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Chapter 14 My Daughter (+2)

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Just when I was helpless about Yao'er and me, I followed Yao'er's four followers to report that she was leaving the valley.

My mind sounded loudly, and I stood there and couldn't think

She is leaving, she is leaving Izumoya where she was born and grown to this day, she is leaving...I

Did she realize what a failed dad I was, so she decided to leave?

Avoid me from afar?

How to escape from my clutches?

Looking down, looking at his open hands, he was trembling slightly

The first time, I was very panicked and didn't know what to do

Yao'er is gone, what should I do?

If she insists on leaving, where should I go if I stay?

She is the center of all my life. Without her, how will I live without her?

Why?

Why did I force myself to the point where I can avoid her and she still want to leave?

What exactly do I have to do? I can control myself from getting close to her, but I can't control her from not leaving me

Suddenly, I really wanted to imprison Yao'er forever, even if I broke her legs, even if I used drugs to corrupt her mind, as long as she belonged to me, as long as she really belonged to me... My heart hurts, I treat Yao'er as the pearl that I love the most in my palm, even if I don't allow me to hurt her, how can I follow my desires so despicablely and destroy her so much

If I were a man-eating monster who had lost my conscience, I would be satisfied if I could really put aside all my concerns and even if I really swallow Yao'er, I would definitely be satisfied, because at least, she belongs to me and will never leave me again

But now... what other way do I have besides agreeing?

After three days of drunkenness, I staggered up and went to take a shower and change my clothes. When choosing clothes, I hesitated for a long time before I smiled bitterly.

Yao'er will never know that I would pay so much attention to my clothes and appearance before I see her. Will she care? In order to see her, I even deliberately covered up the fragrance of medicine that has been surrounded by all year round, for fear that she would not like it if she smelled it.

Why did I let her fly against my will when I cherish this little person?

Am I stupid?

The pain in my heart was already very familiar, but when I changed my clothes and came to the place where Yaoer lived, and came to the elevated flying bridge pavilion that she refused to come down for several days, my heart was even more painful.

She was sitting there, curled up lazily in the fence beside the pavilion

No matter whenever I see her, she is so beautiful that I can't breathe and can't take my eyes off

Her overly exquisite facial features were expressionless, even unpleasant, and her eyes were staring at the sky outside the pavilion with dull eyes. Her snow-white clothes outlined a beautiful body line, and her whole body exuded a faint sadness and depression.

Could it be that living in Izumo Valley and living in Izumo Valley with me is so uncomfortable for her?

She doesn't even want to look at me

The hand that was hanging down, squeezing it into a fist with force, it was so severely painful

Dad, I think of the valley. Her voice is crisp, light and elegant, with difficult-to-break estrangement and distance

Suddenly I realized that I can never recall that she once called me with such joy and full trust.

Is this the evil I committed?

Didn’t I think too much at the beginning? No matter whether she is a man or a woman, I should accept her love for me. So will I be very happy now?

If I hadn't pushed her hand away at that time, would I be very happy now?

If I followed Zhuque's advice and really followed my desire, Yao'er's tenderness would definitely be unable to resist my deliberate temptation, then at this time...

Am I really stupid?

Dad, I thought of coming out of the valley. She repeated it slowly. The smell of leaving was obvious.

It was obvious that my heart was cut like a knife. Even if the pain in my chest made me unable to breathe, I could not really beat her.

If, if, if I can let her show off and make her happy, then let her go

You go, sigh and tears, I can't look at her more, I just want to find a place to hide as quickly as possible, and let the torn wound slowly bleed

I finally let go of Yao'er, whom I value most, right or wrong?

After a while, he was like a walking zombie, knowing what he was doing, but he couldn't pass these actions into his brain

All the center of gravity that supports me is gone, I can't eat or sleep, all the thinking that controls my limbs are cut off, and the sky and the earth seem to collapse

Once again, I don't know what I'm living for

In those days, I was just confused, but now, I found that I began to hate this world, everything, and even my own life. My existence was meaningless.

The anxious elders circled around me, watching their busyness coldly, but I didn't know what to do, should I appease them or kill them?

But no matter what they said or did, I could not sense it, as if my nerves had all been necrotic.

Baihu and the other four served me silently, followed all my orders, strictly prohibiting all news about me, and not allowing anything to be passed to Yao'er who had already left the valley.

Let my thoughts wander in a daze. Why, why can I still think and survive?

Even, I became disgusted with my current situation and wanted to die

If, if I really died, would Yao'er cry for me, would she... come back to see me?

If I die, will she return to the valley to accompany me?

If my death can bring two people closer, then death is a very happy thing

I bent out a smile that I felt strange and touched the corners of my lips. How long has it been since I smiled?

More than ten years?

After the day Yao'er caught Zhou, I lost the ability to laugh again. Now, when I thought about getting closer to Yao'er, I felt a strange state of joy.

Qinglong and the others' expressions were almost frightened. Master, you must not think about it all!

oh?

Before I could even leave, they knew what I was thinking?

Turn around and look at their worried expressions. You have followed me for decades, right? Since childhood, they have been studying art hard and serving me. If I go, you can take good care of Yao'er for me. If any man dares to bully her...

My heart suddenly felt aching. When I thought of Yao'er in the arms of other men, I was so jealous that I wanted to kill all the men in the world!

Master Xuanwu said quietly: The mission of our four spirits is to follow the Lord of Izumo Valley in all generations. You are here, we are here. If you are no longer here, we will naturally follow you. No matter how you order, we will not change the master of the servant.

Zhuque continued: Unless you marry the young master, then we will naturally serve the marquis together with the young master.

It would be so simple

I heard that Yao'er saved a man on the road and turned his head and let jealousy erode his heart. It was so painful. Why did I give my baby to other men with my own hands!

Baihu said: That man is very dangerous and provoked a killer all the way. Please ask your master to go out of the valley to persuade the young master to come back!

I know this, Xiaolong and the others are enough. The four guards who followed Yao'er are the heirs of the Four Spirits, and their kung fu will not be bad.

Xiaolong and his young master have always lived in the Izumi Valley and have never been trained outside. We are worried that they are not enough to take on the heavy responsibility, so please let your master set off as soon as possible. Qinglong is extremely sincere

Chaos' thoughts gradually returned to their bodies. Looking at the four of them, they suddenly smiled bitterly, are you going to force me to help her put on her wedding dress and send her to get married with your own hands? Forget it, let it go, so what if you do more for Yao'er?

Rather than letting her suffer, let me swallow this pain alone