Seeing her crying so hard and talking sadly, I knew I had completely no chance of it with her. The huge despair almost suffocated me.
Piliya is right. She is afraid of being hurt, but the harm I caused to her is far greater than the love I gave her. I said to her sadly and crying: Nizi, I will not cause harm to you in the future, not a single point. I will use my life to protect you.
She suddenly turned her head and looked at me, tears kept flowing and said to me: If Kang Xiaoming was still alive, would you do this?
After hearing this, I froze immediately, staring at her in a daze, her lips twitching but I couldn't speak.
What do I ask you? You have to answer me truthfully
Nizi, Kang Xiaoming has already died. She sacrificed for the country and the people. What are you more serious about?
I'm not serious about her, I admire Kang Xiaoming very much. She is really a rare good girl.
Although I have been jealous of her and have been in great pain, you must answer this question truthfully
I had to say word by word: If Kang Xiaoming was still alive, we are now married
At the end of my speech, my voice suddenly became hoarse, and I felt my throat was blocked.
She stopped talking, but lowered her head and remained silent
When I mentioned Kang Jinghua, I suddenly fell into endless pain and torture. The torture and the pain made my throat hoarse in an instant.
I said in a hoarse voice: Nizi, can you stop Thihua from me again?
Ah Hua? Piliya asked in confusion
Well, Ahua is Kang Jinghua, Kang Jinghua is Kang Xiaoming, this is my nickname for her
After listening to it, her expression seemed very strange, a little jealous, a little jealous and envious, and more of her yearning for and longing for
I had to say again: Just like I call you, Nizi is Piliya, Piliya is Wen Ping
She suddenly gave me a blank look, a blush flashed across her pale face, she lowered her head and kept silent again
But the pain had been torn open by her, and I was completely in the painful torture of losing Kang Jinghua.
I remained silent, put my hands on my forehead, and I wanted to burst into tears.
She saw that I was very sad and sad, and said softly: Sorry! I shouldn't have mentioned Kang Xiaoming to you
I waved my hand and sighed softly: You are confused, should you mention it or not
If Kang Xiaoming was still alive, Sister Xing would not have matched us like this
I suddenly thought of something, raised my head, and plucked up the courage to say to her: Nizi, let me ask you something, do you still like me?
When she heard my question, she suddenly became awkward and felt very unnatural. She looked at me and said in a panic: Why are you asking like this?
You must answer me truthfully (now it turns out that I asked her)
She turned her head and simply turned off on me in anger
I said with some dissatisfaction: You asked me to answer you truthfully, why don’t you answer me truthfully?
She said with a crisp voice: There is no need to answer this question long ago
The fire of hope that I had just ignited was suddenly extinguished by her words, and she murmured unwillingly: What do you mean?
What else can it mean?
I've already told you very clearly. There is no possibility between us anymore. Don't mention this to me again in the future.
Can't you recover if you miss it?
How can I recover if I miss it?
You know how I got through after you got drunk from Xian Mei’s house and lay on the concrete floor. I carried you home. Do you know?
As she said that, tears came out again, anger and resentment had made her face pale again, and her lips trembled.
I was dizzy, and I hurriedly lowered my head. This girl just finished talking to me. Kang Jinghua, and now she has been pulled on Amei again. I owe her every emotional debt.
I'm going to have a good time and I'll have to return this list sooner or later. It's too clear for me!
I still did not give up my final efforts and asked in a hoarse voice: Is there really no possibility between us?
No more, nothing
I said in great despair: Since that's the case, I have a small request at the end
you say
You shouldn't be so cold to me in the future, okay?
……
Since we can't become lovers, let us be ordinary friends!
……
Can you answer me, okay?
She frowned and said to me with a painful expression: It's impossible. Since we can't become lovers, we don't even have to do ordinary friends.
After saying that, she stood up resolutely and walked out
Until Piliya disappeared into the corridor, I had not recovered. What she said to me in the end seemed familiar and familiar.
I sat there in a daze, thinking for a long time, and finally remembered this sentence Amei had said to me once.
In front of the building of the never-sleeping city, when Amei and I parted, Amei said this to me, too
Amei does what she says, Piliya does what she says; Amei is willful, Piliya is stubborn; Amei has this point of view, Piliya has this point of view
I felt a little self-deprecating and murmured: If my lover fails, he will become a stranger. Grandma, since that's the case, then let's go on a stranger!
Piliya is right. She is afraid of being hurt, but the harm I caused to her is far greater than the love I gave her. I said to her sadly and crying: Nizi, I will not cause harm to you in the future, not a single point. I will use my life to protect you.
She suddenly turned her head and looked at me, tears kept flowing and said to me: If Kang Xiaoming was still alive, would you do this?
After hearing this, I froze immediately, staring at her in a daze, her lips twitching but I couldn't speak.
What do I ask you? You have to answer me truthfully
Nizi, Kang Xiaoming has already died. She sacrificed for the country and the people. What are you more serious about?
I'm not serious about her, I admire Kang Xiaoming very much. She is really a rare good girl.
Although I have been jealous of her and have been in great pain, you must answer this question truthfully
I had to say word by word: If Kang Xiaoming was still alive, we are now married
At the end of my speech, my voice suddenly became hoarse, and I felt my throat was blocked.
She stopped talking, but lowered her head and remained silent
When I mentioned Kang Jinghua, I suddenly fell into endless pain and torture. The torture and the pain made my throat hoarse in an instant.
I said in a hoarse voice: Nizi, can you stop Thihua from me again?
Ah Hua? Piliya asked in confusion
Well, Ahua is Kang Jinghua, Kang Jinghua is Kang Xiaoming, this is my nickname for her
After listening to it, her expression seemed very strange, a little jealous, a little jealous and envious, and more of her yearning for and longing for
I had to say again: Just like I call you, Nizi is Piliya, Piliya is Wen Ping
She suddenly gave me a blank look, a blush flashed across her pale face, she lowered her head and kept silent again
But the pain had been torn open by her, and I was completely in the painful torture of losing Kang Jinghua.
I remained silent, put my hands on my forehead, and I wanted to burst into tears.
She saw that I was very sad and sad, and said softly: Sorry! I shouldn't have mentioned Kang Xiaoming to you
I waved my hand and sighed softly: You are confused, should you mention it or not
If Kang Xiaoming was still alive, Sister Xing would not have matched us like this
I suddenly thought of something, raised my head, and plucked up the courage to say to her: Nizi, let me ask you something, do you still like me?
When she heard my question, she suddenly became awkward and felt very unnatural. She looked at me and said in a panic: Why are you asking like this?
You must answer me truthfully (now it turns out that I asked her)
She turned her head and simply turned off on me in anger
I said with some dissatisfaction: You asked me to answer you truthfully, why don’t you answer me truthfully?
She said with a crisp voice: There is no need to answer this question long ago
The fire of hope that I had just ignited was suddenly extinguished by her words, and she murmured unwillingly: What do you mean?
What else can it mean?
I've already told you very clearly. There is no possibility between us anymore. Don't mention this to me again in the future.
Can't you recover if you miss it?
How can I recover if I miss it?
You know how I got through after you got drunk from Xian Mei’s house and lay on the concrete floor. I carried you home. Do you know?
As she said that, tears came out again, anger and resentment had made her face pale again, and her lips trembled.
I was dizzy, and I hurriedly lowered my head. This girl just finished talking to me. Kang Jinghua, and now she has been pulled on Amei again. I owe her every emotional debt.
I'm going to have a good time and I'll have to return this list sooner or later. It's too clear for me!
I still did not give up my final efforts and asked in a hoarse voice: Is there really no possibility between us?
No more, nothing
I said in great despair: Since that's the case, I have a small request at the end
you say
You shouldn't be so cold to me in the future, okay?
……
Since we can't become lovers, let us be ordinary friends!
……
Can you answer me, okay?
She frowned and said to me with a painful expression: It's impossible. Since we can't become lovers, we don't even have to do ordinary friends.
After saying that, she stood up resolutely and walked out
Until Piliya disappeared into the corridor, I had not recovered. What she said to me in the end seemed familiar and familiar.
I sat there in a daze, thinking for a long time, and finally remembered this sentence Amei had said to me once.
In front of the building of the never-sleeping city, when Amei and I parted, Amei said this to me, too
Amei does what she says, Piliya does what she says; Amei is willful, Piliya is stubborn; Amei has this point of view, Piliya has this point of view
I felt a little self-deprecating and murmured: If my lover fails, he will become a stranger. Grandma, since that's the case, then let's go on a stranger!