Chapter 8: A barrier in the heart (2)

The breeze blows, the yarn drops, and the sunlight shines through the red yarn and dyes the pavilion into magnificent colors.

I lay softly on the stone table in the pavilion, pinched the soft crispy cake lonely and put it in my small mouth, and gently bit it

Suddenly, a familiar sound of footsteps sounded from far to near, and I stiffened all over and put the soft pastry I just picked up back into the porcelain plate.

Shu'er... My brother called softly, bent over, hugged me from behind

I slowly pulled his hand around my waist away, stood up, and walked straight outside the pavilion, but before I could take a few steps, my brother pinched his arms

Shu'er... My brother sighed and let out a terrifying whisper and sigh, turning my body forward to him with both hands, then his palms climbed up my face intoxicatedly, picked up my cheeks, and rubbed gently on his tender skin. Why did Shu'er leave when he saw my brother today?

I forced his palms that covered my cheeks, held up a smile, and said to him, "Young Master will not come to the "slave" place in the future, so as not to get tired of your feet."

The smile on my brother's face instantly condensed. He moved his lips and smiled gently at me again, "Is Shu'er angry with my brother?"

"Sister" dare not! If the young master has nothing else, let "Sister" retreat first. I lowered my head and whispered

The smile on my brother's face was completely submerged in coldness at this time. Who told you to use the words "slave" and "young master"?

I lowered my head and replied, Last night, my mother spent the whole night teaching me, so that I finally knew what "highness, lowness, nobleness, and humbleness" used to be "slaves" and didn't understand the rules. If there is any collision, please forgive me.

Shu'er is blaming your brother for drinking and scolding your mother during breakfast yesterday?

After hearing this, I was very angry! ‘Called’? Since my brother used these two adjectives, my whole heart was swallowed up by disappointment.

Shu'er dared not, it was my mother and I who had messed up the ranks and inferiors first, so the young master was right to "kill" him.

Shu'er, you are obviously angry with brother!

The brother frowned and said, "My brother's actions yesterday were just to take the initiative to block others' mouths."

The woman was too careless to speak. If he didn't say anything, others would definitely say something.

If others really make a statement, I don’t know what the situation will turn out!

The concept of "higherness" in this world is much heavier than the ancient society in the world where I was in my previous life. I don't know how many times it is.

I have been here for more than ten years, so of course I understand this, but my brother can react to my mother's misunderstanding at the first time, which means...

In his heart...

This concept of hierarchy has been deeply rooted

Under this concept, is my place in his heart...is it just a lowly toy when he is bored?

What is 'sister' and 'brother'!

His eyes even looked at me on formal occasions were cold, let alone admitting my sister?

This also shows that our private "brother" and "sister" do not occupy any important position in his heart

Only me, a big fool, thinks that he regards our brother-sister love as important as me!

I looked up at the willow branches that were blown by the wind and said lightly, thanking the "Young Master" for protecting each other, "I will always remember that I dare not forget it in my heart──Ah!

Before I finished speaking, my brother grabbed my arms and hurt both of his arms

Every word she said in her words made his heart hurt!

He looked at her with pain and said in a low voice, "What kind of person is Brother Suli? Shu'er, you should understand, but now you deliberately use some trivial matters to anger your brother, what is it in your heart?"

He didn't show his intimacy to her in the lobby because he used to hide too many things from his father in order to protect him.

If my father knows that he has something to hide from him, it will inevitably make his father feel jealous of him.

This will be a great obstacle to his future and career.

For more powerful relationships in the future, he could only endure it hard

So, yesterday morning when Shu'er was troubled by his sister, he could only force himself to not stand up for Shu'er.

I thought Shu'er's intelligence should be able to understand his forbearance, but I didn't expect it to turn into such a serious consequence!

I smiled bitterly and raised my eyes, sneering with a sore throat. I have become an unreasonable person in his eyes again?

So I no longer pretended to be hypocritical. I was just a straight person and could not wear a mask for a long time.

I said bluntly, "Lu Yaozhi's horsepower is the only way to see the truth when encountering things. Even if you treat me very well on weekdays, you can't help but ignore me when I encounter things, and even look at me coldly at the way I was ridiculed and humiliated... I sniffed and said, "There is a layer of belly left in my heart. How can I see what kind of person you are?"

Ridiculous and humiliating? He frowned, I don’t know that you think so seriously about this matter! Since Shu'er used such four words to describe it

He sighed lightly and slowly explained that this kind of thing often happens in the aristocratic family, and it is not a big deal at all! You are discovered by your father now, and you will often face these things in the future.

This is a very small thing. He didn't understand why Shu'er wanted to use it to fight him with temper?

Small things? Is it still a small thing that has been trampled on by others? I angrily threw away his palms and ran out of the pavilion quickly

My brother hurriedly caught up again and pinched my arm again. I was close to you since I was a child. I thought you knew me.

Please let go! I am humble in my status and I am not worthy of having contact with the young master in the future. Please don’t come to my side again. If my father discovers it, it will affect my brother’s future and career!

I'm not a fool. Although I didn't live long in my previous life, I'm a person who has experienced two lives. I can still understand some things.

My actions today are, on the one hand, to vent my dissatisfaction with my brother for the last time, just like the "sister to brother". On the other hand, I deliberately wanted to ask him to argue with this fight so that the ties between me and him would be completely broken.

Maybe this brother treats me sincerely, but he has too many concerns and ambitions

So, I don’t want to force anything. Since I am not as important as those external things in his heart, I don’t want the cheap feelings he gave me anymore...