After the words were finished, Xue Xue actually regretted it a little
It's too fast without pursuing the brain
But since it has been said, there is no reason to take it back
Moreover, even if she is sincere, it may be just a shirk to others.
Jiang Xiaotian's expression clearly shows that she doesn't believe it
After all, she is just an 18-year-old girl. Even though she tries to suppress her true thoughts, she can still easily see what she thinks in her heart through some subtle expression changes.
Yanyan, I...
I know you don't believe it. Xue Xue let go of her and shrugged helplessly. Actually, I don't believe it myself either
Ah?
You should be asking me why I went to Nanjiang to study?
Xue Xue sat down directly on the carpet
It is indeed related to you and Feng Yang, but it is not entirely because of your relationship.
Looking up at Jiang Xiaotian, Xue Xue smiled bitterly
I hate myself like this, do you know?
Because I know better than anyone else that I should not compete with you. You and Feng Yang are in love, so what can I use to interfere between you?
But I just don't want to give up, I just can't let it go
Xue Xue's tone was full of self-disappointment, which made Jiang Xiaotian shocked
She only has one thought right now
This can't continue
Compared with Xue Yayan, her relationship with Feng Yang...
I know you want to say that you can break up with him
Before Jiang Xiaotian said impulsively, Xue Xue had finished speaking for her
In his previous life, Xue Yayan also used this method to break up with Jiang Xiaotian and Feng Yang in this way
But this is the same as the wolf
A lie will not become the truth even if it is told a hundred times. However, after a lie is revealed by someone, the truth may also become a false statement.
Later, Jiang Xiaotian was actually extremely disappointed with Xue Yayan
It’s just that the fate that has been formed since birth has runs through Jiang Xiaotian’s life. It’s a terrible thing to be good to a person, just like habits to be bad to a person.
Even if you realize that this is not what you should do, you will still compromise with yourself again and again under the influence of inertia.
Just like an addiction
By the time it is a big mistake, it will be too late
So in this life, if you want to fulfill Xue Yayan’s wish, you have to start with the fundamental problem.
It is normal for people to have partiality, but they cannot put this partiality above everything else
It can be said that Jiang Xiaotian and Xue Yayan have not been separated for a day since they were born. To some extent, they are even closer than the sisters connected by blood.
But because of this, I can't see many things clearly
Just like Xiao Yao thought he liked Xue Yayan
Those who are in the authorities are confused, those who are on the verge of watching are clear
In the mountains, you can see all the mountains on all sides. However, if you walk outside the mountain, you will find that the world is so big, the sky and the land are actually vast and vast.
The same goes for people and feelings
In this situation, only by pulling the distance apart and leaving space and time for each other can we gradually see the reality and then make changes.
Otherwise, I just keep going around in the same circle
You don’t need to break up with Feng Yang for me, nor do you need to be wronged for me. Xue Xue held Jiang Xiaotian’s hand. I thought a lot during this period and felt that... we shouldn’t do this.
I've always been too willful and selfish
Take everyone's kindness to me for granted
Maybe just like Feng Yang said, I was spoiled, so I felt that as long as I wanted, others should give it to me.
Xue Xue lower eyelid
But this is actually wrong. It is even more wrong to just give or seek.
So I thought I had to leave my comfort zone first
I have to learn to live by myself, face problems and solve problems by myself, instead of relying on you and your parents for everything, so I will never grow up
Jiang Xiaotian stared at her in a daze
Look, we were born on the same day, but you are much more mature than me. You know what you want and what you should do. Compared to you, I seem to be only older.
This is not enough. Xue Xue made an exaggerated face. Don't worry, although I may not be able to come back often when I go to Nanjiang to study, but...
Before she finished speaking, she almost fell to the ground
Jiang Xiaotian bumped into her body and hugged Xue Xue
Unlike her hug just now, she tried hard to vent something, and she seemed to be trying to catch something
Xiaotian...
We all want to become better people. Xue Xue was stunned. Jiang Xiaotian looked up and looked at her seriously. Right?
After reacting, Xue Xue smiled
Um
Tuck
good
You're going to Nanjiang
It's Ah, it won't get in your eyes
Hearing this, Feng Yang's eyes condensed
He wanted to see through Xue Xue's thoughts, but...
You have really become too many, Xue Yayan Feng Yang used the tip of his shoes to turn off the cigarette butts. I almost thought that you changed your core like those novels.
This is a bright test, both sides know it well
Each other Xue Xue did not admit it or deny it, but just smiled and said: I think so too
When the eyelids were raised, the two of them gaze into each other
No one dodges, no one admits defeat
Feng Yang sneered
Very good. Go to Nanjiang and you can find Xiao Yao. His tone is cold. You are very good at it. You can consider it.
Xue Xue pretended not to understand his words
Do you have something to do? I'm leaving first if I have nothing to do, I made an appointment with Xiaotian...
She didn't finish her words because Feng Yang suddenly bullied her, trapping Xue Xue in a narrow space between the wall and him
I'll warn you again, Xue Yayan
The low male voice sounded particularly rough after deliberately lowering it, like someone shaved his eardrums back and forth with a sharp corner of paper, which made people feel quite uncomfortable
No matter what medicine you sell, I will not accept you
If you dare to hurt Xiaotian...
Suddenly, he put his hand on Xue Xue's neck
Although it has not been tightened, it gives a strong sense of oppression
I will definitely make you worse than death. He said clearly: Say it, do it!
It's too fast without pursuing the brain
But since it has been said, there is no reason to take it back
Moreover, even if she is sincere, it may be just a shirk to others.
Jiang Xiaotian's expression clearly shows that she doesn't believe it
After all, she is just an 18-year-old girl. Even though she tries to suppress her true thoughts, she can still easily see what she thinks in her heart through some subtle expression changes.
Yanyan, I...
I know you don't believe it. Xue Xue let go of her and shrugged helplessly. Actually, I don't believe it myself either
Ah?
You should be asking me why I went to Nanjiang to study?
Xue Xue sat down directly on the carpet
It is indeed related to you and Feng Yang, but it is not entirely because of your relationship.
Looking up at Jiang Xiaotian, Xue Xue smiled bitterly
I hate myself like this, do you know?
Because I know better than anyone else that I should not compete with you. You and Feng Yang are in love, so what can I use to interfere between you?
But I just don't want to give up, I just can't let it go
Xue Xue's tone was full of self-disappointment, which made Jiang Xiaotian shocked
She only has one thought right now
This can't continue
Compared with Xue Yayan, her relationship with Feng Yang...
I know you want to say that you can break up with him
Before Jiang Xiaotian said impulsively, Xue Xue had finished speaking for her
In his previous life, Xue Yayan also used this method to break up with Jiang Xiaotian and Feng Yang in this way
But this is the same as the wolf
A lie will not become the truth even if it is told a hundred times. However, after a lie is revealed by someone, the truth may also become a false statement.
Later, Jiang Xiaotian was actually extremely disappointed with Xue Yayan
It’s just that the fate that has been formed since birth has runs through Jiang Xiaotian’s life. It’s a terrible thing to be good to a person, just like habits to be bad to a person.
Even if you realize that this is not what you should do, you will still compromise with yourself again and again under the influence of inertia.
Just like an addiction
By the time it is a big mistake, it will be too late
So in this life, if you want to fulfill Xue Yayan’s wish, you have to start with the fundamental problem.
It is normal for people to have partiality, but they cannot put this partiality above everything else
It can be said that Jiang Xiaotian and Xue Yayan have not been separated for a day since they were born. To some extent, they are even closer than the sisters connected by blood.
But because of this, I can't see many things clearly
Just like Xiao Yao thought he liked Xue Yayan
Those who are in the authorities are confused, those who are on the verge of watching are clear
In the mountains, you can see all the mountains on all sides. However, if you walk outside the mountain, you will find that the world is so big, the sky and the land are actually vast and vast.
The same goes for people and feelings
In this situation, only by pulling the distance apart and leaving space and time for each other can we gradually see the reality and then make changes.
Otherwise, I just keep going around in the same circle
You don’t need to break up with Feng Yang for me, nor do you need to be wronged for me. Xue Xue held Jiang Xiaotian’s hand. I thought a lot during this period and felt that... we shouldn’t do this.
I've always been too willful and selfish
Take everyone's kindness to me for granted
Maybe just like Feng Yang said, I was spoiled, so I felt that as long as I wanted, others should give it to me.
Xue Xue lower eyelid
But this is actually wrong. It is even more wrong to just give or seek.
So I thought I had to leave my comfort zone first
I have to learn to live by myself, face problems and solve problems by myself, instead of relying on you and your parents for everything, so I will never grow up
Jiang Xiaotian stared at her in a daze
Look, we were born on the same day, but you are much more mature than me. You know what you want and what you should do. Compared to you, I seem to be only older.
This is not enough. Xue Xue made an exaggerated face. Don't worry, although I may not be able to come back often when I go to Nanjiang to study, but...
Before she finished speaking, she almost fell to the ground
Jiang Xiaotian bumped into her body and hugged Xue Xue
Unlike her hug just now, she tried hard to vent something, and she seemed to be trying to catch something
Xiaotian...
We all want to become better people. Xue Xue was stunned. Jiang Xiaotian looked up and looked at her seriously. Right?
After reacting, Xue Xue smiled
Um
Tuck
good
You're going to Nanjiang
It's Ah, it won't get in your eyes
Hearing this, Feng Yang's eyes condensed
He wanted to see through Xue Xue's thoughts, but...
You have really become too many, Xue Yayan Feng Yang used the tip of his shoes to turn off the cigarette butts. I almost thought that you changed your core like those novels.
This is a bright test, both sides know it well
Each other Xue Xue did not admit it or deny it, but just smiled and said: I think so too
When the eyelids were raised, the two of them gaze into each other
No one dodges, no one admits defeat
Feng Yang sneered
Very good. Go to Nanjiang and you can find Xiao Yao. His tone is cold. You are very good at it. You can consider it.
Xue Xue pretended not to understand his words
Do you have something to do? I'm leaving first if I have nothing to do, I made an appointment with Xiaotian...
She didn't finish her words because Feng Yang suddenly bullied her, trapping Xue Xue in a narrow space between the wall and him
I'll warn you again, Xue Yayan
The low male voice sounded particularly rough after deliberately lowering it, like someone shaved his eardrums back and forth with a sharp corner of paper, which made people feel quite uncomfortable
No matter what medicine you sell, I will not accept you
If you dare to hurt Xiaotian...
Suddenly, he put his hand on Xue Xue's neck
Although it has not been tightened, it gives a strong sense of oppression
I will definitely make you worse than death. He said clearly: Say it, do it!
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