Chapter 26

Zhang Yuqi bit her lips a little, and moaned from time to time, but she couldn't feel any pleasure. Apart from the sticky touch of sweat, all that was left was pain. From the inside out, the pain of scratching the heart and lungs thrust over like surging waves, slapping on the surface of her atria.

Every pore on the surface of the body was clamoring for pain. Every inch of the place touched by Guo Shen was like a fire and it was unbearable to burn. But compared with the pain in the most private place under her, these were really nothing. The man's hardness was like a soldering iron, and it was hard to penetrate the pussy under her, rubbing the softest flesh to the point of skin and redness. A few inches even seeped out red.Bloodshot, but she didn't say anything. Mi Xi's teeth bit her lips hard, her face turned pale inch by inch, and sweat was still flowing out on her forehead, flowing on the surface of her skin. Her sweaty cheeks made her face look even more exposed because of excessive fatigue. But Guo Shen didn't see all this. He claimed that Zhang Yuqi was his favorite woman, but when did he feel her true thoughts in her heart?

Thinking of this, Zhang Yuqi lowered her energetic corners of her eyes coldly, her arms drooped weakly on Guo Shen, and her legs were merging back and forth according to his preferences. She was like a soulless rag doll, suddenly losing all her spirit, no longer thinking about resisting, and a surge of sadness and coldness filled her heart.

During this sex, from beginning to end, she never felt a little happiness, and even the most basic physiological pleasure never existed

Finally, after a long and painful few minutes, Guo Shen finally released the scorching semen, and then suddenly drooped down. For a moment, he relaxed his strength and threw Zhang Yuqi in his arms down. His whole body fell on the hard and cold table, stimulating her already exhausted consciousness, forcing her to recover her strength.

After gasping for a few breaths, Guo Shen realized just now and kissed Zhang Yuqi gently on the top of her hair, and her voice softened unconsciously: Is it okay?

Zhang Yuqi curled the corners of her lips bitterly, and the expression in her eyes was full of helplessness. How about it?

How should she answer this question correctly?

Whether he is good or not is just like a fish drinking water and drinking water, can he truly understand it even if he says it?

Can you understand?

After holding half of his cheek, Zhang Yuqi finally just spoke lightly: I'm fine

After saying that, she gently pushed Guo Shen's body away and acted to jump off the table by herself. Her legs suddenly became sore for a while, and her knees were bent uncontrollably, so she leaned forward. She let out a short Ah, her heart suddenly stopped, and subconsciously closed her eyes tightly.

However, the next second, she was surprised to find that she did not fall on the hard and cold floor as she imagined, but leaned in a warm embrace. Zhang Yuqi let out a long breath and showed a very reluctant smile at Guo Shen: Brother Xie Shen

When Guo Shen heard the sound, he lowered his head to look at her expression. His eyes suddenly flashed, and he suddenly realized that when did this woman's face turn so pale? What's going on?

Forcibly suppressing the panic in his heart, Guo Shen said to her in a deep voice: Why do you say this? Let's go back to the room to change your clothes

As he said that, he suddenly used his strength in his hand and made a gesture to squeeze Zhang Yuqi horizontally.

Zhang Yuqi was shocked and quickly said to him: No need!

A little harsh tone

When Guo Shen heard the sound, he was stunned for a moment, then paused for a moment, his tone suddenly became cold, and his unhappy thoughts were exposed: What's wrong?

Zhang Yuqi smiled bitterly in her heart for a while, wondering how much energy this man has, why has she been struggling for so long and still has such a great strength.

Zhang Yuqi even felt a little painful when she was hugging her waist like this.

Seeing Guo Shen's unhappy look, Zhang Yuqi felt in her heart? After a moment, she clenched her fists quietly, and then quickly let go. Her emotions finally barely became a little stable.

Then her eyes shimmered slightly, deliberately softening her voice, and her tone was a little coquettish: My brother Shen is fine, he just feels a little uncomfortable. Can you help me get a new skirt? I have to leave if I change it here. Really, there are so many people waiting in the company.

Guo Shen was silent on his face, but he was still worried in his heart. He felt that these words made sense naturally. There were too many things in the company and it was not convenient for him to come forward. If Zhang Yuqi didn't go, it would be unfavorable to him.

Thinking of this, he paused, his brows unconsciously stretched out, and most of his unhappiness dissipated. He nodded at Zhang Yuqi and said: OK, wait for me for a while.

After saying that, he quickly turned his head, stepped on his long legs and walked towards the door. In a short while, his whole body disappeared from Zhang Yuqi's sight.

Zhang Yuqi then breathed a sigh of relief. The body that was originally supported suddenly collapsed. Her hands slapped the table with a bang, which made her palm hurt.

Zhang Yuqi gasped for a while, and finally felt a little better. After she turned aside, she turned her eyes and her eyes fell into the mess beside her. Many of the squads were messed up by the intense exercise they had just had, stained with all kinds of indescribable liquids, and the edges were wrinkled.

If this looks, it's no longer possible.

Zhang Yuqi smiled bitterly, and felt a little numb inside. In theory, she should have been accustomed to this kind of thing for a long time, but somehow, I don’t know when it started. Even Zhang Yuqi herself could clearly feel that there was an inexplicable strange emotion in her heart, which completely messed up her already established life trajectory.

While thinking about it in her mind, Zhang Yuqi quickly raised her hand to tidy up her clothes, but there was no way. The hem of the skirt was covered with sticky sweat and turbid white semen, mixed with liquid flowing from her own body, and mixed together, emitting a great fishy smell.

Zhang Yuqi felt a sensation in her heart, but her face was very calm. She gently pulled the fabric quietly, making it slightly flatter. Although it was not as good as it was at the beginning, it was finally able to barely cover her shame, which was better than nothing.

As her fingers lingered on the surface of her skin, a flash of lightning flashed in Zhang Yuqi's mind. She suddenly thought of the past years. When she just came to Guo Shen, she scoffed at many of his habits and bad tastes. Although she was afraid of making him angry, this disgust was always hidden in the deepest part of her heart. But when did she think about it now?

When did it start to turn from disgust into habits and from habits into numbness?

Thinking of this, a severe nausea suddenly flashed in Zhang Yuqi's heart, and I don't know what was going on

The air surging between her nose was all the sticky smell that she had just entangled with and Guo Shen, which really reminded her that the beautiful spring scenery in the room just now was not a dream, but something that had indeed happened, which also made her feel a stronger sense of humiliation. For Guo Shen, perhaps she had always been just a tool to vent her desires, so she ignored the occasion and ignored her own feelings.

Thinking of this, Zhang Yuqi suddenly sneered. Her long black hair was scattered, and the straps of her skirt were scattered beside her shoulder blades. She was also separated by the violent movements of the two of them.

Just as she was thinking about it, Guo Shen suddenly pushed the door and came in. Because Zhang Yuqi's long hair blocked half of her pale cheeks, he never realized that there was something wrong, let alone that the woman in front of him had a grudge against him now, and even had a murderous intention.

He held a new black skirt in his palm and walked over to put it on the table. His fingers bent, and his knuckles touched the hard table a few times, making a dull sound.

Zhang Yuqi raised her head slightly and heard his voice falling in her ears: I just answered the phone call, I have something to do here, I won’t accompany you anymore, you can pack up and leave later

After saying something on his own, Guo Shen never looked back at Zhang Yuqi's reaction, but just left with big strides, and walked in a hurry.

Zhang Yuqi was exhausted at this time. She didn't have the strength to investigate what was the indifferent and indifferent appearance of Guo Shen because of urgent matters. She only had a cold expression and numb movements to numbly reach out to take the new skirt and put it on again. The whole process was like flowing water, very familiar. After putting it on, she jumped off the table and took off the stockings that had just been torn apart by Guo Shen, threw them on the carpet. She frowned in disgust and did not want to look at it again. It seemed that this thing was a living thing. As long as she looked at it again, it would suddenly speak, shaking out all the past that she could not look back and did not want to trace back.

After simply cleaning up, Zhang Yuqi drove to the company again. Because she was not in good spirits, she simply handled some basic affairs, and then told her several confidants to pay attention to the movements of the old people, and then went to the hospital again.

Originally, she ran away from the hospital this morning. She was afraid that when she was with Chen Hailing, she would always be embarrassed from time to time. But when there was really nothing big to do, she had to admit that every second, what she missed the most and couldn't let go of the most was Chen Hailing.

After all, the two have a real blood relationship. The son was seriously injured and lying in the hospital for his unqualified mother. He is still so weak that he can't stand up. But he is only concerned about having sex with Guo Shen and chatting and laughing. Thinking about it this way, it's too conscience.

The guilt was too heavy. Zhang Yuqi frowned and sat in the car and thought aimlessly for a while. When she finally came to her senses, she suddenly realized that she had driven the car to the hospital at some point.

Now that I've arrived here...

Zhang Yuqi pinched the steering wheel tightly with her hands, and her two neat rows of teeth were gently bitten together, and she felt a little confused.

After a while, Zhang Yuqi was already outside the ward. After a while of fierce ideological struggle, reason was unable to overcome his sensibility. Zhang Yuqi gritted her teeth and went upstairs again.

Outside the ward, she didn't dare to act rashly this time, but looked inside carefully through the window, and then she confirmed that Chen Hailing was the only one in the ward before she pushed the door open and entered.

Although the meeting with Chen Jiaqian in the morning was not surprising, it also gave her a great impact to a certain extent. Zhang Yuqi had to admit that she was very selfish. Since she learned that the young boy in front of her was her own son, she has become a different person. Her strong heart, which was originally not covered by wind and snow, had already become a mess.

She wanted to tie Chen Hailing to her side, even if she was always just a bodyguard, so that she could still protect him and spend the rest of her life carefree. She had obviously brought this child who had been separated for many years to her, but now she came out to tell her that she should let the child go, how could she be willing and how could she be willing to give up?

When she entered the door, Chen Hailing was sleeping. Her already thin body was even more blood-colored due to injuries. So she looked pale and weak. She covered her white quilt and seemed to be even weaker. Zhang Yuqi felt ache in her heart when she saw it.

She slowly approached a little uncontrollably, sat down against her son's sheet, carefully looking at his eyebrows and eyes, his facial features, every inch, almost the same as the person in his impression.

As he looked, Zhang Yuqi was fascinated for a moment, her vision gradually became blurred, and she was so lost that she had raised her hand in the air, and she was trying to touch the child's cheek.

Suddenly, Chen Hailing's brow frowned suddenly, as if in pain, and his whole body twitched. This sudden action scared Zhang Yuqi, and his fingers quickly retreated as if they were burned by flames, and a red heat with some guilt appeared on his face.

I thought I was discovered, but Zhang Yuqi gritted her teeth and was about to leave, but suddenly she heard a hoarse voice falling into her ears: Don't... Don't leave me...

Hearing the sound, Zhang Yuqi's footsteps, who were about to leave, suddenly paused, a shocked light flashed in her eyes, and her knees were soft and almost fell down. When her body fell forward along with inertia, she quickly held the wall at her hand, then quickly stood still, turned around to look at the weak boy lying on the hospital bed, and a trace of crystal tears flowed out of her eyes.

Just when she felt unbelievable, the boy on the hospital bed frowned, his face twisted, and his lips gently opened and closed: No, don't... Leave me... Every word, although the sound is blurry and turbid, Zhang Yuqi is very sure that she has heard it clearly.

She trembled slightly on her heart, walked slowly over, and returned to the hospital bed little by little

She was a little scared and excited. Although she didn't know what Chen Hailing looked like, her body instinctively reflected a surge of sourness, which made her feel restless.

While hesitating, she watched Chen Hailing's brows getting deeper and deeper, but her eyes were tightly closed, without any intention of opening them. Her pale thin lips trembled slightly, and her intermittent murmurs gradually became unaware. Is it a nightmare?

Zhang Yuqi's heart suddenly hurt. For a moment, she had no time to care about so much, so she turned over and sat down, holding the boy's hand without hesitation, holding his cold fingers in his warm palm. The moment the two bodies were in contact, Zhang Yuqi was startled by the boy's cold body temperature. His hands were as cold as ice sculptures, as if they had completely lost the warmth of living people. How could this happen?!

Zhang Yuqi frowned immediately and was about to stand up and question the attending doctor. However, she had just taken the initiative to get up, and Chen Hailing quickly hummed again: Don't leave... dragged her already impatient steps to the point.

In Zhang Yuqi's impression, since the two met, Chen Hailing has always been a very sunny and positive appearance. When she spoke, her voice was crisp and refreshing, her face was simple, and countless stars and moonlight seemed to melt in her eyes. However, she had never heard such a hoarse and sad voice, and her heart trembled slightly when she heard it.

Zhang Yuqi felt an inexplicable panic in her heart. She quickly sat down and held the cold hands again into her palm. She rubbed her back and forth very gently, and passed her body temperature into her body without hesitation. For a moment, a gentleness that she had never noticed was revealed in her eyes.

At the same time, Zhang Yuqi murmured softly: Well, it's okay, I won't leave, be good, I won't leave... While saying this, he freed up a hand to gently rub his forehead, gently wiped the layer of cold and slightly sticky sweat on his face, and curled the corners of his lips, and a warm smile appeared on his face unconsciously.

Chen Hailing seemed to be infected by this gentle attitude. Her facial features, which were originally squeezed into a ball, were loosened again, and the strength in her hands was slightly relaxed a little. Her face finally gradually calmed down. Her lips would still move a few times from time to time, and she said: I miss you so much...

As he listened, Zhang Yuqi gently stroked him and comforted him, while her heart was getting more and more painful, as if a wet little hand was stretched out from inside her body, holding her heart tightly, and pinching her hard inch by inch

Finally, after comforting him gently for a long time, Chen Hailing quietly returned to his original calm appearance, and his fingers loosened little by little.

Zhang Yuqi glanced at him, calculated the time roughly in her heart, and felt that it was almost time to leave. If it was late, it would probably cause some problems in the company. So she became cruel and gently put Chen Hailing's warm hands under the white quilt, and carefully tucked the corners of the quilt. Then she stood up reluctantly and left slowly.

On the way back, Zhang Yuqi's mind was filled with the scenes she had just seen in the ward. The thin boy was lying in a pure white area, with no impurities around him, his face was painful, and his facial features were tightly wrinkled together, as if he was experiencing some action that made him feel very uncomfortable.

As he thought about it, Zhang Yuqi unconsciously increased her hand movements. For a moment, a red flame burned in her eyes. Her hand holding the steering wheel gradually exerted force. Several joints of her ten fingers turned white. This was a sign of being emotionally excited but being suppressed by force.

What the child said all the time, don't leave me alone, such a desolate and sad voice would be moved by anyone who heard it, let alone her biological mother...

Although he was not very competent, Zhang Yuqi felt that while she was moved and guilty, the motherhood deep in her heart, which had been hidden by her indifference and strong appearance for many years, was awakened a little, and the reaction was in her body, which made the guilt feel deeper and deeper again.

Thinking of this, Zhang Yuqi's eyes suddenly became redder and redder, just like a monster drinking blood. Threads of crimson blood lingered around her black pupils, and the blue veins on her forehead suddenly rose and pounded gently.

Suddenly, the scene from more than 20 years ago appeared in Zhang Yuqi's mind. The fire, flames, the orders, separations, and the subsequent satirical, confusion, abuse, and public opinion pressure came overwhelmingly. She thought she was strong enough. After so many years of tempering, she should have been invincible. But now, it is obviously just such a gentle and tiny thing. The indestructible steel Great Wall in her heart suddenly collapsed, and together with her nerves, it collapsed and broke.