Chapter 35 Lonely

18days ago Science fiction 8
Sitting on a chair in the infirmary, Kurozuki told Murasu, who was presenting tea to him, what happened to him during his time in the supermarket.

Escape into the supermarket with my younger brother and I was trapped

When food is out of stock, Yusuke appears in front of him and helps his group

I hid it and didn't say anything about being asked for a body by the other party at the cost.

Then the town began to lose power on a large scale, and the man was attacked by the man before he was about to escape from the supermarket.

There is also the matter of You being killed

Yusuke came to save Fujitsuki who was being attacked

It was obvious that Shenyue seemed to want to kill the man who was already restrained but failed in the end.

In the end, Yusuke killed the other party for himself

However, the deep moon vaguely vaguely used the man as the victim to attract zombies.

Even though Shenyue felt that it was the retribution that the man should have, she didn't know if Makiura thought so too

The other party is a doctor who saves the world with a pot

It's okay if I'm alone, Fukutsuki doesn't want the doctor to feel unhappy with Yusuke because of this

Under the guidance of Matsuura, Mitsuki roughly said everything.

After saying something, Shenyue glanced at the complicated expression on Murasu's face, and she began to feel a little uneasy.

That, Mr. Takemura, he did those things for us, so please don't blame him.

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Makiura stopped talking

Staring at the fingertips that landed on your knees, silent

The sudden silence made Shenyue feel a little confused, and after a while, Murasu raised his head with a face that was nothing was wrong.

Smiling softly,

Having said that, from what you said just now, I can feel that Mr. Takemura is really reliable

Ah, I am really good at Mr. Takemura. Whenever I don’t know what to do, he can always give various instructions. If I follow his instructions, things will go smoothly. If that doesn’t happen... I think we should be able to live together forever.

This way Ah·········

Makiura whispered

If only Mr. Takemura could help us...

Shenyue tilted her head in confusion, and Murasu saw this and smiled bitterly.

All the newcomers here to take refuge are trying their best to survive in this situation. If they can all become part of our strength, it will be much more worry-free... But it is because our affairs are not handled properly enough that this opportunity has slipped away. We have to work hard to gain their trust.

········Is it because the rescue came late?

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Speaking of this, Makiura smiled with peace of mind

If the comrades of the Self-Defense Forces also flew to various places for rescue, they would definitely arrive soon. Please don't worry too much.

OK··········

After that, the conversation between the two ended here

The simple tomb fell in a corner of the park

There is no trace of people around, and there are only the figures of the guards in the distance

(·········)

Shenyue squatted in front of You's grave, lowering her head deeply

This should be the responsibility of Shenyue.

However, no matter which revenge and burial, I pushed it to Yusuke to deal with it.

If that tall and thin man was still alive

Or maybe if You's body falls into that supermarket

Shenyue's heart cannot be as calm as it is now

I should have regretted my whole life and lived every day blindly

(I'm so sorry for such a useless sister...)

Now I still haven't fully accepted the reality

The loss caused by losing your younger brother is still strong

However, in front of the land where he was sleeping, Deep Moon has some reason to get back from his sadness.

Nowadays, I should protect Takashi the most

I am no longer under Yusuke's protection

Even though I received all the help from Atsushi, a childhood sweetheart, I could still clearly know that Atsushi was trying to force me.

Even if I had accepted other people's kindness unconsciously in the past, but now I still accept it for granted, it really makes me feel very uncomfortable

It feels like using the other person unilaterally

Although the two have a childhood sweetheart who is neighbors, although they have not yet said that they can feel the clear love, they can still feel the vague good intentions conveyed by each other.

I also thought that in the future, the two might be together.

However, these are far away from me

This coldness under my nose constantly reminds me that this is the reality

(·······)

Shenyue stood in front of the grave, with her hands folded

Two days after talking to Maiura

That day has been messy since early in the morning

Longsi always had stomachache and vomited for a while

Makiura, who palpated Takashi's abdomen, looked steep, which made Mitsuki even more uneasy

In the morning, the whole city government became noisy

They all said that the helicopter was coming because of a contact

Makiura is preparing to move according to the list of injured and patients who need priority assistance, etc., he has prepared.

Because Takashi was also on this list, Shenyue picked up her brother himself.

The rumbling sound of the helicopter came to everyone's ears when it was much earlier than the scheduled time.

The sound in the sky is also echoing in the unmanned city where even the noise of the dragons on the road is lost.

When the camouflage-painted with earthy yellow and green appeared from the other end of the sky, cheers rang out from the audience.

With the concentrated refugees watching, the helicopter did not land immediately, but did not know whether it was confirmed to be safe, and kept looking around the surrounding environment of the municipal government during the altitude drop.

Soon after, the helicopter slowly lowered its altitude

As the plane approaches, its power becomes clearer

It's much bigger than the car

The helicopter landed in a small parking lot next to the park

The wind from the rotor rolled up to the ground raised a large array of dust, causing the surrounding trees to sway with the wind.

Shenyue and the others were also waiting for the time in the park a little further away, but the rumbling sound and the wind were still strong.

The helicopter can accommodate about ten people at a time, and there is no way to get all refugees to board, but there are still a large number of people around.

The rotor's speed gradually slowed down

As the door on the co-pilot was opened, a self-defense officer wearing a camouflage coat and a flight jacket got off the plane.

He wore a helmet, sunglasses and headphones, and all except his mouth were covered tightly.

The right hand is holding a black assault rifle that was removed from the seat.

The self-defense officer was alert to the surroundings and then pulled the sliding door behind the helicopter

You can see the cabin full of corrugated cardboard boxes

After the other party signaled the corrugated cardboard box inside with his hands, he waved to the people surrounding him.

There is another driver who is still in the cab

The rotor still spiraled, and the unique and low sound of slashing through the air sounded

It's like it can take off immediately and standby

Supporting materials ………………?

Makiura said in surprise

The men hurried to the helicopter

The self-defense officer kept urging the men to transport the supplies on the helicopter to a short distance.

The boxes that were moved out by men were sprayed with food and medicine, and the words "Ah" medicine" were sprayed with water purifiers.

While checking the transportation of supplies, the self-defense officer was guarding against the rifle with a bayonet.

When President Mizuhashi got closer to Makiura, the self-defense officer pulled up to open his sunglasses and started chatting with them.

During this period, I could occasionally see the self-defense officer shook his head and responded to their inquiries apologetically

Looking at this scene, Shenyue felt even more uneasy

(If you bring support materials... that means no one will be rescued today?)

Shenyue's expectation has really come true

The other party said that because the fuel was too tight, the helicopter could only fly one round trip today.

Why do you do this...

Hearing the water bridge walking back as explained, I don’t know who accidentally said this sentence

I'm really sorry, I'll give priority to transporting injured and sick people today

This sentence made a sound of doubt in the crowd

Will the helicopter come again?

If that is the case, it will be necessary to ensure that the Fuel Self-Defense Force will enter the city tomorrow, so the rescue activities will be continued the day after tomorrow.

This way, Ah··················

The man who asked the question nodded reluctantly

After confirming that the scene was quiet, Makiura began to issue instructions for personnel transfer

Take out the list and start shouting names one by one from the top

Others are responsible for moving the supplies back to the municipal government or returning to the alert position.

But even so, most of the people were still stuck in the scene

Most of the people who were transported were elderly people whose condition had worsened

I should have to take special drugs such as hypertension, Ah diabetes, but due to the bare living environment in the past two months, the condition has worsened very seriously.

People who have suffered from insufficient nutrition are also on the list

Even though Takashi is in the top spot on the list, due to the number of people, there is no way to add someone to go with him.

Besides, the number of people in bad condition is already full of the maximum number of people in the hospital

Muraura looked at Shenyue, who was still hesitating and unable to let Takashi be sent away alone, said.

Although it is impossible to accurately diagnose Longsi's disease... but it makes me feel that it may be appendicitis. I guess it is because the bacteria sneak into the body while they can't keep up with their physical strength. This level is just a simple surgery and take some medicine. But here... Don't expect natural cure. If peritonitis is followed, it will be life-threatening. On the other hand, as long as you are in a fully equipped place, this is not a problem at all. Although it makes you a little worried, it will be safer to leave it to them.

················Sorry, please

Shenyue was still confused, but she nodded

Makiura tied a strap to the hand of the person being transported

The person's name, age and blood type are written on it

Then he handed over a bundle of medical records he had compiled with himself to the members of the Self-Defense Force and lowered his head deeply

The Self-Defense Force member also saluted her in response

A few days after the helicopter flew away

The room next to the infirmary was also deserted because all the staff were moved, so Shenyue moved to the same room as Dungshi.

It was one of the rooms on the third floor, with seven families living in it

There was a list of personnel posted at the door of the room, with Shen Yue's name added to it

Since Toshi wanted to perform the work of the security shift, Shenyue was left alone in the room.

Except for Shen Yue, of course there are several people in the room, all of whom are curled up and huddled in the blanket and living their lives in different places.

The atmosphere in the room is not very good

All of them have not been rescued yet.

Even the food ratio is much less

Although everyone didn't say it clearly, they actually felt the uneasiness as if they were trapped.

Especially for newcomers like Shenyue, everyone is not looking for curious eyes, but full of negative emotions.

Even from the conversations I heard in the General Office, I could feel that everyone's feelings for the newly joined refugees were not very good.

Those who feel sincerely happy for the safe arrival of new refugees during the confluence also begin to blame them in turn as the food ratio gradually decreases.

Even Dunshi complains from time to time that the newcomer always has so many opinions

Shenyue can understand their feelings

Hearing that there was rescue, everyone abandoned their original strongholds and rushed here

But then I was treated like a troublemaker, which is not fun at all

(It is obvious that there are so many people here...)

It is obviously safer than the supermarket's trappings with fewer people at that time.

(But why do you feel so uneasy and lonely...)

I can feel a strong sense of loneliness

At that time in the supermarket, there were only four people, Yusuke, Fukatsuki, Takashi and Yu.

But at that time I was not afraid of zombies or hunger

It feels like everyone is involved and building a new life

There is hope for living in the mountains and a prospect for the future

However, now he was alone, holding his knees like this, huddling his side, gathering with people he didn't know, looking forward to the food distribution on hungry

(Are you still relying on Mr. Takemura all the way?)

A self-deprecating smile appeared on Shenyue's face

What Dunshi said to himself once again rang out from his ears

Why don't you cause trouble for that person after this

After hearing the whole story of why he was trapped in the supermarket and how Yusuke helped him.

Indeed, everyone was originally strangers, and now that they wanted to join the big group like this, they had no reason to continue to act together.

Even so, I still feel that Yusuke will lead Fukutsuki and the others to act together no matter what.

Originally, I acted with Yusuke's instructions, so it's understandable to think so.

That's right, that's what Shenyue thinks

So, the abrupt parting words of Yusuke, Mitsuki was unable to say anything about it.

Huhu.........

Fukazuki's self-deprecating laughter

(Isn't this of course...)

Close your eyes and memories appear in your mind

At that time, I didn't notice it because my thoughts were paralyzed.

When Yusuke knew that Yu had passed away, the expression on his face

It's clear that nothing touched him

But I said those words

(Whatever you said, you didn't protect me, why can I say this?)

Even if he apologized immediately, Yusuke just shook his head gently and said nothing

Now that I want to come back, this is the only moment when Yusuke, who never cares about anything, suppresses himself.

Then, the moment of judgment

The scene where the man was shot on the abdomen and feet and then fell to the ground

And Yusuke, who was looking down at the man lying in a pool of blood, was also on the stairs.

His eyes were reflected in the dawn as if they were about to burn.

Very sharp, cold, and very beautiful

(Woo…………)

Shenyue had to cover her chest that was constantly getting painful

The hatred in Shenyue's body was purified by the coldness

But this is what fills the whole body with this hatred instead of

(Mr. Takemura·······)

I finally became aware of my feelings

I have also realized that this relationship cannot be achieved.

After all, I am just a burden

While he was worried and trying to put this idea behind his head, Shenyue noticed that someone was at the door.

He raised his head and saw Mupu standing there

The other party looked apologetic and bowed his head to him.

Sorry, I'm here to ask you Miss Fujino

········· Please, me?

Yes

With a lot of doubts, Shenyue was urged to walk into the corridor

Makiura, who became close to him with this mature attitude, is a trustworthy object besides Atsushi.

After moving along the window to a place where there were no people, Makiura spoke.

Can we share the food from the car parked underground?

Alas...

I'm so sorry that there is not much left in the reserve grain...... It's a bit embarrassing, but now I can only turn around and ask everyone for help.

Ah, it's nothing, but that's Mr. Takemura's thing so...

Makiura smiled bitterly

I have asked Mr. Takemura and he said that if he agreed to the conditions he proposed, he would give us half of the supplies.

Conditions ······?

Yes, he asked that he could be allowed to read all the materials in the municipal office and the accompanying permission to enter each room, and also required me to sign and save it for him. It was subject to independent action from the Operations Committee.

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I was also a little surprised, especially the second point. Although it makes people feel a little regretful, the amount of food is really important. Now I can only prioritize it. ····················

Deep Moon whispered

Makiura continued

He said that the remaining half was Miss Fujino's share, so I asked me to ask Miss Fujino's intentions by myself

mine············

That was a sentence I never expected

Since then, I have never had contact with Yusuke, and I still think that he has forgotten all his affairs.

Although I also know this is a shameless request, if you can, can you provide us with food? If you have any requests like Mr. Takemura, I will try my best to satisfy you.

No···············

Shenyue shook her head gently

If only one person is served, the food on the truck can last for a month or even two months

However, in the food shortage, it is impossible for one person to take such action.

If you really only supply yourself, it will definitely cause disputes, and no matter how dangerous it is, it will be more dangerous than Yusuke's release of food.

If food is now more important than anything else, Yusuke will definitely refuse to provide food.

If he did not take such a move, that is to say, Yusuke believes that providing food to this group is the best option for him now

Then what will he do when he lowered his head and hurried aside

Shenyue kept thinking about these things in her mind, and then opened her mouth

That... what's going on in the rescue side now?

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Makiura was silent for a while, but this was related to food, so she said it directly without hiding it.

To be honest, here is quite stable, but maybe it will capsize in a gutter. Although the other party didn't say it clearly, he still noticed that the other party was trying to give priority to other more important areas.

This way Ah··········

Or maybe the other party has not been able to solve the fuel problem and the communication with them has also been interrupted. We try to convey to the other party that our food is coming to an end, but there is no reaction... Please don't say these words everywhere.

Shenyue nodded, then thought for a while and said

I understand that food doesn't matter, so I'll give it to you in exchange. Can I give it a job?

Shenyue is now affiliated with the health class

Because the transfer of wounded and sick members of the Self-Defense Force has resulted in a sharp drop in the number of injured and sick patients in the municipal government, and the number of rescue shifts has also decreased.

Instead, the health class started to increase its staff

The sanitation class is responsible for cleaning rooms and toilets, handling water, disposal of garbage, cleaning dirty clothes and some items cleaned from each class, etc. The scope of responsibility is so wide that it still seems insufficient for many people to have.

I met with the middle-aged woman in charge of the captain of the health class. From the beginning, Shen Yue was assigned to assist in the handling of water.

The person who was responsible for carrying water with me was a boy who was about the age of a college student, wearing glasses, black hair, and looking a little cowardly

I don't know if my personality is a bit negative, my eyes will never meet my eyes

All domestic water was drawn from the river, so the two of them put the bucket on the flatbed cart and walked to the backyard.

This workflow is to walk along the road around the park to the end, and then throw the bucket tied with a rope into the river through the railings, and then you can lift the bucket full of water.

Then pour the water into the bucket on the flatbed truck. When all the buckets are full, they will be transported back to the custody room on the second floor of the municipal government office building.

I don't know if the wastewater discharge from home or factories to rivers is gone, but the water in the river now seems very clean.

Although this is not suitable for drinking, it is enough for flushing the toilet or washing clothes.

The boy threw the bucket into the river speechlessly, and then pulled it up again

Seeing that the other party's hands gradually became soft, Shenyue said

That, I'll change you

No, no, it's okay

The boy replied in panic that he never looked at him.

Since the beginning, I have not helped much. The deep moon, who felt bored, turned around and looked at the river in front of me.

The water level is also at a very high position, and the river surface is quite wide

The river bank is even far away

When the second bucket was filled, the boy put down the bucket and breathed slowly.

Then he put his hands on his waist and stretched his lower body

Shenyue took the opportunity to pick up the bucket from the side and said to him

Please take a rest

Ah···········Sorry

Since one end of the rope is tied to the railing, even if your hands are slippery, you are not afraid that the bucket will float away.

The only requirement is arm strength

Although it was a hard job to pull the bucket up from the water, Shenyue still pulled it with sweating all over her head.

The boy was staring at Shenyue in a daze

When Shenyue lifted the bucket for the third time, a sound came from behind the two of them.

Hello, don't let girls do things and be lazy.

Looking back, I found that the man in charge of the guard

Uh, no, that

The man with glasses looked anxious but hesitant

Shenyue hurriedly said,

That, you made a mistake and it's just his turn to rest. It's just that he just kept lifting the water up.

Ah, so Ah······

After the man took the bucket in Shenyue's hand and looked at it,

Well, let's leave this to me

The man took the bucket from Shenyue's hand, threw it into the river without saying anything,

Then he pulled the rope hard and poured water into the bucket

He was very quick and seemed very energetic

Shenyue stood behind the other person and watched the male's series of movements

In high school, boys often have to come and help them complete this kind of situation because of Shen Yue’s hard work.

Although I have never had any questions about this in the past, I just think it's really helpful

But now, I can no longer feel so careless

I was often called by Yusuke before

However, when he is praised, he will feel very happy

This praise is not a flattery, it is simply a corresponding praise for ability and achievements.

(That's why I am so happy...)

Before the world collapses, there are everywhere where you can belong to you

But not now

It's impossible to create a place that belongs to you.

In his life with Yusuke, Mitsuki knew that it was because he helped him and had the conceit of staying here.

In comparison, the kind of place where you can't even figure out the other person's true nature and stay with the kindness you send to him is too vague and unreliable at all.

After picking up the water, after the man waved his hand and left, Shenyue said to the boy who was still standing still,

That... I'm sorry, it's all my fault

No, it's okay...

A brief silence

I'm used to it

Get used to it?

Ah, hug, sorry, don't care

ha·····

With this kind of unruly attitude, I can't talk too much. The two of them took a flatbed and stepped on the way back without saying a word.

After unloading the water to the debris room, the two encountered a commotion on their way back to the place they were originally placed.

The first floor of the municipal government office building is a buffer zone for zombies to invade, so it is basically not used, so refugees live on the upper part of the second floor.

But in the central hall on the second floor, the guard duty room was surrounded and uninterrupted.

Angry voices sounded everywhere

Everyone said that we should return the weapon to us! That was originally our thing!

A young man's voice sounded

In that noisy place, several men in the security guard were standing with tense faces.

Then six or seven others stood there as if they were about to surround them.

One of them shouted angrily. The man had a long golden cowherd's head and tied his hair back with a ponytail. He looked like he was about twenty years old.

It looks slim and is about 1.7 meters tall

With that straight facial features and the hoodie he was wearing on his body, if he didn't hear the sound, he might have misjudged the other person as a girl.

A man came out next to this exhausted man and was in peace.

Calm down and don't look aggressive

·············

The cowherd's head turned around in anger

Following the man who was about forty, who had known him like a physical laborer, stood up for him

This guy is so rude. Sorry, Ah

The man said in a calm tone that was as unmatched as he looked at him

However, as we just said, it is too difficult to go out to find food with bare hands and empty handed to find food. We just asked to get the props we put on yours back. Is there any problem?

········· However, it's not allowed

Then get permission

The young man muttered on the side, and the older man hit him and glared at him with his hand.

Give me a stop............ If this is the case, I'm sorry, can you please convey our opinions quickly? We want to set off today

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The male in the security squad left speechlessly

Hearing that there was a commotion, people gradually gathered in this hall

The guards holding weapons also began to surround this place from a distance.

However, the men still ignored the gazes coming from all around them with a calm expression.

But the man in the second half of the thirty years old who seemed to be the leader was silent.

And the male with the cowherd's head was right next to him, staring anxiously around him.

Shen Yue was watching the development of the situation in a corner of the hall, and felt that this small group felt very déjà vu.

I've seen it somewhere

Suddenly, Shenyue remembered

(Ah, by the way, that's the people in the room at the beginning Ah··········)

When I first visited the municipal government to take refuge, the group of refugees in one of the rooms in the west building that I was taken to.

At that time, they were still chatting and laughing around the center of the room with the lights on.

It's very conspicuous compared to the tired refugees around

After a while in silence in the hall, Makiura's figure soon appeared

He walked over with the white clothes, led by someone

After snatching the side of his eyes to confirm the people piled up in the hall, Makiura stood there and looked at the leader of this group.

Just open your mouth

I heard that you are going to hunt for food. I wonder if it is true or false?

Hey, so we want to get the props that were placed in you

Too dangerous

Hearing this, the man scratched his head

There is not much food left, so when you can still move, you have to ensure supplies. It will be bad when you can't move even if you can't move.

But··········

If we don't cause trouble, just let us fail. If we don't want to make a lot of trouble, we will just treat it as a few more people fighting for food.

········ First of all, I feel very sorry for the inconvenience caused to you. However, we should also seek ways to make all the people survive. If the food is still a bit too, maybe the rescue will arrive tomorrow.

Well, you are a good person, but you will only get worse and worse. Don't rely too much on rescue.

···········

Makiura was silently silent

The two of them confront each other as if they were staring at each other

And then, an unexpected sound rang out

I'll go too

Seeing the figure emerging from the crowd, Shenyue, who was still looking at the distance, couldn't help but breathe.

That's Yusuke

The man looked surprised,

you also?

It's easy to do things, and I'm new here too

The man raised his lips and smiled at Yusuke who had his shoulders shrank.

That's really a big help, are there anyone else who wants to go with us?

The man looked around, but the person who was looking at him immediately looked away

The man in glasses stood beside Shen Yue, and even stretched his body and lowered his head.

There was no other response, and the man's eyes were bypassed for a week

Well, that's it... it doesn't matter, is it?

·········

Makiura bit her lip, as if she was struggling with something

I don't know what she was worried about and just after a while,

········· Submit this plan to the committee and make a suitable plan. Just my opinion is really...

Anyway, in the end, I was just taken by vaguely. First of all, we just asked to return what we put in your place. Although we are very grateful for the food we provide to us, we are not a group affiliated with your organization. You should have no reason to restrict our actions.

The man's words made Makiura silent again

As she slowly cast her eyes at the men one by one, then her eyes turned to Yusuke

Although the eyes of the two came together in such a moment, Yusuke looked away as he felt bored

After a while,

·······I see

Makiura said weakly

54 Translator's note: This tells me that a woman who has broken heart is sentimental and sighs about life

However, seeing the deep moon who sighed so much, I remembered the life of the heroine, Miss Shizi, who felt pain in her heart and tears, could not shed, and was obedient and gentle at home.