Chapter 14

impossible

Xue Xue gave the answer without waiting for Chi Yu to answer.

I can't believe in someone unconditionally. Even if this person is my lover, I can't give everything to him from the beginning

This is my personality. Whether it is affected by the acquired environment or not, I have lived with this mentality for more than 20 years and can't change it

After a pause, Xue Xue added another sentence

Don't want to change it either

It was my fault that I didn't tell you clearly. Now I confessed to you. This is me, whether you accept it or not.

Speaking of this, it finally came to an end

Chi Yu didn't seem to have reacted yet

After all, Xue Li rarely says so much. When the two are alone, she usually is a listener.

Then... what about Fu Qingyu?

As soon as Chi Yu asked this, the whole atmosphere immediately became strange.

He was actually a little annoyed. It was rare for a woman to be willing to say what she was in her heart to herself. However, all this seemed to be less lethal than Fu Qingyu. For Chi Yu, the three words Fu Qingyu were like a burnt thorn. When it was inserted into his heart, it would hurt when it touched.

What he didn't know was that Xue Xue had been waiting for him to take the initiative to talk about Fu Qingyu.

If it is mentioned by herself, it is difficult for her to accurately grasp Chi Yu's reaction, but if Chi Yu comes, it will be different.

At least there is a buffer

Fu Qingyu? He is Xiangxiang's boyfriend. Xue Xue tilted her head and explained in more detail. To me now, he is Xiangxiang's boyfriend.

Chi Yu did not ignore the adverb of time used by Xue Xue

Now? What happened before?

Before... Xue Xue said, leaning her whole person against the door panel and staring at Chi Yu with a smile but gentle and tolerant look. Didn’t you know it long ago, or have you guessed it?

Chi Yu heard Xue Xue throw the problem back, but for a moment he didn't know what to say, and he felt guilty inexplicably, as if he was an unreasonable child.

Xue Xue saw Chi Yu's face turned blue and white, and she felt it was funny

It was clearly what he wanted to ask, but he looked like he was being asked down

I just want to hear you

After a while, Chi Yu finally found his voice

His eyelashes are thick and slender, like two rows of small fans. When his eyelids hang down, he looks several years younger than his actual age. With that beautiful face, even if his face is expressionless, it is still innocent and pitying.

Xue Xue felt like her heart was hit by something, and a sweet taste came out of the sour and swelling.

Although this body is a little younger than Chi Yu, if the time passed in these worlds is combined, she will be considered an ancestor level

Xue Xue, who had wanted to leave Chi Yu for a while, thought about this and felt that she shouldn't be skeptical about Chi Yu.

So she changed her position

Still staring at Chi Yu, the simple white lotus arms wrapped around the man's neck like vine branches

I'll say this time, you have to hear it clearly

I did like Fu Qingyu, but this love has faded before I can turn into love.

When Xue Xue said the first sentence, Chi Yu held his breath. For a moment, he could even feel the stinging pain caused by hypoxia to his brain. However, before the stinging feeling was transmitted to his whole body, he suddenly stopped because of Xue Xue's next words.

He turned his stiff neck

At the moment when Xue Xue's eyes were facing each other, Chi Yu saw something from the woman's eyes that he had not discovered in the past.

I admit that for a long time, I couldn’t tell whether I like Fu Qingyu’s love, love, or thanks?

Xue Xue continued

In fact, I can't understand not only Fu Qingyu, but also my feelings for you.

Although I am in my twenties, I may not even be as good as some underage children in this area with experience in this area.

As he said that, Xue Xue smiled bitterly

I have never had an affair with anyone, nor have I liked anyone, or been liked by anyone. Those who are far away from my life

Xue Xue's eyes began to become confused

I have too many things to do and complete, as for the feelings... Since childhood, no one has taught me how to judge, express, and face it since I was a child...

Fu Qingyu is the first person, and he has not treated me well because of other external conditions. I can feel his true heart.

I like to get along with him and also like to be taken care of by him. This makes me feel that there are people in this world who treat me well, not because I have something they need, but just because I am me

Do you understand what I mean? I...

Xue Xue was already a little incoherent when she said this, but Chi Yu could understand it

Because he has had this experience, too

At first glance, I have grown up well and become like an invincible wall. However, only those who have experienced it personally understand that the shadows and pains of childhood will not disappear completely due to the passage of time, but are just carefully hidden in various ways.

In the silence, the two of them looked at each other, and there was only each other in their eyes.

It seems that there is no one else in this world except Xue Xue and Chi Yu

You are different, Chi Yu

Xue Xue's voice was soft, like a whisper, but in the limited room, it was like using a loudspeaker, and every word was amplified for extra clarity.

You and Fu Qingyu are different. You gave me what Fu Qingyu can give me, but Fu Qingyu can't give me what you give me, but Fu Qingyu can't give me what you give me.

Do you understand what I mean? Chi...