The rain outside the window was still so drizzling, and his thoughts were messed up by the confusing raindrops.
His hands were shaking violently. His mother's attending physician had just talked to him that if another vascular infarction occurred, the fragile heart would be completely blocked...
He took out the last cigarette from his pocket and wanted to light it trembled, but after trying it a few times, he failed.
A young nurse who was passing by him hurriedly glared at him fiercely, pointed to the no-smoking sign on the wall, and pointed to the rainy night outside. The meaning was very obvious. If you want to smoke, please go outside!
He was slightly stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized where he was, and he smiled and kneaded the last cigarette into a ball in front of the little nurse.
The little nurse muttered and walked away. The words seemed to be a decades-old man, so why didn't he see anything at all...
He smiled bitterly, and did not want to throw away the cigarette in his hand, but put it back in his pocket.
His haggard face was reflected in the glass in the corridor of the inpatient department
The face of his forties is no different from his fifties. He just sent off his father last year, but this year his mother fell down again. The repeated blows of life made him aged a lot suddenly
Last year, in order to treat his father's illness, he spent all his savings over the years, but this year he had to sell his house.
He is a small middle school teacher who earns an extremely meager salary and is unable to support the expensive medical expenses. However, how could he watch his parents who have been worried about him all their lives leave like that!
My wife had a big fight with him over money and went back to her parents' home. The child was busy with the high school entrance examination and ignored him. He seemed to be the most unnecessary person in the whole family.
However, this is also good, he can calm down and accompany his mother through the last period of time...
Otherwise, I will raise some more money and try again... He just stuffed a red envelope into the pocket of the attending physician who was much younger than him in the doctor's office, begging humbly, begging with a tough head and humbly
The old lady had several surgeries, and now her internal organs are almost exhausted, so she may not be able to withstand it... The doctor stuffed one hand into her pocket, pinched the thickness of the red envelope, and looked at the haggard middle-aged man in front of her, with a hint of pity vaguely sliding across her eyes...
He hesitated for a moment, but walked into the rainy night outside
He took out the crushed cigarette again, stretched it out carefully, and then stood under the dripping eaves to light it in front of the light. Strangely, this time, he went smoothly
His life has always been unsuccessful, just like God is waiting to be right with him. Every small step he takes, a big step will always experience bumps that others can't imagine.
He also cursed at God with great grief and anger, "You TMD have the ability to kill me!" What's the point of torture like this? You bastard!"
But every time he calms down, he blames himself deeply
In fact, who can he blame?
God gave him a handsome face, a strong body, a quick-witted brain, and a mouth with amazing conversation. What else can he ask for?
If God hasn't given him a chance, it would be unkind
His chances have always been far more than others, but his personality, which is too noble, too rebellious, and too idealistic about life, makes him completely ignore these opportunities
He doesn't know how to use his face, does not know how to use his body, and he doesn't want to find his own place in the midst of a mess.
His eyes are too vicious and his mouth is too sharp tolerate those messy things
Of course, in his opinion, he might have gained the purity and tranquility of his soul, but in the eyes of others, he is just a fool who is abandoned by the real society...
When I returned to the ward, my mother had just woken up
It's raining outside? My mother's voice was very weak, and she had to divide it into several paragraphs to say that she smelled the rain on his body
Well... He sat down beside the bed, sniffed in his palms, then rubbed his hands warmed up, and finally carefully held his mother's hand
Those hands have become thinner, which makes people worry that the last trace of vitality in her weak body will accidentally slide out of her fingertips.
Go out to smoke again? She raised her eyes and asked lovingly
Well... He nodded embarrassedly
You are not young anymore, you have to pay attention to your health. Besides, your wife and children are waiting for you to take care of you. You can no longer let your temperament... She put her other hand on his hand and rubbed it gently as before.
Alas, I remember... He nodded, his voice was very gentle. This was not his usual tone, but now there is not much time left for him to cherish.
Well... Mother blinked with satisfaction and smiled with difficulty
When will Xiaoxi finish Ah? After a while of silence, she said again
Let's go tomorrow... After the exam tomorrow, I'll let her see you... Xiaoxi is his daughter, the mother's heart, but since her mother's recent operation, her wife has never been here again, and Xiaoxi has never been here
Of course he didn't know when his daughter would take the exam, but the only thing he could give his mother now was this little hope.
Well, the hospital is not a good place, but it's better for Xiaoxi not to come... My mother said, but she smiled rare on her face.
Don't worry... She will definitely come here tomorrow... He felt sour in his heart and wanted to cry
He got up and poured a glass of water for his mother, helped her shake the head of the bed, and changed to a comfortable angle. The busyness finally pushed back the tears that were about to rush out.
I spent a lot of money this time... My mother looked at his face that was no longer young and said pity
No...can be reimbursed... Don't worry... His heart is a little confused
The attending physician came here just now and let me be discharged from the hospital... My mother's face looked particularly beautiful tonight
He was stunned, and a fire broke out in his heart
TMD, that bastard must have watched his mother fail, and he was driving them away for the hospital's mortality rate!
I don’t do personnel work after receiving the money, usually I think the money is too low...
Actually, I also want to go home to raise my family. If I can't eat well or sleep well here, it will not be beneficial to my illness... My mother naturally saw his anger and hurriedly comforted her.
His heart was furious, but in front of his extremely weak mother, he didn't dare to have an attack after all.
Well, I know, you have a good rest, I discussed with the doctor... He almost said this with gritted teeth.
Discuss with others carefully and don’t lose your temper at any time... The mother reminded her not to worry, she knew the most about her son’s temper.
Well... He nodded, took two steps out, and suddenly stopped.
Mom, am I disappointing you and Daddy... His tears rolled in his eyes
Why was she disappointed? She was stunned
I could have let you live a good life... Even if you are hospitalized, you don't have to live in such a broken place and suffer...
Silly child, you are our son, if you live happily, we will be happy... The mother smiled very well, just like the smiles he remembered in those wonderful days many years ago
But he knew their hardships, and he was not happy
His own heart seemed to be out of the world's shackles, but his relatives were suffering because of him
Isn’t his choice over the years also a kind of selfishness or escape?
I'll go over later and talk to you first... He sighed softly
He knew that he would definitely smash the doctor's office when he went there, and then he would draw the attending physician who pretended to be an unpopular person. But in that case, his mother's heart would probably not work...
Well... OK... Mother seemed to see his feelings, nodded in appreciation, patted the pillow beside her, come on, let's just hold on for a while, you haven't been in a few days...
That night, my mother's face looked very good...
That night, they chatted a lot...
That night, the waves on the monitoring instrument stopped beating...
He silently shed tears and looked at the dark sky outside the window. Hey, bastard, it's my turn next...
********************
I don't know when the sky outside the window will become brighter
He lay on the bed and watched the clouds cut into pieces by the breeze in the sky, his heart was heartbroken
This is not a hospital, not a home, what do you know where it is
He doesn't care where he is, and where he is still lonely?
But the old elm tree outside the window made him more and more familiar with it.
When he was young, he often climbed on the trees to touch the elm seeds and ate them. He naturally knew every branch of it
But the old elm tree was cut down when their bungalow was relocated more than 20 years ago! Is this just a dream?
Tianyu, get up, don't be angry, your father is at work... A sound that has appeared over and over again in his dream made him jump from the bed.
The image of the chairman on the wall, the old-fashioned wall clock, the single bed he had just slept on, the door painted with light green... Everything made him shudder and a cold war!
Mom? He exclaimed, flew out of bed in a hurry, rushed to the door, and opened the door that was locked from inside.
Mom... He couldn't help but scream again, but for a moment he stood there blankly again
Standing outside the door was indeed his mother, but she looked like she was a long time ago. Her hair was black, her skin was tight, and even the dignity and beauty on her face were vivid and beautiful!
This is obviously the mother of more than 20 years ago!
What's wrong with you? Are you hungry?
My mother was slightly stunned for a moment, then she laughed loudly, "I deserve it, who made you go on a hunger strike since last night! Your father just asked you to meet Uncle Qin, it's not your life, why are you afraid of being like this?"
What Uncle Qin? He said hesitantly, shocked by what happened in front of him
It's Uncle Qin Ah who works in the capital. He hugged you when you were young. At that time, you and Uncle Qin's daughter Qingqing had slept in the same bed... Why did you forget so quickly... She looked at him with a shocked face and laughed
Uncle Qin?
capital?
His mind was running fast
Could it be Qin Qinan?
A person who played an important role in the Chinese political arena more than 20 years ago, Uncle Qin, who gradually went downhill because of the death of the old man of the Qin family and one of the founding fathers!
His heart suddenly shocked!
Could it be that I... went back more than 20 years ago?! Is that blind date and hunger strike that made my parents deeply regretful is about to happen again?!
Gu Wanyue was the business manager of Jiangcheng Department Store at this time. She was young and powerful and knowledgeable, but she had no choice but to her rebellious son.
She pressed Chu Tianyu against the faded dining table and reached out to rub his hair. This was the intimate action that the mother and son had not changed for many years.
However, when he reached middle age, his mother was embarrassed to touch his head again
Just by this touch, his tears couldn't stop flowing down...
This cry made Gu Wanyue messy. She was used to her son's stubbornness and rebellion, but she still cried like this young man.
What are you doing... Even if you don't want to see Uncle Qin, you don't have to do this... Gu Wanyue rubbed his shoulders, and his heart was so heartbroken that he cried.
This son has never cried since he was a child. Even if he fights and suffers grievances, he has never shed tears when he is sucked by his belt because of his naughtyness. Why can't he cry?
Mom, your health is fine... His sudden words scared Gu Wanyue
What nonsense are you talking about? You aren't sick... She stretched out her hand and touched his forehead, which was so hot that it was hot.
Really, I told your father a long time ago, don't force you so much, the child has his own idea when he grows up... She is a little reluctant to let him go. It must be because the father and son quarreled too hard yesterday, and the child was furious...
Mom, where is Dad? His tears can't stop flowing, and he can't finish it
I went to work, left angrily, and didn't eat breakfast... Gu Wanyue also sighed. On one side was her husband and on the other side was her baby son. She was also embarrassed when she was stuck in the middle!
I want to meet my father... He held her hand tightly, afraid that it would be a dream
His hands were shaking violently. His mother's attending physician had just talked to him that if another vascular infarction occurred, the fragile heart would be completely blocked...
He took out the last cigarette from his pocket and wanted to light it trembled, but after trying it a few times, he failed.
A young nurse who was passing by him hurriedly glared at him fiercely, pointed to the no-smoking sign on the wall, and pointed to the rainy night outside. The meaning was very obvious. If you want to smoke, please go outside!
He was slightly stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized where he was, and he smiled and kneaded the last cigarette into a ball in front of the little nurse.
The little nurse muttered and walked away. The words seemed to be a decades-old man, so why didn't he see anything at all...
He smiled bitterly, and did not want to throw away the cigarette in his hand, but put it back in his pocket.
His haggard face was reflected in the glass in the corridor of the inpatient department
The face of his forties is no different from his fifties. He just sent off his father last year, but this year his mother fell down again. The repeated blows of life made him aged a lot suddenly
Last year, in order to treat his father's illness, he spent all his savings over the years, but this year he had to sell his house.
He is a small middle school teacher who earns an extremely meager salary and is unable to support the expensive medical expenses. However, how could he watch his parents who have been worried about him all their lives leave like that!
My wife had a big fight with him over money and went back to her parents' home. The child was busy with the high school entrance examination and ignored him. He seemed to be the most unnecessary person in the whole family.
However, this is also good, he can calm down and accompany his mother through the last period of time...
Otherwise, I will raise some more money and try again... He just stuffed a red envelope into the pocket of the attending physician who was much younger than him in the doctor's office, begging humbly, begging with a tough head and humbly
The old lady had several surgeries, and now her internal organs are almost exhausted, so she may not be able to withstand it... The doctor stuffed one hand into her pocket, pinched the thickness of the red envelope, and looked at the haggard middle-aged man in front of her, with a hint of pity vaguely sliding across her eyes...
He hesitated for a moment, but walked into the rainy night outside
He took out the crushed cigarette again, stretched it out carefully, and then stood under the dripping eaves to light it in front of the light. Strangely, this time, he went smoothly
His life has always been unsuccessful, just like God is waiting to be right with him. Every small step he takes, a big step will always experience bumps that others can't imagine.
He also cursed at God with great grief and anger, "You TMD have the ability to kill me!" What's the point of torture like this? You bastard!"
But every time he calms down, he blames himself deeply
In fact, who can he blame?
God gave him a handsome face, a strong body, a quick-witted brain, and a mouth with amazing conversation. What else can he ask for?
If God hasn't given him a chance, it would be unkind
His chances have always been far more than others, but his personality, which is too noble, too rebellious, and too idealistic about life, makes him completely ignore these opportunities
He doesn't know how to use his face, does not know how to use his body, and he doesn't want to find his own place in the midst of a mess.
His eyes are too vicious and his mouth is too sharp tolerate those messy things
Of course, in his opinion, he might have gained the purity and tranquility of his soul, but in the eyes of others, he is just a fool who is abandoned by the real society...
When I returned to the ward, my mother had just woken up
It's raining outside? My mother's voice was very weak, and she had to divide it into several paragraphs to say that she smelled the rain on his body
Well... He sat down beside the bed, sniffed in his palms, then rubbed his hands warmed up, and finally carefully held his mother's hand
Those hands have become thinner, which makes people worry that the last trace of vitality in her weak body will accidentally slide out of her fingertips.
Go out to smoke again? She raised her eyes and asked lovingly
Well... He nodded embarrassedly
You are not young anymore, you have to pay attention to your health. Besides, your wife and children are waiting for you to take care of you. You can no longer let your temperament... She put her other hand on his hand and rubbed it gently as before.
Alas, I remember... He nodded, his voice was very gentle. This was not his usual tone, but now there is not much time left for him to cherish.
Well... Mother blinked with satisfaction and smiled with difficulty
When will Xiaoxi finish Ah? After a while of silence, she said again
Let's go tomorrow... After the exam tomorrow, I'll let her see you... Xiaoxi is his daughter, the mother's heart, but since her mother's recent operation, her wife has never been here again, and Xiaoxi has never been here
Of course he didn't know when his daughter would take the exam, but the only thing he could give his mother now was this little hope.
Well, the hospital is not a good place, but it's better for Xiaoxi not to come... My mother said, but she smiled rare on her face.
Don't worry... She will definitely come here tomorrow... He felt sour in his heart and wanted to cry
He got up and poured a glass of water for his mother, helped her shake the head of the bed, and changed to a comfortable angle. The busyness finally pushed back the tears that were about to rush out.
I spent a lot of money this time... My mother looked at his face that was no longer young and said pity
No...can be reimbursed... Don't worry... His heart is a little confused
The attending physician came here just now and let me be discharged from the hospital... My mother's face looked particularly beautiful tonight
He was stunned, and a fire broke out in his heart
TMD, that bastard must have watched his mother fail, and he was driving them away for the hospital's mortality rate!
I don’t do personnel work after receiving the money, usually I think the money is too low...
Actually, I also want to go home to raise my family. If I can't eat well or sleep well here, it will not be beneficial to my illness... My mother naturally saw his anger and hurriedly comforted her.
His heart was furious, but in front of his extremely weak mother, he didn't dare to have an attack after all.
Well, I know, you have a good rest, I discussed with the doctor... He almost said this with gritted teeth.
Discuss with others carefully and don’t lose your temper at any time... The mother reminded her not to worry, she knew the most about her son’s temper.
Well... He nodded, took two steps out, and suddenly stopped.
Mom, am I disappointing you and Daddy... His tears rolled in his eyes
Why was she disappointed? She was stunned
I could have let you live a good life... Even if you are hospitalized, you don't have to live in such a broken place and suffer...
Silly child, you are our son, if you live happily, we will be happy... The mother smiled very well, just like the smiles he remembered in those wonderful days many years ago
But he knew their hardships, and he was not happy
His own heart seemed to be out of the world's shackles, but his relatives were suffering because of him
Isn’t his choice over the years also a kind of selfishness or escape?
I'll go over later and talk to you first... He sighed softly
He knew that he would definitely smash the doctor's office when he went there, and then he would draw the attending physician who pretended to be an unpopular person. But in that case, his mother's heart would probably not work...
Well... OK... Mother seemed to see his feelings, nodded in appreciation, patted the pillow beside her, come on, let's just hold on for a while, you haven't been in a few days...
That night, my mother's face looked very good...
That night, they chatted a lot...
That night, the waves on the monitoring instrument stopped beating...
He silently shed tears and looked at the dark sky outside the window. Hey, bastard, it's my turn next...
********************
I don't know when the sky outside the window will become brighter
He lay on the bed and watched the clouds cut into pieces by the breeze in the sky, his heart was heartbroken
This is not a hospital, not a home, what do you know where it is
He doesn't care where he is, and where he is still lonely?
But the old elm tree outside the window made him more and more familiar with it.
When he was young, he often climbed on the trees to touch the elm seeds and ate them. He naturally knew every branch of it
But the old elm tree was cut down when their bungalow was relocated more than 20 years ago! Is this just a dream?
Tianyu, get up, don't be angry, your father is at work... A sound that has appeared over and over again in his dream made him jump from the bed.
The image of the chairman on the wall, the old-fashioned wall clock, the single bed he had just slept on, the door painted with light green... Everything made him shudder and a cold war!
Mom? He exclaimed, flew out of bed in a hurry, rushed to the door, and opened the door that was locked from inside.
Mom... He couldn't help but scream again, but for a moment he stood there blankly again
Standing outside the door was indeed his mother, but she looked like she was a long time ago. Her hair was black, her skin was tight, and even the dignity and beauty on her face were vivid and beautiful!
This is obviously the mother of more than 20 years ago!
What's wrong with you? Are you hungry?
My mother was slightly stunned for a moment, then she laughed loudly, "I deserve it, who made you go on a hunger strike since last night! Your father just asked you to meet Uncle Qin, it's not your life, why are you afraid of being like this?"
What Uncle Qin? He said hesitantly, shocked by what happened in front of him
It's Uncle Qin Ah who works in the capital. He hugged you when you were young. At that time, you and Uncle Qin's daughter Qingqing had slept in the same bed... Why did you forget so quickly... She looked at him with a shocked face and laughed
Uncle Qin?
capital?
His mind was running fast
Could it be Qin Qinan?
A person who played an important role in the Chinese political arena more than 20 years ago, Uncle Qin, who gradually went downhill because of the death of the old man of the Qin family and one of the founding fathers!
His heart suddenly shocked!
Could it be that I... went back more than 20 years ago?! Is that blind date and hunger strike that made my parents deeply regretful is about to happen again?!
Gu Wanyue was the business manager of Jiangcheng Department Store at this time. She was young and powerful and knowledgeable, but she had no choice but to her rebellious son.
She pressed Chu Tianyu against the faded dining table and reached out to rub his hair. This was the intimate action that the mother and son had not changed for many years.
However, when he reached middle age, his mother was embarrassed to touch his head again
Just by this touch, his tears couldn't stop flowing down...
This cry made Gu Wanyue messy. She was used to her son's stubbornness and rebellion, but she still cried like this young man.
What are you doing... Even if you don't want to see Uncle Qin, you don't have to do this... Gu Wanyue rubbed his shoulders, and his heart was so heartbroken that he cried.
This son has never cried since he was a child. Even if he fights and suffers grievances, he has never shed tears when he is sucked by his belt because of his naughtyness. Why can't he cry?
Mom, your health is fine... His sudden words scared Gu Wanyue
What nonsense are you talking about? You aren't sick... She stretched out her hand and touched his forehead, which was so hot that it was hot.
Really, I told your father a long time ago, don't force you so much, the child has his own idea when he grows up... She is a little reluctant to let him go. It must be because the father and son quarreled too hard yesterday, and the child was furious...
Mom, where is Dad? His tears can't stop flowing, and he can't finish it
I went to work, left angrily, and didn't eat breakfast... Gu Wanyue also sighed. On one side was her husband and on the other side was her baby son. She was also embarrassed when she was stuck in the middle!
I want to meet my father... He held her hand tightly, afraid that it would be a dream
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