorant child and a child without malicious intentions really be called a mistake?

Even Xue Xue doesn't know what the answer is, or the question itself has no answer.

I've actually known it, and I've never forgotten it

Lin Zhi was right at that time. I was just a coward. I pretended to be strong on the surface, but I was just a coward inside. I knew there was a better decision, but I chose to escape.

I don't have the courage to face the past honestly. I'm afraid that everyone will say one day... Look at Ah, Su Xiangnan is not that good at all. He is just an illegitimate child who killed someone else's life.

Su Xiangnan's hand holding the paper cup tightened

Rather than being exposed in such embarrassingly, it is better to...

What's better, Su Xiangnan didn't say it clearly, but it's not difficult to infer from the results

Including what Lin Zhi went to the ward to say to Su Xiangnan at that time

People have self-esteem

Xue Xue Su Suddenly, Su Xiangnan called her: I seem to have something I haven't said to you...

Hum? Xue Xue held the hot cocoa and looked a little tired and lazy, like a cat. What do you mean?

The boy turned his head and looked at her

I love you. In Xue Xue's unclear eyes, he suddenly lowered his head. And... Thank you

After the words, a gentle kiss was printed on her forehead