The sound of rain drizzles, and a few withered green leaves slid into the puddles to stir up ripples that are bigger than the raindrops.
I don't know why, but I like rainy days in this life
I love the house and the black ones, and naturally I also like the winding peacock paths emitting light white light in the rainy days, the curved small arch bridges made of jade white, and the exquisite pavilions and pavilions shrouded in the hazy drizzle...
I curled my lips slightly, pressed my hands against the window frame and took a deep breath of the fragrant air, and I felt interested in drawing this scene in my heart.
But I can't do fine brushwork, so let's do it freehand. At least the freehand painting can barely make me feel that what I'm drawing is a little bit like a painting.
Just as I was thinking this in my heart, I quickly walked to the desk and took a roll of rice paper from the cylinder and spread it on the desk. I then took a inkstone ink from the bookcase, scooped a bowl of water in the water tank, and then dragged my sleeves with my hands to start grinding.
Painting was learned in this life, because the world of the past life was too wonderful, and I couldn't bear to spend my good time on such extremely time-consuming paintings.
The reincarnation in this life is considered good. After the daughter's identity has been recognized by her father in recent years, she will not be able to learn this kind of thing.
──After all, it is Baili Qingxiao's daughter. If she didn't even spread the painting, she would probably be ridiculed in the future.
But I don't have any painting cells, even if I have been studying for many years, the things I draw are still bad.
Shu'er's painting is still so bad, and a magnetic voice suddenly sounded behind her
I suddenly straightened my waist and turned my head, staring at my dad standing behind me (actually, I don’t look back, I know it’s dad by my voice) When did you come here?
It's been a while since I saw you painting seriously, so I didn't call you. My father's magnetic voice is very soft, and his light tone shows his ethereality
oh
I responded softly, lowered my head, my face was so hot that I was very annoyed. Why did I draw just now
──In front of my father who can be said to be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, my incomprehensible painting really makes me feel ashamed.
Dad sighed, he slowly moved his body and stood directly behind me. His thick and soft right hand held my hand holding the brush.
Leaning forward, his chest tightly against my back
My heart hopped heavily, and my body became stiff subconsciously, and I was surprised and light: Daddy...
……
My father didn't say anything, and I turned my head slightly, and saw that my father looked as usual. He curled his lips slightly, looked at the rice paper on the desk carefully, and said lightly: To make a good painting, the essence is to master the use of burnt, thick, heavy, light, and clear in water paintings.
I nodded, and seeing that my father really had no other meaning, I breathed a sigh of relief, relaxed my tight body, and listened carefully
In fact, I still understand the basic theories that my father said: those that are not mixed with water are called charred ink; those that are mixed with a small amount of water are called thick ink; those that are mixed with one-third of the water are called heavy ink; those that are mixed with more water than ink are called light ink; those that are mixed with a very small amount of ink are called clear ink
But it is not as simple as it is to use it in practice...
Dad held my hand and immersed the brush in my hand in water to moisten it
Slowly said, thick, light, burnt, sunken, broken, accumulated, splashed, in fact, it is just a different harmony between ink and water, and the different speed and force of the pen used, which changes...
Dad seemed to have just a few strokes, but his paintings have changed from the unreasonable monotonous pavilions and towers to the misty rain scene like smoke and fog. Even the stone roads that emit luster in the rain have become lifelike.
I widened my eyes and blinked in a little bit unbelievable. This is obviously the one I drew just now, but the difference is too big.
──Just like a village girl a while ago, she turned into a fairy strangely the next moment
Was Shu'er stunned? Dad giggled, his arms hugged my waist, his slightly cool lips pressed against my neck, and kissed my neck like raindrops
My dad's kiss made me come back to my senses quickly. I struggled in my dad's arms, Dad, don't...
I pushed hard and escaped from my father's arms
As a result, before I could take another step, my father grabbed my arm and pulled me back into his arms. He tightened his hands and tied my waist tightly.
Dad, please let me go! I looked up at him in panic. What caught my eye was a jade face that I was very familiar with but strange.
Shu'er... Dad sighed with a lonely expression. Suddenly, Dad leaned down and the scorching breath sprayed on my face and between his nostrils. My lips were caught by his lips.
Woo woo woo woo... I pushed my dad's chest in a panic, but I still couldn't stop the strong invasion of my dad's soft and resolute tongue.
Um... The tongue that my father inserted into my mouth was sometimes stirring my tongue wildly, and sometimes gently rubbing against my teeth
Dad... um... um... um...
Shu'er, Shu'er... Dad pulled out his tongue, holding my head and murmured, while kissing my lips and my face fiercely
Dad, listen to me... My mind is as turbid as a mud, everything is in chaos, and I can't think anymore. If I don't stop his behavior, I'm afraid that I will never be willing to stop it again...
Shu'er, don't say anything, don't want to leave everything to me... Dad kissed my face while murmuring
My eyes were filled with white mist. It turned out that my father had always understood the struggle and depression in my heart.
Um... I suppressed the sound of crying and shook my head fiercely. A tear from my left eye could no longer be controlled. Dad, we can't continue like this anymore! If someone knows, Dad and I will never be able to be human again.
This kind of relationship with my father makes me very guilty. I feel that I am very dirty and disgusting now. Sometimes I even doubt whether I am abnormal or not, I will fall in love with my father and do things with him that are untolerable.
My father pressed his forehead against my forehead, looked at my eyes, and whispered: It's too late, everything is too late just because I've fallen into it and can't get out again...
Dad's words, "I've been trapped in," made my tears fall down like beads with broken threads. It's not too late! Dad's everything is still in time. As long as we don't make mistakes again, then we can go back to the past
After hearing this, Dad's face turned pale. He angrily clamped my face, and his five fingers sank deep into my cheeks.
If you really want to reject me, you should have refused earlier when I was in a deep state and didn’t even have the strength to struggle. It’s too late to say this, it’s too late, do you understand?! Shu'er, listen, you have to walk with me bravely, because you can’t reject me now, and I don’t allow you to reject me, are you clear?!
My eyes widened, and my dad actually blamed me for all the mistakes?
Every time I love, my father is obviously forced to me.
I shook my head, and I really couldn't believe that the man in front of me was my gentle and polite father!
Dad, you were not like this before. Daddy at this moment is even more strange to me than Daddy a while ago
This is what I am like, but Shu'er has never really understood me!
Dad raised his elegant smile and sneered at my surprise
Who told you that you never cared about me? You deserve to be scared now! The last sentence is filled with arrogance of gloating
I choked. It was him who was hiding this side in front of me, but now he blamed me for never caring about him, which led to my extreme unfamiliarity with him
Shu'er... Dad held my shoulder and rubbed me into his arms again
No! I struggled angrily: Dad, are you trying to drive me away in disguise?
Dad narrowed his eyes: Shu'er, are you threatening me?
I half-opened my eyes and slowly looked up. I saw my father's half-closed long eyelids under the blue-gray skylight, and his eyes were staring at me tightly as if drunk and obscene.
My heart is intoxicated. This is really a good appearance that is inverted by all living beings. No wonder all women in the world are obsessed with seeing it.
My head tilted slightly, not facing my father's face and eyes. Shu'er didn't dare to say something before. If Dad really wanted to do this, Shu'er had to leave.
Just think I was a threat, anyway, I made up my mind not to make any mistakes with my dad.
Otherwise, we will sooner or later fall into this slumber and cannot break free from it.
In a blink of an eye, the force in my father's hand increased, and he grabbed my shoulders so hard that it hurt.
Dad gritted his teeth and was about to get angry when he heard the sound of pushing the door.
I was a little surprised when I heard the knock on the door. I didn't close the front door, so when my father came in, I closed my eyes without any sense. I felt bitter and embarrassed about the hidden meaning of my father closing the door.
Dad hesitated for a moment and let his hand go from my shoulder
Shu'er, are you inside? Listen to the sound, it's my brother's
When the brother lifted the bead curtain vigorously and walked in, his anger froze instantly. He clasped the expression on his face and quickly bowed his head to salute his father: "Please my father, please don't worry, my father."
Well, Dad nodded lightly and asked softly, "Is there anything wrong with Jing'er looking for Shu'er?"
The brother smiled and said, "It's nothing big, I just chat with my sister."
... Dad nodded, then you guys talk, I won’t accompany you if I have some things
Daddy walks slowly
Father walks slowly
My brother and I said in unison
After my father left, my brother immediately looked at me with a slight face
Brother? What's wrong with you today? I was so scared by my brother's face that I retreated repeatedly. I only leaned against the round table and stopped my step back
You have the face to ask me what you did yourself! My brother snorted coldly
My brother never spoke to me in such a tone and such an attitude, and my heart clattered: Did my brother know about my father and I?! My face instantly pale
I lowered my eyes to cover up the panic in my eyes. How much brother meant, Shu'er couldn't understand
Don't understand? My brother frowned angrily. He pulled out a piece of paper from his sleeve and threw it on the round table behind me. He said angrily, "You are only willing to admit it if you want me to come up with evidence?"
I trembled my hands uncontrollably. My face turned pale. I slowly tilted my head. I picked up the paper on the table and spread it out. The whiteness on my face slightly eased. Brother, are you monitoring me?!
This is a contraceptive herb that I went to the pharmacy to catch. Although it was also embarrassing, it was less serious than the relationship with my father being discovered.
I care about you!
Care about me is to send someone to follow me?! I was angry, my voice was excited and raised several decibels, becoming sharp and sharp
You have made sense if you did something wrong?! It seems that I love you so much. You don’t take my brother seriously now, right? My brother yelled at me with his neck thick
This is nothing different from sending someone to follow me!
Don’t talk about these unimportant things with me now! Tell me, why did you, a girl who lives alone, go to the pharmacy to catch contraceptive herbs?!
Since you already understand why you need to ask me! Speaking to my brother who loved me since childhood, my tone is inevitable that I will be rude.
I understand? If I understand, why should I ask you?!
My brother was so angry that he almost got crazy
You said! Who is that man? My brother grabbed my arm and his eyes were ferocious, Gu Chen or Han Yi?
Brother! Don’t guess randomly, okay?
Logically speaking, in addition to the two of them, who is still quite decent around you now, can you easily catch your eye? Who else can you do if you are not one of them?! Shu'er! Anyway, I already know, why are you hiding it from me?
My brother gritted his teeth and threw his point of view at me
I took several deep breaths to calm myself down. Brother, what can I do if one of them?
Brother said seriously, since he has taken advantage of you, he must marry you
But brother, I don't want to marry him, and I have to answer seriously
Why? My brother frowned deeply, and a mountain was piled up between his eyebrows. Can't you forget Changkongyu?
no
I shook my head, brother, I just don't want to get married now
I looked up at him seriously, pretending to be at a loss. My brother said that he would raise me for the rest of his life. Is this false? My brother thinks that Shu'er is a burden, and he wants to abandon Shu'er?!
No, I don't
My brother pursed his lips. Although my brother was very restrained in his expression, the discomfort in his words was accidentally revealed. I just wanted to do something for Shu'er. I was secretly stumbled all my life. It would be better to do the wedding and be together openly.
Brother, I don’t have a man, what should I do if you want me to do the wedding alone? I let out a breath and lied to my brother
... The brother pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were blazing fire, Shu'er wanted to lie to his brother
Brother... I made the ending sound of ‘Brother’ very long, and I took the medicine for Xiaobi
Xiaobi is my personal maid. She has been in love with the butler's son Li Liang for a long time.
The two of them had sex with Chai Liehuo, and Xiaobi had sex with Li Liang before marriage. Afterwards, he stammered and told me hesitantly, and asked me to make an idea for her.
I happened to go to the pharmacy to buy that medicine that day, so I bought an extra pair for her.
The medicine you grabbed for Xiaobi? The brother was stunned. After a while, he came to his senses and frowned and said: Didn’t Xiaobi and Li Liang get engaged?
I nodded and said, they are engaged, but they have that relationship with the man before marriage. She is afraid that she will be looked down upon by her in-laws when she gets married in the future.
I paused and said, "If my brother doesn't believe what I said, I'll ask Xiaobi now."
My brother's face suddenly turned red, and he pursed his lips awkwardly, and he was at a loss. That, Shu'er is sorry, my brother got angry at you without asking the whole story...I, uh...
I cut off what my brother had not finished saying: Brother getting angry at me is second, destroying my reputation is a big deal - if someone hears it, I will have to be a stolen man on my back, and how can my brother want me to be a human being?
My brother's face turned pale, Shu'er, I'm sorry
Brother, don’t be as frivolous as you do in the future. Sorry, it’s useless to say it after something happened.
Although I feel guilty to my brother now, since I have told a lie, I have to fulfill this lie
However, if you forgive your brother too easily, you will make your brother realize something is wrong.
So, I have to pretend to be reasonable and unforgiving.
Shu'er, just forgive me this time. I'm too nervous and you're frigid. My brother lowered his head and murmured in a low voice.
Although my brother's voice was small when he said this, I still heard it
I was stunned and couldn't help but soften my eyes. My brother can handle everything calmly. It's only when he encounters my affairs that he should have at his age that he should have.
My heart is soft, I feel very happy to have such a brother who cares for me.
But I still can't just forget it because I'm soft-hearted. I have to do everything in my style, so that I can have a deterrent effect - this is what my brother taught me
So I tilted my head and pretended to be angry: I just thought my brother was angry with me because he thought Shu'er lost the face of Baili's family.
My brother rolled his eyes in annoyance and quickly explained, Shu'er, where have you been thinking? The fact is not what you think. I am just angry that Shu'er has something to hide from his brother and treats his brother as an outsider.
I pouted, squinted, and asked suspiciously: Is it true?
Shu'er, don't bother me anymore. You obviously know how I treat you. My brother is angry without any trouble.
Seeing that my brother was angry, I had to stop when I saw it. Shu'er knew that my brother was kind to me, but in the future, my brother should not yell at Shu'er before the matter was cleared.
My brother's eyebrows were smiling, and he bowed at me, half-joking and half-seriously, "Is it true that my brother already knows that he is wrong and not next time."
I twisted my hand to cover my lips and curled my eyes. Haha... This is my good brother. You should remember it in your heart. Don't just keep it nice. When you turn around, you forget what you said.
Brother understands that brother knows Shu'er's words and brother will remember them in the most obvious place in his heart, always thinking about them, never forget them for a long time
Also, my brother is not allowed to send someone to follow me in the future. I stretched out my index finger and shook it in front of him.
This... my brother frowned, he didn't want to agree at all
Anyway, Shu'er will tell her brother if she has something to do. Why should she send someone to follow Shu'er every day, which will simply add to Shu'er's discomfort?
Will Shu'er really tell me everything about you? My brother looked soft and looked so handsome
Brother doesn't believe me? I asked back
My brother waved his hand quickly, but he didn't believe Shu'er
Since my brother believes in me, I will not be allowed to send people to me in the future
... The brother's eyes flashed, his eyes lowered and he didn't answer
Seeing that my brother didn't say anything, I turned around and turned my back to him and said coldly, Oh, it turned out that my brother was just saying it was nice.
Shu'er!
My brother was anxious, and he reached out and turned my body. His eyes were dark and he gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, I promise you, but if I find that you have something to hide from me, then don't blame me for turning against you, and use a ruthless trick!"
OK, we'll make a decision
I smiled sincerely, but silently added in my heart: Brother, I will tell you all other things except for my father and I.
……
***
Then my brother told me some funny things he encountered in business, and I listened quietly to my brother.
Occasionally, I would cooperate with the silk handkerchief and chuckled a few times, although I don’t have the mood to laugh at all now...
Time to laugh with me is very slow, I am now spending time like a year
Fortunately, my brother still has business to be busy with, so he didn't stay with me for too long
He only sat for about one and a half hours before getting up and leaving
As soon as my brother left, I lowered my shoulders and pulled down my smiling face, rubbing my sore cheeks with both hands. My heart was very bitter. It turned out that a fake smile was so painful.
After my brother left, the room was quiet. As soon as the person calmed down, his head would start to think randomly: I went to the pharmacy to catch contraceptive herbs. My brother knew about it, so I think my father must know it.
I lowered my eyes, slowly got up from the chair, walked to the window, and looked at the still drizzle of rain outside the window
My father knew, but he didn't mention a word to me, what does it mean? My heart was cold. Did he affirm what I did?
All things in the world are moistened in the drizzle like smoke and fog. The stone roads and small bridges emit a faint luster
The air is washed with fragrance, and the rain has hit it, and everything is hard to get dust. It is spotless and looks so clean and comfortable...
Just like the feeling my dad often gives me
Like what daddy gives me?
I was shocked, as if I had instantly grasped the key that had always existed in my heart.
I couldn't help but think in a panic: Do I like my dad because of the rainy scenery, or do I like my dad because of the rainy scenery?
I don't know why, but I like rainy days in this life
I love the house and the black ones, and naturally I also like the winding peacock paths emitting light white light in the rainy days, the curved small arch bridges made of jade white, and the exquisite pavilions and pavilions shrouded in the hazy drizzle...
I curled my lips slightly, pressed my hands against the window frame and took a deep breath of the fragrant air, and I felt interested in drawing this scene in my heart.
But I can't do fine brushwork, so let's do it freehand. At least the freehand painting can barely make me feel that what I'm drawing is a little bit like a painting.
Just as I was thinking this in my heart, I quickly walked to the desk and took a roll of rice paper from the cylinder and spread it on the desk. I then took a inkstone ink from the bookcase, scooped a bowl of water in the water tank, and then dragged my sleeves with my hands to start grinding.
Painting was learned in this life, because the world of the past life was too wonderful, and I couldn't bear to spend my good time on such extremely time-consuming paintings.
The reincarnation in this life is considered good. After the daughter's identity has been recognized by her father in recent years, she will not be able to learn this kind of thing.
──After all, it is Baili Qingxiao's daughter. If she didn't even spread the painting, she would probably be ridiculed in the future.
But I don't have any painting cells, even if I have been studying for many years, the things I draw are still bad.
Shu'er's painting is still so bad, and a magnetic voice suddenly sounded behind her
I suddenly straightened my waist and turned my head, staring at my dad standing behind me (actually, I don’t look back, I know it’s dad by my voice) When did you come here?
It's been a while since I saw you painting seriously, so I didn't call you. My father's magnetic voice is very soft, and his light tone shows his ethereality
oh
I responded softly, lowered my head, my face was so hot that I was very annoyed. Why did I draw just now
──In front of my father who can be said to be proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, my incomprehensible painting really makes me feel ashamed.
Dad sighed, he slowly moved his body and stood directly behind me. His thick and soft right hand held my hand holding the brush.
Leaning forward, his chest tightly against my back
My heart hopped heavily, and my body became stiff subconsciously, and I was surprised and light: Daddy...
……
My father didn't say anything, and I turned my head slightly, and saw that my father looked as usual. He curled his lips slightly, looked at the rice paper on the desk carefully, and said lightly: To make a good painting, the essence is to master the use of burnt, thick, heavy, light, and clear in water paintings.
I nodded, and seeing that my father really had no other meaning, I breathed a sigh of relief, relaxed my tight body, and listened carefully
In fact, I still understand the basic theories that my father said: those that are not mixed with water are called charred ink; those that are mixed with a small amount of water are called thick ink; those that are mixed with one-third of the water are called heavy ink; those that are mixed with more water than ink are called light ink; those that are mixed with a very small amount of ink are called clear ink
But it is not as simple as it is to use it in practice...
Dad held my hand and immersed the brush in my hand in water to moisten it
Slowly said, thick, light, burnt, sunken, broken, accumulated, splashed, in fact, it is just a different harmony between ink and water, and the different speed and force of the pen used, which changes...
Dad seemed to have just a few strokes, but his paintings have changed from the unreasonable monotonous pavilions and towers to the misty rain scene like smoke and fog. Even the stone roads that emit luster in the rain have become lifelike.
I widened my eyes and blinked in a little bit unbelievable. This is obviously the one I drew just now, but the difference is too big.
──Just like a village girl a while ago, she turned into a fairy strangely the next moment
Was Shu'er stunned? Dad giggled, his arms hugged my waist, his slightly cool lips pressed against my neck, and kissed my neck like raindrops
My dad's kiss made me come back to my senses quickly. I struggled in my dad's arms, Dad, don't...
I pushed hard and escaped from my father's arms
As a result, before I could take another step, my father grabbed my arm and pulled me back into his arms. He tightened his hands and tied my waist tightly.
Dad, please let me go! I looked up at him in panic. What caught my eye was a jade face that I was very familiar with but strange.
Shu'er... Dad sighed with a lonely expression. Suddenly, Dad leaned down and the scorching breath sprayed on my face and between his nostrils. My lips were caught by his lips.
Woo woo woo woo... I pushed my dad's chest in a panic, but I still couldn't stop the strong invasion of my dad's soft and resolute tongue.
Um... The tongue that my father inserted into my mouth was sometimes stirring my tongue wildly, and sometimes gently rubbing against my teeth
Dad... um... um... um...
Shu'er, Shu'er... Dad pulled out his tongue, holding my head and murmured, while kissing my lips and my face fiercely
Dad, listen to me... My mind is as turbid as a mud, everything is in chaos, and I can't think anymore. If I don't stop his behavior, I'm afraid that I will never be willing to stop it again...
Shu'er, don't say anything, don't want to leave everything to me... Dad kissed my face while murmuring
My eyes were filled with white mist. It turned out that my father had always understood the struggle and depression in my heart.
Um... I suppressed the sound of crying and shook my head fiercely. A tear from my left eye could no longer be controlled. Dad, we can't continue like this anymore! If someone knows, Dad and I will never be able to be human again.
This kind of relationship with my father makes me very guilty. I feel that I am very dirty and disgusting now. Sometimes I even doubt whether I am abnormal or not, I will fall in love with my father and do things with him that are untolerable.
My father pressed his forehead against my forehead, looked at my eyes, and whispered: It's too late, everything is too late just because I've fallen into it and can't get out again...
Dad's words, "I've been trapped in," made my tears fall down like beads with broken threads. It's not too late! Dad's everything is still in time. As long as we don't make mistakes again, then we can go back to the past
After hearing this, Dad's face turned pale. He angrily clamped my face, and his five fingers sank deep into my cheeks.
If you really want to reject me, you should have refused earlier when I was in a deep state and didn’t even have the strength to struggle. It’s too late to say this, it’s too late, do you understand?! Shu'er, listen, you have to walk with me bravely, because you can’t reject me now, and I don’t allow you to reject me, are you clear?!
My eyes widened, and my dad actually blamed me for all the mistakes?
Every time I love, my father is obviously forced to me.
I shook my head, and I really couldn't believe that the man in front of me was my gentle and polite father!
Dad, you were not like this before. Daddy at this moment is even more strange to me than Daddy a while ago
This is what I am like, but Shu'er has never really understood me!
Dad raised his elegant smile and sneered at my surprise
Who told you that you never cared about me? You deserve to be scared now! The last sentence is filled with arrogance of gloating
I choked. It was him who was hiding this side in front of me, but now he blamed me for never caring about him, which led to my extreme unfamiliarity with him
Shu'er... Dad held my shoulder and rubbed me into his arms again
No! I struggled angrily: Dad, are you trying to drive me away in disguise?
Dad narrowed his eyes: Shu'er, are you threatening me?
I half-opened my eyes and slowly looked up. I saw my father's half-closed long eyelids under the blue-gray skylight, and his eyes were staring at me tightly as if drunk and obscene.
My heart is intoxicated. This is really a good appearance that is inverted by all living beings. No wonder all women in the world are obsessed with seeing it.
My head tilted slightly, not facing my father's face and eyes. Shu'er didn't dare to say something before. If Dad really wanted to do this, Shu'er had to leave.
Just think I was a threat, anyway, I made up my mind not to make any mistakes with my dad.
Otherwise, we will sooner or later fall into this slumber and cannot break free from it.
In a blink of an eye, the force in my father's hand increased, and he grabbed my shoulders so hard that it hurt.
Dad gritted his teeth and was about to get angry when he heard the sound of pushing the door.
I was a little surprised when I heard the knock on the door. I didn't close the front door, so when my father came in, I closed my eyes without any sense. I felt bitter and embarrassed about the hidden meaning of my father closing the door.
Dad hesitated for a moment and let his hand go from my shoulder
Shu'er, are you inside? Listen to the sound, it's my brother's
When the brother lifted the bead curtain vigorously and walked in, his anger froze instantly. He clasped the expression on his face and quickly bowed his head to salute his father: "Please my father, please don't worry, my father."
Well, Dad nodded lightly and asked softly, "Is there anything wrong with Jing'er looking for Shu'er?"
The brother smiled and said, "It's nothing big, I just chat with my sister."
... Dad nodded, then you guys talk, I won’t accompany you if I have some things
Daddy walks slowly
Father walks slowly
My brother and I said in unison
After my father left, my brother immediately looked at me with a slight face
Brother? What's wrong with you today? I was so scared by my brother's face that I retreated repeatedly. I only leaned against the round table and stopped my step back
You have the face to ask me what you did yourself! My brother snorted coldly
My brother never spoke to me in such a tone and such an attitude, and my heart clattered: Did my brother know about my father and I?! My face instantly pale
I lowered my eyes to cover up the panic in my eyes. How much brother meant, Shu'er couldn't understand
Don't understand? My brother frowned angrily. He pulled out a piece of paper from his sleeve and threw it on the round table behind me. He said angrily, "You are only willing to admit it if you want me to come up with evidence?"
I trembled my hands uncontrollably. My face turned pale. I slowly tilted my head. I picked up the paper on the table and spread it out. The whiteness on my face slightly eased. Brother, are you monitoring me?!
This is a contraceptive herb that I went to the pharmacy to catch. Although it was also embarrassing, it was less serious than the relationship with my father being discovered.
I care about you!
Care about me is to send someone to follow me?! I was angry, my voice was excited and raised several decibels, becoming sharp and sharp
You have made sense if you did something wrong?! It seems that I love you so much. You don’t take my brother seriously now, right? My brother yelled at me with his neck thick
This is nothing different from sending someone to follow me!
Don’t talk about these unimportant things with me now! Tell me, why did you, a girl who lives alone, go to the pharmacy to catch contraceptive herbs?!
Since you already understand why you need to ask me! Speaking to my brother who loved me since childhood, my tone is inevitable that I will be rude.
I understand? If I understand, why should I ask you?!
My brother was so angry that he almost got crazy
You said! Who is that man? My brother grabbed my arm and his eyes were ferocious, Gu Chen or Han Yi?
Brother! Don’t guess randomly, okay?
Logically speaking, in addition to the two of them, who is still quite decent around you now, can you easily catch your eye? Who else can you do if you are not one of them?! Shu'er! Anyway, I already know, why are you hiding it from me?
My brother gritted his teeth and threw his point of view at me
I took several deep breaths to calm myself down. Brother, what can I do if one of them?
Brother said seriously, since he has taken advantage of you, he must marry you
But brother, I don't want to marry him, and I have to answer seriously
Why? My brother frowned deeply, and a mountain was piled up between his eyebrows. Can't you forget Changkongyu?
no
I shook my head, brother, I just don't want to get married now
I looked up at him seriously, pretending to be at a loss. My brother said that he would raise me for the rest of his life. Is this false? My brother thinks that Shu'er is a burden, and he wants to abandon Shu'er?!
No, I don't
My brother pursed his lips. Although my brother was very restrained in his expression, the discomfort in his words was accidentally revealed. I just wanted to do something for Shu'er. I was secretly stumbled all my life. It would be better to do the wedding and be together openly.
Brother, I don’t have a man, what should I do if you want me to do the wedding alone? I let out a breath and lied to my brother
... The brother pursed his lips tightly, his eyes were blazing fire, Shu'er wanted to lie to his brother
Brother... I made the ending sound of ‘Brother’ very long, and I took the medicine for Xiaobi
Xiaobi is my personal maid. She has been in love with the butler's son Li Liang for a long time.
The two of them had sex with Chai Liehuo, and Xiaobi had sex with Li Liang before marriage. Afterwards, he stammered and told me hesitantly, and asked me to make an idea for her.
I happened to go to the pharmacy to buy that medicine that day, so I bought an extra pair for her.
The medicine you grabbed for Xiaobi? The brother was stunned. After a while, he came to his senses and frowned and said: Didn’t Xiaobi and Li Liang get engaged?
I nodded and said, they are engaged, but they have that relationship with the man before marriage. She is afraid that she will be looked down upon by her in-laws when she gets married in the future.
I paused and said, "If my brother doesn't believe what I said, I'll ask Xiaobi now."
My brother's face suddenly turned red, and he pursed his lips awkwardly, and he was at a loss. That, Shu'er is sorry, my brother got angry at you without asking the whole story...I, uh...
I cut off what my brother had not finished saying: Brother getting angry at me is second, destroying my reputation is a big deal - if someone hears it, I will have to be a stolen man on my back, and how can my brother want me to be a human being?
My brother's face turned pale, Shu'er, I'm sorry
Brother, don’t be as frivolous as you do in the future. Sorry, it’s useless to say it after something happened.
Although I feel guilty to my brother now, since I have told a lie, I have to fulfill this lie
However, if you forgive your brother too easily, you will make your brother realize something is wrong.
So, I have to pretend to be reasonable and unforgiving.
Shu'er, just forgive me this time. I'm too nervous and you're frigid. My brother lowered his head and murmured in a low voice.
Although my brother's voice was small when he said this, I still heard it
I was stunned and couldn't help but soften my eyes. My brother can handle everything calmly. It's only when he encounters my affairs that he should have at his age that he should have.
My heart is soft, I feel very happy to have such a brother who cares for me.
But I still can't just forget it because I'm soft-hearted. I have to do everything in my style, so that I can have a deterrent effect - this is what my brother taught me
So I tilted my head and pretended to be angry: I just thought my brother was angry with me because he thought Shu'er lost the face of Baili's family.
My brother rolled his eyes in annoyance and quickly explained, Shu'er, where have you been thinking? The fact is not what you think. I am just angry that Shu'er has something to hide from his brother and treats his brother as an outsider.
I pouted, squinted, and asked suspiciously: Is it true?
Shu'er, don't bother me anymore. You obviously know how I treat you. My brother is angry without any trouble.
Seeing that my brother was angry, I had to stop when I saw it. Shu'er knew that my brother was kind to me, but in the future, my brother should not yell at Shu'er before the matter was cleared.
My brother's eyebrows were smiling, and he bowed at me, half-joking and half-seriously, "Is it true that my brother already knows that he is wrong and not next time."
I twisted my hand to cover my lips and curled my eyes. Haha... This is my good brother. You should remember it in your heart. Don't just keep it nice. When you turn around, you forget what you said.
Brother understands that brother knows Shu'er's words and brother will remember them in the most obvious place in his heart, always thinking about them, never forget them for a long time
Also, my brother is not allowed to send someone to follow me in the future. I stretched out my index finger and shook it in front of him.
This... my brother frowned, he didn't want to agree at all
Anyway, Shu'er will tell her brother if she has something to do. Why should she send someone to follow Shu'er every day, which will simply add to Shu'er's discomfort?
Will Shu'er really tell me everything about you? My brother looked soft and looked so handsome
Brother doesn't believe me? I asked back
My brother waved his hand quickly, but he didn't believe Shu'er
Since my brother believes in me, I will not be allowed to send people to me in the future
... The brother's eyes flashed, his eyes lowered and he didn't answer
Seeing that my brother didn't say anything, I turned around and turned my back to him and said coldly, Oh, it turned out that my brother was just saying it was nice.
Shu'er!
My brother was anxious, and he reached out and turned my body. His eyes were dark and he gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, I promise you, but if I find that you have something to hide from me, then don't blame me for turning against you, and use a ruthless trick!"
OK, we'll make a decision
I smiled sincerely, but silently added in my heart: Brother, I will tell you all other things except for my father and I.
……
***
Then my brother told me some funny things he encountered in business, and I listened quietly to my brother.
Occasionally, I would cooperate with the silk handkerchief and chuckled a few times, although I don’t have the mood to laugh at all now...
Time to laugh with me is very slow, I am now spending time like a year
Fortunately, my brother still has business to be busy with, so he didn't stay with me for too long
He only sat for about one and a half hours before getting up and leaving
As soon as my brother left, I lowered my shoulders and pulled down my smiling face, rubbing my sore cheeks with both hands. My heart was very bitter. It turned out that a fake smile was so painful.
After my brother left, the room was quiet. As soon as the person calmed down, his head would start to think randomly: I went to the pharmacy to catch contraceptive herbs. My brother knew about it, so I think my father must know it.
I lowered my eyes, slowly got up from the chair, walked to the window, and looked at the still drizzle of rain outside the window
My father knew, but he didn't mention a word to me, what does it mean? My heart was cold. Did he affirm what I did?
All things in the world are moistened in the drizzle like smoke and fog. The stone roads and small bridges emit a faint luster
The air is washed with fragrance, and the rain has hit it, and everything is hard to get dust. It is spotless and looks so clean and comfortable...
Just like the feeling my dad often gives me
Like what daddy gives me?
I was shocked, as if I had instantly grasped the key that had always existed in my heart.
I couldn't help but think in a panic: Do I like my dad because of the rainy scenery, or do I like my dad because of the rainy scenery?
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