The Lunar New Year in Shanghai has never been lively, but no festive atmosphere
The whole city is like a newly opened hypermarket, with noisy and prosperous moments. The shops on both sides of the road, using red paper and plastic firecrackers to suggest the indulgence and luxury of the festival. The clerks and the bosses smiled foolishly on their faces, and quickly pissed their lips and tongues, convinced customers that today is the last day in the world.
The sidewalk was filled with people, with big bags in their hands, and there was no joy on their faces, but it added to the busyness and fatigue of being for the festival. There were also many cars on the road, and they were upset, rushing from one destination to the next, anxiously running from one destination to the next
Xu Jing and I got out of the car, stood on the sidewalk and looked up at the building where my parents lived.
The steel and concrete buildings stand under the dark gray sky, with cold light, and lead-colored clouds rolled up layer by layer, covering every corner of the sky, with a biting northwest wind blowing around, lifting the corners of our clothes, and the cold air drilled straight into the cracks of the bones.
Xu Jing's body in a down coat was shaking in my arms. I lowered my head and asked in her ear: Is it cold?
She nodded: Cold, she forced a smile and tightened my arm. With you, I will not be cold
Let's go upstairs, I hugged Xu Jing's trembling body tightly, I and you will be happy for the next fifty years tonight
The living room is brightly lit, and the chandelier emits a soft yellow light under the ceiling. The hot air is mixed with the sweet and smoky sautum of flower-drawn aged flowers and peanut oil smoke.
I didn't tell my parents that I would take Xu Jing on New Year's Eve
My mother looked at me and Xu Jing standing side by side at the door in surprise, and didn't know what to say for a moment. It was not until I introduced Xu Jing to her that my mother came to her senses and made a little laugh and let us enter the house.
My dad was sitting in the distance of the living room, facing the door, wearing only a wool vest on his upper body, his forehead was glossy, and he was talking loudly on the phone, suddenly lifted up and saw Xu Jing and I standing in front of him, the telephone receiver almost fell from his hand, he opened his mouth wide, looked at me confusedly, and looked at my mother again
Dad, this is Xu Jing, my girlfriend, I will bring her to wish you a happy new year today. My heart is thrilling, try to control my tone and don’t let myself collapse in front of my dad.
Oh, oh... My father quickly returned to his normal expression and hung up the phone. Your girlfriend? Okay, what's Ah? The smile on his face was ferocious
Uncle Huang, my name is Xu Jing. Xu Jing took the first half step and bowed slightly on her upper body. Uncle Huang's New Year
Ah Ha! Ha! Ha! OK, good, happy new year, happy new year!
My father laughed loudly, and there was a flower blooming on his face. Come on, sit down and talk.
My father pointed at the sofa close to him friendly, Xu Jing sat down calmly, facing his father sideways, I sat beside her, her cold hands were holding in my palm, sweating slightly
Ah...This, Xiao Xu, Dad started to speak the official voice, are you and our military army hospital affairs?
No, I... Xu Jing turned around and looked at my pale face. Huang Jun and I met at a friend. I worked in the Shanghai branch in Anhui.
Oh, then what job do you do? My father picked up the cup on the coffee table and drank water. His eyes were bright and he looked at my face. I calmly faced his eyes
After graduating from Shanghai Academy of Fine Arts, I worked in the company for external publicity and advertising. Xu Jing was much calmer and talked to my father in a calm tone that unexpectedly came to my mind.
My mother sat opposite Xu Jing and me, quietly looking at Xu Jing up and down, with sharp eyes and no words
At my family, my dad has always been a tiger's role, and my mom is Wu Song. If there were no Wu Song, the tiger wouldn't even know where his underwear was placed.
Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Dad continued to beat him haha, hiding his anger in his heart. Xiao Xu, how old are you now?
I'm twenty-four years old. Xu Jing blushed a little. I know she's one year underreported.
Oh..., that's still very young, our army is only twenty-six, Ah... Dad pondered, young people, Ah, you will have a deeper understanding after spending a while, right?
Xu Jing nodded vigorously, I knew we had fallen into the pit
Our military army has been a good dry food since childhood. We have caused trouble all day long, so we made me fuck his mother and I worry..., Hi! Let's not talk about it!
Dad waved his hand, Ah, you should learn more about each other, so how can you come! Ah?!
My father stared at me fiercely
It turns out that the series of words I made up on the road were blocked in my throat.
The future is long. I didn't say ok, nor did I say no, but I heard two meanings in my ears.
Xu Jing showed joy and grabbed my hand tightly. Well, Uncle Huang, Aunt Lin, I will get along with Huang Jun in the future.
Although my dad and mom didn't expect that I suddenly brought Xu Jing here today, the delaying plan should have been done long ago.
My parents asked Xu Jing a few more questions about her parents. Everyone couldn't find the topic anymore and sat in their posts embarrassedly.
The living room was quiet, only the wall clock on the other side of the dining room was ticking in the shadows.
Outside the window, one and two firecrackers made lonely explosions, in the kitchen, crystal elbows were bored and hit the lid of the pot in the casserole
Xu Jing held my arms tightly with both hands, and looked at me helplessly. She wanted to squeeze a little smile on her face, but she couldn't come out. I could only look at her silently, without saying a word.
The living room is as warm as spring, the atmosphere is auspicious and solemn. It is unnecessary to say anything more. My mind is empty and my words are frozen on the tip of my tongue, like a constipated person sitting on the toilet made of gold
My mother is worthy of being a master of women in dealing with women. Her calmness saved her and her father's marriage a few years ago.
The mother sat next to Xu Jing, looked at Xu Jing's tender face with concern, and pressed Xu Jing's hand in her palm: Oh, Xiao Xu, why is Nong's palm so cold?
Xu Jing looked back at me uneasyly and smiled shyly: Fortunately, I usually do this.
Oh... If you are cold, you should wear more clothes. Don't just wear clothes when you are young. It's important to be cold...
I got it, Aunt Lin Xu Jing lowered her head and replied in a low voice.
I was a little confused, I didn't know what my mother's actions meant, and I was a little relieved. At least they didn't refuse directly.
The New Year's Eve dinner is very rich, with a combination of water and land, and the beech wood round table is full of
My father still occupied half of his son alone, and my mother and Xu Jing huddled across from him
After drinking a few cups of hot flower deeds, my father became excited and started to talk and laugh and tell Xu Jing about my naughty mischief when I was a child, and what he still regards as a standard. Can't raise him, the fault of his father, the fault of his mother
Xu Jing laughed softly while listening, eating very little, she was very cautious, and her eyes glanced at the uncomfortable feelings on my face from time to time
My mother smiled and kept picking up food for the plate in front of Xu Jing. Her eyes looked at us young with soft eyes, perhaps bringing back memories of her two or three decades ago.
After eating the last eight-treasure rice, I sat on the sofa to rest. My parents' caring attitude towards Xu Jing was not far from that of Song. Although it was beyond my expectations, it finally came to my interests and Xu Jing.
On TV, Zhao Benshan and Huang Hong were shouting Northeast dialect at the top of their lungs. My father and I were on the coffee table. My father's skills were as smelly as ever. I often had to step back five steps before. On the other corner of the sofa, my mother touched Xu Jing's scarf and watched the patterns she knitted. The family had their own fun under the warm chandeliers.
It was eleven o'clock, and I decided to tell Xu Jing in advance that I would send her away at around half past ten:30
I stood up: Dad, mom, I'm going to send Xu Jing back. If it's too late, the two girls who live with her will be afraid of our door.
Xu Jing nodded innocently
Go back? Oh, a hint of unhappiness flashed in my mother's eyes. Of course, she doesn't want to stay at home on New Year's Eve night. Her son can't sleep at her home. Will Nong send Xiao Xu back and come back?
Well...no, I hesitated for a moment, thinking that I would discuss further actions with Xu Jing when I go back. It's past eleven o'clock. If I come and go again, it will be twelve o'clock. I will come with Xu Jing tomorrow
Okay, Ming Dynasty is coming... The mother agreed helplessly, with a faint smile on her face. She realized that after tonight, her son would no longer belong to her alone
Aunt Lin, I will come back tomorrow with Huang Jun. Xu Jing said timidly that she also realized that this was the critical moment.
Let's go, the Ming Dynasty... Mother said in a hoarse tone
Let's go! Come early tomorrow! Xiao Xu, Ah! My dad was thrusting his stomach on the sofa, full of energy, and his eyes were still watching Gong Hanlin, the clown on TV
On the way home from the bus, Xu Jing was so excited that she trembled all over. Her body was tightly pressed against me, and her face was full of silly. I was infected by her and hugged her: OK! Wife, I finally passed the test!
Well! Husband, what I think about day and night is today! Finally, I'm here, here! Xu Jing hugged my arm and shook it out in disguise
When you shake in the car, the power of the rice wine is fully utilized
As soon as I entered the house, I fell on the bed and panted, and my mouth was sour.
Xu Jing twisted a hot towel for me to cover her face, helped me up and drank hot water. I sat quietly on the edge of the bed, enjoying the care and thoughtfulness of a woman.
Xu Jing, who washed away the powder in the quilt, heated me up with her hot body, and held my dull vagina with her soft little hands.
She climbed up, her jaw pressed against my chest, and her affectionate eyes hurt me so much. She bent her waist and helped my guy into her vagina
Husband, Husband, Husband, we are going to be husband and wife, right? Xu Jing asked me repeatedly, stroking my face with her hands, and slowly swaying her waist back and forth
Wife, in my heart, you have long been my wife. I gasped, lifted her long hanging hair, and said on her face.
No, she pouted, avoiding the heavy smell of alcohol I squirted, her face still filled with a happy smile. If my family admits me, I can truly be your wife.
My parents are very nice to you today. I smiled and put her plump lower lip in my mouth and bit her gently with my teeth.
Well, she smiled sweeter and stopped her waist movements. I didn't expect that your parents would treat me like this, not as serious as you told me...
I laughed silently, remembering that my parents' attitude towards Xu Jing had gone from cold to hot just now, and I was still a little nervous.
There was a sudden sound outside the window, far and near, mixed with the interrupted roar of high-rise firecrackers...! At the beginning of the new year, spring is coming
Xu Jing turned her head and looked out the window for a while, looked back at me looking at the eyes facing her. She smiled, with encouragement and acquiescence in her smile. I hugged her in front of my chest, turned over and pressed her, and inserted my penis into her with all my strength, Oh! OK! Come on!
Xu Jing screamed in surprise, raised her abdomen to cater to me...
... On New Year's Eve on 1997, two young bodies were gasping, shouting each other's name, churning in the silence of bed, fighting...
After a moment, the passion faded away. Xu Jing and I snuggled in our mouths and gasped. Under our sweaty body was a wet and slippery bed sheet, and a fishy and sour smell came out of the quilt.
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Throughout the Golden Week of the New Year, Xu Jing and I did not go out for a trip. We spent every day at my parents' home. My parents' attitude was always restrained and enthusiastic. Xu Jing took it carelessly and didn't take it seriously. But I couldn't let it go.
The seven-day Spring Festival holiday is over soon, and it is time to go to work by hour again
The fifteenth day of the first lunar month is the Lantern Festival. Before going to work, I made an appointment with Xu Jing to come back tonight and I would like to buy some fish and shrimps, so that I can have a good end to the New Year.
My mother came yesterday while Xu Jing and I were not at home. She put a lunch box of glutinous rice dumplings in the box. Before leaving, she posted a note on the refrigerator door, telling me that I don’t have to go to the new home on the Lantern Festival because there are any friendship activities in my father’s bureau, and my parents will attend.
After reading my mother's message, I smiled. It is not necessarily fake for the public to treat food. My father is mostly disgusted with this kind of public funds, but others cannot be shameless. The deep reason is that my parents don't want Xu Jing and Song to appear at the same time.
Everyone in the department has not yet woken up from the New Year carnival. Everyone looks confused. Paperwork such as medical records have always been the responsibility of a small hospitalization. Several superiors gathered together and whispered to each other and talked about their dream of buying a family car in the coming year.
Their income is much better than my senior brother and I. The various extra money dividends combined have a monthly score of over 10,000 yuan. I even have to consider changing a variable speed mountain bike. During the annual holiday, when I was shopping with Xu Jing, I saw the new Pugachi Eighteen-speed mountain bike in the store, more than one thousand. I bit my teeth a few times and hugged the woman beside me. I vaguely felt that there was a burden on my shoulders, so I had to turn my head and walk away in disappointment.
I leaned on the table and wrote silly. My senior brother Wang Bing was busy with his pile on his table
This kid got married a few days before the Spring Festival. His wife is a doctor in the internal medicine department of this hospital. She is a powerful and powerful woman rarely seen in Shanghai. Her father-in-law is a department-level cadre of the Municipal Health Bureau.
From the day Wang Bing announced his wedding date, his market in Corey plummeted; from the day Wang Bing did get married, his face turned blue every day
The doctor of the superiors was drowsy when he was in rounds and often drowsy against the wall. He sighed all day long in the small office. The "Huang Jiasi" on the desk had a layer of dust, so he had to take care of it. When he was free, he leaned on the sofa and sighed to the ceiling.
I was busy all morning and filled up my laziness for a few days. I put the medical record back into the nursing office and walked back to my room slowly.
Suddenly, the director's office door opened with a silence, and a middle-aged woman in her forties and fifties walked out. She was stunned when she saw me. I recognized her as Jiang Min's colleague who had appeared in Qiandao Lake.
Alas, nod, I nodded in habit, just saying hello
She also recognized it as me and smiled a little unnaturally: Is Huang Jun... OK, okay, it's not a long time... She lowered her head and wanted to walk away
I called her: Alas... I don't know what I call Nong yet?
Oh, she stopped, my surname is Liu
Oh, Dr. Liu, I want to ask... I looked around and no one paid attention to me. Why didn’t Jiang Min come? Did Yi come to contact our department before?
Ah?Jiang Min? Oh? Well... She suddenly panicked and blinked her eyes and glanced around quickly. Jiang Minyi and I adjusted the division. Now Yi is not responsible for this area.
Oh..., I looked at Liu disappointedly, I'm not here anymore? I smiled at her, then nothing else, will I go
I was about to walk away when she hesitated and called me: Doctor Huang, Nong... I saw her standing there and wanted to leave, so I went back to her opposite her and waited for her to continue talking
Doctor Huang, want to find Jiang Min Ah?
Liu lowered his head and pondered for a moment, and finally raised his head, as if he had made a very determined decision. Doctor Huang, I know what happened to Nong and Jiang Min. She looked at my eyes and pressed her right hand on her shoulder. Jiang Min told me that Yi was in a very conflicted mood now... She looked at the taxi passing by, and wanted to speak but stopped.
I saw my senior brother opening the door listlessly and walked out, so I pulled Liu Xue dealer into my office, locked her, pressed her on the sofa, and asked in a hurry: What conflicts are Jiang Minyi now? Why did Yi treat me like this?
Liu's eyes turned red, and tears suddenly burst out: Jiang Min was right, Doctor Huang, I can tell that it was a good person, Nong was not a man who deliberately took advantage of Yi... She covered her mouth with a handkerchief and cried, Jiang Min felt pitiful... She married such a bastard at such a young age...
I had a cold sweat on my back and grabbed Liu's hand hard. Let me talk quickly, how did Jiang Min go back?
She still cried sadly and wiped her tears, OK! I told Nong, Doctor Huang! Jiang Min has it, for a month, and she is Nong! Her husband is the one with the surname Xu, he is gay!
My head buzzed, and the furniture in the room spiraled in front of my eyes
All the answers to the mystery are revealed!
Jiang Min said on the bed, "I wish I could meet before I got married, our dormitory was dissatisfied with the graceful charm of Chairman Xu, and the resolute expression on Jiang Min's face when she was in the small brick house in the wild, and the sanitary tampon I saw in the toilet of the store. All of this was answered.
I collapsed on the back of the sofa, my ears boom... It seemed like dozens of electric drills were driving at full speed to hit my eardrums. Liu's lips quickly tilted up and down in front of me, but I couldn't hear a word
I struggled, grabbed her wrist and asked: Then why didn’t Jiang Min leave the surname Xu? Yi is still young, just twenty-nine years old!
Liu's tears came out again: Alas! Jiang Min wants to save face! Nong also knows that Yi had had a few love affairs in college, but Yi finally chose the surname Xu, Nong...
She couldn't say anything anymore, covered her mouth and cried without making a sound. After a while, she stopped. Where did Nong ask Yi to tell others? Let's talk about it again, the person with the surname Xu was willing to divorce. He wished Jiang Min could run away early. When he talked, the couple had a broken feeling and the responsibility was not on him. He could openly poke the asshole publicly, but Jiang Min's family refused to suffer a loss. Min's brother was big and thick. He went to find someone with the surname Xu twice in three days. He beat him up when he met. But even Yi was unwilling to divorce Jiang Min. Let me tell you, what kind of world is this?
So why did Jiang Min pretend to be a slut? If Yi doesn’t have it in her belly, wouldn’t it be more convenient for her future plans?
Alas! You men don’t know how women think, Jiang Min just can’t swallow this. Yi wants to take revenge on Xu and give him some color, but Yi has not forgotten Nong Ah until now! Jiang Min secretly talks with you, and she cries when she mentions Nong Yi. Alas... Dr. Liu patted my hand, and tears were all over his face
Dr. Liu, I want to see Jiang Min. I don’t have a contact method for Yi here. Can you help me?
She hesitated for a moment and looked at me: Dr. Huang, I don’t know if Yi wants to see Nong. I’ll go back to the blood station and ask Yi again, how can I tell you?
OK, OK, I took out a prescription paper from my top pocket and wrote a few lines. Please give it to her. I will wait for the Swan Pavilion next to Xiangyang Park after get off work.
Liu took the note silently, put it in his pocket, and walked out with a sigh.
I sat in my office chair, tears couldn't stop flowing, and the ten-day love of Qiandao Lake came back to my eyes, as if it was just yesterday's incident.
After the restless afternoon, my ears kept paying attention to the phone on the table. As soon as the ringtone rang, I flew over and picked up the receiver, but after being disappointed again and again, Jiang Min never called.
After get off work, I took off my white coat and didn't bother to say hello to others, so I walked out of the hospital
I came to the street and made an appointment with Xu Jing to wait for me to go back for Lantern Festival. I called her company at the public telephone booth and told her that I had something to keep me at the hospital today, and that I might be back home very late, so I asked her to have dinner alone.
Xu Jing was very lost on the phone and agreed to me in a depressed manner, taking care of me for breakfast and dinner before doing things
I put down the microphone and couldn't help but think that this was the second time I lied to Xu Jing for another woman; last time it was not long after my first meeting, and I didn't want her to go to Sun Dong to play, that time it was for me and her two people.
At the end of February, the streets of Shanghai were still chilly in spring. The northwest wind lifted my hair from time to time, and the hands and fingers inserted into my mouth were so cold that they were so cold.
On the sidewalk, a pair of young men and women who had just gotten off work hugged each other and walked past me with a hip hop. I stood by the roadside, looking at the strangers coming and going, and suddenly felt that they were far away, as if I was standing in the clouds and looking down at the people. Their world was very far away from me.
I tightened my coat and walked towards the date location
Tianyan Pavilion is a small Western restaurant located in the downtown area, but the storefront is small, and pedestrians will never think of this 60 or 70-year-old Russian restaurant.
When I was in college, I heard that this Western restaurant was a must-have place for gatherings of the Little Erchoa class in our school. I have visited it several times alone. I really like the fried chicken and country soup here. The food is sufficient and the price is not high. It is suitable for those of us poor students with a bigger appetite than wallets.
The store is still as dim as before. There are small desk lamps on the table of customers. The yellow lampshade emits a scent of vague smell, scattered in all corners. There are still many students, and they laugh and make noise from time to time. In the sound of the mezzanine of the ceiling, the dull Cai Qin sang "Read You":
I will never get tired of reading you a thousand times.
Reading you feels like spring,
A classic of joy, a beautiful ending,
Oh...ho...
Between your eyebrows, my love is locked,
Between your lips and teeth, my oath flows,
Your every move will influence my sight.
……
Reading you a thousand times... I'm not tired of it...
Read you...
I sat in the train seat in the back, and as Cai Qin sang together, Jiang Min was rumbling in my heart. The hot steam rose in the cup of black coffee on the table, and turned into the graceful posture that Jiang Min showed during the performance. I had a few boxes of American ginseng slices I just bought and prepared to give them to Jiang Min. She was pregnant with my bones.
Jiang Min's face suddenly appeared in the dark air, which scared me. She was wearing a black fur coat and a velvet turban with only her pale face.
I hurriedly stood up and helped her take off her coat and headscarf. The waiter carefully folded the clothes and placed them aside.
Jiang Min was fat at that time, her chin became more round, her breasts were protruding forward in full bloom, drooping, her lower abdomen was bulging, and she was sleeping there.
Jiang Min found that I looked at her bulging abdomen in a daze, smiled happily, and pressed her hands lovingly. It was almost six months old, bigger than I originally thought, and I will be a big guy like you in the future.
I smiled bitterly, sat down with her, and I stared at Jiang Min blankly
It has been half a year since she was separated. She cut her hair, combed her short hair neatly backwards, and squinted her ears tightly, her eyes were still so clear, and she was directly looking at me.
I have thousands of words to tell her. I want to blame her for using this method to retaliate against Xu. The man doesn't love her at all. He loves a man. He will shrug coldly at Jiang Min. I want to use Jiang Min to murder her youth and consume her years in a war without any opponents. I ask her to let the child take my surname when the child is born in the future, but in the end I didn't say anything. She was silently sitting with her.
I pulled up her soft hand and held it in the palm of my hand. Her hands were still so delicate, her fingers were still slender and delicate, and tears suddenly came out and dripped into her spread palm. Jiang Min covered her mouth with her hands, her eyes were red, and she took the tissue I handed her to wipe her eyes hard and rubbed her eyes hard.
Huang Jun, Huang Jun, Woo... Jiang Min wiped the tears that kept gushing out, and said in a hoarse voice: This is fate, it's my bad life, I saw the wrong person... Woo... She couldn't continue crying
I sat next to her, hugged her shoulders, and Jiang Min threw herself into my arms and cried. The people around me turned to look at us. While patting Jiang Min's back gently, I waved at them with a smile, but tears burst out from my eyes without any competingness.
I hugged her and I in the seat for a while and cried. Jiang Min gradually calmed down, wiped away my tears with my handkerchief, blew her nose, and I also sat back on the locker opposite her.
We ordered fried chicken and borscht, and the top plate was ham and potato salad. Jiang Min had a good appetite. She ate it with her head and mouthfuls and swallowed it voraciously. I waved to the waiter and ordered another stewed noodles.
When Jiang Min heard the words of me and the waiter, she smiled and looked up at me, waiting for someone to walk away, and laughed, and said in a low voice: Do you still remember that I enjoy eating noodles?
I smiled and nodded: Haha, when I was in the hotel, Nong asked me to go out to buy noodles every morning, I remember
Jiang Min looked at me blankly for a while, looked at the food on the plate with a sad expression, and used a fork to twisted a few pieces of chicken. Without saying a word, I guess she became sad again because of my words, so she quickly changed the topic.
Nong has a good appetite now, I can tell that he is getting fatter. I looked at her and drew an arc on her chin with my fingers.
She smiled, very sweet, and stroked her stomach with her hands: Nong Knows? How capable this child can eat Ah in it! Now the meal is twice as high as before. She usually eats snacks, but she gets hungry before eating, haha!
She looked at me and smiled. She ate all the food I ate for Yi, haha! I guess it was a man, and I ate much like that...
I suddenly remembered to ask her: Nong still lives in his family surnamed Xu? Nong is now in this way, can he take care of Nong?
Jiang Min hummed contemptly: Humph! He takes care of me? I am now killed by a car on the road and he will not even look at me. I am now living in my mother's house, where my surname is Xu. I waited until I raised my child before going back to move. She suddenly threw down the knife and fork and reached out to hold the back of my hand. The child must have a household registration, so I have to wait until I get ready before leaving him.
I looked at her: Why did you have to have a baby? I am still young, how can I go on with a baby in the future? Have you ever thought about it?
Jiang Min leaned heavily on the back of the chair and breathed a sigh of relief: Alas..., will I marry again? I am twenty-nine years old, Huang Jun, she smiled miserably, and made me feel heartbroken. I am twenty-nine years old, I have fallen in love, my husband has married, my wedding dress, and my husband's extramarital affair. In the end, my love was given to a man, hehehe... She laughed so hard that she couldn't cry, Huang Jun, don't worry, I will raise my child myself, I won't come to find me, really, believe me...
I held back my tears and nodded hard. I know, I know, I would rather come to me... My words are in my throat and I can't continue to say them anymore
The new dish came, interrupting my conversation with her, and under the dim light, my child's mother and I enjoyed a quiet dinner
The whole city is like a newly opened hypermarket, with noisy and prosperous moments. The shops on both sides of the road, using red paper and plastic firecrackers to suggest the indulgence and luxury of the festival. The clerks and the bosses smiled foolishly on their faces, and quickly pissed their lips and tongues, convinced customers that today is the last day in the world.
The sidewalk was filled with people, with big bags in their hands, and there was no joy on their faces, but it added to the busyness and fatigue of being for the festival. There were also many cars on the road, and they were upset, rushing from one destination to the next, anxiously running from one destination to the next
Xu Jing and I got out of the car, stood on the sidewalk and looked up at the building where my parents lived.
The steel and concrete buildings stand under the dark gray sky, with cold light, and lead-colored clouds rolled up layer by layer, covering every corner of the sky, with a biting northwest wind blowing around, lifting the corners of our clothes, and the cold air drilled straight into the cracks of the bones.
Xu Jing's body in a down coat was shaking in my arms. I lowered my head and asked in her ear: Is it cold?
She nodded: Cold, she forced a smile and tightened my arm. With you, I will not be cold
Let's go upstairs, I hugged Xu Jing's trembling body tightly, I and you will be happy for the next fifty years tonight
The living room is brightly lit, and the chandelier emits a soft yellow light under the ceiling. The hot air is mixed with the sweet and smoky sautum of flower-drawn aged flowers and peanut oil smoke.
I didn't tell my parents that I would take Xu Jing on New Year's Eve
My mother looked at me and Xu Jing standing side by side at the door in surprise, and didn't know what to say for a moment. It was not until I introduced Xu Jing to her that my mother came to her senses and made a little laugh and let us enter the house.
My dad was sitting in the distance of the living room, facing the door, wearing only a wool vest on his upper body, his forehead was glossy, and he was talking loudly on the phone, suddenly lifted up and saw Xu Jing and I standing in front of him, the telephone receiver almost fell from his hand, he opened his mouth wide, looked at me confusedly, and looked at my mother again
Dad, this is Xu Jing, my girlfriend, I will bring her to wish you a happy new year today. My heart is thrilling, try to control my tone and don’t let myself collapse in front of my dad.
Oh, oh... My father quickly returned to his normal expression and hung up the phone. Your girlfriend? Okay, what's Ah? The smile on his face was ferocious
Uncle Huang, my name is Xu Jing. Xu Jing took the first half step and bowed slightly on her upper body. Uncle Huang's New Year
Ah Ha! Ha! Ha! OK, good, happy new year, happy new year!
My father laughed loudly, and there was a flower blooming on his face. Come on, sit down and talk.
My father pointed at the sofa close to him friendly, Xu Jing sat down calmly, facing his father sideways, I sat beside her, her cold hands were holding in my palm, sweating slightly
Ah...This, Xiao Xu, Dad started to speak the official voice, are you and our military army hospital affairs?
No, I... Xu Jing turned around and looked at my pale face. Huang Jun and I met at a friend. I worked in the Shanghai branch in Anhui.
Oh, then what job do you do? My father picked up the cup on the coffee table and drank water. His eyes were bright and he looked at my face. I calmly faced his eyes
After graduating from Shanghai Academy of Fine Arts, I worked in the company for external publicity and advertising. Xu Jing was much calmer and talked to my father in a calm tone that unexpectedly came to my mind.
My mother sat opposite Xu Jing and me, quietly looking at Xu Jing up and down, with sharp eyes and no words
At my family, my dad has always been a tiger's role, and my mom is Wu Song. If there were no Wu Song, the tiger wouldn't even know where his underwear was placed.
Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Dad continued to beat him haha, hiding his anger in his heart. Xiao Xu, how old are you now?
I'm twenty-four years old. Xu Jing blushed a little. I know she's one year underreported.
Oh..., that's still very young, our army is only twenty-six, Ah... Dad pondered, young people, Ah, you will have a deeper understanding after spending a while, right?
Xu Jing nodded vigorously, I knew we had fallen into the pit
Our military army has been a good dry food since childhood. We have caused trouble all day long, so we made me fuck his mother and I worry..., Hi! Let's not talk about it!
Dad waved his hand, Ah, you should learn more about each other, so how can you come! Ah?!
My father stared at me fiercely
It turns out that the series of words I made up on the road were blocked in my throat.
The future is long. I didn't say ok, nor did I say no, but I heard two meanings in my ears.
Xu Jing showed joy and grabbed my hand tightly. Well, Uncle Huang, Aunt Lin, I will get along with Huang Jun in the future.
Although my dad and mom didn't expect that I suddenly brought Xu Jing here today, the delaying plan should have been done long ago.
My parents asked Xu Jing a few more questions about her parents. Everyone couldn't find the topic anymore and sat in their posts embarrassedly.
The living room was quiet, only the wall clock on the other side of the dining room was ticking in the shadows.
Outside the window, one and two firecrackers made lonely explosions, in the kitchen, crystal elbows were bored and hit the lid of the pot in the casserole
Xu Jing held my arms tightly with both hands, and looked at me helplessly. She wanted to squeeze a little smile on her face, but she couldn't come out. I could only look at her silently, without saying a word.
The living room is as warm as spring, the atmosphere is auspicious and solemn. It is unnecessary to say anything more. My mind is empty and my words are frozen on the tip of my tongue, like a constipated person sitting on the toilet made of gold
My mother is worthy of being a master of women in dealing with women. Her calmness saved her and her father's marriage a few years ago.
The mother sat next to Xu Jing, looked at Xu Jing's tender face with concern, and pressed Xu Jing's hand in her palm: Oh, Xiao Xu, why is Nong's palm so cold?
Xu Jing looked back at me uneasyly and smiled shyly: Fortunately, I usually do this.
Oh... If you are cold, you should wear more clothes. Don't just wear clothes when you are young. It's important to be cold...
I got it, Aunt Lin Xu Jing lowered her head and replied in a low voice.
I was a little confused, I didn't know what my mother's actions meant, and I was a little relieved. At least they didn't refuse directly.
The New Year's Eve dinner is very rich, with a combination of water and land, and the beech wood round table is full of
My father still occupied half of his son alone, and my mother and Xu Jing huddled across from him
After drinking a few cups of hot flower deeds, my father became excited and started to talk and laugh and tell Xu Jing about my naughty mischief when I was a child, and what he still regards as a standard. Can't raise him, the fault of his father, the fault of his mother
Xu Jing laughed softly while listening, eating very little, she was very cautious, and her eyes glanced at the uncomfortable feelings on my face from time to time
My mother smiled and kept picking up food for the plate in front of Xu Jing. Her eyes looked at us young with soft eyes, perhaps bringing back memories of her two or three decades ago.
After eating the last eight-treasure rice, I sat on the sofa to rest. My parents' caring attitude towards Xu Jing was not far from that of Song. Although it was beyond my expectations, it finally came to my interests and Xu Jing.
On TV, Zhao Benshan and Huang Hong were shouting Northeast dialect at the top of their lungs. My father and I were on the coffee table. My father's skills were as smelly as ever. I often had to step back five steps before. On the other corner of the sofa, my mother touched Xu Jing's scarf and watched the patterns she knitted. The family had their own fun under the warm chandeliers.
It was eleven o'clock, and I decided to tell Xu Jing in advance that I would send her away at around half past ten:30
I stood up: Dad, mom, I'm going to send Xu Jing back. If it's too late, the two girls who live with her will be afraid of our door.
Xu Jing nodded innocently
Go back? Oh, a hint of unhappiness flashed in my mother's eyes. Of course, she doesn't want to stay at home on New Year's Eve night. Her son can't sleep at her home. Will Nong send Xiao Xu back and come back?
Well...no, I hesitated for a moment, thinking that I would discuss further actions with Xu Jing when I go back. It's past eleven o'clock. If I come and go again, it will be twelve o'clock. I will come with Xu Jing tomorrow
Okay, Ming Dynasty is coming... The mother agreed helplessly, with a faint smile on her face. She realized that after tonight, her son would no longer belong to her alone
Aunt Lin, I will come back tomorrow with Huang Jun. Xu Jing said timidly that she also realized that this was the critical moment.
Let's go, the Ming Dynasty... Mother said in a hoarse tone
Let's go! Come early tomorrow! Xiao Xu, Ah! My dad was thrusting his stomach on the sofa, full of energy, and his eyes were still watching Gong Hanlin, the clown on TV
On the way home from the bus, Xu Jing was so excited that she trembled all over. Her body was tightly pressed against me, and her face was full of silly. I was infected by her and hugged her: OK! Wife, I finally passed the test!
Well! Husband, what I think about day and night is today! Finally, I'm here, here! Xu Jing hugged my arm and shook it out in disguise
When you shake in the car, the power of the rice wine is fully utilized
As soon as I entered the house, I fell on the bed and panted, and my mouth was sour.
Xu Jing twisted a hot towel for me to cover her face, helped me up and drank hot water. I sat quietly on the edge of the bed, enjoying the care and thoughtfulness of a woman.
Xu Jing, who washed away the powder in the quilt, heated me up with her hot body, and held my dull vagina with her soft little hands.
She climbed up, her jaw pressed against my chest, and her affectionate eyes hurt me so much. She bent her waist and helped my guy into her vagina
Husband, Husband, Husband, we are going to be husband and wife, right? Xu Jing asked me repeatedly, stroking my face with her hands, and slowly swaying her waist back and forth
Wife, in my heart, you have long been my wife. I gasped, lifted her long hanging hair, and said on her face.
No, she pouted, avoiding the heavy smell of alcohol I squirted, her face still filled with a happy smile. If my family admits me, I can truly be your wife.
My parents are very nice to you today. I smiled and put her plump lower lip in my mouth and bit her gently with my teeth.
Well, she smiled sweeter and stopped her waist movements. I didn't expect that your parents would treat me like this, not as serious as you told me...
I laughed silently, remembering that my parents' attitude towards Xu Jing had gone from cold to hot just now, and I was still a little nervous.
There was a sudden sound outside the window, far and near, mixed with the interrupted roar of high-rise firecrackers...! At the beginning of the new year, spring is coming
Xu Jing turned her head and looked out the window for a while, looked back at me looking at the eyes facing her. She smiled, with encouragement and acquiescence in her smile. I hugged her in front of my chest, turned over and pressed her, and inserted my penis into her with all my strength, Oh! OK! Come on!
Xu Jing screamed in surprise, raised her abdomen to cater to me...
... On New Year's Eve on 1997, two young bodies were gasping, shouting each other's name, churning in the silence of bed, fighting...
After a moment, the passion faded away. Xu Jing and I snuggled in our mouths and gasped. Under our sweaty body was a wet and slippery bed sheet, and a fishy and sour smell came out of the quilt.
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Throughout the Golden Week of the New Year, Xu Jing and I did not go out for a trip. We spent every day at my parents' home. My parents' attitude was always restrained and enthusiastic. Xu Jing took it carelessly and didn't take it seriously. But I couldn't let it go.
The seven-day Spring Festival holiday is over soon, and it is time to go to work by hour again
The fifteenth day of the first lunar month is the Lantern Festival. Before going to work, I made an appointment with Xu Jing to come back tonight and I would like to buy some fish and shrimps, so that I can have a good end to the New Year.
My mother came yesterday while Xu Jing and I were not at home. She put a lunch box of glutinous rice dumplings in the box. Before leaving, she posted a note on the refrigerator door, telling me that I don’t have to go to the new home on the Lantern Festival because there are any friendship activities in my father’s bureau, and my parents will attend.
After reading my mother's message, I smiled. It is not necessarily fake for the public to treat food. My father is mostly disgusted with this kind of public funds, but others cannot be shameless. The deep reason is that my parents don't want Xu Jing and Song to appear at the same time.
Everyone in the department has not yet woken up from the New Year carnival. Everyone looks confused. Paperwork such as medical records have always been the responsibility of a small hospitalization. Several superiors gathered together and whispered to each other and talked about their dream of buying a family car in the coming year.
Their income is much better than my senior brother and I. The various extra money dividends combined have a monthly score of over 10,000 yuan. I even have to consider changing a variable speed mountain bike. During the annual holiday, when I was shopping with Xu Jing, I saw the new Pugachi Eighteen-speed mountain bike in the store, more than one thousand. I bit my teeth a few times and hugged the woman beside me. I vaguely felt that there was a burden on my shoulders, so I had to turn my head and walk away in disappointment.
I leaned on the table and wrote silly. My senior brother Wang Bing was busy with his pile on his table
This kid got married a few days before the Spring Festival. His wife is a doctor in the internal medicine department of this hospital. She is a powerful and powerful woman rarely seen in Shanghai. Her father-in-law is a department-level cadre of the Municipal Health Bureau.
From the day Wang Bing announced his wedding date, his market in Corey plummeted; from the day Wang Bing did get married, his face turned blue every day
The doctor of the superiors was drowsy when he was in rounds and often drowsy against the wall. He sighed all day long in the small office. The "Huang Jiasi" on the desk had a layer of dust, so he had to take care of it. When he was free, he leaned on the sofa and sighed to the ceiling.
I was busy all morning and filled up my laziness for a few days. I put the medical record back into the nursing office and walked back to my room slowly.
Suddenly, the director's office door opened with a silence, and a middle-aged woman in her forties and fifties walked out. She was stunned when she saw me. I recognized her as Jiang Min's colleague who had appeared in Qiandao Lake.
Alas, nod, I nodded in habit, just saying hello
She also recognized it as me and smiled a little unnaturally: Is Huang Jun... OK, okay, it's not a long time... She lowered her head and wanted to walk away
I called her: Alas... I don't know what I call Nong yet?
Oh, she stopped, my surname is Liu
Oh, Dr. Liu, I want to ask... I looked around and no one paid attention to me. Why didn’t Jiang Min come? Did Yi come to contact our department before?
Ah?Jiang Min? Oh? Well... She suddenly panicked and blinked her eyes and glanced around quickly. Jiang Minyi and I adjusted the division. Now Yi is not responsible for this area.
Oh..., I looked at Liu disappointedly, I'm not here anymore? I smiled at her, then nothing else, will I go
I was about to walk away when she hesitated and called me: Doctor Huang, Nong... I saw her standing there and wanted to leave, so I went back to her opposite her and waited for her to continue talking
Doctor Huang, want to find Jiang Min Ah?
Liu lowered his head and pondered for a moment, and finally raised his head, as if he had made a very determined decision. Doctor Huang, I know what happened to Nong and Jiang Min. She looked at my eyes and pressed her right hand on her shoulder. Jiang Min told me that Yi was in a very conflicted mood now... She looked at the taxi passing by, and wanted to speak but stopped.
I saw my senior brother opening the door listlessly and walked out, so I pulled Liu Xue dealer into my office, locked her, pressed her on the sofa, and asked in a hurry: What conflicts are Jiang Minyi now? Why did Yi treat me like this?
Liu's eyes turned red, and tears suddenly burst out: Jiang Min was right, Doctor Huang, I can tell that it was a good person, Nong was not a man who deliberately took advantage of Yi... She covered her mouth with a handkerchief and cried, Jiang Min felt pitiful... She married such a bastard at such a young age...
I had a cold sweat on my back and grabbed Liu's hand hard. Let me talk quickly, how did Jiang Min go back?
She still cried sadly and wiped her tears, OK! I told Nong, Doctor Huang! Jiang Min has it, for a month, and she is Nong! Her husband is the one with the surname Xu, he is gay!
My head buzzed, and the furniture in the room spiraled in front of my eyes
All the answers to the mystery are revealed!
Jiang Min said on the bed, "I wish I could meet before I got married, our dormitory was dissatisfied with the graceful charm of Chairman Xu, and the resolute expression on Jiang Min's face when she was in the small brick house in the wild, and the sanitary tampon I saw in the toilet of the store. All of this was answered.
I collapsed on the back of the sofa, my ears boom... It seemed like dozens of electric drills were driving at full speed to hit my eardrums. Liu's lips quickly tilted up and down in front of me, but I couldn't hear a word
I struggled, grabbed her wrist and asked: Then why didn’t Jiang Min leave the surname Xu? Yi is still young, just twenty-nine years old!
Liu's tears came out again: Alas! Jiang Min wants to save face! Nong also knows that Yi had had a few love affairs in college, but Yi finally chose the surname Xu, Nong...
She couldn't say anything anymore, covered her mouth and cried without making a sound. After a while, she stopped. Where did Nong ask Yi to tell others? Let's talk about it again, the person with the surname Xu was willing to divorce. He wished Jiang Min could run away early. When he talked, the couple had a broken feeling and the responsibility was not on him. He could openly poke the asshole publicly, but Jiang Min's family refused to suffer a loss. Min's brother was big and thick. He went to find someone with the surname Xu twice in three days. He beat him up when he met. But even Yi was unwilling to divorce Jiang Min. Let me tell you, what kind of world is this?
So why did Jiang Min pretend to be a slut? If Yi doesn’t have it in her belly, wouldn’t it be more convenient for her future plans?
Alas! You men don’t know how women think, Jiang Min just can’t swallow this. Yi wants to take revenge on Xu and give him some color, but Yi has not forgotten Nong Ah until now! Jiang Min secretly talks with you, and she cries when she mentions Nong Yi. Alas... Dr. Liu patted my hand, and tears were all over his face
Dr. Liu, I want to see Jiang Min. I don’t have a contact method for Yi here. Can you help me?
She hesitated for a moment and looked at me: Dr. Huang, I don’t know if Yi wants to see Nong. I’ll go back to the blood station and ask Yi again, how can I tell you?
OK, OK, I took out a prescription paper from my top pocket and wrote a few lines. Please give it to her. I will wait for the Swan Pavilion next to Xiangyang Park after get off work.
Liu took the note silently, put it in his pocket, and walked out with a sigh.
I sat in my office chair, tears couldn't stop flowing, and the ten-day love of Qiandao Lake came back to my eyes, as if it was just yesterday's incident.
After the restless afternoon, my ears kept paying attention to the phone on the table. As soon as the ringtone rang, I flew over and picked up the receiver, but after being disappointed again and again, Jiang Min never called.
After get off work, I took off my white coat and didn't bother to say hello to others, so I walked out of the hospital
I came to the street and made an appointment with Xu Jing to wait for me to go back for Lantern Festival. I called her company at the public telephone booth and told her that I had something to keep me at the hospital today, and that I might be back home very late, so I asked her to have dinner alone.
Xu Jing was very lost on the phone and agreed to me in a depressed manner, taking care of me for breakfast and dinner before doing things
I put down the microphone and couldn't help but think that this was the second time I lied to Xu Jing for another woman; last time it was not long after my first meeting, and I didn't want her to go to Sun Dong to play, that time it was for me and her two people.
At the end of February, the streets of Shanghai were still chilly in spring. The northwest wind lifted my hair from time to time, and the hands and fingers inserted into my mouth were so cold that they were so cold.
On the sidewalk, a pair of young men and women who had just gotten off work hugged each other and walked past me with a hip hop. I stood by the roadside, looking at the strangers coming and going, and suddenly felt that they were far away, as if I was standing in the clouds and looking down at the people. Their world was very far away from me.
I tightened my coat and walked towards the date location
Tianyan Pavilion is a small Western restaurant located in the downtown area, but the storefront is small, and pedestrians will never think of this 60 or 70-year-old Russian restaurant.
When I was in college, I heard that this Western restaurant was a must-have place for gatherings of the Little Erchoa class in our school. I have visited it several times alone. I really like the fried chicken and country soup here. The food is sufficient and the price is not high. It is suitable for those of us poor students with a bigger appetite than wallets.
The store is still as dim as before. There are small desk lamps on the table of customers. The yellow lampshade emits a scent of vague smell, scattered in all corners. There are still many students, and they laugh and make noise from time to time. In the sound of the mezzanine of the ceiling, the dull Cai Qin sang "Read You":
I will never get tired of reading you a thousand times.
Reading you feels like spring,
A classic of joy, a beautiful ending,
Oh...ho...
Between your eyebrows, my love is locked,
Between your lips and teeth, my oath flows,
Your every move will influence my sight.
……
Reading you a thousand times... I'm not tired of it...
Read you...
I sat in the train seat in the back, and as Cai Qin sang together, Jiang Min was rumbling in my heart. The hot steam rose in the cup of black coffee on the table, and turned into the graceful posture that Jiang Min showed during the performance. I had a few boxes of American ginseng slices I just bought and prepared to give them to Jiang Min. She was pregnant with my bones.
Jiang Min's face suddenly appeared in the dark air, which scared me. She was wearing a black fur coat and a velvet turban with only her pale face.
I hurriedly stood up and helped her take off her coat and headscarf. The waiter carefully folded the clothes and placed them aside.
Jiang Min was fat at that time, her chin became more round, her breasts were protruding forward in full bloom, drooping, her lower abdomen was bulging, and she was sleeping there.
Jiang Min found that I looked at her bulging abdomen in a daze, smiled happily, and pressed her hands lovingly. It was almost six months old, bigger than I originally thought, and I will be a big guy like you in the future.
I smiled bitterly, sat down with her, and I stared at Jiang Min blankly
It has been half a year since she was separated. She cut her hair, combed her short hair neatly backwards, and squinted her ears tightly, her eyes were still so clear, and she was directly looking at me.
I have thousands of words to tell her. I want to blame her for using this method to retaliate against Xu. The man doesn't love her at all. He loves a man. He will shrug coldly at Jiang Min. I want to use Jiang Min to murder her youth and consume her years in a war without any opponents. I ask her to let the child take my surname when the child is born in the future, but in the end I didn't say anything. She was silently sitting with her.
I pulled up her soft hand and held it in the palm of my hand. Her hands were still so delicate, her fingers were still slender and delicate, and tears suddenly came out and dripped into her spread palm. Jiang Min covered her mouth with her hands, her eyes were red, and she took the tissue I handed her to wipe her eyes hard and rubbed her eyes hard.
Huang Jun, Huang Jun, Woo... Jiang Min wiped the tears that kept gushing out, and said in a hoarse voice: This is fate, it's my bad life, I saw the wrong person... Woo... She couldn't continue crying
I sat next to her, hugged her shoulders, and Jiang Min threw herself into my arms and cried. The people around me turned to look at us. While patting Jiang Min's back gently, I waved at them with a smile, but tears burst out from my eyes without any competingness.
I hugged her and I in the seat for a while and cried. Jiang Min gradually calmed down, wiped away my tears with my handkerchief, blew her nose, and I also sat back on the locker opposite her.
We ordered fried chicken and borscht, and the top plate was ham and potato salad. Jiang Min had a good appetite. She ate it with her head and mouthfuls and swallowed it voraciously. I waved to the waiter and ordered another stewed noodles.
When Jiang Min heard the words of me and the waiter, she smiled and looked up at me, waiting for someone to walk away, and laughed, and said in a low voice: Do you still remember that I enjoy eating noodles?
I smiled and nodded: Haha, when I was in the hotel, Nong asked me to go out to buy noodles every morning, I remember
Jiang Min looked at me blankly for a while, looked at the food on the plate with a sad expression, and used a fork to twisted a few pieces of chicken. Without saying a word, I guess she became sad again because of my words, so she quickly changed the topic.
Nong has a good appetite now, I can tell that he is getting fatter. I looked at her and drew an arc on her chin with my fingers.
She smiled, very sweet, and stroked her stomach with her hands: Nong Knows? How capable this child can eat Ah in it! Now the meal is twice as high as before. She usually eats snacks, but she gets hungry before eating, haha!
She looked at me and smiled. She ate all the food I ate for Yi, haha! I guess it was a man, and I ate much like that...
I suddenly remembered to ask her: Nong still lives in his family surnamed Xu? Nong is now in this way, can he take care of Nong?
Jiang Min hummed contemptly: Humph! He takes care of me? I am now killed by a car on the road and he will not even look at me. I am now living in my mother's house, where my surname is Xu. I waited until I raised my child before going back to move. She suddenly threw down the knife and fork and reached out to hold the back of my hand. The child must have a household registration, so I have to wait until I get ready before leaving him.
I looked at her: Why did you have to have a baby? I am still young, how can I go on with a baby in the future? Have you ever thought about it?
Jiang Min leaned heavily on the back of the chair and breathed a sigh of relief: Alas..., will I marry again? I am twenty-nine years old, Huang Jun, she smiled miserably, and made me feel heartbroken. I am twenty-nine years old, I have fallen in love, my husband has married, my wedding dress, and my husband's extramarital affair. In the end, my love was given to a man, hehehe... She laughed so hard that she couldn't cry, Huang Jun, don't worry, I will raise my child myself, I won't come to find me, really, believe me...
I held back my tears and nodded hard. I know, I know, I would rather come to me... My words are in my throat and I can't continue to say them anymore
The new dish came, interrupting my conversation with her, and under the dim light, my child's mother and I enjoyed a quiet dinner