Chapter 11 Willful Decision

Even if my brother loves me, I love my brother. It is unethical to say that brothers and sisters fall in love. This problem has been bothering me since the day I saw my sister's wardrobe.

Do I want to keep spinning in this maze?

Of course not! I told myself firmly

These two days I went out early and came back late, in order to avoid my brother. Only by reducing the chance of contact can I stop my brother's thoughts. This is the first step

What is the second step? It depends on Liu Wencong who has to think about how to use this piece

However, although all of them have been calculated, I still feel unreliable

My heart is so irritating, it’s better to sleep with my head covering! Just wake up and find that it’s just a dream.

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Saturday morning...

elder sister……

Noisy sounds kept coming from your ears

What did you do! I asked loudly in anger

My boyfriend is here to find you, but he still can't get up

Xiao Huan's voice came from outside the door

What boyfriend, you're not talking nonsense

I pulled up the quilt and covered my head and was about to sleep again. I suddenly remembered that I had an appointment with Liu Wencong today

After washing up quickly, he rushed downstairs quickly. Before seeing the guests, he showed a dignified look and walked down the stairs slowly

Liu Wencong still looked like Jie Ao was unspeakable, and his proud eyes were all blind.

I don’t know how my brother will react to seeing him. Although they have met before, this is a close-range fight!

Suddenly I felt excited, and the blood in my body began to surge

A swagger behind the ears, ready to stir up a storm

sister

After finally creating a little nervous atmosphere before the war, Xiao Huan almost scattered and turned around and glanced at Xiao Huan, and said angrily: What are you doing?

This brother-in-law is pretty good!

This kid said seriously

Hurry up and cover this unobstructed mouth to prevent the partition wall from being ears. What are you talking about in March!

Look at you dressed up like this, aren’t you going out for a date with your brother-in-law?

Looking down at me, I'm wearing a pink and blue dress. Is this a dress-up? It seems to be a bit like that

Don't deny it!

Guests are here! You can't wear them too casually! I defended

And this one

With a snap, Oh!

Just when I was confused, a pain came from behind. Remember, you dead boy

Xiao Huan actually pulled up the bra strap from behind me, bounced it hard on my back, and then ran away.

Why are boys so lustful nowadays? My brother is fantasizing about having sex with his sister on the Internet, his father is having sex with his mother in the kitchen, and even his brother takes the opportunity to eat his sister's tofu. What generation is this?

I secretly glanced at Liu Wencong, hoping that he would not be as inappropriate as the three boys in our family

Clean up your mood, walk downstairs with a smile, and apologize first! After all, Liu Wencong waited for twenty minutes

I'm so sorry... I apologized

It's okay, but fortunately I didn't make an appointment with you outside

Liu Wencong showed a disappointed smile, OK! Where to start? Mathematics or English

He took out two books from his backpack and put them on the coffee table

Well...it's good to start with mathematics

I'm going to be a fool again

In order not to make Liu Wencong doubt my intentions, he had to pretend to be half-know, but seeing that he guided me so carefully, he couldn't bear it.

I glanced at the stairs secretly, why didn’t my brother go downstairs?

Shouldn’t he appear on purpose and then have some problems to make things difficult for Liu Wencong?

But there was no movement at all, which was completely different from what I expected!

You translate this sentence

oh!

I took a test paper from Liu Wencong. When I saw this question, I was stunned. This is not the question Ah!

What are you thinking absent-mindedly? This is the text on the volume

I looked up at Liu Wencong

Translation Ah! What do you think of me?

Liu Wencong said calmly

Absent-minded, I won't

You pretend to be garlic, I also pretend to be garlic.

hehe

A smile appeared on Liu Wencong's expressionless face. Are you chasing me?

What a direct person, it's really hard to resist. I'm chasing you?

My scalp suddenly became numb, brother help me!

Qingqing

Could it be that it was telepathy? My brother's voice came from the second floor at the right time, which solved my urgent need

Well...you sit for a while, my brother is calling me

Take a breath and take the opportunity to escape from this embarrassing situation

Run to my brother's room as fast as possible, and I saw my brother standing in front of the window in a daze towards the blue sky outside the window, looking a little lonely

Why don't you come down?

I asked

Where do I have a yellow shirt?

My brother spoke irrelevant topics

I'm asking you

I'm asking you too

My brother's tone made me feel strange suddenly

You called me just to ask me to help you find clothes?

Do you want you to help me take off my clothes?

Take off...clothes!

I looked at my brother in a daze

Ah!

My brother suddenly hugged me in his arms, so tight that I could hardly breathe

Qingqing, don't leave me

elder brother……

I tried to break free from my brother's arms, but I realized it was futile.

I will give you time to think about it, don't act irritably, don't...

I……

Can I make any promises to my brother? No, I can't afford it

Qingqing...

How could this happen? It shouldn't be like this. Did the brother not even have the courage to fight against Liu Wencong?

Am I surrendering without fighting?

I can't just give up like this. My brother is devoted to getting me now. I will never let my brother succeed.

Brother, the guest is still downstairs!

I'll remind my brother

I know

Xiao Huan is here too

I even moved my brother out

Know

My brother was not surprised at all, and he should be said to ignore their existence at all

Suddenly my eyes turned dark, and my brother's face pressed on me. I could only watch my brother occupy my lips, and I felt a numbness all over my body

No, I can't let my brother do whatever he wants. I pushed my brother hard, and I had no choice but to step on my brother hard

You're so cruel

My brother looked at me with a resentful look on his face, and in an instant, my heart was like a knife.

elder brother……

It was my turn to hold my brother, but I just wanted to comfort him, I...

How should I comfort my brother at this moment? I should let my brother give up!

Let go of my brother, I smiled and said, Brother, I am just an ordinary girl, I like ordinary people, I can't like my brother

With an impulse, after saying this, I ran downstairs without looking back

You're OK!

Maybe I ran too fast! Liu Wencong asked with concern

fine

I walked back to the sofa and sat down. I looked up at Liu Wencong on the test questions just now. Have you said you like me?

I like you, now too

Liu Wencong responded without hesitation with his bright eyes

Then you come and chase me

no problem

Liu Wencong agreed readily

Okay, then you come to my house at 7:00 every morning to wait for me to attend class. You have to wait for me to go home after school. You have to go out with me during holidays. You have to give me a gift on my birthday...

I kept saying my thoughts, but I saw a face that was laughing wildly in front of me, but under my glaring, I had to restrain myself a little.

I will pick you up and drop you off every day. On holidays, I will definitely take you out for fun. I don’t need to explain my birthday! If you can’t even do this, do you still have to chase you?

Seeing the seriousness in Liu Wencong's eyes, I felt a feeling of regret. Should I lead the wolf into the house or burn myself with fire?

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Brother must have given up!

Since this week, I have been going to and from school with Liu Wencong every day, so I don’t have any chance to let my brother run. Think about it, it seems that I haven’t seen my brother for several days, and he has never attended dinner.

Sister, does your brother have a girlfriend? No one is seen for dinner

Mom asked me

I don't know, maybe it is!

I really don't know. With Liu Wencong as a shield, I no longer need to deliberately avoid my brother, but by chance I didn't even have a chance to meet.

Back in the room, I saw the computer

Why didn't I expect

Knock the head and turned on the phone to see where my brother's novel is progressing? Maybe there are clues to be found

No, no, nothing

My sister's closet just disappeared out of thin air, as if she had never published it

Is it because my brother is disheartened, or is he who has turned aside and cannot see his sister's wardrobe, and I suddenly feel like he is being hollowed out in my heart

If my brother turned aside, I should be happy!

Why is my heart heavy and heavy, as if a stone weighing me a thousand gold, I can't breathe

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The next day...

My brother unexpectedly appeared at dinner, and the family was reunited again

Seeing my brother, I felt indescribable happiness. I wanted to say something to my brother, but I realized that my brother's eyes were deliberately avoiding me.

Dad, mom, I want to discuss something with you

Brother said seriously

There is an ominous premonition on my heart

What's the matter! Mom asked with concern

I'm going to move out

My brother's words are like a bolt from the blue

I live well at home, why do I move out?

Then my father asked with concern: What's wrong with living at home? It's close to school, and my brothers and sisters are old, so I won't disturb you from studying!

We're very well-behaved

When I heard my father's words, I agreed, but unexpectedly saw my brother's smile. But that smile only took a moment, but it seemed like a warm current flowing through my heart.

It’s because of the homework needs! I often have to discuss it with my classmates, so it’s more convenient to move out…

Brother explains the reason to dad

Since I was a child, except for occasionally returning to my mother's house with my mother, I have never separated from my brother. My brother is going to move out. Does it mean that we are separated? This is a problem I have never thought about, and now I am facing it.

This is Ah!

After hearing my brother's words, my father seemed to have no intention of objection. So when will you move?

This Saturday!

So fast?

I suddenly rushed out

My brother glanced at me, but I hurriedly looked away. My brother continued, "There was a room available on my classmate's side, which was very convenient, so I wanted to move in early so that I would not delay the report."

Although my parents couldn't bear to move out, they had to reluctantly agree for their studies. They listened to their mother's instructions for taking good care of themselves throughout the dinner. Such words are really the heart of parents in the world.

Should the younger sister also make a statement? I stopped before passing by my brother's room, after all, it was a brother and sister.

My brother's door was not closed, I opened it with a light push. My brother was packing his luggage

Brother, you really want to move out Ah!

How could I ask such a stupid question

well!

Brother sighed, I'll leave, I'm good to you

What a meaningful reason. Only now did I deeply understand that although we haven't met these days, my brother never gave up on the idea of ​​liking me.

I……

I don't know what to say!

Needless to say, forget about the past! As long as you live happily, I still have a lot of things to collect, and you will get in the way of me here

Brother wants to drive me away?

Yes, you go out! There is no time left, I want to clean up quickly

My brother continued to pack up the books on the bookshelf without raising his head

I'll help you organize it!

Looking at the disordered books and clothes, I should help my brother too!

Need not

Ignoring my brother's rejection, I started to help me fold the clothes scattered on the bed

go out

My brother's stern tone made me stunned on the spot. Before I change my mind, go out quickly

I left with my brother's insistence

Change your mind? I don't understand what my brother means? Is it just for me to move out

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On Saturday morning, Liu Wencong and I made an appointment to go to the art museum to see the exhibition. Before leaving, we saw my brother's luggage in the living room. It was my father who wanted to take my brother to his classmate's residence.

Sister! You are going to go out early in the morning!

I was caught by my mother before leaving

It's Ah! I didn't tell you yesterday, I'm going to the art gallery with my classmates

Can't you go before your brother leaves?

Mom hopes that the whole family will give away my brother

It's a bit ridiculous to think of it. My brother just moved to a place less than ten kilometers away from home, but my mother felt like she was going to leave her hometown.

After your brother moved out, I don’t know when he will go home. It’s not that easy to see him.

Mom said with emotion

No! It's so close, the motorcycle arrives in an instant

I comforted my mother, but in fact I also felt that my brother wouldn't come back often

This child had a girlfriend before and didn't come back to have dinner. Now he moved to live with his classmates. I think it's hard to ask him to go home!

Although my mother complained, her tone seemed much calmer, so she probably looked away

That's not easy. If he doesn't come back, you go find him Ah! It will be here in ten minutes

That's right

A smile appeared on my mother's sad face

Oh! I'm almost late

It was almost too late, I hurried out

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Sitting on the bus with Liu Wencong, I felt like I was sitting on pins and needles, and I was impetuous for unknown reasons.

It’s just that my brother is going to move out to live in Ah!

This is not a big deal, but why do you always worry about it in your heart

Qingqing, are you feeling uncomfortable? Liu Wencong asked

No Ah!

Really? I see you frowning all the time. Do you don’t like to go to the exhibition Ah!

How could it be? I also have artistic cells, okay? It seems that I don’t have a literary atmosphere.

It looks like Ah! It seems like I force you to go

It's almost here! It's probably because the air in the car is not good

I can't hide my concerns whenever I have any worries, but I can't tell Liu Wencong the reason, so I'll just say a reason!

Walking into the art gallery, the dazzling array of art works still cannot attract my attention, and I pass by the perfunctory way of watching the flowers.

Are you still motion sickness?

Liu Wencong asked very worriedly

I was very guilty about his inquiry. To be honest, I really didn't want to be at the exhibition.

Liu Wencong, I'm sorry, I want to go home

Ah? You're going home just now

sorry

I'll take you home! Anyway, the exhibition is at the end of the month, and there are many opportunities.

No need, you should stay here and visit! I'll just take a taxi back by myself

Do you think you are leaving and I am still in the mood to continue watching the exhibition?

Liu Wencong's serious expression made me feel inexplicably fearful

Do we really have to go home? Let's find a place to rest first and have a cold drink, maybe our heads will not hurt

Seeing that I was silent, Liu Wencong made a suggestion

If it's really just a headache, why should I leave? Maybe as he said, sitting down and resting may bring recovery, but the real reason is not like this!

Let's go!

His warm palm took my hand and walked towards the fast food restaurant not far away

Looking at my watch, it was already past ten o'clock and it had been more than an hour since I went out. Even if I rushed back, my brother should have left!

Forget it!

Have made up my mind long ago, haven't you?

Why bother with trouble?

I want to have ice cream

Good Ah!

Although Liu Wencong looks very cold, after getting to know each other, he will find that he is not a cold person. At least he is not stingy with the person he likes.

Because his father's position made him often wander around the world, which he said, so it was difficult for him to have fixed friends, but he fell in love with me at first sight

But can I accept this love?

I see you are usually strong like a cow, but why are you like Lin Daiyu today

He asked while eating French fries

Hey, what awesome! Hey, he is a very elegant lady

Describing my health, there are better adjectives! If you have nothing to do, use the cow as a metaphor. What logic is this!

Look, your maternal yaksha's virtue and elegant lady, I had already swallowed the fries in my stomach, but now I'm back here

He penned his pen with a serious pen and said exaggeratedly

But I don’t look like a lady now, I’m not as fierce as a lady!

Actually, I'm not having a headache! It's just...

If you have any questions, tell me, maybe I can think of a solution for you!

How can I say it? You can't solve it even if you say it

At least that's what I think

You are really strange today! You are not so silent usually

What you mean is that I am usually very noisy! Well! Then from now on, I must be a quiet lady with a gentle temperament.

Yes! But before you become a quiet lady, you have to tell the troubles in your heart first, so that you can succeed

I don't have any worries! Don't guess blindly

Do you still want to hide our friendship from me?

Liu Wencong suddenly put my hand in his palm and looked at me affectionately

Faced with his sudden action, I was shocked and quickly pulled my hand back. Actually, it was nothing! But my brother was going to move out today. Mom hoped that I could wait for my brother to come out again after he left, but I had already made an appointment with you, how about it...

Oh my God! Why did I say it so honestly? Fortunately, this is just a description of the facts

So that's it! I'm afraid I'll be scolded by my aunt when I go back, right!

It's Ah!

I really envy you, my parents are by my side, and my brother and younger brother are gone. I will accompany you back, hope it will be too late

He is really an action-oriented person, saying that wind is rain. He stuffed all the fries that had not been eaten yet on the table into his mouth in one breath, and half a cup of Coke was poured into his throat, and he couldn't stop him even if he wanted to.

I'm afraid you've left! You're drinking so urgently, be careful to choke

He choked Coke seriously, coughed a few times, and had to pat his back and breathe smoothly.

It's only 10:30 now, let's see if you can meet it! Otherwise, it would be nice to have a meal at noon!

Holding my hand, we two rushed to the station like we were flying

It doesn't matter if you don't go back

In the car, I said to Liu Wencong

Qingqing, you must cherish every minute and every second you spend with your family, otherwise you will be crying like me.

Haven't you been with your family?

Last weekend, my father received a notice that something happened to the embassy I had previously dispatched and had to go and deal with it. He was going to take me with me, but I made an appointment with Qingqing, how could I break the appointment? So I told my father that I am so adult and can live independently, and he refused to do so, but suddenly, he didn't have time to waste time with me, so he had to fly over alone.

So...you stayed for me?

What a shocking news, you have spent this week alone, you didn't say anything

Liu Wencong's parents divorced when he was young. As the only son, he has always been living in diplomatic relations with his diplomat's father. He originally thought that he lived with his father at least, but he never expected that he would stay in Taiwan alone for me.

A person is good! It’s nothing different from having a father or not. He socializes until late at night every day, and sometimes it’s not all for business. He has been trying to re-stand over the years, but he is afraid that I will be bullied by my stepmother, so he is at most playing around

Suddenly I feel that he is so vicissitudes and lonely. Compared with my growth background, I am really the happiest person in the world.

Men! They all have men’s needs. I didn’t understand when I was a child. Now that I’m growing up, it’s time to be sensible...

While moved, the topic changed a little, and my face suddenly became hot

Sorry, if you talk about these irrelevant things with you, you shouldn't talk about these things with you, it will only increase your psychological burden.

Fool, how can you hide our friendship from me?

I patted him on the shoulder and responded to him with his words

But the psychological burden he mentioned was indeed heavy on me.

But if I really interacted with him, some of them should be moved. Why is it really a heavy load as he said?

Do you know? Knowing you is the happiest thing for me

Another heavyweight burden!

It was almost eleven o'clock when I got home. In the empty living room, there was a silence.

My brother, resolutely walked out of my life, and I let him go, but I didn't even say goodbye.

From now on, we will be just brothers and sisters!

Qingqing, why are you crying?

From Liu Wencong's surprised tone, I suddenly found tears falling from the corners of my eyes indifferently...