The human heart is like a neatly arranged domino cards
When all dominoes stand, the human heart is a whole, maintaining an orderly and neat state
However, once a domino is pushed down, it will induce a chain reaction. Domino falls down one by one, just like the process of the human heart moving from order to collapse. In the end, no domino can stay out of it. When the first domino is pushed down, the collapse of the entire group has become a foregone conclusion.
This is true for people's hearts, so is the crowd
She is yours, go and go. The sentence that Gu Dapeng left when he left was to knock down the first domino hand.
As the first domino, the man rushed towards Rita Liu who was left in the crowd. The other men, like dominoes being pushed down, instantly forgot their concerns and rushed to follow them one after another.
When Gu Dapeng looked back at the direction where Rita Liu was originally in, he realized that there had become a vortex.
The center of the vortex is Rita Liu herself. Gu Dapeng can no longer see her, but her high-pitched and sometimes dull voice kept resounding in Gu Dapeng's ears who had not yet walked away.
Countless men surrounded Rita Liu, who only heard the sound, while more men were still on the way to be attracted.
These naked men were pushing and crowding each other. Of course, not everyone among them had the opportunity to kiss the former queen of Rita Liu. So, other women near the vortex were also affected again. These women surrounded by men who were dazed by desire became a new vortex, attracting more men walking in other corners of the venue to step forward.
In the end, only chaos is left
The atmosphere in the venue was ignited again, but this time the soothing dance music echoed in the venue, but the high-pitched screams of women
Gu Dapeng stood there, staring coldly at the center of the chaos
A man kept rubbing his shoulders, even knocking his body away, and throwing it into the center of the vortex
But Gu Dapeng stared at the scene in front of him and the scene he created himself, but his heart was unprecedentedly calm.
He raised his right hand to his eyes and spread out his palm that had been clenched into his fists.
In his palm, a black chess piece lies
The black queen
Now, he can finally declare his ownership of the black queen with justification
But he is going there to fulfill his wish?
Where is the person he wanted to see... Gu Dapeng stared at his palm, the black queen lay there quietly, reflecting a dim light
The scenes encountered on this day also slid past Gu Dapeng's eyes in this moment, causing him to suddenly feel powerless in his heart.
In order to get to this point, not only himself, but also many people he knows, familiar or strangers, have put in a lot of effort and even sacrifices.
But what did he get in the end?
He couldn't even find what he once belonged to him but was taken away...
Thinking of this, Gu Dapeng couldn't help but clench his fists again
The hard chess piece completely sank into his palm, making a creaking sound due to excessive force.
But when Gu Dapeng let go of his trembling and white fingers again, the chess piece was still lying there intact without any change.
Just like Gu Dapeng's situation at this moment
Gu Dapeng closed his eyes and took a deep breath
When he opened his eyes again, the bottom of his eyes no longer had the tumbling emotions he had just now.
He turned around and walked towards the exit of the venue
But when he was about to open the door without a handle and leave the venue
Footsteps... From behind him, the sound of rapid footsteps suddenly came
It was the sound of naked feet running on the thick carpet. The sound seemed dull and intermittent. If you were not careful, you would be submerged in the noise nearby.
But the sound of footsteps seemed to have some magic, which fixed Gu Dapeng's body shape.
He stood in front of the door, and even kept holding the door handle with his arm, but he did not move a single finger
The footsteps following closely behind him became slower and slower. Finally, the intermittent steps had turned into continuous friction, as if someone was dragging his feet step by step
Gu Dapeng finally couldn't hold on anymore. His hand holding the door handle was trembling. He had been patient for a long time.
Now, can he turn back?
Can he see the person he is obsessed with?
All the answers can be answered in just one look back, but Gu Dapeng hesitated at this moment. He had to admit that he was timid because he was placed behind him but did not understand the answer of sadness and joy.
The footsteps finally stopped
There was not much distance between Gu Dapeng and the master of the footsteps, and he could even hear the rapid but weak breathing.
The breathing sound gradually becomes soothing
Gu Dapeng could feel someone approaching his back, his muscles were tense, and the hairs on the back of his neck were standing up, but he still didn't dare to look back, and he still didn't dare to use his eyes to confirm everything.
The sound of breathing also stopped behind Gu Dapeng. It seemed that the visitor was hesitating like Gu Dapeng, and he had no next move.
Then, after a while
Gu Dapeng suddenly trembled all over, and he could feel a slight touch coming from behind.
The feeling of focusing only on one point was like someone pointing his finger on his back, but before he could savor it, the touch suddenly disappeared, and even the sound of breathing that stayed behind him disappeared.
Gu Dapeng finally couldn't bear it anymore. He let go of the hand holding the door handle and turned around suddenly... At the same time, a body, a body wrapped in sweat, threw it into his arms.
Gu Dapeng froze
He could hardly believe that in his arms, in his reach, the existence in his dream was lying on his chest
Am I dreaming? He subconsciously muttered to himself.
And the next moment, the voice that he was extremely familiar with and missed sounded from his arms: No, this is not a dream... Although, I just understood it.
Gu Dapeng was stunned for a while before he realized that he carefully hugged Su Mengmeng's body, who was trembling in his arms.
The familiar voice, familiar touch, and familiar breath all told him... This is the person he has been looking for
This is his person
Yes... Mengmeng This is the last sentence Gu Dapeng said
Next, neither he nor Su Mengmeng said a word
At this moment, any words are pale
Only the most direct contact and the most intimate embrace can vent their equally crazy joy and soothe their equally trembling hearts.
********************
Time went back a few minutes ago
You go. Su Mengmeng thought she heard it wrong and looked at the man beside her in surprise.
Jingyuan, the man who was staring at Su Mengmeng, did not move his gaze to her for a moment
Jingyuan raised his hand and pointed at a back that was gradually moving away from the whirlpool crowd.
The person you are waiting for is leaving. Su Mengmeng looked in the direction of Jingyuan's finger. In just one second, she found the figure she had been thinking about day and night.
But what Jingyuan said next made her even less understand
Don't you chase after him? Or do you don't want to follow him? The answer is naturally no
But Su Mengmeng's eyes were still full of vigilance. She had no idea why Jingyuan suddenly said such words.
Because, if she heard it correctly and had no deviation from understanding... Jingyuan actually wanted to let her go, let her go freely
After a moment, it seemed to be trying to dispel Su Mengmeng's concerns, who had been reluctant to move, and Jingyuan said another sentence
Do you remember what I said when I first met Gu Dapeng? That day, you sat next to him?
Su Mengmeng certainly remembered how could she forget that moment? When Gu Dapeng's suspicious eyes were on her, she almost felt that the light of the whole world had left her.
And Jingyuan was still talking on his own
That day, I made a deal with him, but in fact I lied to him. At the beginning, it was not a deal, but a game, a game that he and you didn't know about. Now, I lost
Su Mengmeng looked at Jingyuan, who was like an empty shell in front of her. She had no idea what Jingyuan was saying at all, but Jingyuan's next words exploded in her ears like a thunder.
Su Mengmeng, you are free, then Jingyuan is not willing to say another word
Su Mengmeng took a last look at Jingyuan who was silent, and then she made up her mind and turned off the edge of the stage.
Jingyuan, who was staying on the stage, watched Su Mengmeng fall on the ground under the stage in a mess, and then watched her get up from the ground with her hands and feet, limping towards a figure that had already gone away.
His eyes only followed Su Mengmeng for a while. After Su Mengmeng got up, he retracted his eyes as if he had lost interest.
Jingyuan just sat on the edge of the stage. He watched the vortex under the stage grow bigger and bigger, and watched more and more people throw themselves into the vortex, struggling in this chaos, moaning, roaring, and shouting.
Then, he continued to watch the men who burned their desires silence, watching them leave the center of the vortex one by one, and the core of the still high-pitched screams gradually lowered the temperature.
He watched everything end, waiting for everything to end
Finally, Jingyuan moved, he jumped off the stage, took slow steps towards the center where he had been watching.
He stepped over men who were leaning against each other, and his eyes slid over naked women. Finally... he stopped his sight on a woman lying in the corner.
This woman looks no different from other women lying around her.
The same naked body, the same disheveled hair, the same opening on the same body, and every gap was flowing with man's semen.
The only thing that can tell a woman's uniqueness is perhaps the remaining paint on her body
But most of the paintings were diluted by sweat and various liquids, and only a small piece of the skin behind her could see the lines and colors clearly.
Jingyuan stood for a long time, and he kept looking at the woman who could not recognize the true face. The woman finally realized his existence, but did not open her eyes, but turned over and opened her two legs covered with fingerprints to Jingyuan.
The yellow and white liquid flowed out from her crotch because of the woman's movement, and another stain was dyed on the already wet carpet
After a while, it seemed that I had noticed something I had not expected to be inserted, and the woman finally opened her eyes.
Her muddy gaze swayed for a long time before she stopped on Jingyuan's face
Ah...ahhh... A blurry sound was squeezed out from the woman's dry throat. She seemed to want to say something, and she seemed to be shouting something, but in the end, only fragments were squeezed out
But Jingyuan seemed to understand what the woman was saying
He turned around, sat down with his back against the woman, and his back was directly against the woman, not caring about the various stains that were stained on the woman.
Hello... Jingyuan spoke, and began to confess like he was talking to himself
For so many years, I have been thinking about one thing that our agreement back then did it maintain our relationship? Or did it completely disconnect our relationship?
Later, I figured it out
From the beginning, it was not an agreement, but a bet on who would not be able to withstand loneliness first, and who would be the first to break the oath between us.
Jingyuan's voice fell, and he didn't say anything, as if waiting for something
After a long time, I heard a hoarse voice coming from behind him
Is this kind of thing accord to exist from the beginning to break it? Jingyuan smiled silently without commenting
Then, the voice asked carefully: Hello...
Um?
Whether it’s an agreement or a bet… did I lose?
No, you didn't, because I lost that bet with me earlier than you
Eh?
I regret it, I regret saying that back then, I regret giving you so much freedom, and I also gave you enough excuses to betray me Yes, I said that I would not regret it because of my decision back then, but now... I regret it
……
Sure enough, I still think you can only belong to me, so now, we are even
Hum, hehe... The woman's voice chuckled, but like the silent smile of a man, there was no trace of joy or even no emotion
It's even, right...
Um
Then why do you have to turn your back to me? Didn’t you say you would keep looking at me? Why don’t you look at me now? Jingyuan was stunned for a moment, and then he shook his head with a smile
This time, there was finally a little more emotion in his smile, but it was still not joy.
Then, he turned around
He looked at the desperate woman on his face and showed a surprised expression. Then he stretched out his hand and pressed it on the woman's shoulder, preventing the woman from escaping.
What about now? Jingyuan looked at the woman in front of him, looking at the woman who used to be his wife, but still his wife
Then, he lowered his head and closed his eyes
When he opened his eyes again, the woman's eyes were still closed and he was unwilling to open it.
Now, are we going even? Rita Liu buried her head in her husband's arms
She nodded and said in a choked voice: Yes, we... are even
When all dominoes stand, the human heart is a whole, maintaining an orderly and neat state
However, once a domino is pushed down, it will induce a chain reaction. Domino falls down one by one, just like the process of the human heart moving from order to collapse. In the end, no domino can stay out of it. When the first domino is pushed down, the collapse of the entire group has become a foregone conclusion.
This is true for people's hearts, so is the crowd
She is yours, go and go. The sentence that Gu Dapeng left when he left was to knock down the first domino hand.
As the first domino, the man rushed towards Rita Liu who was left in the crowd. The other men, like dominoes being pushed down, instantly forgot their concerns and rushed to follow them one after another.
When Gu Dapeng looked back at the direction where Rita Liu was originally in, he realized that there had become a vortex.
The center of the vortex is Rita Liu herself. Gu Dapeng can no longer see her, but her high-pitched and sometimes dull voice kept resounding in Gu Dapeng's ears who had not yet walked away.
Countless men surrounded Rita Liu, who only heard the sound, while more men were still on the way to be attracted.
These naked men were pushing and crowding each other. Of course, not everyone among them had the opportunity to kiss the former queen of Rita Liu. So, other women near the vortex were also affected again. These women surrounded by men who were dazed by desire became a new vortex, attracting more men walking in other corners of the venue to step forward.
In the end, only chaos is left
The atmosphere in the venue was ignited again, but this time the soothing dance music echoed in the venue, but the high-pitched screams of women
Gu Dapeng stood there, staring coldly at the center of the chaos
A man kept rubbing his shoulders, even knocking his body away, and throwing it into the center of the vortex
But Gu Dapeng stared at the scene in front of him and the scene he created himself, but his heart was unprecedentedly calm.
He raised his right hand to his eyes and spread out his palm that had been clenched into his fists.
In his palm, a black chess piece lies
The black queen
Now, he can finally declare his ownership of the black queen with justification
But he is going there to fulfill his wish?
Where is the person he wanted to see... Gu Dapeng stared at his palm, the black queen lay there quietly, reflecting a dim light
The scenes encountered on this day also slid past Gu Dapeng's eyes in this moment, causing him to suddenly feel powerless in his heart.
In order to get to this point, not only himself, but also many people he knows, familiar or strangers, have put in a lot of effort and even sacrifices.
But what did he get in the end?
He couldn't even find what he once belonged to him but was taken away...
Thinking of this, Gu Dapeng couldn't help but clench his fists again
The hard chess piece completely sank into his palm, making a creaking sound due to excessive force.
But when Gu Dapeng let go of his trembling and white fingers again, the chess piece was still lying there intact without any change.
Just like Gu Dapeng's situation at this moment
Gu Dapeng closed his eyes and took a deep breath
When he opened his eyes again, the bottom of his eyes no longer had the tumbling emotions he had just now.
He turned around and walked towards the exit of the venue
But when he was about to open the door without a handle and leave the venue
Footsteps... From behind him, the sound of rapid footsteps suddenly came
It was the sound of naked feet running on the thick carpet. The sound seemed dull and intermittent. If you were not careful, you would be submerged in the noise nearby.
But the sound of footsteps seemed to have some magic, which fixed Gu Dapeng's body shape.
He stood in front of the door, and even kept holding the door handle with his arm, but he did not move a single finger
The footsteps following closely behind him became slower and slower. Finally, the intermittent steps had turned into continuous friction, as if someone was dragging his feet step by step
Gu Dapeng finally couldn't hold on anymore. His hand holding the door handle was trembling. He had been patient for a long time.
Now, can he turn back?
Can he see the person he is obsessed with?
All the answers can be answered in just one look back, but Gu Dapeng hesitated at this moment. He had to admit that he was timid because he was placed behind him but did not understand the answer of sadness and joy.
The footsteps finally stopped
There was not much distance between Gu Dapeng and the master of the footsteps, and he could even hear the rapid but weak breathing.
The breathing sound gradually becomes soothing
Gu Dapeng could feel someone approaching his back, his muscles were tense, and the hairs on the back of his neck were standing up, but he still didn't dare to look back, and he still didn't dare to use his eyes to confirm everything.
The sound of breathing also stopped behind Gu Dapeng. It seemed that the visitor was hesitating like Gu Dapeng, and he had no next move.
Then, after a while
Gu Dapeng suddenly trembled all over, and he could feel a slight touch coming from behind.
The feeling of focusing only on one point was like someone pointing his finger on his back, but before he could savor it, the touch suddenly disappeared, and even the sound of breathing that stayed behind him disappeared.
Gu Dapeng finally couldn't bear it anymore. He let go of the hand holding the door handle and turned around suddenly... At the same time, a body, a body wrapped in sweat, threw it into his arms.
Gu Dapeng froze
He could hardly believe that in his arms, in his reach, the existence in his dream was lying on his chest
Am I dreaming? He subconsciously muttered to himself.
And the next moment, the voice that he was extremely familiar with and missed sounded from his arms: No, this is not a dream... Although, I just understood it.
Gu Dapeng was stunned for a while before he realized that he carefully hugged Su Mengmeng's body, who was trembling in his arms.
The familiar voice, familiar touch, and familiar breath all told him... This is the person he has been looking for
This is his person
Yes... Mengmeng This is the last sentence Gu Dapeng said
Next, neither he nor Su Mengmeng said a word
At this moment, any words are pale
Only the most direct contact and the most intimate embrace can vent their equally crazy joy and soothe their equally trembling hearts.
********************
Time went back a few minutes ago
You go. Su Mengmeng thought she heard it wrong and looked at the man beside her in surprise.
Jingyuan, the man who was staring at Su Mengmeng, did not move his gaze to her for a moment
Jingyuan raised his hand and pointed at a back that was gradually moving away from the whirlpool crowd.
The person you are waiting for is leaving. Su Mengmeng looked in the direction of Jingyuan's finger. In just one second, she found the figure she had been thinking about day and night.
But what Jingyuan said next made her even less understand
Don't you chase after him? Or do you don't want to follow him? The answer is naturally no
But Su Mengmeng's eyes were still full of vigilance. She had no idea why Jingyuan suddenly said such words.
Because, if she heard it correctly and had no deviation from understanding... Jingyuan actually wanted to let her go, let her go freely
After a moment, it seemed to be trying to dispel Su Mengmeng's concerns, who had been reluctant to move, and Jingyuan said another sentence
Do you remember what I said when I first met Gu Dapeng? That day, you sat next to him?
Su Mengmeng certainly remembered how could she forget that moment? When Gu Dapeng's suspicious eyes were on her, she almost felt that the light of the whole world had left her.
And Jingyuan was still talking on his own
That day, I made a deal with him, but in fact I lied to him. At the beginning, it was not a deal, but a game, a game that he and you didn't know about. Now, I lost
Su Mengmeng looked at Jingyuan, who was like an empty shell in front of her. She had no idea what Jingyuan was saying at all, but Jingyuan's next words exploded in her ears like a thunder.
Su Mengmeng, you are free, then Jingyuan is not willing to say another word
Su Mengmeng took a last look at Jingyuan who was silent, and then she made up her mind and turned off the edge of the stage.
Jingyuan, who was staying on the stage, watched Su Mengmeng fall on the ground under the stage in a mess, and then watched her get up from the ground with her hands and feet, limping towards a figure that had already gone away.
His eyes only followed Su Mengmeng for a while. After Su Mengmeng got up, he retracted his eyes as if he had lost interest.
Jingyuan just sat on the edge of the stage. He watched the vortex under the stage grow bigger and bigger, and watched more and more people throw themselves into the vortex, struggling in this chaos, moaning, roaring, and shouting.
Then, he continued to watch the men who burned their desires silence, watching them leave the center of the vortex one by one, and the core of the still high-pitched screams gradually lowered the temperature.
He watched everything end, waiting for everything to end
Finally, Jingyuan moved, he jumped off the stage, took slow steps towards the center where he had been watching.
He stepped over men who were leaning against each other, and his eyes slid over naked women. Finally... he stopped his sight on a woman lying in the corner.
This woman looks no different from other women lying around her.
The same naked body, the same disheveled hair, the same opening on the same body, and every gap was flowing with man's semen.
The only thing that can tell a woman's uniqueness is perhaps the remaining paint on her body
But most of the paintings were diluted by sweat and various liquids, and only a small piece of the skin behind her could see the lines and colors clearly.
Jingyuan stood for a long time, and he kept looking at the woman who could not recognize the true face. The woman finally realized his existence, but did not open her eyes, but turned over and opened her two legs covered with fingerprints to Jingyuan.
The yellow and white liquid flowed out from her crotch because of the woman's movement, and another stain was dyed on the already wet carpet
After a while, it seemed that I had noticed something I had not expected to be inserted, and the woman finally opened her eyes.
Her muddy gaze swayed for a long time before she stopped on Jingyuan's face
Ah...ahhh... A blurry sound was squeezed out from the woman's dry throat. She seemed to want to say something, and she seemed to be shouting something, but in the end, only fragments were squeezed out
But Jingyuan seemed to understand what the woman was saying
He turned around, sat down with his back against the woman, and his back was directly against the woman, not caring about the various stains that were stained on the woman.
Hello... Jingyuan spoke, and began to confess like he was talking to himself
For so many years, I have been thinking about one thing that our agreement back then did it maintain our relationship? Or did it completely disconnect our relationship?
Later, I figured it out
From the beginning, it was not an agreement, but a bet on who would not be able to withstand loneliness first, and who would be the first to break the oath between us.
Jingyuan's voice fell, and he didn't say anything, as if waiting for something
After a long time, I heard a hoarse voice coming from behind him
Is this kind of thing accord to exist from the beginning to break it? Jingyuan smiled silently without commenting
Then, the voice asked carefully: Hello...
Um?
Whether it’s an agreement or a bet… did I lose?
No, you didn't, because I lost that bet with me earlier than you
Eh?
I regret it, I regret saying that back then, I regret giving you so much freedom, and I also gave you enough excuses to betray me Yes, I said that I would not regret it because of my decision back then, but now... I regret it
……
Sure enough, I still think you can only belong to me, so now, we are even
Hum, hehe... The woman's voice chuckled, but like the silent smile of a man, there was no trace of joy or even no emotion
It's even, right...
Um
Then why do you have to turn your back to me? Didn’t you say you would keep looking at me? Why don’t you look at me now? Jingyuan was stunned for a moment, and then he shook his head with a smile
This time, there was finally a little more emotion in his smile, but it was still not joy.
Then, he turned around
He looked at the desperate woman on his face and showed a surprised expression. Then he stretched out his hand and pressed it on the woman's shoulder, preventing the woman from escaping.
What about now? Jingyuan looked at the woman in front of him, looking at the woman who used to be his wife, but still his wife
Then, he lowered his head and closed his eyes
When he opened his eyes again, the woman's eyes were still closed and he was unwilling to open it.
Now, are we going even? Rita Liu buried her head in her husband's arms
She nodded and said in a choked voice: Yes, we... are even