Chapter 8 Accident

After Lao Li passed away, I was depressed for a long time. It happened that my husband returned to the family due to work reasons. I focused on taking care of my daughter who started kindergarten and becoming a good wife and mother on the surface.

But it is not that simple to calm down your heart when you have just calmed down.

My husband was too negligent in taking care of his children. Once I visited a friend’s house. When I got home, my husband was playing games and forgot about the baby’s meal. He was so angry that he had a big fight with him.

The conflict between husband and wife that was originally covered up on weekdays has gradually been exposed. Both parties cannot manage their marriage from each other's perspective, and the crisis of marriage will come quietly.

Just like many couples, maybe the two of them don't have much conflict at all

However, after getting married for a long time, the other person will gradually neglect their feelings. At this time, if a next door Lao Wang with ulterior motives is very attentive, he will be very attentive.

Then, one side is the gradually cold relationship between husband and wife, while the other side is the passionate and attentive Lao Wang. As one goes up and down, it is easy for two people to have different dreams in the same bed

I only realized this point at that time, but my husband didn't realize it at all

It was probably after the spring of the second year, my husband became busy with work without warning.

On my 27th birthday, my husband was so busy that he forgot and continued to go home all night. I wondered all night if he really cheated.

Both husband and wife cheat on each other, such a marriage is likely to be over.

Thinking of last year's birthday, at least Lao Li and Lao Chen were concerned about me, but after a year, it has been a world of change.

I sent my daughter to my in-laws' house early. I heard that my mother-in-law took her daughter to Hong Kong for a trip and would not be able to come back the day after tomorrow.

It was almost 10:30, and my phone suddenly flashed. I opened it and saw that it was a WeChat message sent by my husband.

There are only a few simple words: I won't come back tonight, stay in the company

I smiled bitterly, and was also angry. It turned out that my expectations for my husband were just wishful thinking. He really didn't remember my birthday.

My carefully prepared dinner and sexy underwear are all in vain

I have tried to enrich my life and relieve myself in other ways.

Register for yoga and fitness at the gym, travel to Japan with my best friend whom I haven't met for a long time, take a baking dessert course with my mother-in-law, or spend money on shopping to fill everything in my spare time; but when I was lonely at night, I took out my sex toys and masturbate again, I really understood what I lack and what I want

When I noticed that my restless heart was stirring again, my first reaction was the old saying that was widely circulated on the Internet: Women only cheated zero times and countless times

I drank all the two bottles of red wine I had prepared and tried to get drunk to myself to forget my grief and anger and pain

Maybe it was because of the fury that day, two bottles of red wine did not make me feel drunk, and my alcohol tolerance suddenly improved.

I rummaged through the boxes and got a bucket of ginseng wine from the corner of the kitchen cabinet. After two cups, I quickly became hot and became ecstatic.

I looked at the clock on the wall. It was clearly late at night, but why did it turn into five o'clock? Am I dazzled? Or is it really going backwards? If time goes backwards, which time do I want to go back?

Is it the passionate years of falling in love with my husband, or the stage of secretly falling in love with Lao Li and celebrating the years?

I don't know it myself, and at this moment, the door opened

When I saw that my husband was back, tears couldn't stop falling. I threw myself into my husband's arms like a little woman who had suffered a lot of grievances. At this moment, I finally realized that my favorite is my husband. Although my body has cheated countless times, if there is only one person left in my heart, it must be him.

My husband seemed a little surprised, after all, our relationship between husband and wife has not been very harmonious recently

I was dizzy and pulled him to the table to drink with me. As for what we talked about, I don't remember at all

I only remember crying and asking my husband why he didn't love me as much as before. I begged him not to leave me, and tears couldn't stop flowing

I started asking for kisses to my husband. At first, he was a little resistant, but he couldn't resist my repeated requests. He finally kissed me

I opened my pajamas and exposed the sexy underwear carefully prepared for him. This was a set of black open-end net stockings and lace bras. I saw that my husband seemed a little unmoved, so I put on his favorite high heels, took the initiative to pose, and took the initiative to dance a sexy dance he was good at while drinking, and took the initiative to tease him.

My husband could no longer help but pounced at me. I took the initiative to help him take off his clothes and held his cock that had already been raised in his lower body.

It's hard for me to remember the details of this night, but perhaps because both of us were drunk, we went from the living room to the dining room to the toilet and the kitchen. He pulled my hair frantically and made love with me bravely. I feel like we were back to college and back to the years we just met. There is not only sex, but also love in sex. It's no longer the routine sex that happened in a few years after marriage, but full of passion and wildness, which makes people feel endless aftertaste.

Although the alcohol made us no longer clearly remember every move and every kiss of the night, it stimulated him to attack more fiercely. His penis was like a piston, and every time it entered the innermost part of my vagina.

The fast and powerful impact made my mind dizzy. The chandelier on the ceiling was shaking randomly, as if it was about to fall and hit my head.

I don't know how long it took, but I cried again. It was different from the tears just now. I suppressed low sobs and moaned wildly, and my vagina began to tighten violently.

My husband seemed to be afraid that I would get pregnant. At the critical moment, he pulled out his cock from my body. This seemed to be the only deduction for the perfect sex symphony this night.

After the climax, we kissed passionately, although we hugged each other, we fell asleep unconsciously

When I opened my eyes, a trace of whiteness appeared in the sky. The sky was almost dawning.

I turned my head and wanted to gently break free from the hand that hugged me in my arms, but I was stunned.

I suddenly lost all of my sleepiness and woke up completely. I lay beside me and hugged me in my arms. Last night, the person who made me tactful Chen Huan was not my husband, but my father-in-law!

The whole person was completely stiff and his mind was blank. I had no idea how to deal with everything that happened.

Although I have cheated countless times during marriage and have had physical relationships with two old neighbors older than my father-in-law, the man in front of me is my father-in-law! We are incest!

I don't dare to think about it anymore, just want to escape from the scene of the incident

After a moment of thinking, I gently got up from the bed, and didn't dare to look at the wedding photos with my husband on the head of the bed. I tiptoed out of the room door, trying not to let any movement, so as not to wake up my father-in-law.

I simply put on a coat, put on a pair of shoes and left home quietly

It was around six o'clock in the morning, and the genius was dawn. I only brought my cell phone, but there was nowhere to go, so I was wandering helplessly in the garden of the community.

Because of the hangover, my mind was still drowsy and swollen. I sat on the stone bench in the garden, looking at the brighter sky, but my mind was full of stories from last night.

While I felt guilty about having sex with my father-in-law, I was amazed that my father-in-law was so powerful last night.

How did it happen yesterday? How could it be my father-in-law?

I still can't figure it out, but I feel a little chill now. I'm anxious when I go out and don't wear much. I can only curl up my body, hold my knees with my hands, and sit alone in the corner of the garden. I don't know where to go, but I can't go back anyway. If I see my father-in-law who has woken up, it's so embarrassing.

Coincidentally, when I was at a loss, I looked up and saw Lao Chen. He was finishing his exercise early and was about to go home, but he saw me alone in the garden.

Lao Chen and I have met very few times in the past year, and we can count it with almost one hand. Of course, I mean the kind of relationship that happened when we met.

But we are old acquaintances after all. I told Lao Chen if he could sit at his house for a while. He agreed readily and did not ask me much. I deliberately kept a distance of about two meters with him, carefully preventing others from doubting our relationship, and walked all the way to Lao Chen's house.

I ate the breakfast that Lao Chen had bought without saying a word

Old Chen looked at me with a smile and a fool, like a father looking at his child

But my father-in-law immediately appeared in my mind. I quickly finished eating and prepared to go to the bedroom in the inner room to rest for a while, so that Lao Chen would not disturb me.

I just stood up the moment I got up, and kissed me unexpectedly.

Lao Chen's kiss is always so repulsive and fascinating. I instinctively tangled with Lao Chen's tongue like a conditioned reflex.

After a half minute of pure wet kiss, Lao Chen's hand began to reach out to my chest and lower body less honestly. Then I suddenly realized, broke free from Lao Chen's arms, and told him that I didn't want to do it with him now.

Looking at his resentful eyes, I felt a little pitiful again. I promised to accompany him next time, and even promised that he would have anal sex next time. Lao Chen was not pestering me. After I went to bed in his room, he took the initiative to add a blanket to me.

It was noon after I woke up, thinking that my father-in-law must have left home, after all, he didn't want to face the embarrassment he felt when he saw me.

Lao Chen bought lunch. After I finished lunch with him at Lao Chen's house, I guess I was about to go home. Before leaving, I took the initiative to kiss Lao Chen, which was a reward for his understanding kiss.

For almost a month, I deliberately did not contact my father-in-law again. Every time I called my in-laws, I would talk to my mother-in-law. Of course, my husband was completely unaware of what happened that night. The ridiculousness of that night became the secret in my heart and my father-in-law.

Strangely, unlike my previous cheating, maybe this time I feel deeply guilty about my husband because I am with my husband's father.

I tried hard to maintain the style of a virtuous wife, and no longer thought about looking for excitement outside. I only had to give up what I promised Lao Chen last time, but I finally found an opportunity to do it with Lao Chen.

But gradually, desires may accumulate, and it may lead to greater disasters.

That night, I was thinking about having sex with my husband, but I had sex with my father-in-law by chance. The dissatisfaction that I didn't burst out in my heart increased instead of the high hopes for my husband.

My husband doesn't have much thought of taking care of me. Every time I have sex, I just give the public food, and it seems like I'm forcing him. I don't have any thoughts of making up for my absence on my birthday night.

On the contrary, after the passionate night with my father-in-law, I discovered the gift left by my father-in-law. It was a big-name necklace that was not particularly expensive but aesthetically online. For some reason, my tears suddenly came out. It turned out that the reason I treated my father-in-law as my husband that night was because my father-in-law still remembered my birthday and came to give me gifts.

I thought to myself that even Lao Chen gave me a box of expensive chocolates as a birthday gift afterwards, but my husband did not say anything at all

That's no wonder. Even if I gave me my father-in-law the gift I gave me that night, I'd better give me a birthday gift.

I savored the sex with my father-in-law on my birthday. My father-in-law was only 60 years old. He was tall among the elderly, and he was usually well-educated and recuperated. He wore a pair of gold-wired glasses, which was quite intellectual.

My father-in-law has a decent job and is decent and reliable. He looks quite right than Old Chen. He is a gentle and good-looking man. His only disadvantage is that he is too humble in front of his mother-in-law.

I wonder what psychological impact what happened that night would have on my father-in-law. Will he have any burden?

My father-in-law may still think I am a good woman. After all, I treated him as my husband that night, but if I spit out the truth about dirty things with Lao Chen and Lao Li while I was drunk, wouldn’t the consequences be unimaginable?

Fortunately, it's still calm now

Compared to my husband's carelessness, the impression that my father-in-law left on me that night was too deep.

I lost my father when I was young, and my mother was very strict in adolescence. I had almost no contact with boys of the same age. The probability of my father is too far from me

Perhaps it is precisely because of this that I have a certain degree of Oedipus complex. The previous entanglement with Lao Li and Lao Chen may also be the release of Oedipus complex in a sense

Because I escaped from the strict discipline of my mother who was a teacher, I was very crazy after entering university, as if I had broken free from the cage

When I decided to marry my current husband, there were reasons for my husband's family and his parents-in-law's charity. After several years of getting along, my father-in-law has always been what I thought as a father. He has an extremely responsible sense. While taking care of us, he also takes care of our young daughter and mother-in-law who has been together until we are old.

My father-in-law is like a giant tree that supports our entire family. It's too difficult for him to do so.

Because of this unexpected reunion, should I go further? Or would I destroy all this with my own hands?

It has been almost a month since that night and the past. I think my father-in-law and I should have had enough time to provide psychological counseling at this time. It is time to meet my father-in-law and make it clear that night. This may be better.

Will you have a relationship with your father-in-law again and become a stable underground lover? Or will you break the relationship with your father-in-law just like an ordinary father-in-law and abide by your own boundaries?

From my heart, I even look forward to having sex with my father-in-law again. My father-in-law is gentle and considerate, and has physical needs. I think my mother-in-law is so old that she probably has no interest in men and women.

But it is still because of the mother-in-law, and the father-in-law is considered to be a type of wife who is strictly controlled. If the mother-in-law discovers it, the consequences will naturally be self-evident.

Finally found a chance, I made an appointment with my father-in-law to meet at home. That day, I specially put on makeup, dressed up beautifully, and changed into clothes that suited my figure. It didn't look like I was at home. With my figure and appearance, it was almost impossible to seduce men.

When my father-in-law came, he didn't dare to look at me in the eyes at first, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward

I took the initiative to tell him that what happened that night made him not feel guilty. It was not a memory that could not be looked back on. For me, it was a precious and beautiful memory.

My father-in-law looked at me blankly, as if he couldn't believe what I said

I began to complain to my father-in-law and told me all my husband's neglect of me recently. When I talked about it, I seemed to be about to cry again.

My father-in-law handed me a tissue, and when I saw the tears lingering in my eyes, I seemed to be unable to bear it.

I fell head-on into my father-in-law's broad chest, and the ambiguity was about to go further.

My father-in-law just hugged me, and the kindness and tenderness still occupied the high ground of reason. We were just stalemate, and it seemed that there was not much time.

In the end, my father-in-law just kissed me lightly on my forehead. He looked at me kindly and said that I am a good woman. My son doesn't cherish me. He will harshly scold my husband and let him cherish me well.

And I have to forget the absurdity of that night. From then on, it is like nothing has happened. I will help each other with the relationship between a father-in-law and daughter-in-law, and exist with each other as important family members.

I can't say anything, after all, if the father-in-law and daughter-in-law become lovers, it will be too dangerous to be exposed and the whole family will be ruined if the relationship is exposed.

I nodded, hugged my father-in-law for a while before I separated

My father-in-law is indeed a good person, and he has not shaken the root of family relationships because of evil thoughts. He understands right and wrong, understands responsibility, and is a real man.

But in my world, there is only my husband, a man who doesn't care about me.

What I want is more