Piliya sat on the side and looked at me quietly until I drank the soup in the bowl. She didn't move, just staring at me intently.
I asked softly: Nizi, why don’t you eat it?
I wasn't hungry, she whispered
I leaned on the sofa and pondered, my mind full of Kang Jinghua's voice and smile. While thinking about Kang Jinghua, I couldn't help but look at the house, and said with infinite sadness: Nizi, after you go to Singapore, I will sell this house.
Piliya immediately asked in panic: Why? Why did you sell this house?
When Kang Jingpean was born, he planned to use this house as our wedding house. She is no longer here and you are leaving. Besides... Besides, we have broken up, so there is no need for me to keep this house.
My living alone in this house can only increase my worries and sadness...
Shut up, how could you do this?
You are selfish
Piliya suddenly yelled at me. She looked very angry, and the blood vessels on her neck were bulging.
I was shocked. I didn't expect her to be so angry, so I had to patiently explain: Nizi, please understand me, I'm not a selfish sign
If you are there, I will be very peaceful and comfortable living in this house.
But you are leaving, I live alone in this house. I don’t need to say anything about my mood, you will know it.
Piliya said with a blushing face and thick neck: I don’t care about you, I just can’t deal with this house anyway
Lu Dacong, do you know how many people spend their entire lives working for houses. Having a house means having their own home, having their own comfort zone, and safe haven
If you don’t have a house, you will always be in a state of drift. Do you know that you don’t have a home feeling?
She said, unable to help but shed tears as she spoke.
I said stubbornly: I will never live in this house by myself
You can't deal with this house if you don't live
I kept looking at this house, feeling so sad.
If Kang Jinghua didn't sacrifice, this house would have been my wedding house long ago.
Now that Kang Jinghua is gone, I put all my hopes on Piliya, but this girl is determined to go abroad to Singapore
The more I think about it, the more annoyed I feel, the more sad I feel. I can't help but shake my head and sigh.
Nizi, you are going to Singapore now and have lost the reason for going there that day
Hum? How could you say that?
You chose to go to Singapore that day to seek comfort in your heart and balance in your heart. It is also a test of our love. This is the reason why you chose to go to Singapore that day, so I strongly support you
And now?
You are completely willful when you go to Singapore now...
How can I do what I want?
You have accepted Kang Jinghua and Amei and can face them correctly. This means that you have found spiritual comfort and inner balance. There is no need to go to Singapore again
But you insisted on going, and before leaving, you insisted on breaking up with me. What isn’t you doing?
How could this be done by willfulness?
Do you know, you disappeared without a trace after you resigned, you know how worried I am... This kind of worrying feeling really hurts my heart and lungs. I really don't dare to endure it anymore, so... That's why I proposed to break up
That day, I told you to break up in Hemingshan District. I admit that I was angry at that time, but after I came back, I calmed down and thought about it carefully. I really don’t want to taste that kind of worrying taste anymore. We... we should break up...
Since you don't want to experience the feeling of worrying, then you have to not go to Singapore
No, I have to go
I've never seen someone as stubborn as you
This is my dream for many years, don't destroy my dream for many years.
I suddenly became silent
Yes, since I love her so much, I can't destroy her dream, and it's her dream for many years
I love her to make her live a better and happier life. If I insist on not letting her realize her dream for many years, it means I am too selfish, and then I don’t deserve to love her at all.
Thinking of this, I nodded and smiled at her and said: Nizi, I will not destroy your dreams, just leave with confidence!
She listened to my words expressionlessly and sat there expressionlessly
I stood up, stretched, and said to her softly: Since we have broken up, it is not suitable for you to live here again
I pointed to the two big suitcases she placed at the door of the living room and the big bags she brought back from her hometown, and said to her: Go back by yourself, these things are too heavy, don't take them, I'll send them to you when I wake up
She asked: Do you want to sleep?
Well, I waited for you last night and sat on the sofa all night. I am very sleepy now. I want to go to sleep for a while
Her eyes turned red again, and I quickly turned around and walked towards the bedroom
I asked softly: Nizi, why don’t you eat it?
I wasn't hungry, she whispered
I leaned on the sofa and pondered, my mind full of Kang Jinghua's voice and smile. While thinking about Kang Jinghua, I couldn't help but look at the house, and said with infinite sadness: Nizi, after you go to Singapore, I will sell this house.
Piliya immediately asked in panic: Why? Why did you sell this house?
When Kang Jingpean was born, he planned to use this house as our wedding house. She is no longer here and you are leaving. Besides... Besides, we have broken up, so there is no need for me to keep this house.
My living alone in this house can only increase my worries and sadness...
Shut up, how could you do this?
You are selfish
Piliya suddenly yelled at me. She looked very angry, and the blood vessels on her neck were bulging.
I was shocked. I didn't expect her to be so angry, so I had to patiently explain: Nizi, please understand me, I'm not a selfish sign
If you are there, I will be very peaceful and comfortable living in this house.
But you are leaving, I live alone in this house. I don’t need to say anything about my mood, you will know it.
Piliya said with a blushing face and thick neck: I don’t care about you, I just can’t deal with this house anyway
Lu Dacong, do you know how many people spend their entire lives working for houses. Having a house means having their own home, having their own comfort zone, and safe haven
If you don’t have a house, you will always be in a state of drift. Do you know that you don’t have a home feeling?
She said, unable to help but shed tears as she spoke.
I said stubbornly: I will never live in this house by myself
You can't deal with this house if you don't live
I kept looking at this house, feeling so sad.
If Kang Jinghua didn't sacrifice, this house would have been my wedding house long ago.
Now that Kang Jinghua is gone, I put all my hopes on Piliya, but this girl is determined to go abroad to Singapore
The more I think about it, the more annoyed I feel, the more sad I feel. I can't help but shake my head and sigh.
Nizi, you are going to Singapore now and have lost the reason for going there that day
Hum? How could you say that?
You chose to go to Singapore that day to seek comfort in your heart and balance in your heart. It is also a test of our love. This is the reason why you chose to go to Singapore that day, so I strongly support you
And now?
You are completely willful when you go to Singapore now...
How can I do what I want?
You have accepted Kang Jinghua and Amei and can face them correctly. This means that you have found spiritual comfort and inner balance. There is no need to go to Singapore again
But you insisted on going, and before leaving, you insisted on breaking up with me. What isn’t you doing?
How could this be done by willfulness?
Do you know, you disappeared without a trace after you resigned, you know how worried I am... This kind of worrying feeling really hurts my heart and lungs. I really don't dare to endure it anymore, so... That's why I proposed to break up
That day, I told you to break up in Hemingshan District. I admit that I was angry at that time, but after I came back, I calmed down and thought about it carefully. I really don’t want to taste that kind of worrying taste anymore. We... we should break up...
Since you don't want to experience the feeling of worrying, then you have to not go to Singapore
No, I have to go
I've never seen someone as stubborn as you
This is my dream for many years, don't destroy my dream for many years.
I suddenly became silent
Yes, since I love her so much, I can't destroy her dream, and it's her dream for many years
I love her to make her live a better and happier life. If I insist on not letting her realize her dream for many years, it means I am too selfish, and then I don’t deserve to love her at all.
Thinking of this, I nodded and smiled at her and said: Nizi, I will not destroy your dreams, just leave with confidence!
She listened to my words expressionlessly and sat there expressionlessly
I stood up, stretched, and said to her softly: Since we have broken up, it is not suitable for you to live here again
I pointed to the two big suitcases she placed at the door of the living room and the big bags she brought back from her hometown, and said to her: Go back by yourself, these things are too heavy, don't take them, I'll send them to you when I wake up
She asked: Do you want to sleep?
Well, I waited for you last night and sat on the sofa all night. I am very sleepy now. I want to go to sleep for a while
Her eyes turned red again, and I quickly turned around and walked towards the bedroom