Chapter 429 Desperate grief

Seeing Piliya like this, I was originally hungry, but suddenly I was not hungry. My whole body and mind were deeply guilty. I felt that I had no appetite. I sat on the sofa, my eyes couldn't help but become wet, and a huge sorrow and pain swept over me.

Piliya looks so heartbroken, she is torture herself

Instead of tortureing herself like this, she might as well kill me

The more I thought about it, the more sad I felt, I couldn't help but lie on the sofa with me, and couldn't help but burst into tears secretly

I don’t know how long it took, but I heard the sound of clattering footsteps. Pili Ya is back

She sat on the sofa again after hearing the noise

I rubbed my old face against the armrest of the sofa and sat up slowly. I didn't look at her, and I really didn't have the courage to look at her thin and pale face. I was still immersed in huge sadness.

The tears in the little eyes couldn't stop flowing down, and he choked and said to her: Don't do this, okay?

Don't torture yourself, I'm sorry for you

I'm just a trash, I can't deserve you, you can definitely find a good man who is a hundred times better than me.

The more I said that the tears became more fierce, and I really wanted to cry loudly.

I didn't look up, just crying and talking, I don't know Piliya's expression or expression.

She suddenly said: You don’t need to worry about what kind of man I’m looking for, just take care of yourself, hum

Hearing this, I had to look up at her

I raised my head with difficulty, and saw through my tearful eyes that she was holding her shoulders with her hands and turning her head to the side, looking both angry and sad

I shed tears in tears with emotion: You will definitely find a good man who is a hundred times better than me. I really can't deserve you. I'm just a garbage

Piliya snorted again, twisting her head even harder, but her expression on her face became even sadder.

When I was lying on the sofa and secretly crying, I seemed to have thousands of words to say to Piliya

But when she sat up, she saw her sad expression, and couldn't say a word, so she had to lower her head and remain silent.

When I was silent, Piliya was even more silent

After a few minutes of silence, she suddenly asked: "You are a big man, how can you cry?"

Listening to her words, it seemed that I was blamed for crying. I couldn't help but feel resentful and couldn't help but say: Do you think I want to cry?

Look how many times have you cried tonight?

Do you think I feel good about this?

I know what you are thinking, I can't tell you some things, but I'm sincerely doing it for you

Everyone has their own survival track, and everyone has different experiences

I've experienced it before I met you, and I'm helpless

You see that you are thin for a while and your face has become so pale. Do you think I feel very happy to see you like this, right?

I tell you, when I see you like this, my heart is bleeding...

I wanted to continue talking, and with a clang, I looked up and saw Pili put the food plate I brought in front of her and put it in front of her. I picked up the chopsticks, lowered my head, and ate it voraciously regardless of the situation.

I stared at her stupidly. She was furious and filled her mouth with the food on the plate.

As she ate, the tears in her eyes rolled down like broken beads. The more they swallowed, the more they shed tears shed.

Piliya was crying and eating, but suddenly she seemed to choke. I hurriedly got up and ran to pick up a glass of water, brought it to her, and said with a heart-wrenching feeling: Eat slowly, drink a little water first

Instead of picking up the cup of water I handed her, she picked up the pot of soup next to her and started drinking it with a gurgling sound.

After taking a few big sips, I swallowed the food that was choking in my throat.

She gasped deeply, tears in her eyes hurt even more, and her facial expression was even more sad and aggrieved.

She endured it for a few times before she didn't cry.

She choked and said to me: Go and have dinner, we will continue to work after we finish the work. After finishing the work, I want to go back home as soon as possible...

At the end, she was sad and helpless like a child. Finally she couldn't bear it and burst into tears.

At this moment, I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to hit her head and die, and murmured to her helplessly: Don't do this, okay?

You might as well kill me

She reached out to touch the tissue next to her, wiped the tears from her face, and said to me numbly and helplessly: Go to dinner quickly, I want to finish the work soon and go home as soon as possible,

I said in dismay: I'm not hungry, after you finish eating, we will continue to work

Suddenly, she suddenly raised her head and said to me: If you don’t eat, I will throw all these foods downstairs.

While speaking, he raised the dish in front of him with his hands

I was stunned. I knew her temper very well. She would do what she said.

Judging from her attitude, if I don't eat immediately, she will definitely throw these foods downstairs from the window.

I hurriedly raised my hand to surrender, sat obediently on the sofa, lowered my head and started eating without saying a word.

She finished eating before me and went out again in a hurry

Alas... A huge sorrow hit me again. She went to wash her face again. She had washed her face several times tonight and she felt more distressed the more she thought about it.

After she came back, she saw that I had finished eating and said to me mournfully: Go and wash, we will continue to work when we come back